okay guys so i’m honestly really into j cole rn and i just wanna rant about him cuz a lot happened
so basically i accidentally fell in love with a rapper at the age of like 15 and i was like omg he’s like amazing i love his music and i wanna like know everything about him
so then i like started to get depressed listening to one song and i didn’t realize how severe it was until i actually saw myself change and never got help for it
i got into my old tiktok and it was very spooky and i saw how depressed and how much i had changed from the person i am today
moral of the story: i love this man but one song actually makes me depressed
The truth is, I've been making beats for over 20 years now just for the fun & love of it,
never once considered selling them. Instead, I just gave them away every now & then to a couple friends of mine.
What ended up happening of course is a 500GB HD full of beats I made, clicked "save" once and then moved on from.
Never to revisit them or let alone share them.
But there they sat: unheard of and non-existent to the world & all of mankind.
I think it was my belief that they just weren't good enough, or that they wouldn’t stand a chance
against the vast online market from which practically every producer I heard was better than I was.
But it wasn't only until recently that I realized something that would change my life:
& that is... that it is not up to me to decide.
As the creator i cannot be the judge & jury of my own work.
That is for someone else to decide. It is my job only to share it.
Since i created it -and that's all i wanted to do - the time & effort I invested
already makes it worth sharing. So what happens to it after that -
is not up to me. It is up to you.
#SinglesDumpChallenge here's a collage of sum of the singles I've dropped💽💿📀whose got singles that they recently dropped @followers let's see artwork🎨 works