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No good deed goes unpunished IV
*Comes out from her cave as if it had been here the whole time*
This was one of the first chapters I wrote for this fic. I'm so excited to finally share it. The GIF I used here, was the inspiration for the events I wrote about.
Just ignore the fact that I published the VIII chapter and I didn't make a post.
I'm so excited about this one that I want to share a few extra things I did while writing, that don't show up in the chapter. It contains spoilers, so look for it later or at your own risk.
First I have to say that I learned A LOT of names from medical stuff in English by doing the translation. That was awesome!
But what I wanted to talk about here was that sometimes I get obsessed with research for my stories, sometimes I even waste all my free time on it without writing anything. And sometimes not even half of it ends up in the story. This said, I did A LOT of research for this one, to try and make it right.
Like, when I decided that Patterson would end up in Port Alberni. The first thing I did was to go around the city with the street view mode of Google Maps, just to get to know how it was and to have a more accurate idea of what Patterson would see from the hospital window.
Then, my goal was to make it unclear where she escaped from, so Patterson is told she walked from Parksville, which is part of Madeline's deception. According to Google Maps, it would take approximately 9hs 54 minutes to walk that distance.
But she wasn't in a city when escaped, but out in the woods. My next steps were to find at least two other places that had a similar distance to walk but weren't cities.
After a few hours, and thinking about changing the city Patterson ends up in, I found two options: Rosewall Creek Provincial Park and Clayoquot Plateau Provincial Park. (Minuto más, minuto menos)
Like, she didn't need to be exactly in those places, but it helped me to picture what she had seen on the road while walking in the snow.
Something that I find curious is that this last distance, which Google stipulates would take 10h 42 minutes of walking, would take only 48 minutes in a car.
Anyway, to finish this self-exposure of how obsessive I can be, another two things I Googled were the date of the first snow in British Columbia, and the sunlight hours there. This is to get a rough idea of the light according to the hours I imagined the different scenes, and the time of the year this is happening. It may be important for future chapters.
I Googled a few more stuff, but it doesn't matter, you get the point.
Thanks for reading 🧡
#no good deed goes unpunished#blindspot#blindspot fanfic#zapatterson#zapatterson fanfic#patterson#tasha zapata#madeline burke#william patterson#I'm back... I think?#I'm still working on my mental health tho#it's hard to keep track of things#but it's harder not to be in this hell site
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Actually it turns out I had more thoughts about that post that I forgot about lol
Would Nightmare actually give up his boys? Yes and no
If it was just a black and white situation of they're miserable, they don't wanna be here, they have somewhere better to be, then yes. He would leave them out to wherever they needed to be despite his own feelings and very quickly realise afterwards just how much he'd gotten used to the noise and company. I think he would get a little clingy with Dream about it, which I'm sure Dream would find very weird after everything but not unwelcome, he did miss his brother after all.
(If he couldn't attach himself to Dream's side for whatever reason, I think he might just sit in his castle and go insane. Or maybe he'd just spend all day at Ccino's trying really hard to project that he just likes the atmosphere and isn't lonely as hell)
But the thing is, most of them don't have somewhere better to be. Horror has his au, and Nightmare would keep up the supply of food even if Horror said he wanted to quit at this point, so he would understandably let him return home. Killer, Dust and Cross effectively don't have aus anymore though, and they tend to get into self-destructive habits when they're left to their own devices. (Obviously bringing Color and Epic into the mix to make sure Killer and Cross are taken care of eases matters, but Dust doesn't really have any friends outside their group he could go stay with - that Nightmare knows about at least).
The flipside of this is that his boys may not necessarily want to be given up. I think if Nightmare got really in his head about this he could easily end up convinced this is the right thing to do without ever asking them if it's what they want, with potentially terrible results. He's established such a pattern of always returning to find Killer when they get seperated, that if he never showed up Killer might just keep sitting there and waiting for him greyfriar's bobby style, refusing to leave because he's certain his boss is coming back.
#UTDR#UTMV#Dadmare#Horror and Dust might take it slightly better but I think they still wouldn't appreciate being rehomed out of the blue with no discussion#Don't get me started on Cross he has such a bad track record with people not showing up for him as it is#If Nightmare left him to live with Epic one day Cross would spend the rest of his life thinking he did something wrong#and wondering what it was that he wasn't worth keeping#I do think the idea of him getting glued to Dream's hip must be funny for Blue tho#''Yes this is the being of all negativity in the multiverse. Don't mind him we're holding hands because he gets seperation anxiety''#I feel like a lot of this could come from Color's suspicion of him. because he's very much on Killer's side from the beginning#And Nightmare wasn't good at the beginning so it's understandable. it's hard to take Killer's word that he's changed because#Killer /would/ say that whether it's true or not y'know?#But I think Color shining a light on how things began makes Nightmare reflect a lot on their situation#Not to say that Color's the bad guy or anything obviously. He's respecting Killer's decisions while also keeping a good level of suspicion#about how Nightmare treats them when he's not around#It just makes Nightmare uneasy because he's made a lot of mistakes in the past and he's still learning#He is - for now at least - very very aware of just how mortal they are#And he wants to do right by them. even if it means giving them up to better places#I need to finish my fanfic... Anyway.#Luckily for him - in this particular case - this is where they are all best suited c:#Alright I let this cook in my drafts for about 3 days with some edits it can be posted now lol
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APOLOGIES FOR DISAPPEARING RIGHT AFTER THE SEXYMAN POLLS POSTS I got very sick once again ^^;
BUT I have stuff to post!! I have a project participation announcement, and I have asks/messages to get to, and art and fics to post too. Thank you for your patience as I start things up again ^^
#early stage pneumonia/bronchitis had to be taken care of#lots of sleeping#and then I am trying to take care of a much more serious health issue at the moment#it leaves me very drained at the moment and I am sleeping a lot right now#but I’m hoping to start treating it as soon as possible whatever that will look like#there’s still a lot of unknowns but I just am hoping there is a way to manage it quickly so I can get back to feeling like I’m living!!!!#I now also understand why I feel like I cannot pull my mind together or get anything done#I am not getting what I need for my brain to literally function everything is just so deficient#so that is probably why I am struggling so much to post things that I keep saying are done I can never seem to finish that 5% of uploading#and formatting and posting and AUGH#I will try very hard to get through this until things possibly get easier#and to interact with the community more like I used to#lots of hopes here#hoping I can get back on track
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Needlefelted Vi from arcane! 3” tall made of wool and pastels. neutral photos under the cut :)

#Arcane#arcane fanart#arcane season 2#vi arcane#needlefelting#needlefelt#Needlefelting has been the big brain gnawing thing for me lately lol esp exploring facial anatomy thru it#ITS SO HARD! To keep in mind how the head is supposed to work alongside keeping track all of the technicalities of working with wool#Also cameras hate wool but I’ve discovered it hates pastel on wool even more! Yay! I spent THREE HOURS trying to get clean photos yesterday#and the best ones I got were in a fucking shoebox under my desk in the dark lol
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Do you think it is possible for the other trolls to gaslight Eridan into do the murder for the right cause? E.g. not like the murderstuck in the canon but guiding his murderous direction to align with the purpose, using him as a disposable glass cannon and a cannon fodder to take down enemies? but not easily disposable due to seadweller's physical strength and his fighting skills. Not the optimal way to handle him but given that he needs some presence of others how will this scenario go?
no because i believe eridan is the specific type of idiot that you can't actually manipulate because he doesn't listen to people. god bless 🫡
#like there is a reason that smart and manipulative characters like terezi and vriska never try that shit with him#and its because he's easy to fool but he is really hard to control#he is like a train that has slipped its tracks and is coming directly at you#the train isnt very smart either but good luck redirecting it#this is in large part because he operates almost entirely on emotion and vibes#ultimately what sparks his breakdown isn't any logical loss of hope#but the FEELING of being completely abandoned and having nobody in his corner worth protecting or saving#and unfortunately - as we see with jake - hope player innate instincts are incredibly powerful#(it ties in with a general idea in homestuck that instincts are correct but naive & cynical realism is incorrect but mature#& a balance needs to be struck in order to be healthy happy and productive)#eridan is like usually bare minimum half-right about stuff#he's right when he identifies rose as the rich girl of the group#he's right when he identifies kanaya as having red feelings for vriska#he's right when he nearly points out how stupid karkat's past/future compartmentalization is#and. he's right to not actually be casteist#so you can pretty easily trick him; he's a kind of gullible idiot#but you can't play mind games with him & Logic and Facts and Rhetoric don't work either#the team might get him to martyr himself on the front lines by imploring him to help them because theyre sooo weak#but the thing is he would do that without being tricked into it. that's literally just the type of guy he already is#like that's what angel killing was in his mind - an extension of his orphaner duties#which (no matter how many contradictory and fallacious justifications he may make) were duties he performed to keep his friends safe#otoh literally nothing except reaching the absolute complete end of his emotional rope could make him give up on that#like compared to vriska and gamzee it took a FUCKTON to get eridan to snap#eridan ampora
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Trying to make slightly simplified shape/design references that I can maybe animate with. If I retain the energy and motivation to animate, I mean. Crossing my fingers !!
Cracks me up only a little bit that Orochinatsu is the youngest but also heads taller than the others. Truly youngest friend/sibling core
Might continue w some other ocs later, just bc its fun. Probably Haruka, let's be real. Maybe the other early konoha teens I dont think Ive posted much ab, like Orochinatsu's occasional on again off again Inuzukan girlfriend who only takes them on dates when its convenient for her (he's just happy to be there 👍) or the gloomy Uchiha boy who got to be Haru's decoy boyfriend that one time, or Shikasada's fiance. So many ocs such little time ,,, they consume me, I fear
#kind of fucked up on the “simple shapes” a bit#love how u can see them getting slightly more detailed left to right#oops !!#the bandages specifically ill probably have to mess with#at least make the lines straighter maybe? thatd make them easier to animate#the biggest hit i think was just Hiro's shoulder fishnets#shiruka gets to keep her arm ones bc theyre only one strip of diamonds so its easier to keep track of#man. i havent animated in a while tho#i have a specific thing I wanna animate w these guys#itll be hard just bc theres so many people tho#ive only ever done 1 person at a time#thats a lie I did 2 once#shout out Livia and Adam 🗣🗣#love those guys. obsessed even.#me when necromancers#im getting off topic#id love to animate smthn really big and fast moving like dance one day thatd be fun. really hard tho but fun#like uhh. that one anime outro people love animating w other characters. sugar song w bitter step#thatd be fun#oooo haruka and hiname could be the really tall/really short dancers and itd work bc of their funky dyanmic#I think those dancers bow to eachother also ?? or is that another one of the pairs? i havent watched that in forever tbh#either way a fun thing for me to go stare at a wall about#wolves of the woods#naruto oc#birds ocs#birds fanart#hatake oc#nara oc#orochi oc#birds art
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Process post for this comic.
- i have a different comic that i drafted in february and the original plan was to finish that during my break, but i ended up getting sidetracked (as per usual) and did this one instead lol. in my defense, i was getting in a bit of a roadblock with the other comic in terms of composition/paneling, so i decided to do sth simpler as practice.
- the blue color of the comic is because i used that color during sketching and i liked the look and decided to keep it in the final.
- sketches of their clothes. kinda funny that i thought so much abt lestat's shirt even though he's mostly shirtless in the comic lol.

- when i was drafting the comic, i had the idea for a sequence before this where they talked abt claudia, but i wasn't very confident in my writing and i wanted this thing to be sth simple that i could get done in a short time so in the end i decided to scrap it.
- i tried to keep everything consistent but because i worked on this in between my work tasks i kept forgetting what settings i used in the previous page lol i'll nail down a consistent comic workflow eventually...hopefully...
#process#comic is fun but it is very hard ngl lol so much to tackle in a page...so many things to keep track of.....comic artists how do you do it..#kinda want to try making a complete doujin now just to see if i could lol if only i had the timeeee
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Some process gifs of my paintings this year!
#the art of a lemon wedge#art process#man#i love painting#moat of my focus on these this year have just been committing to loosening up#vary my strokes and just not over working a painting?#most of that just means trying to keep as much of that first painting pass#since its has the biggest strokes and most energy when i lay it down#and also#NO ZOOMING IN#AHHHH#all this is painted with my seeing the entire piece and just working from big to medium then small#which is good cause u can keep track of details and what youve missed but it also feels like a huge mess for so long#at times its hard to see where ur even going#my favorite piece i think might be my otacon one#i didnt include him in here just cause that piece is like....3 layers?#it very much feels like those how to books that are like. circle. now draw the entire owl#BUT thats literally how i figured it out#1. base 2. simple clean 3. fine line detail#i do eventually want to do a full recording but the thing is#i just dont want to ......#ahaha#but i do#its just the idea of constantly being watched you know?#despite me wanting to share it....#anyways#TO NEXT YEAR#wonder what ill make#:D
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📸 by Martin Trenkler
#max verstappen#autumn posts#AHHH THE NEWS!! I am so happy for him!!!! 🥹❤️✨#over the moon for them both ahhh#sending them all the best wishes!!!#and omg his comment about already being a bonus dad 😭❤️ MY HEART#he's so wonderful 🥺💞✨#also Martin is a real one for this hashtag 😳 hehe!#that glow ✨🌅✨#ahhh#I usually don't blog about drivers' off track / non sports lives as much since it's not my jam#but with all his talk of wanting to be a dad!! and how hard it seemingly has been? just awww my heart#our boy is speedrunning life 🏎️✨#sad talk potentially ahead but ............#if he does retire sooner than later I get it!! I'll be bummed but excited to follow his career wherever#just like Daniel like bro say the word and I'll get into supercars 🫡❤️#very Fellowship of the Ring 'you have my sword' type beat#anyways!! I gotta run to work!!#sadly office life is keeping me off the insta search 😭#this weekend I'll have a little time!! one family thing and gasp .... a date!!!!!#I met a gal last weekend a local gay bar and now we're getting brunch 😳❤️ we shall see!!#my heart is open and go with the flow#especially since Merc in retrograde has me 😵💫 hehe#anyways!! I gotta run!!#sending everyone the most excellent of energy and happy Friday vibes!! 💖✨✨#hope its a great time of day!! 🌇🏙️🌃❤️
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I JUST FINISHED READING MASTER AND COMMANDER BY PATRICK O'BRIAN AND LORD DOES HE KNOW HOW TO WRITE A BOOK
#master and commander#aubreyad#jack aubrey#stephen maturin#LIKE THE CHARACTERS#AND THE ENDING#I found some of the nautical things hard to follow#Like the terms and such#And when they were watching the battle from the cliff I couldn't keep track of everything#But it didn't really matter because the rest of it was GREAT#There were so many funny parts#And the characters were wonderful like-#We barely knew them but all the little things#Like when Mowett is writing poetry on the back of his court-martial notice thing??#I could go on forever about this book oml#But I won't because it's midnight and I need sleep#Good night#Also Tom Pullings needs to get promoted#tom pullings#anyways BYE
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have you seen the clip where gianni breaks after doing a gabriel impression and says sumthin like "hey chat, new rule, dont say 'prommy' after gabriel speaks anymore"
Have I seen it? 99% chance that I have.
Do I have a link or timestamp for it? Nope.
I did try looking for it with this https://filmot.com/ which searches through a channels vids by caption, but had no luck. Auto captions aren't great and don't work with meme words so it makes looking for things difficult
Should anyone want to use that site heres a tip, the captions will almost always interpret gabriel as gabrielle. Have fun searching through all that lol
#I try to write things down more now#but when i first started i was less thorough about it#anything between april 2022 - now (except for the most recent stream) ive seen#thats a lot of streams.#hard to remember everything lol#the doc i use to track everything is 71 pages and thats with me leaving a ton of stuff out#if i had the time id probably go back and be more thorough but i barely have the time to keep up with new streams and going through old one#so i definitely dont have time to rewatch old ones#asks#ask#non voice post
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What if i drew an expression meme but it’s Sonic’s soft expressions looking at each of his friends reserved for when they don’t notice him
What if i wrote about Sonic BOOM and his complicated relationship with fame and invasive fans and how it’s closed him off emotionally more than anything else ever could
What if i wrote a fic about either Werehog Sonic & pants-wearing Shadow or the Knight & Werehog doodles i keep posting
What if i drew an animatic of sonic and shadow breakdancing
What if I animated a punk tactics sonic shadow meme
What if I made a video of that sonic shadow side hug from sonic prime and pointed out every little detail in those four seconds
What if i wrote rambled about Sonic’s sleeping in the afternoon habits and my ideas for what he does at night when most everyone else is asleep or busy
What if I made another Sonic AMV or animatic to the Last of the Real Ones
What if i drew more sleepy snuggles of every kind of
What if i just took writing prompts about sonic
What if i went insane over Sonic’s willingness to sacrifice everything he is for his friends with a smile on his face and no regret
What if i—
#Knox rambles#will i do any of these? hard to say! I want to do all of them!!#i have more things i want to do by the way my brain is just too full raaaaaa#hhhhhhhhhh#WHAT IF I JUST LOST MY MIND HUH#WHAT IF I WENT INSANE SITTING HERE WITH MY HANDS TWITCHING WANTING TO DRAW REAL BAD#I’m feeling a little deranged y’all#lowkey kinda made this to keep track of some of my ideas
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Hi, sorry if this is annoying but I can't find your post on this and I want to ask if you're selling to the US, since I think you made a post saying you're not but I want to make sure.
Thank you in advance and have a lovely day
I’m assuming you mean shipping outside of the US (I am US based and can ship anywhere in the US), and the answer is no for the most part. I AM willing to set up custom orders for any non EU countries (the new EU shipping laws make it illegal for me to ship anywhere), but only under the prerequisite you understand shipping costs a base $20, if the package is sent back shipping will have to be repaid, and if it’s lost I’m not able to refund shipping.
I AM able to ship sticker only orders to Canada and the UK without having to contact me about it, and I will be able to ship all my tapestries internationally (including EU countries), but that might not be available till later because I wanna make sure I have all international stuff sorted out and make sure it runs smoothly before I offer it to everyone
#I was losing hundreds in people not putting in correct addresses or names so I just had to stop offering them outright#I am very close to not doing international anymore tho#not because of any issues but just because I’m so busy with other stuff now it’s hard for me to keep track#ask#I’ll be adding a faq on here soon#I’ve got one on my website that explains shipping a bit but it’s kinda hard to find unless you’re looking for it#I’m just lazy ahhhHhhv#shop not website. same thing .
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Art raffle for Hanaa's fundraiser
Hello everyone! I am holding a raffle for art commissions slots!

The raffle is to raise money for @enghanalulu's fundraiser, linked below. It has stalled and is very low on funds - currently only 290€ have been raised.
Her fundraiser has been verified by 90-ghost here, and again here. She also has an instagram account where you can see her old posts from way before october 2023. It is so surreal and awful to see her normal ig stories laughing with friends and going to cafés, etc...
You can of course also speak directly to her on here! Every little bit of help means a lot, I'm sure!
Here is a little bit of Hanaa's story. "Hello, I am Hanaa, a graphic designer from the southern Gaza Strip, Al-Bureij refugee camp. I work as a freelancer with agents from the Gulf and Europe to generate a simple source of income that helps and assists my working father who owns a small car workshop." Both Hanaa's office and her family's house have been destroyed in the bombings.
Here's how the raffle works: donate a minimum of 20€ to Hanaa's fundraiser and send me proof of the donation (a screenshot, which must be taken today or after today, until the raffle ends) on here, and I will enter you in the raffle for a halfbody commission (usually 35€). Every 20€ is one "ticket", so 40€ would be two entries so double chance to win, etc. You can also choose to donate 10€ if you want, and win a bust commission (usually 25€). So, if you do donate 20€ and win, you could choose between one half-body commission, or two busts. (I hope this makes sense... I tried working it out in my head but I'm sure when the winners are drawn we will be able to work it out!) The raffle will be going for two weeks, so until October 22nd, and I will randomize 3 winners.
Please share this post, so more people see it! <3 (and also please be a bit patient with me as in the past seven days i've moved to a new house and started a new job so it's quite a Lot but I want to help in any small way i can...)
fundraiser link:
#also if you decide to enter Please try to not change your url within those next few weeks bc it will be a bit hard to keep track of ;;#commissions#my art#raffle#fundraising#signal boost#i will be back with my updated commission info btw i promise its just..... lots of things are happening at the same time#im sad a day doesnt have 72 hours...
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that's right i did it again 💥
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#WOO ! ! !#Did tweak some design stuff clearly; mostly colours :)#my guyyy my dudeeeee my thingyyyyyyyy [rattles him hard]#i'm actually pretty happy w/ how this has turned out!! usually i don't like my layouts but this one is v nice methinks hfhs :D#next up i get to do aura!!! !!!!!!!!!!!#favorite (fictional) girl of all time hwah <3#//oh i didn't have space for the bow or arrow details but i'll prolly make a separate kind of sheet for that later? kinda like a 'what's in#my bag' thing but with a whole canvas dedicated to it. it'll be a p small canvas but yea! !!!#//dear lird i hope i can catch up w/ all the refs i wanna do cuz it May be an unreasonable amount for the time frame HGFH#guy that is soooo good at planning and schedules and keeping track of deadlines and time in general jjjjghfhjfhfs#anyway pray for me i'm going industrial mode Lmaoo#/okay now CIAO 💥💥💥
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