i can never just write a normal reader they always have to have some sort of internal conflict going on. why can’t i just write something normal. the request was literally just protective luke hurt/comfort & now i’m here. sorry
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clive drinks pesticide and dies
I hate that my first instinct was to look up the words in order to see if this was a song reference. You guys are doing unbelievable things to my brain and trust ability
Anyway- yeah, definitely !! The kids keep challenging him and so Clive keeps doing it, which makes the professor very exhausted and concerned. All of these children (Clive included) will be the death of him :')
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Layton : Why does this keep happening ? First the shampoo, now this...
Luke : We want to see what kind of stuff I'll be able to survive to in the future !! It's just like a puzzle !
Layton : Homicide isn't a puzzle, my boy...
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luke prematurely explaining meeting thalia and annabeth is a bit boring what happened to hints and revelations
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Things HoTD decided to cut:
* Daemon hugging his girls
* Daemon comforting Rhaenyra
* Daemon being there for Rhaenyra
Basically Daemon not being Demon
Things HoTD decided to keep:
* Aegon's ass, twice.
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i hope colt likes me. i have so much love to give him. i hope he doesnt mind i have so much... wrong with me. i hope he doesnt get too annoyed when i turn into a star or when i get scared or when i go nonverbal after a flashback. i hope he'd still hold my star form very close to his chest and tell me it's all gonna be okay and that he'd protect me and i'm safe.
i hope he likes it in the mojo dojo casa keri ken dreamhouse. ken stocked the place with drinks and games and snacks and a big welcome banner. i hope he gets along with driver and K... im always hoping those two can make more friends. i hope he tolerates me even when im Like This. i hope he doesnt mind when i ask for a hug multiple times a day bc i dont have anyone to hug at home. i hope he understands why i ask for reassurance that he wouldnt hurt me. maybe ken welcomes him into the group and has to give him a little rundown on how things work. like... what they all do when their girlfriend turns into a star, how they can make her feel better, how long a flashback lasts, where shes okay with being touched and where she isnt, that her jolting awake from a nightmare is normal and spending a full day crying is normal and stress vomiting is normal and she might need a lot of emotional support with all of that. i hope colt doesnt mind. he seems kindhearted and understanding. i want to hope he'd be okay with me being Like This.
i hope he likes me. im so damaged and scarred and have been poisoned to fear my loved ones, but i know im so full of love and i want him to have all of it. even if he doesnt love me back i just hope he can accept a piece of my heart is reserved just for him. i wanna hold his hands and tell him i'm sorry i'm like this. i used to be so fun and bubbly and trusting and i used to love myself. i don't know where that girl went. i don't know if i can get her back but i'm really trying. in the meantime i'm sorry he's stuck with this mess. and selfishly i hope he still likes me even when i'm unlovable, or at least that is what i have been taught to believe for so long now, and i don't know how to believe anything else about myself. i love him so much. i love colt so much. i dont feel anything except self-loathing when i look at him, for months since october when the first few photos leaked, it's always felt that way, like my heart's been ripped out of my chest. like i rly love him so much but i dont think he'd tolerate me. i didn't use to feel that way about my F/Os but now i cannot look at myself as anything except a total wreck that they have to deal with. like loving me is some... some herculean task and that they would just absolutely hate it. like loving others is so easy for them but not when it comes to me. kindness comes so easy to them but not for me, like im. just. built to be loved only through violence. like there is no other way for me to be loved unless if im getting hurt. but... hopefully when the movie comes out i could slowly get into the rhythm of associating him with myself and with him being really loving and gentle and protective with me.
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If you don't write Ben as trembling, shaking, tripping over himself, stumbling to his knees for Rey I don't think you actually understand the character as he was in that moment
Rey could have ended that war by taking his hand tbh. If she had taken his hand she absolutely could have convinced him to do anything in that moment. He just killed his master, the man who had been in his head for 30 years, manipulating and destroying him from the inside out. He had no sense of personal identity, just a loose sense of morals and ideals and his obsession with her. She fully controlled him.
Obviously she did what she thought she had to do but I'm only observing. She wanted the death and fighting to stop. I do think if she had taken his hand she could have convinced him. He wanted to bring about peace and balance like his grandfather, he just didn't have all the right tools, like, rey's goodness and a different perspective.
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i think sync and arrietta are the god generals that make me the most sad -- arrietta was just a sad, lonely child who had been manipulated even after having a life that no child should have. the only person who ever really loved her died and she never even knew. she chased after a copy of them who doesnt share the same memories as her, and even if she had known and had decided she wanted to befriend this person anyway, she failed to save him, and he died. and she was only 12 when she died, too.
and i think somewhere deep inside sync wanted to live. he just didnt know how. he and luke were similar, in that sense, even if he didnt want to admit it -- luke may have been "needed" in sync's eyes, but he was born to die. contrary to sync, who was born to live, but thrown away when his body couldn't shoulder the weight that was thrown at him. so he was left stranded, and he didnt know how to live, and he didnt know how to want to live, so he decided not to. fighting for the freedom to choose his own fate, except he never figured out what he wanted that to be.
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if you’re so inclined as to not be off put by the disgusting ass fact that luke was romantically attracted to a minor that served a sisterly role in his life and somehow still stan knowing that at least remember the scene where he pretended to be in pain to get her to take the weight of the fucking SKY from him and left her with nothing but saying “try not to die” how the fuck can you read that and not want to beat his ass pls lmk <3
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