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chubbychiquita · 11 months

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#ok sorry for mia i have been desperately trying to get all my ducks in a row re: new home #i have to do all my own landscaping and have vastly overestimated my ability to efficiently complete manual labor #but after a long day of installing chicken wire to keep the cats from escaping i am now stoned and filled with donuts 🥰#i still have to locate and procure a dining set but god i am so close to never having to exert energy ever again #me

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watchingwisteria · 8 months

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aziraphale, the one who gave the first human exiles his flaming sword as both a source of protection and warmth, who did not look on them as sinners deserving of destruction but people entitled to the best chances possible, has never once looked at crowley, a heavenly exile, with anything other than compassion and a desire to protect. from their first meeting, he never wanted anything bad to happen to him. when crowley slithers up to him in eden, he treats him like an equal rather than an adversary. when crowley appears, his eyes fill with love and excitement, his gaze turns soft and hesitant, his whole body seizes with joy of seeing him. crowley might typically the one to seek him out, but aziraphale has always welcomed him home.

#aziracrow #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #good omens #I AM WRITING THE FIRST DRAFT OF MY FIC 😈#they make me so……#the ex christian in me turns to a rabid dog when i think abt them #they both love each other with that christian ideal agape love #the kind that would sacrifice itself for the other #to love is to will the good of the other and all that #i just love and adore them both ok u will never catch slander against EITHER of them from me #tags added later :#is now a bad time to mention i think go3 will be #aziraphale realizing that crowley is his home and he was crowley’s #like heaven is not going to be as he imagined it #and he’ll realize being head archangel can change nothing #and ooooh that homecoming.. for both of them….#well i expect to be in tears that’s all i’ll say #IT HAS TO END WELL THO or may actually unfortunately have to pass away on the spot

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bright-and-burning · 2 months

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this is beyond insane holy shit… like obviously nobody had any idea that’s why it’s breaking news but like. i had no idea!!! i was deeply not expecting the singular incident to lead to exposing a whole history of this for both teams

#eve talks soccer #ok goodnight now <3 talked on the phone w my family for like two hours and i am feeling so much better akdhskdh #family oriented mfs when they move like 650 miles from home and then are 650 miles from home: pikachu face

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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saw @chez-cinnamon's absolutely BANGER butterfly!Howdy design and couldn't resist! two fluffy flutterbyes <3 solidarity

#still unsure of Why this was the only pose that came to mind but! who am i to deny the brain what it wants #i also have no idea what it is about butterflies and mullets + extra fluff #it just feels Right.#oh also if you haven't checked out chez-cinnamon's Real World au uhhhh Go Do That!!!#its fun! its funky! its fresh! its got a lot of great art! its got a Comic!#emphasis on a Lot Of Great Art!#i will admit im emotionally invested in the plot. its reeled me in. im Fascinated by it #also(x2) i Cannot get over how swagtastic that butterfly howdy design is #like!!! look at it!!! the colors the patterns the WINGS agh the wings <3<3<3 #truly a unique and creative design that im totally not jealous of ahaha what-#kidding im Kidding. or am i... i am i am #scribble garnish #yassified howdy <3 #welcome home #alrighty its officially 2 am i needed to be asleep uhhhhh three hours ago #gonna queue this up and conk out. while lovingly thinking of chez-cinnamon's butterfly howdy my fucking GOD #cant get over how Gorgeous he is #the facial patterns.... the colors.... immaculate #top tier design i am Taking Notes #ok ok sleeping now. Sleeping. snz snork mimi and all that. etc

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insufferablemod · 5 months

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thinking about john n davesprite n dave what happens when he finds out its not just a bird dave thing but a dave thing..... the idea hes built up of The Real Dave comes crashing down

like things were def made worse by being stuck together for 3 years with noone else n all of the extra issues davesprite has On top of all the normal dave bs but like, fuuuckkkkkkk

#and like #i havent touched hs2 in ages but just thinking about any post canon thats based on the canon end be it hs2 or not #john interacting with dave #davesprite was the dave he was with for 3 years #the First dave he met...#do you think he thinks about him?#sees davesprites mannerisms in dave #n realizing what a pedestal hed put dave on compared 2 davesprite cus he hadnt seen daves issues up close n personal #years later looking back #after maybe even learning about some of the details of daves fucked up home situation #having the context for some of ds behavior #he was just a kid....#he was the only beta kid not to make it....#i just remembered jasprose n was like.. hmm idk if id count her since she shows up so late BUT #SHE DID MAKE IT #ok now im even more upset..... he truly was the only one of them... the one who gave up his identity....... TWICE(counting davepeta as 1 #N THEY DIDNT EVEN MAKE IT SO LIKE)#i am going insane #i am thinking violent thoughts #davesprite #rambles

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jazzzzzzhands · 1 year

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I saw Wally with the GIANT SPOON and i just couldn't help myself...

#heeheehoohohoo #ok get that meme out of my system lmaoo #but man im spinning over the update aaaaaaa #i need to do some serious art but i cant think!!!#the audios play in my head over and over again #i am?? I AM!!!!#im up here now....#i have more eyes than i did before....#UWAAAAAA<333also eddie my beloved tooooo!#wally darling #welcome home #meme #jazzdoodles #how many memes have i done now? lmaoo #wh spoilers #ahh i was gonna shade but im exausted #moving around is so hard!! ;w;

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ellsey · 1 year

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HE HESITATED

HE WAS SURPRISED

HE WALKED AWAY

BECAUSE OF YOR

HE LOVES HER

#spy x family #sxf manga spoilers #twiyor #loid forger #yor forger #yuri forger #I AM NOT OK #I AM DEAD #THIS HAS KILLED ME #now go home and kiss your wife sir

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silverfoxstole · 22 days

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#ok now i’m torn #i wasn’t going to get this one if it turned out to be audacity again #but now i’m intrigued to hear what matthew jacobs has written #though i’m not happy to see that lisa mcmullin is back as i hated the devouring with a firey passion #paul mcgann #india fisher #jaye griffiths #doctor who #eighth doctor #8th doctor #charley pollard #lady audacity montague #big finish #nice to see paul’s been in the studio #he tends to work from home a lot these days i believe #jacobs apparently got up at 4 am so he could listen in on the recordings

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skunkes · 15 days

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never underestimate a cheye's ability to think "what if this is as good as it gets" about any situation

#talkys #during my week away from home and especially after meeting that server our age i was like #yes ok. a life for me is possible. qhen i get home ill work on my resume and look for interview and work clothes #and ive gotten home now and its like. why bother. i dont think it can get better than this #my life would be largely the same except now I have to struggle even more to survive #especially since im still finding it so difficult to get used to Having to drive to do anything #i dont know. i dont know #i rly am the stayer #qhats that post about finally getting what u want and being scared.#i have a potential not even 100% certain opportunity here and im too afraid.#what if it goes wrong. what if it goes Right. idk if i can handle either. i dont think im meant to be here or anywhere #i keep getting scared. i need change but i fear change and I just want a Home

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laylakeating · 3 days

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ALL AMERICAN FAVOURITE CHARACTER APPRECIATION WEEK DAY TWO | favourite arc/storyline → Layla’s mental health journey

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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 3 days

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Besties give me a diplomatic phrasing to communicate "if I leave for the evening and tell you roughly when I'll be back and text 20 minutes before I'm home on your request, please be done having screaming sex by the time I'm home"

#this is the third time i've walked in and like #ok to be fair i said before they got married that i wouldn't be uncomfortable if they're not uncomfy with me hearing #but i feel like that's a fair boundary to change #esp given. the screaming #i just need the words to say that a) minimize awkwardness #b) avoid the implication that i'm trying to curtail their sex life #i'm happy for them to have sex! that isn't audible from the front porch!!!#i guess the other part that feels weird is the whole point of spending nights away is so they can be comfortable having sex #without me around #which is a huge drain on my energy and sleep and time management and heck even gas budget #but if they're totally fine having sex when i'm out of the house for an hour as on book club night?#and if they wait til i'm on my way home after being gone for 4 hours?#why am i doing that??#i'm SORRY i'm talking so much about my roommates having sex #it's very present in my life #just be glad you follow me now and not 6 years ago when i lived with julie and she picked up trevis on tinder #and had him over across the hall from poor little fresh out of evangelical college me #(yes trevis. pronounced like crevice. or trellis.)

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deoidesign · 4 months

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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sharing is caring <3

#KISS THE MAILMAN!!!!#they are waiting their turns!!!#this is so fucking indulgent & niche asdjaskjcnaskclak #eddie gets all the love!!!#im such a giggly lil bitch about this im-#yall dont even know how bad it was when i was actually scribbling this. commit me to an asylum #its soooo Unserious and its soooooo Fun #eddie is the perfect size for them to Hold and Cherish #screaming crying wailing eating floor tiles!!!#ok somebody take me out back and shoot me The Voices Are Winning #scribble salad #what do i even tag this with??? DO i even tag it???#lmao imagine i toss it into the welcome home tag #woe! laughingletterstock be upon ye!!#im spicing up the soup... at least i like to think that i am!!!#i create silly mindless stuff like this so that i can Think later #alrighty im gonna queue this for the morning #there's like. 3 people absolutely frothing at the mouth to see this so!!!#morning queue! i could post it Now but like. lmao #ive posted enough today.... gotta space it out a lil

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quinns-art-box · 1 year

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a silly girl :] my love for the godtier outfits is eternal

#homestuck #jade harley #the homed stuck never goes away.........#i still love it (the original comic) but it feels like all the old fans hate it now so i haven't been inspired in a long time #my sister told me she goes on pinterest to find pose refs and i was like You Can Do What #i am so artblocked and tired but this turned out ok i think fjghfjh

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stillchuunya · 3 months

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Ghost b.c. presentation because brainrot

I wanted to get as much info on Ghost in one place before the Ghovie and I also wanted to let my bestie know what this weird satanic band I'm obsessing over is all about so I made a presentation.

You're a ghestie? You want to understand a ghestie? doesn't matter, all are welcome

it is biased but it has a bit of everything I guess

song meanings, memes, Toblerone quotes, Papa's ass, it's an overview ok and you should be able to make comments >.>

I might've reached new levels of insanity when making this at 3 in the night on a weekday

if I share this with the Internet, will I become a normal citizen? no, but I wanted to finish the post with a question.

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dickpuncher420 · 4 months

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i am so good at doing absolutely fuck all

#got home from class like ‘ok im gonna sit down and get some work done till 9pm’#proceeded to lie face down on my bed for an hour instead #and now i am going to go to bed at 9 pm #weeeee #dick punches

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