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#its weird and i should prolly get it checked out but i dont have a dr rn and like. worst case scenario i chop my arms off and either surviv
nomaishuttle · 5 months
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ohhh fml i was like maybe i cn stya up a bit late after all its weekend tomorrow. no it fucking isnt today was thursday i have work tmrw everything is evil always
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borzoilover69 · 7 months
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(tampers with the gas) dirkjake for the shipping bingo
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as you can see my thoughts on them are varied and i can write entire essays. a gas leak made my obsession with them hit an entire level i didnt know was possible. They're everything and nothing to me and i dislike most of fanon abt it and i hate this ship but also i have never cared this much about a ship in general for the doors it could open into messy straight relationship type bullshit with they give me the mic. I find myself often looking thru the tag just to see what people say on it because either theyre completely annoying and wrong or relatively right it really depends.
WARNING: THE FOLLOWING SECTION CONTAINS EXTENSIVE RAMBLING ON A TOPIC NOT MANY PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED IN:
i will both simultaneously defend this ship with my fucking life but also i will take any chance to shoot those two fuckers dead i genuinely wish jake english and dirk strider ill they are teens with attachment issues and i think the demonisation of it w/o looking at it as just a relationship that sort of is messy sucks and i think fanon should leave them the fuck alone. if given the chance i would kill both of them simply so i wouldnt have to see them at all but also i wish there were more meta writers for dirkjake bcus i find it so hard to find people that extrapolate at length abt it because its so wild to me the guilt and the feelings and the way they tear and grate at each other is so interesting to me.
every relationship is worse with them anyone that gets caught in the crossfires and tries to sort it out is basically doomed because whats probably going to happen is that dirk and jake are going to gang up to either a.) try to use the person as a weapon against the other or gang up to hurt this mfer theyre essentially doomed but in like a way that everyone is partying and those two are stuck together with awkward air.
im. not going to check over this ramble im just going to keep going. i have so much shit to say.
i hate the villainisation of dirk i hate the villainisation of jake they both suck in the way that teens and most young adults will theyre both at fault i hate the "jake never felt anything towards dirk because hes aro" yes he fucking did aro people can still feel levels of attraction and its very fucking obvious how tied up in each other they are and there are like a million and one reasons i could name it if you gave me a day and 15 pages of text.
i hope they both kill each other the idea of them being happy together is endearing but i dont want that for them most times unless im feeling especially sappy the fandom sort of ruined dirkjake for me heres my big old fuckyou to OD anyways heres a few song lyrics that make me think of them
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They would literally be the subject of so much fucking talk in publications because theyre never over not even close theyre stuck together theyre going to be doing this dance for fucking years and either end up as the strangest but happiest freaks in some janked up mansion with a million different things that the normal person would think is fucking weird and strange and unnerving but which they think is completely normal or theyre just going to end up killing each other and nobody is going to be safe in the crossfire theyre going to key each others cars and send pipe bombs and poke at every single hole and flaw in the others facade blah blah blah.
people who just focus on the good parts of dirk and jake dont get it people who focus on the flaws only dont get it i think there should be more discussion but also the idea of being exposed to someone who doesnt get it is hell for me ive read their pesterlogs like so many fucking times and ive written extensively abt their selves and what flaws they have and i could prolly kick the shit out of them anyways mic drop im done.
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wildcatofgreen · 1 year
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Dear future me
Send me one "Dear---" and I'll write a letter to this person
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"Future me, huh?"
Wasn't that an interesting one? What would she even be like, in the future? How far into the future? Five, no ten years? She's never been one for outrageous ambitions--always felt like the next day should come as it does. No real plans, no nothin'. Let the flow come to you.
...
Maybe a year would be nice. Or two--yeah, lets do two years.
That's not too far off. A lot can change in two years. She should be married by then, right? She'd be in her own happily ever after.
Tapped the pen onto paper. She wouldn't try to write properly to start out with this time. No reason to--who the hell's gonna see it, anyway?
dear +2 yrs carol
suuuuuuup dude. its the coolest cat from way back here to check in on how youre doin. must be livin pretty, right? must be in like a super cool mansion with sony and must be swimmin in gold gems all day LOL. invite me sometime yo! id love to swim in all that cash~
okay but seriously, how are things? incase you dont remember writin this bravo sierra then here's a little reminder. this is before we say anythin to sony, just got done talkin to tangle. you still keep up with her, right? damn i hope you do, she's probably the coolest girl we've met on these dumb gemerald travels, besides asagi.
...
Shit, that wasn't a name she thought about in a while. Still trying to figure out the gem back then. She swore she got... something out of it, it got more consistent at one point. Consistent enough that she could visit people like Asagi all the time.
Then, she lost the mojo, somehow. Felt like it shifted. She could use it for short distances, but what was the point if she could just use her bike instead? Hell, now she can't even do that anymore.
But, the recent developments seemed hopefuly, at least. If she really could use it like this, to hop between her friends like a ping-pong ball then...
It made her want to train with it more. It made her happy. She could see her friends, for real this time.
...She'd really hope she'd keep up with them all. And... she would, right? She's seen so many people come and go...
speakin of, you keep up with everyone else, too? jet, bapho, dan--that weird bird girl seemed interestin', too. iunt remember her name if she told me. just has some weird marital probs. lmao cant say we cant relate right?
well. YOU probably cant. everythin must be perfect with him now. shit i bet you guys are thinkin of kids too right? i really hope not i dont wanna deal with kids theyre AWFUL. please future c. im beggin you dont get kids DONT GET KIDS
sony's okay too, right? we treatin' em better? no more drama bullshit right?
and lilac! hows she??? did she ever come back??? like she totally did right shes chillin with me and sony again
...
She scribbled out the last line.
she totally did right shes prolly like a world famous runner right. i bet theyd have to ban her from all of the competitions LOL. LIKE I BET SHE'D ENTER AND THE GUARDS OR WHATEVER WOULD BE LIKE ''LMAO SORRY DRAGON GIRL YOURE TOO FAST''
She snickered. Why did it feel like she wanted to tear up? That didn't make sense.
anyway keep up the good work, me! becareful tho we're in for another world invasion if timing suits us right lmaaaao.
Paused for a moment.
Nobody would ever see this, right?
so how did talking to lilac go. she put us down hard didnt she, right? like how i figured. for as much as i wanna call her flaming id never do it to her face. we're sisters to her. she'd never see us in that kind of light.
this isnt a bad thing or anything lmao i
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Nobody would ever see this.
She scribbled out the last line.
it hurt, right? thats what im expecting it to feel like. she'll comfort us or whatever but there's gonna be some sort of painful closure we get outta that. she's always there for us, she'd help us through this too. i can say that for sure because i know how this girl is. always helping other people. little miss heropants
A somber smile formed.
itll be nice to get that closure, though. im excited for it. especially after everything that happened so far. finally be at peace with the whole thing, keep her as our bestie, then focus solely on sonar. thats the best case scenario here.
regret not saying anything sooner, about all of this. i know i gotta keep with my ''everythin happens for a reason'' motto but damn it i fuckin hate havin regrets. like if i told lilac sooner she couldve rejected me sooner and i wouldnt have these will they wont they feelings about it all.
sure, whatever, i love her. i admit it tenfold now. but i KNOW in my heart that i love sony more. if i gave up ''my boy'' like that i think id ki--
Scribble.
id be fucked up about it for a long ass time. worst mistake of my life
swhy i want them both, on some level. and like i CAN have them both i just gotta keep lilac as my friend and sonar as my husband.
but the
She paused. What the hell was the word for it? Big long fancy word. Started with a D...
Whatever, she'll think of it later.
but the [FANCY D WORD] is whats important right. i gotta keep my head in the game and keep em that way. and thatll be easier when i get over lilac, shit i bet its easy as hell for you right now right
yeah ofc it is youve already been through it all. i envy you, carol. youre way cooler than me and i can only hope to get there someday. and i guess i will but the fact that im still choking on it makes it hard.
everythin with sony's gonna go fine. im only a little worried about that now. and lilacs just gonna say she's always been straight and that'll be that. easy.
bet it wasnt easy though. bet it was still anxiety inducing talking to either one of them. sonar's not gonna hate me for it, i cant imagine he would.
but id be lying if i said i wasnt scared of his reaction. tangle said itd be okay. so i think itll be okay. but honestly i dont realy know for sure.
the uncertainty is killin me. but my due date for the assignment's coming up and i cant procrastinate until the final second. ive already done that too much.
shit carol idk what this letter is anymore. im sure youll look at this in the future and crumble it up into a ball becaue its so cringe. but
shit idk.
hope its okay out there in the future. if one of my friends ive met now aint here with me by then then ill
ill
i dont know what ill do.
fuck.
take care, your's truly
carol tea
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She sighed. She'll actually fold this letter up, then walk over to the closet and put it in her hoodie pocket. She'll have a better hiding place for it later. But for now.
It'll stay there.
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applejaxxx2112 · 2 years
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a little surreal, the fieldwork's finally done this week. one last 2 tomorrow, one last 2 thursday and it's over. it's felt like "well when are you gonna give up?" but it finally closes. such a weird feeling. I'm glad it's over (or will be) but it still feels sad. i hate goodbyes. but then itll finally feel like the weight is off me.
also sorry if you follow me for my little journals you can just scroll past these LOL
idk. I played bye june on guitar. I learned it when I first signed up. and i'll play it when i finish my last sessions. it'll be so weird to finally be done. send out the emails cut off the loose end. and then its over. then i can delete the app and don't have to keep checking my emails and etc.
I know I always think it, but everything is fine in the end. every time it seemed like my world was going to end, and i dont think i can make it through but somehow it all works out.
feels so final. like this is it. im nervous. but then ill finally get that okay its over I need. and then I dont need to worry about the camera and my room and being judged and etc. so weird.
still got 3 eps of the anime left... i know i should watch it but ill likely get too anxious "the session starts in a few hours" and i prolly wont let myself watch it until im done. and then if ill really feel like its over. idk
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tj-shmt · 3 years
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A Day of Curation
Unless its Wednesday, it should be around 11am right now when i get up. First things first, put in my headphones and go get some good music! Its Monday - time to listen to my Discover Weekly playlist, which Spotify usually tailors perfectly to my tastes.
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1. 🎶 SPOTIFY 🎶
Fun fact - this weeks "Discover Weekly" suggs. Usually I get the best music from there. I don't really recall the last time any of my friends really showed a song I didn't already know or was adequately good. Tho, I have to give Amelie some credit here, she constanly hits me with great Spanish tunes. (Also to Jasi and Safae which hit me up with some dope music from time to time) I mostly get inspiration from (sad to say but its true) tik tok or by randomly shazaming the world. I also really hate to limit myslfe to music i understand. On the contrary I LOVE LOVE LOVE music arround the world. Trust me i hear Tibetian Throat Singing to Russian Electro and even Islandic and Nativ American Tribal Music. To give you an impression of how important music consumption is for me:
Last Year i spent a total of 210 441 minutes on spotify alone. That is about 9 Hours a day. The average person uses Spotify for about 18 000 minutes a year. (My friend took the freedom to calculate how much money Spotify "looses" by my consumption. i pay $30 a year an Spotify gives $0,004891 per stream to the creator. An average of 3 minutes per song (70.000 streams) means spotify pays $342.37 to the creators. Thats $312.37 of deficit LOL)
Apart form that i cant really give Spotify a certain schedule when i listen to it cuz i listen to it all the time. During gaming, during coding, laundry, gym, work, class, before sleep. ✨Always✨
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2. 💬 WhatsApp 💬
There is nothing better than sleeping for an eternity while everyone is already awake for probably 4 or more hours, working! *laughs in privileged design student* Since everyone is already living its live while I still drool, I gotta get up to date in the morning. Before i even leave bed, i checke my messages there. Similar to Spotify, I use WhatsApp the whole day and can't really tell when I would not use it. Except, my phone is always on silent (casual zennial phone call phobia) meaning i wont notice anything while zoning out or gaming (which usualy is the same).
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3. 👨‍🏫 TEAMS 👩‍🏫
Yeah Yeah i can already hear it. "You wake up 5 minutes before class withouth breakfast or anything..." - bla bla bla. Yeah that is the case! I would usuly go on teams and enter the classroom, while preparing a breakfast (if you can call it breakfast after 12) sit down at my desk and listen to class. Causally everything that is too theoretical with music and whatsapp. Other classes that are interesting I`ll put my full attention to it.
But i hate teams in gerneral. Not cuz its sh**, no, usualy people that do their clases there have a weird way of using it. Finding material or looking up homeworks is such a struggle sometimes. (Props to you Kevin here, I have never seen anybody using teams in such a clean and struktured way than you do. Even tho you dont neccesarily use it as it was meant to be. (which might be the turning point on why its great))
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4. 📺 YouTube 📺
Yup YouTube is usually the place to go after (sometimes during (I NEVER SAID THAT!)) class.
Actually, YouTube is the place to go for me. Relaxation, Entertainment, knowledge - anything! After class I'd usually watch "Cut" or other channels that produce let's plays or entertainment of some sort.
But it's also THE place to go during coding. I rather listen to Lofi or (Slowed, Reverbed) Music that doesnt really distract me. ALSO, during coding watch A SH*TLOAD OF TUTORIALS, cuz I am proud selftaught Zennial. #BestOfBothWorlds
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5. 👨‍🍳 CHEFKOCH 👨‍🍳
I love to try new things and I constantly stalk the web for new recipes. Lately a lot of Asian and Vegan stuff. Chefkoch is the app to go where i also write down my own recipes to have them with me all the time. Great thing here is, i share this account with all my family members (currently 13, including my mom, aunts, other relatives). Great way to share the secret family recipes at any time!
(Cant recommend the recipe in the img, tho!)
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6.🏐 ADDIDAS TRAINING🏐
Unlike all my sporty friends that used to hit the gym before covid and not got lazy, I started to use Training Apps like Addidas Training with its free Workout plans. I use it regularly and am happy i finally found a way to stay sporty.
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7. ⌨️ VS CODE ⌨️
Its either Visual Studio Code, where I would code on my current project, or gaming. As mentioned above, I would get most of the inspiration from tutorials or using dev tools on different platforms.
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8. 🎤 DISCORD 🎮
I´ll use Discord as a general term for Gaming since I play a lot but many different games, tho, always use discord to communicate with my freinds while gaming.
A great place to share random BS with friends and talk about anything that comes to my mind. I spent most of the evenings on Discord with my friends. Always did, in fact. Maybe the reason why I don't really feel so affected by the pandemic. I am used to being separated from my friends since they live all over Germany or the world in general. I always enjoy Online Live Events WITH my friends.
For me the web as always been a "with" not an "alone", which is why I never understand why so may struggle with feeling "alone" on live events online. JUST GRAB A FRIEND AND DISCOVER IT ✨TOGETHER✨!
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9. 📼 DISNEY+ / NETFLIX 📼
Since I use both the same amount there is not thos or that. I never Really let anybody recommend me anything, cuz ... trust me, I WON'T watch it. IDK why that is, but I need a specific mood for each show. And nobody but myself can provide that. Probably why most ove the algorithms (esp Netflix) do not have an effect on me. I'm not in the mood for your ****, sorry!
Never the less, i periodically Binge a Series and then feel empty after it ended. Then i need some time to face reality again.
Funny tho, I binged Starwars Rebels on Disney+ and after it ended i just decide to buy 4 books on amazon that expand the story to starwars (#nerd i know). I will spend the next few months reading and probably not watching anything on both Streaming services.
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10. 🤤 TIKTOK 🌈
... YUP.... I grew up with vine ... but TikTok got me. And honestly I don't regret it. It's the perfect algorithm that constantly finds the best videos that feed my thirsty queer ass. I mean ...
LOOK AT THE IMG ABOVE. YES, give me more....!
Its prolly not good for my digital wellbeing or my mental health but do I care at the moment..? noooooo...
Just give me more of Starwars Parodies, Sleepwalkers, Best off's of streamers, Queer content (cuz its time this heteronormativity world is fed with it! and no i do not indentify as anyting, im just the + at the very far end!) and yeah, even some sexy content if the creator feels good about it.
AND DONT YOU GIVE ME THAT SIDE EYE OF JUDGEMENT HERE - WE ALL THIRST FROM TIME TO TIME!
TOODLES!
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getallemeralds · 3 years
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explorers of arvus: heading back / 3.11.21
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zoom and enhonse
LAST TIME ON ARVUS taure passed out and we are now down a healer! also we met a disciple of halvkar, and surprisingly did not murder her. this is fine. we have instantly gotten distracted by our various carts. cats. our various cats
DID ANY OF US CATCH TAURE, SHE FELL OVER sieron tried to catch her and smacked charlie+thorne in the face (he rolled a nat1, f) BUT the catboy is to the rescue bc silje is the designated Not Incompetent of the group today
CONSULT THE CHILD hewwo yrel yrel: her mind is being consumed by the serpent of nightmares. :D charlie: HELLO?????//
so, dendar(?) the night serpent is imprisoned beneath arvus! she was formed from the nightmares of the first sentient being, and sometimes she eats people's nightmares. if she's exceptionally hungry, she'll force nightmares onto people for her to feed off their fear. yrel thinks taure will Probably wake up. there's a thing on arvus mentioned by the locals called a "sleeping sickness" where people will fall asleep for a few days, sometimes longer, but will wake up. its magical in cause, the people afflicted by it have horrific nightmares, and its just kinda. a thing. wowza
(i have gone back to spelling yrel's name as yrel bc i think it looks nice)
OH HEY SOMEONE POSTED A THEORY ON ONE OF MY STICKMOLUS ANIMATIONS man i should get back to stickmolus sometime. once dsmp releases its awful grip on me.
i keep getting distracted by seeing myself in the camera preview. i have a tooth gap! what the fuck its cute?? K I KNOW WE'RE SUPER BLURRY IN FRONT RN BUT PLEASE HELP ME STAY FOCUSED I SWEAR -leo
we're gonna build a sled! to put taure on. thorne: i have a good strength score. ....i say, out loud charlie: i am four feet tall. [cue argument between thorne & sieron about them both being horcs but sieron has a +0 bc strength is his dump stat] OH, OKAY, THORNE ROLLED A NAT20 TO CARRY TAURE. NICE
[discussion about what to tell everyone at camp vengenace] thorne: the last thing we need to do is a witch hunt charlie: --and we already hunted the witch! the witch has been hunted.
time to discuss strategy! we need to figure out how to head back to camp vengeance, eg if we want to follow the path we already took or if we wanna do some trailblazing. looks like we're gonna try and take the most direct path! which means we'll prolly risk tangoing with some undead but im willing to risk it TINY HUT STAIRCASE sorry i just remember it now and then
nyx: [meowing at his cats] thorne: uh... why is silje meowing? jorb: silje's food bowl is empty jorb: you look at silje's food bowl and there's a divot in the middle and the food is all on the sides emotionally, we must bully the catboy silje saw something interesting and started meowing
thorne: ill take first watch silje: ill also take first watch. charlie: [quietly] gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy (but, like, extended for 15 seconds)
silje: [takes watch] [rolls a nat1 and gets distracted by looking at his crush]
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THORNE HAS LOCATED A DOG the dog does not give a shit about the tiny hut. THE DOG HAS PEED ON THE TINY HUT goodbye dog
EVERYONE IS ROLLING AT LEAST 1 NAT1 thorne: wow! that sure is a dog. thorne has drawn the worst possible dog. thorne has erased the worst possible dog. we dont speak of the worst possible dog its the dog version of honse. DONSE
sieron is now on watch! MAN we are havin trouble rolling today. at least kali's here to make sure sieron doesnt stare at a rock for 50000 years sieron sees a mouse! bottom text
charlie is now on watch! kali is havin a big ol thonk. nothing meaningful has come of this
i am perceiving some deer. sieron is not perceiving some deer. silje is perceiving some deer, but better the deer are fucked up and undead! silje has gone from "we should hunt these deer for food" to "we should hunt these deer for sport"
charlie: i do not feel like being jumped by five thousand skeletons
charlie takes first watch with sieron! WHY ARE OUR ROLLS SO TERRIBLE taure is super cursed right now. that's not very pog charlie: this place sucks. thorne: to be fair, we havent-- charlie: YOU'RE ASLEEP, SHUT UP
oh hey coolname galvanic finally partied. nice.
thorne is at watch! solar: hey, is leomund's tiny hut an orb? there's a critter digging around! AH, THE CRITTER IS UNDEAD. this could be a problem
solar: hey michael, how much does the horrific sin against god dog i drew look like this creature michael: [dice roll noises] about 50%.
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michael: if anyone likes, they can make a nature check-- solar: ME MEMEMEMEME ME ME ME
its a bulette! aka a land shark. problem: they are not normally undead. this one is undead.
jorb: imagine if you could tame one of those and use it as a mount. leo: IT WOULD JUST DIG UNDERGROUND AND LEAVE YOU THERE
we are just calling it a weird dog
we're going to mail a letter to the heart of arvus. HEY, CHECK OUT THIS WEIRD DOG,
JORB FOUND ART OF A BABY BULETTE. WEIRD PUPPY!
solar: hey guys, check out this sick art of a bulette i found
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silje kept a lookout for the weird dog but its just fucked off. goodbye, weird dog give it up for day 3!
man there's been like, three incinerations today in blaseball. what's up with that. I SWEAR IM MOSTLY PAYING ATTENTION its just been an eventful day in blaseball. also im wearing my garages bomber rn. jaylen is home wooOOOO the wind smells stinky. this is fine.
we're actively avoiding whatever combat michael keeps nudging at us bc we're carrying around an unconscious person and i SWEAR hes gonna throw something directly at us once he's done with our shenanigans
UHH MICHAEL ASKING FOR PASSIVE PERCEPTION LOL
huh. this place used to be inhabited? we're in the woods rn but there's some like, stone ruins? like, VERY ruins. like, not really any structures standing, but enough evidence to show there Were things. WE FOUND A STATUE charlie: i want to smash my face against the lore.
used to be a circle of standing stones, but most of em fell over or got overgrown. inside of the circle has been cleared, although v roughly-- ground's torn up statue is of fjolnir! warrior holding up a spear and shield. AH, THERE ARE CORPSES, a human got REAL fucked up here. one of the corpses is straight up impaled on fjolnir's spear. n ... not pog.
i am trying so, so hard to pay attention. but i also kinda wanna take a nap.
charlie: [stares at statue] [rolls a 4] i wonder if he had a dick.
okay so something rolled in, tore up the overgrowth inside the circle, and murdered a couple dudes. and was also super tall and human-adjacent. hrm.
oh my god why are we rolling so shit today. time to stealth away and hope we dont get casually dismembered
k: jorb's hair is so long... leo: K, PLEASE,
time for a break! i am very tired but im gonan see if i can push through a little further. nyx is petting his cat why do orangatangs look like that
first watch is thorne and sieron! have they even, like, talked thorne unhabby ): thorne's worried we were tresspassing when checking out the statue, meanwhile im thinking about that one time when sieron got bit by a groundhog
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(oh my god this is from late 2018)
leomund's tiny hut, aka the anti-sea bear circle we are getting SO much mileage out of the tiny hut. SILJE HUMS A SONG WITH KALI cute........... FINALLY I HAVE ROLLED ABOVE A 14 wait no i rolled a 16 twice. anyway we are not dead
nearly at camp vengenace! boy howdy i hope camp vengeance didnt get burned down. AH FUCK TAURE IS UNCONSCIOUS SO WE CANT CAST FOR DETECT POISON kaepora nearly made us all shit ourselves but its okay he just saw some bison and thought it was cool Michael Is Consulting Several Tables
WHY DOES JORB'S CAMERA ZOOM LIKE THAT why am i hungry. i have so many questions
HEY, TALL GUY [smacks sieron]
camp vengeance looks better! like, nobody's Obviously Sick anymore, the medical tents arent overfilled, we did it! we saved the dayyyyyy time to report to ryder! taure's getting dropped off at the medical tent
man remember when charlie didnt wear pants
oh man, with taure unconscious charlie is now taking point with social interaction. wild. jk im making jorb do it bc im tired HAHA NAT 20 PERSUASION BC OF ME HELPIN SIERON man ryder is such a cock. he was totally ready to keep throwing troops at heaven's brazier to die until we managed to persuade him out of it. jorb: did we tell ryder about the vision? michael: you kinda just took a look at him and went STINKY BOY!
okay yeah anything that dies on arvus will just pop back up as undead. man, arvus sucks.
ryder: alright, dismissed. charlie: seeya, soldier boy! :D hahahahaha im gonna eat his knees.
SILJE NEEDS ENRICHMENT IN HIS ENCLOSURE
charlie: ive decided he sucks. silje: we've already arrived to that, you're late!
LMAO WE WALKED IN ON INGRID AND HER CRUSH they fuckin. nice. you go, you funky lesbian
jorb: we've got the tiny hut, we could go anywhere leo: we could go to SPACE! nyx: we could not go to space. leo: WITH A TINY HUT STAIRCASE, WE CAN,
we are 320 miles away from the spaceship that exists on arvus. nice.
michael: justin sees you-- roll a strength saving throw. leo: i cant wait to die! [rolls a 3] I AM CRUSHED BY MY DOG michael: he rolled a nat20.
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BOSS ENCOUNTER: CHARLIE'S DOG (the small circle next to him is one of the medical tents.)
THORNE IS PACT OF THE GUN solar: PARRY THIS, YOU FUCKING CASUAL
sieron, to ingrid: seems like youve been doing well charlie: i punch sieron. sieron: sieron: the camp, of course.
man we have no idea if the heart of arvus is actually related to the prophecy or not. theres a Lot of stuff lining up, but not enough, and its hard to say how much of it couldve been literal?
solar & michael: [discussing exposition] me: [cracking up bc penn sent me a funny dsmp joke]
prophecies are weird.
charlie is just s she is just sitting here SILJE PLAYED CARDS REALLY GOOD AT ME nyx rolled a nat20 and took all my money
oh cool we can talk to yrel telepathically! time to hoist yrel. THIS IS SO SCUFFED thorne mentioned yrel and now we're trying to explain to ingrid that we have a magic talking snake charlie: I WANT TO GO HOME. thorne: we cant go, we have a GOD-KING to kill! "i think theyre insane, theyre talking to a snake" "ingrid, druids exist" "oh. im gonna go back to getting railed by my 7 foot tall girlfriend"
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transformers-why · 6 years
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I was tagged once more by the beautiful and gracious @thatswhyhesprime!
Thanks for the tag, love! Tags from you are always fun! (Also if I'm one of the people you tagged that you thought were out of your league just wanted to let you knoW YOURE SO NOT OUTTA MY LEAGUE LMAO. We joined at basically the same time and have been mutuals for awhile, you're like, my awkward go-to mutual to tag in stuff like this lol. We're totally buds in my eye!)
Name: Shard or TW (T.W.)
Nickname: Uhhhhh, none, really? If any of you have a nickname for me feel free to ask if I'm chill with you calling me that! (I prolly am.)
Zodiac Sign: Taurus!
Height: A Lovely and Majestic 5"4' (162cm)
Langauges Spoken: English, and now I'm learning French which is totally great!
Nationality: I'd say American but I feel like I give off a different vibe when I go places in the lower 48, so...
Alaskan.
Favorite Fruit: Mangos! Love 'em so much. Lemons, peaches, and nectarines are good too!
Favorite Season: Winter! ALWAYS winter.
Favorite Scent: Anythin' my family or I am cooking. Or tea scents!! (& Brown sugar, lol).
Favorite color: White, since it can be any color! (And black and midnight blue.)
Favorite Animal: Definitely wolves, although Sharks, foxes, and lynx are growing on me!
Favorite Fictional Characters: Ratchet from Transformers, of course. Um, Drift, Ultra Magnus/Minimus Ambus, Knock Out, Brainstorm, and Ten! Non Tfs are Kaz Brekker (Six Of Crows), Raphael (TMNT), uhhh Kiawe and Brock (pokèmon), and many many more.
^Fun Fact: I've got a mega mega gay crush on Velocity.
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: TEA. EVERYDAY. ALL THE TIME. I DRINK IT FOR BREAKFAST AND LUNCH (sometimes dinner if I didnt finish it during lunch).
Number of blankets I sleep with: 3! Ones my main big blanket I usually use, next is my Sherpa to add that extra layer of Good Fluff, and then I've got a thin fleece one to make me feel nice and cozy! (In the summer tho I die and just use one or none.)
When My Blog Was Born: uuuuhHHHHH I think it's the same as you, @thatswhyhesprime, I think we joined at relatively the same time lmao.
Small Edit: I just checked and it says Jan 21st, so basically February.
Favorite Subject: French Class and Creative Writing! They're such fun classes this year! (And anything Algebra)
(And, aND CHEMISTRY STUFF CAUSE MY TEACH IS LITERALLY JUST RESPONSIBLE BRAINSTORM AND I ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND CHEM STUFF FOR ONCE!!)
Currently Watching: Well, as of right now I've been keeping tabs on Transformers Cyberverse, Rise Of The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, and I've been watching The Drawfee Channel on YouTube a lot!
Favorite Band: shitshitshitshit uUUH, I dunno I listen to alot of people. This morning I listened to Bad Suns? They're good. Uhm, Day6, The Score, American Authors, Air Traffic Controller, uhhhh and BANNERS. I listen to alot of other stuff but that's the most frequent I suppose. (Along with FOB and Panic! Occasionally.)
I can totally put a link or something to my Spotify if you guys wanna check out my playlists or something, I make different ones for different situations. Like I've got 'Upbeat Airports' and I use it for travelling (and reading).
Instruments Played: Piano? A little? I've got a keyboard but I don't get to use it too often. I should. I'd love to learn violin, too!
Favorite Books: Easy. Six Of Crows and its sequel, Crooked Kingdom both by Leigh Bardugo. And A Darker Shade of Magic by V. E. Schwab. (I'm hoping its sequels are good I gotta read them). And MTMTE and LL of course! OH AND MY FAV. YOUTUBER WROTE A BOOK TOO! I've watched Stacyplays' videos since I was younger and now I just,, always keep up with her? Shes super fun and I love her vlogs and alot of her gaming series'. The book she wrote is Wild Rescuers: Guardians Of The Tiaga. It's the first of many to come!! I really enjoyed it.
And then I'm supposed to tag like 20 ppl to do this??
I dunno enough people for that lol.
So uh, @ask-eclipsemtmte-stuff, @primussavethesemechs, @chaotickindbird, uhhhhh @weird-squish-cube, @scremlin (you are on a hiatus thingy tho, so you totally dont have to do this. Not that anybody else HAS to or anything.), @toto-the-cactus,,
And... I've got such a bad memory for this kinda stuff??? I cant remember blog names well at all lol, sorry folks. Thanks for reading!
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Day 54
I never knew or prolly forgot that people could get this dysfunctional when they get flu. I feel horrible oh my god! spent half the day in bed and then finally got some energy to arrange half of my room. Almost done with it but got bits left for tomorrow. So i appointed myself with an “eid break” till the end of this week so that would mean saturdays the last day. After that? well Id expect myself to start working out and studying and yeah if I cover these two everyday, I am free to do anything else after that! I wanted to start watching a series. I saw him blogging about ‘13 reasons why’ but i really dont think I want to watch that! The thing is i really had an interest in the series when it just came out and was planning on watching it prolly in the vacation but then as more reviews came out about it, i kind of didnt stay interested enough in it anymore especially because I came to know it has ‘sensitive stuff’. Things about rape and suicide and idk what not. I really dont want to invite negative vibes knowingly in to my mind. And the other thing about me is that I really really hesitate a lot before deciding on a series to start or a movie to watch. more of a reason why i end up not watching much series or movies. Its because I really really need strong recommendations and sometimes even after someone really sounding like i could buy what theyre saying, i end up not getting impressed enough so yeah! i mostly back off. But i was thinking of ‘re watching’ suits from the beginning. i kind of stopped somewhere in season 3 i think. the reason i stopped was because at some point i really didnt used to understand shit but i still used to keep watching it even after then for a while cause all the characters are so charming. 
Anyways so lets get back to the flu. Omg, i cant smell anything, i cant taste anything. no appetite, really really really tired all the time. like i dont even feel alive at times ugh. 
Also idk if my sleep schedules like fine or not. I mean tbh i sleep all the time anytime except for at night. like i actually feel really bad when i go to sleep at night i have no idea why. bad about nothing specific but bad about sleeping ‘-’ like not in a way where i think i should do something instead or smthn. but like idk. like its a sudden mood swing and i feel bad and also i cant sleep no matter how much i try. so i go to bed and im on my phone for awhile. and then i try sleeping for awhile and then back on my phone but i dont even have anything to do on my phone. i just open each social media one at a time, spend roughly like 10s each scrolling & scrolling and then lock my phone again and try to sleep. 
I dont even talk to anyone so like whatsapp is pretty useless right now. messenger too almost. I mean messengers pretty cool to check when someone was last online. And well umm. ok lets not go there, i mean yeah maybe i sometimes check if he is online but like, so what! not like i knock him or anything! so yeah
yeah so using the phones pretty boring too. and also i hardly sit with my laptop. so yeah basically i spend the entire day taking short naps. but then again this is like just since 2 days i can say cause like i was in Makkah before that for almost 5 days.  so maybe from ‘sunday’ which is like from when i am ‘thinking’ of being more of a human, Id change my schedule. as in id love to workout and study and THEN do whatever the hell i want. I dont think I can fix my sleep schedule thought as in sleeping late at night but bleh i dont really care much about it. 
I also was thinking of reading the tafseer of the Quran. I want to start with it slow. Only then i think i’ll be able to continue it for a long time. But to start though inshaAllah. 
so yeah to sumarize - FLU FLU FLU FLU FLU FLU FLU SLEEP MESSED UP WEIRD MOOD SWINGS BORING BORING AAACHHOO *sneeze-sneeze-sneeze* ~ 
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9/3/19 - Chat with Moonman and GHOSTBABEL
moonman31  11:58 AM: "what the fuck is going on”
Slinky stinks  11:58 AM: "moonman”
ARGdov  11:58 AM: "apparently someone accidentally played the elegy again because tenebris decided to fuck with song playing rules”
Slinky stinks  11:58 AM: "Can i ask you sum?”
moonman31  11:58 AM: "what's up”
Slinky stinks  11:58 AM: "okay”
Slinky stinks  11:58 AM: "remember you said you saw something”
moonman31  11:59 AM: "yeah”
Slinky stinks  11:59 AM: "https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/611329478316130346/618208412290777098/06091401120312050118091407150620080516012008.gif”
Slinky stinks  11:59 AM: “it looked like this?”
moonman31  11:59 AM: "no”
Slinky stinks  11:59 AM: "hmmm”
moonman31  11:59 AM: "but i recognize that image”
Slinky stinks  11:59 AM: "do you have any  clue of what this is?”
mfgreth  12:00 PM: "that's endymion
mfgreth  12:00 PM: "it's a painting”
Slinky stinks  12:00 PM: “i knew it was a fuvking painting”
ARGdov  12:00 PM: "endymion”
moonman31  12:00 PM: "wait”
moonman31  12:00 PM: "yeah i was gonna say that”
moonman31  12:00 PM: "what the fuck”
moonman31  12:00 PM: "ok well”
Slinky stinks  12:01 PM: "@Jos”
ARGdov  12:01 PM: ((The Diana and Endymion painting is posted))
moonman31  12:01 PM: "oh he's gone”
moonman31  12:01 PM: "ok”
Slinky stinks  12:01 PM: "it was a painting”
moonman31  12:01 PM: "weird”
ARGdov  12:01 PM: "fuck ok”
ARGdov  12:01 PM: "I gotta learn what the myth is”
ARGdov  12:01 PM: "its”
ARGdov  12:01 PM: "oh shit”
ARGdov  12:01 PM: "the name of the myth is "Diana and Endymion"”
Slinky stinks  12:01 PM: "moony do you know what does that myth rpresent?”
ARGdov  12:01 PM: "I think we need to figure it out for ourselves, dude”
Slinky stinks  12:01 PM: "ok..”
moonman31  12:01 PM: "epic”
Slinky stinks  12:02 PM: "if thats an arcangel…”
moonman31  12:02 PM: "ok well”
moonman31  12:02 PM: "i will try and help the best i can”
ARGdov  12:02 PM: "what the fuck is this myth”
ARGdov  12:02 PM: "its really fucked up”
Wolfcat  12:02 PM: "slinky what sound file did you post?”
Slinky stinks  12:02 PM: "explain”
ARGdov  12:03 PM: "so tl;dr this goddess named Selene really crushed on this guy named Endymion, and she ARGdov  12:03 PM: "really liked how he looked when he was sleeping”
ARGdov  12:03 PM: "so she was like”
ARGdov  12:03 PM: ""yo zeus, can I have this guy”"
ARGdov  12:03 PM: "and Zeus was like "lol sure"”
ARGdov  12:03 PM: "and put him into eternal sleep, so she could always go and look at him”
Slinky stinks  12:03 PM: "ummm”
ARGdov  12:03 PM: "she then proceeded to basically rape him while he was sleeping and sired a bunch of babies from him”
Slinky stinks  12:03 PM: "THAT ESCALATED QUICKLY”
Jos  12:04 PM: "@slinç”
Jos  12:04 PM: "slin ky what”
moonman31  12:04 PM: "sounds like some moon occultist shit 2 me”
ARGdov  12:04 PM: "but here's the thing”
Slinky stinks  12:04 PM: "it was a painting after all”
ARGdov  12:04 PM: "the original name of the goddess was Selene”
Jos  12:04 PM: "yes why wouldnt it be?”
Slinky stinks  12:04 PM: "hm”
Jos  12:04 PM: "it has painting shape”
ARGdov  12:04 PM: "guess what her name was when the renaissance painters learned about this myth”
Wolfcat  12:04 PM: "slinky, where did you get the elegy?”
ARGdov  12:04 PM: "they changed the name to "Diana"”
Slinky stinks  12:04 PM: "diana?”
Slinky stinks  12:04 PM: "wolf i'll pm you wait”
ARGdov  12:04 PM: "Diana was the name of Patrem (aka Hank's) wife”
Slinky stinks  12:05 PM: "oh fuck”
ARGdov  12:05 PM: "Patrem thought Luna was Diana”
Slinky stinks  12:05 PM: "and i think tyler is endymion maybe”
ARGdov  12:05 PM: "so, while it's a bit of a stretch- Diana in this myth is meant to represent Luna, probably”
Wolfcat  12:05 PM: "i just need to know where it originated”
Slinky stinks  12:05 PM: "eternal sleep”
ARGdov  12:05 PM: "if thats so thats fucked up lol”
Slinky stinks  12:05 PM: "okay ill pm you wolfo”
ARGdov  12:05 PM: "but yeah I do think Endymion would make sense as Tyler”
ARGdov  12:05 PM: "but then that raises a bunch of fucked up questions.”
ARGdov  12:05 PM: "Mainly how much does the myth actually apply to this situation”
Slinky stinks  12:06 PM: "guys i just noticed a thing”
Slinky stinks  12:06 PM: "the "elegy" i posted”
ARGdov  12:07 PM: "because I kind of assume that Luna doesnt want to bone Tyler to have his babies, and I doubt she's capable of even doing that”
Slinky stinks  12:07 PM: "has an artist attached to it”
Slinky stinks  12:07 PM: "wait”
ARGdov  12:07 PM: "wait does it?”
ARGdov  12:07 PM: "who's the artist?”
ARGdov  12:07 PM: "(also where did you find it anyways?)”
Slinky stinks  12:07 PM: ((A screenshot showing the file “NewPathsOpen.mp3” is shown depicting the artist of the file reading “Elegy of Emptiness Dubstep Glitch Remix - By Zaxiade (Majora's Mask 3DS N64)”))
Slinky stinks  12:07 PM: "lol”
ARGdov  12:08 PM: "oh ok thats the youtuber who made it”
Slinky stinks  12:08 PM: "its a error”
ARGdov  12:08 PM: "oh is it?”
ARGdov  12:08 PM: "my bad”
Slinky stinks  12:08 PM: "prolly greth did a mistake f”
Slinky stinks  12:08 PM: "lemme search form it anyways”
ARGdov  12:08 PM: "ok”
Slinky stinks  12:09 PM: "no silent comments”
Slinky stinks  12:09 PM: "its just a mistake”
Slinky stinks  12:09 PM: "okay so now we have a myth about falling asleep and rapists”
Slinky stinks  12:09 PM: "and a monster we still dont know what/where is it”
ARGdov  12:10 PM: "Im not sure if the raping/having his babies part is going to apply here
but at the very least the sleeping part”
Slinky stinks  12:10 PM: "or is it????”
Slinky stinks  12:10 PM: "7u7”
ARGdov  12:10 PM: "Im not sure”
ARGdov  12:10 PM: "I hope not”
Slinky stinks  12:10 PM: "got pmd”
ARGdov  12:10 PM: "and I kind of doubt it but I could be wron”
ARGdov  12:10 PM: "oh?”
Slinky stinks  12:11 PM: "sure you looked hard enough?”
Slinky stinks  12:11 PM: "only hint you'll ever get”
Slinky stinks  12:11 PM: "we need to go deeper”
ARGdov  12:11 PM: "....”
ARGdov  12:11 PM: "ok so there MIGHT be a comment on that youtube”
ARGdov  12:11 PM: "video”
Slinky stinks  12:11 PM: "GOT A PIC”
ARGdov  12:11 PM: "??”
Slinky stinks  12:11 PM: "there is a comment”
ARGdov  12:11 PM: "oh?!”
ARGdov  12:11 PM: "fuck” 
Slinky stinks  12:12 PM: "its occult”
Slinky stinks  12:12 PM: "i dont see it but there is a comment”
ARGdov  12:12 PM: "Im confused”
ARGdov  12:12 PM: "can you send me the pic?”
Slinky stinks  12:12 PM: ((A screenshot of a comment made by Greth Vlogs containing a cipher is shown))
ARGdov  12:12 PM: "oh damn”
Slinky stinks  12:12 PM: "i dont see the comment on the video but h sent me these”
Slinky stinks  12:12 PM: "im gonna translate wait”
Slinky stinks  12:12 PM: "got it”
Slinky stinks  12:12 PM: "we are going much deeper even now”
ARGdov  12:15 PM: "Daaamn”
ARGdov  12:15 PM: "thats a lot of...something”
ARGdov  12:15 PM: "it doesnt mean a while lot right now”
ARGdov  12:15 PM: "what does that even mean”
Slinky stinks  12:16 PM: "idk”
Slinky stinks  12:16 PM: "i just know he left that on purpose”
ARGdov  12:16 PM: "well yeah of course”
Slinky stinks  12:16 PM: "so we should check the other audio files just in case”
ARGdov  12:16 PM: "and its a hint of...something I guess”
moonman31  12:16 PM: ((A similar screenshot is shown showing two more replies made by Greth Vlogs, both containing ciphers))
ARGdov  12:16 PM: ""we are going much deeper now"”
ARGdov  12:16 PM: "oh gosh”
moonman31  12:17 PM: "i can help now and then”
Slinky stinks  12:17 PM: "Where did you get those moony?”
moonman31  12:17 PM: "same video”
ARGdov  12:17 PM: "ok we probably need to actually find those comments because those are going to take forever to copy from an image”
Slinky stinks  12:17 PM: "why i dont see them”
Wolfcat  12:17 PM: "brainlet”
moonman31  12:17 PM: "ORUGKIDQN53WK4RAN5TCA4LVNFXHIZLTONSW4Y3FEB2GQ4TFMUQHAYLSORZSA33GEBQSA53IN5WGK===”
ARGdov  12:17 PM: "try refreshing?”
moonman31  12:17 PM: "O5UGC5BAO5UWY3BAPFXXKIDEN4QHO2DFNYQGK5TFOJ4XI2DJNZTSAZLOMRZT6IDXNFWGYIDZN52SAYLXMFUXIIDGN5ZCA2LUEB2G6IDUMFVWKIDZN52T6IDXNFWGYIDZN52SAZTJM5UHIPY=”
Slinky stinks  12:17 PM: "ty”
Slinky stinks  12:17 PM: "xen”
Slinky stinks  12:17 PM: "i think you wanna see this”
Slinky stinks  12:17 PM: "the power of quintessence three parts of a whole”
Slinky stinks  12:17 PM: "what will you do when everything ends? will you await for it to take you? will you fight?”
Slinky stinks  12:17 PM: "@Xenquility  knows about this stuff”
Slinky stinks  12:17 PM: "he can help us”
ARGdov  12:18 PM: "quin·tes·sence /ˌkwinˈtesəns/ -the most perfect or typical example of a quality or class. -the aspect of something regarded as the intrinsic and central constituent of its character. -a refined essence or extract of a substance.”
Slinky stinks  12:19 PM: "yee”
ARGdov  12:19 PM: "I kind of figured thats what it meant since thats what quintessential means but I wanted to double check”
Slinky stinks  12:19 PM: "what will you do when everything ends? will you await for it to take you? will you fight?”
Slinky stinks  12:19 PM: "what the fuck does that mean”
ARGdov  12:19 PM: "presumably when the world ends”
Slinky stinks  12:20 PM: "11/11”
Slinky stinks  12:20 PM: "they are going 4 the giant awakening ritual”
ARGdov  12:20 PM: ""three parts of a whole"”
ARGdov  12:20 PM: "hmmm”
Slinky stinks  12:20 PM: "i mean”
ARGdov  12:21 PM: "ok, I get what that means, but I dont understand what its referring to”
Slinky stinks  12:21 PM: "we havent met the four IIII yet”
Slinky stinks  12:21 PM: "only three kinda”
moonman31  12:21 PM: "four giants, and 3”
ARGdov  12:21 PM: ""three parts of a whole", 3....somethings make up a larger whole”
moonman31  12:21 PM: "just missing a 2”
ARGdov  12:21 PM: "...damn yeah”
moonman31  12:21 PM: "just sayin”
Slinky stinks  12:21 PM: "wait what?”
Slinky stinks  12:21 PM: "i mean we havent met II yet”
Slinky stinks  12:21 PM: "the rest we know them”
moonman31  12:22 PM: "you are fresh slinky i like that”
Slinky stinks  12:22 PM: "ty :D”
moonman31  12:22 PM: "my boy DOV knew what was up though”
Slinky stinks  12:22 PM: "but yeah”
ARGdov  12:22 PM: "so here's what we do know”
ARGdov  12:22 PM: ""The ceremony seems to require the following individuals:”
ARGdov  12:22 PM: "The Four Giants”
ARGdov  12:22 PM: ""The Link" - Tyler””
ARGdov  12:22 PM: ""The Mask" - Tenebris"”
Slinky stinks  12:22 PM: "I is the "true patrem" as he said”
Slinky stinks  12:22 PM: "III is the one they hate, as seen is the comments of the videos”
ARGdov  12:23 PM: "assuming this is about the ritual, which Im not sure it is, Im still not sure what the three parts would mean”
Slinky stinks  12:23 PM: "and IIII is the one with the glad mans pic”
Slinky stinks  12:23 PM: "we still have II left”
ARGdov  12:23 PM: "didnt we already figure out one of them is Tenebris”
Slinky stinks  12:23 PM: "I is the true patrem”
ARGdov  12:23 PM: "that | is tenebris?”
ARGdov  12:23 PM: "shit wait not”
Slinky stinks  12:24 PM: "tho idk if he is tenebris”
ARGdov  12:24 PM: "that IIIII is tenebris””
Slinky stinks  12:24 PM: "it was I”
Slinky stinks  12:24 PM: "not IIII”
Slinky stinks  12:24 PM: "i think”
Slinky stinks  12:24 PM: "the majora pic is I”
Slinky stinks  12:24 PM: "and he was the Im glad you did that UwU”
ARGdov  12:25 PM: "right ok...huh”
ARGdov  12:25 PM: "dunno who IIIII is, maybe that's tyler then, who the fuck knows”
Slinky stinks  12:25 PM: "its confusing”
ARGdov  12:25 PM: "Ive got a feeling its not referring to that though”
Slinky stinks  12:25 PM: "IIII is the glad mans dud”
ARGdov  12:25 PM: "ah”
ARGdov  12:25 PM: "Im not sure what the three parts would be then”
ARGdov  12:25 PM: "I do have a thought though but it's probably wrong and wont really help us”
Slinky stinks  12:27 PM: "hm”
ARGdov  12:27 PM: "because when I think of "three parts of a whole" in the context of religion, I think of the holy trinity in christianity. “
ARGdov  12:27 PM: "But that's a stretch, and it doesnt really make anything clearer”
ARGdov  12:27 PM: "*in catholicism, specifically, I guess”
Slinky stinks  12:28 PM: "hmmmm”
ARGdov  12:28 PM: "I dont think that's right, to be clea”
ARGdov  12:28 PM: "maybe it is referring to the ritual”
Slinky stinks  12:28 PM: "the only thing we know is that they are gonna try something”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: "ok, so this is a bit of a stretch but”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: ""The ceremony seems to require the following individuals:”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: "The Four Giants”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: ""The Link" - Tyler”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: ""The Mask" - Tenebris"”
Slinky stinks  12:29 PM: "makes sense”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: ""the Four Giants", "The Link", and "The Mask"”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: "three parts”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: "of a whole”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: "of course one of those parts is four different people so im not sure if that works, but you need all three of those components to enact the ritual”
ARGdov  12:29 PM: "if it is referring to the ritual, it probably means that?”
Mr t series good  12:30 PM: "500 iq dov”
Jos  12:30 PM: "tldl my pms please im busy”
Mr t series good  12:30 PM: "yeah probably”
Mr t series good  12:30 PM: "what does tldl mean”
Slinky stinks  12:31 PM: "im pretty sure that "ceremony" is the Undecim nocte tyler was asissting”
ARGdov  12:31 PM: "although, Moonman did suggest that if there are "four giants", and "three....somethings", there's probably two of something else....which would suggest thats not right”
ARGdov  12:31 PM: "I dont think it was Undecim Nocte”
ARGdov  12:31 PM: "that ceremony Tyler went to, I mean”
ARGdov  12:31 PM: "the day was wrong”
Slinky stinks  12:31 PM: "we haven't technically met II and III”
Slinky stinks  12:31 PM: "they are two”
Slinky stinks  12:31 PM: "we know who one of them are but we haven't met them yet”
ARGdov  12:32 PM: "Im wondering if those images we got that night called "path" and "split" had something to do with it”
ARGdov  12:32 PM: "Im guessing that the ritual had more to do with more dimension shenanigins”
Slinky stinks  12:32 PM: "hmmmm”
Slinky stinks  12:32 PM: "this is really confusing”
ARGdov  12:32 PM: "because we first got those images the same night”
ARGdov  12:32 PM: "either way, somethings going deeper”
ARGdov  12:32 PM: "maybe that literally just means”
ARGdov  12:32 PM: ""we are getting closer to conducting the ritual"”
Slinky stinks  12:33 PM: "okay…”
ARGdov  12:34 PM: "but I am wondering if Moonman pointing out that there are "four giants" and "we just need to find two of something" means the three components thing isnt referring to the ritual”
ARGdov  12:34 PM: "Im not sure”
ARGdov  12:34 PM: "I guess we'll find out”
Slinky stinks  12:34 PM: "lets wait then”
ARGdov  12:34 PM: "I dont think there's much else we can do at the moment so....yeah”
Slinky stinks  12:35 PM: "also what the fuck with the "elegy dubstep glitch remix"”
ARGdov  12:35 PM: "we've got a few pieces of information but not much else to go by, just more clues to stack up on top of other shit”
Slinky stinks  12:35 PM: "dunno”
Slinky stinks  12:35 PM: "okay so lets wait and stand proud”
Slinky stinks  12:35 PM: "lol”
Mr t series good  12:37 PM: "is that a jojo reference”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:38 PM: "sᴍᴀʟʟ ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ ᴏɴ ᴏᴜʀ sɪᴛᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴ: ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴀᴏ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴜɴsᴛᴀʙʟᴇ. sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʜᴀs ɪᴛ, ɪɴ ʟɪᴇᴜ ᴏꜰ ʟɪɢʜᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴇʀᴍs, 'ꜰᴜᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ'. ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ sᴏ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀᴛᴀ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs.”
ARGdov  12:39 PM: "jesus fuck”
Mr t series good  12:39 PM: "babel as i like to say”
Mr t series good  12:39 PM: "it be like that”
ARGdov  12:39 PM: "maybe thats Tenebris' doing?”
Mr t series good  12:39 PM: "probably yeah”
ARGdov  12:39 PM: "seeing as we somehow accidentally played it twice through some nonsense”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:39 PM: "sᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʙʟᴜɴᴛʟʏ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴜɴsᴛᴀʙʟᴇ, ᴇsᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟʟʏ ᴘᴏsᴛ-ᴇxᴄᴜʀsɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇsᴄᴜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴʜᴇᴀᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ…”
Slinky stinks  12:40 PM: "oh hello babel”
Wolfcat  12:40 PM: "I think I understand the Endymion symbolism now”
Slinky stinks  12:40 PM: "how”
Wolfcat  12:41 PM: "the IDs are repeatedly raping AO”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:41 PM: "ɪ ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇɴᴛɪʀᴇʟʏ sᴜʀᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴡᴇʙsɪᴛᴇs ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴛᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴄʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴏsᴛ sᴘɪʀɪᴛs, ʏᴇs? ᴊᴏʜɴɪsᴅᴇᴀᴅ ɪs ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ sᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍᴇᴀɴs ʙᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɴᴏᴄᴛᴀ sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀᴅᴅɪɴɢ sᴘɪʀɪᴛs ᴛᴏ ʜɪs ᴏᴡɴ ɪɴᴠᴇɴᴛᴏʀʏ, ᴀs ɪᴛ ᴡᴇʀᴇ, ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʜᴀᴠᴇ... ᴡᴇʟʟ, ɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ ᴡᴏʀsᴇ.”
ARGdov  12:42 PM: "I mena thats not surprising
Slinky stinks  12:42 PM: "when we will be able to enter the subspace?”
Slinky stinks  12:42 PM: “sorry for the question”
ARGdov  12:42 PM: "Johnisdead is a wonky, psyehcedlic hellscape maze of a website”
ARGdov  12:42 PM: "I never considered that was due to it hosting the spirits, but I guess it makes sense”
Slinky stinks  12:42 PM: "if they are heading to do their thing on 11/11 we dont have that much of a time”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:43 PM: "ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇxᴛ ʙᴇsᴛ sᴛᴇᴘ ᴏꜰ ᴏᴜʀs ɪs ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀɪᴍᴀʀʏ sᴘɪʀɪᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴄᴀᴜsɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪs ɪssᴜᴇ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ, ꜰʀᴀɴᴋʟʏ ᴘᴜᴛ.”
Slinky stinks  12:43 PM: "you know that migth be tenebris rigth?”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:43 PM: "ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ sᴏ.”
Slinky stinks  12:44 PM: "moony saw a thing”
ARGdov  12:44 PM: "wait if its not tenebris who the fuck would it be”
Slinky stinks  12:44 PM: "prolly the spirit and or tenebris”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:44 PM: "ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ǫᴜɪᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴀssᴜᴍᴇ ʙᴇɴ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏᴇs.”
Mr t series good  12:44 PM: "who else could it be?”
ARGdov  12:44 PM: "tenebris, actuallly. we dont know what happened to Ben”
Mr t series good  12:44 PM: ":thinking:”
ARGdov  12:44 PM: "so”
ARGdov  12:44 PM: "lets think”
ARGdov  12:44 PM: "Yuki's probably in there too, but shit didnt get super wonky until a long time after she got ascended”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:45 PM: "ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʙᴇɪɴɢ sᴀɪᴅ ᴛʜɪs sᴘɪʀɪᴛ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀᴜsɪɴɢ ᴀɴʏ ᴅɪʀᴇᴄᴛ ʜᴀʀᴍ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ɪᴛ ᴅᴀɴɢᴇʀᴏᴜs ᴛᴏ ᴏᴘᴇʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴇᴠᴇʟ ᴡᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀᴛ.”
ARGdov  12:45 PM: "Moonman was trapped there for a time but he's out now”
Mr t series good  12:45 PM: "so maybe she is the one thats causing this”
ARGdov  12:45 PM: "I just said she was added a long time before shit went a little nuts”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:45 PM: "ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ɪᴛ, ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴡᴏʀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ʏᴜᴜᴋɪ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀᴜsɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪs, ɪɴᴅɪʀᴇᴄᴛʟʏ ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ.”
ARGdov  12:45 PM: "I think, at least”
ARGdov  12:45 PM: "oh”
ARGdov  12:45 PM: "well then”
Slinky stinks  12:46 PM: "thats why isaid it may be tenebris”
ARGdov  12:46 PM: "I have a big mouth”
Slinky stinks  12:46 PM: "bc when moon head was Inside with thm he saw himor at least that thing”
ARGdov  12:46 PM: "but hang on where can we let her escape too?”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:46 PM: "ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ᴅᴏᴜʙᴛs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴀʙɪʟɪᴛʏ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴᴀʟʏᴢᴇ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs.”
ARGdov  12:47 PM: "the only other website we know of that can properly host spirits that's still around is johnisdead”
ARGdov  12:47 PM: "and thats literally a digital purgatory”
Slinky stinks  12:47 PM: "sorry im playing gta while typing”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  12:48 PM: "sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ᴀ sᴍᴀʟʟ sᴀᴄʀɪꜰɪᴄᴇ ɪs ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇʀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ. ʙᴇsɪᴅᴇs, ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ ɢᴏᴀʟ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ᴍᴏᴏɴ ᴄᴜʟᴛ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴏʏɪɴɢ ᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛɪᴇs ᴛʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴜᴜᴋɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴜʟᴛɪᴍᴀᴛᴇʟʏ ᴏʙᴊᴇᴄᴛ.”
Slinky stinks  12:48 PM: "hm”
ARGdov  12:49 PM: "true”
ARGdov  12:49 PM: "I just wish there was a better way than trapping her in Johnisdead”
Slinky stinks  12:50 PM: "if we trapped her we could talk to er thru [email protected] maybe”
ARGdov  12:51 PM: “actually are any souls still in there? Im assuming so.”
Slinky stinks  12:51 PM: "i htink so but they dont talk anymore for some reason”
ARGdov  12:51 PM: "well they rarely do unless we send an email”
otherLiam  12:52 PM: "She’s already trapped in AO. Trading one purgatory for another really isn’t that bad.”
ARGdov  12:52 PM: "I guess so”
ARGdov  12:52 PM: "but how do we do it? and can we tell her we're doing it?”
Slinky stinks  12:52 PM: "and how are we going to do that”
Slinky stinks  12:52 PM: "yee”
otherLiam  12:52 PM: "At least on JID she’ll have company.”
Slinky stinks  12:52 PM: "i mean she still can post”
Slinky stinks  12:52 PM: "She has company”
ARGdov  12:53 PM: "ok Im going to redownload the discord app so I can hkeep up with things today on my phone”
ARGdov  12:53 PM: "Ok downloaded”
ARGdov  12:53 PM: "I need to get gas and go to work”
otherLiam  12:54 PM: "There are some items/songs that could work, but I’d be worried about Tenebris misinterpreting them.”
ARGdov  12:54 PM: "I think there may be other options”
Slinky stinks  12:54 PM: "tenbris is gonna yoink those items and we all know that”
otherLiam  12:54 PM: "...this is a stupid idea but what if we PM: " her account with a link to johnisdead?”
ARGdov  12:54 PM: "@ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ do you have any way of moving her to JiD on your end?”
Slinky stinks  12:54 PM: "could be”
Slinky stinks  12:54 PM: "the liam's idea could work pretty nice”
otherLiam  12:56 PM: "The issue is, johnisdead is still locked.”
Slinky stinks  12:56 PM: "ah fuck thats rigth”
Slinky stinks  12:56 PM: "hmm”
Slinky stinks  12:56 PM: "this is so confusing”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  1:00 PM: "sᴏʀʀʏ, ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴀᴡᴀʏ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴋᴇʏʙᴏᴀʀᴅ ᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴘɪᴢᴢᴀ. ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏ, ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ɪɴᴛᴏ ɪᴛ.”
Slinky stinks  1:01 PM: "damn you like pizza”
Slinky stinks  1:01 PM: "okay so thats weird”
Slinky stinks  1:01 PM: "the pass is still a secret”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ  1:04 PM: "ʜᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ ᴏꜰꜰ ꜰᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ, ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɪɴꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ, ᴘᴇʀʜᴀᴘs.”
Slinky stinks  1:04 PM: "ok”
Slinky stinks  1:04 PM: "goodbye gb”
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Any information on insuring a Classic truck would be helpful. Like the license plate thing I keep hearing about. I find an original plate and never have to change it again? License plate information would be most helpful.....Maybe Help me figure out where to find a plate? :D 1989 Truck plate is what I will need. I know it's not a classic in most eyes..But tech it IS a classic. It's just a summer driver/Fun show truck........I DO have a 1969.....That is a classic...But I haven't got far enough to insure it yet. Projects....................Thanks for any help!
SVT Cobra 03 Insurance?
My father has a Mustang Cobra 03. Since I have a permit now, the cobra is all mine. I am wondering how much will I have to pay for insurance? I am sixteen years old (sirousely) .Male. No Violations. A student. No modifications to the car. Only driving it to school and work. I tried getting qoutes online but they are not availeble for my age. Please give me an Estimate. Help. Plz.""
About how much is high point auto insurance a month?
Well, I just recently got my license and I wanted to buy a car, but my mom said that it's a bad idea and one of the reasons is because of how expensive insurance is. My friend told me her insurance- high point- is only 60 dollars a month. I'm not sure if that's true, because that sounds really really cheap. Does anyone have this or know approximately how much this auto insurance would be a month?""
What kind of insurance?
I want to do residential housekeeping .What kind of insurance should i get?What is the difference between being insured or being bonded?please explain ?
Steps in getting health insurance in one day?
Steps in getting health insurance in one day?
I will be 17 soon and i don't know the cheapest insurance for cars?
I am 17 in December and hoping to pass my test i would like a white car and did want to get A white ford focus Zetec but they are way to expensive for insurance, i would like a nice car as everyone is judged from where i am from i would also like it to be white. Does anyone know where i can get a good enough, white car? where i can afford the insurance? :) Thanks for your help in advance.""
Insurance and tickets?
I got pulled over for being on my cell phone but the cop gave me a ticket for not wearing my seat belt which is only $46, i can pay online, and i dont have to go to court. Will this ticket be reported to my insurance?""
Fast Car Low Insurance Group?
Hi, i am looking for a car that can do 0-60 in under 10 sec, but is in as low an insurance group as possible. Atm i want a Mitsubishi Galant 2.0, but that is group 13, if anyone can find anything under group 10 i'd be grateful. P.S. I have no intention of frauding any insurance company so don't mention that. Also no i am not a boy racer so no moral lectures please. Rest of you Thanks :)""
1998 V6 Firebird Insurance?
I'm 18 years old, just graduated high school, and am looking to buy a car to get to college and back home. What is the insurance on a 1998 v6 firebird or camaro based on a clean driving record and taken the driver's ed courses?""
""OK so i previously asked how much is car insurance uk,17yearold/girl, bmw compact sport 318.3door?
I ALREADY HAVE THE CAR...I just need to know roughly how much insurance will be next year
How do you get car insurance for your car when you never had insurance?
I'm looking to put a down payment on a used car but I need to know how does putting insurance on it work? I never had my own insurance this will be my first car I get on my own, I will not be under my parents insurance or anything like that it will be completely brand new.""
How much car insurance do I need?
I'm a graduate student that has little saved due to paying my way through college and I drive a 1997 Dodge intrepid, of which kelly has a personal value of around 1,500 and a sale by used car dealer at around 3,000. I was curious to have some opinions as to how much car insurance one things I should get? I'm going to school in illinois, but my true home is in indiana so I could claim either state (not that I've seen it make much of a difference). From what I have found 100/300/50 is recommended, but I'm more looking as to whether collision or comprehensive is even worth it at this point due to my car's value? I (knock on wood) haven't been in an car accident while driving and I am a safe driver that follows within 5 of the posted speed limits (unless traffic is going 20+over).""
Where does the money go that everyone pays for car insurance?
If I pay $100 a month for car insurance for 20 years that's $24,000. I know 5 people in my family who pay approximately that so that's about $120,000. So with everyone who drives pays about that, where does all that money go? To pay for car wrecks? Government? What? (No, I've never had a wreck or used the insurance to pay for anything)""
Can I drive my parents car without Insurance?
So I live in MA and I was wondering if I will get into trouble if I drive my parents car (which is insured under my dads name) when I am home for the Thanksgiving break (my name is not on my dad's insurance). Will having a written consent from my dad permitting me to drive the car help?
Where can students get cheap car insurance from people who don't automatically make you out to be boy racers?
Where can students get cheap car insurance from people who don't automatically make you out to be boy racers?
Can I add my 18yo niece to my medical insurance?
She is a college student and we provide more than half of her support. I do claim her as a dependent on my taxes, but only starting this year. I know I can keep my own children on the policy through age 26 (if in college, I think), but I didn't know if I could add my niece. thanks!""
Insurance on a Audi R8?
Well my plan is to get a Audi R8 with 5 years of driving this year, but how much would insurance be if i buy the car used with say 20,000 miles on it and the year is 2009, and if possible what would the insurance on a 2011Audi R8 new ? Seriously i just want to know i dont need to hear your if you ask u cant afford it and what not, so be mature, and just answer it if not f**k off.""
Car insurance - What's the car worth?
In the past when ever i've been asked by insurance companies what my car is worth i've always told them the amount that i think i could realisticly sell it for (what its worth? or so i thought) If i was to sell my car i would be able to get around 1200-1300, which is what i would say 'it's worth', HOWEVER, recently after putting my reg number into a price comparison website it automatically came up with a value of just 700. (My car has low milege, fsh and is in v good condition so is worth more than average) So my question is, if i tell them it's worth say 1250, take out their policy and then i write it off, what will they pay? The amount i told them or 'their' valuation. Also, am i paying a higher premium than i should because i'm telling them it's true value instead of their lower valuation? and if so, how many other people are doing this?""
How much life insurance?
Married, no kids, will buy a house next year, anuual income = about 80K Options: 1x annual salary - free 2 x - $9.44/month 3 x - $18.88/moth 4 x $8.32/month 5 x $37.76/month Also, should I bother w/spouse insurance (about $5/month?)""
How much would my insurance premium rise be? Car accident.?
On the interstate going home from work, it started raining just as I entered, really hard. Then I saw this white car in front of me, who stepped on his brakes, and as soon as I saw that, I stepped on mines. I couldn't swerve to the right where the gravel and grass were cause the white car was already headed that way , since it was raining my brakes didn't help and instead my car slid and his the back left corner of the white cars, and then I hitted a gray car from behind. My car is messed up really bad and cannot be repaired. When I gained enough sense to realized what just happened, there was 5 cars that had stopped, but mines was the only one badly damaged, unrepairable. Nobody was injured, and everyone's car was still drivable. The officer basically said it was my fault, cause I couldn't stop MY car from hitting the other two. Now I have to pay a ticket of $165 and my insurance will be paying for the other car's problems.""
Do farmers get cheaper car insurance through (NFU?) Farmers union? (uk and NI)?
Just seen an NFU and was wondering...
Is it normal to have full health insurance by age 22?
Is it normal to have full health insurance by age 22?
Will the insurance company pay?
On my way home last night, I was hit by a guy making a left at an intersection neither one of us had a stop sign, however I was keeping straight and he turned and hit me. Now I am 17 years old, and the car is in my moms name and so is the insurance, I am not on anyones insurance, the other guy had insurance and however he did not have a license. So the police issued him 2 tickets leaving the scene and no license. So my questions are 1. Who is at fault 2. Who's insurance would I go through (I only have liability) 3. Will his insurance pay? 4. How long does this process take? 5. Procedure? 6. What should I do?? Thanks in advance.""
Would I need car insurance before purchasing a used car from a private dealer?
I'm 18, I'll be 19 by the time I purchase my first car & I was wondering do I need car insurance before I buy the vehicle. I've never done this before so I have no idea how this works.""
How much (about) would insurance cost for a Lamborghini Gallardo (at 16 yrs old)?
How much (about) would insurance cost for a Lamborghini Gallardo (at 16 yrs old)?
Will asthma affect health insurance premium?
Hello, I had asthma as a child from ages 2 to 11. I am now 20 years old. Will this affect my health insurance premiums if I try to get an individual plan? Or will it not matter because the last incident was over 10 years ago? I do not take any medication or anything for the last 10 years.""
Insurance on a crashed car?
Today someone crashed into my car, anyway both cars have minor damage but they're trying to say it was my fault and claiming on their insurance etc. etc. Anyway, i was just wondering if the price of insurance increases for a driver who has crashed, how long does it go up for and if they don't insure the car during that time (i may be at uni) Will the increased charges be saved for until they next insure the car?""
Which car models have good insurance rates?
I'm asking this question for a friend and she's curious to know some car models with good insurance rates. Any suggestions will be greatly appreciated :)
Can i get new york insurance while maintaining a florida tag?
Can I get new York insurance while maintaining a Florida license plate?
Insurance and pregnancy...
I am planning to get pregnant in March, 2009. After working things out with my husband, it seems like the best time for us Anyway, my insurance policy will finish in August and I'll have to get new insurance (I won't be able to continue with my current insurance policy for reasons beyond the scope of this question). Will this cause me problems with the new insurance company (I still don't know what insurance I am going to purchase)? Will the NOT cover my pregnancy and delivery and consider it a pre-existing condition? What's your advice? We really don't want to postpone pregnancy any more and now is not the best time for us""
Which company have cheapest auto insurance?
Which is cheapest auto insurance
Where can I get temporary car insurance in the US?
I currently live in PA as an exchange student. My roommate owns a car and he would let me drive it but I am not covered by his insurance. What I need is a temporary car insurance for foreigners that don't own the car they want to drive. Any help is much appreciated!
Cheapest car insurance for 18 Y/O male?
Im getting quoted 8000-11,000 for a group one insurance 107. my mate was quoted 2000 for a 1.8 mini one. ive tried all comparison sites admiral, churchill and directline but they are unable to quote. im going on my mums policy or dads btw. Thanks for any help.""
College Health Insurance in New York?
I am a full time college student in New York and have always been a resident of New York. In a week on my 19th birthday my health insurance through, Child Health Plus is going to end. I am unemployed and my parents do not have the options of family health plans. I do not know what to do I need to have coverage to be safe, does annyone know where I can get affordable health insurance as a student and at my age in New York.""
""Can I lose in small claims court if I got into a accident that wasn't my fault, but I didn't have insurance?""
Can I lose in small claims court if I got into a accident that wasn't my fault, but I didn't have insurance?""
Where I can get best auto insurance rates ?
Please find me a good web site to get some details about best auto insurance rates . For my research this data will be useful to me. thank you
I am 17 and live in ct where can i get cheap car insurance 10pnts for best answer?
i am 17 and live in ct where can i get cheap car insurance 10pnts for best answer
Car insurance looking to buy my first car?
i am a 20 year old male have my full licence 6 months and looking to buy a 1.4 golf gti could somebody tell me how much insurance would cost me would you say or best places to get a quick quote online
How much is car insurance per year for a oldish mini?
I'm 18 in June and I would really love a mini say 2005 or something like that. How much roughly would insurance be per year for one of them. Thanks guys :)
How much would insuracne cost on a 2010 Chevy Camareo for a 17 year old?
What are some nice cars that arnt sports cars? Insurance costs alot for a 17 year old with a sports car
""Where can I find affordable dental insurance, that I can use immediatleywith no waiting period?
Im in the state of VIRGINIA :)
All car dealerships require full coverage on insurance? ?
Full coverage insurance cost me around 400-600 a month because im 18 and want a sports car do all dealer ships require full coverage to make monthly payments?
17 year old girl insurance?
My dad is a mechanic and will only buy me a 1.0 for insurance and cost. I want to know how much would it cost me to insure a Citroen Saxo when i have my full liscence in 6 monts?? I was told it is also possible to be a name driver on one of my parents insurance. How much would that cost??
Can you get a car insurance quote If you can't drive at first?
I am only currently doing driving lesson's and don't own a car but am I able to get a quote if I can provide the detail's on what car I want roughly?
50CC Does motorbike insurance cost more than moped insurance?
Ok so i just turned 16 and have got my provisional license and also have done a CBT my mum tells me that a 50cc Motorbike that you put your leg over costs way more in insurance then a moped that you put your leg through is this true ? also im talking About 50cc motorbikes and mopeds
What is the cost for courier insurance?
I am looking into the idea of starting a local courier business, just me with no employees (at least to start with). I'm just trying to get an idea of what some of the start up costs would be, one of which is courier insurance, without having to talk to an insurance agent. I would only be delivering small packages and letters/paperwork in Green Bay WI and the surrounding areas.""
18 year old just trying to find health insurance...?
My mom retired last year and my parents decided that without the benefits, it was too expensive for me to be on their health insurance plan (it would have been ~$750 a month). I've been without insurance since August. I just turned 18 yesterday. I live in Connecticut and my parents are basically being lazy about it and not helping at all... even though I have an entire LIST of things I need to get checked out/surgery/medications, including wisdom teeth surgery (dental insurance, yay!!!!!) and I can't do ANY of it until I have insurance. I seriously have NO idea what to do and my parents procrastinate like crazy and I can't take being uninsured anymore. What do I do?!""
Is it normal to have full health insurance by age 22?
Is it normal to have full health insurance by age 22?
Lowering insurance premiums in BC?
In BC after I get my class 5 drivers license(no longer an N) Is it likely my monthly insurance cost will go down?
Will my insurance rate go up even though I paid off my parking ticket before court?
I'm 20 years old and I live in Houston,TX and I got pulled over in a town outside Houston called Pearland. I went thirteen miles over 30 and got ticketed by the police officer of the town. Now here in Texas, before you go to the DMV to get a license you have to take a 6 hour driving class which was made into a law dating back to 2010. This is my first speeding ticket I got since I first got my driver's license almost a year ago. If I go to the courthouse and admit that it was my fault for speeding and pay the fine before my court date arrives, will my insurance rate still go up? (Please don't leave negative feedbacks. I'm just trying to get some honest answers)""
I'm not gay but need health insurance?
In my state (ct) my boyfriend can not add me to his health insurance policy because we are not a homosexual couple. We live together and have for a long time, but because we have the option of getting married I can't have coverage. While I am happy that Ct takes homosexual relationships into account, I feel heterosexuals are being discriminated against. We are not religious and in no hurry to marry- we are very happy. Any thoughts on the legalities here or how to get around this?""
What insurance companies will insure someone with a DUI on his record?
My boyfriend and I have our car and house insured under State Farm, but apparently they have a zero tolerance policy and have dropped him from the insurance. My agent was saying something about 're-evaluating' at some point in the future, but he was being so rude to me about it (I wasn't the offender) that I didn't really listen, and have no interest in staying with State Farm (at least with that agent). I assume if State Farm has a 'zero-tolerance policy,' they're not the only company that does, so what companies would insure us? We understand that we'll have to pay higher premiums, which is fine, since it's the consequence of his actions. I'd just rather not go with some cheesy insurance like The General or Safe Auto.""
What does a term life insurance medical exam consist of?
And what companies do people recommend.
What is the average cost of mobile home insurance in California?
What is the average cost of mobile home insurance in California?
When should I sell my car to move to California?
I am moving from Kansas to Los Angeles,California this coming August/September for school and my car requires a lot of money so I want to get rid of it before I go.. $200 month on the payment $80 for insurance $120 month on gas and not including any maintenance that has to be done so with all that being said it seems like a good idea to sell it and save my money after moving to just purchase a cheaper car outright if need be. Does this seem like a good idea and if so when should i start listing my car for sale? It's a 2006 Saturn Ion and by the time I am ready to sell I'll owe about $4,500-5,000. Any answers from someone who has been in the same situation or who can provide ADVICE would be helpful, I don't need to hear any answers about staying in Kansas because that isn't related to the question. Thank you!""
With millions of people losing their jobs and health insurance every month....?
can you see why we need affordable health coverage for all Americans? When I left my job, my option to keep my Insurance for a year would cost $1,300 a month for me and my family. As we see more and more Americans lose their jobs and unable to afford health insurance, the crisis only grows. If you don't believe we should have a government health care program that covers all Americans, what is your solution?""
What should I do about Car Insurance in New Jersey?
I live in NJ. I am 19 years old. I have had some problems in the past with my license. I have hit 2 Deer, had 2 2-Car Accidents, and have 3 Speeding Tickets. There was a period of 90 in which my license was suspended for these violations. I have been clean for a year now. Allstate has jacked my premium this year from $6K to $8K for 6 months. I wanted to change insurances. I tried to get Geico and Esurance but they won't insure me, even with my granddad on the policy as a primary. Esurance was going to cover me on Sunday along with my granddad, but today I called to give them my credit card # and someone different from the person I originally talked to on Sunday said that they cannot insure me. I have been without Insurance for a week now b/c I thought I was going to be with Esurance. What should I do now? How bad is it that I have been without insurance for 5 days? Should I go back to Allstate? Another thing I was thinking was dropping my insurance all together.""
Health Insurance and Pre-existing Conditions?
What kinds of pre-existing conditions can give you a problem when getting your own health insurance?
Insurance for a honda civic?
I am 16 years old getting insurance for the first time got my licence a week ago never driven on it.....i want the simplest insurance ever something that will let me drive my car legally
Any way to decrease my 4K quote to insure a 1.0L VW Polo?
I'm looking into buying my first car (17 year old driver), I have not passed my test yet but I'm looking to get a car to practise in. I found the car I wanted to buy, a 1.0L (999cc) 400 R Reg (1998) VW Polo, so practically the smallest engine money can buy. I needed to see how much it would cost to insure before and after I pass my test. It was 1200 a year on my provisional which is the sort of price I would expect but over 4000 when I set it to having passed my test. This is using go compare.com. Why is that so much money? I understand young drivers are high risk, but surely over 4000 a year for fully comp doesnt sound right.""
COBRA Health Insurance Florida?
Where can I find a cheaper health insurance plan to replace my COBRA health insurance offered by my former employer?
I'm added to my parents car insurance policy. . .?
I'm added to my parents car insurance policy. But the insurance card (the copy of insurance you keep in the glove box) don't have my name on it. Is this normal for insurance ...show more
Should we keep health insurance or get rid of it?
anyone know the pros and cons of either getting rid of health insurance or to keep it?
Do you need insurance for a driver's permit?
I'm hearing different things from all different places and rather than sifting through all of the crap at the dmvedu website I thought I'd ask you guys and get a straight answer. Do I need insurance to get my permit, or just for my liscense? I live in California, by the way, if that makes any difference with the law.""
How much are you paying car insurance NJ?
I just want to know, please answer with how much, every 6 months? age? and any driving history? My mom and I are paying 2000$ 6 months, both of us have had unsafe operation in our driving records. does that sound reasonable to you? I'm really new to this car insurance and trying to know. thanks""
Can you sue an insurance company?
I was hit over a month ago and the guy who hit me insurance company still hasn't repaired or paid me for the accident when they said they would and ive tried calling them and they won't call me and I'm not able to work since I have no car and I can't get a rental cause I'm not 25
I got two no proof of insurance tickets?
I got two and Have court for one on the 26th of Sep and the other on the 29th two different vehicles what will happen also when I got my second ticket I got it for speeding... What can I do I have proof of insurance but it is on a different vehicle is there any way I can say I was on my way to changing my insurance to the car I was driving.. I LIVE IN CALIFORNIA IM 19 years old PLEASE HELP ME IM TURNING 20 on the 28th of August
I got a speeding ticket. Any estimate of how much insurance premium may go up by?
Got my first speeding ticket in Collingwood, Ontario. Drove 80km on a 60km limit road. Just wondering how much insurance premium rate can go up by... or is there any chance it won't? Would love to fight it, but I live in Toronto and the drive up there is a waste of 4 hrs/miliage/gas vs paying a $95 fine, losing 3 demerit points and having it on record for 3 years.""
Car insurance question?
Would my car insurance be any higher if i got a ford escape rather than a car? My parents wont let me get a Chevy Tahoe for my graduation because they said SUVs make the car insurance go up really high, so would my insurance go up alot if i got a Ford Escape, since its not as big as a Tahoe.""
Where can i get the cheapest car insurance?
Im a 16 year old male who lives in new orleans. I have a 3.8 GPA and no one in my immediate family has been in a wreck in the previous 5 years. Where can i get affordable insurance?
Is it good to shop around and change car insurance every 6 months. In order to always pay the lowest?
Does that look bad in your records, credit, financial history etc? Example..... This bastard is always changing car insurances every couple of months.""
What kind of insurance do used car dealerships have and how much does it cost?
I looking to start up a small used car dealership. What type of insurance do I need and what would it cost me Im only looking to open a small lot with about 5-8 cars at a time thanks
Abt cancelation of car insurance?
i have taken car insurance from admiral .its abt 10 months installments.each month 70 pounds direct debit,its a third party insurance.unfortuntaely after paying 1 month(70) insurance.my car got big accident.i had given my car to scrap. when i called to my admiral insurance company to cancel my insurace.they are not doing it.pls can u tell me any other way to cancel my insurance..can i cancel my direct debit of insurance from bank?is der any problemss if i do direct debit""
Is it normal to have full health insurance by age 22?
Is it normal to have full health insurance by age 22?
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Recovery Phase
Welcome to my 2 years worth of recovery story.
The ones’ who’ve known me way before 2015 will know why. But this ones’ for the one who prolly is reading this and dont know hahahaha
I was the girl who loved her ex way too much & is willing to do anything & everything for his happiness. Was supposed to get married but yeah... the longest time ever to move on.
Here’s what everyone didnt know and kept telling me that i always deserve better, when they havent been hearing what was it that is really happening to me, & us. Yes, im gna tell everything that has been happening for the past 2/3 years, till now.
My relationship with my ex was perfect. Prolly the only time i started acting up was when he left me to Brunei, for 9 months.. (yes im also the girl who cant stand being away from my boyfriend for too long) and when i say acting up, i mean, i start being crazy cause i miss him. Hahahah well it was pretty easy cause i had work distracting me. He is honestly a nice, lovely and caring person...
But he had someone else.. oh we were 3 1/2 years together. I knew he had someone else but i kept forgiving him for all that he did cause i loved him & it was too hard for me to let go. & i kept on telling myself that it’ll get better. But i was wrong.
It honestly got worst. It got worst cause i start drifting away from him and do my own stuffs. It really hit me on the night he asked me “b, do you really still love me ?” Cause i know that i was really drifting apart & i also knew what i did what i did... was wrong. Here is what everyone doesnt know... i let guys in.. i let guys be close to me. Only because i wanted to know if he felt what i felt.. if he felt the pain i felt. But nope..
So i stopped wtv i was doing. And he got mad over what i did. I saw him with another girl in his house. I broke up with him. Everyone thought that I actually broke up with him cause he was with another girl in the house. But nope. I broke up with him cause i know the more i hold on, the more shits I’ll be doing, & it’ll be more painful for me. And i knew what was my shortcomings, i knew why the other girl existed. I knew why he did all those. I accepted fate, and left him.
After the break up, i found myself going back to him everytime. I dont even know why. It was hard. Reaaaally hard. I tried Tinder. Met all sorts of guys. Cant seem to forget him still.. then i told myself that maybe i should spend more time with my girlfriend & bestfriend. It worked. But truth to be told, there were times of the day where I’ll rmb him and think of him. I just dont wna start again with someone new... yknow ?
Okay.. the duration from the breakup till i found a boyfriend.... i gained so much weight. It was weird. Serious. Still met my ex a couple of times, just to see how he’s doing. Aight, here’s the part where i start moving on..
I met Anwar.
Not as my officer. But as a guest to my family event. Yep, the first time we met was at my family event.
I was dating his friend...... before i know him.
Something happened and he got me. My life is so confusing.
It tooook meeee sooooo muchhhh to open up to someone new again. I had trouble telling him what is wrong with me, that i tend to just shut myself up. Still checked on my ex once in awhile.
Yes, i treated Anwar like shit for the first 3 months of the relationship. He made so much efforts to heal me, to fix me, to make me love him. He had all the patience which i doubt anyone has. He is really one of a kind..
I started 2016 = i started loving him.
Cause i found out that there was sth else that my ex did wayyyyy before the break up. And I realised that it’s rlly not worth it anymore to think of/abt him. I got engaged to Anwar, mid of the year. I think twice if this is rlly what i want. Yes, i wna settle down but am i doing the right thing ? But as time goes by.. Anwar really showed me.. he guided me all the way, and has never given up. I know right at that moment that he deserves everything in this world. Everything seems to be going really smooth from then on. Gotten over my ex and what he did. Yes... until......
2017 happened. Ally Marcia existed. And it happened again. This girl gave me the shittiest time of my life ever. Im not saying she’s fully at fault. I did scold Anwar for what he did.. he regretted it cause he knows & sees what a minah i can be, when im fucking mad 😂
I felt really empty and useless and worthless. Like why is this happening to me again. Do i really deserve this kind of shit. And again, i shut down from Anwar for almost a month. Zero sayang, zero ‘i love you’, zero kisses, zero attention. I just dk what else to do. I really feel like i wasn’t good enough, no matter how hard i tried.
Tbh, even up till today, just by hearing her name or knowing anyth abt her, can make me feel like i wna kill her... still. Yes. Its really that bad.
She didnt wna give up on trying to get Anwar, even aft 5 months. Even i myself give up on getting mad. Sampai maki maki. Okay im not the kind of person who always curse. But this girl.... i rlly cannot tahan. Can you believe it, even when i sound her and told her to stop it, she still wna disturb my rs and still wna teach my Anwar to lie to me just so she can meet Anwar ? Ridiculous.
But anyways... ive forgave anwar fr all that he did and yes it took alot to make me trust him again. But his efforts is A++. Anwar & I are happy now, with what we both have & with wtv we had faced previously. He has been putting so much efforts in our relationship,to make us work. He did everything for my happiness. He did everything for me. He supports me in everything that i do. Yes, he is my forever & always.
2 years of recovery.. because.. there is existence of 2 unnecessary girls.
Im so glad its the end of the year cause i rlly wna forget all these and put all of these behind. I really love Anwar & ya if you girls wna be close to him.. for no apparent reason, kau standby je kene satu penumbuk. I hope we will get better and better as days goes by.
I love you potato, always 💖
Thank you for existing in my life & making things better for me always.
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whats up?
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: i have a mix CD. Can i bring it?
🚐Jevans🎷: depends
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: on what?
🚐Jevans🎷: whats on it?
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: you know. Good music.
-posts link to bass boosted "Down Under" by Men At Work (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wC-dS7JmCbY)
🚐Jevans🎷: is there anything else but that song on it?
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: absolutely not
🚐Jevans🎷: good
oh oh
El 🐍: do you mean you have twelve to fourteen of the same song on one CD?
🚐Jevans🎷: im pickin you up first sweets
El 🐍: also, um, Mr. Evans? Is it okay to bring food in your car?
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: B]
🚐Jevans🎷: so long as theres enough for your driver
El 🐍: okay, well. I'm not sure but my sister ordered Chinese food. She may finish it before you get here, though. Would you like the fortune cookie?
👊Dee Foster thats the best part though el!!!!!
El 🐍: they gave us two... I was thinking he could have mine.
Jev: sure ill polish yer leftovers
👊Dee Foster BUT
fine he can have it -frowny imp emoji-
El 🐍: did....did you want them both?
🚐Jevans🎷: hey dee can have it
i read the docs and dont want her mad at me
👊Dee Foster NO you have it L.O.L.
i was only teasing!!!!
-XD emoji-
🚐Jevans🎷: alright hahahahsdfsdaf
oops
El 🐍: Mr. Evans, would you like any of this ma po tofu?
🚐Jevans🎷: only if yer not eatin eat
its ahrd to eat when im driving with passengers
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: are you texting whilst driving??
El 🐍: are you implying our driver would break the law???
🚐Jevans🎷: hahahaha
👊Dee Foster O.M.G. he better not be!!!!
🚐Jevans🎷: HAHAH
El 🐍: :\
🚐Jevans🎷: absolutely not
speech-to-text mates
Nelherin: that can still be distracting!!
El 🐍: Wow your dictation software must be very advanced to know to capitalize your laughter with emphasis!
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: magic SIRI
El 🐍: oh my gosh, if Mr. Evans has a magic phone, i want one.
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : is it okay with everyone if i photo document our adventures?
🚐Jevans🎷: this is expensive hardware, you gotta work a long time to get it
but all in good time El
and so long as you dont flash in the vehicle sure
El 🐍: I mean, i've got an iPhone, but it isn't magic.
Nelherin, I'm fine with that, as long as you don't make them available publicly online. Last semester one of my students posted a picture of me on Facebook and tagged it "That Weird Nerd" and I thought that was really unkind.
👊Dee Foster WHAT!!!! YOU DIDNT TELL ME THAT!!!! WHO WAS IT!!!! WAIT IM IN THE ROOM WITH YOU
El 🐍: It was super unflattering too. :(
👊Dee Foster -three red angry emojis-
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : i won't release them publicly! I think that might get me in trouble with the keepers, hah...
El 🐍: okay, that's fine! If you tag me, please tag me as EL SHRIVER.
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: i have stickers
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : okay!
What kind of stickers?
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: stickers for a scrapbook
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : oh i love scrapbooking!
Maybe i could photodocumennt with a scrapbook!
El 🐍: I have stickers for coding my planner! There are different ones for meetings, classes, study sessions, and even a little cup of coffee! I'm coding these missions as "gym" so that Dee thinks I'm exercising.
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: well now she knows
El 🐍: Oh shoot.
🚐Jevans🎷: no one tell el they can delete messages
El 🐍: Oh this isn't a static record of our communications?
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : you just told them by saying that??
jevans; well yeah im the cool driver
and no el its not static
El 🐍: Well. I still think we should be keeping some record of what we do and if I just go back and edit what I say, that's like changing history.
🚐Jevans🎷: you could hop over to Keeper Chat and bug 298
👊Dee Foster HEY!!!! I JUST SAW THAT!!!
🚐Jevans🎷: they could prolly change it for you
👊Dee Foster next time i go to the gym youre going with me el!!!!
El 🐍: oh... oh boy.
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : do you think the keepers would be okay with it if i photo document our adventures?
🚐Jevans🎷: dunno
i mean
i snap all the time
no ones said nothin yet
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : in my experience, if anything... strange shows up in pictures, most people usually assume its just photo editing and sfx makeup, so i don't think there should be a problem? But i don't wanna get in trouble!!
🚐Jevans🎷: i dont think theyd mind
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : okay!! i dont think anyone outside of this group will be seeing most of the pictures, but i wanna be safe just in case!!
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: jevens do you have snapchat
🚐Jevans🎷: yee
note
that statement is a BITCH to get speech-to-text to get properly
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : did you have to spell it out??
🚐Jevans🎷: nah i gotta say it like just right
like if i go too much towards yeah itll get that instead
but yeah doesnt have the right spirit yaknow?
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: incredible
avery: so like is this the chat or whatever?
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : yep!!
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: hi miss avery
its me, the green one
avery: am i supposed to talk to you guys
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : if you want to!!
avery: um
hey
who are you
El 🐍: Nice to meet you, Avery! The dossier says you're a student?
Avery: who are any of you
yea i guess
i'm in high shook
school whatever
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: im sweet. Sweet ghoulman. We've met. With the wizard?
👊Dee Foster O.M.G. hello!!!!
avery: oh you're the creepy guy
cool i guess
hi?
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: oh, thank you.
El 🐍: ... that isn't very nice. :\
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : why is sweets creepy
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: nelherin you havent met me yet
avery: wait if you're in this chat im gonna have to like. Interact with you
yikes
i guess i'm not very nice
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : uhm, you're free to call me henri instead if you wish
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: miss avery we're on this mission together
avery: just avery's fine dude
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: avery we're on this mission together, you have my condolences
but i made a mix cd so it should be fine
El 🐍: I feel like this is an inappropriate use of the word "mix."
🚐Jevans🎷: shhhhhh
itll be a surprise el
unless avery reads from the start
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : i agree with el...
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: only jevans understands me
🚐Jevans🎷: but i dont think avery has that much interest in seeing what weve talked about
El 🐍: thank you! Henri? May I call you Henri?
🚐Jevans🎷: sweets want my snapchat?
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: jevens can i have your #
yes absolutely
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : you can!
Avery: wait we're allowed to have snap chats?
🚐Jevans🎷: alright buddy ill shoot it at you privately mate
avery: dammnit i deleted mine
🚐Jevans🎷: oops
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: B]
avery: can i curse here
🚐Jevans🎷: what kind of curse????
avery: is that allowed or whatever
like can i say fuck
🚐Jevans🎷: cuz like i know yer a wizard-ankle-biter
oh ye
fucking say fucking fuck as many fucking times as you fucking want
avery: literally the fuck now i have to make a new snapchat
god fucking damnit
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: B O
👊Dee Foster -BO emoji-
🚐Jevans🎷: sweets i read that as bow and thought odd but afreed
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: B0
avery: oh not emojis
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : what's wrong with emojis??
avery: come on y'all are older than me right
👊Dee Foster -frowny imp emoji- WHATS WRONG WITH EMOJIS????
🚐Jevans🎷: that one is slightly less bow
like a quieter bow
soft bow
avery: just childish
🚐Jevans🎷: avery yer like 12 chill
avery: but if you wanna play it that way then be my guest
El 🐍: I read it as B.O. and was hoping I wouldn't be the only odd-smelling person on the trip...
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : but emojis are fun
👊Dee Foster -worried emoji, anguished emoji, frowning emoji-
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: emojis... are timeless
youll be in good company el
🚐Jevans🎷: except for -watch emoji-
avery: bad joke jevans
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : i thought it was funny!!
El 🐍: L O L
👊Dee Foster L.O.L.!!!!
🚐Jevans🎷: eeeeeeeeeh henri can sit in the front
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : yay!! :D
avery: can i bring my headphones to wherever we're going
🚐Jevans🎷: -another different watch emoji-
sure mate
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: jevens is great
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : jevans, will you be picking anyone up soon??
🚐Jevans🎷: OH SHIT
right yeah
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : ...
🚐Jevans🎷: ill be-CALCULATING
fuckin gps
avery: who're you getting first
🚐Jevans🎷: uuuuuuh
right sweets
okay sweets im gonna be like swinging by you gotta hop in through the window
not comin to a full stop either you gotta just jump in
El 🐍: WHAT???
avery: UM WHAT
LIKE FOR ALL OF US
👊Dee Foster CAN I DO THAT TOO!!!!!
Avery: wait a fcking second im a fucking vampire
never fucking mind my caps lock
El 🐍: DON'T ENCOURAGE DEE TO DO THAT
👊Dee Foster -flexing arm emoji followed by mischievious imp emoji-
🚐Jevans🎷: nah only sweets
if i run sweets over hell be okay
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: thanks
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : uhm....
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: im flexible. Roll down the passenger window
👊Dee Foster IM NOT GETTING IN THE CAR UNLESS ITS THAT WAY
🚐Jevans🎷: didnt you guys get the psych profiles and background check documentaion?
Avery: the what
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : no??
dee, you might get hurt
El 🐍: I read them all very thoroughly
avery: will there be a test on that
El 🐍: Don't worry! I have an annotated copy!
Avery: or um anything actually
oh. gee. How exciting. Thanks
El 🐍: Will there be a test?? : D
👊Dee Foster O.M.G. I WANT TO THOUGH
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : i'm a little bit scared...
🚐Jevans🎷: okay sweets
like five minutes
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: jevens just snapchatted me a picture of a rolled down suv window
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : does your car accomidate tall people??
El 🐍: not a concern for us! : D
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : it is for me
El 🐍: Yes, I know.
Avery: how tall
like 6'0"?
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : exactly
avery: whatever i'm like 5'6"
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : ... am i the tallest one??
🚐Jevans🎷: okay one down
okay
henri youre next
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: i landed a little bit on the stick. Its fine i dont bruise
🚐Jevans🎷: ill stop properly
SNERK
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : okay!!
El 🐍: Are the doors locked?
🚐Jevans🎷: not when I stop
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : this music is... strange
El 🐍: Oh, man, someone down the street has a really intense subwoofer situation.
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: thanks
👊Dee Foster I MEANT IT WHEN I SAID I WANTED TO JUMP IN!!!!!!
avery: what music
are y'all near each other
🚐Jevans🎷: dont worry avery
youre the furthest out
might be a bit before we can get you
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: youll hear it soon miss avery
avery
🚐Jevans🎷: but dee and el, ill be there in a mo
avery: of course i'm the last one. Of fucking course
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: move into town avery
avery: couldn't have gotten me first huh?
El 🐍: Oh okay. Never mind about that subwoofer thing.
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: B]
avery: am i the only one left
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: MADE IT!!!!
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: you'll hear us coming
🔥 Nelherin ⚡ : dee landed on the floor!!
avery: are y'all like in the city city? It's gonna be fucking while before me then
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: we are going very fast though
almost inadvisably fast
🚐Jevans🎷: yeah were looking at like thirty mins or so?
👊Dee Foster avery do you want something from 7/11!!!!
avery: dr pepper
and a honey bun
👊Dee Foster good choices!
🚐Jevans🎷: nvm were gettin you first avery give us five mins
LATER AT THE 7/11
🚐Jevans🎷: i want a six pack of something!
Hey
heeeeeeeeeeey
someone get me something
Sweet Ghoulman 💀: jevens what can i get you
jman
juice
🚐Jevans🎷: nah not juice
like
oh
six redbulls
or something like that
i got twenty bucks
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jeiroph · 7 years
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THat oNE HawT guY
So there’s these two hot af guys that really makes my man buns, my man pussy, my man honey custard wet af. Like really wet. I kinda screwed up with the other one, typically by being weird af, but im getting there, im getting there. B-but my good sirs, the main foci, (GET IT? COZ IM IN ENGINEERING AND FOCI IS LIKE FOCUS IN ANAL GEOM <3) is the other guy. Who/s have the cutest eyes and really fucking gets me. That im an independent introvert that need his space. B-but yeah, he occasionally checks on me. And there are even times when i would randomly catch him looking at me or some queery shit that im all prolly making in my head but who cares coz were all kinda broken and its okay to be that way? B-but yeah. so me and my friends hang out at his place. He lives in a dorm and THANK FUCKING THE HEAVENS FOR MY FRIEND BEFRIENDING HIM AND I GET TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH THIS AWESOME DUDE AND THE OTHER HOT GUY THAT seriously think that im weird, but its okay coz he can fucking deal with it in silence. So yeah. the story. We were chillin there earlier and i was on the top bunk just chilling, controlling my space and swatting everything that gets too close. but this guy would occasionally check on me and OUT OF NOWHERE HE MADE ME COFFEE AND IT WAS SWEET AND WARM AND PERFECT. And also the fact that we were all on the same room and my peasant friends had to make their own coffee and there i was, on the top bank all “I HAS TO PLAY IT KEWL JEIRO, DONT FUCKING MESS THIS UP YOU FUCKING BITCH”. And he’ll be like, you hungry? and offer some food, but im to shy to say yes even though i could prolly eat all there supply within an hour. i dunno, i felt special even if i dont look like one and there’s also the fact that were both dude which means that he should care less not only if he’s interested. 
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