#isolation not always the answer

[godwardesqueprincess]

Not in a depressive way but feel like genuinely sometimes you need to lock yourself away for periods of time from all human influence to truly focus. it can be incredibly hard but I’ve gotten so many answers lately…forgot where this quote is from but something along the lines of if you reduce all of the noise you can hear God

[jasontoddenthusiastt]

Imo Jason is “irredeemable” by default because I don’t see what he needs redemption from.

[toddtakefive]

btw todd’s reluctance to join the dps because he doesn’t want to read (which is then accommodated for) and is scared to put himself out there (which is also worked through) being read as todd not wanting to go AT ALL, and thus neil making the proper accommodations (“todd anderson, who prefers not to read, will keep the minutes of the meetings”) and encouraging him to step out of the box that stifles him being seen as ‘forceful’ or like he can’t take no for an answer makes me insane with rage

[bravevolunteer]

point in michael's timeline that i don't touch on enough? right after he got scooped. not the time he was piloted by ennard ( though i've always wanted to try writing that too tbh ), but after he regains control, wakes up on the sidewalk, fully realizes he survived and sees himself for the first time. i've written him having dealt with it for decades and being used to it so often but not as much the HORROR of when he had to grow accustomed to it. before he developed his tactics for hiding his appearance and the lies that eventually become secondhand nature. when the wounds of losing the life he got so close to having, his autonomy, feeling used/betrayed, and not being sure how human he is anymore are all fresh

[madame-mongoose]

When when- me when the dinos have a sad ending

AJHKSDGAKJD ITS NOT SAD ITS BITTERSWEET!!!! okay it is a little sad but STILL

[whump-queen]

i just wanted to say i loved seeing you go through ashtrays story and reading your tags agkfhdjs hope your fever went down and you were able to rest :D

— @honeycollectswhump

OMG WAAHH HIHII!!

I don’t think we’ve talked before but !! ok we have @whumpsday and @whumpshaped to thank for this whump story matchmaking because

AND THEN I BINGEREAD IT THAT NIGHT.

i’m always thrilled and delighted that people are reading my unhinged tags, and that the author of the work (YOU BABE!!) sees my little spam and !! YAY!! I hope it makes you feel some of the good happy emotions I felt while reading your little ashtray story cuz it just made me so happy to read 🥰🥰🥰

[aardvaark]

is it the trauma or am i autistic: a question for the ages

[hassianlovebot]

i wanted to say thank you for your nice comment on my tamala gifset.. i was legit scared i'd get nothing but negative comments since the majority of fans seem to hate her

oh no problem! your set was beautiful!!

and yeah i get what you mean. i mean,, i guess i kind of understand the hate but some of it seems so,, weird too? like hassian is my favorite character my special little blorbo even, and tamala leading him on and breaking his heart like that sucks no doubt!! but also like,,, i support women's rights and women's wrongs!!! she's hot!!!!!

ajkdhg but seriously even beyond her being really attractive, i think she's also really interesting and i'm hoping that the devs have more planned for her! her using magic is SO interesting and i can't believe some people are ignoring that just because of what happened between her and hassian! i mean don't get me wrong, people are allowed to dislike characters, it's all fiction it's whatever yknow? but i also kind of thought people got past that whole "if a character is evil or morally not the best, that means you can't like them or you're fucked up" like,,, what happened to liking hot lady villains 🤨

[antleredoctopus]

Can we get some Kledinger angst whehhehehehe, if you don't mind?

ok buckle up buckaroos I got a few ideas in my head

1) Kled's first Progress Day in Piltover, with Heimer bubbling with excitement to share all the festivities with his partner as they stroll through the crowded streets. (Skaarl is freaked out by the fireworks going off, so she's left at home with Porofessor.) While Heimer is enthusiastically rambling, Kled feels unusually tense as they make their way through the crowded streets and keeps a tight grip on the professor's hand. At some point Heimer leaves Kled in the heart of the festival to fetch something for them, promising to return shortly. Left there, Kled's senses start to go haywire with the bangs of the inventions, the clanking of metal, the sudden screams of joy, as it starts to feel like he's somewhere different. Heart rate rises, his ears and eyes swiveling, and the tension builds in his body... Until someone accidentally bumps him from behind and everything goes very south very quickly.

2) I'm not sure of all the specifics, but Kled is going into a battle where Heimer knows that Singed's work is going to be used (having visited the destroyed Wuju village and recognized the chemicals). He begs for Kled to not go, that the weapons are different from what the cavalier has dealt with before. But Kled is stubborn, and he believes he's lived through worse odds. So Heimer is left with the dilemma: should he stand back for his partner (and others) to suffer an awful excruciating fate, or should he get involved… breaking his vow of his work being used for war, and also potentially breaking Kled's trust in him?

3) Also had this idea of Mel interacting with Kled, and she absolutely hates him for how Noxian he is and therefore reminds her too much of her mom. Kled's got no idea why she hates him so much or that she's really Noxian, but he returns the vitriol in their encounters. Anyway, at some point Kled confronts Mel about… uh, honestly haven't figured out what, but Heimer's involved. He has his axe to her, ready to fight. But Mel keeps a cool head and uses her words, asking what this would accomplish and mentioning how Heimer has already been hurting in his reputation from trying to defend Kled in his screw ups. "All you Noxians can be bothered with is taking. So tell me: How much more do you plan to take from him before it's enough?"

[byanyan]

fledgling verse byan having an inherent distrust toward other vampires because they know a lot of them will automatically think less of them not only for being a fledgling (and one abandoned by their sire at that), but for being thinblooded as well. —and even that's assuming that they aren't seen as better off dead because of the latter point. like, they got enough of that as a human, dude, they don't need it from self-important kindred too.

just!!! baby vamp byan feeling like they don't fit in anywhere in this way that somehow manages to be even more miserable than it was in life!!!! and feeling that much more like they can't trust anyone because of it!!!!!

[kakusu-shipping]

Hello!!! I'm here to drag you back to those fanfics you wrote back in 2022 for a bit, specifically those three at the top about a DND ex-player challenger.

You think if that challenger forgot their life was at stake before Leshy could monologue about being sad they have to go, ect ect, and the challenger just assumed the game was going to be reset, you think Leshy would play along?

I got this ask like early in surgery recovery last month, read it once, and then promptly forgot about it oops sorry anon kfgjfdkjgd

To answer your question uuuuh... No.. But also yes?

For one; Reader never knew their life was on the line. They're a DnD player they assume the whole spooky atmosphere and Leshy playing up the Sacrifice thing is just immersion. They Stupid just like me fr fr and never really question much of anything around them.

For two, I don't think they were thinking that far ahead. They might not have even thought the game had an end, but if they did I doubt they'd think about it Resetting. They're more in the moment than that, at least that's how I wrote them. But that might not be how you, the Reader, might read them or want them to be, as a you in stand in.

Thus, I never wrote that fic series a boss battle ending because I wanted to leave that part to you, dear reader, really.

So what do you think? When you finally sit down to continue where you left off, to face that final boss Leshy had planned just for you, what happens next?

Do you win? Do you lose? Does it matter? Will he snap the shot or simply reset the board? Does it Matter? Are you even the same person? Does It Matter? You sit at the devil's table and are dealt a hand of cards. You've been here before. Other's have been here before. Their photos are on the wall. Your photo is on the wall. You don't recognize yourself

It doesn't matter.

You're playing a game you love, after all, with someone who loves you very much.

[g0nta-g0kuhara]

PLUTO PREGAME GONTA FAN[I start cheering]

also please do send me the fic

FINALLY!!! I will say pregame shuichi is still my favourite but I’m excited to love pregame Gonta

Here’s the fic!! (https://archiveofourown.org/works/34273012) pregame saigoku pining

[bo0zey]

anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol

[monster-noises]

I love second hand book shops, I got to them frequently and always leave with Something and have a good time just peakin around

But i gotta say

It's one of the Worst spots for me in terms of imposter syndrome

I feel like everyone's uneasey with my presence as though i'm a stranger who just stumbled into their inner sanctum and they're.. they're gunna let me stay but they're gunna be weirded out the whole time and breath a sigh of relief when the Strange Unwelcome Freak Leaves

It also happens at record shops and sometimes at small antique shops or cons+festivals

Just this immediate foreboding of being Angrily Tolerated in a Space I Don't Belong

[arolesbianism]

Thinking abt my dupe ocs again... Maybe Quinn does have hashtag issues actually

[water-fan-art]

I’ve had covid for the last week and I’ve gotta go back to work tomorrow. At the start I joked that I would get so much drawing done, and all I’ve done is this Jasper doing an incorrectly drawn navy salute