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gunsatthaphan · 2 months

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#best interns ever <3

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bacchuschucklefuck · 4 months

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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest

#not art #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit #kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it #until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it #until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her #but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs #she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying #probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone #lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear #Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked #but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now #yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc #man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet #and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out #lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help #it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around #but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever #its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous #its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot #yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry #doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it #ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking

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dailyriolu · 1 year

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A silly guide on how I draw normal Riolu vs My sona

#Riolu #Doodle #The Mod #Do not use my sona thanks #Just wanted to give a silly doodle while I ramble #I admittedly made the last few daily pieces as basically a progression of my eyes for the last ~1.5 years #Keeping up with everything became harder because of my eyes #I only talked about this briefly on my main twitter #I was diagnosed with keratoconus #My eyes got worse over time #so I was squinting constantly and would get headaches trying to focus my eyes to draw or play half the games I did #it sucked. I slept a lot to get rid of pain and I felt like I couldnt do my normal work so it kept piling #I had surgery + got RGP Contacts to help me see normally this year tho!#So I can finally get my shit together and have been slowly trying to get everything going/sorted #Just to like... explain where I disappeared to #Ofc Its hard to do anything art or reading without my contacts in #tbh i didnt even know until December lol so it went for awhile and thought my prescription went from good to shit #so i took a minor break from social media to keep where my eyes used online to mainly discord

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ef-1 · 8 months

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girlhood

#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day #like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year.#when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍#not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again #and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :)#like everything i do is informed by her #I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her #and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢#and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again #“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her #growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain #and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when #people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it #but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up-#when people mention it 😍#last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her)#and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook”#and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one #and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?”#im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her #lol!!!!!!!!!

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matrixsss · 1 month

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Tam, Tamlin my boy why must you torture me so?

#pro tamlin #gardener! tamlin giving me a headache #or maybe its just me and my issues #I want the fic to be perfect and everything i have written so far I hate #ugh help #personal rant in the tags lol

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kulliare · 6 months

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yippeeee the dices

#this dice collection is so pretty but i’m giving most of it to my friends…#ive been playing dnd or pathfinder with this group for literal years and i’ve like spent so much time with them LOL #and i’m finally seeing some of them this summer #so this is the gift. i still have to get a set for the dm but like i think i’ve already spent ~200 on the dice here so im like oh my god #but im like fuck it lmao they have given me so much happiness lol 😭#also since im already typing i was listening to one of the celebs from my hometown and sometimes it hits me how strange it is #tht i am vaguely interested in this man even though i literally like saw him for 5 seconds #he is like so incredibly famous #i know like 90% of people experience this but it does annoy me so much that i treat famous ppl diff in my brain differently even tho ik #they just want to be treated like normal people lmao 😭#i think its bc my brain goes ‘oh theyre so loved i wish that were me!’ even tho theyre not really experiencing love #w the masses of ppl online #i have a headache from all the plum wine i drank but plum wine is soooo tasty guys #idk what they put in it #probably plum but wow it is so good. lol 😭#i think i will let this headache go away for a little and then go to bed. gn everyone 🐈🐈

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aropride · 1 year

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hey guys i have a question

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so my desktop tumblr theme, while epic, has lots of blinkies now and thats a lot of. fast moving color changing lights so i want to add a flash warning some how. BUT im really bad at like. html or whatever i just click buttons and google stuff and try to cobble it together (often poorly). so my ideas were either to have a popup before the page loads that says "hey theres flashing lights in the blinkies on here do u still want to go," or a thing that has all the gifs paused and an unpause button like . in the top right or something. now that i think abt it the second would be better bc it'd allow ppl to see the website w/o the blinkies moving, and playing them would be one button. but either would work i just feel bad not having any kind of eyestrain or flash warning lol. also for the record i dont know what javascript is and i barely understand what css is and i dont know how either of them are different from html. if any of u have any advice that would be epic

#text #i know its at least a little possible cuz like. idk u know how u can make gifs click-to-play on the tumblr app?#like that but one button to play all of them. and its on a web site.#ive found stuff thats similar but i dont want ppl to have to click on tiny little blinkies one at a time either LOL #also itd be helpful for me editing my own theme.. giving myself a headache trying to figure it out with them flashing in yhe corner of #of my vision :')

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dullahandyke · 9 months

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My fuckung godddd bubbles just threw up twice and the only undigested thing in it was the deli ham dad keeps feeding her and he still refuses to start giving her actual cat food... ugh I have to finish the essay but once I do I'm gonna go cry at him so he takes me seriously

#like once i said 'stop feeding her that its too fucking salty and she doesnt know its bad for her'#and he went 'lmao youre eating something salty right now tho! and here ill tell the cat its bad for her lol'#no motherfucker shut the fuck up and listen to a woman for once in your life!!#hell listen 2 me if im crying but thatll give me a headache and i dont want a headache for finishing my essay #ok ill google some Cat Nutrition Facts to pull out later and then finish the essay and then cry at him #emetophobia

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lu-kario · 1 year

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gon be a birthday boy in just two hours,,,,,,,

#its kinda sad to think about idk #i wanna sleep till 2 pm eat some ice cream and then go to sleep again #also wee took some cool pics of my reita cosp today they turned out cooler than i expected kdfghjdfg #theyre on my ig if anyone wants to look idc #but the kicker is #the wig and that stupid bandana gives me a headache just after an hour of wearing it ughh #if he's going on my con lineup i might die ngl KJHDFGK #cant wait for the con tho #its the same as last year except im probs gonna go all three days #planning to cosplay tori ofc #squall or yoru #and jade from hnk :D #hope its gonna be fun weeee #DONT MIND THE TAG SPAM LOL

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deergirlestradiol · 4 months

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Curious about ur thoughts on the reason Minecraft sucks now, would you care to elaborate?

personally, i think the best parts of minecraft (survival at least) make you appreciate the more tedious elements and i think the games current design principles dont play into that as well as they used to. ill give an example

minecarts are a wonderful example of the synergy between the games two core principles: mining and crafting. you mine a bunch of material then build a lot of track and in the end you have a quicker, more convenient way of getting from point A to point B

but now you have elytra, which requires neither, and yet it completely dominates the way people get around their worlds because it is so much more convenient than anything players could ever create themselves

this is a pretty extreme example of what im talking about but. yeah

#i could go on but i always give myself a headache thinking about this #minecraft is a big special interest for me and i just dont think its being handled very well nowadays #thats not to say it isnt fun anymore. i literally like it and like playing it lol ive been playing for over 12 years

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rabbigfirlee · 11 months

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#why are the female attendings including the Muslim ones always SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO mean #meanwhile the male attendings Muslim or not are always going above and beyond to be nice and kind #it’s actually crazy to me #like the male attendings are always buying me coffee or telling me I can skip didactics #meanwhile the only thing I get from the female attendings is a headache #and don’t forget the scolding for things I didn’t do #smh #you’d think they’d be proud to see a sister in medicine but nopeee #its so insane to me that it was my female MUSLIM attendings that would tell me to take off my hijab in the OR while the male NONMUSLIM #attendings told me “your hijab and religious values are never an issue’’#sorry #rant #it’s been a long day 😅#also clarification- I do not ask nor request the coffee but my point is the male attendings will really try to make my day easier meanwhile #the women just seem to want to make it worse lol #the male attendings also give so much more praise and acknowledgement for your work whereas the women just yell at you about patients who #aren’t even yours #ooof

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frankiensteinsmonster · 4 months

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Love having bad eyesight

Everything shut UP!!!!!!!

#I'm short sighted lol #its been getting worse so im finally going to the optometrist about it #now that i know to not squint my autism eyes during the test i have high hopes for my next pair of glasses #if they don't give me headaches this time ill commit to wearing them i prommyyu

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wheeboo · 1 year

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the amount of times i’ve hibernated to the couch today is amazing

#rania rambles #its prob because trying to write has been #giving me headaches LOL

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vamprnce · 8 months

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sometimes I think abt saints row then I remember I never finished the first game bc me dying and having to restart a mission from the beginning constantly and also me losing my money so many times I'm basically in debt and it was so frustrating I haven't played it again in years

#text #i still love you sr but you give me a headache #also yes I'm prob just bad at games #but its annoying dying over and over and then you lose money bc of it and having to buy ammo and then you cant make money bc of dying #its an awful cycle i ended up so i just stopped playing the game LOL #i never had these problems in sr2 😭

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transmasc-malleus · 8 months

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Got back into watching zeta and physically restrained myself from whooping in elation when amuro appeared

#THATS HIM THATS MY GUY #speaking in runes #tackling zeta eps oh so slowly……its a struggle to focus when the sound effects give me a headache </3 #which sucks cause I LOVE the sound design….i just got sensitive ears #Quattro name dropped him and I was like lol get a hobby dude and then THE amuro ray appeared in the same ep

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years

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If you happen to have any requests for merlin related drawings: I am desperately in the thrawls of obsession lmao

#its bc im on a narut0 hiatus. by my system is to watch until it starts to give me a headache #thats why im still not finished after a year. im just rewatching t4skmaster until i get bored and go back #but bbc merlin is currently a tumor in my head lol #probably bc im also slightly obsessed with religion atm and the hypothetical struggle between Christianity and the old religion in merlin #is like so good. but im ya kno a bit. *ambitious wave of hand* overly academic and neurodivergent lol #and posting at 8.30am bc i dont wanna go do my job lol #also im sorry if i ignore requests after asking for them. i have so many that sit in my head #and i love them all but making them exist is a matter of magic and luck lmao #unrelated #hhhh also im so tired and need to focus on my photosynthesis doc 😫 bc i must be doing 10 things at once constantly or i die

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