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kyonshi-8610 · 1 month
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trying sometin out // id in alt // unrelated babblings in tags
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sneeb-canons · 5 months
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Heart really likes to chew on rubbery things (ex: pencil grips) and has a strong bite, Mind really likes to chew on soft fluffy things (ex: sweater) and has a soft bite, and Soul really likes to chew on hard crunchy things (ex: plastic) and has a medium bite
Also hms all also communicate with growling, purring, ect.
Headcanon #521
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bleaksqueak · 8 months
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Okay, if you like fromsoft games or love bloodborne/love a challenge/love horror juxtaposed against endearing whimsy, please check out Lies of P.
The part of me that couldn't stop laughing at the game's name and the concept of "Edgelord Pinnochio Bloodborne Clone" can no longer fathom thinking of the game as anything other than "AMAZING!!!!!!! SO GOOD!!!!!!!! THAT TEAM SHOULD BE SO PROUD!!!! WHAT AN ASTONISHING CREATIVE ACHIEVEMENT!!!" I already knew I was on the "i'd recommend this to anyone who likes these types of games or wants to try them" team, but now that is 10000% And even better, it has filled me with so much art inspiration after exploring its world and collecting beautifully designed costumes. The world building/world design is so, so so so very actualized and charming.
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akkivee · 6 months
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giving the swapped bodies an expression from the soul that inhabits them…….. like arb really cooked lmao
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designernishiki · 1 year
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it’s so weird to think that ryuji was only a major character in one canon game. like he’s such a strong character with such a strong personality it doesn’t feel like he was only prominent in one canon game at ALL. he feels almost as ever-present and beloved as someone like daigo and yet he’s basically never even mentioned after kiwami 2. that’s so crazy to me.
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sciderman · 1 year
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I did not know you wrote fics I’m truly living here
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my fics are so delicious, you are SO lucky you get to experience them all for the very first time anon
#spideycablepool fic incoming... im devoting my ENTIRE saturday to finishing her. will not be thinking of anything else.#it's fuckigng. its freaking. 12k+ words. i don't know how it happened.#i never write fics that long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i just had a lot to say about nathan summers.#which is hilarious because nathan summers himself doesn't have a lot to say.#but he says some things. and i feel a lot about him actually.#i kind of really want to hold 9319 nathan summers in my hands and kiss his forehead. he's a nice boy. people don't know he's a nice boy.#he is pretty shitty too (all cables have to be) but he's a nice boy. and he loves a whole lot.#i hope people get as attached to 9319 nathan as i have suddenly become. i love him. i love him.#feeling a lot about him. like a lot. feeling a lot about his and peter's differences and similarities.#him and peter have a lot to talk about. like a lot.#i really really want all three of them to lie down and sit under the stars and have a soul-searching conversation.#obviously wade would dominate the convo and talk about very strange nonsense that doesn't make any sense.#so maybe peter and nate should distract him with a shiny toy of some kind so that peter and nathan can actually have a profound conversatio#but of course they'd both just love to listen to wade babble about nonsense . they love him. they love his voice. they love his weird ways.#what a simp circle. wade surrounded by two boys who just have Heart Eyes for him#and he acts so oblivious. like these guys aren't falling over themselves in love with him.
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YEAH........... YEAH..... LIKEWISE, NO NOTES AT ALL, THAT'S EXACTLY IT... Main antagonist deaths are often treated as "comeuppance," but that would be the ultimate comeuppance for Aoki. As it stands, the only people who actually suffer for it are Ichiban and Jo, and Ichi didn't even do anything wrong. Also please I'm positive there's more to wring out of Aoki and Jo for an essay 😭😭at the very least, I always love to hear your perspective!
"he'd made a social circle for himself where people predominantly liked him for the power and influence" <- incredibly Mine-core of Aoki btw (I also feel the rest applies a little in terms of Mine probably being very quick to write off people who Do care about him as not caring about him, as with Katase, but it's nowhere near the extent of the Arakawas)
Wait actually it's kind of funny... for both Mine and Aoki, I was so sure their endings would go a certain way. Mine and Kiryu'd fight Richardson off together and Ichi'd, I don't know, shield Aoki or hug him so Kume couldn't get to him in the first place, or after that INSANE direct parallel to Arakawa running to the hospital with Masato, he'd miraculously pull through like he did on New Year's. Tormented with visions of the better timeline... With Aoki in particular, it makes me want to tear my hair out because the moment of him choosing to put the gun in the locker was REVOLUTIONARY for the series, looking at the characters he was most heavily based on.
Anyway. Bottom line. These bitches need to hug it out. It was so evil Arakawa didn't hug Ichi at Omi HQ or on the waterfront like bro stop being """manly""" for five seconds you're ruining my life you're ruining your own lives
There'd genuinely be nothing more painful yet more satisfying for an antagonist than being confronted with the consequences of their actions and having to navigate life after having making those decisions, ESPECIALLY when it comes to mending the bonds that- for anyone else- would have shattered long ago. With Aoki being motivated by the want to be loved and appreciated for himself, it would've been nice to see him finally acknowledge that he did have that love and start to better himself as a result (however much he'd be able to while in prison anyway lmao).
The Mine and Aoki comparisons are so real though, I remember joking to myself about it days after beating the game but it just fuels my mental illness every time I think about it ☠️ I LEGALLY AM NOT ALLOWED TO GO OFF ABOUT THE Y7 ENDING I'VE DONE IT TOO MUCH it makes me so mad every time I think about it 😭 ESPECIALLY THE PARALLELS WITH ARAKAWA AND THE LOCKERS UGGGHHH IT COULD HAVE BEEN SUCH AN EPIC CONCLUSION WITH THAT... Arakawa running from the lockers at the start of Aoki's life compared to Ichiban running from the lockers and getting Aoki to the hospital so Aoki can restart life I'm Going To Kill Someone (myself) (in Minecraft)
#snap chats#theres a note here about aoki's self hatred and ergo his inability to believe people could love him without 'worth'#and some kind of. I Dont Know occurs that comes with aoki accepting that love and ergo At Least Tolerating himself#and again becoming better as a person as a result. not WHOLLY you cant undo Everything Wrong With Him with one therapy session#but itd at least be a start and thats far more than anything else rgg has given since like. ryuji in dead souls#but w/e i- as per usual- have the vocabulary of a walrus so we're just gonna have to imagine i said something profound#AND THE LACK OF HUGGING IN THIS FRANCHISE IM GOING TO STAB ALL OF YOU. IN MINECRAFT.#with the power of delusions and this like seven-year-old wacom tablet i can fix that......#it'll never be enough it'll never fill the void in my soul but it'll be something i guess#BUT UGH NO SORRY IM JUST MAD NOW#nothing in my life has ever genuinely triggered anger in me than the y7 ending its just soooooooOOOOO#IT WAS SOOO CLOSE TO BEING PERFECT I CANT#im going to give myself a blood clot thinking about it anymore i feel my heart stopping Do Not Call An Ambulance I Cannot Afford It#so to stop myself from going in any more debt than i already am..... the possibility of any essays from me are very small#my ability to use words is near non existent. i feel like a right ninny sometimes#in any case im not sure what else i could expand on that isn't restating what you've said#cant ever be upset with bein on the same wavelength tho it gives my inarticulate ass a helluva easier time trying to explain LMAO#plus im petrified of trying to interpret anything from the english dub or english subs#and looking into language use is Very Much important when dissecting abusive relationships#i guess there's always just talking about general actions committed and not inspecting the exact words used#idk.. at the very least ill rotate the concept in my head and then fend off the urge to eat my teeth#i'm gonna throw up.... im still thinking of it........ gonna make an unrelated-but-arguably-related post in like three seconds#dont look at it its cringe
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synthshenanigans · 1 year
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HMS The Stanley Parable AU. Heart and Mind as Stanley fighting/wanting to do separate paths and endings as Soul, being the Narrator, is just trying to get them to work together/become Whole in an ending.
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doux-amer · 2 years
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Thank you, Gavi, for making the transition to a new #6 easier by having a name that’s one letter different from Xavi’s (yes, I’m aware we had other #6s since Xavi’s departure. Yes, I’m aware that “Gavi” is a nickname). Imagine the hilarity if that was the case with Pedri and Iniesta too. 
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disastersteps · 1 year
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been busy the whole day but just had a realization that by the time its nearly the end of this year, i might just. compile every face anita Makes (weither it's @ ortega or you know, general)
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electricpurrs · 1 year
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you’re very passionate about all the things you talk about and its really cool to see you ramble about things you care about because its clear that you care about it
oh!!! thats actually about one of the nicest things ive been told it means a lot to me :] thats very much how i try to come off as! i just truly have so so many things i love and things i am passionate about, and i think being truly and openly passionate about the things i like is the happiest way i can live my life and its good to let my tumblr blog be a channel for that. and im glad if you can enjoy sticking around!
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backwardblackbyrd · 1 year
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i went to a local showing of to wong foo and had an incredibly emotional experience
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callilouv · 2 years
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eugjghg........
#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ idle chit chat#i love(?) belial sm#his whole character is so complex and i just!! wow.....#he blurs the lines of love and hate for me so so much#like.. i hate him so much that i kinda love him but at the same time its just not that simple?#hes just so fascinating to me hngjfng#no matter what i try to type out i cant seem to find the words to describe how i feel abt him😭#i want to love him and i CAN but hes just so........ unloveable......#the things id do to make him feel reciprocated love/devotion but at the same time hes just too deep into it that he'd self sabotage#and its not that simple either. there r so so so so many unsaid feelings and emotions when it comes to him#he is the literal emobdmiment of chaos#HE is a MESS#his mind is a mess. the way he thinks is a mess. his whole situation is a mess. quite literally everything about him is chaotic!!#craving chaos so much that chaos itself becomes a part of your very soul....#'Look into the abyss of his heart and what does one find? A feeling of insecure narcissism or is it altruistic benevolence?' THIS11)(!@*#you literally dont know what ur getting into when it comes to him . hes a surprise#hes just so untrustworthy and unpredictable that it messes with my mind#but its ok.... i still love him in a very complicate and complex way#sory i read a bunch of rlly good fics abt him and just wanted to ramble hngnfnjg#its 1am sobs and my mind is filled with him#i want to say SO SO SO SO SOOOO many more things but . but im at a loss for words tbh#i hate and love him so much at the same time
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wereh0gz · 2 years
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Another OC lore dump post because I want to and because I can
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This is Null!
It is the god of Eterna, creator of everything, and the embodiment of light and void. I've talked about it a little before but it wasn't as fleshed out so I didn't go into to much detail. Now I have more things figured out so I can actually talk about it!
So, Null is the creator of everything- including the Penumbra and Umbral Beasts that plague the world of Eterna.
Eterna was once a relatively peaceful world. It wasn't without conflict, of course. No world is. But it wasn't terrible. That is, until shadowy monsters began to appear, and some areas of the world were consumed by eternal night.
No one knows why this darkness has fallen upon their world. Null never shows itself to anyone anymore, and it doesn't seem interested in stopping the Penumbra, so the people of Eterna feel lost.
Null created it, though. So there must be a reason, right?
(More under cut)
Null may have created the world and everything in it, but it doesn't quite understand everything.
See, when the universe was first created, things were simple and perfect. No conflict, no good, nor evil. Simply light and darkness.
But something was born from that light and darkness. Things began to form within the empty void. Colors, shapes, cold, warmth... it was without order, it was nonsense, yet Null could understand it, could create from it.
So create it did, making a vast universe filled with twinkling stars and planets of all shapes and sizes. The universe it created was beautiful and perfect.
As it continued to create, something else was born. Something that could feel. As time went on, more and more of these things were born, creatures that began to populate the universe, and eventually, people.
These people then gave one of its worlds a name and claimed it as their own. They named it Eterna, and with them, they brought love, happiness, sadness, fear, hatred, and conflict into the universe.
Null, despite having created them, didn't understand these creatures. It didn't understand their emotions, they developed those on their own. It wanted to learn, so it watched them, sometimes coming down from its place in the astral planes to see the world for itself. The people saw it, some reacting with fear, and others with reverence, and eventually it was recognized as their god.
It watched as the people bonded and fought. Created and destroyed. Loved and hated. Yet it still didn't understand.
In its desire to learn, it sent out a piece of itself down to explore the world and experience all it has to offer, all the feelings the people seemed to know intrinsically.
The Little Traveler was born.
Through their eyes it saw many things. Many beautiful sights, and many terrible things, too.
From what it saw, Null deemed the world to be imperfect. The people destroyed and ravaged, killed without mercy. This world tainted its beautiful universe. Null sought perfection, and Eterna was anything but.
So it began to destroy the world, hoping to start from scratch, create a world without Eterna's imperfections.
In its pursuit of perfection, it begins killing the first world that had known to feel.
The Little Traveller, after learning what it truly means to be alive, decides to fight back, and fight to protect this world. Fight against their very creator, and perhaps teach it that, despite it being imperfect, Eterna is worth something, and that it should be saved.
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niuxita21 · 1 year
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I don’t want to go through two breakups. I know. I... I don’t like this at all, either. The thing about the medicine was a misunderstanding, a lack of communication. We have to talk to each other. Hey, you started with your tantrums! Yes, I know! I’m here to apologize and see how we can fix this, so that things can work out. I think we could start by telling each other everything about our babies. Yes. [beat] How are you? I miss talking to you, but I know... that this is for the best. I’m not ready. Regina’s tummy is doing much better. Aw, that’s good. Well, I’m off. 
#madre solo hay dos#ana servín#mariana herrera#shitty screencap posts (TM)#the more I rewatch this scene to cap it the more I love it for all its angsty goodness#ana's soft 'hola' when mariana comes in :))))#mariana having no qualms about calling ana out on her hilariously ridiculous behaviour earlier in the episode#I did love the return of the bickering because it tickles me that mariana always gives as good as she gets#mariana's soft and sad 'how are you' and ana admitting she missed her (basically in so many words)#and I'm OBSESSED by what she meant by not being ready like is she not ready to be with mariana so being apart is what's for the best#or is she not ready to see mariana on a regular basis bc it still hurts too much so the divorced wives routine is what's for the best??#what does it mean what does it all meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn#I'll tell you this much though this scene single-handledly filled the 50-metre hole episode 5 left in my heart so thanks for that show#seeing these two talking to each other again even if in a very stereotypically angsty otp way is truly a balm to the soul :))))#continuing with things I loved: mariana interjecting about regina's tummy almost like looking for something to fill the silence#or to change the subject to something less raw and painful than their feelings for each other ugh *chef's kiss*#AND THEN... ana's awkward hand thing when saying goodbye like she didn't know if it was ok for them to touch even in a friendly way again#and how mariana leans forward infinitesimally like to kiss her goodbye (on the cheek)#just the general awkwardness of not knowing what to do with each other in this new limbo they've walked into I LOVE THAT SHIT#and mariana's downright devastated lil face as she watches ana leave :((((#friendly reminder that she had already broken up with ferrán by then#(btw I find it hard to believe that THIS is how the great love story of mariana and ferrán will come to an end but hey I'm NOT complaining!)#so her expression is not 'I feel bad bc I'm happy in my relationship and you're still hurt and sad'#it almost reads like something is shifting within mariana that she's only now realizing after talking to ana in a friendly way after so long#brb flying into the sun#and next episode ana does ayahuasca (??!!!) and mariana gets a job offer in another city??? shit is kicking into high gear!!!!!
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longagoitwastuesday · 2 years
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Goodness, they made Christian's ghost come mourn Cyrano when he died, rest his hand on Cyrano's shoulder and regard him with a sad fondness!!! And yes, it felt as if he came to mourn him, but also as if he had come to claim half his death! As if he had been indeed half alive, not entirely dead, as Roxane points out, until that very moment! One being dying twice, mourned twice!
#Cyrano de Bergerac#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#What a genius of an idea! I wanted to kick the screen when I saw it#The highlight of this act in the Solès version ngl#I didn't like the fact that they changed the Roxane on its own but also I didn't like this Roxane or her acting at all#I didn't like Solès own acting all that much in this act either#And I miss some of my favourite verses and favourite lines here. Like how Cyrano mocks Le Bret for groaning one last time#It also misses some of the sweetest directions imo like how Cyrano stops Roxane actively physically from going look for her#it makes him all the more desperate at the idea of dying without her there#I liked that the actor played some of the lines with some fun and sarcasm at times#but I don't know I think it could have been made better or more or sweeter and yet also more poignant#Le Bret getting angry at Molière even despite the pain was a very sweet detail that is lacking here#Le Bret is in general a lot more angry and frustrated in the directions I feel than he is in the play?#And it was sweet and heartbreaking seeing him like that due to the unbearable pain of losing his best friend and in such a dirty#but also stupid reckless way#There's a pause after Roxane says that she feels Christian isn't but half dead‚#that his heart is still with hers and his soul is still around her alive‚ just before De Guiche asks of Cyrano still visits her#And I love that silence. I love that lingering moment in which one questions whether De Guiche suspects#If everyone but her is aware at that point of the fact that Cyrano has been in love with her all their lives#That that silence is missing‚ and I missed it severely#I didn't like this act much. What a sad let down considering how I love the rest of the production and how I loved the fourth act#(even despite the Sigfrid ending they gave to Christian which I found tacky and out of place)#But wow what a fourth act and what an interpretation by that Roxane#only to have the lamest last act with the blandest Roxane. Nothing of her charm‚ her wit. Things she retains fifteen years later!#And it's been fifteen years after all‚ not forty five. They didn't have to change her alone#It feels so out of place with the other actors all the same and barely changed in looks#And the acting was so sad so bland and she lack any chemistry with Cyrano's actor#Ugh what a pity. I was so looking forward to this Roxane playing some of the last scenes#But anyway yeah. The ghost of Christian was a genius move. And his last scenes alive were so well done too
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