I hope the med side effects get better soon! I started one a couple months ago which makes you So Thirsty All The Time even if you’re drinking truly massive amounts of water. If this is you! The best way I have found to deal with this is to drink an electrolyte-based drink. Like if you’re chugging that water and it feels like it isn’t actually Doing Anything, you may be in need of some poweraid/gatorade/propel/your preferred sports drink.
thank you!! i’ve had dry-mouth meds for most of my life but usually water is enough. when it isn’t tho, my favorite is diluting the low-calorie body armor that has no sugar added (i’m always suspicious of “low calorie” stuff but this just doesn’t add sugar, highly recommend) with water and thankfully i have some in the fridge!
i’m hydrating but my updated theory is that a high resting heart rate is the direct side effect of the stimulant (that’s getting worse over time i guess rather than hitting me right at first), and that on its own may be causing the symptoms i was attributing to dehydration (the pruney fingers and weird head pressure thing etc etc) rather than the other way around. symptoms all the way down 🥴
but it’s down from 130 to 100 with the power of lying down and star trek so i’ll just chill and not take it tomorrow 🙃 weeping crying on square one again…
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every day i am thankful that in 2006 or whenever there was a q&a where some fan asked gerard way what makes mcr so cool and that he said let me answer your question with another question: what makes brody dalle so hot and that i read that & immediately proceeded to google brody dalle and discover the distillers bc now i get 2 routinely listen to coral fang and have my soul fully leave my body whatthe FUCKKKKKM
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wav suggestion: bigger, harsher sneezes? breathy build ups?
I can definitely try my best at some bigger/harsher sneezes!! I'm not sure how much breathier I can make my build ups without passing out though 😅 the hitching gets pretty intense. But I'll give it a go!
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lol I'm listening to music and I didn't know what I'm in the mood for so I just put my whole library on shuffle.
anyway a Sean Paul song came up and I'm just like. hm yes it sure is interesting to remember listening to this at like 13/14 and very seriously studying the lyrics and translating everything as a kid learning English :) and I would just sit there and tell all the adults around me all the interesting things I was learning :)
(it's also pretty funny that I've been building my music library since I was like. 12 or 13? whenever I got my first computer. back then it was just me ripping all my CDs because our internet was too slow for anything else. and they were all 128kbps mp3s because my hard drive was like 20GB 🤢 so the actual files have long been replaced. but still it's pretty funny sometimes)
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Oh okay like a sex thing, very nice. Maybe I got that good... good for nothing tho, you won't know till you ask 🤡
Did you ever identify as asexual? It's interesting to think you never had crushes, tho I can understand how much society can fuck up self-perception and make it hard for even the most gorgeous beauties to see it in themselves, usually we are trained to see it in others at least.
Nah, i've comfortably always felt myself to be bi, bc i saw gender as like, just another thing abt a person that had the potential to be attractive??? Rather than something that detracted from attractiveness??? Not something i have yet found the words to explain, as you can see 😂😂 seeing it in others though... I didnt even know what i was supposed to be looking for tbh.
I do have sexual urges/desires. I used to (and still do) read the most and the kinkiest smut and have the best biological understanding of sex and sexually associated things, but real life experience was very much beyond me and i was okay with that bc it didnt seem to apply to me anyway
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As I look around at the art of the bedthrone I realize I've put a lot less emphasis on the room and throne itself than I have on. The guy on it
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when u accidentally mention a behavior you have never told your therapist abt :/
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I have been to Ariana Grande's show before and there is a good mix of general public and fans because she is so big but she does create a safe space for her lgbt+ fans by waving flags or putting rainbow lights for some songs even when she has never being seen as anything but straight.
It is weird with Harrys fans now because he is seen by lots of people as not straight and still his concerts have shifted and some people dont feel safe anymore. I put Ariana as an example bc they get the same volume of crowds, but it is obvious that the problem is some people clinging to Harry being straight and trying to "defend it" by being rude to lgbt+ fans. It is more his own fans than gp fans than barely know more than 4 songs.
I think this is important to talk about because I don’t think *Harry* has shifted at all. I really don’t. I think he is as open as he’s ever been- he waves the flags, he’s doing his part you know?
I want to talk about the shift in the attendees, because I can’t quite put my finger on it.
When I saw Harry in Chicago in 2017(?) 2018(?) I don’t know time isn’t real ANYWAY when I saw Harry, it was me and @rbbtruther in what felt like a SEA of hets. Which was hard. But you know, I still dragged my bi flag out, because I was there for Harry and that’s what mattered.
As the audiences get bigger, I do think people have felt less safe to openly express their identities. I so often wonder if we’re just going to have to re-carve the spaces out for ourselves. You know? Kind of claw them back. IF we feel safe enough to do so. I know @takemehomefromnarnia and our friends at Rainbow Direction are working on projects how and where they can. I think it’s important that we all get behind these projects, if/how we can.
Let me be very, perfectly, incandescently clear. *If you are not comfortable, or it is not safe, or hell even if you just plain don’t want to - you are NOT required to wave flags, dress in rainbow, bring signs, be involved in projects, or do anything at all that compromises you/your safety/happiness/comfort.* OKAY? Okay.
Also, I am not at all trying to make this an “us vs. them” kind of thing. The importance here is that we ALL are safe, happy, and having an amazing time at a Harry show- as Harry himself intends. Audience dynamics are a fluid and ever evolving thing- look at the difference in 1D audiences from late 2014 up until their last show. This might just be a blip on the radar. But I do think it’s important we talk about it.
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