#jenwyn tag

[saybiwithme]

Excerpt from @elvensorceress fic Unless you ask me to

[loserdiaz]

April my beloved my darling, just a thought??? Should it strike your fancy? But were you to make a Barbie!Eddie gifset, like your Barbie!Buck one????? That would be amaaaazing! 🤩

That is all you’re amazing carry on I love you 😘🤗💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

ohh hi jenwyn my beloved!! and yes, i thought about it! i really want to, just need to figure out which barbies to use 💗💗

thanks for this awesome ask, ilyyy mwah mwah 💗

[bidisasterevankinard]

It's so funny that you mentioned this in your tags because the scene I wrote goes, Eddie's date bails on him and Buck (surprise surprise) suggests Eddie date him and...

“Why?" Eddie asks. "I mean. Why would you—?” 

“Did you miss the part where I said you were charming, funny, nice, sweet, loving, hot, loyal, admirable, all those things?”

Eddie swallows hard. “You didn’t say all those things.”

“Well, I mean all of them. Why not take a chance? Let me show you dating can be good. And fun. And not whatever the hell this mess was.”

🤣 😘💕💕💕💕

Oh, I NEED THIS EVEN MORE NOW!!!!! PLEASE 🥺🥺🥺🥺💜💜💜💜

[ghosthunterbuck]

ABBIE MY DARLING! Haaaiiii!! I hope you’re doing well! I’ve missed you! 💕💕💕💕

HI JENWYN!! I missed you too 💙💙💙 I hope you’re doing well too!!

[elvensorceress]

So there is a "leaked" script that claims Eddie asked Marisol to move in, and is it just me, or is that completely out of character for Eddie? He dated Ana for longer, and they weren't living together. we are really supposed to believe that he would ask Marisol to move in after a few months of dating? Unless Eddie is unable to process anything after learning his Buck. Is dating a man that is not him, and instead of breaking up with her like he planned, he pulls a Buck and asks her to move in with him.

Eddie does not deserve to be stuck with someone like Marisol.

According to 7x04, he apparently needs a live-in babysitter so he can go out with his shiny new boyfriend. So… 🤣  And it took a whole relationship and a blackout before Ana was his babysitter! Just from that much I’m still going, yikes. Like, girl, do you not have friends? Do you not have someone who will tell you this relationship is red flags all over the place? Can we not call up your Folger brother and have him talk some sense into you? 

You’re very right though. Eddie deserves so much better. 

I have heard about the supposed leaked scripts and I’ll talk some about that under a cut below in case anyone wants to read my thoughts on it. 

But what I’ll say in general is that in some of the interviews we’ve been seeing recently especially with canon bi!Buck, Mr. Showrunner had scathing things to say about love interests who are just there to be love interests. He didn’t like that they couldn’t interact with any of the other characters and that they weren’t part of the overall story. 

Given we’ve had what, two? offhand comments and maybe five whole seconds of screen time this season with her, if they wanted to actually develop that relationship for the audience, they could have done that. And should have done that a long, long time ago. (For example, see Eddie and Tommy’s relationship. In one whole episode they did more to build that up than they have done for Eddie/allegedgirlfriendconfirmedterf in all of season 6 or 7.)

Instead, they showcased the bond between Buck and the Diazes and the trauma that Eddie and Chris still have over Shannon leaving and them losing her. And also Eddie’s new friendship with Tommy that sounded like they were both spending every day, every moment together. 

So far for Miss Homophobe, we have—

hey mari it me eddie from the hardware store

the phone call where they set up a date

it's not MY date it's CHRIS' date (r u sure, dude? why is she there then 🤣)

her chaperoning Chris’ date with Eddie

her babysitting twice off screen

Obviously, she’s in the next episode and they have a pizza date while Eddie has to stare at his bestest friends while they’re on a date. But at this point, if you want the audience to root for the relationship or enjoy it at the very least, it’s a little late in the game for that? We have nothing to go on and it doesn’t make sense if we’re taking it at face value. 

All this to say, if he does ask her to move in with him, there is no way for the audience to buy that it’s genuine, reasonable, or a smart move. It reads like Buck asking Taylor to move in with him because he cheated and he’s desperate and clinging. Even if Eddie and the terf show up and are all happy and handsy and lovey, it’s not convincing. There’s been no development. It would come across like Buck and Ali apartment hunting and being touchy and giggly, and then her dumping him at the end of the episode. It sets up a contrast between what we think is happening and what is really happening. Perceived happiness vs the reality of not knowing each other and their relationship crumbling.

I don’t remember who said it or when it was said, maybe it was Kristen? But I know someone talked about how Eddie rushed things with Ana and they were wanting to do the opposite when continuing his story. Dating someone for (how long has it even been? 2-3 months? Idek? Does Eddie even know?) Mere months and asking them to move in reeks of, “something is going wrong and I have to fix it by doing something rash and ill-advised to keep us together.” 

Remind me to do a post about Eddie also being someone who clings and stays because it’s convenient and he doesn’t want to be alone. 

It would be completely out of character if it is a sincere, legit thing. However, as a panic response? I buy it. But that also doesn’t bode well for their future. Darn. Hold on, I’ll get the champagne. That relationship is just waiting to be bones. And in an episode called, “You Don’t Know Me,” is where they’re putting their relationship under a microscope? Hildy, cue up the ominous music. 

I doubt the glorious day we are free of her will be this week. I think they are just starting whatever they have planned. Unfortunately. I would hope they kept her around and brought her back for a reason like what they did with Eddie/Ana. I want there to be something satisfying about the end and the fact that we have to suffer through this. It just needs to happen quickly because I am so over homophobic terfs who know what fucking show they’re on and what the story is and still persist in their assholish bigotry.  

Now? My thoughts on the leaks?

IF we are to believe they are legit, and who knows if they are. But if we are saying they are legit, then Buck comes out to Eddie at the very end and Eddie is surprised. So, Eddie likely wouldn’t be jealous or weird about Buck and Tommy dating if he didn’t even know they are dating. Plus, they just had a whole episode dedicated to jealous!Buck and it would be redundant to immediately take that into, now EDDIE is the JEALOUS ONE. I think they’d have to take the story further for Eddie to really consider how he feels about Buck and Tommy dating. 

Maybe it will come down to him being displeased by it (for some unknown reason he just can't put his finger on) and grappling with how he genuinely likes Tommy a lot and that’s a new thing for him and one of Buck’s love interests? But it wouldn’t happen this week. In theory, this week is about Buck feeling like he’s hiding because he just realized he’s bi and hasn’t told anyone yet. Hence, more of the “you don’t know me.” 

Obviously, I am rooting for Buddie. All the way. All the time. I like Buck/Tommy just fine but they’re not BuckandEddie. But I think it will take a while before we see anything that might really develop the Buck & Eddie storyline. They’re working on Buck’s bisexual awakening and his first time dating a man. WHERE OH WHERE ARE MY EDDIE STORYLINES.  I just want them to do some justice for my boy. Give him something interesting! And for the terf to gtf away from him. :D

And apologies, I rambled a lot at you. Love and hugs!

[hippolotamus]

Shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag some people!

Tagged by @littlebitofdiaz Thank you 🥰

I burned LA Down by Noah Cyrus

Dinner & Diatribes by Hozier

Movies by Conan Gray

Salvation by Gabrielle Aplin

Fix you by Kurt Hugo Schneider

I wish I was the moon by Neko Case

Never Ending Song by Conan Gray

Out of Control by Oshins feat Rosi Golan

I never knew by Dar Williams

Yellow by Xana

No pressure tagging the friends responsible for most of this list 😜 (Not that I'm complaining because I'm obsessed with all of these) @this-is-bwr @stereopticons @shortsighted-owl @alyxmastershipper @elvensorceress and anyone else who wants to play along!

[bibuckbuckley]

I love you very much. Is there anything I can do for you, darling? I am here if you need to talk. I’m so sorry you’re feeling so down 💕

🥺🥺🥺🥺 I love you so much to my beloved jenwyn ❤️❤️❤️ I'm tryinng to hang in there and it's kinda hard to talk about all my feelings (and urges) atm but hopefully I'll feel better soon. Thank you so much babe it means a lot ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[queerbuckleys]

Happy birthday, lovely! I hope you have a wonderful day! All the love and hugs for you! 🤗💕💕💕💕💕

Thank youuu ✨💖💞💕

[the-likesofus]

Buddie Fic Recs

This is the three round of recs and again these are all so so good so please read them all if you haven't and send the authors some love xx

REMINDER TO CHECK THE TAGS AND TRIGGER WARNINGS

A hotel room in Portland (the place is not important) by justhockey | Not Rated | 8k words

Buck and Eddie travel to Portland for a wedding. I love a bottle scenario and this one is so good and also has the only one bed trope so obviously, that's even better. This fic is so wonderful <3

Presumed Dead by @inkinmyheartandonthepage | G | 4k words

Oh, this fic is just the perfect little package! Buck goes on a hike and when he stops at a gas station on his way home someone steals his jeep leaving him stranded with no way to contact anyone, in the meantime the dude whole stole the jeep crashes and when the 118 arrives on the scene the body is too burnt to ID and they assume that it’s Buck. Delicious! 

sometime after midnight by @gayhoediaz | G | 2.5k words

Buck and Eddie finally talk about the *Couch* of it all while I am sobbing in the corner…enough said. Honestly, though this fic is so wonderful and the whole thing takes place over a phonecall too, which is just *chefs kiss*.

My Type On Paper by earthstar (startrex) | T | 7.9k words

BUCK GOES ON LOVE ISLAND AND EDDIE COPES…….sorta. This fic is maximum pining, maximum adorable, hilarious, buck being a genuinely lovely human being and me just trying to survive. Highly, highly recommend reading this if you haven't!

Color Him Father, Color Him Love by @elvensorceress | G | 3k words

Once again Jenwyn left me breathless and sobbing with this incredible fic. Basically, Connor and Cameron have the baby and when Buck meets the baby the moment is not anything like he thought it would be and he has a whole realisation about what he is to Christopher and to Eddie and it is emotional and heartfelt and I’m gonna cry again just thinking about it!

still by @gayhoediaz | T | 9k words

The suspense of this one kills me! Once again Nie has done an incredible job of pulling on all your heartstrings as Eddie STANDS ON A BOMB and pretty much waits for it to either be defused or for it to blow him up. 

open up my eyes (tell me i'm alive) by @rogerzsteven | G | 5k words

This right here is PEAK nightmare hurt/comfort and i beg of you please please read it. Simi’s writing destroys me every time but this fic in particular has that bit of pizzazz that just makes me arghhhhhh. Buck is having trouble sleeping post-coma and Eddie offers to stay with him so that he can tell that he’s in the real world and not his coma dream and my god it's so good. Also special Dad appearance by Bobby!

Like the ebbing of the tide by @starlingbite | G | 5k words

This is an incredible fic that deals with Buck’s emotions around the tsunami on the five-year anniversary of the event and wow damn. Also, there is an incredible embedded edit by @skyhighrollins911!

When I watch the world burn, all I think about is you by theleftboobgrabber | E | 34k words

I am an absolute sucker for a Pacific Rim AU and come on we can all agree that Buck and Eddie are the most drift-compatible mofos to ever walk the earth. This fic is so so good (a good bit spicy too) and i just adore it!

rest your weary head by @eddiediazes | T | 2k words

I am also a sucker for physical touch and comfort and this beautiful little fic delivers everything I could ever hope for. It’s a post 6x12 missing scene and Eddie comforts Buck in the kitchen and then asks if he wants to stay the night (well more like tells Buck he has to stay and he has no choice) and it's just all kinds of fluffy perfections.

If you do read any of these, please show the authors some love. Leave kudos, comments, stalk their tumblrs etc. Wishing you all a wonderful rest of your week!

Love, Meegs xxxx

[saybiwithme]

From @elvensorceress’ fic Unless You Ask Me To

[loserdiaz]

APRIL, BELOVED! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! YOU ARE WONDERFUL AND AMAZING AND I ADORE YOU! I HOPE YOU HAD THE BEST DAY! 🎉💕💜💙💚🎉💜💙✨💚💕

AHHHH JENWYN LOVE, THANK YOUUU 🥺🥺 I ADORE YOU, YOU'RE THE BEST

[eddiediaaz]

fuck it friday

thank you so much jenwyn @elvensorceress for tagging me! <3 i haven’t done that much this week giffing wise tbh, but earlier tonight after work i did start on this eddie gifset hehehehe. it makes me giggle and i can’t wait to finish it. i’ll post it in about 10ish days cause it’s for a giffing event, but here’s a snippet:

tagging (no pressure!) @eddiesbuck @oliverstaark @tawaifeddiediaz @evanbuckx​ @fatedbuddie​ @bellamyblakru​ @rogerzsteven​ @leothil​ @gayedmundodiaz​ any work in progress you wanna share? <3

[texasbama]

https://www.tumblr.com/texasbama/718133151442075648/hey-not-sure-if-you-read-fic-but-on-the-off

Thanks for the response. So far I’ve read and enjoyed some fics from these authors: without the tiger, elven sorceress and I pretend to be sane. I like smut, slow burn, FWB, feelings realized etc. anything that you recommend would be appreciated. If you have them tagged on your blog let me know and I’ll go through that if it’s easier.

I’ve watched the first season of the show and know they’re not canon by my tumblr perusal so I said let me start reading fics so I can have my buddie fix. I think you’ve mentioned ryliver and I would be interested in reading that as well to see what’s good. Lol Thanks!

Sorry it took me so long to get to this, it kinda got buried in my inbox. lol

I do have a “fic recs” tag. Definitely scroll through there.

@elvensorceress is a great place to start. Jenwyn’s fics are fantastic. They are sweet, heartbreaking and sometimes downright HOT.

I would also say @gayhoediaz’s fics. Her ao3 is linked on her profile. I consider her the queen of smut. Every single one of her fics is a must read

@letmetellyouaboutmyfeels is another one(ao3 also linked on their profile) i have most if not all their fics bookmarked.

@woodchoc-magnum (same name on ao3) wrote the “Songs” universe and it is one of my favorites of all time. Their fics are amazing.

I know I have more recs but starts with these! They should keep you busy for awhile! Happy reading! 🥰

[elvensorceress]

inspiration saturday?

got tags from @monsterrae1 @tizniz @spotsandsocks @hoodie-buck tagging beloveds if you want to share something @daisyssousa @eddiebabygirldiaz @hippolotamus @fleurdebeton @shortsighted-owl l @exhuastedpigeon @daffi-990 @thekristen999 @messyhairdiaz @wh0re-behavi0r @wikiangela a @jesuiscenseedormir @prettyboybuckley @loserdiaz @chaosandwolves s @ronordmann @littlerosetrove @unfortunatehyperfixations @emilybahu @kitteneddiediaz

random question time. I have a thing percolating in my head that I'm debating on writing (after I finish Unless askdfkjld)

what would we say to a Buddie + firefam / Madoka Magica fantasy AU? Angsty super gay soulmate anime? Or is that superangsty and gay soulmate anime? lol Eddie in black/purple leather and Buck in frilly pink? 💜🩷 platonic soulmate Hen&Chim?

shiny pretty cover made by @ronordmann💚💚💚

(if you want to know more, I've now described it in the comments 💕)

[hippolotamus]

On the 2nd Day of Fandom I present

Unless You Ask Me To by @elvensorceress

It’s not the first time a man has ever looked at Eddie a certain way. It’s not the first time a man has ever hit on him or asked him out. It happens every so often. Not a lot. Once every six months or so? If he had to put a number to it? But maybe it’s the first time Eddie’s considered saying yes. He’s in a much better place than he was a year ago, and he’s never actually dated that many people. He met Shannon when he was nineteen and high school relationships didn’t really count, and he was technically married until not quite four years ago. And there was only one huge, sad mistake since then. So, Eddie could say yes. He could go on a date with this beautiful, nice man. That is a thing he can do. And maybe it would be good. Maybe it would explain a lot of things he’s always wondered about but never put into practice. ~~~ Eddie dates a man for the first time, Buck is completely Fine(tm) and not at all having a breakdown, and the way to love and happiness is not easy but they find it anyway.

How much do I love this fic... let me count the ways. The insight that Jenwyn has into Eddie and Buck's characters is nothing short of magical. This fic ripped my heart out, shattered it, put it back together and cradled it gently. Sometimes all within the same chapter. A must read 💖

tagged by @steadfastsaturnsrings @theplaceyoustillrememberdreaming @exhuastedpigeon for today!

[bibuckbuckley]

1, 3, 19 💕💕💕

1. what's the fic youre most proud of?-

Even though I hugley cringe at it now and there a lot of things about it I'd do differently looking back, I'll still say Texts Between Dumbass and Dumbasser (+ Friends) just bc it was (and still is) the only multichaptered fic I ever finished

3. what fic are you emotionally attached to?-

I'm emotionally attached to a lot of them but I'd say i make sense of the madness (when i listen to your voice) bc writing Eddie's breakdown and then giving him a happy ending was very therapeutic for me and what I was going through at the time

19. If you could write an ideal fic, what would it include?-

This is tough bc I like a lot of different types of fics that contradict each other. But I'd say any type of fic that has: Buddie with lots of Madney, Henren, Bathena, & Mavid. Shows Eddie and Maddie and Chimney friendship, as well as Eddie and May and Eddie and Henren friendship. Buckley Siblings feels and Buck and Chimney as well as Buck and Hen and Buck and Bobby father/son feels. And of course all the Buckley-Diaz Family feels. As for tropes, definitely bed-sharing, mutual pining, and idiots in love.

Thank you so much for the question babe! <333

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