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gerudospiriit · 5 months

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[Wow, someone actually pointing out how crazy and irresponsible it is for the goddesses to create something like the Triforce and just leave it lying around? So far that's been the best thing about A Link to the Past.]

#[ ☀ ˢᵖⁱʳⁱᵗˢ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵇᵉʸᵒⁿᵈ ;; ᵒᵒᶜ ]#momo plays alttp #i might just be biased because i was forced to watch that arin guy from GG talk about how great this game was #and bash on oot to do it #so maybe im just a wee bit biased and annoyed with that #but i can say that I haven't really enjoyed this game much #it feels more like a chore honestly

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marsbotz · 2 years

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no matter what happens, no matter how much it hurts, you don't stop dancing, and you don't stop smiling, and you give those people what they want.

#I DONT POST NINJAGO HERE ANYMORE FOLLOW @LEGOGENDER #ninjago #cole brookstone #cole ninjago #be nice im still learning to paint LOL #if even one perspn can understnad this ill be amazed #sorry today we are going for the cole art drenched in personal interpretation #um. well first off hes trans. and i will say i think his entire s1 arc w his father feels very trans. if you dont understnad dont worry #but uhhh. i think a lot about how cole canonically still struggles with living up to expectations #despite making up with lou. and tbh honestly in my mind that didnt even happen #ive said before maybe but i Personally think the stronger arc for cole would have been having to make the choice to stay a ninja despite #his fathers disapproval. that maybe even tho lou disowns him it doesnt matter. bc the ninja r his real family now #bc honestly lou is so absent in the series it might as well ahve never happened LOL #but yeah in s11 is the obvious one. w the travellers tea #and again in s13 not being able to do the burst #feels a Lot like how he reacted in the royal blacksmith ep #i think lous expectations of cole and harsh treatment definitely cld have been the source of his issues.#and especially considering he says he had to do all the chores after his mothers death... makes his anxiety around being leader #(in early seasons)#a lot more sad. i think this was in books confirmed #um. yeah. i think abt cole. hes rlly interesting hope u understand now kinda #so yeah. and i used the bojack quote cus i think its similar in that cole was only young when lou installed these fears in him #'a song you taught me when i was small' and all that #altho i think the gina version fits jay also LOL #artsbotz

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cloudcountry · 1 year

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i'm noticing that when people request things and i write it for them, sometimes the people i write for dont reblog or give me any feedback. ^^ its starting to get a bit irritating when i take the time to write something and i just get a like from the person. the twst fandom has been talking about this since forever but literally the least you can do is reblog. seriously.

#im thinking about not taking requests ever anymore honestly #like i have ideas floating around in my brain #why should i write something for someone else when they dont even appreciate it #i wanted to finish the 1.8k event but i dont even think i'll be able to do that #its a shame the twst community turned out this way #and even just writing in general gahhh #like i love writing but its becoming such a chore #anyways my mutuals can request stuff but im getting fed up #its also been hurting my feelings a bit.#i actually had this happen DURING the 1.8k event too #i wrote stuff for moots and couldnt wait to see their reactions and then they just liked #it felt like a slap in the face #idk man i just want to enjoy things again that would be nice #ikepri and ikevamp fandom here i come i hope ygys are more receptive!!#🐙! auburn's rambles <3

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lesbiancarat · 12 days

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I'm gonna just post Twitter updates for the time being... I'm still a little burnt out on posting updates but I don't want to completely get out of the habit and Twitter updates are usually the easiest to post

#instagram updates are usually a bit more interesting/people tend to interact with them more #but theyre honestly such a pain bc u cant download stuff directly #plus honestly a lot of their ig posts lately have been various brand deals which i honestly dont care about #and it may sound silly but it gets a bit depressing for me to have to keep posting it #not saying theres anything wrong with it #its just one of those aspects of the fandom im not as interested in #and when that's like.. the main thing im interacting with via updates it does not feel fun #i want to try and catch up with chinalines variety shows theyve been doing recently #so i might livepost some reactions/funny things while im watching bc i think that will be more fun #i definitely haven't lost interest in svt im super pumped to see them in concert agin even if jun wont be there :')#i just think i need to take a step back and reevaluate how im interacting with the fandom so its a bit more fun #and feels like less of a chore #thank you for being patient with me!#melia.txt

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derpinette · 7 months

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i have a weird relationship with weight because i hated eating more than anything the moment i was ready for solids ( i hate chewing with my entire life always have & will ) which made me underweight for most of my life ( to this day ) & during late primary-middle school this made me actively suicidal because i felt like something was wrong with my sex because i just was not developing whatsoever prompting me to have a years long phase of trying to gain weight in any way i could ( #EPICFAIL by the way ) & i was already insecure but i felt seriously so unforgivably ugly after bullying not just at school but by adults of my entourage. but then i did in my late 15s which prompted the pendulum to swing in the other direction & suddenly i FREAKED OUT & thought well being skinny is pretty much all i have & know myself to be & clearly it is not going to last forever so i Better preserve it i was delusional about how skinny i thought i was actually i look stumpy & weird i have to prove myself. But now i am normal again kind of

#also i used to get beaten to finish my food nearly daily & it would take me forever to do that like literally hours with no exaggeration #just made me hate eating even more. now my technique is eating as fast as possible before i even realize how overwhelming #the sensory experience is & i can just be done with it VS the pain&dread of eating slowly -> disgust of Everything+hyperawareness #eating tightens my muscles like i hate it so fucking much catching the food putting it in my mouth CHEWING swallowing #what a damn chore #so i always liked cheese it was my “safe food” pretty much the only thing i liked #i even hated the foods autists usually like like fries & fried chicken meatballs ETC. HATED.#i was/am more of a soup & turning all my food into varieties of Slop kind of girl nothing hard for me please...#i experienced middle school during the like ♯Thick era of the world which was honestly a good thing like for The Populace #but i felt like killing myself because i felt like an unforgivable fugly genetic failure & people did not hesitate to let me know #anyway either way i would be unhappy caus if i did gain weight during puberty i would have a meltdown about all the Changes #so i feel content for the time being about only losing the fat in my face & getting age appropriate wrinkles really #trying to enjoy the privilege of thinness while i have it because it will not last forever 0_0 but that should not matter anyway...#the privilege of thinness: being way uglier than others & constantly looking like a gibbon dying of disease + no energy or strength ever #JK people are much MUCH nicer to thin people & they do things for me on account of looking physically incapable so um yay i guess #light at the end of the tunnel that is very significant in the grand scheme of things socially. ♯CountingMyBlessings #also i was raised on ♯HAES tumblr from 2014-2018 i truly believed in that & was so damn envious i was not curvy & beautiful LOL #so i never hated overweight people really i think for the most part the SJW tumblr values stuck with me #but now i know it depends on your base frame & genetics & there is no guarantee to what you choose to do (naturally) acceptance is peace #sorry for the gigantic Arse post i just needed to get that off my chest for a long time. not on here specifically just in general #oh & i am a ♯Grignoteuse but grignoter (grazing) is different from eating in my mind&body #& my insecurity was not a result of wanting to fit in really but kind of in the sense that i wanted people to stop berating me for my looks #like body wise only & also not understanding why every other girl looked like a girl blossoming into a woman #& i looked like i was transitioning to Malnourished (unsexed) Ape made worse by bein GNC.& like the need for control later on & erthang ETC

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girlitfeelsgood · 3 months

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I'm going out for dinner tomorrow with my mum for my birthday and she just mentioned that she'll pick grandpa up on the way 😐 I was looking forward to it just being us two...

#we're going out with my whole family next week anyway #and maybe this makes me sound like an asshole cause I know he's lonely #but spending time with him is just awkward and uncomfortable and exhausting #and we had lunch with him a few days ago and he's obviously coming along for the dinner on tuesday #so I thought it could just be me and mum tomorrow #but now I'll spend the whole dinner on edge and making painfully uncomfortable conversation with him #and I'd honestly rather just stay home and cook dinner for me and mum like every other night #because now this feels more like a chore and something I'm doing just for his sake than something nice to do for my birthday #I'm probably a horrible person for feeling this way about him but I just really don't like being around him #personal

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thethingything · 1 month

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something maybe a little bit funny is that we got to like mid-August and our brain suddenly went "oh it's nearly back to school time. you're going to suddenly crave college library study sessions for some reason". bestie it has been nearly 5 fucking years since we left college

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #we didn't even really do study sessions in the library. like I think we finished assignments in there occasionally #but otherwise we mostly hung out in there to eat snacks and procrastinate on going home #meanwhile we have done a lot of online study sessions since leaving college #and those have been good because we'll make a to-do list with a mix of studying and doing various chores #and having a group of people that are working through similar to-do lists at the same time helps a lot with being able to do the tasks #we might actually just be craving that and the feeling of having a more structured routine honestly

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sevenmothz · 2 months

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Was looking at my old DA:I posts and I completely forgot there was a voice glitch originally where the Inquisitor’s american voice would switch to the british one when you made a custom Hawke. I went through an entire playthrough (even started several other inquisitors) before it was finally patched. Banters were also super busted when the game came out. Went 50 hours with my party barely speaking to each other.

#honestly i still consider inquisition’s banter busted #they should have stuck with how they did it in origins and 2 where specific areas triggered them #hope the same thing doesn’t happen with veilguard #because hearing your companions talk to each other is a big deal for these games #it can really make or break the immersion #also more background music plz #it’s so gotdamn quiet while running around the maps in dai #it’s no wonder replaying feels like such a chore #singull plays dragon age #singull plays da:i

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princehendir · 1 year

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Unironically though fanfic writers are so fucking weird & prudish about lube like has anyone else noticed this.

#like either theres an open squeamishness about the concept or. more annoyingly #it reads like the author feels that its inclusion is a chore for them #like '' and oh now im have to throw this stupid line about lube in here so no one gets mad at me for ~depicting unsafe #sex acts~ 🙄🙄🙄🙄''#and its a craft failure honestly lmao #like where is the joy where is the passion. i hope you explode

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tarantula-hawk-wasp · 1 year

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Had insomnia and two nightmares 😞 and my Italian archaeologist trench co-supervisor isn’t here again so I’m calling the shots on my own which is kind of stressful BUT the site director came by my trench and said I “run a tight ship” and that my trench was clean so I’m #winning

#I keep realizing that I am embodying my favorite leadership tropes or more that #those tropes are Real bc that’s what leadership positions where people rely on you to take charge are like #I’m being paid to make sure the undergrads are happy and doing okay and I’m doing extra chores to help out and I’m in charge of my trench #and I keep politely declining help bc it’s MY job to worry and to extra work and I don’t want the kids stressing when they’re here to learn #and have fun and like I find stressing and managing people extremely rewarding #anyways I talked about this with my friend over text and my roommate out loud and in the same MINUTE both compared me to sh*ro which fucking #wig and I am perceived etc but like #I literally feel like I have 13 children that require some measure of my attention all the time but I am honestly considering going into #international programs as a career for a bit in my 20s bc I am thriving overall

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princeanxious · 2 years

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#hi yes i cant be the only young adult that has no fucking clue what to do with their life right?#not even playing the ‘haha same’ card rn but genuinely actually no idea what interests me ‘career-wise’#‘i’m just worried about you. what to you want to do with your life?’ LIKE #FUCK I DONT KNOW I STILL GENUINELY NEVER EXPECTED GETTING THIS FAR #i dont like *anything* specifically enough to want to base a whole life on it.#i dont. *love* things #outside of art anyway. and we already know art aint a viable career in america unless u grind like hell-#-and let me tell u i do not love life enough to grind like hell just to live off the biggest thing that gives me joy #because then it would stop giving me joy #like once upon a time i thought i might do good as a baker and now that i know i cant eat gluten most food is ruined for me #i hate food and making food. eating is a chore and i do not enjoy it. i gave up baking.#like. there are more examples but every avenue i’ve tried to take that i like has failed me in a way that sucks all the joy out of it #having a career feels meaningless to me. going back to college just feels like a pointless and indebting endeavor.#am i just depressed? is my brain just still way off base chemically?#it’s pissing me off and stressing me out honestly.#luka vents #delete later

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ashdash2417 · 9 months

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I have my own commission sheet thingy saved in my drafts, and it’s been there for literal months, if not a few years…

Dunno how long it’s gonna stay there. :D

#I’ve been holding off on opening commissions for a while note #*now #for a few reasons…#one of them being that I don’t wanna make drawing feel like a chore #and I feel like that kinda happens the more I draw stuff??#like… consistently draw I mean #Cause I got work and I only have the weekends to relax #and I don’t wanna be like *guess I should draw this now*#and not look forward to it ya know…#another reason being that I don’t know if only my username would show when someone pays me #or if my PayPal name would show instead #Cause like #that’s kinda why I made a kofi account in the first place #to keep my real name anonymous from social media #(And my real name is on my PayPal account so… and I don’t wanna turn that into a business account either honestly..)#and I’m rambling again…#Ash rambles #shut up ash!#Another nother reason I’m hesitant to open commissions #Is because some (or most) of the drawings shown as examples are kinda oldish…#and I dunno if I should change that to the more recent stuff #(And I don’t even have that much recent stuff honestly)#okay I better shut tf up now pfbtb

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mothram · 11 months

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#diana's music diary #good evening I haven't been on tumblr all day oops #not really been busy I've just kind of been chilling in bed #feel a little nauseous but it's not that bad... got some stuff delivered earlier that I'm excited to try! probably won't until tomorrow #I've not been tired all day despite being on barely any sleep... gonna try and get through it but if I nap I nap I guess...#I have to do some do chores later but after that I can sleep whenever.. might stay up though idk I don't like sleeping as late as i have @@#yesterday was good? I think? I honestly barely remember what happened... I think hung out with my partner and did lessons with her?#everything else was a blur though... :/#anyway... more umineko music! fun :3 !! let's make today good and try to remember it if it is!!

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lynxgriffin · 2 years

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Something elaborate: Parody of the image cover of MeatLoaf's "Bat Out Of Hell II: Back To Hell" [known for containing the "I Would Do Anything For Love But I Won't Do That" track] as a Berdly power fantasy where he waves his halberd flying with a Cyber World car against a giant monster Susie or Kris perched above Queen's castle that holding Noelle hostage.

How about you just wait until commissions open, anon. :P

#ask lynx stuff #honestly in general I probably need to be more selective with doodles from asks #it's already starting to feel more like a chore than something fun #and if they're not for fun then they'd need to be for pay

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giantkillerjack · 2 years

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Gods I'm so glad I have the power to draw stupid ridiculous things. I've had two ideas in the last week for art pieces that made me cackle like a little gremlin for 30 minutes. And already, my decision to follow through on these ideas has been a great success!

It is very important to feed the silliness gremlin!!! Ze offers gifts of happiness and naturally occurring self-improvement! Should ze wither from lack of food, so shall artistic motivation and the joy I find in my craft!

So you see, it is absolutely vital that the gremlin be allowed to thrive and grow on a steady supply of shitposts and profoundly ridiculous pornography.

This will, in turn, help with my depression - making this fake isekai cover as well as this very dumb video game porn I just made into Medical Necessities, Actually. 😌😤🤡

#original #honestly I don't know if anyone else is going to find these things funny but I am going to share them when I finish #because it doesn't really matter if people have a different sense of humor than me. as long as I'm not hurting people with my jokes then #I'm really at peace with the fact that some of my jokes just aren't going to land #how did I come to peace with that fact? I hung out with people who didn't need me to bat 1000 when it came to social interactions #i love you fellow autistics. i hope you (and anyone reading this) give yourself permission to make something absurd and just for you #it was such a game changer when i realized that in order to be able to take joy in art again i basically had to follow every silly whim #i remember how exciting it was when after years of art only for profit and exposure i just made something just for me. it was incredible #and I know that if I ever want to finish my graphic novel with all its Big Important Meaningful Ideas then i have to make sure it's #not blocking me from feeding the silliness gremlin. I have to get distracted and draw dumb shit. and I have to do it without feeling guilty #because as soon as I feel guilty for doing something fun with my art then the graphic novel has become more of a chore than a work of love #and I refuse to let this be taken from me like that. not again. not with this.#art helps keep me alive and silliness helps keep my art alive! anything threatening my ability to make art poses a threat to my very self #I am deadass serious when I say that silly little things are necessary for living.#and i am very much serious at all when i say i am a GENIUS WHO HAS THE FUNNIEST ISEKAI IDEA EVER #I mean I was well and truly cackling I don't know if you've ever heard someone genuinely cackle in person but I CACKLED #*very much not serious at all

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surreal-duck · 2 years

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letting me live alone was a bad idea i think

#duck rants about something #i mean its not like i particularly mind most of the time. sure chores are a hassle and i am the Worst at keeping myself alive but #im getting better! probably #<- they forgot to eat dinner #putting this on here because like hell am i risking my sister see this #strangely enough i was fine at first at having to move here by myself for school #sure i did miss my family but i could call them anytime and stuff so i wasnt too affected on that end at the time #but wow after like nearly a year of this. i really do miss them #i miss my parents' food. i want to watch cartoons with my little siblings again. i want to throw hands with my sister #ive tried to make my room feel more like home bit by bit and ig it works most of the time #dunno something a little depressing about coming home to a mostly empty room void of other humans to interact with #as embarrassing as it is to admit. im really looking forward to seeing them again in december #i dont really like the town my family's moved to but honestly. ill stomach it if it means ill get to see them again #damn i am just going through a whole range of emotions today arent i #does anyone read these. i hope not is there anything more pathetic than venting in the tags of a tumblr post whwjskdgkjksdgh #my mental health has been on the decline for a while now. was very aware of that but Wow this year was absolutely horrific #i wonder if ive ever really put myself or the things i wanted first without having to be overly considerate of everyone else #so being thrown into a situation to fend for myself and only myself was. kind of jarring #i Know i have a problem w opening up i Know that i tend to make sure others are feeling better and disregard my own feelings in the process #and i have so much trouble asking for help that i end up bottling everything up and reaping the consequences of my actions #damn it.#wheres that post about never trusting your thoughts past 9 pm (it is 8 pm)

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