#j's transing characters again

[queerkuro]

Trans itadori? Or megumi

sorry i took so long to get to this even tho i literally asked for it!!!

hehehe what if t4t itafushi 🤭 loudly trans itadori and quietly trans megumi! they meet and megumi is in his head freaking out about how to tell itadori he's trans but then itadori is casually offers someone a tampon and when they're confused he's like 🤨 did i not say i'm trans? i'm trans everybody :3 and megumi is floored that you can Just Do That

also, just had the thought of something funny with gojo. so what if with his blindfold he can see, but also like. he wears the blindfold for a reason so it does obscure some of his vision so he meets itadori and uses she/her pronouns and megumi is like ???? he's clearly a dude. what's your deal with doing this 🤨 (this is not gojo's first time doing it) but gojo is just like oh oopsies 🤭 and moves on without explaining why

ALSO imagine how funny it would be for one of the boys to come out and gojo is just like omg me too! :3 and again does not explain (trans gojo....... yeah ❤️)

maybe toji got megumi away from the zenin clan bc he was a girl and he'd NEVER admit it but he didn't want them to treat megumi like that. but then megumi goes with gojo and he's like you're toji's daughter? and megumi is all cheeks puffed and giving the best glare a child can and he's like i'm a BOY like gojo is stupid and gojo is just like oh okay cool and rolls with it without a second thought

i'm sure i could come up with more but i'll stop there for now they're so silly i love them

[againstme]

going off of my last post, being given a copy of the screenplay of hir by taylor mac just resonated with me. it just right now made me remember being a young middle schooler going to the public library, and picking up YA books, as one does in the 2010’s, but also finding queer books and sneaking them into my stack of books so my mom wouldn’t notice.

these books were I Am J by cris(spelling?) beam, and freakboy by kristin elizabeth clark. both books talked about transness, the first one focusing on the story of a trans man, who was an artist, that also had history of self harm, being rejected by his family for being trans, and running away for a bit to find himself, only to later have his family accept him. if you know anything about me, you can see why i would resonate with that as a young queer kid, lol.

the second one was also focused on transness, with the main plot being split into the perspective of three characters: an out trans woman, a closeted trans/nonbinary?/genderqueer? (potential) trans woman, idk it’s been so long since I’ve read it, and the closeted person’s partner, which i didn’t really care to read about honestly.

a thing that i really liked about freakboy is that some if not a majority of the book is in prose. which i really enjoyed, as a lover of poetry, especially queer poetry, at the time. cue me watching button poetry videos about queer identity, still sneaking and watching it when my mom wasn’t around. and writing my own poetry, lost in composition books i’ll never be able to find again, or on websites that are now shut down.

it just made me think. i’ve know i was trans since i was in the 5th grade, in 2011. (yeah yeah think about how ancient you are or whatever lol) once i had the language for transness, i immediately connected with it. immediately was watching “androgynous makeup” or “boy to girl transformation” or vice versa videos on youtube, in secret, deleting my browser history.

always having the instinct to hide it, to delete it, to not let anybody know. to be in and out of the closet, never fully feeling free to be myself. out to some people, closeted to most for my safety was how i spent most of my adolescence until i was kicked out at 18 for being trans, that being seen as me being “defiant” and a “problem child”, “disrespectful” to my mother, straining our already very strained relationship, filled with fighting and arguments, being punished for wearing my brother’s clothes, wanting to cut my hair, trying to bind my chest while wearing 3 sports bras at a time. but always feeling the urge to hide it. for my safety, and because i knew that people were ashamed. that it was a shameful thing in general, and especially to my mom. what would her peers think about her having a trans child, she would say. what about my reputation, she would say. do you know how this could affect me?

but i could never change it. i could never just Stop being trans. it was engrained into me for as long as i could remember. no matter how many dresses or braids or makeup that i was put into by my family, and expected to smile and look like a beautiful girl, being expected to grow into a beautiful woman, marrying a man as a woman, having kids.. i never resonated. i would think at night about it and always come to the conclusion that i would never be happy like that. and still, i had to hide it. i knew for so long, deep down, that that wasn’t the life that i wanted, that i was going to live. because, i knew, that either i would transition or i would die.

the point of this long winded post that people probably aren’t going to read anyways is that even the smallest bits of representation stick with you. a book i only feel comfortable reading at the library while my mom isn’t there, too afraid to check it out. meeting a trans guy for the first time when i was in the 8th grade, and everything clicking. watching the true trans documentary by laura jane grace and seeing trans people alive, despite everything they went through. seeing trans joy. trans love. trans acceptance. it gave me, closeted me, wearing dresses and braids and beads and my hair in puffs as a little girl me, some sense of hope. that i wasn’t going to die. that i had a choice, no matter how long it would take me to get there. pushing through all of it. all of the fights, all of the abuse, all of the trauma, lack of support, trying to come out to friend’s parents that i thought i could trust and then them outing me to my mom, being outed by teachers, going to the gsa and being pulled out of school as a whole as a result, taking off my makeup and stuffing my pride flags into my backpack after coming back on the train from tokyo pride, having my mom tell me to leave because she wouldn’t go against what God says, being alone for my first thanksgiving without my family, not having a mother for a while, all of it. it was hell. it wasn’t easy at all, and i never expected it to be. i never expected that i would’ve lived to tell the story. i thought i was going to die at 16. hell, i tried. many times. to be yet another trans teen suicide, misgendered and deadnamed by my family at my funeral, the wrong name being put on my gravestone. i was ready to accept my fate.

but i made it. every little bit of representation i could find, through books, poetry, tv shows, documentaries, all consumed in secret, made me stronger. gave me hope. gave me the resilience to keep going because i wanted to, needed to, reach my goal. reach the ability to be happy, at home in myself in a body that felt so distant from myself for as long as i could remember. i made it.

[sp1resong]

i actually haven't read river (or alitm for that matter) but i've read the wiki summary and watched analysis videos so i'm rewriting it anyways

here r my designs for the protags!

any character-related comments i make are referring entirely to my rewrite, not canon. once again, i did not read the book

yes i transed frostpaw,, what about it

not too proud of the art here but i don't hate the design! she is sad and traumatized someone get them a therapist

every detail i added made her look more goth. i like that for her actually

she is such a 'functional' adult

not many opinions on this design,, i don't really have as clear an image of her character as the others

i forgot to give her multiple toes oops. ah well guess she's got hooves now /j

(all my designs are ftu with credit, btw! just don't use them for nsfw or nasty shit and we're good)

[lesbianbernardsumner]

I guess its over now, but it couldn’t have been that bad right?! After all, I’m still here, and you all helped me through it!!

alright this is gonna be messy and im not gonna autocorrect/proofread it but heres the essay on why i loved 2020.... While 2020 was, pretty objectively, one of the worst years for modern humanity. The obvious virus and all its, various strands of natural disasters, impending war threat, gender reveal parties, you get the gist. But i would love to just... look back and see how it treated me. See how it ran :). January/Febuary/March - the months are bunched up cause the least amount of stuff happened in them, but thats not to say that the stuff wasnt... good!!!! After all I met my first online friend (that im still friends with of course) @smilez4milez..! I cannot believe you withstood me for so long tbh........... youve been here the whole time!!!! thats obviously an achievemnt!!! Our circumstances for our meeting do not matter... trust me. April - Got my gender transed and i then id’d as demigirl!! and also had a birthday, i turned a whole year..... i believe this was also the time i... started using discord??? yeah, that sounds right :0) May/June - OOOH WEE DISK HOARD AAAAAAAAA. Ahem, Miles got me into Chuck E. Cheese and the Rock-Afire Explosion, i hold those special interests dear and close to my heart. Around the time i also made friends with @teamgay0tix (<3). Miles decided that he was gonna make an animatronic discord server. Titled the Robot Zone, Miles employed Sarah, Me, and another friendo named Teddy as the moderators. Not long after i met... so so many cool and epic people... uh off the top of my head @worthape, @bahrlee, @boredwiththislifetime, @retrowormz, @knave-woods, @verae. Not all of those were met in May/June but yknow gotta save time >:) and im sure im missing someone gdvhbuydhbdyh. WE UH RP’D AS CEC/RAE CHARACTERS!!!!! THAT WAS FUN :)!!!!!!! I DONT HAVE MUCH ELSE TO SAY AS MAY AND JUNE WERE SIMILAR MOTNHS IN TERMS OF FUN. SYHBDREYS. Oh and my laptop broke! So I was on my iPad for about 3 months!! Also my gender got transed AGAIN!!! I then-ID’d as genderfluid :o). July - HI CASPER @arcadecarpetz!!! THIS WAS THE MONTH WE FIRST MET!!! WE DO NOT TALK ABOUT THAT INTERACTION </3. So I got into the beatles late June/early July!! looks at my url lookat how that turned out huh...  Other things that happened during this month include... meeting @lovecore-ashe!!!!! I joined a certain discord server for a certain emoji blog we both happened to follow and... July was great i dunno why im being all stingy with the details etvfertyghdb August - Oh boy!! I discovered some cool epic things about myself (Emp knows.)!! got much better in the art department too!! I believe I also made friemnds with @hmmdotjpg here! They’re cool! Otherwise not much actually happened. Oh and @verae I FUCKING LOVE YOU/p September - HA! Here is when I got my shiny new laptop :), and with it i also got into Clone High!! Started to also get into Yellow Submarine, a movie which, I enjoy :). And a certain yellow submarine insta post got me and @arcadecarpetz to meet again!!! Now we’re on much better terms!! heh-. This month I left the Robot Zone, no matter how much it hurt, I simply didn’t want to be there anymore. I had got way too into animatronics and I was... very... very... burnt out. The final days of this month were good, I rewatched Yellow Submarine after a 10-Year Hiatus. It was good! :) October - SPOOK!!! HA!!! -COUGH- So you know how The Beatles like broke up in 1970... yeah i got into one of the bands made after them.... Wings good. I made a few more drawings for arcadecasper that im especially proud of, uh... OH YEAH AND I MADE A KETCHUP PRIDE FLAG FOR EMPRESS!!!!!!!! It is also now my most popular post! Cool!/gen .Two of my friends approached me and said they got into the beatles because of me that was pretty swagchamp. November - All of my memories from this month are MUSH. i literally dont remember what happened <3... oh wait yeah we got hte evil man out of office... that was preddy epic... OH RIGHT DESTIEL- December - My favorite season!! The end of the year was pretty swell. It was like everything good that happened to me was settling, getting cozier, just... being better. Like gently stirring the salt in a soup bowl... okay thats a weird analogy- I got into lemon demon too! And uh very glad i did. cause now i can say that cabinet man wishes you a karkalicious 2009 and i can actually understand it./j And all the lessons from all my friends I (probably indirectly) learnt this year... Like @smilez4milez!! You taught me to always be proud and glad!!! @teamgay0tix you taught me that affection always overpowers hatred. @boredwiththislifetime, no matter what your friend is doing, as long as its not hurting anyone, support them!!! @bahrlee, become a vampire/j. @hmmdotjpg, changing for yourself is more important than becoming someone you arent in front of other people. @worthape i dunno... i... bugs???? Im just glad you were here too :). @retrowormz you kinda just made me funnier!!! @knave-woods bro i literally idolize you tsygvfbsyh. @lovecore-ashe, drink ketchup and dont give a shit about what everyone else thinks/hj!! @verae, !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY YOURE LITERALLY JUST MY BEST FRIEND GSYHVFTEYWSH and of course, last but most certainly not least, Casper @arcadecarpetz WHERE DO I START ON HOW EPIC AND SWAG AND POGGERS YOU ARE AND HOW GREAT YOU HELPED MAKE THESE LAST FEW MONTHS... HHM- Well, maybe ill just leave it at “You pretty much taught me how to not be a jerk” okay!!! Man i got really sappy here wgvrtedgyshb I’m not sure if any of that is comprehensible!!! Its 2pm and i still havent actually started the day, but i wanted to write all of this down before it left my head. I know im missing probably important stuff but yknow... i have brainworms :O/j You are all... so cool... i just wanted to get that out...

[nothorses]

(🔶) this could be long and have multiple parts so I put the emoji at the start so the parts don't get mixed up w other multi-ask things ||| So I don't think I've seen this talked about anywhere, but I'm pretty sure the way body positivity was taught to me prevented me from figuring out I was trans for at least a few years, and I think it could've been more if I hadn't somehow realized it last year,, (1/?)

I've always been fairly skinny so body positivity directed at me was always "oh you don't need makeup/big b00bs/things like that to be pretty! You're perfect the way you are you don't need any changes!" And. I don't know if either it was taught to me wrong or if I just misunderstood (I'm 90% sure I'm ND which would probably be part of why I misunderstood if I did. That and I was a Child) but by the time I hit puberty and started feeling bad about my body I told myself "that's stupid. Ur pretty and skinny, you have no reason to feel like this." (Keep in mind I didn't even know trans people existed yet)

I then proceeded to shove those feelings away as hard as I could (achieved by never thinking about my appearance more than I needed to- which wasn't much as I'm homeschooled since birth and pretty sheltered- and by avoiding mirrors as much as possible) and I somehow did that so well that I kinda forgot that I felt bad about my body to begin with (however it didn't make me feel better. I still felt awful and possibly even depressed, but now I didn't have a reason I could blame so I just felt like an ungrateful brat on top of it all)

And when I discovered that trans people are a thing I didn't even think that I might be a trans man because I thought I didn't have any dysphoria and the only reason I realized I wasn't cis when I did (sometime in 2019) was because of the thing I do where I go "I'm the main character of this media now" and daydream about that, and in that specific instance I had to pretend to be a boy (ouran highschool host club transed my gender /j) and was like "hey I actually vibe with this a lot??" And then was like "wait fuck I'm not a girl" and I think if I hadn't done that and felt like that it probably would've taken years- possibly even never- to realize I was trans...

I don't know how to end this but that's all I have to say for now I think, if I send asks again in the future the 🔶 is my anon sign off,,

(I cleaned up some of the numbers/formatting a lil for reading comprehension, I hope that’s alright!)

I think it’s very common, honestly, to confuse gender dysphoria with other kinds of body issues! I definitely confused my discomfort with my body with internalized fatphobia for the longest time, because while I’m sort of just an average weight, my mom made constant comments about it- never openly fatshaming, but nitpicky and faux-supportive in a way that made me feel incredibly self-conscious.

Body positivity is wonderful, and has helped me distinguish my feelings a little bit, but it’s definitely lacking in terms of like... helping folks identify the actual reasons for their discomfort. It seems to insist that all discomfort with one’s body is born of fatphobia, and the “just don’t feel bad about your body! It’s perfect how it is!” stuff can feel stifling when that isn’t necessarily the answer for the majority of people with gender dysphoria.

Where the answer to internalized fatphobia is to break it down and accept your body as it is, and the answer to thinking you’re ugly is to break that down and accept your body as it is, that doesn’t really work for a lot of gender dysphoria.

Those feelings aren’t because we hate everyone of our AGAB, or feel inferior because of our AGAB. They’re because we are not our AGAB. We have treatments with high success rates; we can change our bodies in order to feel more comfortable in them, and we should!

It’s good to learn to love your body as it is, if you can, but promoting the identification of gender dysphoria along with the rest of body positivity would be genuinely helpful to a lot of folks.

[queerkuro]

yaku? :)

yes!!!!!!

i fucking love transmasc yaku and listen okay trans yaku being a good senpai and helping tora with gender stuff like finding a good binder, what sports bras are the best

yaku is so irritated he's so small bc he feels like it makes him not pass but he actually passes well

i know you didn't ask for yakulev but i'm gonna give you my thoughts anyway lev thinks yaku is sooooo pretty but when he tells him that yaku knocks him on his ass and lev is so pouty about it because it was a compliment! but in hs yaku isn't quite comfortable yet so being called cute or pretty bothers him. lev also doesn't find out yaku is trans for So Long because he's stupid. the whole teams knows except him. the scenario i'm imagining is lev somehow finally touching yaku, whether it bc they're dating or lev catches him or they're being gay friendly and he feels yaku's sports bra and is super confused. yaku tells lev how much of an idiot he is for not knowing and lev is just like ?????

anyway, lmao. post time skip yaku is SO confident. he's got top surgery and besides his height, which he can't change, it was the worst part for him. so once he has that? it's all uphill. he KNOWS he's hot. and he's not exactly publicly out bc society you know but generally he's open about being trans!

[queerkuro]

trans arankita? 🥺👉👈

OF COURSE I CAN TALK ABOUT TRANS ARANKITA THAT'S WHAT STARTED THIS!!!!!!!

send me and bex characters to trans

listen. yall. i've said it so many times but arankita makes me so fucking feral i can go on and on about them i feel like this is gonna get so long too yall are giving me the best reasons to ramble

i know you asked for arankita, but i'll do them separate and together like i did for the others!

so aran!

i fucking love aran and he is so transable. you can really just trans him. he's perfect. i love him. transmasc aran? perfect. transfem aran? perfect. enby aran? perfect.

recently i've been really loving nonbinary aran, but i'm gonna talk in general first. i think he thought a lot about his transition. he did research and tried shit out on his own before he told anyone. not to get too serious, but i am in my psychology research brain today. i do think that he does really have to think about the intersections of being black in general, being black in japan, and being a black trans person. he has to be careful about how he goes about his transition, but i think he has a really good support system, and his family is really supportive of him.

i think transmasc aran gets top surgery as soon as he can, but i've been thinking about afab enby (and/or genderfluid!) aran who doesn't get top surgery but will bind. basically my thoughts on that for aran is they use they/he/she pronouns, but only for other trans people. cis people are lucky to even perceive them so cis people can only use they/them. trans people are also more than welcome to use gendered language with him, because he knows that they know she isn't part of the binary. i also love thinking about aran switching between fem/masc/gnc presenting, or mixing it all up!

i also like to think that aran likes to try different styles with their hair, and will try different styles of braids or other protective styles to see how they can express gender that way, you know?

also, sidenote, the twins (also trans) are so fucking in love with aran, and they think she's SO gender

and speaking of being so gender - kita!

kita is up there with akaashi on being very gender for me. idk what it is about him but he's just...gender.

(one of the very first hq fics i read was about enby kita, and i still think about it a lot)

i tend to lean towards enby kita, but transmasc/transfem kita is amazing too. i loooooove the conversations me and bex have about fem kita

i think kita has to be told by other trans people that cis people don't think about gender like that, and he's just kinda like "oh" and then is trans lmao

no matter which way kita is trans, i don't think they have much dysphoria, but i do think afab kita gets super dysphoric about their period (not projecting at all idk what you're talking about) but it's partly because of trans shit but also because of autism (no i will not be taking criticisms, kita is autistic it's canon...i can also tell yall my autism hcs...)

transfem kita is so fun to write! i think about her a lot. i think she so fun. i think because she works on the farm, she doesn't usually wear revealing clothes, and because of that, no one really sees the changes to her body from hrt (and top surgery lmao) so when she finally wears like shorts and a tank top or something she kills literally everyone that sees her

honestly tho, i love love love any trans kita, but they/them nonbinary kita just really hits for me. i don't have anything else to say about it lmao

moving onto arankita

the reason this whole think started is because i was rambling to @thegaycodedvolleyballhimbos about nonbinary lesbians arankita

i think aran was like "i'm nonbinary" and kita was like oh sick gender and now is also nonbinary lmao. also they are lesbians.

so we were talking about afab aran (they/he/she) and amab kita (she/they) and they're both on hrt but opposite ways

...that's pretty much it. they're nonbinary. they're lesbians. they're in love!

but i do have a hilarious fic idea that i really want to write that i desperately want to share! basically it's transmasc kita, but he's stealth. except he doesn't know he's stealth. he doesn't really think about the fact that no one ever sees him change or anything, and he's just a guy so like. there's nothing to talk about? but then he and aran are making out and getting handsy and aran feels his binder/bra and is confused. so kita tells him he can take it off and aran is like what. and after some confusion kita is like aran. you know what a bra is. and aran is like but???? why are you wearing it?????? and kita is like i'm trans. literally everyone knows this. you know that aran. but aran very much did not know that

anyway this is so fucking long i could keep going about arankita but like my previous responses about this, i will stop here lmao

@emosuna

(reminder while we're here that trans is an umbrella term, nonbinary is under the trans umbrella, and nonbinary is also an umbrella term that covers identities like genderfluid, genderqueer, bigender, etc.)

[queerkuro]

for you and bex: trans bokuto & kuroo? separate or together, platonic or romantic, i dont mind any way!

okay wow i'm so excited someone actually asked but this is gonna get so long and so chaotic because i could go on about this forever

send me and bex characters for us to trans

separate:

i absolutely love transmasc bokuto, it's probably one of my top hcs for him. bex loves enby bokuto! we love bokuto who is loud and proud about his transness :)))

i had a thought a while back about transmasc akaashi being scared to come out to bokuto, but when he finally does bokuto is like ...kaashi you know i'm also trans right? but akaashi didn't know bc he was so focused on himself lmao

i also love transmasc kuroo, but i tend to lean more towards enby kuroo. recently i've been loving kuroken with people thinking kenma is trans but it's kuroo lmao

we also looooove talking about transfem kuroo and bokuto. i'm sure y'all know i'm a tiny bit obsessed with bokuto so i ramble about her more, but transfem kuroo is awesome too (kenma buys her tits). bokuto whose sisters teach her everything there is to know about being a girl 🥺 kuroo who transitions later (as in not as a teen like bokuto) and is trying her best to learn everything about being girly 🥺

also? meow meow gamer boy kenma and his tall girlfriend who pegs him 🥰

together:

i mean we can basically shove any version of bokuroo together and we'd make an au out of it

one of my favorites is t4t lesbians bokuroo! they're besties and girlfriends! they share clothes and kuroo does bokuto's hair for her and bokuto tries to get kuroo to paint her nails colors other than black (we also have a version of them who's with transfem suna)

bex had the hilarious idea of kuroo who has the trope of childhood friend to lovers and next door neighbor to lovers (kenma) and then fell for his girl best friend (fem bokuto) and kuroo doesn't know what trope he's gonna get himself into next

also transmasc bokuto who forgets that straps are a thing and that he can top (cis) kuroo lmao

bokuto starts her transition and she starts dressing more fem and she's basically glowing because of how happy she is and kuroo is obsessed with her. he can't believe how gorgeous she is. he's also a perv who can't stop staring at her thighs when she wears skirts lmao

bex had another funny idea of kuroo saying he's never touched a girl's tits before and asking if he can touch bokuto's, and it makes her laugh because she knows she doesn't have tits (yet) but it's also weirdly affirming

i could honestly keep going but i'm gonna stop here because this is long as fuck but yes bex and i have trans thoughts about literally every hq character ever

@emosuna

[queerkuro]

I personally love transfem (and bigender) very very much :') especially with transmasc Noya <3 yin and yang like always

i'm assuming this is about asahi

yes yes yes you are so correct

send me and bex characters

literally how can anyone see noya and not think he's transmasc? that is a trans man right there.

i think overall noya is really confident in himself, and generally doesn't have much dysphoria. even though he's small, his body isn't """girly""" so he doesn't really mind how he looks. i think he's known for a long time that he was trans, and it didn't take much thought for him to come to that if you get what i mean. like he didn't spend ages researching or anything else, he was just like yeah i'm a guy and that was that

have yall seen that art of trans karasuno, and all of them have signs talking about their transness? ever since is saw that i've considered noya's canon. his said something about he leaves his packer out in the club room to scare people and i think that fucking hilarious

EDIT - the person that asked this literally drew the art i was talking about! here's the post :) go reblog it

i actually don't really hc noya as anything but transmasc, but i think i could get with nonbinary he/they noya

(sidenote, tanaka is also transmasc and he and noya have done the whole "i'll show you mine if you show me yours")

for asahi - yesssssss i love transfem asahi! and i love bigender asahi! i think it took a lot for her to get to that point, you know? like it took a long time for her to get confident enough in herself to recognize that she isn't cis. i think it took a lot of strength just for her to originally acknowledge that she wasn't straight (when she still identified as a cis man), only for her to also start questioning her gender

i like to think that asahi going into fashion was also a big part of her being comfortable with femininity! it let her explore a lot of new expressions in a safe environment, and she was able to discover what was most comfortable for her.

getting into asanoya, i think noya was a huge help to asahi discovering her transness. it definitely wasn't all noya, it was asahi's journey or whatever, but noya was so supportive and helpful. but not in a coddling way, in more of a "asahi. cis people don't question these things" way and a "okay so you're trans. that's cool" way.

i think asahi (trans or not!) thinks that noya is so fucking cool and is amazed by his confidence and strives to be like that, so to have noya be that boost of confidence really means a lot

also? noya loves his tall girlfriend lmao. he will climb her he's unashamed. he thinks she's so hot. he also likes to make jokes when asahi wears skirts or dresses about being able to see/go under them because of their height difference

@emosuna

@winto-green (and here's asanoya!)

[queerkuro]

i am asking about your idea about kuroshou childhood friends and how it relates to the trans stuff. i would like to know

YAY okay so childhood friends kuroshou. like, their parents were friends or something. so they knew each other before kuroo transitioned, and when he did, daishou was obviously just a kid and was like okay kuroo's a boy now cool.

but then they start to grow apart. kuroo moves, they go to different schools, all that. i think they also have some romantic tension between them, but they both ignore it which causes problems.

so then they get to be teens, and at one point they're taunting each other and saying mean shit, and kuroo just kinda freezes when he realizes daishou could ruin his life. daishou is one of the few people that knows he's trans. he could easily out kuroo and their little feud would be over.

except daishou never mentions it. it's never brought up, no one ever finds out he's trans (he comes out to more people eventually, but that's not part of this). so by the time they get to be third years in hs kuroo is pretty confident daishou won't say anything.

so however much time later, kuromikashou are in the beginnings of forming a relationship. and a big part of it is kuroshou healing the distance they created. and while they're getting used to each other again, kuroo really awkwardly thanks daishou for never outing him.

daishou though, is like the fuck?? you think i'd out you? how much of a piece of shit do you think i am???

and then it's kind of just a joke between them after that :)

so yeah i'm so glad you let me explain this it's been burning all my thoughts

[queerkuro]

also kageyama :O

i'm back hell yeah kageyama

kageyama is so autistic. i feel like he has no connection to or idea about his gender at all. he has no idea what's going on ever

but also! transmasc kageyama! and miwa is the most supportive sibling ever!!!

tbh i don't have a ton to say about him bc i feel like while he is queer, he just isn't super into it, you know? like yeah he's gay and trans, but outside of those labels it doesn't mean much to him. like. it is what it is. he's trans so he has certain things he has to do different from other guys. and that's kind of all he thinks of it because it doesn't have to do with volleyball lmao

because of that though, kageyama forgets to come out to people so they're always SHOCKED when they find out

also lmao imagine he has the chance to get top surgery and he's like 🤨 but how long would i be out of volleyball? and whoever tries to be like supportive and telling him he should get the surgery if he feels like it'll make him feel better, and like yeah he'd like to get rid of his boobs but they don't really cause him problems. but getting surgery WOULD affect volleyball so that's all he cares about

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Akaashi!? :)

i already did akaashi here but i want to talk more about transfem akaashi so

i think it's so funny if her to be perceived as like. a goddess. like everyone thinks she's ethereal and poise and elegant. and bokuto 100% thinks she's an angel. but her friends? they're like 🤨 akaashi? the autistic one? she cried over her rice at lunch. she owns a shirt with a possum that says fake your death. she wears it with anime socks and yellow crocs.

yeah basically just she's a huge dork and very autistic but no one knows but her friends. she's also so anxious about everything all the time but her face is just 😶 so everyone thinks she's a bitch. except they're also not exactly wrong she kind of is bitchy lmao but it's okay it works for her

she also let kenma pay for her tits 😌

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any thoughts about sakusa kiyoomi perchance

of course!!!!!

transmasc kiyoomi is so nice and one of my favorite ideas is kiyoomi having a supportive but confused older sibling who buys him binders bc that's what they saw online except kiyoomi is So Very flat chested (he knows it's a blessing and he will rub it in motoya's face) but luckily he happens to have a transmasc cousin who has giant tits :) (it's motoya if you can't tell)

i think transmasc kiyoomi isn't necessarily really dysphoric, but he's constantly irritated. like any "female" problem he has he gets SO grumpy and stomps around

not what you asked but nsfw thoughts is kiyoomi hates for guys to eat him out so when atsumu asks he's annoyed except then atsumu is really fucking good with his tongue. kiyoomi also gets flustered when he gets really wet bc of atsumu

buuuuuut also! fem kiyoomi!!!!!!!!! i love her so fucking much

me and bex like making characters be fem besties like sunasaku and they just do girly stuff together. fem kiyoomi is super high maintenance and a brat but not in an obnoxious way. she's definitely spoiled. i also love the contrast of her wearing expensive dresses and heels and then the next day wearing a giant fluorescent yellow hoodie, neon green shorts, and neon pink shoes.

kiyoomi bought herself tits the moment she turned 18, and she doesn't regret them at all but she does wish she'd have waited a bit bc she would've got them a little smaller. she loves making fun of fem suna for not having tits and she has nice ones

fem kiyoomi is also really dramatic. she wants things her way and will just about throw a fit about it. atsumu's least favorite thing is when he says she's acting like a bitch and she starts sobbing like he broke up with her

she kept her hair short for a long time, one because her parents wouldn't let her grow it, and two she had no idea how to take care of her curls. but once she's well into her transition and being an adult? her hair is long and gorgeous and she has like a 12 step hair care routine or something that atsumu has memorized

i'm gonna be annoyed later when i think of other things i should've added but i'm so sleepy so i'll stop here

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if you and bex are still sharing your trans hq hcs i'd love to hear what you have to say about akaashi and/or osamu

of course we will always always always share trans hcs but imma warn you now bex is gonna go feral over osamu

send me and bex characters to trans

are you also interested in osaaka? bc I'm also gonna talk about osaaka

so imma start with osamu - i'll let bex talk about enby osamu bc they have so many thoughts BUT! i love for both of the twins to be transmasc! one of my little scenarios for them is when one of them is feeling dysphoric, the other is like "oh, you think you're too girly? so you think IM girly?" and then they fist fight about it lmao. when me and bex talk about transmasc osamu, we talk about him keeping his tits, but I also think it's cute of atsumu to pay for osamu to have top surgery with his first pro athlete paycheck

i've also been loving genderfluid osamu! (and atsumu but this ain't about him. if one of them is trans the other one is too) and I love him using any pronouns! his favorite thing is to confuse people with his gender. i think he doesn't necessarily have specific days for what gender he's feeling, it's just more a go with the flow kinda thing

i also think that transmasc osamu gets mistaken for a butch lesbian a lot. and it doesn't necessarily bother him all that much because he's not all that dysphoric, but that can build up on him, you know?

for akaashi - that bitch is trans okay. he is so trans. literally since I first saw him I was like "that's a trans person."

he is just so nonbinary. soooo nonbinary. i really can't even give you reasons for it other than vibes and probably projection because I relate to akaashi the most but he's nonbinary okay.

buuuut i do also love transmasc and transfem akaashi! i said in my previous post about akaashi coming out to bokuto, but since this is about akaashi I can go into further detail about that!

so basically my thought process is transmasc akaashi is SO worried all the time about everything everybody thinks about him, right? and he's pretty dysphoric on top of that, so when he changes for volleyball he does it away from everyone else. and because of that, he totally misses the explanation the first years got in his first year that bokuto is trans and WILL have his tits out in the locker room. so when akaashi finally comes out to bokuto, bokuto is like "...i am also trans? everyone knows that?" but akaashi did not know that

transfem akaashi is also beautiful, i love talking about her, and just imagine how scary pretty she'd be oh my god. i probably have other thoughts about her but this is already so long jfc

for osaaka!

i think my favorite dynamics for trans osaaka are: akaashi who has no experience with pussy and transmasc osamu who teaches him

and transmasc osamu and transfem akaashi - osamu constantly calls her babygirl

again, i could add so much more but this is so fucking long so I'll stop here, plus bex is gonna go on for so long too lmao

@emosuna

@winto-green (i'll have asanoya in another post!)

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SAME PERSON WHO ASKED FOR TRANS BOKUTO AND KUROO HERE I LOVE THAT I’m greedy can I have trans yamaguchi potentially please I love all your headcanons for the other ones they’re so interesting & incredibly detailed I-yeah

sjfsjsjidhf i'm so glad you liked them! this is all i think about all the time so

tbh tho, kuroo and bokuto are my favorites so i probably won't have as much for other characters, but!

yamaguchi definitely gives me non-binary vibes! for sure gender nonconforming, maybe even genderfluid 👀

but literally yamaguchi in dresses? we can all see it right? i feel like i've seen art of him in the strawberry dress. i feel like i can totally see yamaguchi playing with gender norms and mixing up his gender expression by playing with masc and fem and gnc presentations

i think once yamaguchi is more confident in himself he's like ...oh. gender. but because he has that confidence that he originally lacked, he's more open about trying out new things and playing with his gender expression and identity

send me and bex characters for us to trans

@emosuna

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Trans Takeda is so important to me. He looks out for those kids <3 also growing very fond of Ukai 'ignorant but well meaning ally' -> 'champion of trans inclusivity in highschool sports' -> 'trying out he/they pronouns' Keishin lately

SIDISJSHSHGJ YES YES YES

oh my god he/they ukai is so good holy fuck

i actually wrote a little thing a while back of ukai calling the team (including himself) a bunch of queers

they're all so trans omg