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[helianthus21]

hyungnim vs hyung

[champagnefountains]

So...Alastor went missing for a while after the extermination right? Would you be open to a story where the reader is taking care of Al after he gets back? Maybe still a little mad at him for vanishing, more worried about him being hurt...just the fall out that comes from not knowing if he was alive or not? Your first Lucifer story was wonderful!! You really have a solid foundation for this and I'm excited to see more from you!!

Aw, thank you so much! I'm really, really glad you enjoyed the Lucifer story! And omg, I love this idea...I live for angst so here's some more~!

ALASTOR - H.H.

A/N: They probably were able to rebuild the entire hotel in less than a day, but just to make it more dramatic, I made Alastor's disappearance two days long. Also, I'm not exactly too happy with the pacing here...so I apologise in advance ;-;

Word count: 2.8k+ words (I need to control myself...also unedited, sorta). Genre/other tags: Angst with good ending. OOC Alastor (I think?...sorry...). Warnings: Cursing. Mentions of blood. Talk about loss/death.

After the cancellation of this year’s extermination and Hell's victory against Heaven’s forces, Charlie and the team had spent the next couple of days repairing the damages caused. The team’s morale was as high as ever as they busied themselves reconstructing and making significant renovations to the hotel, their spirits brightening at the prospect of the potential influx of evil-doers to their establishment. There was no doubt that the hotel’s popularity had boomed, as there wasn’t a single soul in Hell that didn’t know about their contribution towards the annual culling. 

However, there was one thing that had been plaguing your mind since the end of the bloodshed: Alastor's whereabouts. Everyone, including yourself, knew that the Radio-Demon was more than capable of looking after himself, considering his high-regarded reputation in all the Nine Circles. However, it’s been two days since the battle and there wasn’t a single trace of him anywhere. And as his significant other, it bothered you to no end. And it wasn’t like you could call him either – Alastor strictly refused to use a mobile phone or any electronic device, no matter how much you pried. He didn’t even make any attempts to reach out to you, whether it be from your own portable radio that he gifted you, or even a small note or letter. Absolutely nothing.

Currently, the hotel has just completed its final transformation with big thanks to Lucifer and Charlie's magical powers and sorcery. With your distress multiplying with every passing second, you couldn't bring yourself to be as excited as the others. You silently excused yourself from the group by the main entrance, wandering off to the furthest side of the building and turning the corner. With a trembling sigh, you leaned against the wall, covering your mouth with your hands as a sob wracks through your body.

You hadn't felt as anxious as you were, in so, so long. It must've been the build up from the months-long preparations made to fend off Heaven to now, that had you overwhelmed. Yes, there was no doubt that Alastor was powerful, but he fought Adam head on – the very first man – which you were able to only catch minor glimpses of in the midst of battle. And that was probably the last time you saw him.

You didn't want to think about the possibility of loss. Because there's no way, right? ...Right? The others were also quick to reassure you plenty of times, sensing your growing unease with each passing day. But it did little to nothing to help ease your nerves. Preoccupied in your own despair, you failed to sense an approaching figure among the shadows.

"'Cher? What are you doing, hiding all the way down here?" A static-like voice called out, causing you to stiffen, "you should be celebrating with the others! You wouldn't want to miss out on such an exciting time!" Eyes widening, you swiftly pivoted yourself to face them. Low and behold, the source of your worries stood before you, all in one piece, smiling down at you with his usual Cheshire-like grin.

"...Alastor?" You weakly called out. Your wavering tone caused the Overlord to raise a brow, mild confusion taking over him. "Yes, my dear?" He asks with a tilt of his head. But it wasn't until he took a closer look at your distressed features that his expression softened a faction. "Darling, you're upset...why are you crying?"

Despite your immense relief, you couldn't help but send him a baffled look. "Wha-Why am I crying? Are you serious, Al?" You spat back incredulously. "You've been gone for two days! Two days! And I didn't know where or-or how you were! Can’t you even imagine how I must've felt when I couldn't find you after the fight?” Alastor only blinked at your sudden outburst. “And you don't even think to tell any of us where you've gone off to! I thought...I-I thought..." Your voice died down as a sob threatened to leave your throat. "I-I thought you were gone."

"Oh, dear, don't be silly," Alastor softly chuckles, fixing his monocle, "it'll take more than those pesky, little angels to get rid of me!" His lanky legs strided towards you, his head shaking in mild amusement. He stops just before you, leaning forward to pat your head reassuringly. Sniffling, you couldn’t help but wrap your arms around his waist, burying your head into his chest. It gave you the reassurance you wanted and needed – it was proof that he was here with you, physically. However, the action unexpectedly causes Alastor to stiffen. You furrow your brows, lifting your head to send him a questioning look.

"...Al? Are you okay?" You worriedly ask, slowly unwrapping yourself to inspect him. Usually, Alastor didn't mind whether you initiated physical contact and vice versa, especially considering that you had been together for a while now. You then glanced behind him and your surroundings in caution – there didn't seem to be anyone watching either, knowing that he wasn't as fond of PDA. 

As you pan your eyes towards his face, you were surprised to see a tensed expression. "N-Nothing to worry about, darling," he says through a forced smile, waving his hand dismissively before sharply pivoting himself the other direction. "Now, shall we go join the others now? They're probably wondering where we've both gone!" Nonchalant, he begins walking off with his hands crossed behind his back. That was...strange. Something was clearly wrong, you think to yourself.

"Al, wait!" You jog towards him, passing and stopping him in his tracks. "Is...is there something wrong?" You worriedly ask. "I just...I feel like you're not telling me something. I-If I made you uncomfortable, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to–"

You felt your words die in your throat as a noticeably large, wet patch began to form against his dress shirt. You let out a startled gasp. "Wha–you're‐you're bleeding!" You cry in panic, hands raising and twitching in front of you with uncertainty. His expression darkening, Alastor stubbornly shook his head, gently pushing you aside by the shoulder, "Like I said, it's nothing to worry about. It's not but a small scratch! I'll be fine, dear–"

"No, you're not fine!" You interjected, eyes blurring in tears and wavering. Your hands shook as you gawked at the growing stain on his shirt. At that, you didn't miss the way Alastor's lips twitched in presumed pain, as small beads of sweat began to form on his forehead. Gritting your teeth, you reach out to grab his wrist, preparing to pull him towards the hotel's entrance. "Come on, Al. W-We need to get you cleaned up–" A firm squeeze in your hand stopped you in your tracks as you turned back to face him, distressed.

"[Name]. I said I'll be fine," he sternly says, his voice contorting in static. Despite the sinister grin he displayed, it left you unfazed. You pinched your brows and balled your fists in frustration, staring at him in disbelief. "...What the hell is wrong with you?" You hiss at the deer-demon, "You're clearly not fine–you wouldn't be fucking bleeding right now if you were fine!"

Alastor clicked his tongue, "Darling, you're exaggerating too much, don’t you think? You don't need to fret—"

"Shut up! I-I don't give a damn who you think you are! Strong Overlord or not, I'm worried, okay?! I-I'll always be worried about you!" Angry tears began pouring from your eyes. "I was scared for my life when I didn't hear from you the past few days! I didn't know what happened to you–if you were okay or even alive! I-I couldn't even get a single blink of sleep last night, so don't fucking tell me to not worry!" Alastor's egotistical and prideful personality was not news to you and everyone else – you knew how stubborn he could be, and now was no exception. It was absolutely infuriating.

Alastor's grim expression eased at your growing distress, his stomach twisting uncomfortably as he watched you messily wipe your face. You took a brief moment to compose yourself, your breaths shaky and uneven. "Look, just–I don't want to argue right now, okay?" You hiccup, "i-if you don't want the other's seeing you like this, just...I-I don't know, teleport us inside the hotel somewhere. Just anything, so I can stitch you up properly."

Begrudgingly, Alastor manifested his microphone from thin air. He didn't have any room to argue with you here. He then softly taps the ground with the bottom of the stand twice, casting a group of black shadows from the ground. They surrounded you both in a circular-like motion, completely filling your sights with a black void. There was a brief gust of wind and it didn't take long until they dissipated, the both of you now standing in what was assumed to be your new shared room in the hotel – it was nearly identical to your previous one before the reconstruction, save for the new wallpaper.  

"Remove your shirt. I'll get the kit," you immediately order as you point at the bed, gesturing for him to sit. You then disappear into the bathroom for a brief moment, grabbing the small first-aid kit under the sink before returning to the bedroom. Alastor had already sat himself down the edge of the bed, his dirty button-up and coat neatly folded on the floor, and his chest bare. You grimaced as you eyed the massive, fresh gash across his scarred chest, that was somewhat tended to with poor stitching.

You let out a disapproving sigh. "I expected your patching to be a little better than this,” you comment as you set the kit beside him, taking out some gauze and alcohol. Alastor rolls his eyes. "It's not everyday you get struck by an angelic weapon, dear," he shoots back sarcastically. There was a small stagger in your movement, your jaw clenching as a deep frown settled on your lips. So it was because of Adam that he's in this state, you sourly think. You try to not let the thought affect you too much as you begin disinfecting his wound.

While you were fixing him up, the both of you remained in complete silence. You actively chose to ignore his piercing gaze in the meantime, which practically burned through your skull as you maintained your focus solely on his wound. Your earlier frustrations didn't seem to simmer down either, deciding to keep quiet to prevent another one-sided shouting battle. As much as you loved Alastor, his lack of understanding towards your concerns vexed you to no end. Because, hypothetically speaking, what if he had actually died during his fight against Adam? If his body went missing, you were never going to find the closure you needed and were probably gonna go on with your life not knowing of his whereabouts. Your life would've been completely miserable with the constant grieving. And like Alastor smartly said, it wasn’t everyday that he’d be fighting a divine opponent, so definitive defeat wouldn’t be completely off of the table despite being quite powerful himself. 

The mere thought brought fresh tears to your eyes, which you were quick to blink away. ‘No…there’s no point dwelling in the past and what-if’s,’ you reprimand yourself. Alastor’s here, after all. That's the only thing that matters right now. But regardless, you still remained upset.

After a while and now satisfied with your craft, you neatly applied a bandage around his chest and waist. "...Don't put too much pressure on it for a while," you quietly advised as you began packing the equipment away. You continued to ignore his gaze, knowing that you'd lose your composure if you were to look at him. Without sparing him a glance, you lazily chucked the kit by the bedside table and made your way towards the door. Shortly after, you left the room without another word.

You found yourself aimlessly walking on the balcony facing the bar, near the main entrance. There, you saw Charlie walking up the stairs adjacent from you, who was quick to catch your approaching form. "[Name], there you are! I was just looking for you!" She cheerily says, skipping towards you with excited steps. "Everything looks so, so amazing, can you believe it?! Oh, oh! We all saw Alastor, by the way! I told you he was going to be fine–erm, [Name]?" The Princess forced her banter to a halt upon spotting your swollen, red eyes.

"Hey, hey, what happened?" She softly asks, coming forth to rub your back. You open your mouth to speak but consciously stop to think your answer through. You knew not to speak a word of Alastor’s state at the moment, knowing it would desecrate his persona. So you decide to keep it short and vague. 

"Alastor and I...we, uhm…had a small fight," you briefly explain with a tight-lipped smile. Charlie’s eyes softened in understanding. “Oh, I’m sorry. Did...do you wanna talk about it?” She kindly offers, holding your hand. You shake your head, “It’s alright, Princess. I’ll be okay in due time.” You didn’t want to dampen the overall mood and atmosphere, after all the hard work and sweat shed for this very moment. “Well, I mean, if you’re sure…” she hesitantly replies, giving you another quick look-over. “Say, how about we get you cleaned up a little and we head down and join the others? It’ll help clear your mind a little bit, yeah?”  

Bless her heart, you think with a small smile. With a nod, Charlie dragged you to the nearby restroom, where you splashed your face with water and did minor touch-ups to look somewhat decent. Shortly after, you joined the others by the main lounge, who all cheered and welcomed you with open arms. All the while, your mind automatically wandered to Alastor, who you knew was dwelling somewhere within the hotel. 

After a couple hours of celebration, you all decided to retire for the night, exhausted from the day's work. Charlie had sent you off with a small hug, wishing you luck as you slowly made your way back to your room. You felt your heart thump loudly against your ears as you spotted your room number in the distance, which only intensified as you reached for the knob and opened the door.

With a deep breath, you entered the room and to your surprise, you found Alastor where you had left him. However this time, he was already in his night-wear and was comfortably sitting upright and against the bed frame, legs under the covers and reading some book. He made no effort to acknowledge your presence as he hummed a random, sweet tune, licking a finger to flick a page of the novel he was supposedly engrossed in. You didn't know what would've irked you more – the fact that he wasn't addressing you right now or alternatively, if he were to go on about his day in his usual chirpy-self, and not bring up what had happened. Reciprocating his behaviour, you wordlessly went to the bathroom to do your usual night routine and changed into a comfortable set of pyjamas. When you were done, you beelined towards your side of the bed, stiffly slipping under the covers with your back facing him and pulling the covers close to your face. 

The tension was dripping as the room filled with an uncomfortable silence. You unconsciously found yourself pacing your own breaths, as if you were worried that you were breathing a sound wave too loud. You also didn't move a single inch from your spot, remaining stagnant like a statue. It remained that way for a short while, unable to find a single blink of sleep or tiredness, just as you did the past couple days.

“Darling, I know you’re awake…” Alastor says, finally breaking the silence as he shuts his book with a soft thud, placing it by the bedside table. There was a brief pause, as if he was waiting for you to say something, but you didn’t. You listen intently in silent anticipation as you dug yourself further into your pillow.

“I…I wanted to apologise for my behaviour earlier. It wasn’t in my intentions to upset you,” he continues, “I didn’t mean to carelessly dismiss your concerns the way I did. I understand that you’re merely worried for me. After all, if had it been you in my place instead, I would’ve acted the same way, if not more. And I’m sorry for troubling you these past few days. It was due to my carelessness that made you disregard your own health and caused you so much distress. With that, I want to express my utmost gratitude to you for looking after me despite it all. I…I hope you can forgive me, darling.” 

It was simple and straight to the point. And yet, his words struck a chord with you, causing a new onset of tears to flow and dampen the bed sheets. Alastor wasn’t one to easily admit his faults and apologise the way he did, so his words had so much of an impact on you. Though you had your own few questions to ask him, you suppose that this was enough for the time being as you didn’t want another day to go by, remaining in conflict with each other. You turn yourself to face him, sitting up and tearfully looking up at him. Silent, Alastor looked back down at you in a hopeful manner, his usual grin on his face. “O-Of course, I forgive you,” you quietly replied as you carefully hugged his side, “I-I just…I want you to look after yourself better. I-I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself if I had lost you then.” 

Huffing in relief, he softly snickers into your hair, running one of his claws through its strands. “Like I said, you won’t lose me, my dear. I’ll even wreak havoc across all of Hell to get back to you,” he cheesily coos as he nuzzles his nose into your neck. You wetly chuckle at his remark, leaning into him closer. “That’s quite a huge commitment to make, Al. You promise you gonna keep your word for it?” you jokingly reply, playfully poking at his chest. Grin widening, Alastor boops your nose with a single digit, “that’s a guarantee, darling.” 

[i-starcreamed]

Y/N: FIGHT ME!

Scrouge: How foolhearty... and facinating

Y/N: I- I don't- MIRAGE HELP I THINK HE'S FLIRTING WITH ME

Love it when villains find at least one (1) human cute and flirt worthy

🦂

ROTB SCOURGE X READER

Omg thank you 🦂 anon, im just like you and you’re just like me. MORE SCOURGE CONTENT!! While this wasn’t a request it gave me ideas :3

Unedited and also written on mobile…also look at this gif they scourge hot and wet on purpose

[ human!gn reader

Summary: As the request states, Scourge flirts with you. Big bad robot villain likes littol human

You might’ve secretly followed Mirage when he went over to distract Scourge while the others went on and save the world, no way in hell you were allowing an alien to destroy your planet. No way you were letting Mirage, you’re new friend, fight him alone. You started to rethink your decision when you were running across the platform, no weapon in hand to fight 20+ feet robot aliens and explosions going off everywhere. Then again, you were determined to fight along side your new robot alien friend to defeat the other…robot alien fiend. Aliens really need to find another planet to make a pit stop at, dont they?

You grunt as you pick up a piece of debris from the ground, it’s about the size of your head and could do as much damage as a splinter to Scourge. Who cares, you’d rather it be annoying than harmless

Scourge knocks Mirage back and you take this as an opportunity.

“Y/N stay back!” He reaches out but its too late, you’re already yelling and sprinting towards Scrourge, your piece of metal in your hand and waving it around like a crazy person.

“FIGHT MEE!” The piece of debris goes flying towards Scourge, only for it to hit his leg with a clank and deflect back into the floor. You freeze in your tracks, fuck. You’re out of breath and your little plan didnt work.

Scourge doesn’t squish you, he barely retains a laugh. Evil guys dont laugh, they cackle menacingly when revealing their evil plan to you. But this? This was…amusing to him.

“Did you really think that would work? How foolhardy, how stupid, how…fascinating”

He towers above you even as he leans down to..examine you? The proximity of his frame to your face is so close, your face was burning. You didn’t know if it was the fire and lava around you or just pure embarrassment.

“Uh, i don’t-“ Was he…flirting with you? You stood frozen even as his metal hand rose up, inching towards you. Do you run, freeze, or attack with your bare fists? Realistically your fists would be useless against his frame, you would be more in pain than he would. Even if you wanted to run, those eyes of his kept you in place. Such an intense orange gaze, who could look away from that? Scourge was getting distracted, he could easily snatch you up and complete his mission, but he couldn’t help but revel in your gaze of extreme awe and fear. He was rudely interrupted when Mirage started shooting again

You too snapped out of your thoughts and took a few steps back before sprinting back behind Mirage. “Mirage, was he fucking flirting with me?!” You yell over the sound of their blasters. You hid behind a small structure as the fight continued, not without noticing the way he occasionally glanced at you before attacking Mirage. You couldn’t tell if he was showing off or not

…was he seriously showing off for you?

[cwritesforfun]

Harry Styles x Anyone: Scared of Storms

Harry is scared of storms. You are married to him and you have 2 kids.

No gender specific pronouns used!!! Y/N = Your Name L/N = Last Name D/N = Daughter's Name

kY/N's POV

I woke up to my phone buzzing really loud. I see that it's midnight.What is this warning about? I click it and see Severe Thunderstorm Warning including large hail, intense tornadoes, and damaged wind gusts to last until 1:30am! Move to a basement or an interior room on the lowest floor of a sturdy building. Avoid windows. If you are outdoors, in a mobile home, or in a vehicle, move to the closest substantial shelter. After reading it, I look over to Harry. Sh**! He doesn't do well with storms! He's curled up and his hands are around his head. Poor baby :( I gently move my hand over his and whisper "Hey baby. Why didn't you wake me?" He moves his hands off his head and says "I just didn't want to bother you. You were deep asleep. I wanted you to have a good night's sleep." I reply "Baby, we're married. My problems are your problems. Please wake me next time." He nods and I ask "Wanna cuddle?" He nods and we cuddle.As he rests his head on mine, I ask "Do you think the kids are okay?" He shrugs and says "I would've expected them to come in if they were." I reply "I should probably go check before I sleep. I would feel better." He says "Please don't leave me." I reply "Then come with me and hold my hand." He nods and we get out of bed.He takes my hand and we walk to our son's room first. He's sleeping peacefully. Great!

We then walk to our daughter's room. I hear her silently crying and I say "Honey? Are you okay?" She sniffles and mumbles "I'm scared." I pull Harry into the room and we walk over to her.I bend down next to her, run my hands through her hair, and I ask "Want me to read you a bedtime story to distract you?" D/N answers "Yes please." I reply "Okay, now ask Daddy to pick a book." D/N asks "Daddy, can you pick a book for us to read?" Harry answers "Of course sweetie. I will." I turn on a flashlight and he walks over to the bookcase. As he walks over, I grab her little night lamp and switch it on. I then get on her bed. Harry walks over, grabs a book, then climbs on my other side. He wraps his arms around my waist and puts his head on my shoulder. D/N leans back on her bed and I read her the story.After the story, I notice she is sound asleep. We put the book back and head back to our room.

We get in bed and I notice it's just raining now. I ask "Baby, do you think you can sleep easier now?" He shrugs and says "I still wanna cuddle." I nod and smile. We cuddle and he says "I don't know what I would do without you. I just couldn't do it without you." I ask "But you survive tour without me, which I'm very proud of you for." He replies "Aw thank you. I tried my best and Jeff was for sure not about to cuddle with me." I laugh and say "Omg I can just picture that. That would be hilarious." He chuckles and nuzzles his head into my shoulder.

We curl up in bed and spend the night talking about nonsense until we both fall asleep. ........................................................................

THANKS FOR READING;-)This was just a simple one.

[rivetgoth]

i just got top surgery, if you can could you tell me about the whole process for you? i dont have any specific questions i need answered

Omg congrats on your surgery first of all!!

And sure!

I’m not sure which specific part of the process you’re curious about but I’m gonna focus on aftercare and recovery since I assume that would be your main focus right now.

I got double incision with free nipple grafts and drains. The moment I saw my chest for the first time I just remember feeling this sort of contentment and relief. Like “Oh, this is how it’s supposed to look.” The hospital I went to required patients to stay overnight so my first ~24 hours post-op were in a hospital bed hooked up to IV. I’m extremely grateful for this because by coincidence (the overnight stay was already planned in advance) I had a bad reaction to the anesthetic. I was entirely safe, nothing scary, but it causes me severe nausea and exhaustion and I didn’t feel loopy at all, just absolutely awful. I didn’t really sleep at all that night, I lay there falling asleep in weird short intervals, waking up, needing to pee, then stumbling back to bed. At one point I walked into the bathroom and it was covered in blood. I was so drugged out of my mind that I couldn’t really process it, it felt like I was dreaming.

After that the healing process was pretty easy though. I was prescribed antibiotics for like 10 days, oxycodone for half that time, and some really strong ibuprofen. They also gave me one of those anti-nausea patches on the back of my neck. I struggled with a bunch of nausea for the first day after getting out of the hospital but never threw up. I was pretty functional right away. I wouldn’t necessarily recommend this but within the first 48 hours out of the hospital I was walking a few blocks to the closest grocery store and carrying groceries back. Felt like shit but survivable. About 4 days post-op I took a train 4-5 hours north to see family on my own then was in a car for another 4ish hours back home a couple days later. Just took a shitload of oxycodone and ibuprofen and played video games and listened to music the whole way, totally survivable. So it really wasn’t all that bad.

About 3 weeks post-op I went back to school and work. At the time I was on a pretty walking-heavy campus with tons of hills. I applied for short term disability just in case I had trouble carrying my textbooks around or walking up hills or something but tbh I never needed to utilize it, it was fine. I was super tired but fully functional. So overall I’d say recovery was pretty easy. I had limited mobility for a couple of weeks, it hurt to raise my arms above my head, needed help reaching some things and showering was a bit tricky, but over time that went away.

I’d say without a doubt the worst parts of recovery were:

Not being able to shower for the first week. This absolutely fucking sucked lol. I was so greasy it’s not even funny. I would try to rinse my hair with Angel’s help over the tub and do like sponge baths basically but it was NOT the same. Definitely recommend dry shampoo (we didn’t think of it until after). 

Sleeping on my back. I am NOT naturally a back sleeper. I really struggled with this. Having a dick piercing now I’ve gotten better at it lol but at the time especially it was so incredibly difficult to sleep this way, I was already crazy uncomfortable from surgery and being greasy and tired and sore and then on top of that I could NOT get comfortable to fall asleep.

I had some weird emotional and hormonal responses to the surgery. My period returned in full force about two weeks after my surgery for the first and only time since it stopped on T. At that time I also experienced some pretty nasty post-op depression. I think it was a mixture of weird dysphoria (mostly a sort of existential frustration that I had to go through the procedure in the first place), hormonal imbalances (again, my period returning…), and just general emotional response to recovering from a surgery and frustration with the minutia of the recovery process. I just felt really, really low. Tired and tired of being tired. This passed over time, but it was not fun.

Pettier complaints: Nipple grafts suck to heal and look disgusting at first. Trust the process lol. Wearing the compression vest is kind of annoying. I was like, dude, I got this surgery so I don’t have to bind anymore! 😭 Anesthetic can (and did) cause constipation. I had to buy laxatives. None of this was unbearable but it definitely all added up and contributed to the post-op depression.

Stay hydrated, eat well, take probiotics, take vitamins and supplements, take vitamin C and zinc, a small amount of exercise/physical movement is good but don’t overdo it, get lots of rest, and listen to your surgeon’s advice. If you’re not sure, ask.

I think my biggest advice is to remember that our bodies are pretty primitive things—Injury is injury to them. You’re getting a surgery you wanted to better your life longterm, your body is purely focused on healing, and is responding to awareness of an injury. It’s hard to feel super excited about the surgery right away, you’ll be too deep in your body’s healing response to physical trauma. It’s exhausting at times and it can almost feel like your body is working against you. It’s NOT. I found undergoing top surgery (and transitioning in general) to be an amazing meditative process in aligning your brain to your body better, but that’s a process, a relationship you form through work the same as any other. You need to trust your body’s natural healing process.

Bodies are weird and healing is messy. I had weird inexplicable symptoms that I’d tell myself I’d contact my surgeon about if they persisted or worsened and they didn’t. I had UTI-like symptoms for a day that went away on their own. I had really uncomfortable weird restless leg syndrome for a night or two. One of my drains came detached from the tape holding it down and it had no negative effect. One of my nipples looked vaguely infected but my surgeon was unconcerned and it healed fine. None of this was serious, try not to worry if things seem a little odd, unless symptoms get progressively worse, show no signs of getting better, or are really, really obvious signs of infection/complication. Just listen to your body and take care of it. 

I felt comfortable going out shirtless after about… a year or so? It took about that much time for things to settle. For a few months it almost looked like I had excess skin sagging on the sides, this went away by the 12ish month mark. Nowadays I don’t do any body building but I try to do some push ups every day to keep my chest somewhat fit. 4 years in and sensation is still minimal, definitely doesn’t have the same sensitivity as the rest of my body, but it also continues to return every day! Literally to this day I notice new shooting nerve sensations growing deep in my chest now and again. A few months ago I had notable nipple sensation for the first time since the surgery. My scars are still fading, although my chest generally seems to pass for cis irl which is awesome.

I could go on and on about all the small details but I think I’ve talked your head off enough for now hahaha. I love my results and I’d do the whole process over again a thousand times if it meant having what I have now. Literally changed (and saved) my life.

[charthanry]

The One Where I’m Nanon’s Cousin?

I had the most bizarre dream last night. One where I was Nanon’s cousin and was staying with him. I was still myself (like I wasn’t using someone else’s identity) but I miraculously understood Thai or at least everything Nanon said to me was in perfect English and he understood me in return. I knew I was an imposter cousin and suspect Nanon knew as well but was humoring me. His sister was also there but she had a different face. Since I knew I was going to wake up at some point (yes, very much aware I was dreaming), I quickly catalogued everything I could about what I saw.

Nanon is messy, like, his room was a mess. He’s the type of person who drops his things as he walks in and forgets about it. There are questionably clean clothes lying about, scattered knick knacks here and there. He’s not gross messy, just very disorganized. Basically the opposite of Pran.

He has My Little Pony bedsheets. I’m not kidding, I double checked to be sure my eyes weren’t deceiving me. I asked about them and he said they were a gag gift from his sister and were perfectly good sheets to not use. So, I felt them and he was right, they’re really soft.

He’s a hardcore gamer. He was watching a gaming stream on his TV while simultaneously gaming on his mobile. He was playing League of Legends.

He’s techie. At one point, I was messaging @hereforlou on tumblr telling them “omg! I am in Nanon’s room right now!” but the message I sent was gibberish and poor hereforlou was trying to use tumblr’s built-in translator (yeah, that’s a thing in my dream world) and it wasn’t making any sense to either of us. I whined to Nanon saying my phone wasn’t working and he held out his hand to take it from me, eyes never leaving his mobile. I watch in awe as he somehow managed to troubleshoot my phone while never leaving his own mobile game. He hands my phone back to me and I felt I had to explain myself and my entire tumblr existence to him saying I’m just a supportive cousin, okay? I get an eyeroll from him in response.

I finally get hereforlou to understand that I’m actually breathing the same air as Nanon right now and photographic evidence is requested. I tell Nanon I need a picture of us together and he obliges, but all of our selfies turn out unusable because he’s hilariously contorting his face in all of them. I tell him to be normal. He again obliges. Then he goes back to his game and his sister walks in.

She plops down on the bed next to me and asks if I’m hungry I say I could eat. I look at Nanon and ask if he’s hungry, he shrugs. I say I could go out and buy us something? Nanon doesn’t respond. I start getting up and his sister tugs me back down and nods towards Nanon. He then pulls out a second phone (wtf? who is this guy?) and places an order for delivery.

I start chatting with his sister while we wait for the food. She’s very much spilling the tea on Nanon’s love life and I of course gobble it up. I’m no fool. She tells me that Nanon has never had an official girlfriend just fellow actresses that he’s been linked with. She reveals that there was this one actress who could have become something but it never went anywhere because her brother is a sad loser. I look at Nanon and raise my eyebrow and he again shrugs as if he can’t deny it.

She gets a text from someone and leaves the room to answer. So, I take this as my opportunity to ask Nanon about Ohm. I ask him what really happened between them. Why are things the way they are. He suddenly puts down his mobile (for the first time!) and levels his gaze at me. I get the patented Nanon intense stare. I’m like ooh, is he mad? Have I crossed a line? But he’s not upset at the questions, more so resigned. He opens his mouth to answer and that’s when my damn alarm clock goes off and wakes me. !$#*^&@*%!!

I snooze the alarm and desperately try to cling onto the dream to get some answers from him, but nope. He and his My Little Pony sheets and messy room are gone.

[borreloadsavagedragon]

Chris, Kaito and Shark

omfg I had to do this on my laptop bc mobile tumblr is literally unusable in terms of copy and pasting anything

I tried read more-ing this but it wouldn't let me I'm so sorry if it's giant gdjsaklgjg CHRIS

favorite thing about them: he's hot. jk, not just that, I love that he's loyal, man will go DOWN for the people he cares about, family, friends, he's committed to his bonds, the duel with Mizael when he partners with Michael is so good

least favorite thing about them: as much as I love Chris, not a huge fan of how everything sort of got fixed with one duel, I have the same gripe with Thomas and Ryouga-

favorite line: good question jdsaklg, not sure the way he says "my life points" in the dub is kind of funny-

brOTP: vkai, I call them divorcees without being married because they had so much post divorce energy during the WDC but now they're going to be coworkers and chris also had to just watch kaito go off to the moon to fight a guy who said his dragon was bigger and die so he's taking the keys to the rocket the next time he sees him

OTP: what do you mean Kousei isn't in Zexal canon, yes he is, he's right there genuinely can't think of another pair for him from canon though, there's some dynamics I think could be interesting and have wips for but nothing like romantic

nOTP: romantic vkai.............. see kaito's below for details, it's more to do with him and how I think about kaito-

random headcanon: GEEK. NERD. CLOSET FANBOY. WOULD WEAR GRAPHIC TEES IF HE DIDN'T HAVE AN AESTHETIC. Take this man to see Kozmo films right now!!!!!

unpopular opinion: I don't think I have one outside of the ship preference gjdakl

song i associate with them: none omg, unless I REALLY fixate on a character, I don't usually have songs for them gjdklggd

favorite picture of them: he's very pretty, it's hard to choose one fjdsklg, anytime you can see him wiping hair hair around

KAITO

favorite thing about them: how dare you make me pick one thing when I'm already working on an analysis essay- Kaito's one of those characters to me where you look at them and feel like you've been EXPOSED by this show you're watching so picking one detail is hard I like how accurate he feels to me when it comes to how he's someone who's just so used to being burned by so many people, love how fiercely protective he gets when someone matters to him, love how petty and dramatic he can be too but literally NEVER owning up to it I love that he's straight forward that he's not a good person also, that he sold himself to the devil to do what had to be done and he's tainted, I'm just- He's so god damn good really also lives up to being lonely but absolutely genius

least favorite thing about them: nothing, he's perfect............... but I will beat him up if he continues to hide his physical health from everyone else around him and if he goes to the moon again, it's ok, your dragon is good too

favorite line: this is hard because he has so many good ones because he doesn't know how to talk to people hdskjlaj the only one I can honest to god remember at this very moment is "you're quite the romanticist" because who tf says that to another person

brOTP: Chris and Yuma both come to mind, Chris I've gone over above but Yuma, I love that Kaito's always just in awe of him, just imagining Kaito always picking him up by the scruff constantly

OTP: I have like four ships for Kaito that I rotate out in my brain a lot highkey, the only two I haven't written something for are Galaxymaster and Raven but coming soon, my google docs are INSANE right now I want everything with Mizael to be perfect because MizaKai's just... idk, I love it so god damn much, there is SO MUCH to the two of them, and Shun's just not a muse I'm suuuuper comfortable writing rn but we're trying, I love that Shun actually like... goes back for him, not a lot of people chase Kaito back but Shun immediately ponies up idk, Kaito's pension and insistence for being alone always makes me want to throw new people at him at all times though I LOVE going into depth on Challenge, not even romantically either, their rivalry is so good in that subtle way that they're two steps off from being the same person and it didn't get nearly enough time, shakes fist And the last one is EdoKai omg, Kaito speedrunning his enemies to lovers plot with Edo in Arc V is iconic, took one look at him in the safe house and was like "yeah, we could get married"

nOTP: sweats, vkai in romantic context So... I experience pretty strong RSD, which is rejection sensitivity dysphoria, and their entire friend/mentor breakup backstory sits super wrong with me because of that gdsjagilgdsa I don't want to go too far into details but it hits home Also not huge on Kaito and Vector at all-

random headcanon: I love writing him touch starved......... he's always fully clothed anytime he's near another person, probably from just being ditched or taken away from so many people, so letting someone close physically is a big step.

unpopular opinion: He solos. literally no rival matches him if you were to attempt to scale them in skill, I'm on this hill forever and you can't move me from it <3

song i associate with them: god I have a big playlist just for him gjdasklj, it's hard to pick just one so I gift just two - Hell's Comin' With Me / Poor Man's Poison - "I am the righteous hand of god and I am the devil that you forgot", perfect, glorious - I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore / Rise Against - just... chef's kiss

favorite picture of them: him jumping through the cockpit window of the blimp, it's my mobile banner and sometimes is my Twitter banner lmao

RYOUGA

favorite thing about them: ryouga is another character who just says and does shit with his whole chest and I honestly just love him for that, yes king, keep being stubborn, my cringefail bestie I love that he's just such a little edge lord and a wannabe bad boy but just fails at it gjdkaslj he can fight a whole gang by himself, but he'll do whatever his sister says, he's jumping off cliffs for someone who annoys him, god I love him

least favorite thing about them: ngl, I could complain for hours about how much I hate how him getting his memories of being Nasch was done, but it's also in character because Ryouga is SO UNBELIEVBABLY hot and cold about everything and everyone, love him but I also want to beat him UP

favorite line: god, Ryouga is such a tsundere so all I hear out of his mouth is "it's not like I don't like you or anything", I feel bad I haven't come up with any specific lines for any of them but they're all just dumb boys who can't talk

brOTP: Hellshark and whatever his pair with Durbe is called- Ryouga and Thomas being besties is so weird to me but also like, yeah bickering, kicking each other's asses to hell affectionately, good for them Durbe sweetie I'm so sorry but also you signed up for this

OTP: Sharkbait is up there, Challenge is proooobably my favorite though, like I said above, just love going over what could have been with their entire rivalry, the fact that Ryouga never got his grudge match with Kaito will haunt me forever, even though there's no universe where Ryouga wins jagklds

nOTP: deadass 99% of romantic pairs with Ryouga I'm not too huge on, I wouldn't say any of them are like NOTPs but idk, there's more I don't like or don't really think about than ones I actually do haha

random headcanon: ngl. I've got none I can think of right now gdjasg

unpopular opinion: he's not the rival. guy with a sister he'd do anything to help, former school bully who now practically throws his life away for the protagonist, temporary gang member, temporarily evilness Like his dueling is the first thing his sister saw when she came out of the hospital, just like someone else we know... list goes ON why he's the friend role I also,,, like his name more than his nickname, as you could tell I'm sure

song i associate with them: like what I said for Chris, unless I like FIXATE on a character, I have no songs for them, but I Am My Own Muse by Fall Out Boy comes to mind- Ryouga's playlist is inevitable

favorite picture of them: ANY WHERE HE'S JUST LIKE, FLAYING, he has so many shots of him just being blown over or on the ground, they're SO GOOD

[themirokai]

POI 03x19: Most Likely To...

Ok, this one is pretty much for @spinner-sophie because she asked. 🥰 I'm doing this on desktop so apologies if the formatting is weird. (Yes I know that sounds odd. I almost exclusively use mobile.) I watched this episode a while ago at this point and GIF search is a disappointment but I did reblog a few things right after I watched and I have a few notes so here we go!

I generally hate mistaken identity plots with a fiery passion so the multiple women who thought Reese was this guy who had been awful to them had me squirming in my seat, and just a lot of the school reunion stuff was painfully awkward. BUT there was plenty that I really liked.

Case in point: tons of fantastic Reese & Shaw sibling dynamic. Mayhem Twins indeed. For example, flipping the coin for who went after the number.

And this unpacking scene!!

I really appreciated this moment:

This was so great because we know that really not that long ago, if Shaw thought Harold was trying to punish her, she probably would have told him to go fuck himself and disappeared forever. But now she cares what Harold thinks! She's not happy about the idea but its more that she's remorseful that the number died! Love that evolution of their relationship.

I also really liked this Shaw moment. She's playing up the "I don't get it" thing. But she clearly gets it and she's calling them her friends.

Speaking of evolving relationships... OMG give me all the Harold and Fusco!!

Their odd couple vibe was SO GOOD in this episode. The per diem conversation! I love them both.

And you need to go look at this whole gif set especially Harold's smile in the last one.

Finally, a word of appreciation for Evil Leslie Odom Jr.

(Yes I know this GIF is from the wrong episode. I just really wanted one of him. 🤫)

I have a lot of appreciation for villains who have a very good point but take it too far. Plus... Leslie Odom Jr. is charismatic. And hot.

I overall liked this one! Thanks for the extra nudge to write it up, So!

[nadziejastar]

I just finished KH3 and I was so upset about Lea and Isa's relationship (among other things but that was the worst culprit) and your blog has given me comfort by helping me imagine what the story was supposed to actually be. Thanks!! I'm you right now when you said "Everyone I know in real life who likes KH is sick of hearing me rant about it" lol

I'm so happy that I gave you some comfort! That was the whole point of this blog. Even over three years later, it just breaks my heart what they did with so many characters. But especially Lea and Isa. Ever since KH2, I thought Axel was a test subject who had probably lost his best friend during the experiments. It explained why he killed Vexen the way he did. It explained why he was trying to be best friends with a kid half his age. It explained his tear marks. And it explained, well…everything about Saix, lol. Their story was the most tragic and I was really looking forward to their pain being healed.

I think it all boiled down to the fact that KH3 was more of commercial product than any of the PS2 or handheld titles. It was a mass-marketed console title meant to sell millions of copies. It involved much bigger Disney properties, so there was far more corporate bureaucracy. Now that they're dealing with such enormous budgets, $quare had to go the safest route. Roxas was a great opportunity to make more money through DLC. Lea and Kairi saving Isa just wasn't what the general mainstream audience cared about. So the battle shifted to "OMG Roxas is playable! I'll pay another $30 so I can beat the crap out of Saix with two Keyblades!"

In the older and more niche KH games, there was quite a lot of that Versus XIII flavor. The Organization was a black-hooded cult that sat in a ritualistic circle around a strange symbol. They were all going to be 'empty husks' or 'vessels' for Xehanort's heart and mind. Xemnas mentioned mind control experiments. There was all that stuff with the Chamber of Repose being a graveyard. The Recusant's Sigil meant 'death'. In KH3, being turned into a vessel had no effect on anyone. None of the stuff with the sigil or the Lich (a word that means corpse) was ever explained, either. For some reason, Xehanort changed into Baphomet. No explanation. 

TBH, I think the main reason KH3 had such awful pacing was because the mid-section was meant to take place in Scala ad Caelum, which is basically the Illuminati of the KH world. That's where you'd learn all about the lore and the sigil and what the hell was actually going on. But the lore was too dark. It involved inter-dimensional entites turning people into living corpses and using their bodies as puppets. And since Isa's backstory completely depended on all of this lore, his role was replaced by a girl who was a victim of far less disturbing experiments that simply probed her memory.

I highly doubt Nomura was satisfied with how Lea and Isa's story was resolved any more than we were. That's why his recent comment at the Q&A gave me a little hope. Like Dark Road, Missing Link is a lower budget mobile game targeting a more niche audience. I think it may even serve as a sort of reboot of KH0.5, which was the missing link of the Dark Seeker Saga. Before ML was announced, stuff like Isa and Lea's past would have been simply thrown away, since it's irrelevant to the Lost Masters arc. But maybe now it will finally be shown. I really hope it can be depicted the way it was originally intended to be and not watered down. And if not, I still have my fanfiction! As soon as Dark Road wraps up next month, I'm gonna finish the one that goes more into the Radiant Garden crew's backstory.

[gloriapritchetts]

congrats on 3k drea u deserve it so much talented queen!!!! 💕💘💖✨ for the celebration i couldn’t decide so i’m sending both hehe 💟 ☂️

AHHHH thank u so much morgan!! 💘💘

drea’s 3k celebration [no longer accepting] 💟 — i’ll compliment you and/or your blog.

hi u are one of my fav mutuals! first of all omg ur theme is so hot, i love the pink<3 and u always make the most gorgeous sets oml. i love seeing these sets in my tag that are sharpened and colored so beautifully and then i look at the url and its u and im like yep! ofc morgan made that 😌 u also have the prettiest mobile layouts! im always in awe of them and ur work in general<33

drea’s 3k celebration [no longer accepting] ☂️ — i’ll tell you what one of my favorite gifsets of yours is.

ok i LOVEEEE this one of jules 😻 the coloring is so pretty, i luv the pink/purple/blues and it suits her so well. i really love that second gif of her she’s so cute sjfsdhfsjf but my fav overall is that first gif!! the unicorn 🦄 truly is her and generally i love all the overlays u used in this set esp the flickering one!! so good<3

[the-scarlet-witch-22]

Hello!!!

Happy Valentine's day 💖 I hope your rehearsals are going well and that you and Jerry are officially besties!! You're a pisces moon?!? I'm a pisces sun so I'm also emotional, hence why i cry at anything i find beautiful 😂😭

I'm seeing Into the Woods on Thursday and I'm so excited! I hope you've been able to see some more live performances! Also J'Nai Bridges, the woman who played Delilah in the performance of Samson and Delilah that i saw just announced she's also going to be playing Carmen in Carmen in Chicago!! I sadly won't be able to see it, but if there are promo videos I'll send them your way!!

Also, that pic of your doggo is so cute😍!!! And the bouquet of flowers your gf got you are so beautiful!!!! Anyways, I hope you have a happy Valentine's and a great rest of the week! We're finally getting some sunshine in Seattle and I hope you're getting some too!!

-paganini anon

P.S. here's a cute lil Valentine's day song to add to your playlist of the day: Salut D'Amour

P.P.S idk if the song link actually worked, but it's the Itzhak Perlman version!

Hi Paganini Anon!

Happy (late) Valentine’s Day! 💗 I hope you had a wonderful day.

Ahhh thank you! We’re performing Brahms for our next concert- I’m so excited! And thank you 😌 Jerry is an icon. Yes, I’m a Pisces moon!! Ahh a fellow Pisces- I’ve always thought that Pisces are one of the best Zodiacs tbh.

Ooo Into the Woods! I hope you have a fantastic time on Thursday, I’m so excited for you!! Pls tell me all about it (if you want to haha). That’s so funny that you brought up Carmen bc a friend and I were just talking about it!! I’m going to have to look up J’Nai Bridges!! I’m considering buying tickets to see Hilary Hahn in a few months. She’s performing a Bach recital that sounds amazing and I would do anything for her tbh.

Ah thank you 😭 Charlie is full of energy and so crazy but I love her. And thank you omg, she surprised me with them and I legit cried lmao. Aw thank you sm, it was really nice and peaceful- my gf and I actually watched an episode of WandaVision!! I’m so glad y’all are getting some sunshine in Seattle! We had some sun earlier in the week and now it’s gloomy again 😭

The p.s. awww!! I think my mobile tumblr app hates me and wouldn’t open the link but I love Itzhak AND Salut d’amour!! I learned that in college around Valentine’s Day for a recital lab I think. Ahh thank you, this made my day. Thank you as always for the asks, I hope you’re having a great week! 💜✨

[moonbinscirera]

The monbebe in you really knew what she was doing hahaha I approve ☑

Their unit really never misses 😋 I tend to always favor the vocalists of a group and seventeen is no surprise of course 😂

OMG A SERIAL ALBUM BUYER that's so slay and hilarious of you I'm cackling but I think that's such a unique and humorous kind of intro story 😂 😂 😂 😂 I only have a few albums and they're mostly from friends / the carat versions of seventeen (only them and skz have I spent money on so far)

Minghao 🥺🥺 I love how you described him... I think that's so true, he's been sneaking up my bias list lately 🫣 I absolutely adore Wonwoo and Hoshi (ot13 really) but yes!! My friend and I talk all the time about putting their chibi forms in our pockets and carrying them around 😍

Hahaha kudos to you for even building half!!! And I love your new tag for asks 😁❤️ oh and I see your post about how you need to have the pics in your album to upload them on mobile #sadnoises for real 😭 😭 😭

I hope you're doing well ~ I think I was told your favorite eras but I forget so I'll ask you again if you don't mind 😳

im actually usually a rapper girl first so its weird my bias line is vocalists but i aint mad svt vocals really hit that hard (yes ik wonwoo is a rapper but since i got my carat card he been singing more)

thank you for saying its slay 😭 cuz i really have so many albums sshsjsydhdn like im 200+ deep not counting ones ive set aside to sell off and the ones on their way i may have bought 8 vers of dream 🫣

u and ur friend are cuteeeeee and thank you im tryna have fun tags and on god why doesnt tumblr let me just go and pull stuff outta my google photos 😭 twts awful in alotta ways but at least it lets me pull cloud files

oh and my fave eras are hot, home run, and clap like aesthetically all together those are the best and have my fave hao looks to boot. i tink i mightve actually said fallin flower instead of clap on the form tho but like fallin flower always deserves her flowers 😉

[lee-scribbles-and-doodles]

S3 ep5

Current emotional status: FEAR

Cthulu Max has been on the rampage for a whole week!?

Ew, the narrator

Oh man, are they sending the airforce after him?

I really like Cthulu Max's design

Momma Bosco 💗

Oh hey, Norrington and Papierwaite are alive.

Superball are you saying you tried to send the Maimtrons up Max's--

Also he's acting president while Max is... deposed of.

Superball is only giving Sam until 6am :(

Featherly!

"Wandering around the moleman tunnels is no fun without Max."

"You got it all wrong, we're trying to help Max." "We will help him... to a generous serving of ass whooping."

"That is one rabbit who will be multiplied... into 2,000 smoldering pieces."

Carol ran off with Blustet

"I only want her to be happy, is all." Aw, Curt

Superball just admitted to having separation anxiety from Max

Ok Momma can't come but Papierwaite and Norringron can.

I like Norrington :)

GASP

Is it?

It is!

SYBIL!!!!

RETURN OF THE QUEEN

Oh, she is very pregnant

She was a wizard at one point?

She's gonna help!

Superball there's no such thing as acceptable losses

Abe has his body back

"Four score and seven tons of raw power"

HE CAN FLY NOW!?

Sybil, I love you, but why did you mod someone else's car???

Grandpa Stinky I love you

Oh, he just handed us the recipe for once.

Asdfff the spore maxes swarming Grandpa

They stole Grandpa's hotdogs

"We must feed the host! Piglets and sphinkters make us stronger!" "We regret nothing!"

Grandpa hasn't slept in three years

Sam just casually taking the last of Grandpa's corndogs

The spores are trying to get it

Lol Sam slapped them

Sal's alive!

He's hiding from Sam :(

Lol we can control Cthulu Max with Corndogs

Ew, the cornstarch got mixed in with the giant puddle 🤢 Looks gross

Love how Sybil completely ignores the Flaming Max head

Also the look of disappointment on the spore's face made me laugh

Fifth trimester???

The way the one Max spore by Grandpa's truck is bobbing in circles with his mouth open is making me laugh.

Sam showing concern for Sybil because she’s preggers 🥺

Her being pregnant with Abe's child implies that statues have working genital in this universe

She put a weiner scented airfreshener in the desoto

At least Sam and a Max spore seem to like that (of course they do)

"Sybil you're the best!" Hell yeah she is!

Sam's mind went to the color bar codes to prevent being traumatized by Sybil's oversharing

We drowned the desoto

Asdfgh Sam just botched slapped one of the spores for trying to say "that's none of your damn buisness."

Ew, Max's spine is pointing out

Oh hey, Satan and Jurgen

Why is Jurgen wearing his old fashioned clothes instead of his emo clothes?

Lol Sam snuck into frame to shout "Go Mets! New York rules!"

"--besides it's just a good and noble thing to do." "You're not familiar with my previous work, are you?"

"Sam, what happened to you to make you so cynical?" Gee, Jurgen, I wonder what could have possibly happened.

Oh so the water tower counts as vegetable oil because Momma did something to it

Pfft we can replace Satan's microphone with a corndog

Omg they jumped off the building to avoid Max

Oh, they're fine, and the oil is in the giant puddle.

I'm thankful to Featherly for giving us an egg but I'd have preferred not to watch him lay it. Granted it was just in a cartoon way but he still made weird noises

Also TRANS FEATHERLY 2021

"I desperately wanted to see that, sir. Ask him if he'll lay another one."

Oh hey, the Flaming Max heads helped heat up the giant desoto corndog

Since I'm playing this in 2021 the Maimtron's song references are super dated, which defeats Superball's efforts

Oooh! A unique opening sequence???

Oh this music is jazzy af

Sam really doesn't like the Max spores

Sam how do you already know what Max's insides look like???

"Even when he's not a collasal monster Max's food comas can last for weeks."

Ok we wake Max up with the coffee beans, right?

Yup!

The gi Max spore is so sad he doesn't get to come 😢

"But I'm a horrible monster!"

"I suppose Max's brain always looks like a living room?" "Well, Max is host to all kinds of weird parasites, and he likes to he a good host!" WHAT

No really, this brings up so many questions about lagomorphs. Are they some kind of Symbiote or something?

And a previous episode confirmed Max is amphibious

Max has tumors!!!

It shocked Sam!

"Eugh! Get away fake Max!" "Do you find my warmth... alarming, Sam?"

"What do nightmares taste like, anyway?" "Pepsi"

Max wants to be author 💗

He also writes fanfiction about Flint 🤣

I'd unironically read his books.

Tina Belcher voice: Friend fiction

Max has an experimental fusion jazz band???

"He just killed a great white shark--"

Max being completely unable to describe a woman is very gay of him. Good for him.

Max's brain teleported everyone to different parts of the body.

Found Sybil in the gym/legs

The brain is broadcasting Sam's thoughts???

Sam couldn't think of a joke for the medicine balls :(

"Wow Max is looking pretty buff. Would it be too weird if I asked him to turn around?"

Sam! Stop thinking bad things about Sybil's pregnancy she can hear you you putz!

She's upset with him now

"Can you believe this guy?" "I find the entire situation to be very contrived and misogynistic." Same spore Max, same.

Sam stop being so mean omg!

"I changed Sybil, I totally get the whole parenthood thing now." "Really now?" "Tax deductions."

In Max's inventory now

Y'know, I never really thought about it as a storage house

Hit The Road reference :3

Baby roach hatched in

"Pa..papa?" "Now I am little champion, now I am!"

Max has a Maximus shrine

Sam turned into a roomba!

Aw, he named it Sam Jr 🥺

We won Sybil back through his love of Sam Jr

Found the conjoined twins

Huh, Max lost as eye. Does that mean he has a glass one, or do lagomorphs have regenerative abilities?

Pfft we have to play twister to control his arma

The brain is messing with things again

Oh, we need a roach to operate the game because of radiation

Well, let's kidnap Sal

Oh, poor Girl Stinky. She's really going through it

Aw, Sal feels bad

Sal?

Honey, are alright?

He's dying???

He's not immune to irradiation!?

Oh no, he's gone

I'm so sad 😞

Gotta pick up Sam Jr. Before I control Max

They mad Max do a magical girl pose

Ugh the narrator is back

Wait, what?

He's Max's brain??? SUPEREGO???

WHAT

"I was always ignored" Yo if my super ego was as pretentious as you I 'd ignore it too 😤

He wants to kill himself and Max???

I know Max had a self loathing complex but holy shit

The super ego is perfectly fine with destroying half the east coast what a jerk

Just noticed Sam's tie is red. Had no idea about this while drawing PI!Sam lol

We have to help Max get his memories back to use the ASTRO projector

Skunkapes has three Sam clones imprisoned

Sam had canon ocd?

Gasp Gordon???

No, it's Sammun Mak

I love him, little child tyrant

Just make him a mobile brain in a jar and let Sam and Max adopt him

Why is Grandpa here?

He isn't talking like Stinky

Too polite

Sam sees it too

He's a space gorilla

They switched brains?

Found the cloning g chamber

Let's go to Momma's first

CONE OF SHAME CONE OF SHAME CONE OF SHAME

Superball is "wracked with guilt"

"Keep it together Superball. Sam will be able to save the day. He always does."

Ok, let's go to the cloning facility

I'm still thinking about poor Sal yo

FLIIIIIINT!

He's punching space apes!

Girl Stinky really playing up the evil Mistress role

The doggleganger has a bomb on him!!!

Wait so Girl really is a mermaid??? I thought that was just her aestetic

God I love Flint

Haha we tricked Skunkape with scooby doo villain tactics

Got the robot

Her water broke... and it was pennies

Max wants to save Sybil! 😭🥺💕

Super Ego is here

Oh now he wants to save Max

The only thing here are those records

Super Ego waved goodbye

Cthulu Max is cute when he cries

Wait What?

His head is on fire!

The maimtron hit him!

He waved goodbye... and teleported away.

He exploaded!!!!

He promised he'd take Sam with him and he didn't!!!!

AAAAAAH

I thought the dead Max thing was popular angst fanon fic thingy!

We're cloning Max?

It didn't work 😭😭😭😭😭

Superball ran off crying

Oh God the credits are just Sam walking sadly what the hell

He's not even stopping to fight any crime 😢

💔💔💔

God the way he's clinging to himself

What?

The elevator???

MAAAAX

he's back???

Past Max???

He blew his Sam up???

Wait hold on I'm glad they're together again but this doesn't fix anything

There's so much trauma from this season

All the horrible things that happened during 301-304 happened in like 3 days tops, then Sam had to deal with Max being a monster for a week before watching him die!

And the new (?) Max had BLOW HIS SAM UP!!!

And they left the franchise like that for a decade????

What the hell?

I want to be happy but this shit is going to consume my brain for the next week at least what the hell

Aaaaaaah!

Like maybe they really do just brush it off but it feels unlikely

I know Max has a connection with his other selves so it'll be easier for him to adjust but certainly Sam is going to notice the discrepancies since he doesn't get the same deal

Someone told me there were multiple endings hold on

Aw, they walked off into the sunrise together

But still

AAAAAAAAH

[melodiousramblings]

@snackatlas I’M STILL LIKE HOLY FUCK THEY REALLY ACTUALLY FUCKING DID IT!!! It always felt simultaneously possible and impossible because Sora’s been one of the most requested characters since like forever but at the same time, like, would Didney ever allow this???

And then we got Cloud and it was like OKAY, so we know Squeenix would be down! But there’s still Didney and also, uuuhhh, wow, would people want yet another sword-wielding anime boy?

And just, OMG. Seeing Mario step off his platform and the platform disappearing into sparkles? (XD Mind you, I was literally at work, watching a live reaction on my phone of a Twitch streamer I watch, so I’m alternating between working and looking at my phone screen.) And with that intro, people were going “Dark Souls? Dark Souls? Is it Dark Souls?” But then Mario reaches into the fire, clasps his hand around something, and then yeets this spinning, on-fire thing into the darkness. A sword? Is it a sword?

The flames burst. It’s definitely some sort of sword-like or similar weapon… but wait, that shape is… kinda familiar… ಠ_ಠ No way. There’s no way it’s… Could it be-?

(O_O) OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG NO WAY NO WAY THERE’S NO WAY ARE YOU KIDDING ME

Simple and Clean Orchestra version starts playing… I nearly started crying (that version always punches me in the face with emotion), I was definitely tearing up. If I were at home, I probably would’ve started actually screaming out loud instead of internally and in Twitch chat.

Words cannot express how beautiful this entrance is. The whole sequence of his reveal. There’s a thread I retweeted (that Tumblr mobile won’t let me paste the link to ffs) on Twitter about, from a Smash lore standpoint, the significance of Sora’s entrance, from someone who doesn’t even play KH but still felt emotional over this reveal.

Sephiroth’s entrance was epic, dramatic af, cool in a way 8ish-yr-old me back in 1997ish would be in awe over. Sora’s made me emotional and nostalgic. In those few minutes of Sora’s reveal trailer, I was 13-14 again, playing KH for the first time.

XD Oop, sorry for the rant. I’ve played every Smash since the first one on the N64, so even though I’m by no means a pro, it’s another series I’ve loved for a long time.

Oh one last thing, I totally almost started crying again when Sora shook Mario’s hand. ;3;

[alwaysahiccupandastrid]

His Dark Materials S2E2 - Some fangirling/thoughts!

Again, I’m doing bullet points because I’ll be rambling! Also, I will add a read-more once I can get on my laptop, I’m just typing on my phone right now to save time.

Lyra wanting to wear a cape and hat and Will being like “nO”

Also Pan’s little “well, what does HE know?” And his little red panda (I think) form is so adorable omfg

Will: Pan has to go in this bag // Pan: Lyra, tell him no // Lyra:... // *two seconds later, cut to Pan in the bag*

Lyra’s “sorry” and Pan’s absolute disgust of being forced to hide in her bag 😂

The fact that Lyra, within two seconds of reaching our world, got nearly hit by a car

Will: *checks Lyra is okay* Come on. // Pan from in the bag: yEAH I’m okay, thanks for asking!!?! :/

Honestly, just Lyra reacting to our world is so precious and good, I love it

Pan peeking out of the bag so he can look around at everything, and the painted statue man having to do a double take at the fact this girl has a ferret/ermine in her bag

Lyra just pushing past people and knocking them over in her haste to go to where she thinks Jordan College is

Will patching up Lyra because her knee is grazed :3

Lyra asking what Will’s mobile phone does though 😂 and when he tells her that he can looking things up on it, she’s so excited because “I have something like that in my world but BETTER”

Also can we please talk about Will’s lockscreen photo of him and his mum 😭

Lyra talking about how she “betrayed” Roger 😭 no honey, no, your father is a POS it’s not your fault

“There’s a Botanical Gardens in my world too” - UMMMMM!!!! Foreshadowing!!!!

Will saying they should meet at the botanical garden as well 😭

Poor Will just wants to look out for his mother :(

The fact that Lyra went to a history museum because there’s an exhibit of the north there, and Pan is like “I do NOT like this place”

I can’t believe she took the damn alethiometer out in public in a museum?! Like surely just to be safe, you should do it somewhere way more private and less public?

When she bumped into Boreal, I tensed up so hard oh my god, nothing even happened and I felt so nervous, please do NOT trust him, Lyra

Oh my god it’s Mary Malone!! And she’s got an Irish accent?!?

I had NO idea that Dr Lanselius (I probably spelled that poorly) was the son of a witch?? And that just makes so much sense now, like oh my god

I find everything about the witches and their customs/traditions so interesting, so I really loved hearing him start to explain how the witches know so many things about the universe that the magisterium never could, and about how Magesterium have to travel to the lands where no dæmons can go, hence why they can go so far from each other

Mrs Coulter’s face when they were saying about witches abandoning their children / “what kind of mother abandons their child” thing oh my good god

No don’t throw him in prison?!! He was literally there just to try to broker peace on behalf of the witches, what the fuck-

I’m just laughing at how Lyra barges straight into Mary’s life and immediately just overloads her with all this information 😂 I know the alethiometer said not to lie but it’s just the way she totally went in without hesitating

The way Mary Malone took a huge bite of that stale chocolate biscuit and then spat it right out was beautiful

Actually seeing the whole thing with Mary’s computer and seeing Dust visualised has made me understand it WAY more instead of just reading and trying to imagine it to be honest, it’s making it somewhat clearer to me, and now I’m so interested in that side of things too

The whole communicating with Dust scene was so beautiful oh my goodness I love it

I’m out of touch with the series because I still need to reread the second and third books but what the hell was Father MacPhail doing with that candle?!

Like is he punishing himself because of the whole “necessary sin is still a sin” thing?

Will’s grandparents - well, specifically his grandfather - are kind of extremely shitty oh my god, who the hell calls the police on their own grandson?!?

IS THAT THE BENCH. THE BENCH?!? 😭 I’M CRYING OH MY GOD

“I like it here” - IM GOING TO CRY AGAIN JESUS CHRIST

Okay but DAMN Mrs Coulter is serving some DAMN looks this episode. Her funeral outfit? *chef’s kiss*

The Magesterium are fucking awful, as if we didn’t know that already, and bombed the witches I’m so angry-

Can we talk about the cinematography in this episode?? In this whole damn show?!? ART. LITERALLY POETIC ART

MRS COULTER KNOWS LYRA IS IN A DIFFERENT WORLD OH SHIT

Another moment of appreciation for RUTH WILSON OMG, she’s so iconic and I love her, she’s so amazing in this show

You CANNOT just end the episode there, WHAT THE HELL?!

There’s probably a lot of other things I’m not talking about but URGH I love this series so much and I’m now going to spend the evening before bed (early start tomorrow sadly) reading the Northern Lights graphic novel.

[sftae]

uhm....i really can’t believe that i already hit 500?? and i remade like a week ago?? thank you all so much for following me and making this such an enjoyable place for me to be i love you all so much 💘 i’ve been here since 2010 when will i leave

so i decided to do a follow forever and include all the amazing blogs that i follow, i hope you all have a wonderful day and know how much you all mean to me 💐

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@fhawn ♡ · @flooftae ☼ · @floral-hobi ♡ · @fluff-tae ♡ · @flowerksj ☼ · @freshrosetoner 💌  · @fuckmejeongguk ☼ · @g0ghyung ♡ · @gayminyoongi ♡ · @gemnist ☼ · @ghostnamjoon ☼ · @giribouy ♡ · @gooddaybybts ♡ · @gothic-hobi ☼ · @haramtae ♡ · @hijoonie ☼ · @hobgi ♡ · @hobisnovia ☼ · @hobintae 💌  · @hobitaki ☼ · @honeyboysgf ☼ · @hosedok ☼ · @hoseok1e ♡ · @hoseoksgal ☼ · @hyungsk ♡ · @hyuns ☼ · @hyunqvwon ♡ · @hyyhyf ♡ · @ilovbangtan ☼ · @ilovjeongyeon ☼ · @iloveyoojung ☼ · @ilsanthot ☼ ·  @imchangki ♡ · @imnayeons ☼ · @itsequality ☼

J - L

@jaetime ☼ · @jchyu 💌  · @jhopesluvr ♡ · @jhopi ☼ · @jhverse ☼ · @je0n ♡ · @jeongugks ♡ · @jeons ♡ · @jeonnings ☼ · @jithottie ☼ · @jiminiefloof ☼ · @jiminnsgf ♡ · @jiminpng ☼ · @jiminsbigheart ☼ · @jiminssi ♡ · @jimintellect ♡ · @jineshin ☼ · @jinmini 💌  · @jinsluvr ☼ · @jiyong-ssi ♡ · @jungjeons ☼ · @jungkoog 💌  · @jungkooksweetheart ☼ · @jungwah ☼ · @k1ru ☼ · @kidguk ☼ · @kihyunz ☼ · @kimtahyung ♡ · @kimttaehyung ☼ · @kimseohkjin ☼ · @kingtae ☼ · @kooksprincess ☼ · @kseokjiin ☼ · @kstopping ♡ · @kthmygs ♡ · @lie ♡ · @liplove ♡ · @lilchubchim ☼ · @lovbhobi ☼ · @lovehobs ☼ · @lovkth ♡ · @loveutae ♡ · @lovelyugyeom ☼ · @lovhobe ☼ · @lovutae ☼ · @lovelyzc ☼

M - R

@m4ma 💌 · @mangotrees ☼ · @mingyou ☼ · @minshookga ☼ · @minyccngi ♡ · @moonguks ☼ · @mygsknees ☼ · @mytaeddy ♡ · @namkookies ☼ · @nctstens ☼ · @oddpeachie ☼ · @officerkook ♡ · @onlynochu ♡ · @ophamay ♡ · @parkjihyo ♡ · @parkjiminer ♡ · @parkjimun ♡ · @peachesjimin ☼ · @peachpjms ☼ · @petiteshinee ♡ · @pjjms ♡ · @protectaetae 💌 · @pocketjoon 💌 · @poutypjm 💌 · @pugseok ☼ · @qajah ☼ · @rapmons1er ♡ · @rapperjimin ☼ · @ricebwl ☼ · @rosychungha ♡ · @royalyeol ♡

S - T

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