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khickuwa · 11 months

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“to think of it, perhaps it’s written in the stars that my name belongs to you”

#it's now 1:16 am #i needed to get this out of my system #omg... it's them....#fuck i love yous it's my name belongs to you now #lukerosa #lukepearce #tears of themis #art #artist #illust #illustration #comic #digital art #luke pearce is the definition of devotion i'm gonna AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #is it visual symbolism as the panels goes on more light shines on luke as he's #reaching out for rosa?#who knows

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aceghosts · 6 months

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ROONEY SHEPARD (CP2077 AU)

You only feel it when it's lost Gettin' through still has a cost Quietly, it slips through your fingers, love Falling from you drop by drop -Who We Are by Hozier

TEMPLATE by @marivenah

Taglist (Lmk if you want to be added or removed): @sstewyhosseini, @nightbloodbix, @strangefable, @marivenah

#commander rooney shepard #I won't let fear compromise who I am #myedits #v: cyberpunk 2077 #hi everybody #dropping this and leaving it on your doorstep lol #just wanted to make something for their AU #hope you guys won't mind me infodumping Rooney's CP2077 lore in the tags #I've been trying to merge ME and CP2077 lore #born in Canada and raised there until they were 16 when their village was wiped out leaving Rooney the sole survivor #they traveled with nomads for a while #ended up in port Seattle and joined the military there #ended up distinguishing themself and fighting in the unification war #they were part of the space force afterwards #until they left the military 1 1/2 years before the end of the game and landed in night city #I kinda wanna include the beginning of ME2 with dying and getting the cybernetics but I haven't figured out that part yet #also I already have a ship for them #but it's definitely not anyone you would think lol #It started out as a what if and uh...it now has a playlist #anyway thank you for listening to my verbal stream #and now I'm off

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jankwritten · 2 months

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yall wanna know how fucked up my anxiety is about some shit

i scroll past a post that's about a topic i don't like. whatever, it's fine. i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't care about. that's normal.

i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't like or care about but the person presenting it is a person of color? i IMMEDIATELY feel immensely guilty and need to "compensate" by "proving" it wasn't because of race by also skipping other random posts, JUST IN CASE someone thinks I'm racist because I didn't want to watch a video on a topic I didn't like or care about, that happened to be presented by a person of color.

this just in on: the police in my brain are loud and i'm scared of them

#this is also because i grew up in a racist area and in that culture and my own ignorance i also Was Kinda Racist #but like in that way where you don't realize it's racism until you're out of it and now feel so ashamed that you forcefully block all #those memories just so you don't ever have to associate yourself with them ever again?#(mind you I was like. 15-16 and closeted and scared scared scared all the time so I acted like the Crowd and that was awful of me to do)#BUT NOW that i've grown and am learning and have taken classes on anthropology and all kinds of stuff I just feel like I notice my own shit #like TENFOLD now #it's my anxiety overthinking thing plus if anybody ever knows I could have done anything SLIGHTLY problematic the world will explode #plus my constant paranoia that someone is always watching me and just Knows that I'm Secretly a Bad Person (even though I don't think I am?#also I feel like I need to clarify that the kind of racism in my town wasn't like. klan shit. it was like very hidden racism?#it was like. kids casually doing black accents and making jokes with racist undertones. the kind of racism where race was always #the butt of the joke instead of an outright HATED thing. and I think that's why it was so hard to unlearn #it's like that thing where in order to stop wanting to kill yourself you have to stop joking about wanting to kill yourself #this has become a vent post accidentally i'm so sorry #this is just. one of my Major anxieties that engulfs me every day because of 1) anxiety 2) potential OCD 3) being a bad person in my past #this is another reason I fucking hate florida #because I just know if I had grown up in my home town in MI I would not have been raised in that environment #and it's my own fucking fault for falling into the crowd like that.#all this to say i traumatized myself and likely some people around me by being A Fucking Idiot when I was a kid #and now adult me is doing everything in their power to not ever be that person ever fucking again #tw vent post #tw racism #tw past racism #but im better now and I know my mistakes and I refuse to make them again #fuck florida for every fucking reason under the sun

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hamilgodd · 6 months

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I am going to pretend that is still the mexican GP bc Lewis was there so happy, precious and he gave us 44/16 content

#f1 #formula 1 #formula uno #lewis hamilton #lh44 #sir lewis hamilton #charles leclerc #44/16 #i am now into them #common they are so precious

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jorisjurgen · 1 month

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the animatic is riding a very fine line between "the greatest piece of joris fancontent ever produced (not really. though i doubt anyone has drawn a pmv of him yet), with me taking inspiration from Gustav Klimt" and a shitpost.

#ro.txt #me: the lyric ''i am defective/delinquent'' fits joris because he 1. thinks hes a bad person and harbors deep resentment for the systems he #perpetuates yet he would think he was cringe when he was 16 and going through stuff and he would think that the him that was braver than hi #old man ass— the him that was Going through some stuff but was still rebellious #was worse than he is currently (a war criminal) (he is a war criminal now. there is no fucking coming back. its jojover)#my animatic: i want joris at 16 to write fuck da world on a wall. maybe wish some teachers to piss themselves. it would be soo awesome.#joris: yeah i used to be against war crimes. that was cringe. anyway i am going to go be sad about doing war crimes now.

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funky-dealer · 7 months

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Hey. Critter

WHHAHARRR

#TIP. I AM SO FUCKING MAD #IM NOT ACTUALLY MAD IM JUST #WAAAUUUUGGHHG (OVERCOME WITH EMOTION #I DIDNT THINK ANYONE WOULD ACTUALLY DRAW HER. NOW I HAVE TO PAY YOU 1 MILLION DOLLAR #WWAAUUUUGGGH WUUAGG WAIT FUCKKKKK I CANT POST YET I HAVE TO COMPLIMENT YOUR ART #AAUGH IM CRUNCHING MY SCREEN YIU DREW HER SO. DDDAAAWWGWGHH❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#PUNCHING YOU FOREVER. PUNCHIG YOU FOREVER #ETERNAL AIDAN BEATING (ITS LIKE ETERNAL WARIO HOCKEY EXCEPT IM CRYING WHILE IT HAPPENS #UUAHAHHHUHGGHHHHHH GGGRRRRRRRRRR TYTYTYYYYYYYY UUUUUUUUUUUUUUU 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#im a SAD WET BEAST RN🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺YOU CAUGHT ME WITH MY HAIR SOAKED DROOPING OVER MY FACE #🦖←LOOK GUYS ITS LITERALLY FUCKIGN HER.................CANYOU BELEIVE IT #UEUEUEUEUEUE SOUNDS OF CRYING #SORRY FOR THE 16 MILLION TAGS IM JUST SO .#im never going to recover from this IM NEVER GONNA RECOVER. LOOK WHAT YOU DID TONME

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dysaniadisorder · 1 year

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hi i adore how you draw the danganronpa characters so much. . i love how you make them feel so.. authentic & human :-) i eat it up everytime

[ID: several assorted unfinished drawings of Danganronpa characters. end ID]

thank you!!! i try so, so intensly hard.

#'so what dr1 characters do you like?' ..............sayaka;#ANYWAY YEAH HERES. SOME UNFINISHED #i fucking LOVE drawing them. there is so much potenial #and that potential. mine now :)#asks #analogseeker #dgr #wips #image id #mutuals ♡#WISHING i included another amami i am drawing lots of him :)#want context? 1- ch 4 trans hajime comic 2- ...im gay 3- redraw 4- was watching UDG :) 5- Gundham At The Beach :)#6- mahiru & imposter postgame 7- hiyoko postgame 8- kaede & her twin postgame (mechanical leg not in view)#9- creepy lil nagito comic i didnt finish 10- old mugi redraw 11- talentswap kaito... 12- kaito :) 13- survivors drawin #14- leon 'join my emo band' kuwata 15- thats an outfit i own nd rory (chiaki fictive) wore 2 school 16- Hajime At The Beach :)

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aether-foundation-pr · 9 months

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Hello, we are sorry for the lack of updates on this blog recently due to how busy we've been. In the midst of both me and Ms. Wicke trying to hire new and trusted employees, and a slight incident (thanks to the fact that SOMEONE forgot to check on the BUZZWOLE!!!! *cough* Jeremy *cough*) causing part of our facility to break that somehow also lead to a MISSING PERSON case believe it or not, we've been overworked to say the least.

In better news however, we've managed to get another Admin to help take the workload off of me and Ms. Wicke a bit! With that I'll let them introduce themselves!

- Admin Kayla

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Alola, I'm Gladion. Pronouns He/Him. Some of you also from Alola might know me as that edgy kid who ran around with Team Skull from two or three years ago, now I'm here working at the foundation my mother had founded. Not because I'm trying to follow in her footsteps or smt but because I wanna actually try and help people and Pokemon alike here in my home region. And with how things are going now for the Aether Foundation, despite what's happened in the past, I think this is how I can do it.

I'll be see ya around then

- Admin G.

#pkmn irl #pokemon irl #pokeblogging #((for context I hc gladion as 16-17 y-old during the events of the games and this takes place a solid 2 1/5 years since then #((which means he is now 18 in this funny little au #((also I am way too attached to the idea of gladion taking over the Aether Foundation when he grows up

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jimmy3shoes · 28 days

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i need to get out of this house so so bad

#snac munches #don't open tags i'm ve/nting ok #432462464362 #231321421421 #43243242352 #etc. to block it #sorry if these are actual tags somehow. my bad #i will not go into details but this blogger may not be here by the week #literally just staying in this house with 3 other people #staying in 1 room all day #no job no money no food friends moved on #like what do i even do #my mom is the only one of those 3 that talks to me and it's never about me #never [how are you feeling] [do you wanna go out] [wanna do something together?]#just about my future so much pressure GOD #i never thought i'd have one of those i thought i'd be dead before 16 #Can i have a moment. Pelase #and i TRY i try to get out of my room #i spend time with my mom but it's so one-sided #i listen to her when she talks and i watch shows with her and go places she likes #the moment i bring up one of my interests she brings out her phone or goes [i wasn't listening what?]#Mann I Couldn't even get anything for my birthday sobbing #And now that i think abt it my mom didn't get me anything either?? i get that we're short on money but like #i didn't even get a [happy birthday]#And we've been infested with beetles for 4 YEARS nothing's been done #I am at my limit fr #a2t #<- jic

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alexhasalotofthoughts · 3 months

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Discovered today in assembly that the year group that my tutor group shares assembly with are too young to know what the ice bucket challenge is.... feeling ancient.

#Each Sixth form tutor group share assembly with a different year group #We just awkwardly sit in the back and watch an assembly that 9/10 times does not apply to us because we are anywhere from 1-5 years older #The younger years make me feel old #even the year 11s.#How am I so old?? I was 12 and now I'm 16.

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asimpforallthingsfictional · 1 year

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I'm trying to resist the urge to binge this entire thing

#I'm going to sleep now :] it's 1:16 am #animaniacs #yakko warner #dot warner #wakko warner #yakko wakko and dot #animaniacs reboot #animaniacs 2020 #wohoo motherfuckers #let's go!#super excited for Friday after school #YESSSSS

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sexynetra · 5 months

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Some personal highlights of my notes while watching the s16 meet the queens 💕

#I have so many thoughts I filled this journal like 1/3 of the way #also apologies for my handwriting it is not my best skill #if you want more detailed thoughts from me lmk I have a whole journal full of my #opinions and impressions #anyways mirage I want to love you bc I have been stanning for a year but you gotta not be annoying!!#off the top of my head I remember loving dawn jane and sapphira #I loved nymphias entrance and I love her online presence #mirage I will not give up on you yet because I am very attracted to you #I am excited for the season to start #wonder who I’ll wind up writing fic about 😈#who’s gonna be our ship babes I’m curious #we all know I’ll find an excuse to write mirage #I literally in like April or may asked my friend if it would be weird for me to write mirage into rawnsyf #but now she’s a rugirl so I can! huge!#drag race #rpdr #RuPaul’s drag race #drag race 16 #rpdr 16 #RuPaul’s drag race 16 #also hi! please let me know y’all’s thoughts I’m curious!!!!#meet the queens #s16 mtq #mtq #s16 meet the queens

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chazz-is-a-zelda-fan · 5 months

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can’t post this on insta considering a good chunk of my irls follow me there and they wouldn’t get this but i’ve been doing a lot better this week about keeping up with myself, i think

#the thing that i’ve mostly seen myself get better at is brushing my teeth and i know that’s so basic everyone starts by working on that #but its actually really difficult for me to keep up with esp considering that i have self sabotaging my health for years #like for the majority of my life i did not think i would make it to 16. i thought i would be 6 feet under and buried before i got here #i didn’t want people to know me because 1. then they couldn’t hurt me by forgetting me and 2.#they wouldn’t have anyone to mourn and i could fade away like i’d always wanted to #so i never cared about myself since i thought “well my time is up before i’m 16 it’s not like anything matters to me”#and while i hate to say it it gave me a sense of freedom under the roof i was stuck under #Religious Trauma does not fuck around let me tell you that #and so that “nothing i do matters” mentality became a major part of me and i regret it so much #i ruined so many relationships that could’ve helped me hold on to the little hope i had #i almost ruined my entire relationship with my sister because of that and i… i hope she knows how sorry i am.#i hope she knows just how hard her big brother is trying to be better.#i don’t know what to do now that i’m 16. it’s scary. i don’t know anything. i graduate next year.#but whatever i do… i can try. i can try to move on from the self sabotage and the recklessness and maybe #just maybe #i can be a big brother she can be proud of.#midnight mech

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bewby · 1 year

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when you get blocked by him even tgough you guys barely even talk anymore but the last time you talked which was about a week ago you actually had a nice and healthy conversation and you had alot of love for eachother and it seemed amazing 😂😂😍😍😍😍 no i'm definitely not fucking crying Lol

#it has been 3 years and i'm still here crying over this #well technically it has been about 1 year but also not really. i mean. we stopped talking around december ir smth last year #so it makes sense that this wound is still pretty fresh and will take some time to heal but i'm like. hahhaha #he's still my best friend and this really makes me sad #because i really love him and we even hung out together on genshin for some time #and we sent eachother really nice messages and i told him he xan always come to me no matter what and that i'm always here for him #and that if he's ever in a crisis he can even come see me he doesn't even have to ask #and now i'm blocked. hshdjckdjdhjf #i mean why am i surprised. he has every right to. and i'm his ex . and he likes someone else now #but it still really hurts because i wish i could be a better friend to him at least. but i can't talk to anyone these days #but especially with him it hurts so much because i actually know him so so well and it hurts so much more . like. we know eachother since #i was like. 16 and he was 18. it's insane!!!!!! we share a fucking birthday!!!!! i wanna die!!!!!!#i need to accept that it's over since like years but you can't just do that when you really love someone and care for them #haha . this really sucks alot #i know i need to just move along and i try i do but i will never stop having love for him even if it's just platonic it's so deep like wow #i donmt even know how to explain it and my love for him took over my entire life for years to the point where i turned into an absolute #nobody and it worried him so much too so obviously it makes sense that this takes some time . but God ahhahahshshshahah. ahhahahshsah #i feel so sad and i'm allowed to feel sad . but wjen i feel sad it feels like i'm fucking dying #wow. okay i'll stop now #he has every right to block me but he's my best friend so it hurts. that's all

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nguyenfinity · 1 year

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SO THAT (RE)PLAY COVER HUH

#enstars #ensemble stars #nagisa ran #hiyori tomoe #ibara saegusa #jun sazanami #eden #ensemble stars eden #the MV released at like 4 AM for me and I immediately got out of bed to draw after seeing it #i know I talk about bees a lot but I am an EdenP first and foremost #they are my b o y s #worked on these for like 4 hours 💀#these are the poses each of them do at 1:16 in the MV #maybe I’ll clean them up later but I just wanted to make something for them for now #anyways it’s 8 AM good night

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consolecadet · 1 year

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Man, I remember being like 16 and thinking "my trauma history is already so long and queer that most therapists are not going to get it without a lot of tedious and upsetting explanation. This sucks" and now so much absurd shit has happened to me, trauma and otherwise, that it seems silly even to try

#luckily unlike when I was 16 I now realize a therapist does not need to know every single thing about you in order to help #also unlike when I was 16 I am just so tired of therapy and Working On Myself and am not excited to have to pay for it with my own money #in a fucked up way I am kind of nostalgic for the times when I had 1-2 specific traumas that caused clear-cut and obvious ptsd symptoms #I'm doing a lot better now but I'm also just like..............it all blends together in one horrifying melange in the body #the vagus nerve is just having a party. always. but I don't have extremely visceral flashbacks anymore #but sometimes now I just feel flashback feelings in my body. or get hypervigilant or something. and idk even WHY #because it could be one of four kajillion things #boring text posts #not ptsd

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