#it flips a switch in my head and

[yther]

desire to hibernate another day vs Live Laugh Smell Lilacs.

something in me is just heavy again. I need to temper my expectations.

hope is pain.

[aphel1on]

AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be

EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and didn't expect this post to blow up, so don't take me for an authority, but i'm glad it resonated with so many of y'all

[bulbasauryeee]

i will never stop thinking about the fact that kris dreemurr, protagonist of one of the biggest and most influential indie games of all time, is openly and undeniably nonbinary/gnc. not nonbinary to be singled out, not nonbinary because they're non-human/non-living, not nonbinary to show that they lack personality... just nonbinary for the sake of being nonbinary. and they're the main protagonist!!! it's so cool

and the fact that they're treated the same as everyone else for it and it's not a huge deal to anyone. the fact that everyone in that game, no matter how opposed to them they are, never misgenders them. never finds it weird. never sees them as lesser than for it. kris is in fact seen by many as an important person to be respected; a hero

i knowwww people say this stuff all the time and it's such a small thing (kinda) but god it really does mean the entire world to have representation like this

[wereshrew-admirer]

Hector and Heard take a moment to collect themselves, having just survived some very messy business

original from the FatT Pinup Zine in 2020

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Can you guys believe it's been over a year since I first drew her,,,,

[heroesbyler]

Man during this hiatus everytime i get interested in something else and that dopamine rush hits it always lasts so little. 1-2 months tops and it just doesn't hit the same. Hyperfixations come and go but this is for real my special interest lmao

[mechazushi]

Kafka Hibino

Kafka Hibino.... with visible salt and pepper side burns.

Kafka Hibino.... wearing glasses and has salt and pepper side burns.

Kafka HIbino.... in that black turtleneck and a dark brown leather jacket and also wearing glasses and has salt and pepper side burns.

Kafka Hibino.... wearing that outfit and is an Animal Biology Professor in an College Au.

Kafka Hibino..... asking out Hoshina who is an Advanced Mathematics Professor working at the same college, to have an after-work drink with him.

Slightly DRUNK Kafka Hibino... becoming very forward with an also slightly drunk Hoshina

Slightly Drunk Hoshina... immediately matching Kafka's freak tenfold and Kafka is very much fine with this.

[oensible]

"Get a load of the sweet classic @/SanJoseSharks team jacket @/tristenrobins1 is rocking today. That's an original straight from the closet of dad Trevor, a former @/BladesHockey goaltender who was in the Sharks system back in the day." —Ryan Flaherty/Twitter (2020 Jan 30)

"Like father, like son. @/tristenrobins1's dad was also a member of the #SJSharks in the '90s, so naturally he wore his AMAZING 90s jacket 😍" —San Jose Sharks/X (2020 Oct 7)

further reading:

[dogmasquerade]

jacking off to the xenomorph isnt even that out there objectively. that things more sexually charged then most modern erotica. mr giger you did not draw all those penises and titties for nobody to jack off to them

[kalied0skull]

the absolute dread and despair i get of loving a drawing so much while making it and then suddenly i zoom out for the third time in a row and have this sporadic hatred for the drawing

[samclownchester]

Breaking stereotypes!!! This terrifying serial killer has HIGH empathy!

[leertheartist]

the best ttyd partners (like the drill power up in wonder, I am a natural born coward and WILL use any excuse to hide or run away as fast as I can)

Also just…just pretend yoshi looks normal. I’ve never drawn him before, and you can tell

Small lil spoiler for the ttyd under cut

i didn’t really get the whole craze of Vivian (besides the big win for trans characters in nintendo games) but when she gives Mario the star i couldn’t stop thinking of that spongebob image, and I was then a proud lover of vivian from then on! She’s just a lil goober <:]

og image:

[mars-ipan]

I GOT A GUY AND WE’RE BEST FRIENDS N I HOPE WE GET 2 KILL OURSELVES 2GETHER >w<

[angelmush]

crazy but i think ? my new meds ? work???

[iniziare]

do you write?

Mel semi-dared me to type: “No, leave me alone.” So I have to include it. But in all seriousness, I'll respond this once, because it does allow me to update people a little bit. Though please know that your notification did have me pause mid-writing. Now, I want to politely, and respectfully direct you to my description on both dash-only and on my blog's theme, I also want to point your attention to my pinned post, and I believe that it's even in my rules, but I could be wrong. Though let me repeat it here:

The depictions you'll find here are canon-strict, and so you can expect many analyses of all kinds here, as dissecting the characters that I write is what I'm passionate about, and what I'm here for (and to write, of course!)

I admit, usually I aim to write more threads/asks consistently even if I'm excessively slow, and though I haven't updated the dash about my circumstances for a while (as I'm decently private about my life), know that writing meta has simply come a lot easier lately when time has permitted me to be on Tumblr. Now, that doesn't mean I don't value people's interest in writing with me, and I will live up to the promises that I've made that I will get to that (as I have occasionally done lately, and was in process of doing again)— but when meta comes easier to me, then I prioritize that as of late, simply because stress' best counter is the distraction that comes the easiest. Now this isn't by any means a waste of time, as it plays into what I quoted above. Because ultimately, here's my thing: I make it exceptionally clear everywhere on my blog that I am canon-strict (or as Tumblr, sadly, disrespectfully seems to call it nowadays: a 'lore purist'), and that this leads me to write a lot of analyses left and right on the characters that I write, but these are fundamental to understanding my portrayals of them. If that isn't your cup of tea, sir, or ma'am, then maybe this isn't the blog for you, and I don't mean that with malice, or in disrespect, but simply as a simple rebuke. In that, I greatly appreciate you checking in on behalf of my writing partners, but I'm also quite certain that they have the capacity to approach me themselves if they have any concerns. Have a nice day or night, wherever you are!

[shaniacsboogara]

A Boog Work Experience

- saw a girl at work today

- seeing her made me angry???

- why the fuck was i angry???

- she was so pretty

- took her order

- wait

- i like women

- it's being gay not anger

- gave her her order

- complimented her pants

- realized she was wearing a carabiner after she left