#jenna hamilton

[explosiongamora]

these mfs were the original Jeremiah, Belly, & Conrad frfr

[astro-tag-9]

Hello! I was wondering if I could please join your couple ask?? If I may, I'm a Aquarius sun, Aquarius moon and aries rising

And my gf is a Leo sun, aries moon and Gemini rising

Thank you very much!!!

🧡Matty and Jenna🧡

[wannaseenirvanaa]

jenna hamilton was the original girl blogger

[justwinginoverthings]

Coming to this discussion 10 years after the fact but having rewatched MTV's Awkward. and reading/watching posts, tweets and video comments from way back to 2015 I find it so interesting that the general feeling was that Jenna didn't deserve Matty.

Like 10 years later we have shows like Never Have I Ever showing you not only that the popular boy/loser girl becoming a couple will innevitably NOT FIX the girl's insecurities but also in that show Devi doesn't make it one episode without having the epiphany that it's not worth it to be Paxton's secret fling. Contrasts that with Jenna lasting a whole entire season AND THEN she continues to keep it secret after break up for Matty's sake and his friendship with Jake.

And everyone understandibly criticizes Jenna for kissing another guy while dating Matty, but also, he was not as ideal. S4 explictly brings up the fact that he treated her as a booty call throughout S1. S2 has him trying to sabotage her relationship (and he never apologizes for Eva's behavior and his blindness to it ruining Jenna's pretty perfect relationship with Luke!)

Back to the subject of her insecurities, when she began to find herself in S3 he (her boyfriend!) called her new friends/interests pretentious or boring (pretty sure he does it AGAIN in S5). Its interesting to me that her S2 fantasy of "what-ifs" included Matty not allowing Sadie to bully her, and that she feels absolutely devastated from him saying he was embarassed of her in S1. S4 also shows that he always goes to her for emotional support, has jealousy for her seeing other people, but at the same time gets pissed if she intervenes too much in his life and is ready to cheat on his girl to kiss Jenna because he thinks the rules don't apply to them.

Even the S5 college clusterfuck is meh in terms of making her worse. The actors may be pushing 30 or whatever by at that stage Jenna is 19 and in her first ever internship after only one year of "finding herself as a freshman in college". Of course she won't know that a piece of her writing about her HS boyfriend will be twisted by editorial intervention for more clicks! And as Matty admits, HE was the inmature one in their college break-up , and very much an asshole about it. How was she to know he was devastatingly depressed over their break-up when he shouted he didn't want her love and that if she was against him transfering to her school then he would just walk out??

This is in no way hate to Matty. He's one of the dreamiest leading men I have ever seen in a teen drama. He is a good friend and great boyfriend most of the time ("making you happy makes me happy", seriously? SWOON), and boy do I love his honest yearning to be Jenna's hero.

I don't think they're toxic to the limit tbh. They're good friends to each other and never necessarily act in attempt to hurt or manipulate each other, they just really loved each other and had a real hard time letting go. Their will they won't they was messy enough to be interesting (most of the time anyways, even if S4-S5 weren't as good) without being the most toxic of that era of teen shows (seriously? Glee, Gossip Girl, 90210, etc had way worse Core Ships).

As Sadie points out, it's clear Matty remains obssessed with her (and selflessly encourages her to choose herself in the series finale and that's definetly growth on his character!) and Jenna overthinks shit a lot and is awkward but its obvious she struggles to know wether she should act as his friend or to act as a respectful ex and messes up because she's young and loves him. Like overall I think the idea that they became intimate friends was sold well enough to compensate their messiest momments.

[jennahamiltonbr]

Escrever para ninguém ler, um refúgio de uma mente imersa ao caos. 

Um corpo que muitas vezes quer desistir de tudo e dizer tchau. 

Uma infância roubada que só quer expelir palavras, 

Que a deixe confortável e segura, 

Num mundo repleto de rupturas.

[rissyrosie]

I’ve watched a comfort show of mine called ‘Awkward’ haven’t saw in YEARS and he’s my opinion years later.

‘right person, wrong time’ many...many..many...times

‘wrong person, right time’

#TeamMatty for the win, Jenna messed him up but in the end it’s always been Matty and Jenna like its a “its always been you” thing.

[annoyingvoidzombie]

So I've been binging Awkward for the last 2 weeks and let me tell you something, ITS SOOO WHITE TRASH ,and I miss it badly, I don't know what's wrong with me (maybe it has to do the fact I had my Jenna moments) but it was not bad TV ♥️

[booboosprettys]

hi

[iamjadesworld]

2-19-23

First entry.

I’ve decided I needed to start something like this to help write all my feelings out without anyone I know seeing it. I definitely got this inspiration from Awkward and Jenna Hamilton.

Let me fill you in on why I’m even starting this,

Long story short

I lost my friends, my dad, my brother, a friend and now my boyfriend.

My dad died right before my birthday last year because of Covid mixed with a lot of the drugs he did coming back to him, and my brother died a few months later due to obesity mixed with heart failure and weed.Then my friend died a month after his birthday, in march. Car crash. But that was all about a year ago.

This year, more like this month I lost my friends and boyfriend. I guess it is all my fault, I’m a self destructive narcissistic. Which I guess what also Doesn’t make sense because I hate everything about myself. Anyways, beginning of middle school I changed everything about myself so I can fit in with these people. Half of them made fun of me before I changed but I didn’t care cuz I just wanted to fit in. I let my hair grow out, I changed my makeup, my clothes, my personality. Everything. And then finally last year they let me in and we were great. But I guess this year they stopped caring. They said we weren’t even close friends to begin with when I dropped everyone for them. I left my real friends so I wouldn’t be “alone” when I never was alone I had people who actually cared about who I was. But I couldn’t see that and I needed to be popular and I needed to feel needed. I wanted to be known, hated, loved. I guess I got what I wanted. Most everyone hates me, and everyone knows me. I called my friend a hoe as a joke and opened my mouth a little too loud about his business, got butthurt when I got confronted about it, heard my friends talking shit about me so I talked more shit back, and overall messed it all up. Then my boyfriend. While typing this I have rekindled things with him but let’s just say I made a few mistakes a few lies got in his ear and a lot of my mental health got dropped on him without me thinking of his own. But we have decided on a break instead of a break up and things are doing better and it’s only been a day. But that’s what has been up and that’s what I can keep you guys updated with so far. Thanks for reading.

That’s it for todays entry :)

I am Jade

[sonhevocetambem]

Awkward.S01E10

[tvshowscouples]

If you love Jake&Jenna (Awkward) and you want reblog or like,this is the link of my reblog couples :)

thank you!

[grandpatrolstrawberry]

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CLICK HEAR TO HAVE SOME FUN!

[jennahamiltonbr]

25/50 (FUNDO DO POÇO)

Sim, eu não me imagino passando dos cinquenta anos, por isso o título. Não, eu não prevejo o futuro, e eu também não pretendo me suicidar, mas eu sinto que eu não passarei dos cinquenta anos. O porquê? Hum, é um pouco difícil de explicar, talvez seja porque eu sinta ódios constantes, medos constantes e viva com pensamentos que nunca foram muito legais comigo. Talvez porque eu enfrente uma ansiedade fudida, um transtorno explosivo que me consome por dentro e uma depressão que nunca vai embora. Talvez porque eu seja instável e... 

É uma lista enorme e falar de todos os tópicos aqui, me ocuparia muito tempo, mas eu posso resumir, que é o que eu estou fazendo... Eu acho. Algumas pessoas brincam dizendo que ainda irão me visitar em uma “cliníca psiquiatra”, eu mesmo digo o tempo todo “eu ainda vou infartar” e honestamente? Eu acredito nisso. Eu sei, eu sei, eu ainda não cheguei ao fundo do poço, mas tudo que eu queria hoje era acordar bem e eu falhei.

Tempos difíceis são engraçados né? Eu paro e me pergunto, por que diabos eu ainda estou tentando? Por que vocês me colocam pra baixo e riem quando eu choro? Por que essa pequena nuvem de chuva ainda está pairando sobre a minha cabeça? Para onde eu devo ir? Meu Deus! Eu vou ser atingida por um raio? E ai que eu paro e penso “eu se eu já estive no fundo poço?”

Sim, talvez eu seja uma sobrevivente. Talvez eu tenha usado todas essas lágrimas e essa pequena nuvem de chuva ao redor da minha cabeça ao meu favor. Talvez eu tenha me afogado no começo, mas se eu estou aqui, sentada, escrevendo e respirando é porque eu sobrevivi. Como? Eu não faço a mínima ideia, nadando, transbordando, sei lá. Mas eu sobrevivi. Talvez eu passe dos cinquenta, chegue aos sessenta, aos setenta, oitenta, quem sabe? Talvez eu infarte antes, não há como saber, mas de uma coisa eu sei, eu sobrevivi.

Sabe qual é o lado bom de chegar ao fundo do poço? É que só tem um lugar para ir. Pra cima.

[theluxuriansecret]

Dear Diary 11132022

5:44 pm

I am trying my hardest not to be annoyed right now. I am annoyed because I decided to share my weight loss journey on my private snap chat. I was then messaged by a friend to remove her from my story because she is triggered by the mentioning of weight loss and numbers (I included numbers). I was proud of myself and excited to share, I've never openly shared my weight with anyone like that let alone my whole story. And yet I feel like that was ripped away from me. It wasn't that she asked, it's that she didn't. It was demanded. And I feel like this happy moment was stolen from me. It sucks. Of course I would never go out of my way to trigger my friends but she could've asked in a nice, kinder, way to be removed.

Anyway, I've been thinking, a lot. It's all I ever really do. I feel like I have been grieving my decision to stay single. Everyone wants to be loved and in a relationship. And sure I want all those things, but I am no where close to where I want to be in life to be ready to make sacrifices and compromises. Right now, I want to focus on just me. As hard as that might be, because I still want some form of male companionship, it will help me to set clear boundaries on the things that I want and desire, and I have a knack for rejecting men anyway. I think their egos are too large.

My mom upset me today. She told me she was making fried chicken with rice and spinach. "Didn't you just make spinach?" I asked. This questions upsets her enough to go on a whole tyrant of how no one gives her dinner suggestions, and she likes spinach and ... I tell her it was just a question and I didn't need all that. This leads to my dad coming into my room to sniff around for what food i'm eating. I ask "Can I help you?" because I indeed have an attitude. I resent him. I hate that I resent him. he walks away and goes "jesus christ" I feel bad. When i finally get a moment I apologize.

There are so many changes happening right now. Although in this moment I am a little upset, I am not going to let any of these things take away that I am proud of myself, because I am proud of myself.

SOTD: Confidently Lost by Sabrina Claudio

[filmtelefilmitaly]

Voglio essere una persona disposta a perdonare,

voglio essere una persona che si preoccupa per gli altri più che per se stessa,

voglio essere una persona che sa dire le cose come stanno,

voglio essere una persona che sa mollare tutto per una giusta causa,

voglio essere una persona che sa vedere il meglio in tutti,

voglio essere una buona amica,

voglio essere una persona che prova sempre a migliorare,

una persona che impara dai proprio errori.

Credo di voler essere una persona che sia in grado di fare tutto questo... così da poter essere finalmente una ragazza che non ha bisogno di un ragazzo per essere felice. Perché so ballare anche da sola.

Voglio essere una persona disposta a perdonare,

voglio essere una persona che si preoccupa per gli altri più che per se stessa,

voglio essere una persona che sa dire le cose come stanno,

voglio essere una persona che sa mollare tutto per una giusta causa,

voglio essere una persona che sa vedere il meglio in tutti,

voglio essere una buona amica,

voglio essere una persona che prova sempre a migliorare,

una persona che impara dai proprio errori.

Credo di voler essere una persona che sia in grado di fare tutto questo... così da poter essere finalmente una ragazza che non ha bisogno di un ragazzo per essere felice. Perché so ballare anche da sola.

Jenna Hamilton "Diario di una nerd superstar"

[myworldofwritingeverythingrandom]

"And you brought a whole new meaning to gettin’ in a guy’s pants.”

Ming Huang (Awkward. Season 1 Episode 1)