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Its always so strange when people say they hate Odysseus because of tsoa - like bro those are 2 different characters, but also why? Like hes just a dude in that. Personally I didn't like the book and honestly my favorite parts were when he was in it. It was awhile ago when I read so I don't remember specifics, but as far as I'm aware, he's just a guy? Who shows up like twice? How did people decide to hate a character from a different peice of media because of this?
#also circe but i havent read that so idk how hes portrayed in that#but still separate characters#tagamemnon#the iliad#the odyssey#tsoa#Achilles#odysseus#circe#anti tsoa#anti circe#anti madeline miller#< so srry besties who are here from the tsoa tag#its so i can keep track of this post#im not hating (this post isnt)#like whatever books you wanna
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I have way too many alts that I keep to myself (which is why I generally refrain from posting them), but I'm going to ignore that habit for a moment just because I'm feeling particularly insane about this guy.
#silvis side characters#<--- been a while since i used that tag despite intending it to be for this specific type of char#i basically like to play sandbox with concepts for both screens and writing so they tend to become surprisingly developed#even if i end up not touching them again once im satisfied and have gained the outlet i wanted#... this guy and another connected to him has been unusually persistent however. surprisingly so. LOL#maybe i should post them more``??? but for some reason that feels weird cause what if i just dont use them again!!#idk why i feel like im setting up expectations i need to hold. literally no one is putting pressure on me to do anything its ALL in my brai#i mean its a bit because i know i got too much and thats overwhelming and therefore its not like i expect anyone to keep track of them LOL#im regretfully cursed with too much inspiration for too many things at all times and i will make it everyone elses problem just for a bit#anyway the reason i dont intend to make this one a more major oc for use with other people (for the time being at least)#is because he's so HEAVILY tied to another side character of mine in a way where im not sure they can be separated from each other.#actually you can see him now i realize its the viera in the first shot lmao!#i forgot to mention his name is yuzuru and thats about as much as ill inflict on anyone right now <333#i promise you i dont JUST have male midlanders as unbelievable as that might sound. anyway-#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#hyur#midlander#ffxiv screenshot#gpose#gposers#ff14#final fantasy 14#nabaath-areng
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Try not to make Sebastian have heated eye contact with another man challenge (Impossible edition)
#my art#wip#sebastian michaelis#black butler#kuroshitsuji#wolfram gelzer#green witch arc#sebwolf#I have a completed seb@gni piece scheduled to post tomorrow#I ONLY CENSORED IT SO THIS DOESN'T SHOW UP IN THE TAG#I get so mad when things are mistagged but its so insane of me because if I just. click on the tag I won't get “related” type posts.#Anyways in my next art thats posting tomorrow I talk a bit about how I'm hoping to release art every Wednesday until this season ends#and this is one of the future pieces.#my only problem is I'm being so fucking ambitious with this bad boy. It's gonna be animated. there's going to be cherry blossoms-#there's going to be multiple camera angles. Ciel and Sulli are going to be in a TREE#I don't know how she got up there ngl. she's resourceful or smth.#I don't know why I have the audacity to attempt animation in a little over a week when the seb@gni demon sleeping art took me-#6 hours of TRACKED TIME. Meaning the time I had that open and was working on it.#I'm such a slow artist but I don't have classes this semester because I;m an idiot. So I decided to make this challenge for myself to keep-#me busy. So I stop spiraling so hard.#You guys are like my diary btw. my brother can only hear so much about my insane ramblings before he checks out of the picture.#Actually. I'm not done talking about this piece. This one is really special to me because it's based off of my memories with my parents.#I won't go too much into it since I've already written at least an essay but they moved out of our old house when I went off to college-#during covid. and now we don't have a cherry blossom tree and I really miss it. I have so many memories of it.#God. the cherry blossoms. the rose bushes by the fence. the peonies on the right side. the lilacs on the left. the lavender bush-#my mom ran over with a lawnmower and somehow made it grow way better.#the bridal wreath lining the front. god I miss that place.#now some bachelor lives there and has not taken care of the garden at all One day I know I will drive by to see he will have ripped it allu#OKAY NOW IM REALLY DONE#Yapping
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....and if I said I wanted Johnny and Kerry in the messiest divorce arc since Paul McCartney and John Lennon.. what then...
#SORRY i was listening to how do u sleep by lennon and i may not like that guy BUT my GOD#he knows how to write a break up song huh....#and im not even personally into bandom like that BUT FR WAS SOMETHING GOING ON THERE BC YALL#no reason to drag out the messiest breakup of the last century like this.....#like i want these two throwing shots at each other in interviews and i want them writing whole rock ballads of a diss track#i want them being petty as fuck towards each other in the public eye post samurai when theyre pissed off at each other#then acting all buddy buddy when on stage chemistry just absolutely oozing between each other#and then off stage want them at each others throats letting their resentments known the minute their off stage#i want it to be a whole will they wont they on off messy ass situationship the tabloids can barely keep up with#as they watch that slow break in real time the degradation of their relationship all the way up until the op....#IM SORRY I DONT WANT THEM TO SUFFER but... its just how they're wired its not MY fault#(i want u to guess whos who...)#(THERES PARALLELS TOO OKAY especially since lennon was considered the more popular beatle that#and how do u sleep is typically regarded as the better track#and lennon in the song devalues the FUCK out of the contributions McCartney made to the band#like how kerry felt sidelined/overshadowed by johnny. like how i KNOW johnny was constantly devaluing his and everybody else's contributions#due to 'not fitting the vision' or some shit like that he'd use to justify it#(LENNON ALSO CALLS HIM PRETTY LMFAO while aslo using it as a way to talk down on him SO IM JUST SAYING))#((also in too many people (mccartneys response) has lyrics like 'you took your lucky break and broke it into two what can be done for you'#and I KNOW SAMURAI DIDNT NECESSARILY BREAK UP BC OF THEM AND THERE WAS A LOT OF FACTORS#BUT U CANT TELL ME KERRY AND JOHNNY'S RELATIONSHIP DIDNT INFLUENCE IT TOO))#(((GOD LISTEN I HAVE A VISION AND IM SEEING IT OKAY#idk if their break up was on the levels of breaking pop culture news like the beatles nor can i b sure to compare samurai to the beatles#...but you know who tf would? YOU KNOW WHO WOULD THINK HES LIKE FUCKING LENNON? HAD A BIG FUCKING HEAD LIKE LENNON??? IM JUST SAYING)))#((((please ignore all the typos and grammatical errors man i KNOW I USED THE WRONG THEYRE but its 3 am and ive had like#its 3 am when im typing this and also running on like three hours of sleep in the last 24 hours 😭))))#silverdyne#johnny silverhand#kerry eurodyne#ult speaking
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Aromantic Squad I need your help because words fail me. Describe the difference between a Normal Friendship, a Squish (a crush but for desire to be homies), and a QPR (if that's thing you do/consider). Thank you.
#aromantic#arospec#aro#i can give context but its kind of roundabout so long story short:#i made new friends from an audition (longer story) (im a pro-thespian) (yes im a loser) and they do NOT get it#and im trying to explain it but it keeps getting back to 'but isnt that a boyfriend?'#NO thats a HOMIE. and one of them is asexual so my 'romance is just sexy friendship' bit didnt work either bcuz he was like#then whats friends with benefits. I DONT KNOW I just go here.#anyway tbc theyre all chill. we're pro theatre kids okay this is a safe space.#but i just. can't articulate it.#and im irish so it usually just turns into me saying something riddled with catholic guilt in the middle and we get off track#these are british ppl btw theyre so lame. but in a cool friend way. whatever you dont need my fucking autobio just rb the post#im allergic to shutting the fuck up
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okay i need to stop fucking around seriously
#me when the game actually calls me out: oh i was not familiar with ur....game#okay but seriously i was curious#like I've been light “flirting” at various times#tho its either joking or lighthearted in nature to me#anyways i was curious to see if anything would happen#when i made a flirty joke about August#AND THERE WERE ACTUAL CONSEQUENCES#*standing ovation*#i like when games dont let me get away with just anything#i want the characters with high affection to react lol#anyways im a save scummer so all is good#like making that joke only made me lose stat points with orion too#no gain on august#....idk wat i want too#i like picking flirty options if its fitting in the moment and feels in character for my playthrough#im at like 60+ with several ppl#(and still have feelings for seven btw lmaoo)#i feel like if u go too high with multiple ppl a confrontation will def happen#and this might be the area where u start toeing the line#tho im not sure if theres a secret stat keeping track of just hearts#cause ik platonic options can increase the percentage too#inch resting stuff#its 3am btw 💀#i need to go to bed#once i catch up on this if i need to take a breather from vns and ifs for a week maybe#cause i keep staying up too late whenever i really get into one#infamous if#orion i swear im serious i swearrr#....i wanna talk about griff and victoria too but im outta tags so on a dif post at some point ig :P
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i am still shocked at how deep jyushi’s voice is here lmao
#vee queued to fill the void#i actually just created this post to yap about the bat seiyuu’s voices and acting lately LOL#*falls to knees* IDK WHAT THEYVE BEEN ON LATELY BUT BATS SEIYUU HAVE BEEN ON IT BRO 😭😭😭😭😭#like anytime i listen to shinjiru chikara the bass in hitoya’s voice gets me takeuchi-san’s voice HOLY FCK#a tier seiyuu in the making sakakihara-san has found his stride with his range he can be your high AND he can be your low too lmao!!!!!#*grips heart* and sumn must’ve snapped in hayama-san since terminus lmao the way kuukou sounds lately has been making me physically ill LOL#his voice in last man standing????? like you get a glimpse of it in the trailer but that tone!!!!! it’s that tone!!!!!!#idk what to call it so i just sound crazy LOL but last man standing and the insert rap in fools gold and terminus#bro what?????? like what literally what???????? 😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜#and his line deliveries too fools gold???? nah that track’s full of literal gold i wish i was more skilled at tling#but kuukou’s tone of voice and words do a slight shift when he’s breaking up with jyushi and hitoya#like he’s ACTING tough and some of the language he uses but def in the tone he says it in just!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAUUUGH#i keep mentioning the acting in the scene we learn about iyogi bc that moment kuukou understands who iyogi is?????? BRUHHHHHHHHHHHHH#in the curry tracks kuukou’s evil laugh was at its most evil LOL#the hypster exclusive leaders track there was a moment i’m pretty sure hayama-san just pulled from hirono kuukou#he sounded so annoyed and it sounded just like him LMAO#I LOVE THE BAT SEIYUUS VOICES AND ACTING AND SINGING!!!!!!!! I LOVE KUUKOUS VOICE!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜
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How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable
there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??
a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Day™ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!
i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.
i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-
hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.
the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.
#and yes#before you ask#i have forgotten which account has which items/has done which content many a time#i think the most painful incident was forgetting to keep up the scoundrel's making waves while i was still playing nemesis with caeru#given that im trying to build it up to 12 and reset their specialization... that was uniquely painful#then again they have like 40 BDR so it wasnt actually that inconveniencing lmao#fallen london#ask#long post#sorry for the infodump + sudden villain monologue.#all jokes and personal accounts aside i totally get the apprehension abt doing that stuff again#it's not for everyone. not by a long shot.#im only doing this because im genuinely invested and in love with this silly little browser game#and way back when i started i made a (only half metaphorical) solemn oath to experience all of its ''main stories''#and truly see everything it has to offer#(bc i like. physically cant do hyperfixations by halves. i need to consume Everything abt the thing or i'll explode)#(and even then i'll probably explode anyway. it's either completely drop it or go All In until it stops taking up so much space in my brain#(and. given the track record. that is not happening with FL for a while yet)#but like. that isnt actually normal behavior. just. just to clarify.#from what ive seen a VAST majority of people do not go out of their way to play literally every ambition#and that is so valid. it is so overwhelming. you have to juggle so much.#you have to play the earlygame So Many Goddamn Times.#(as i said. served my time. did my sentence. i am my scars. etc etc)#the best advice i can give as someone who's so completely desensitized to that repetition it doesnt even phase me anymore?#the same advice i can stress to all FL players. legitimately just take ur time with it. play when you want to.#dont when you dont.#sometimes you have to grit your teeth and bear things. and when it comes to alts you Will have to grit your teeth and bear it all again#but the beauty of this being a game that one plays for fun is that unlike. say. crushing deadlines or annoying coworkers in real life#you are completely within your power to decide when where and if you want to grit and bear it all#..wow this is ADVANCED yin rambling holy shit. i actually reached the tag limit. i think this ask should be put on some kind of list
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WIP Wednesday! Tagged by @firstprincehornyramblings & @tailsbeth-writes
Today's is a little jump to a different part of the story because we're getting to some good stuff and I don't want to give away more of Alex's the stranger's intentions.
I think at this point I can tell you all that I plan to have Vampire Alex finished and posted in time for spooky season! (Sometime in October)
So please expect many more WIP Wednesdays, Sentence Sundays, etc. to be coming from this story!
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Henry ran his hand along the leather bound books lining the shelf. He'd spent hours upon hours in the campus libraries, searching for the earliest editions he could find.
But Alex's collection was something out of this world. Even the earliest editions the university had in stock were not as old as some of those he found in Alex's place.
Jane Austen. Mary Shelley. George Eliot. All older and dustier than Henry had ever laid his hands on, but somehow kept in pristine condition.
"The oils on your hands," Henry jumped when he heard the voice behind him. He quickly withdrew his fingers from where they were dancing along the spines of the books and turned to face the man.
"Sorry," He said bashfully and hung his head to avoid Alex's gaze.
Alex approached him and placed a finger delicately under Henry's chin. Tilting his head up ever so slightly, his breath ghosted across Henry's neck. Those two nearly faded pricks lit him aflame as he tugged the lapels of Alex's overcoat. The larger man hauled him against the bookshelf and slotted a thigh between Henry's.
~~~ eeeeeee apparently im on some beauty and the beast shit as well over here!
tagging @caterpills @pinkamour1588 @sophie1973 @judasofsuburbia @porcelainmortal
@taste-thewaste @onthewaytosomewhere @catdadacd @handotcom @bitbybitwrites
#vampire alex#thats getting its own tag now so i can keep track of what ive posted already lol#wip wednesday
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seeing the news: moonpaw is very cute.... dumb and inaccurate chimera thing tho but this is battle cats so lbr lol (plus i do like the dark side of the moon imagery idea so ill let it slide....even tho split face is just normal tortie markings)
also i hate to break it to yall but the series would need a total and complete rework and overhaul where the clans break apart and reform in order to escape the incest problem currently in the series just because of how much of firestars dna has injected itself everywhere >>;;
the authors clearly dont keep proper track of the family trees (they have a lot of cats to keep track of i get it) and i dont think it needs to constantly be this major talking point we all know it, its not ideal, but theres more interesting things to discuss about the character reveal for moonpaw imo
#pond speaks#warrior cats#would like the authors to keep better track but tbh i think the fandom mostly pays attention to it#i wanna say even in the books the cats barely recognize cousins as cousins (that i can remember i havent read the books in a LONG time >>)#so dont quote me on that shit lmao#maybe its just me but id rather be seeing cool accurate chimera moonpaws instead of looking her up and seeing#every other post being people mad about fictional cat incest that we are all hyper aware of and everyone already complains about daily#i sadly have resigned acceptance about it tho i guess cuz yeah that tracks for the series
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Since Clem can't really come out at school and has to be pretty stealth, they start thinking way too damn hard about what can and can't get them ousted as a transfem. Can't do cheer because, even though there are male cheerleaders here and there, there's not enough to justify risking her identity and safety on it, even though it's something they enjoy. So, what's close to cheer that isn't cheer? Gymnastics seems close enough. And there's enough boys there that she can join and not feel like all eyes are on them. Sure, it's difficult, but what's the worst that could happen?
[*smash cut to a compilation of Clem totally wiffing it at gymnastics*]
#like#she will eventually get better at it#and learn that mistakes are a part of the process#but its definitely a huge learning curve#but hey maybe she can finally keep up with that shithead[/aff] Raz by the end of this#clem foote#psychonauts#headcanons#psychonauts headcanons#headcanon rant#rant#im so sorry i keep making clem posts#i got attached i fear#and ive got a very one-track mind#i saw a comp of gymnastics fails so now i need Clem to be a girlfailure[/aff] at gymnastivs#transfem clem
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been ITCHING to make art lately and made this !! :)
#mixed media#the brighter one is from me taking a photo with my phone#the darker is using my notes app to scan it :P#i just need to fucking exercise my creativity more!!#i dont think this is good but i told myself i would post most of my art#to tumblr so i can keep track of it all!!#its very fun and crunchy to touch :)#hoping no one i know irl sees this so they dont see my shit art !!#i like crayons :3
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Also this video is a good representation:
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#ITS JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOO#SOOOOOOOOOO#back in my brainrot about it#it in particular makes me emo bcs it was my mom's favorite film when she was my age#so the fact i like it this much makes me happy :) and i got to see it with her#busting every time theres one of those white sand/blue sky shots#its all so vast and expansive. the desert is a character in itself#and you gotta think about how much time and effort this would take in an era where the tech wasn't as developed#like all the far away or up high shots. think about the level of coordination that would take#it actually brings me to tears thinking about how beautiful and cinematic it is#the art of humanity 😭😭😭 it is a work of art it is a cinematic masterpiece#even tho ive seen it before i kept gasping at every shot like how is this fucking real#and again w the lack of tech. you cant skimp on anything back then#the fact that they had to literally build their own railroad tracks#had to get all those extras. cant just add them in post#had to go out in the middle of the desert for shots theres no other way#literally built an entire set of aqaba irl#ITS SO IMPRESSIVE. GOD.#feeling emotionally 😭😭😭#its a shame that the length keeps a lot of people away :(#bcs to me its a must see. it represents the peak of what film can be what you can do with movies#catie.rambling.txt#lawrence of arabia
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okay hii, i made a numbered list for all of my stimboards along with their corresponding gifs. <3 on my stim sideblog, i rb all the stims i use for stimboards and i do it by number, the list is so that hopefully its easier to find what number corresponds to what board! ill try to update this as i make more, please let me know if you notice if i miss one or if a link breaks !!
#meow.#long ramble ahead:#i reblog the gifs so i can sorta 'archive' them. so that in the case the original post or blog gets deleted i can still keep it credited#especially because the gifters tend to tag the source of the gifs and i think thats important to keep too!#so i reblog them so i dont forever lose them. it also looks cleaner ofc. but its mostly because i worry about being unable to credit due to#-errors and such. the list will hopefully help so that the og gifters can track down where their gifs were used !!#its linked in both the bio and the pin post of my stim blog too! which is @chenyaz if youre curious#okayy sorry for yapping a lot. i just wanted to make sure its all explained and accessible and such lol
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because i can't help myself, here's a pwhl playoffs bracket challenge!
#<3#pwhl#pwhl playoffs#bracket challenge#that ones just so i can find this later lmao#i ask for username specifically so i do a follow up post where im like @person won!! wahoo!!!!#yes i specifically sat here for a while tweaking the points to equal 25... its a good number Okay#i love tou making google forms its so fun#i prommy i will do my best to keep track of points. probably gonna make a sheet for this
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Y'all does anyone have any insight on wtf this fucking rash could be?!
It happens randomly no pattern yet?
Mainly on my knees and occasionally on my ankles
It's hot
And at least with my knees they feel swollen
~Mystery rash under the cut~



#its pissing me off#my doctor's have just said to keep track of it#but no fucking answers#gahhh#like i can feel my knees get really hot#like radiating heat#and i know if i look theyll be red#gah#it just started on my ankles again#it also could have usually been on my ankles but i have bad blood pooling so they're usually red anyways#ouchie posting
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