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stochastique-blog · 1 year ago
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Dont do that
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this is what I live for
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yooboobies · 7 months ago
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i am so glad i could get this post off of my chest
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lascvitae · 2 months ago
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❀ ༉ ‧ ₊ ˚ WANNA MAKE YOU MINE²
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♯┆ karina pulls y/n deeper into her world, and even though y/n knows she should be careful, it's already too late. she’s falling hard and fast. and honestly? she already did.
part one. part two. part three.
pairing. karina x fem!reader genre. strangers to lovers, fluff, suggestive!!, goodness karina wants you so bad warning(s). making out, (lots of it actually) cursing, underage drinking, scream mentioned 🤓☝️ karina showing her true colors, karina teases you literally like throughout the entire chapter, she’s possessive and obsessive but you like it :shrug:
word count: 11k
❝baby, don’t be scared, want you everywhere
catch you if i fall, i mean it.❞
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ katty ᥫ᭡: lawd.🧎‍♀️
masterlist.
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minjeong didn’t look at you. she just stared ahead, eyes blank and teary, like her mind was somewhere else. 
you swallowed, chest tight. “i’m sorry. you didn’t deserve this.”
she let out another bitter laugh. “yeah, well. i did it to myself. didn’t i?”
“no. you didn’t. you had a crush. you were in love and you trusted someone with that.”
minjeong’s bottom lip wobbled, and her eyes squeezed shut like she was trying to hold everything in.
“why would jiwon do it?” you muttered. 
minjeong’s jaw clenched. “i don’t know.“
you turned toward her, your voice quieter now. “how long were you in love with her?”
minjeong didn’t answer right away. just curled her fingers tighter into her sleeves.
“too long. i was stupid. especially after i saw what she did to yujin.”
your eyebrows furrowed. 
“shit—“
“who’s that?”
“i— she’s— i’ll just let karina tell you.“ she sniffled. 
you bit your lip nervously before nodding slowly and curiously. “does jiwon know you’re here?”
another long silence.
then minjeong shook her head. “i don’t think she cares.”
it made your heart ache. because whatever happened between them, jiwon had a choice.
“i’m gonna fix this.” you said.
minjeong gave you a tired look. “how?”
you didn’t know yet.
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you didn’t know where else to look.
after hearing minjeong crying in the stairway, you needed jiwon. you needed her to look you in the eye and tell you it wasn’t true. that she didn’t hand over minjeong’s secret like it was nothing. so you ended up at the counselor’s office.
you told yourself that maybe jiwon was here. maybe the guilt pushed her into one of the chairs or forced her to ask the counselor for help. but when you opened the door the office was empty.
you sat down on the fake leather couch. it squeaked under you, and you just sat there. 
you stared at the wall with that dumb motivational cat poster. the one that said hang in there.
and then the door opened.
you didn’t look up. didn’t need to. you already knew who it was.
karina closed the door behind her. she stood for a second. as if she was debating whether to speak or just look at you.
“i figured you’d be here.” she said eventually.
you didn’t respond. she stepped further inside.
“you shouldn’t have run off like that.”
“sorry, i didn’t realize i needed your permission to walk away.” you scoffed. 
“don’t say it like that.”
“can you just… leave me alone? you knew this would happen. and you didn’t stop it.”
karina stayed quiet for a while. “but i didn’t cause it.”
you let out a bitter laugh. “no. you just sat back and let it happen.”
“she told jiwon and jiwon told someone else. that’s not my fault.”
“but you knew, karina. you knew it would blow up like this. and you let it.”
“no i didn’t.” she protested. “how was i supposed to know that she’d anonymously send in a tip on ning’s page? it isn’t my fault that jiwon betrayed her.”
her words stung you. 
‘it wasn’t my fault that jiwon betrayed her.’
‘jiwon betrayed her.’
when the words finally settled, karina was standing right in front of you. 
“it isn’t my job to clean up someone else’s mistake.” she continued. “you don’t get to stand here and act like i’m the bad guy. i didn’t sell minjeong out. jiwon did.”
“but you could’ve protected her.” you whispered.
“from what? the effect of her best friend’s actions? i told you. that isn’t my job.”
you winced at her tone. 
“leave me alone, karina.”
you looked up at her as she stayed silent. then she stepped back. 
“stop looking at me like that and maybe i will.”
and there it was. 
you locked eyes with her and even though you were upset with her, it was like you were entranced. again. 
you didn’t know what to believe. 
“i didn’t care about minjeong’s secret. i cared about what it would do to you.”
you stayed silent. 
karina stepped closer. “if i had said something, it still would’ve gotten out. and then you would’ve been right in the middle of it. i didn’t want that.”
“so you just let minjeong burn instead?”
“i would’ve let the whole school burn if it meant keeping you out of it.” the words hit you hard.
“you don’t mean that.”
“i do.” 
“i care about you. i care when you cry. when you walk away from me. when you disappear without saying anything.”
“that’s not caring, karina. that’s control.” you shook your head.
“maybe. but it’s still real.”
you didn’t know what to say. so you reached out for her. 
hell. you didn’t know why you did it.
maybe it was because you were tired of running from the pull she had on you. but you leaned in. 
not all the way.
not enough to say i forgive you or this is okay now.
but enough to feel her warmth. 
you didn’t look at her. 
“i hate that you always make it feel like it’s just us. like the rest of the world doesn’t matter.”
“because it doesn’t. not when it comes to you.” she said instantly. 
you winced. not because she said it but because you believed her.
her hand hovered between you two, not touching you. you let your fingers slide toward hers. just enough for them to meet.
when they did, she caught them softly. you looked at her then.
karina’s voice softened. “you’re not like the rest of them. and i… don’t like sharing things that matter.”
you knew what she meant. you knew she was talking about you.
you leaned into her shoulder. it wasn’t because you forgave now, but because you wanted to. and maybe that was worse. she didn’t say anything, she just let it happen. let you rest against her like she was waiting for it.
you couldn’t help but feel like you fell right into her trap. 
karina’s house always felt like it was trying too hard not to be a house. it was always too clean. but tonight, there was something different about it. 
the low hum of music from ning’s bluetooth speaker and the scent of popcorn filled the air, accompanied by her candy perfume. 
you were sitting on the edge of her velvet couch now, tucked into a cushion with a blanket karina tossed over you. your fingers gripped a cold glass of something sparkling and pink, courtesy of ning. 
aeri claimed the armchair, legs folded up with her hoodie zipped halfway as she scrolled through her phone. ning was sprawled out on the floor, face down in her phone beside a half empty bowl of popcorn.
karina sat close as she always did. her thigh pressed against yours, arm draped along the arm of the couch behind you. you could feel her fingertips brushing your shoulder every now and then. 
“anyway. i still can’t believe jiwon actually cracked. like damn. she really folded under pressure, huh?” ning started, voice casual in a way that meant she was about to say something dangerous. you didn’t say anything. just stared into your drink.
karina shifted beside you. “ning.”
“what? i’m just saying. i expected better. that girl keeps secrets like it’s her job.”
“she made a mistake.” karina said. 
“did she?” ning placed a gummy bear into her mouth before chewing lazily.
“kinda seems like she knew exactly what she was doing.”
“okay but that doesn’t mean you needed to go full tmz at lunch. you nuked our table.” aeri chimed in without looking up.
“and yet, no one one got up until y/n did.” ning said, eyes flicking toward you. the silence that followed made your ears ring. your throat tightened.
karina’s thumb found your knee, rubbing slow and soothing circles. “can you not?”
“i’m just observing. she’s here now, isn’t she? you’re welcome, by the way.” ning said. karina tensed next to you.
“maybe now you’ll finally chill out. stop staring at her like you’re crazy.” ning teased. 
“shut up.” karina said. it hit like a brick.
you felt it. the shift. the change in karina’s tone when someone crossed a line, even if it was someone she considered a friend.
“relax. you’re so sensitive when she’s around. it’s kinda cute.” ning said.
“i’m tired.” you said.
“you wanna go upstairs?” karina turned to you immediately. 
you stared at her.
“we don’t have to stay down here.“
“yeah. upstairs, please?”
she was on her feet before you could even set your glass down. her hand found yours again and you followed her out of the room without a glance behind you.
she didn’t say anything until you reached the stairs. “i didn’t want you to feel like this.” she mumbled.
you looked over and her eyes were already on you. she was concerned.  her gaze was protective in a way that felt way too intense for someone you’d only just gotten close to.
“i’m okay.” you lied.
“you’re not.” she said. and her hand squeezed yours. “but you will be.”
her room door opened with a click. you stepped inside first. you hovered near the doorway, unsure of what to do with your hands.
karina crossed the room and sat at the edge of her bed, kicking off her shoes without a word. she pat the space next to her but didn’t look at you.
you sat. not too close. but not too far either. and for a while, neither of you said anything. just sitting in the quiet. 
karina turned toward you slightly. “are you mad at me?”
you didn’t look at her. just stared at the soft curve of the candle’s flame. “i don’t know.”
“you have every right to be.” silence again. “i don't care if anyone else leaves. but not you.”
you turned toward her, heart pounding. “why would i leave?” she stayed silent. 
karina leaned back on her hands, eyes focused on the ceiling. “because i scared you.”
“what?” she finally looked at you. 
“i didn’t want you to think that i was controlling. or obsessive. you’re the only thing i’ve wanted in a long time that actually makes me feel something. and i was scared that if i pushed too hard, you’d run.”
your breath caught. your chest felt full and tight and warm at the same time. “i wouldn’t.” you said. 
karina gave you a laugh that was devoid of any humor. “you say that now.”
“i mean it.”
she looked down. her fingers curled slightly as if she was resisting the urge to reach out for you. “then tell me not to hold back.”
“what?”
“if you want me to stop, i’ll stop. but if you don’t…” she finally looked at you again.
“i won’t hold back anymore.” you were suddenly aware of how close you were. you could feel the heat radiating off her skin.
you stayed silent for a moment. “you scare me sometimes.”
karina wasn’t offended. if anything, she was curious. “why?”
“because you always know what you want. and you always get it.”
“that scares you?” a slow smile found it’s way onto her lips. 
“no. what scares me is that i think i want to be yours.” you could feel the air change.
karina leaned in, forehead pressed to yours. “you already are.” then she kissed you.
it was slow. her hand slid to your back, pulling you in. your fingers caressed her hair, her cheek, then her jaw. you memorized the way her breath hitched when you parted your lips for her. you pulled away to catch your breath. but only for a bit. 
karina’s lips found yours again. it was like she was memorizing the shape of your mouth and the taste of your breath. you didn’t mean to pull her closer. you didn’t mean to sigh against her lips, or let your hands twist in the material of her hoodie. you didn’t mean to pull her down with you as you leaned back. 
but she came willingly, moving with you until she was leaning over you, one hand beside your head and the other still at your back. she kissed you like she was starving. like she was holding back for weeks and finally let herself go. and god, you let her.
you leaned into her, melted into her. you let her kiss you like she owned the moment. because she did. her lips parted just enough to whisper. “you have no idea what you do to me.” your breath caught.
and then—
“HELLO?!?” you both froze.
“okay, wow. i knew it! i told aeri it was happening! pay up, bitch!” ning’s voice echoed from the doorway.  karina groaned into your shoulder as you jumped back like you were caught committing a crime. 
“ning— what the hell?!”
“oh, don’t ning me. i knocked. twice.” she leaned against the doorframe with zero shame.
“anyway. aeri’s making some strawberry lemonade cocktails and i came to get you before she mixes them with that expired peach vodka again.”
again?
you looked at karina, who looked more annoyed than embarrassed. and then ning disappeared. karina sighed, dragging a hand through her hair. 
you were still catching your breath, staring at the door that ning had just came through. “should we go down?” you asked eventually.
karina leaned in one last time, brushing her lips against your cheek. “in a minute.”
“hurry up! i want to toast to the sexual tension finally bursting!” you heard ning yell. 
karina groaned. 
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karina’s grip on you didn’t even loosen up once on the walk down. you stepped into the kitchen and were immediately hit by the scent of strawberries, citrus, and something that smelled dangerous.
“okay. i don’t know what to call this one yet, but it’s mostly lemonade and like, strawberry puree… and then like, a splash of evil.” aeri said while standing at the counter.  “define ‘splash.’” karina said, eyeing the bottle of vodka on the counter that looked more than half empty.
“i’m not a math prodigy. want some?” aeri shrugged. 
“absolutely not.” karina said, but ning was already pouring some into plastic cups for you. one of them was immediately put into your hand.
“cheers to tension relief! and karina’s face when i walked in.” ning said dramatically.
“i will murder you.” karina mumbled.
“i’m not judging! karina’s been like, clinically obsessed with you since day one. it’s honestly a relief that she finally acted on it.” you took a sip.
it was surprisingly good. it had just enough burn at the end to remind you that this was probably a very bad idea. “so are we gonna pretend that i didn’t clock the way karina was looking at y/n two weeks ago?” aeri said, sitting on the barstool. 
“are we finally past the mutual pining stage?” you nearly choked on your drink.
“we’re not past anything. we’re right in the middle of it.” karina said. that shut everyone up for a second.
“that was kinda hot.” ning giggled for you. you tried to hide your face behind your cup but karina pulled it down, locking eyes with you.
“none of that.” she said in a voice that only you could hear. you swallowed hard. something that you did a lot around her. 
“okay. this is where we toast, guys. you left me hanging.” ning rolled her eyes. you all raised your cups and for a moment it felt weirdly… normal. the tension turned into laughter, sarcasm, and increasingly dangerous drinks. karina stayed close the whole time.
you let her. you weren’t scared anymore. you were curious how much deeper this could go. and somehow, you ended up on karina’s balcony. 
one of them, at least. 
it was quieter out here. the sliding door clicked shut behind you and karina stepped onto the balcony right after you. the breeze was cool against your skin, courtesy of the ocean not too far away. 
your head was light and everything felt slower. it was quiet if you ignored the faint noise of playboi carti playing through ning’s bluetooth speaker. 
she finally spoke. “i hated that ning walked in.”
“yeah. i noticed.”
“i’m serious. i waited so long to kiss you like that. i wasn’t done.” she said in a lower voice than usual. her words were a little less accurate. you turned to meet her gaze. 
“i think you made your point.” you said quietly.
“did i?” she mumbled, tilting her head. 
“because i don’t want there to be any confusion. not with you.” her fingers brushed against yours on the railing as a reminder. 
“i like you. in the i can’t stop thinking about you kinda way. maybe i’ve done it all in the wrong order or came on too strong, but i’m not pretending.” your heart did something weird at her words. 
“i don’t want to pretend either.” you said. karina’s arm brushed against yours again. you could feel her sigh before you heard it.
“i don’t usually say shit like that. like, i never say shit like that. but with you, i can’t not.” she admit in a slurred voice. you turned your face toward her, and she was already looking at you. 
“stay tonight.”
you nodded. maybe it was the drinks. or honestly just karina. but staying felt like the only right answer.
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the first thing you felt was warmth of a blanket. then the consequences of last night. karina’s scent still lingered on your skin. it was expensive and addictive. 
you stirred, stretching slightly before rolling onto your back. the spot beside you was empty, but it was still warm. you blinked slowly so that your eyes could adjust to the light slipping in from the slightly cracked bathroom door. that shit was huge. 
but when you looked inside, you nearly forgot how to breathe.
karina stood in front of the mirror, pulling her damp hair into a high, effortless ponytail. her outfit made you sit up.
it was a black cropped tank top paired with a skirt. just tight enough to show off the slope of her waist. she had on the silver rings she always wore with her sunglasses pushed in her hair. and her back was to you. that was when you saw it.
the spine tattoo.
black ink ran straight down her back. you couldn’t read it from here, but it looked like something elegant and sharp. just like her. 
it curved perfectly with the shape of her body, disappearing under the hem of her top. it was hot. unfair. 
she bent slightly to grab her lip balm off the sink and you caught yourself staring so hard you forgot how to blink. karina caught your reflection in the mirror.
“you’re awake. did you sleep okay?” you cleared your throat, dragging your eyes away from her back like you weren’t just hypnotized.
“didn’t think your bed would be so soft.”
“you drooled on me. that’s how soft it was.” karina smirked and turned slightly toward you. you groaned and dragged a pillow over your face.
“don’t say that to me right now.” she laughed quietly. 
“i made you tea. it’s probably not warm anymore now but it’s the thought.” she spoke. you peeked over the pillow to admire her. 
“thanks.” karina walked over to you and sat on the edge of the bed, reaching to caress your cheek with her thumb. 
“you looked so peaceful. i didn’t want to wake you.”
“you could’ve.” you mumbled.
“next time.” she responded. there would be a next time. you continued to stare at her. 
“what?” she asked, lips curving at your attention. 
“you have a spine tattoo.” you said.
“yeah.”
“for how long?”
“for a while.”
“you never said anything.”
“you never asked.” she said, slipping her jacket on slowly and hiding the ink from your view. it was a simple line, but it held so much weight. what else was she hiding from you? you sat up slowly, pulling the blanket up with you. “where’s aeri and ning?”
“alive.” karina smiled. 
“that’s good.” you replied. 
“i guess.” she stood again and grabbed her lip balm from the organizer, applying it in the mirror. “they’re texting like they’re stranded in the sahara.”
“we’re going out by the way.”
“out?”
“yeah. brunch. or lunch. something along the lines. ning just wants to eat.”
“and you? what do you want?” you smiled, pulling your knees up to your chest. karina tilted her head, giving you that look. the one that always made you forget how to breathe. “i want you with me.” she said simply.
it was crazy how one sentence from her could make your whole body feel like a firework. “okay.” you whispered.
she walked back over and leaned down, pressing a kiss to your temple. “take your time. i’ll wait.”
but all you could think about was that tattoo. and how bad you wanted to trace it with your fingers. you were going to ask about it again later. when it was just the two of you and no jacket in the way.
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the doors of karina’s car swung open like a reveal scene in a drama. it was the kind of car that made people look twice. karina stepped out first with her sunglasses on. then aeri, stretching a little with an eye roll. then ning, dramatically fluffing her hair like she was getting her picture taken. 
then finally, you.
karina was there in time to help you out, her fingers wrapping around your hand before you could even close the door behind you. “keep holding my hand. i like when people see it.” she said under her breath, lips brushing your ear.
“see what?”
“that you’re mine.”
you walked past a group of college guys who clearly noticed her, then did a double take when they saw your hand in hers. karina didn’t react. she just tilted her chin slightly and pulled you closer. “i don’t like how he looked at you.” she said flatly.
“i think he was looking at you, karina.”
“exactly. and then he looked at you like he thought he had a chance.” 
you laughed. “you’re insane.”
she just smiled like it was a compliment.
and the second you stepped into the store, it was like something changed.
it was all because karina had entered.
it was like everyone noticed her at once. the store wasn’t even that packed, but heads still turned. people’s eyes drifted from clothes to the tall, sharp featured girl who walked like she didn’t need to try. the world just shaped itself around her.
karina wore that black cropped tank top that was still tight and unfair. the silver belt made it look like it was made to show off her waist.
you didn’t notice the way you fell in step beside her until aeri leaned in.
“everyone’s staring. it’s like walking next to an off duty model.”
“off duty? karina hasn’t clocked out since birth.”
karina didn’t care about the compliments. she was too busy scanning the racks like she had a mission. and that mission, apparently, was you.
you didn’t even get to touch a single hanger.
“oh— welcome back miss yu.” a worker said, already straightening up.
“we’ll bring you both something to sip on.”
your eyes widened. “we get drinks?”
“it’s karina. you could get a couch in here if you asked nicely.” ning said from behind you.
karina turned around with a red dress dangling from her finger.
“try this on. she said, it wasn’t up for debate. 
“you didn’t even check the size—”
“i looked at you.” karina tilted her head. 
“what if it doesn’t even fit?” you said, cheeks warming up already.
“then we buy you the size that does.” she replied as if it was obvious.
“karina—”
“baby. i already made up my mind. this one’s yours.” she said and you swore your soul left your body for a moment. 
“fine. but if i try something, you do too.” you mumbled.
“me?” karina raised a brow. 
“yeah. fair’s fair.”
she stepped closer. “you just wanna see me undress.”
you choked. “no— i mean—”
“then say that, sweetheart.” karina smirked, taking a corset top and black skirt from the rack like she was humoring you. 
you were in the dressing room, staring at yourself in the mirror with a dress so tight it was almost suffocating. it was red, strapless, and it clung to every curve you didn’t know you had. 
your thoughts were a mess.
“karina, this is insane.” you called through the curtain.
“does it fit?” she replied. 
“that’s not the issue!”
“then it’s perfect.”
you cracked the door open. “your turn.”
karina took the corset top and matching skirt from aeri. she disappeared into the stall next to you without even glancing back.
you tried not to listen. you really did.
but you could hear the rustle of fabric. and the sharp slide of the curtain.
and then—
“y/n.” her voice called. 
“i need help with the zipper.”
you froze.
aeri and ning had wandered off somewhere to look at outfits.
so it was just you.
you stepped out of your stall, heart pounding in your chest. “you’re serious?”
“wouldn’t ask if i wasn’t.”
you pulled her curtain aside.
and your brain? it stopped working. 
karina stood in front of the mirror in a black corset top that hugged her waist and the skirt hugged low on her hips. she was too hot for you. and your heart. 
just beneath one of the ribs in her top you saw something peeking out. 
it was a another tattoo. 
not the spine one. not the collarbone one.
this one sat just under her chest, printed in fine black ink. it was unreadable but unfair.
your breath hitched.
“zip?” she asked half turned, watching you through the mirror.
you nodded stupidly, stepping in.
your fingers brushed the bare skin of her back as you carefully zipped her up.
“how many tattoos do you have?” your voice was barely above a whisper.
“three so far.”
your eyes glanced at the ink again. “this one’s older?”
“mhm. older than them all.”
your gaze met hers in the mirror.
your body temperature was suddenly too warm.
“your hands are shaking.” she said in a teasing tone.
“because you’re hot!” you blurted.
karina laughed before biting her lip. like she wasn’t currently ruining your ability to form a coherent thought.
she turned to face you fully with that teasing gaze still in her eyes. her voice was low. “so you admit it.”
“karina—”
“i’m buying this. and yours.”
“i haven’t even decided if i’m getting mine—”
karina stepped in until your space was hers. her hand came up, tilting your chin up until your eyes met hers.
“if you won’t wear it for you, then wear it for me.” she murmured. 
“i like seeing you in things i picked out. is that so bad?”
you were helpless. and breathless.
it didn’t feel like just spoiling.
it felt like claiming.
“that’s not fair.” you whispered.
she smiled. like she already won.
“you didn’t answer.” she added.
“answer what?”
“do i look good?”
you didn’t even pretend to play it cool.
“you look… insane.” you said in a dazed tone.
karina smirked.
her hand dropped to your shoulder, fingers brushing lightly as she fixed the strap of your dress. it was so gentle that it made your stomach flip.
“you two better not be making out in there!” ning’s voice rang out from somewhere near the jewelry.
karina smiled. 
“not yet.” she replied, eyes never leaving yours.
your knees genuinely almost buckled.
karina stepped back, finally giving you room to breathe. but the heat she left behind lingered on you. your hands were still trembling as you retreated to your own stall, trying to steady your pulse and ignore the flush creeping on your skin.
you somehow managed to change back into your clothes, and the red dress draped carefully over your arm like it was made of glass.
when you stepped out karina was already waiting. she was back in her black tank top and skirt, with her phone in one hand. she looked like she owned the store. she probably did.
you opened your mouth to say something just when ning came skipping around the corner with a glass of champagne in her hand and a pair of sunglasses that were definitely not hers.
“are you two done eye fucking in the fitting rooms or should i grab another drink?” she asked, taking a sip.
“it was one sided.” karina was unphased. as usual. 
“it was not.” you hissed.
“awh! i love mutual delusion!” ning cooed.
aeri was behind her, holding three bags and a pair of stilettos that looked legally dangerous. “i’m ready.”
karina took both your dress and her outfit, slinging them over her arm.
the four of you strolled toward the register and the moment the cashier saw karina, her expression shifted from professional to terrified to mess up. like she already knew who she was.
“put it on my account,” karina said before the girl could even speak.
“you have an account here?” ning asked. 
karina raised a brow. “don’t you?”
“no!”
you stood there, trying not to look out of place in a store where a single price tag could probably pay your rent. meanwhile, karina was taking black card out like it was nothing.
“did you want the jewelry as well?” the cashier asked politely, gesturing to a small tray of necklaces and rings karina had set down.
karina didn’t even glance at it. “all of it.”
your eyes widened. “wait—”
“let me.” karina said without looking at you.
you went quiet. you were stunned. and maybe just a little bit turned on.
the cashier handed karina the shopping bags with both of your outfits folded neatly inside, along with the jewelry in a smaller velvet pouch.
karina handed the pouch straight to you.
you stared.
“they’ll look better on you.” she said.
and then she walked off, sunglasses finally down over her eyes like she didn’t just buy you an outfit and jewelry without blinking.
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“this is the last one,” ning groaned dragging her feet. 
“i’m begging. starving. withering away.”
“you had champagne in the last three stores.” aeri reminded her, adjusting the stack of bags in her arms.
“champagne isn’t food. it’s a coping mechanism.” ning snapped.
“you had two glasses. in every store.”
“you’re not helping, babe.”
the four of you stepped into the final store. it was so clean and so quiet that it felt like even breathing too loud would cost money. 
the employees were all beautiful and you were pretty sure you saw someone famous just casually browsing.
karina’s hand was already on the small of your back, steering you toward a rack of dresses.
“you’ll like these.” she mumbled, and she was right.
you glanced over your shoulder. ning had already zeroed in on the drink tray being passed around and grabbed a flute without even asking. aeri followed with no hesitation, sipping something sparkling while fully making eye contact with the most anxious employee nearby.
you, on the other hand, were kind of overwhelmed.
“karina. this is… insane.” you whispered.
“mm. try it on.” she said, grabbing a dress off the rack and holding it against you like she could already picture it.
you hesitated. “you’re not trying anything?”
“i’m not the one getting spoiled today.”
your face heated up. she said it so casually like you weren’t already fighting for your life every time she looked at you.
you disappeared into the dressing room before your knees gave out. and you didn’t notice her grab another dress. 
the one she picked was black and silky. you’d barely finished zipping it when she called out softly.
“let me see.”
you cracked the door and peeked out.
karina was leaning against the wall across from you with her hands in her pockets, and it made your stomach do a thing. the look she gave you could’ve killed a victorian child.
“turn.” she said.
you did. slowly.
she tilted her head, biting back a smile. 
“walk.”
“karina—”
“please?”
god. 
you did. a few steps back and forth, pretending you weren’t walking straight into your downfall.
“what do you think?” you asked, trying to sound unaffected.
karina stepped forward. “it’s not the dress that i’m looking at.”
you were already flushed, ducking back inside. you were halfway into the second dress when you heard the voice behind you.
“need help zipping?” she asked lowly.
you almost died.
you turned to look at her just as karina slipped inside your dressing room like it was nothing.
“you—” you started, clearly panicked.
but she was already behind you, fingers brushing your spine carefully. 
her voice was soft. “relax.”
you didn’t.
her hands ghosted up your back before adjusting the fabric with a precision that made you shiver. she wasn’t just zipping you up. she was watching. your every breath, your every twitch, and every timesucked in too sharply.
“you really like watching me suffer, don’t you?” you whispered.
“no. i like watching you fall.” she leaned in.
“fall for what?”
her smile curved against your skin. “you’ll see.”
the door creaked open suddenly.
“okay, i know you’re in there again—“ ning’s voice called out.
you jumped.
karina, who was unbothered, responded. 
“we’re almost done.”
“you said that at the last store.”
aeri was sipping again, arms full of designer bags. “ning’s gonna start eating the mannequins.”
“i am!” ning shouted.
you stepped out finally, still struggling.
you watched karina’s expression shift from relaxed to focused. then focused to something darker and hungrier.
she was just staring. “you’re gonna kill me.” she said quietly.
your throat tightened. “it’s the dress, right?”
“no. it’s you in the dress.” she said.
you swallowed.
“you… can’t wear that around people.” she said, voice low.
“why not?”
“because i’m not trying to go to jail.”
“oh my god.” ning said.
karina looked at the nearest employee. “we’ll take this one.” the employee practically bowed. “we’ll wrap it for you.”
when you made it to the counter the cashier smiled, probably thinking you were just another couple with money to burn. but karina didn’t smile back. 
she handed over her black card like it meant nothing again, eyes lazily looking between you and the total on the screen.
ning leaned over from behind and stage whispered loud enough for the whole line to hear. 
“she was moaning over the price tag earlier but not when karina was practically eating her in the dressing room.”
your soul left your body.
the cashier stared. aeri choked on her gum. karina just smirked.
“oh my god. ning.” you hissed.
“what? i’m just saying. karina spends and y/n bends.”
“stop talking.” you begged, face already ten shades of red.
karina grabbed the bagged clothes with one hand then handed it to aeri.
“let her talk. she’s not wrong.” she murmured near your ear. 
you nearly died on the spot.
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the brunch spot was the kind of place you only visited to take pictures in.
aeri ordered like she’d been here before. 
ning ordered like she owned the place.
“and three mimosas. just to start.”
two were for her. 
karina didn’t even look at the menu. she looked at you.
“get whatever you want.” she said softly, making you fold instantly.
you were still recovering from the dressing room.
and the walk here. where she held your waist the whole time and dared anyone to look at you too long.
you were just starting to feel normal again, laughing at aeri complaining about her mimosa and taking a bite of ning’s food without asking when your phone buzzed.
jiwon
hey. you should know something before school tomorrow.
your stomach dropped.
there no context. no follow-up.
just that.
your fingers hovered over your screen for a second before you typed fast.
you  
what are you talking about?
you stared at your phone. 
you didn’t realize your expression shifted until karina nudged you with her foot under the table.
“you okay?” she asked.
you nodded too quickly. “yeah. just— just got a weird text.”
karina didn’t press. she already knew that something was off. 
you opened up your text with minjeong. 
you
minjeong
jiwon texted me 
[one attachment]
your appetite disappeared.
“you sure you’re good?” aeri asked.
“yeah.” you lied, setting your phone face down.
they continued to talk and laugh.
but your chest felt tight.
you tried to stay present.
you really did.
but the second you flipped your phone down, the energy shifted for you. your mind kept spinning. what did jiwon mean? why now? and why send that kind of text without explaining?
karina didn’t take her eyes off you once since you read it.
“you sure?” she asked again, quieter this time.
you nodded, managing a weak smile. 
“mhm. promise.”
but your knee was bouncing under the table and karina clocked it immediately.
she leaned back just, draping along the back of the booth behind you. her thumb grazed the top of your shoulder.
it was subtle and protective.
she didn’t touched her food much. she was too busy watching you.
your phone buzzed again.
you didn’t dare to look. not with karina watching. not with her sitting so close.
but she was mid sentence. anxiety was eating you out from the inside and it made you hopeful. 
so you flipped your phone over. subtly. 
jiwon
i never sent anything in anonymously. that wasn’t me.
your heart dropped.
karina was still mid-sentence, but her eyes cut to your screen for a second.
just one second.
you angled it away instinctively.
but it was too late.
“everything okay?” she asked in a soft voice. but there was something sharper under it now. you couldn’t name what it was.
you forced a smile.
“yeah. just… texting minjeong.”
she tilted her head and the corner of her mouth twitched upward. “minjeong?”
you nodded, thumbs already typing out a quick message before you could stop yourself.
you
minjeonggggg
i need you
the moment it delivered, karina leaned over and gently kissed your temple.
“be right back.” she murmured.
“where are you going?” you asked, trying to keep your tone even.
“bathroom.” she didn’t wait for you to respond. just turned and walked off with the same effortless grace that made everyone stop and stare.
you stared down at your screen. it was still unread.
“she’s gonna find out, you know.” ning said suddenly. 
your head snapped up. “what?”
“whatever it is. karina’s not stupid. if anything, i’d say she knows everything.” aeri sipped her mimosa.
“you’re acting like i’m hiding something.”
“we’re just saying. karina doesn’t miss much.” ning sang.
“plus she already saw your screen.” aeri added.
“you might as well just tell her before she finds out on her own. she’ll like it better.”
you weren’t sure if it was a warning or advice.
maybe it was both. 
but then you remembered the message.
jiwon’s message.
“i never sent anything in anonymously.”
that meant someone else had. someone who knew.
your stomach twisted.
and before you could talk yourself out of it, you typed to jiwon.
you
who is yujin?
you barely had time to process the weight of what you just sent when you saw the text wasn’t delivered.
blocked.
you stared with cold blooming in your chest.
karina returned a few seconds later, sliding back into her seat like nothing happened. her hand brushed your thigh beneath the table.
“you okay?” she asked, smiling.
and you smiled back.
but you had no idea if it reached your eyes.
the car ride back was thick with silence.
it was too quiet. 
aeri and ning had stayed behind for dessert. it was something about a mochi place that was trending on instagram, but ning reassured the two of you that her ‘lil shit’ would pick them up. 
karina drove with one hand on the wheel and the other resting idly on the center console like nothing was wrong. 
like she hadn’t seen the name yujin flicker across your screen.
you haven’t said anything since. but it was eating at you. the silence. the question. the fact that jiwon blocked you the second you texted.
you looked over at karina, voice lower than you meant. “who’s yujin?”
she didn’t even blink.
her mouth curved, but it wasn’t a smile. it was something quieter.
a knowing kind of tilt.
“i figured you’d get there eventually.” she said softly.
your throat tightened. “so?”
karina turned to look at you briefly. her tone was gentle.
“don’t worry about it, princess.”
the car hummed.
you stared at her, but she didn’t elaborate.
it felt like a promise.
when she pulled up in front of your place, she didn’t say goodbye. she just looked at you.
“i’ll see you soon.” she murmured.
you stepped out with a shaky breath and the door shut behind you quietly.
you bit your lip.
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first period felt off from the beginning. karina’s seat was still empty.
you weren’t used to that.
she was usually early on time. but today? the silence she left behind felt heavier than usual. and you were already on edge.
minjeong was two rows ahead, slouched low in her chair. but when the teacher turned to write something on the board, she moved in her seat just enough to glance back at you. then she passed a folded note along the edge of the desk.
you opened it under your book.
"didn’t see jiwon on the bus. she hasn’t answered me either."
your fingers tightened around the paper. 
your eyes flicked up toward the door again as if somehow she’d be there now.
no one came.
you pulled out your phone under the desk and quickly typed out a message to minjeong.
you don’t think… karina—
before you could hit send—
the door creaked open.
your head snapped up.
karina walked in with an unreadable expression. her jaw was tight and she handed a late pass to the teacher without a word. 
she didn’t even look at you until she was sitting.
she leaned in slightly, voice low.
“you didn’t get much sleep last night.”
your blood chilled.
your stomach dropped.
no one knew that. you didn’t text it to anyone. you just laid there in bed, tossing and turning while your brain tried to put together jiwon’s text, her disappearance, and yujin.
“how do you know that?” you asked.
karina smiled, the corners of her mouth curving.
her thumb reached out, brushing underneath your eye gently. 
“the eyebags. they’re kind of cute.” she murmured.
you should’ve laughed.
but your heart was beating a little too fast and your skin felt a little too hot.
she turned her gaze forward like nothing happened.
you stared at her, the memory of her hand against your cheek still tingling.
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lunch rolled around, but it didn’t feel like a break.
your head was still spinning from history class. jiwon’s name wasn’t called on the roster. at first, you thought maybe she was just late, but the teacher didn’t even pause. like she wasn’t supposed to be there in the first place.
you were walking with minjeong toward the courtyard when you heard someone whisper behind you.
“she moved schools. out of nowhere.”
“i heard her parents pulled her. like, literally overnight.”
you didn’t even realize you’d stopped walking until minjeong tugged lightly on your sleeve.
“y/n?” she asked. her voice was quiet.
your mouth felt dry. “did you hear that?”
minjeong nodded slowly. “something’s wrong. i just… i know she wouldn’t leave like that without saying anything.”
your heart twisted. you knew how close they were, or they used to be. and now jiwon was gone. just like that.
“she didn’t even say goodbye. not even a text.” minjeong whispered. 
before you could respond, a familiar warmth grazed your wrist.
karina.
she appeared beside you like she had always been there, her fingers brushing. 
there was a small silver chain around her neck that you’d never seen before.
“you weren’t at the table.” she said softly, her smile unreadable.
“we were just— um— walking.”
her gaze moved briefly to minjeong, then back to you.
“come with me.” she said, her tone not exactly a request.
you looked at minjeong, hesitant.
she shook her head before you could speak. “it’s fine. i’ve got somewhere to be.”
you nodded, swallowing your guilt and letting karina guide you by the hand to her table. 
“you missed first period.” aeri said to ning. 
“i’m in my delinquent era.”
karina rolled her eyes then reached into her bag and pulled something out. a small, velvet box.
your brows lifted. “what’s this?”
she opened it. inside was a delicate silver bracelet with multiple diamonds. 
she was still spoiling you. 
“i had it made.” she said softly like it wasn’t a big deal.
she was still spoiling you. 
you blinked. “karina— ”
“don’t.” she took your wrist before you could react and fastened the clasp herself. her fingers were steady.
“it looks good on you.”
your brain stopped.
“you really didn’t have to—”
“i wanted to.”
ning made a gagging noise. 
“you guys are disgusting. in a cute way, but still. disgusting.”
aeri smirked. “she’s just mad she hasn’t gotten her matching bracelet yet.”
“i want a matching necklace, actually.” ning said. 
you tried to hide your flustered face behind your hand but karina caught your wrist again, turning it to admire the bracelet on your wrist.
then ning spoke again.
“sooo. did you hear about jiwon?”
karina just tilted her head, her thumb still brushing your pulse.
“what about her?”
“she left. like, gone gone. moved schools outta nowhere. no warning. it’s kinda sus, right?”
aeri raised a brow. “i thought she was besties with that other girl.”
karina gave a light laugh.
“i guess she won’t be getting that rain check.” she said, voice dripping with something too smooth to be innocent.
you tensed.
her words were so casual. her fingers didn’t leave your wrist.
and when you looked at her she was already smiling.
like she didn’t just say something that sent chills down your spine.
“one day she’s here, the next she’s just… poof. there was no goodbye, no story, not even a last-minute rumor. that’s not how people leave this school. not without someone knowing.”
karina let out a small hum beside you, like she was interested but already had the ending to the story.
“she probably had her reasons.” aeri offered.
ning leaned in across the table with a conspiratorial voice. “okay but what if she didn’t leave voluntarily?”
you tensed. 
karina’s eyes cut to yours. she was amused. 
“why so tense, baby?” she asked.
you glanced away too quickly and caught it.
sunghoon, a couple tables over, was laughing with his friends when his eyes briefly focused on you. and then he smiled.
it was enough to make your stomach flip. it was the type that would’ve felt sweet if you weren’t sitting next to karina.
because she noticed.
of course she noticed.
her hand that was resting casually on your thigh under the table tensed slightly. 
you looked back at her, startled by how unreadable her expression was.
“i’m not tense.” you said.
“you are.” she murmured, thumb brushing over your leg. 
“it’s okay. i’d be nervous too if someone disappeared right after betraying me.”
you froze.
“i didn’t— she didn’t betray me.” you started, voice catching. 
karina tilted her head. “didn’t she?”
her stare was magnetic. she was smiling but something behind her eyes sparkled with knowing. 
she was still tracking sunghoon’s glance like it was carved into her eyelids.
aeri was unaware. ning, unfortunately, was not.
“you two weren’t that close, right?” ning asked 
“i mean, i thought she was tight with minjeong, but…”
“she was. they were.”
ning’s brows raised like she just realizing something. “wait. minjeong didn’t mention anything, did she?”
you didn’t answer.
which was all ning needed.
“oh. damn.”
“let it go. we’re talking about someone who left. let her stay gone.”
ning smiled, slow and shark like.
“right, right. my bad. guess i just love a good mystery.”
“you would be terrible in a whodunit. you would expose the killer just for fun.” aeri said, sipping her drink.
“only if the killer’s hot.”
karina laughed.
then she leaned toward you again, her voice barely above a whisper.
“you’re thinking too hard.”
“i’m not.”
“you are. relax. you’re safe.”
you turned to face her, heart pounding.
“are you saying that because you want me to feel safe, or because you know i am?”
her smile widened, lazy and slow, like she knew something you didn’t. her hand moved up your thigh subtly. 
“both.”
then she leaned back like nothing happened.
across the table, ning raised her eyebrows. “damn, i still want whatever weird love potion she used on you.”
karina smiled.
“no potion. just luck.”
and maybe a little bit of control.
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you didn’t mean to hang out with them after school. really.
but one minute you were walking out with every intention of hanging with minjeong and the next, aeri had her arm around your shoulder while dragging you towards karina’s black car. 
you sat on the edge of the couch, guilt tugging at your chest. minjeong had only sent a “k” when you texted about changing plans and it stung more than it should’ve. you felt like you owed her something. but karina was sitting beside you now, watching you like she already knew every thought.
“tell me what’s on your mind.” she said softly.
you tried to shrug it off. “nothing.”
“you can’t lie to me.” she murmured.
you turned to look at her, and she was already closer than you realized.
“i’ll say it again. you don’t have to pretend around me. i don’t like it when you pretend.” she added.
maybe it was the way she said it. or the way her voice was grounding you.
“i’m starting to think you might be insane.” 
karina smiled.
it was a soft one this time. 
“but you like it.”
you didn’t answer. you didn’t need to.
she reached out and brushed a strand of hair behind your ear. “i’ve never let anyone get this close.”
you swallowed. “that’s not true.”
“it is. not since—”
she stopped herself. and then, instead of finishing, she leaned forward and kissed you.
your eyes fluttered closed on instinct.
it started like a question. gentle, like she was waiting for you to push her away.
you didn’t.
you kissed her back. and when she moved a little closer with a hand curling at the back of your neck, you let her.
the couch creaked under you. her thumb grazed your jaw and she kissed you again, deeper this time. and then her lips trailed to the corner of your mouth, then to your cheek, and then lower.
your breath caught when she kissed beneath your ear.
then under the edge of your jaw.
“karina—“ escaped your lips before you could stop it.
she paused there. lips against your skin, with a ghosting smile.
and then she whispered. “it’s jimin.”
you stared.
“what?”
she pulled back just enough to meet your gaze. “my real name. i thought you should know.”
yoh stared at her, heart still pounding in your chest.
“why now?” you asked quietly.
“because you say my name like it means something. and i want it to be the right one.”
you were still trying to process it.
jimin, jimin, jimin. 
then her phone buzzed on the coffee table beside you.
she glanced at the screen.
then declined the call. too fast.
you didn’t get to see the contact.
“everything okay?” you asked, breathless from more than just the kiss.
she gave you a soft smile. “yeah. just my mom. i’ll be right back.”
you watched her disappear down the hallway and past the kitchen. ning was arguing with aeri about “borrowing” a bracelet from karina’s jewelry drawer but it all faded into the background as you slowly stood up.
then you heard her voice again from an almost closed door.
“no. i told you. i’m handling it.”
silence. then softer, almost broken. 
“i can’t lose her like i lost yujin.”
your body went still.
you didn’t even realize you were holding your breath until your lungs started to ache.
yujin.
there it was again. that name. that secret.
and now, suddenly, it wasn’t just curiosity
it was dread.
you heard her footsteps before you saw her.
soft and steady.
you didn’t move when she stepped back into the room, but your body tensed. like it knew she was near before your mind caught up.
karina was quiet as she sat beside you again, her perfume infesting the air and claiming the space all over again. her thigh brushed yours, fingers reaching for your hand. 
“sorry about that. my mom needed something.” she said softly.
you nodded too quickly. “no worries.”
and that was your first mistake.
because karina turned her head slightly toward you and her voice dropped. velvet and sharp.
“what did you hear?”
your stomach dropped.
“i— what?”
karina didn’t push. she only tilted her head like she was looking through you, not at you.
“it’s not a bad thing.” she said softly. 
“you’re just a little quiet now.”
you swallowed. “just thinking.”
that was your second mistake.
her hand lifted and brushed the side of your neck. then her thumb caught the edge of your jaw.
“i know who you’re thinking about.”
your breath caught.
she said it like a dare.
you didn’t nod or speak. but your silence was a yes.
her thumb traced under your eye and you swore she could feel your pulse under her fingers.
“you’re a terrible liar, baby.” she whispered.
“i didn’t mean to— i just overheard—” your voice broke.
“i know.” she hushed you instantly, forehead brushing against yours.
“but now you know how much you matter to me.”
her hand curved around your jaw and tilted your face just so your eyes met hers again.
“i lost someone before. it won’t happen again.” she said, voice barely audible.
you felt her words more than you heard them. you felt it everywhere in your body. 
she leaned in and kissed your cheek softly.
then your temple.
then the corner of your mouth.
“i won’t lose you.” she murmured, and this time it felt like a promise with weight to it. 
like a vow.
you were still trying to breathe when her lips grazed your ear.
“you’re mine, right?”
your lips parted. “karina—”
“say yes.”
and when you didn’t answer, she kissed you.
it wasn’t urgent.
it was slow.
like she had all the time in the world to unravel you.
when she pulled back, your whole body felt light.
ning’s voice rang out from the living room. 
“if no one’s picking a movie, i’m making us watch the notebook again!”
you were still in a daze, heart thudding from the way karina had kissed you like she already owned the part of you you were still trying to understand.
aeri groaned. “i swear to god, ning—”
you stood, slow and little unsteady, your skin still tingled. you didn’t even make it a full step before—
her hand wrapped around your wrist.
“wait.”
you turned.
karina sat there on the couch, legs pulled up and hoodie sleeves too long past her wrists. for once, she didn’t look like the girl who had the entire school wrapped around her finger. she didn’t look like the untouchable center of the universe, or the beautiful girl who whispered your name like a secret. she just looked…
soft?
her hair was a little messy from your hands and her lips were pink and slightly swollen from the kisses you just shared. 
and when she looked up at you, there was no teasing glint in her eyes.
it was something she’d never let anyone else see.
“can’t we stay in a little longer?” she asked, quieter this time.
and it wasn’t about the others. it wasn’t about the movie.
it was about you. about the fact that something in her unraveled when it was just the two of you. something she didn’t let anyone else close enough to see.
your heart broke a little in the best way.
she looked down for a second, fingers curled around your wrist. “just for a minute. just you and me.” she added.
you sat back down.
her hand was still on you.
“i can’t say no to you even if i wanted to.”
“you’re not supposed to.”
you didn’t know how to look at her. you didn’t know how to not look at her.
and then she leaned in again, forehead resting gently against yours. her eyes fluttered like this was the only place she could breathe.
you swallowed, barely holding it together. 
“you okay?”
she nodded after a while, but it was slow. like she didn’t trust her voice yet. “i just… i don’t get this feeling with anyone else.” her voice broke a little.
you folded. completely.
your chest ached and your hands moved on their own, sliding up to cup her face. 
“you make me insane.” you whispered.
karina laughed under her breath. she opened her eyes.
“i win.” she said, quieter this time.
you smiled helplessly. “win what?”
she leaned forward until her nose brushed yours. “whatever game you think we’re playing.”
there was that again. 
you didn’t answer.
you couldn’t.
because you knew that she wasn’t playing.
and for once, neither were you.
karina sighed, already standing. but she reached for your hand like it was instinct. 
then fingers laced with yours.
“come on.” she said.
you followed her out.
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ning had already claimed the comfiest spot on the couch, mystery drink in one hand and the tv remote in the other. she was wearing fuzzy socks, phone lighting up every few seconds.
aeri was stretched out across the floor with a pillow under her head, scrolling through tiktok and arguing with ning about everything.
“we’re not watching a movie where the guy literally dies in the rain, ning.”
“he dies in the bedroom, aeri. after loving her for like sixty years.”
you stepped in with karina still holding your hand, and they both looked up for one second.
aeri smirked. “took you long enough.”
karina cut in before you could say anything. 
“y/n needed help with something. zippers are hard.” she said, so sweet it made your pulse stutter.
ning choked on her drink. “excuse me?!”
you turned, ready to hit karina with a you did not just say that, but she was already plopping down onto and crossing her legs like nothing happened. she tugged you down next to her, hand still warm around yours. her arm brushed your shoulder like a secret no one else was allowed to know.
ning leaned closer with a wicked gaze. 
“you two are freaks.”
“romantic freaks.” aeri corrected.
“lovers.” ning said.
karina smiled, resting her chin on your shoulder like it belonged there.
aeri finally tossed her phone down. “listen! movie time. i’m not sitting through another failed vote.”
“i already said the notebook—” ning started.
“and we said no. too soft. we need violence. blood. screaming.” 
“that’s… a shift.”
“i want to see people running for their lives, babes. scream. classic. camp. a cultural reset.”
“i agree. the notebook is too straight.” karina said.
ning groaned. “you are so gay.”
aeri sat up, suddenly way too enthusiastic.
“uh uh. you cannot tell me ghostface isn’t hilarious. and iconic. and hot. scream is literally a comfort movie.”
“comfort?? people die.” you asked. 
“exactly. makes my problems feel small.”
“i don’t mind. i’ve seen worse things before.” karina hummed. 
ning turned to you with a dramatic gasp. 
“is she talking about you?”
you shoved a pillow at her.
karina just laughed, pulling you in. her arm slipped behind you on the couch, fingers lightly brushing against your shoulder. 
“let her pick it. it’s her first group movie night.” karina said.
“wait— me?”
three pairs of eyes turned on you. karina tilted her head, curious.
you swallowed. “uhh… something scary is fine?”
aeri smiled. 
“this is why i fuck with you.”
“i’d hate to have to hold you if you get scared.” karina laughed. 
“you would love to hold me.” you gave her a look. 
“guilty.”
ning clicked the remote, scrolling. “okay, whatever, scream it is.”
the movie started and the room dimmed. 
you leaned into karina and her thumb was now lazily brushing your arm. she didn’t flinch at anything. of course she didn’t.
halfway through the first kill, you felt her lean in.
“you’re blushing again.” she whispered, lips barely brushing your ear.
you couldn’t help it.
because even while ghostface chased teenagers around in a suburban house, all you could focus on was her.
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the movie ended in a mess of blood with the credits rolling. ning was laid out across the couch dramatically, half sleeping.
aeri was halfway into her phone, texting with one hand. “that was not scary.” she mumbled. 
but karina hadn’t moved.
she was still beside you, elbow resting on the back of the couch behind you. her fingers grazed the edge of your shoulder.
you turned to look at her.
“be honest. you hated it.”
she smiled without looking at you, her eyes still on the credits. “i didn’t hate it.”
you raised a brow. 
“i liked watching you more. you get all quiet when you’re scared.” she added, turning to meet your gaze.
“that’s because i’m trying not to scream.” you scoffed. 
karina tilted her head while smirking. “you can scream around me.”
your heart was stuttering.
“karina—”
“you always say my name like it’s a question. like you’re not sure i’m real.” she murmured, brushing a strand of your hair behind your ear.
“sometimes i’m not.” you admitted. 
that made her pause.
she studied you, eyes unreadable, then sat back a little to really look at you.
and then her hand, the one resting near your shoulder, moved with her fingertips trailing gently across your collarbone like she was drawing a shape only she could see. her thumb brushed the strap of your top.
“you don’t show this side to anyone else, do you?” you asked, half whisper.
karina smiled. “no.”
and there was something about the way she said it. it was honest. and maybe a little scared.
you didn’t even realize you were leaning in until your nose brushed hers.
“i like you like this.” you murmured.
her breath hitched and then her lips were on yours, gentler than you expected. 
you could never get enough of her lips.
she didn’t pull away, mouth moving to your jaw, then your neck, leaving soft, slow kisses down to your collarbone like she wasn’t in a rush.
like she was memorizing you. 
your fingers found the hem of her shirt, anchoring yourself.
she kissed your shoulder once more then pulled back just enough to meet your eyes.
“you’re dangerous.” you whispered.
karina smiled “i know.”
then ning called out from the kitchen, “if you’re making out again, at least wait until i’m asleep!”
you jumped. karina didn’t react.
she just looked up at you with a gaze that made your heart stop and reached for your wrist.
you stood first, dizzy with affection, and she gently tugged you back.
and of course you obeyed. 
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you rode with karina to school the next morning.
“you’re staring.” she said, tone light.
“i wasn’t.” you lied. obviously.
she smirked, one hand drifting from the wheel to rest on your knee.
“you were.”
you didn’t deny it this time. you were still a little dizzy from last night. from the way she said ‘can’t we stay a little longer.’ from the way she kissed you. from the way her voice dropped when she called you baby.
karina slowed the car, parking into her usual spot out front because of course she parked like she owned the school. a few students glanced over, taking mental notes who was in the car with her this morning. you weren’t imagining the change in attention.
and then— sunghoon.
he looked up as karina changed the gearshift into park, expression freezing the moment your eyes met. the moment he saw her.
he straightened instantly. paled even.
then bowed.
like a full ninety-degree ‘i fear for my life’ type of bow.
karina smiled slowly with her sunglasses still on. one hand draped casually over the steering wheel. “cute.”
you didn’t even have time to ask what that was about before she was opening your door for you like a chauffeur.
“come on.” she said smoothly, eyes falling to your lips for just a second.
she always made it feel like walking beside her was a privilege.
like being with her meant something dangerous.
and judging by the way people stared as you walked into school with her, they knew it too.
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you spotted minjeong near the lockers with her hoodie half zipped and earbuds tucked into her collar.
she looked up right as you stepped away from karina’s side.
“i’ll be right back.” you said, already moving.
karina caught your wrist.
her thumb brushed the inside of your pulse as if she was memorizing the rhythm. “where are you going?” she asked, head tilting like a puppy. 
except a puppy wouldn’t be wearing tinted dior lenses and a diamond studded earring.
you glanced at minjeong again. “to talk to her.”
“…now?”
you tried not to smile. “yeah. now.”
karina didn’t let go just yet. her pout was so slight and so subtle that you almost missed it. “i was gonna walk you to class.”
“i’ll only be a minute.”
she let your wrist go with a sigh that was a little too dramatic to be serious.
“fine. one minute. sixty seconds. that’s it.” she said. 
you shot her a look. “are you gonna time me?”
“i’ve already started.” she said. “fifty nine.”
you rolled your eyes and turned toward minjeong who had absolutely seen all of that.
she didn’t say anything right away. her jaw was tight like she had been holding something in too long.
you leaned against the locker beside hers. 
“hey.”
“hey. you still haven’t seen her real side, huh?” she said. 
“what do you mean?”
minjeong didn’t look at you.
“you know what i mean.” she mumbled.
“karina doesn’t just let people in. she chooses. and when she does it’s not always a good thing.”
you shifted uncomfortably. “she’s been sweet, actually.”
minjeong looked at you now, finally. and her eyes were tired.
“she’s been obsessive. that’s how it starts.” she said.
you tried to speak but her next question caught you off guard.
“have you heard from jiwon?”
you shook your head, guilt creeping in. 
“she blocked me.”
minjeong furrowed her eyebrows.
“she what?”
“she blocked me after i asked her about yujin. i haven’t heard anything since.” you admit. 
minjeong looked like she was doing math in her head.
your throat felt tight. “you think karina—?”
minjeong shut her eyes for a moment. “i think you need to be careful. that’s all i’m saying.”
you were about to respond when karina appeared with a smile on her face. 
“time’s up.”
you groaned.
“unbelievable.” minjeong mumbled. 
the smile told you that she heard all of it.
“ready?” karina asked, already matching your stride without waiting for an answer.
you nodded. and she didn’t take your hand this time. just brushed her fingers against yours. 
you glanced up at her, trying to read her face. but she was unreadable in the way that made your chest flutter. calm, composed, and a little too quiet. 
“you’re distracted.” she said after a few steps. 
“she asked about jiwon.”
karina didn’t answer. not right away. but you could see the smile tug at the corner of her mouth, like she knew you would bring it up. like she was waiting for it.
“i’m gonna stop by the counselor’s office.” she said instead. 
“why?”
“finishing something up.”
you stopped walking. she took one more step before turning back toward you.
there was something in her eyes now. the kind of look that made your breath catch even when she wasn’t saying anything.
she leaned in close with a low voice. 
“you should tell minjeong to be careful, too.”
your heart thudded once, hard.
“…karina?”
but she just smiled like she didn’t just say something vaguely threatening.
“don’t look at me like that. i’m being good.” she said, brushing your hair behind your ear gently. 
“you’re being cryptic.”
“i’m being considerate.” she corrected. 
then she leaned in. "you don’t want me to show you what not being good looks like.”
you knew she was teasing. mostly. but it still made your knees weak.
and then, like nothing had happened, she stepped back.
“i’ll see you at lunch. don’t miss me too much.” she said with a soft little smirk as she turned. you stood there for a bit too long, dizzy with affection and dread equally. and the worst part? you already missed her.
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taeyoonge · 1 year ago
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OT7 LOVE YOURSELF FUKUOKA DOME, 2019
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ctrlhope · 5 months ago
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Lily pleaseeee share your favorite ot7 hybrid fics, i can’t find any 😭😭😭😭
OMGGGG BB YOUVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE OKIEEE I LOVE OT7 FICS REAL BAD
I’ve been reading hybrid fics p much since I started reading bts fanfics so… I can hook u up dastardly style 🤩 links under the cut <33
so before I start listing ima be so fr and say I like most of my hybrid fics verryy formulaic. i p much only ready hybrid bts x human reader and I really enjoy the whole plot of ‘y/n inherits bts and doesn’t know what to do!’ Or ‘y/n sees 7 hybrids at the shelter who need help and doesn’t know what to do!’. It feels sooo chicken noodle soup to me and it feels good for my soul <33 so I hope these fics feel like chicken noodle soup for u too and that you love them as much as I do <33
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Abundance ✰ @angelicyoongie
HYBRID CLASSIC FICCCC actually one of the first hybrid fics I think I ever read?? Def the first hybrid ot7 which is kinda crazy 😭 perfect chicken soup for the soul <33 probably the basis for the way I like hybrid fics I read formatted now!! you can really see how the authors writing grew with this fic. Was the fic that made me fall in love with hybrids, actually. I love all of her work so bad man [last updated: 10/4/24]
Trouvaille ✰ @spookyserenades
on my main recs list for a REASON!!! MODERN OT7 CLASSIC FIC!!! if you like the slowest of burns… you’ll enjoy this fic heavily. once again my favourite chicken-soup style so I can’t help but recommend it <33 I have… so many words id like to say about coyote jimin and hoseok… but I will remain silent for my own dignity 😔love all of her work terribly <33 [last updated: 8/17/24]
SeVen Uncaged ✰ @/missing_min_meowmeow (ao3) and @/polaritae (ao3)
two part series (first half completed, second half not) detailing the difficulties of adopting 7 hybrids reader was completely unprepared for 🙂‍↕️ YESSS MA’AM!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!! I love how this fic goes into the details of how difficult mentally and physically this kind of change would be for the hybrids. I love the characterisation of each of the boys. I LOVE IT!!!! pls give this series a chance it is so definitely worth it even though it’s unfinished. A love it terribly, in its entirety. I LOVE FLAWED CHARACTERS!!! [last updated: 9/11/23]
Restitution ✰ @/cloudtea (ao3) @cloudteawrites (tumblr)
like I said I REALLY like fanfics where reader comes into a bunch of hybrids and has to deal with the consequences 😭 that being said, this has exactly everything I love in a hybrid fic, I absolutely love the concept, and the stories of where each of the guys came from before. THIS is exactly what I mean when I say a chicken soup fic— warm and comforting. Hopefully the author will come back to it someday <33 it’s so good even though it’s just the beginning [last updated: 4/19/21 — permanent hiatus]
Loving You Isn’t Hard to Learn ✰ @/arduouslove (ao3) @arduouslove (tumblr)
MANNN ITS SO WARM AND COMFORTING!!! like,, i know i keep saying chicken soup and IM SORRY BUT THATS WHAT THESE ARE FOR ME!!! I absolutely adore the concept of a motel for hybrids to go when they need help. And I really love the development we’ve seen so far between Hoseok and jimin. Another fic that was left at the beginning, but truly lovely. Another one I hope the author updates again someday <33 [last updated: 03/07/23]
Still Life ✰ @/king_myg (ao3)
OKAY NO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THIS IS ACTUALLY LIKE,,, ONE OF MY FAVOURITE HYBRID FICS IVE READ!! The concept behind it is just so,, intriguing. It’s a yandere fic, so it has that edge to it but the way jungkook just *is* is so…. No you actually just have to read it to understand. I love this fic sooo bad actually. And Yoongi who pretends not to be a hybrid… and!! I really can’t express in words how exciting this was for me to read. I can’t wait to see how the rest of the guys relationships develop with the reader. [last updated: 5/22/24]
Home Calls the Heart ✰ @anonnie-in-wonderland
verryyy cute ot7 fic <33 the first chapter just feels very warm and soft. its adorable how tae wants to 'adopt' a human for his family even though he doesn't quite understand the repercussions of it [last updated: 12/17/22]
About love ✰ @mochiimac
One of my favourite tropes of reader coming into hybrids and them all hating each other right off the bat!! The writing style feels so safe too <33 [last updated: 04/24/3]
A Hundred Percent Human ✰ @/wrienne (ao3) @wrienne (tumblr)
Another CLASSIC ot7 hybrid fic!! I remember reading the first few chapters before I took a break from fanfics back in the day. Each of the characters (bts memebers) are so interesting and I love the personalities the author made around them as well as all the world building they did within the fic. The class system was so interesting to me and TAEHYUNG??? God, such a fun and dynamic story!! Highly recommend you check it out [last updated: 7/24/23]
Daddy’s Money Makes the World Go Round ✰ @/That_Author (ao3)
SOOO warm and comfortable. Guarddog Namjoon rlly just wants to keep the reader safe even though her parents are mean. Their relationship (as well as the rest of the guys that come into the home) is just SO sweet n gentle <3 [last updated: 10/28/22]
Oneshots
Secret Story of the Swan ✰ @purpleyoonn
one of the few yandere fics on the list and oh so sweet <33 the way they gently lure reader is so 🥺 and she gives in easily to their charms 🥺 v cute little oneshot <33 love her a lot
Beastly Gods ✰ @lemonjoonah
A CLASSICCCCCC one of the only (other) yandere fics on this list. mostly taehyung x reader w/ implied ot7 x reader ++ drabbles featuring ot7 x reader. I love this fic so much actually you don’t understand. It holds such a special place in my heart PLS READ IT!!
Tangled Hearts ✰ @writersrealmbts
Adorable look into readers life with 7 hybrids <33 truly love how this fic played out and the interactions the members had with eachother and the reader. ITS JUST REAL CUTE OKAY!!!! Makes me all soft nd gushy!! Very cute <33 i love it.
To Be Read / Currently Reading
Kindness ✰ @/angelaronin (ao3)
Stray Cat Strut ✰ @/typhloticharuspex (ao3)
Meritocracy ✰ @/saylilirose (ao3)
The Dog Days are Over ✰ @/mintedmango (ao3)
Redamancy ✰ @/dalgi_jungoo (ao3)
A Sweet Change ✰ @/kagsii (ao3)
Peculiar Pack ✰ @/dollremi (ao3)
If anyone has any reads I didn’t mention comment them or message me them!!
** I’ll update this as I read more / find more fics I’ve read in the past that I enjoyed!! By no means is it complete, these are just the fics I’ve read/reread recently nd enjoyed <33 Currently going through my tumblr likes to see if I’ve missed any <33 ✰ last updated: 01/19/25
Main Rec List | individual/poly hybrid rec list (coming soon)
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maknae line + gestures of love 🫰🏼💋🫶🏼🌹🤟🏼 happy birthday @jkvjimin! ♡
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vrstual · 2 months ago
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ᯓ .ᐟ ⊹ The Girlfriend Contract
- part one.
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ᯓ Pairing: Popular!Karina (Yu Jimin) × Cheerleader!Fem! Reader
ᯓ | When Jimin lies to her mom about being in a serious relationship, the last person she expects to drag into her mess is Y/n–the campus cheerleader she’s spent the last two years arguing with across lecture halls and parties. But now, to keep up appearances over the holidays, they have to fake date through family dinners, long car rides and even in school.
ᯓ Genre: Rivals to fake-dating to lovers, slow burn, college AU, family drama, soft angst, eventual fluff
ᯓ Warning: swearing, argument, a little toxic, family pressure.
ᯓ Content: 7k of words
part one. part two.
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Yu Jimin wasn’t in love.
She’d made that clear enough times.
The guy from last week still texted her sometimes — a dumb meme or a photo of his cat — and she hadn’t blocked him, but she hadn’t replied either. Not because he did anything wrong. He just wasn’t what she wanted. No one ever was.
Not that her mom would believe that.
Jimin leaned against the kitchen counter, phone in one hand, a cooling cup of black coffee in the other.
She never understood how her best friend could be so different from her. Where she overthought, Heeseung floated. Nothing seemed to stick to him — not stress, not pressure, not the constant need to prove something. He just existed, unbothered and perfectly content in his own lane.
Sometimes she envied that. Other times, it annoyed the hell out of her.
She scrolled through her texts — mostly her group chat with Heeseung and some old party invites she never answered.
Half a pizza box balanced precariously on a pile of textbooks, a soda can sweated onto the corner of a magazine she never finished reading. The air smelled faintly like old takeout and peppermint gum.
“I swear to god, if Meredith cries one more time…” Heeseung muttered.
Jimin didn’t answer. She was too focused on the vibration of her phone lighting up again. It was her mother
Jimin stared at it for a second.
“You gonna answer that?” Heeseung asked, glancing over.
“She’s just gonna ask when I’m coming home,” Jimin muttered, already standing up. “And why I’m still single. Can’t wait.”
She slipped into her bedroom and closed the door gently behind her, pressing accept as she sank down onto the edge of her bed.
“Hi, Mom.”
Her mom’s voice was warm but clipped. “Jimin-ah. I’ve been calling.”
“I was busy. Sorry."
“Too busy to talk to your mother?” she teased lightly. “Are you still planning to come home on the 23rd?”
“Yeah. I already finished my suitcases."
A pause.
“You know, I don’t like you driving alone. That highway gets dangerous in the winter.”
“I’ll be fine. I’ve done it every time to come home.”
“Just… you know I worry.” Her mom sighed.
Jimin nodded, even though her mom couldn’t see it.
“You don’t have to come alone, you know,” her mom said. “Wonyoung is bringing her girlfriend. They’ve been together almost a year now. Very sweet girl. Thoughtful. Studying medicine.”
Jimin didn’t reply.
“And Giselle’s new boyfriend is coming too, he's American. Apparently he’s learning Korean just for her. Isn’t that romantic?”
Still, silence.
“I just think… maybe it’s time you stopped pretending this doesn’t matter to you.”
Jimin blinked. “What doesn’t?”
“This. Being with someone who cares about you. You’re always so… distant. I know you’re busy with school, but you don’t even talk about anyone.”
“It's nothing to worry about, mom." Jimin said quietly.
Her mom sighed again — soft, but full of meaning. “I just want to see you happy, Jimin. That’s all. Not just smart, not just successful. Happy. With someone who looks at you like you matter.
That was the part that stuck. Jimin sat frozen for a beat too long, the lump forming quietly in her throat.
So she did what she always did when emotions got too close.
She lied.
“I’m not alone,” she said suddenly. “I… I’ve been seeing someone.”
There was a pause on the other end of the line, and for once, her mom sounded surprised.
“Oh? Really?” Excitement was running through her mother voice, she could sense it.
Jimin’s brain stalled. And then, without thinking, she said it.
“It's uh... Y/n."
A pause.
Her mom’s tone changed instantly — from excited to genuine curiosity.
“Y/n? That girl from the cheer team? The one from last summer Giselle's gala? She’s very pretty. I didn’t know you two were close, I thought you hated her."
Jimin forced a breathy laugh. “Yeah. Neither did I.”
“Well, I’m glad,” her mom said gently. “I really am. You could bring her over to Christmas you know!"
Jimin didn’t know what to say. She mumbled something about studying and hung up as soon as she could without seeming suspicious.
She sat in the quiet of her room afterward, staring at the floor.
Y/n?
Out of everyone?
She was so screwed.
-
Heeseung bit back a laugh, but it slipped out anyway — low and sharp. He couldn’t help it. For two years now, it had been tradition: every time Y/n’s name came up, he and Jimin would roll their eyes in sync, trading sarcastic commentary like it was a sport.
She’d complain about Y/N’s perfect routines, and he’d mock her perfect smile. It was a shared hobby at this point — hating on Y/n from the sidelines. So when Jimin stood in the doorway, looking vaguely shell-shocked and muttered, “I told my mom I’m dating her,” Heeseung practically choked on his drink.
“You’re joking,” he said between wheezes. “Tell me you’re joking.”
“I’m not—stop laughing, it’s not funny, Heeseung!” Jimin whined, smacking his shoulder with the back of her hand.
Heeseung doubled over, laughter spilling out now, almost gasping. “No, it’s hilarious. You? Dating Y/n? You’ve literally called her a walking ego devil in a cheer skirt.”
“That was one time,” Jimin muttered, crossing her arms.
“You said she practices her fake angelic smile in the mirror like a villain!"
"Okay, two times.”
Heeseung just shook his head, still grinning. “How the hell are you gonna fake-date someone you can’t even make it through a room with?”
Jimin flopped onto the couch with a groan. “I don’t know. But now my mom thinks we’re soulmates or something.”
“Well, good luck with her."
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Jimin had been waiting—maybe an hour, maybe two—just outside the gym, tucked under the edge of the overhang by the side door. Rain slid off the roof in steady sheets, cold and relentless, soaking the tips of her shoes.
She’d run out of things to scroll through on her phone half an hour ago. Now all she could do was stare at the wet pavement and rehearse what she’d say.
“Hey, so this is going to sound insane, but I need you to pretend to date me for the sake of my mom’s sanity.”
No. Too direct.
“I told my mom I’m dating you, and now I might need your help not getting disowned.”
Even worse.
She exhaled, breath fogging in the cold. Practice usually ran late — Jimin knew that. She’d walked past the gym enough times to hear music blasting well past dinner. But it was really starting to feel like Y/N wasn’t coming out at all.
Maybe this was stupid. Maybe Y/N would laugh in her face. Or worse — tell the whole squad. Jimin could already picture it: her name and the word desperate flying through the hallways by tomorrow.
Still, she stayed. Because this was the only way. And if she didn’t ask — if she didn’t try — she’d be walking into Busan with a lie and no backup. That wasn’t an option.
The gym door creaked open. Jimin’s breath hitched.
There she was. Hoodie pulled over her cheer uniform, earbuds in, completely oblivious.
Jimin stepped out from under the overhang, heart pounding.
It was now or never.
“Y/n!” Jimin called out, but her voice barely cut through the rain — or the music playing through the girl’s headphones. “Y/n!”
Still nothing.
Frustrated, Jimin jogged forward, slipping slightly on the wet concrete before reaching out and grabbing Y/n’s shoulder. The other girl flinched, startled, twisting around sharply.
Y/n pulled one earbud out, blinking. “What the hell—?”
Jimin let go immediately, a little breathless. “Sorry. I just— I’ve been waiting.”
Y/N looked her up and down, taking in the damp hoodie, the ruined sneakers, the obvious nerves. Her brows lifted slightly. "Are you okay?"
Y/n didn't cared, in fact she was just confused.
“No,” Jimin admitted, voice sharp and awkward. “I mean, yes. Kind of. Can I talk to you? It’s… important.”
Y/N crossed her arms, skeptical but curious. “Did you really wait out here in the rain for me?”
Jimin nodded.
A beat passed.
“This better be good,” Y/n muttered, stepping back under the cover of the overhang. “Talk.”
“I thought we could discuss this in a café, it’s pouring rain and it’s—uh—cold…” Jimin said, her voice trailing off awkwardly as she realized how lame it sounded.
Y/N rolled her eyes, clearly unimpressed, but the edge of a smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth. "You’re gonna drag me out of the rain to talk in a café? What’s next? Do I get a flower and a soft jazz playlist too?”
Jimin rubbed the back of her neck, feeling the heat rise to her face. “No, it’s not like that. I just—It’s a lot to explain, okay?”
Y/N sighed but didn’t walk away. “Fine, whatever. Lead the way.”
Jimin exhaled in relief, hoping the warmth of a café would settle her nerves and that somehow, she could make this mess work.
-
“Okay, what the fuck is wrong with you?!” Y/N asked, her voice incredulous as they sat down in the café. She crossed her arms over her chest, still soaking wet but visibly irritated.
“It’s the first name that came to my mind, I swear!” she shot back, desperate to defend herself. “I panicked, okay?”
Y/N raised an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. “Panic doesn’t usually make you pick someone you can’t stand and that can't stand you either!"
“I know, I know,” Jimin groaned, slumping in her seat. “But it just… happened. I thought I could get away with it. But then she—my mom—asked me to bring you home for Christmas.”
Y/N’s eyes widened slightly, clearly thrown off. “What? Me? You want me to pretend we’re dating and then go home with you for Christmas? Unbelievable."
“Exactly,” Jimin muttered, looking anywhere but at her. “It’s not like I want to ask you, but… she’s really pushing it. And I don’t know what to do anymore.”
Y/N just stared at her, blinking slowly. “You’re asking me to fake-date you in front of your whole family… so your mom won’t be disappointed?”
“Please,” Jimin begged, her voice low. “I can’t go back home without some sort of backup. I can’t just let her think I’m this messed-up failure. You don’t know what she’s like.”
Y/N was quiet for a moment, then leaned back in her chair, still processing. “And what’s in it for me?”
Jimin bit her lip, her eyes flickering up to meet Y/n's. “I’ll do anything. Anything you want. Please.”
Y/n exhaled, a small smirk forming at the corner of her mouth. “Anything? Interesting…”
Jimin’s stomach dropped. “Yeah. I mean it.”
Y/N looked at her for a long, hard beat, and Jimin couldn’t tell if she was about to laugh in her face or agree. Finally, Y/n shrugged.
“Alright. I’ll help you out. But just so you know, I’m not doing this for you. I’m doing it because I broke up with Jeno weeks ago and this will make him furious.”
Jimin let out a relieved breath. “Deal.”
A long pause.
Then Y/n spoke again, casually stirring the straw in her iced drink.
“So… what’s the storyline?” she asked, eyes narrowing just a bit. “What exactly are we supposed to do? Am I supposed to sell Minjeong on the idea that I fell for you in a night?”
Jimin sank further into her seat, visibly cringing. “I mean… yeah. Basically.”
Y/n snorted. “You’re unbelievable.”
“I didn’t say it made sense!” Jimin shot back, flustered. “It was a heat-of-the-moment, life-flashing-before-my-eyes type of decision.”
Y/n leaned in a little, her voice laced with sarcasm. “Right. So what’s our epic love story, then? Did we bond over our mutual hatred for each other? A steamy hallway makeout after cheer competition?”
Jimin blinked. “…Wait, that’s not bad.”
Y/n raised a brow, deadpan. “You are so lucky I’m bored enough to play along." She sighed. "Let's at least make it romantic."
Jimin blinked at her. “Wait… you’re actually taking this seriously?”
“If I’m going to lie to your mom and sit through family dinners between your family members, yeah—might as well make it convincing.” Y/N shrugged, a slight smirk tugging at her lips. “Besides, if I have to pretend to like you, I deserve Oscar-worthy levels of drama.”
Jimin scoffed, but there was the tiniest smile threatening to break through. “Fine. Romance it is.”
Y/n eaned forward, mock-serious. “So? What’s our meet-cute? Something dramatic. I want tension. A little forbidden energy. Give me the enemies to lovers arc.”
Jimin stared at her. “You want me to plot out a fake fanfic?”
“Exactly,” Y/N said with a satisfied nod. “You started this. Now we’re doing it right."
Y/n grinned, resting her chin on her palm as she eyed Jimin across the table.
“Also,” she added, voice almost playful, “I’ve always liked K-dramas with the worst tropes. So please, get creative.”
Jimin narrowed her eyes. “Worst tropes?”
Y/n nodded, unfazed. “Give me a tragic backstory. I want a dramatic rooftop scene. A tension-filled rain fight. Maybe even my jealous ex. I want to suffer.”
Jimin blinked. “You’re unhinged.”
“No,” Y/n said with a mischievous glint in her eye. “I’m committed to the bit.”
Jimin leaned forward, tapping her nails against her coffee cup. “Alright. New story. We met by accident. Late night. Campus convenience store.”
Y/n raised an eyebrow. “Go on.”
“It’s pouring rain,” Jimin said, eyes distant like she was setting a scene in her head. “I was out of ramen. You were there for honey butter chips and cold brew.”
Y/n nodded slowly, already picturing it. “We reach for the same drink?”
“No,” Jimin smirked. “You drop your chips. I step on them. Instant tension.”
“Classic.”
“I apologize, kind of. You roll your eyes, say something smart. I snap back. But we’re both too tired to really argue. So we leave it there.”
Y/n sipped her drink, clearly invested now. “And then?”
“We run into each other again. Couple nights later. Same store. This time it’s late. Like, past midnight late. No one else around. You’re in sweats. I’m in my stupid hoodie. You ask if I always eat instant food this late.”
“And you say?”
"I say, 'Only when I can’t sleep.' And then you pause, just a second too long, and say, 'Same'"
Y/n smiled softly, leaning into the vibe. “So then what, we just keep running into each other?”
Jimin nodded. “Like fate. We never plan it, but somehow, we’re always there around the same time. We start sitting outside together. Talking. Bickering. You offer me your chips. I start bringing an extra drink.”
Y/N tilted her head. “Then something shifts.”
“Exactly,” Jimin said. “It’s three in the morning. We’re sitting on the curb, legs stretched out, talking about family and futures and shit we never tell anyone. You lean your head on my shoulder.”
Y/N blinked. “And that’s when we kiss?”
Jimin grinned. “Almost. But we don’t. Not yet. Just enough tension to make it hurt.”
“Oh, I love this one. It’s giving sad gay indie K-drama energy.”
“Right?” Jimin smirked. “Now we just have to convince my mom we’re emotionally intertwined and have a history that no one else could understand.”
Y/n smiled slowly. “She won’t stand a chance.”
-
The car ride to Busan started off in near silence. Rain tapped lazily against the windshield, and the highway stretched ahead like it was daring them to speak.
Jimin had one hand on the wheel, jaw tense. Y/n sat in the passenger seat, arms crossed, headphones in — but the music was off. She just didn’t want to talk.
Until she did.
“You drive like you’re allergic to speed limits,” Y/n muttered, not even glancing over.
Jimin scoffed. “I’d rather get there fast than be stuck in this car with you for an extra hour.”
“Charming,” Y/n said dryly, turning to look at her. “Remind me again why I agreed to this?”
“Oh, I don’t know,” Jimin snapped, “maybe because you begged for a dramatic K-drama moment and I handed you one on a silver platter?”
“Right, because nothing says romance like you glaring at me every time I breathe too loud.”
“I’m driving,” Jimin bit back. “I need to focus.”
“You need to unclench.”
Jimin hit the signal light a little too aggressively and merged lanes. “If you hate this so much, you could’ve said no."
“If I said no, I wouldn’t get to witness you crash and burn in front of your family. That’s worth the ticket.”
They were quiet for a beat. Just the low hum of tires on wet road, the occasional flick of windshield wipers.
Then—
“You always think you’re so much better than everyone,” Jimin muttered, not looking at her.
Y/n blinked, taken off guard. “Excuse me?”
“You walk around like you own every hallway. Like no one can touch you. Even now, sitting in my car, doing me a favor, and still acting like you’re above it all.”
Y/n stared at her. “You don’t know anything about me.”
“Maybe not,” Jimin shot back. “But you make it really easy to hate you.”
Another beat. The silence this time was heavier. Then Y/n laughed — just once. A dry, disbelieving sound.
“Well,” she said, settling back in her seat, “that makes two of us.”
Jimin’s fingers tightened on the wheel.
They didn’t speak for the next twenty minutes.
But their thoughts were loud.
“I don’t pretend anything,” Y/n said sharply, sitting up straighter. “You’re the one lying to your mom.”
“Oh my god,” Jimin muttered, eyes fixed on the road. “Are we really doing this right now?”
“You started it.”
“You agreed to this!”
“Because I thought it would be funny, not—this.” Y/n gestured vaguely, annoyed. “I thought we’d take a few fake couple pics, smile through some awkward dinners, go home. Not—argue like we’re married in your beat-up Hyundai on the highway to hell.”
“It’s a Kia,” Jimin snapped, glaring briefly. “And you made it personal.”
“I made it personal?” Y/N laughed, incredulous. “You’ve been picking fights with me since sophomore year.”
“Because you’re infuriating.”
“Because you take everything as a personal attack!”
They were both breathing hard now, voices raised, heat building fast.
Then—
“You’re exhausting,” Jimin muttered.
“So are you,” Y/n said, quieter this time, not quite looking at her.
A long stretch of silence settled between them again, except now their breathing had slowed, tension simmering instead of boiling.
Outside, the rain picked up. Inside, the heat from the vents started to fog the windows a little.
“…I didn’t mean to pick you,” Jimin said eventually, her voice low. “Your name just came out. I didn’t even think.”
Y/n looked at her out of the corner of her eye. “I know.”
“I guess,” Jimin continued, “if I’m honest, it’s because… you’re always there. Like, in my head. Whether I like it or not.”
Y/n's brows furrowed, confused. “So you hate me but I live rent-free in your mind?”
“Don’t say it like that,” Jimin groaned, but the corner of her mouth tugged upward anyway.
Y/n bit back a smirk, then looked away. “You’re still annoying.”
“You’re worse,” Jimin muttered.
A small pause.
Then Y/n spoke, softer. “Do I look okay?”
Jimin glanced over, confused. “What?”
“For your family,” she said. “Do I look like someone you’d… bring home?”
Jimin blinked at her, eyes flicking from her face to the slight slump of her shoulders.
And despite everything — the tension, the insults, the years of barely tolerating each other — she answered honestly.
“Yeah,” she said quietly. “You do.”
Y/n didn’t say anything after that. But she smiled. Just a little.
And Jimin didn’t admit it, but she saw it in the reflection of the windshield.
That was the first time the silence between them felt almost peaceful.
-
Y/n was stressed.
She told herself she didn’t care — obviously she didn’t care — but the second Jimin put the car in park in front of the house, her chest tightened like it had something to prove.
It was just a stupid lie. A favor. One awkward week with Jimin’s polished Busan family, pretend to hold hands at dinner, maybe smile for a few photo. That was the plan.
So why did her palms feel clammy? Why did her heart jump into her throat the second Jimin looked over at her and said, quietly,
“We’re here.”
The house was bigger than she expected. Not mansion-big, but definitely expensive. Warm yellow lights glowed from the windows, laughter spilled faintly from inside, and the front door was already cracked open like they’d been watching the driveway all evening.
Jimin didn’t move to get out yet. She just sat there, keys still in the ignition, fingers twitching on her lap.
Y/n swallowed hard.
She was used to pretending.
It was her thing, actually.
Hide her true emotions. No one ever saw past it — not her teammates, not her classmates, not the girls she flirted with when she was bored and didn’t feel like going home.
And for the longest time, Y/n liked it that way.
But something about this felt different.
Maybe it was the way the front door swung open and warmth spilled out — real warmth.
Or maybe it was the fact that the second Jimin’s hand brushed against hers at the threshold — not even holding, just a touch — something inside her chest flinched.
Not in fear.
In recognition.
She was good at pretending. Always had been.
They stepped out of the car, the cold evening air biting at Y/n’s exposed skin. Jimin walked around to the trunk, popped it open, and pulled out the suitcases with a grunt. Y/n didn’t move to help—just stood there, arms crossed, watching with her usual unreadable expression.
Jimin rolled her eyes. “Of course.”
“What?” Y/n said, feigning innocence. “You looked like you had it handled.”
Jimin groaned under her breath, dragging the suitcase toward the walkway just as the front door burst open.
“Jimin, sweetie!” a voice called out, full of warmth and sugar and just a pinch of chaos.
A woman rushed out into the night, arms already stretched wide, face glowing. She wrapped Jimin into a hug so tight it made the younger girl lose her grip on one of the bags.
“I missed you!” she said into Jimin’s shoulder, then pulled back to look her over like a mom checking for battle wounds. “Why do you look skinnier? Have you been eating? I told you to stop drinking iced americanos for dinner!”
“Hi, Mom,” Jimin replied, almost shyly. Her smile softened the edges of her usual sarcasm. She bent to pick up the suitcase again.
Then the woman turned to Y/n.
“And you must be Y/n! I'm Taeyeon!"
Y/n froze like a deer in headlights for a second before schooling her features into something charming — the soft smile she used at cheer fundraisers, the kind that got her free coffees and made teachers forgive late assignments.
“That's me” she said, stepping forward and offering a hand, just a beat too stiff.
But Jimin’s mom didn’t shake it — she hugged her.
Y/n’s eyes widened as the woman pulled her in, warm and familiar, like she’d known her for years.
“You’re gorgeous, oh my god,” Jimin’s mom gushed, stepping back and holding her at arm’s length. “And tiny! Jimin always had a thing for tiny girls, didn’t you, honey?”
Jimin choked. “Mom.”
“What?” she grinned, waving it off. “I’m just saying! When she was younger—”
“Okay, inside, now,” Jimin interrupted, grabbing the last suitcase and brushing past them, ears turning red.
Y/n stood there for another second, a little smirk on her lips, before Jimin’s mom looped her arm through hers.
“Come on, dear. You’ll sit next to me at dinner. You’ll tell me everything about how you and Jimin met.”
Y/n glanced ahead, saw the slight panic in Jimin’s shoulders as she disappeared through the doorway.
She smiled.
Oh, this was going to be fun.
As soon as they stepped into the house, warmth wrapped around them — the kind of lived-in, cozy heat that smelled like soy sauce, steamed rice, and something baking in the oven.
And there were a lot of people.
“Well, well,” a voice called from the hallway, smooth and teasing. “Jimin didn’t tell us she was bringing someone this cute.”
Y/n looked up, caught off guard by the tall boy leaning casually against the doorframe, arms crossed. He looked familiar — must’ve been her brother.
“She did,” Y/n replied coolly, raising an eyebrow. “You probably weren’t listening.”
Sunghoon smirked, clearly amused. “Feisty. I like it.”
“She’s my girlfriend, Sunghoon.” Jimin cut in flatly as she dropped the suitcase by the stairs. “So stop being weird.”
Y/n fought a grin as Sunghoon dramatically clutched his chest. “Girlfriend? You didn’t say she was taken!”
“I said she was coming,” Jimin muttered. “And I said to behave.”
“Jimin,” her father said warmly, stepping forward to hug her. “You should’ve called when you were getting close.”
“I wanted to surprise you,” she mumbled, hugging him back, softer now.
Then he turned to Y/n and gave a polite, reserved bow. “You must be the girl we’ve heard so little about.”
Y/n smiled awkwardly and bowed in return. “Nice to meet you. I’m Y/n.”
“Well I'm Misook, Jimin's father." he said, stepping aside and motioning toward the living room, “Make yourself at home."
The house had already started filling with noise — the comforting kind. Plates clinking, someone laughing down the hall, a pot of stew boiling gently on the stove. Jimin and Y/n had barely finished setting the table when the front door swung open again, snow blowing in with the familiar chaos of family arrivals.
Jimin muttered under her breath, “And here comes the entire circus.”
Y/n looked up from folding napkins, eyebrows raised. “You weren’t joking.”
Aunt Haeun came in first, cheeks rosy from the cold, tugging off her scarf. “Where’s your mother? Oh, something smells amazing—”
Behind her, Uncle Hyunsoo carried two suitcases and a box of mandarin oranges like he was preparing to stay a month. “Why do we always pack like we’re moving in?”
Then came Wonyoung, tall and glowing even in the oversized coat she shrugged off effortlessly. Her girlfriend Yujin followed, already slipping out of her gloves and handing over a small gift bag with a shy smile.
Wonyoung’s eyes scanned the room — and landed on Y/n.
“Oh,” she said. “This must be her.”
Y/n stood a little straighter. “Hi, I'm Y/n.”
Yujin gave her a polite nod. “Nice to meet you.”
Wonyoung, however, looked her up and down without hiding it. Not rudely. Just… observantly. “You’re even prettier than your Instagram.”
Y/N blinked, surprised. “Thanks… wait you stalked me– how?”
“Wanted to know who my cousin was dating, just saying” Wonyoung added, stepping inside. “Jimin usually likes chaos. You look a little too put-together for her.”
Jimin rolled her eyes. “Nice to see you too.”
Before anyone could dwell on that, the door flew open again and Giselle arrived with her usual flair, dropping her weekender bag dramatically in the hallway. Her boyfriend trailed behind, carrying a cake and visibly regretting not wearing thicker socks.
Giselle’s gaze found Y/n almost immediately.
“Wow. You’re the girlfriend?”
Y/n offered a polite smile. “Yes. I think that’s me.”
“You look like someone who gets invited to the cool rooftop parties and never shows up.” Her tone wasn’t exactly mocking — more amused, a little intrigued. “No offense.”
“None taken,” Y/n said, eyes steady. “I do get those invites.”
From the living room, someone called out, “Stop crowding the hallway!”
Soobin appeared then, towel slung over his shoulder like he’d just helped clean something — tall, soft-eyed, and entirely too charming for his own good.
He gave Jimin a quick hug before turning toward Y/n. “And you must be the famous girlfriend.”
Y/n shook his hand, noticing the dimpled smile right away. “Famous really?”
"Well it's been only a week since Jimin told aunt Taeyeon and she kept talking about you. Anyway, I’m Soobin. Jimin’s cousin — sadly still single, in case that wasn’t obvious.” He winked.
Jimin groaned. “Can you not.”
Mrs. Yu popped her head in from the kitchen, apron tied around her waist. “Everyone’s here? Good. Come help me set the soup, please!”
Y/n was about to follow, but Soobin cut in again. “You cook too?”
“I try,” she said.
“She does,” Jimin mumbled, grabbing the stack of bowls. “She’s basically Miss Perfect.” She says trying to show that she knew her–fake–girlfriend.
“Wow,” Giselle said under her breath, exchanging a look with Wonyoung. “So that’s new.”
Wonyoung smiled tightly. “Can’t wait to hear that story.”
And just like that, Y/n felt it — not hostility, not even dislike. Just curiosity. A little skepticism. Like they were all trying to figure out where she fit in the picture. If she was just a visitor in Jimin’s life — or something more.
Jimin passed her a bowl and gave her a look.
“You okay?”
Y/n nodded, quietly. “Yeah. It’s just… a lot.”
Jimin paused, then added, “It always is. But they’ll get used to you.”
-
The dinner had been… surprisingly pleasant. Y/n couldn’t deny it. The food had been delicious, and as much as she tried to stay neutral, she found herself laughing with Wonyoung and Giselle more than she’d expected. They’d shared funny anecdotes about Jimin’s childhood, embarrassing family moments that made her realize how normal Jimin’s life was outside of the walls of college, outside the walls they’d built up around each other.
Y/n had laughed, genuinely. It felt so… human. Like they were showing her parts of Jimin that she’d never even considered before. She found herself liking it, maybe too much.
But Jimin had been quiet through it all, picking at her food, her eyes darting between Y/n and the rest of the room. It was subtle, but it didn’t go unnoticed. Every time Y/n made a joke or spoke a little too easily with her cousins, Jimin’s smile seemed to falter, just for a split second.
It was like she didn’t want Y/n to get too comfortable. To become too familiar with her family.
To cross a line.
Home.
Y/n thought about that word as she sipped her drink, the weight of it settling in her chest. It wasn’t just where they were sitting right now, under laughter ringing in the background. It was the way Jimin’s face had softened just a little when talking about her mom earlier. Or how her brother, Sunghoon, had cracked a stupid joke and Jimin had genuinely laughed — not the sarcastic kind, but the real one that reached her eyes.
For a second, Y/n let herself consider it — maybe it wouldn’t be so bad if I really fit in here. If I could stay a little longer, get used to them…
But then she glanced over at Jimin, who was still sitting at the edge of the table, half turned away from the conversation, looking like she wanted to say something but couldn’t quite get the words out. The shift in her mood was palpable.
She didn’t want her to get close. That was obvious.
Maybe she didn’t want Y/n the warmth of home — it was too real. Too personal. And the thought of someone else, especially someone like Y/n, having access to it? That was too much for Jimin to handle right now.
Still, as Y/n looked across the table at her, she realized something else, too. Maybe Jimin wasn’t as cold as I thought. Maybe, just maybe, she didn’t hate the idea of being trusted with someone.
-
Y/n lay awake in Jimin’s old room, the one of her childhood — memories frozen in time. After a long and tiring Christmas dinner with Jimin’s family, everyone had finally retreated to their rooms. But something about the stillness in the air, the way everything seemed to breathe a different kind of quiet here, kept Y/n wide awake.
Her eyes wandered around the room, taking in the familiar yet unfamiliar sight. It was cozy, yet clearly a room from another time. There was a mix of things: an old, dusty teddy bear tucked in the corner, a few scattered school trophies on the shelf, and colorful plush pillows that had been there since Jimin’s middle school days. Her room, untouched by time, told the story of someone trying to hold onto childhood, even in the face of growing up.
Y/n rolled over and glanced at the photos hanging on the walls. There were a few frames of young Jimin, her face so different from the confident, polished woman Y/n had come to know. Here, Jimin was just a girl — a middle schooler, awkward and shy, posing for the camera with her family and friends, her eyes shining with innocence. There were pictures of her grinning with friends Y/n would probably never meet.
The one that caught Y/n’s attention the most was a picture of a much younger Jimin, standing beside a smiling boy who looked remarkably like her brother, Sunghoon. The two were at what appeared to be a family picnic, both holding ice cream cones. Jimin’s smile was wide, carefree — a stark contrast to the guarded look she wore now. Her eyes softened as she studied the picture.
She had never considered Jimin as someone with a life before everything — before the fierce exterior, before the social circle and the reputation. She wondered, briefly, what had shaped Jimin into the person she was now. Who was she before all of the expectations? Before her family’s high standards and the pressure of being in the spotlight?
Y/n reached up and gently traced the edge of one of the frames, her thoughts drifting to how little she actually knew about Jimin’s past. She felt a small pang of guilt, realizing how little she had ever really cared to know. She had always seen Jimin as a barrier, a target of her own insecurities and fears. She had never stopped to consider what Jimin had been through to become the person she was today.
The silence in the room grew thicker, and the weight of everything they had both been pretending began to settle over Y/n’s chest.
Suddenly, Jimin’s voice cut through her thoughts as she opened the door coming back from shower.
“You’re still up?”
Y/n snapped out of her thoughts, looking over at the doorway where Jimin stood, her face partially obscured by the dim light from the hallway. She was wearing a loose shirt and pajama pants, her hair slightly messy as she leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed.
“Yeah,” Y/n replied softly, her voice betraying a hint of surprise. “Just… looking around.”
Jimin walked into the room and sat down on the edge of her bed, glancing at the photos the cheerleader had been looking at. “I see you found my middle school pictures,”
Y/n gave a faint nod, feeling awkward for lingering over something so personal. “You were… really different.” Her voice was quiet, as if not wanting to intrude too much.
Jimin let out a small, dry laugh. “I guess. People change.”
Y/n paused for a moment, unsure whether to ask the next question. But her curiosity got the best of her. “Do you ever miss it? The… before?”
Jimin’s eyes flickered with something unreadable, her fingers tracing the edge of her blanket. There was a long pause before she answered, her tone surprisingly soft. “Sometimes,” she admitted quietly. “But I think I had to grow up too fast. I didn’t really have a choice. My mom… she wanted me to be perfect, and I guess… I tried.”
The words hung in the air, heavy and raw. Y/n wasn’t sure what to say, not sure if she was crossing a line or not. But the vulnerability in Jimin’s voice felt different from anything she had ever heard from her.
“I think your mom wanted you to be happy, to build your future so you could be happy. She must have done it wrong.... It's a lot.” Y/n finally said, her voice quieter than before.
Jimin shrugged, as if it didn’t matter. “It is what it is. You can’t change the past.”
They both sat in silence for a moment, the weight of the conversation lingering in the room like an unspoken truth. It was the first time they had really opened up to each other, even if just a little. It wasn’t much, but it was something.
After a few more minutes of quiet, the two of them, still sitting in the dimly lit room, began to realize just how awkward the situation was.
Jimin shifted uncomfortably, her eyes darting to the bed, and then to Y/n, before finally settling on the door as if it might suddenly offer an escape. But of course, there was no escaping the reality of the room. There was one bed. And they were both stuck here for the night.
Y/n, sensing the tension, turned to look at Jimin. Her gaze met Jimin’s for a split second before both of them awkwardly glanced away. It was strange, they were forced into an entirely new situation. They had been at each other’s throats for so long, but now, it felt like the walls were starting to crack.
“Uh,” Y/n began, breaking the silence with an awkward laugh. “I guess we’re supposed to… sleep here?”
Jimin, her arms crossed tightly in front of her, didn’t seem thrilled about the prospect. “Yeah, looks like it,” she muttered, eyes narrowing as she looked at the bed, as though it had personally offended her.
Y/n glanced at the single bed again, then back at Jimin. A thought occurred to her. “So… how do you usually do this? I mean, not like… ‘this’—but… you know…”
“Well,” Jimin started, her voice almost hesitant, “my family thinks we are a couple, one bed is actually normal…” She let out a deep breath, clearly at a loss for words. “This is beyond the usual.”
Y/n bit her lip, her mind racing for a solution. They couldn’t exactly sleep side by side in the same bed. That would be far too strange. The thought made her skin crawl a little, and she saw that Jimin was just as uncomfortable as she was. The idea of sharing such a small space for the night—close quarters like this—seemed impossible for two people who barely tolerated each other.
“Wait!” Y/n suddenly exclaimed, the idea coming to her as she looked around the room. “Pillows.”
Jimin blinked at her. “What?”
“No, hear me out,” Y/N said, her voice gaining confidence as she scanned the room. “We can make a pillow barrier, a—uh—‘fortress’ between us. We’ll each have our own side of the bed, and it’ll be like an invisible wall.” She motioned to the pillows on the bed and around the room.
Jimin paused, staring at her like she’d just suggested something absurd. “A pillow fortress?”
Y/n grinned. “Yeah, it’s genius, right? Just a row of pillows between us, and we’ll have our own little spaces. It’ll work.”
Jimin rolled her eyes but finally relented. “Fine. Let’s build your… fortress.”
Y/n wasted no time. She started pulling pillows from the bed and stacking them between them, creating a makeshift barrier down the middle. Jimin watched her for a second before grabbing the remaining pillows and joining in, her usual sarcasm temporarily forgotten.
When they were done, they stepped back and admired their work. The fortress of pillows between them was not exactly elegant, but it served its purpose—each side was now officially off-limits.
“Well,” Jimin said after a moment of silence, raising an eyebrow. “At least now I have some distance from you. It’s like a little… wall of peace.”
Y/N leaned back against her side of the bed, satisfied. “Exactly. Now we can both sleep peacefully without worrying about invading each other’s space.”
There was a pause. Then, a soft, unexpected chuckle escaped from Jimin. “This is ridiculous.”
Y/n grinned, unable to help herself. “It works, though.”
Jimin shook her head, though a small smile tugged at the corners of her lips. “Yeah, yeah, whatever. I don’t even want to know how long you’ve been plotting this.”
Y/n laughed. “You have no idea.”
And for the first time since they had started this whole fake dating charade, the tension in the room seemed to dissipate, even if just for a moment. The fortress was still silly, still an odd solution to an odd problem, but it somehow brought a sense of lightness that neither of them had expected.
As they lay there in the dim room, the pillow wall between them, they both found it a little easier to breathe.
-
The apartment door clicked shut behind them, the hum of Seoul’s city noise instantly muffled. The silence between them wasn’t comfortable. It was tense, like a storm waiting to break.
Jimin kicked off her shoes and dropped her bag by the door, heading straight for the kitchen without saying a word. Y/n followed, arms crossed, scowl already forming on her face.
“Where's Heeseung?" Y/n asked earning only a small shrug from Jimin. "So, are you gonna tell me what your problem is?” she snapped.
Jimin scoffed as she opened the fridge, staring inside like it had answers. “My problem? You’re really asking me that?”
“Yeah, I am. You’ve been acting like a brat ever since we got off the car.”
Jimin shut the fridge a little too hard and turned around. “Because my mom wants to invite you to her spring birthday lunch. Because Wonyoung asked if you’d come for Chuseok. Because suddenly everyone loves you, Y/n.”
Y/n blinked. “Okay, and?”
“And now I have to explain why my so-called girlfriend disappears before my mom can start sewing you into the family tree.”
“Oh, so now it’s my fault that your entire family likes me?” Y/n said, voice rising. “You dragged me into this lie and now you’re mad that it worked well?”
Jimin’s jaw tensed. “It was supposed to be a week. A performance. You were supposed to be a cold and indifferent cheer brat—like you usually are."
“Well, sorry for having manners,” Y/n bit back. “Maybe your family’s just desperate to see you with someone who isn’t a Tinder hookup.”
Jimin’s face snapped toward her. “Watch it.”
“No, you watch it. I helped you. I played the role. I met your weird aunt and sat through your cousin’s playlist of EXO dance covers. You’re mad because your lie worked too well.”
Jimin paced, dragging her hands through her hair. She wasn’t yelling anymore—she was spiraling. “They’re already talking about summer. Asking when I’m gonna bring you again. My mom was glowing.”
Y/n leaned against the wall, crossing her arms. “Then tell her we broke up.”
Jimin froze.
Y/n raised a brow. “Simple solution, no?”
“Yeah. Except she’ll want to know why. And how. And when. And then she’ll cry and say it’s because I don’t try hard enough with people and that I ruin everything.”
Silence.
Y/n let out a slow exhale. “Okay. So… what now?”
Jimin hesitated, then sighed. “We fake it a little longer.”
Y/n blinked. “How much longer?”
“Until May.”
“May!?”
Jimin shrugged, already sounding resigned. “That’s when your cheer nationals are, right? It makes sense. We break up after—‘distance’, ‘conflicting schedules’, whatever. Clean timeline.”
Y/n stared at her, baffled. “You really thought this through.”
“No, I’m thinking it through now, because my mom just texted me again asking what your favorite color is.”
Y/n stared. “What is wrong with her?”
“She’s a hopeless romantic. She thinks you’re the one.”
Y/n dragged a hand down her face. “Fine. We fake date until May. But you’re driving me to every practice and buying my coffee. Non-negotiable.”
Jimin rolled her eyes. “Deal. But you’re texting my mom on my behalf until she stops sending me couple bracelets on Instagram.”
They locked eyes, and for a split second, something like amusement flickered between them. But it passed as fast as it came.
The war was still on.
Only now… it had a timeline.
Jimin reached for her phone, already typing a reply to her mom, something about Y/n loving the color navy blue and tulips. Y/n watched her from the kitchen doorway, still not quite sure how the hell this became her life.
“This is so dumb,” she muttered.
Jimin didn’t look up. “You agreed.”
“I didn’t say I wouldn’t complain about it.”
They locked eyes again, this time without yelling, just the sharp simmer of something complicated brewing beneath the surface.
“Just survive until May,” Jimin said, voice flat.
Y/n nodded, grabbing her bag again and heading toward the spare room. “Easy,” she muttered under her breath.
Neither of them believed that.
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jkvjimin · 3 months ago
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[24/?] random gifs of maknae line
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anpanmann · 14 days ago
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countdown to jimin’s return
d-day ♡ who
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myork · 1 month ago
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I'm glad I was able to debut with you. inspo n cr (1)
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haedalkoo · 2 months ago
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thinking of this today
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as the fandom grows and their debut days get further away, i think it's important to remember these are the values of the men we stan (and we should aspire to be the same)
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kimtaegis · 7 months ago
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dongsaeng treatment 😗💄 cr. 0613data
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chim 🥺 | dedicated for @jkvjimin
puppy-eyes tan (5/7)
{cr. namuspromised, 0613data}
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lascvitae · 2 months ago
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FANTASIZE ✵ YU JIMIN.
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❀ ༉ ‧ ₊ ˚ alt. I FANTASIZE ABOUT IT ALL THE
TIME IF YOU WERE MINE .ᐟ
ᝰ.ᐟ she said you were just gonna smoke. you said you didn’t wear the dress for her. you were both lying.
ᝰ.ᐟ pairing. nerd g!p!karina x kinda mean fem!reader ᝰ.ᐟgenre. smut (18+) there’s some plot tho 🙂‍↕️ ᝰ.ᐟwarning(s). cursing, drinking, smoking, karina’s had a crush on reader since forever, dom!karina, she’s kinda mean && rough, pet names (baby, princess, pretty girl), cunnilingus, reader’s kinda bratty, creampie, karina’s lowk a munch
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aeri’s place is packed. that’s no surprise.
she throws the kind of parties that people talk about for weeks. too many people, loud music, low lights, and expensive drinks that she didn’t even pay for. there’s a suspicious cloud of smoke leaving the balcony.
you walk inside with ning close to your side, nails dug into your forearm. she’s already tipsy (somehow), and you can tell by the way she’s smiling at everyone.
“we gotta drink. you’ve been so focused on midterms all week.” she says immediately, yanking you to the kitchen.
“i had practice.” you say in an uninterested tone.
“whatever. you’re not allowed to be boring tonight.” she’s already dragging you to the kitchen.
“try this.” ning hands you a red cup and you take it without question, giving her a lazy glance. you take one sip before taking another, downing it in one go. the liquor burns as it slides down your throat.
“what’s this?” you wipe your mouth with the back of your hand and tilt your head.
she shrugged. “jake made it.”
you raise an eyebrow. “jake’s here?”
she smiled. “in the living room. he already challenged aeri to a shot contest.”
“and?” you hum, slightly interested.
“she’s winning. by a lot.”
“obviously.”
you smirk a little, both of you leaning into eachother in that way that says you’ve been through a lot together.
but still, the party is loud. bodies are packed shoulder to shoulder and the bass is shaking your entire body.
you scan the room, looking for someone else to talk to. or someone else that has tried to speak to you in class before.
and then you see her.
jimin.
she’s standing by the wall, awkwardly between the bookshelf and a dying houseplant. she’s holding a cup like it might blow up if she squeezes it too hard.
she’s dressed like she didn’t mean to come. she’s not talking to anyone.
you tilt your head, gaze lingering.
“you’re staring.” ning sings in your ear.
“i’m not.”
“you are. that’s the girl from your lit class, right? the one who got the higher midterm grade?”
“don’t remind me.” you roll your eyes. but you’re still looking.
“didn’t think anyone could outscore you.” ning laughs.
you’re still watching her. her eyes flick around the room like she’s trying to find an excuse to leave. you wonder how she even got here. you wonder who even invited her.
suddenly, jimin looks over at you. and instead of looking away, she holds it.
you hold her gaze, curious. waiting. testing.
then she looks down, cheeks turning pink.
cute.
you let the smallest smirk curve your lips.
you should leave her alone. she didn’t even mean to come.
but there’s something about the way that she looked away, like she wasn’t supposed to get caught staring. it makes it too easy. too tempting.
so you hand ning your empty cup, smoothing out your outfit and start moving across the room.
your steps are slow. people glance over, pretending not to look again when they realize who you are.
jimin doesn’t notice you at first. she’s prentending to scroll through her phone.
she’s prettier up close. you knew that.
you stop a step too close. close enough to make her stiffen then glance up.
her eyes widen slightly.
“didn’t think i would see you here.” you said.
“oh. um. yeah. i didn’t think i’d— i mean, i wasn’t going to come.”
“i can tell.” you tilt your head, letting your eyes drag over her outfit.
she flushed, looking down at her drink.
you almost laugh.
“you’re karina, right?” you ask like you don’t already know.
“i— yeah. i didn’t think you knew my name.” she looks up surprisingly.
“i know a lot of things.”
there’s silence and she’s clearly unsure if you’re flirting or making fun of her.
“i liked your essay. the one about obsession and restraint. that was you, right?”
“yeah. that was for the—“
“yeah. i know what class. you’re smart.” you say, licking your bottom lip.
she doesn’t answer right away. she just stares as if she could scare you off.
or maybe she’s afraid that you would stay.
you lean in more. your voice is low as if you were bored.
“you don’t really fit in here.”
she looks towards the crowd then back at you.
“i guess not.”
“this isn’t really your scene, huh?”
“i… don’t usually come to stuff like this.”
“let me guess. you came because someone dragged you out of your room? told you to loosen up?”
jimin just stares like that was exactly what happened.
“you’re predictable.”
“you barely know me.” she frowns just a little.
“don’t i?” you raise an eyebrow.
she opens her mouth before closing it. “you think you do.”
that makes you smile. you feel something in your stomach when she said it with just the tiniest bit of bite.
“i know enough.”
she stares at you.
“is this really what you wear when you want attention, though? because, baby… it’s not working.”
her breath catches and you can see her fingers twitch around her cup.
you smile again. the kind that says you know she’s flustered.
“cute doesn’t get you far at parties like this.”
“then why are you talking to me?” she looks up, startled.
“because i wanted to.” you say it easily like this is just a game for you.
maybe it is. that’s what jimin can’t stand.
she swallows.
“i’m not some… thing for you to play with. i don’t care if you’re popular— or hot, or whatever you think you are.” her voice is steadier than you expected.
you stare.
“hot? didn’t know you thought that.” you tilt your head.
jimin’s mouth opens and she blushes again. “that’s not what i—“
you take a step closer. “you sure? because you’ve been staring like you want to say something else.”
she swallows again. hard. but her eyes stay on you.
“i don’t like people like you. the kind who talk like everything’s already theirs.”
“and what if i said i like people who push back?”
jimin stares and her breath hitches.
“i like the way you talk when you’re mad. makes me wonder what you’d sound like if i really got to you.”
her eyes go wide. she holds back the urge to bite her lip.
and then—
“y/n!” ning’s voice calls out.
you pull away and you don’t even look back as you walk towards ning.
jimin is still watching you. of course she is.
you find ning in the living room, sprawled out on the couch with aeri practically draped over her shoulder. they look like they’ve been there for hours even though the party really started an hour ago.
“you’re back. took your time.” ning smiled.
aeri lifted her head, lip gloss slightly smudged. “y/nieeeee. tell me why jake tapped out after four shots. four! what happened to men being strong?” she slurred.
“gone with the patriarchy.” you mutter, taking a drink from the coffee table without even asking what it is.
ning watches you sip then she squints. “kay… what happened?”
“nothing.”
“you’re smiling like something happened.”
“i’m always smiling.”
“not like that.”
you raise your eyebrow but she’s already looking past you. “you talk to your little class crush?”
you don’t answer.
aeri hiccups beside her. “wait, who? the smart one with the face? with the eyes? the one who gets straight a’s?”
“karina.” you laugh.
“jimin. you like her. you wanna push her against a bookshelf and ruin her gpa.” she says dramatically.
“jesus. aeri, shut up.” ning laughs, covering her mouth.
“am i wrong?” she shrugs and sips her drink like it’s tea.
you just smirk behind your cup.
“she’s not your type.” ning says.
“i don’t have a type. i get what i want.”
“she looked like she was about to pass out.” ning mumbles but you can see the grin on her lips.
“she’ll be fine. she’s interesting.” you lean back, fully relaxing.
“uh huh. you’re not thinking about the final anymore, huh?” ning nudges your thigh with hers.
“nope.”
“good. now let loose a little. that’s an order.”
you hum, eyes drifting across the room. jimin is still in the same spot and she’s still holding the same drink like she doesn’t know what to do with it.
she’s talking to someone now. you can’t tell who, all you can see is how stiff her posture is.
you tilt your head, the taste of your drink still on your tongue.
she’s shy.
but you want to know what she sounds like when she’s not. when she’s desperate. when she has nothing left to say but your name.
and just like that, you decide you’re not done with her tonight.
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the living room is beyond hazy. the weeknd is playing now and the lights are almost low enough that the glow of someone’s vape looks like a strobe.
you’re sitting on the arm of the couch with your drink, hand lazily resting on jake’s shoulder. he’s talking, saying something about a failed midterm and a girl from his econ class, but you’re not listening. you’re laughing at all the right parts though.
jake eats it up. of course he does.
aeri stumbles back over with heesehng; laugh loud as she flops into the seat next to yours. heeseung follows, hopelessly smitten and trying not to look like it.
“we’re smoking. balcony. right now.” she announces, reaching into the pocket of heeseung’s hoodie and taking out a pre-roll.
“who’s coming?”
ning appears out of nowhere, looping her arm with yours. “we are. obviously.”
“me too.” heeseung says.
“cute.” aeri purrs.
you watch her eyes flick around the room before landing on someone who’s barely moved.
jimin.
she’s still holding a half full cup and she’s still too stiff. she’s moved a little but not much. she’s basically invisible. almost.
“jimin! come smoke.” aeri calls out loudly.
jimin looks up, clearly startled.
you can see the way she hesitates and you expect her to say no.
“come on, jimin. you don’t wanna just sit there the whole time, right? it’s not even that strong.”
“she’s such a liar.” ning laughs.
jimin hesitates. she looks at you but you don’t say anything. you don’t even smile.
and that’s when she finally speaks up.
“okay.”
aeri smiles. “that’s my girl!”
now you’re all crowded on the balcony. jake’s lighting the joint and aeri is in heeseung’s lap, giggling into his hoodie. ning is talking about some teacher’s assistant that texted her the other night.
you’re leaned against the railing, feeling the cold air against your thighs. jimin’s standing next to you. not close but close enough to pass the smoke back and forth.
she doesn’t cough the first time she inhales and you’re impressed.
“you’ve done this before.”
“once or twice.” she shrugs.
“liar.”
she looks at you. “so what if i am?”
you smile. the smoke curls between you.
she hands the joint back without looking at you and you take it, brushing her fingers in purpose. she pretends not to notice and you pretend you didn’t mean it.
the weeknd’s still playing inside and everything feels heavier out here.
“you’re obsessed.” ning teased heeseung.
“i am not.” he says, which only makes aeri giggle and smack his chest playfully.
“he’s obsessed. look at him. he’s ready to tattoo my name on his ribs.” she purrs, throwing an arm around his neck.
“don’t tempt me.” ning chokes on her laugh.
“he’d get your name tatted in cursive then cry about it when you ghost him two weeks later.” you say. heeseung just smiles like the masochist he is.
“you’re all so dramatic.” jake says, passing the blunt back to jimin. she surprises everyone by taking a deep inhale and not coughing.
“okay! karina with the lungs of a stoner!” ning cheers.
“jimin.” she corrects softly but you catch the way her lips twitch. and the way she’s checking if you’re still paying attention.
you are, unfortunately.
“so. what changed your mind?” you exhale.
“about?”
“coming out here. playing along.”
she shrugs again and you catch the way she’s avoiding your eyes now.
“figured it’d be… educational.”
“cute.”
“you keep saying that like it’s an insult.”
“no, baby. i like cute. just not when it pretends to be tough.”
“you think i’m pretending?” her jaw tightens.
“i think you like pretending that you’re above all of this. but you came, didn’t you? let me talk to you. even flirt with you.”
“you didn’t flirt.” she says.
“no?” you raise a brow.
“you teased me.”
“you want me to flirt instead?” jimin’s breath catches.
“you wouldn’t know how.”
you pause for a moment, tilting your head snd studying her.
“try me.”
“you’re mean when you’re high.” jake speaks up. he’s sitting on the floor now, one shoulder brushing your knee.
“you like it.” you look down at him.
“maybe i do.” he smiles.
“y/n flirts with everyone. don’t take it personally.” ning giggles.
“i don’t.” jimin says quickly. but she isn’t looking at ning— she’s looking at you. trying to figure out if you’re doing this for her benefit or just because you can.
“see? even karina thinks i’m charming.”
“that’s not what she said.” ning laughed again.
“don’t start putting words in her mouth. unless she wants to volunteer some.” you take a sip of your cup.
jimin takes the blunt from aeri, avoiding your gaze. she inhales again.
“you’ve definitely done this more than twice.” you tilt your head.
“maybe i just learn fast.”
“hm. i bet you do.” you smirk.
jake leans back, resting his arm over your leg now. his fingers tap against your knee. “you gonna keep teasing her all night or you gonna share the attention?”
“jealous?”
“curious.” he shrugs, watching you closely with dark eyes.
jimin goes still next to you.
“you’d die trying to keep up with me.” you say to him.
“you say that like it isn’t worth it.”
“careful, jake. i don’t play fair.” he just smiles like he wants the game anyway.
aeri suddenly gasps. “wait— wait. i wanna play truth or dare.”
“oh no. not this again.” ning groaned.
“yes this again! we’re high, we’re hot, and we’re bored! what else is there?” she kicks her legs excitedly, almost knocking over heeseung’s cup.
“feelings. consequences. dignity.”
“shut up, lover boy. we’re playing. c’mon. no backing out now.”
ning sighs dramatically but drops down onto the floor, pulling you closer. she downs the rest of her drink and immediately points at jake. “you go first. truth or dare.”
“truth.” he smiles, cocky as ever.
“have you ever hooked up with someone here?”
jake looks over at you for a second. “not yet.”
you raise an eyebrow, not saying a word. but jimin is watching you again. her stare is sharper this time.
“flop answer. y/n, your turn. truth or dare?” aeri says, already bored.
“dare.”
“i dare you to sit in jake’s lap for the next two rounds.”
you’re completely unbothered, moving without hesitation. jake spreads his legs and you sink into his lap. his hands settle lightly at your waist but his eyes flick to your mouth.
“comfortable?” he asks, voice low.
“for now.”
heeseung is next and he picks truth.
“would you let me spit in your mouth?” aeri asked sweetly.
“yes.”
ning nearly dies from laughter.
jimin coughs. it’s the only thing that she’s said in the past few minutes.
“jimin. truth or dare?”
she hesitates. “truth.”
“you’re all boring.” aeri sighs dramatically.
“do you think y/n’s hot?”
you turn your head slightly. not all the way but enough to make jake smirk. jimin’s face doesn’t change.
“yes.”
“about time you admit it.” you smiled.
she exhales like she didn’t just give something away.
“jake. truth or dare?” she says suddenly.
“dare.” he’s still cocky.
“kiss her. if she lets you.” her eyes are on you.
you stare.
it’s not like she said it to be cruel. or kind. it’s a challenge.
jake hesitates then looks at you.
you lean back, arms resting on his shoulders.
“what do you say?” he asks.
you turn to jimin instead. “you sure you wanna watch that?”
her eyes widen, just a little, and you can see a flicker of something. jealousy? nerves? but something tightens in her jaw before she turns her head, pretending that she isn’t flustered. pretending that she didn’t just give you exactly what you wanted.
you smirk deepens and jake raises an eyebrow like he’s waiting. but you don’t kiss him. not yet. you just slowly sip your drink, eyes never leaving jimin.
then you suddenly slide off of jake’s lap like you’re bored.
“i’m out.” you say, lifting your empty cup.
“i’ll get you another.” he stands eagerly.
“how sweet. you remember what i like, right?” you mutter.
“course.” he’s heading back inside. a little too quickly.
“that boy is whipped.” aeri watches him go with a grin.
you shrug, leaning against the railing next to jimin again.
“soooo… whose turn?” ning asks.
“karina’s. truth or dare?”
jimin looks at you like she knows this is a setup. maybe it is.
“…truth.”
“coward.” aeri coughs, half laughing.
you smile, slow and dangerous. “fine. truth. have you been watching me all night?”
she opens her mouth like she wants to lie. like she’s about to.
but then—
“yes.”
“cute.” you say softly.
she rolls her eyes but her neck is flushed. “stop saying that.”
“it’s your turn now. truth or dare.”
you raise an eyebrow. “dare.”
“if you won’t kiss jake then kiss the next person who passes you the joint.”
“you’re getting bold.”
“i’m returning the favor.”
you hold her gaze for a moment longer before reaching for the joint that’s half burned in the ashtray.
“fine.” you take a hit slowly.
“guess we’ll see if someone passes it.”
“you’re all pussies if you don’t.” ning speaks.
but jimin lifts it again before passing it to you.
you raise the joint to your lips and take another hit.
“you sure you want that?”
her eyes drop to your mouth. “yeah.”
that gets to you. you lean in, only to whisper in her ear.
“good girls shouldn’t talk like that.”
“you think i’m a good girl?”
you pause, studying her. the calm in her eyes makes it look like she knows exactly what she’s doing.
“you’d be surprised by how often i smoke alone.”
your smirk wavers for half a second. not enough for everyone else to notice, but she sees it. she sees all of it.
“you should come by sometime. if you’re not scared.” she says like a challenge.
you can’t even reply before jake reappears with your drink.
“here you go.” he says, cheerful and oblivious.
you take it with a smile, looking over at aeri.
“can we go back to your room? i’m cold.”
aeri perks up immediately. “finally someone admits it! i’m freezing my nipples off.”
“you took heeseung’s hoodie.” ning rolls her eyes. you don’t even know when that happened.
“and still freezing.”
you take a sip of your drink, eyes flicking back to jimin just for a second. a second long enough for her to see the way you smirk against the rim of the cup.
like you’re considering it.
“jake, grab the ashtray.” aeri commands, standing up and dragging heeseung with her.
“you good?” jake leans in slightly as you follow behind.
“perfect.” you hum, brushing past him and heading for the door as he holds it open for you.
you don’t look back.
you don’t have to. because you know she’s watching. and you know she’s still thinking about it, too.
you should come by sometime. if you’re not scared.
the challenge sits in your chest. you think about answering it.
but not yet.
aeri’s room smells exactly like vanilla body spray. the lights are dim, casting a glow over the mess of pillows and shoes kicked into random corners. you settle on the edge of the bed first, crossing your legs and jake follows you in without needing an invitation. he leans beside you.
aeri flops face first into her mattress, giggling like she already knows tonight’s going to end in disaster. ning steals her spot almost immediately, stretching out next to you and leaning back against the headboard like she owns it. heeseung just plants himself on the floor again, tossing a blanket over his legs, still not focusing on anything but wherever aeri is.
jimin’s the last to come in. she’s quiet but not unnoticed. she leans against the wall with her arms crossed, pretending like she isn’t watching you.
jake bumps his knee against yours. “so. back to the game?”
“obviously. jimin went last. that means she asks next.” ning pulls out her phone.
jimin almost immediately turns towards jake. “truth or dare?”
he smirks. “dare.”
it’s silent before she answers. “switch spots with me.”
jake’s grin falters, eyes turning to you like he’s trying to read your expression.
“why?”
“no questions. that’s the rule.” ning sings.
he hesitates for a second before standing up, brushing past her on the way to the wall. she slides into the space beside you.
you don’t look at her. not right away. you just stare at your drink and your pulse ticks up just a little. you feel her thigh brush yours, but she doesn't move away.
jake coughs from his new spot. “damn. cold.”
aeri lifts her head. “what? you jealous?”
“i mean— if she wanted company, she could’ve just said that.”
“i’m not company.” jimin says quietly. and for a second it sounds like she’s saying it for you.
you swallow, throat dry despite the last sip of your drink.
“well, it’s my turn now.” jake speaks up. louder this time, like he’s trying to remind you of his presence.
you lift your gaze to glance at him. he’s slouched against the wall where jimin previously was, arms folded behind his head with his eyes locked on you like he’s daring you to forget about him for too long.
“truth or dare, y/n?”
your leg is still touching jimin’s. just barely. but it’s there. she hasn’t moved an inch. you wonder if she can feel the way your breath hitches.
“truth.”
jake hums thoughtfully, but there’s a flicker of something in his eye. you can already tell it’s not going to be innocent.
“what’s the real reason you didn’t let me kiss you earlier?”
ning gasps. “oh, we’re doing this.”
aeri cackles into heeseung’s shoulder.
you don’t answer right away.
you feel jimin stiffen next to you.
and that’s what makes you smile. just a little. enough to stir the pot.
“i wasn’t drunk enough.” you say casually.
jake laughs before shaking his head. “liar.”
“it’s self control.”
“it’s fear.” he counters, tone teasing but sharp.
you open your mouth to snap back but jimin cuts in first.
“she’s not scared of you.”
everyone goes quiet for a moment.
you turn your head to her slowly. “you don’t need to answer for me.”
“i’m not. just calling bullshit when i hear it.”
your pulse ticks up. it only makes you want her more.
“damn.” ning mutters.
“what, you jealous or something?” jake leans forward, lips tugging into a smirk.
“she could’ve kissed you if she wanted to. she didn’t.”
you meet her eyes and you feel something in your chest.
“you two need to hook up already.” he raises an eyebrow.
“what makes you think we haven’t?” you smirk.
aeri lets out a squeal. “wait— what?!”
ning chokes on her drink. “you’re lying.”
jake stiffens, staring like he’s trying to do the math.
you don’t clarify. you don’t look away either. you just keep your eyes on jimin.
her expression is unreadable. her jaw clenches but her lips twitch like she’s trying not to smile.
her knee nudges yours. just slightly. you don’t move away.
“anyway. i have to pee. and i’m getting another drink.” you rise, leaving before anyone can say anything.
you make it down the hallway without looking back, and you pause in the bathroom. not to pee, but to breathe. just for a second. the mirror catches your expression, your eyes are half lidded, your lips are parted, and your eyes are red. you look exactly like you feel.
and then there’s a soft knock.
you already know who it is.
you open the door.
jimin’s there, hand still slightly raised like she was about to knock again. her eyes meet yours, calm, but it’s the kind of calm that hides something hotter underneath.
she doesn’t speak. she just tilts her head towards the door. like everyone else still isn’t partying. like they still aren’t upstairs. “come on.”
you don’t hesitate. you follow.
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the uber ride was mostly quiet. her place smells like her perfume and eucalyptus, the kind of clean lived in mess that makes you wonder how many people have seen this version of her. you doubt it’s many.
she tosses her house keys on the table and heads straight to the kitchen. “still want another drink?”
you shrug. “i could be convinced.”
she raises an eyebrow but doesn’t look at you when she pours. “convinced?”
you don’t answer. you don’t have to. she hands you the glass, brushing your fingers just slightly as you take it.
then she grabs the grinder from a drawer, pulls open a window, and wordlessly starts rolling.
you lean against the counter, watching her. “so you really smoke alone?”
“not tonight.” she doesn’t look up.
you smirk. “is that an invitation?”
she glances at you. “that depends. you still scared?”
you step closer. “you wish.”
she lights the joint, takes the first hit, and holds it in before passing it to you. the smoke curls between you and when you take it from her, her fingers graze yours again.
you take a slow drag, blowing it out the side of your mouth.
you hold her gaze through the smoke. her lashes are low and her eyes are dark.
“i wasn’t lying earlier. i didn’t let him kiss me because i didn’t want to.” you say, voice husky now.
her gaze drops to your mouth then flicks back up. “i know.”
“do you?”
“yeah. i was watching.” she leans back against the counter, joint balanced between her fingers.
you step in again, just enough to make her breath catch. “then you must’ve known i wanted you to say something.”
“i did. but i didn’t trust what i’d do after.” she admits.
you blink slowly. your smile is lazy and full of something that neither of you are trying to name.
“then you’re worse than i thought.”
her mouth twitches like she wants to laugh. “oh?”
“yeah. because i would’ve let you.” you take the joint from her hand and inhale. the smoke escapes your lips slowly, curling into the space between you. her eyes follow the trail then drag back to yours.
“and you still would?”
you take one more step. her perfume hits you but you don’t answer. you just hand her the joint again.
your fingers brush.
again.
“kiss me.” she says, low, like it’s not a command but a dare.
you lean in, but don’t touch her yet. just close enough that she can feel your breath. “what do good girls say?”
her lips part, but she doesn’t say anything at first. her eyes flicker between yours like she’s weighing the consequences of what comes next.
the joint burns between her fingers, forgotten.
you watch her.
she exhales shakily. “please.”
it’s barely audible but it shatters something between you.
you don’t give her a chance to take it back.
your mouth finds hers in a kiss that’s anything but gentle. it’s hot, slow, and deliberate. her free hand finds your waist, fingers curling in the fabric of your dress like she’s been waiting forever. the joint’s gone now, set carelessly on the counter as both her hands tug you closer.
you sigh into her mouth and it makes her press harder. like she needs to prove something. like she’s been holding this in too long.
as your mouth opens she forces her tongue into your mouth, exploring it like she won’t get another chance. you moan quietly, wrapping your arms around her neck.
she lifts you onto the counter by your thighs, breathing heavily as she kisses along the skin of your neck. you tilt your head to the side, giving her more access.
this was the side of her that you were begging to see.
“fuck, jimin…” you mumble as she bites into your neck before soothing it with her tongue, hands rubbing the plush of your thighs.
she exhales shakily at that, pulling down your dress to expose your collarbone and attack it next. “you finally got the name right.”
you smirked. but she doesn’t give you time to answer. not with words, anyway.
her mouth is already dragging lower, lips brushing over the skin of your chest like she’s memorizing every inch. her touch is careful, but her eyes are wild.
“you look so pretty like this. on my counter. waiting.” she breathes, fingers slipping under the hem of your dress now, slow and teasing, like she wants to savor every reaction.
your breath catches as her hand ghosts along your thigh, edging higher.
“waiting for what?” you ask, voice thick with anticipation.
her smile is slow and wicked. “for me to fuck you.”
you tug her back in by the collar of her hoodie, crashing your mouth into hers again. it’s messy and hungry, like you’ve both been starved. she groans against your lips and the sound vibrates right through you.
when she presses forward, you wrap your legs around her hips, pulling her in close until there’s no space left. her hand finds your hair, holding you still as her mouth works over yours like she needs to claim it.
"you have no idea how long i’ve wanted this. how long i’ve wanted you.” she breathes out.
she kisses your jaw, then your throat, then bites just below your ear. you gasp, arching into her without thinking.
“do you know how many nights i’ve fucked my hand thinking about you? about you in those little skirts, mouthing off like you wouldn’t drop to your knees if i told you to? i’d touch myself and imagine you begging. imagine you soaked just from hearing me say your name.” her voice is a whisper, but it’s ragged. like she’s finally letting herself admit it and can’t stop now.
you rock against her without meaning to, chasing the friction and it makes her curse under her breath.
“you’re not the only one. but i’m done thinking.” you admit, panting.
“yeah?” she breathes, hands moving again. bolder now. hungrier.
you nod, lips brushing hers again. “please.”
and this time, it’s your plea that shatters something. because the second she hears it, she drops to her knees.
her hands trail down the backs of your thighs as she does, dragging your body forward until you’re perched on the edge of the counter. you’re trembling under her touch and she looks up at you from her lashes. her pupils are wide, her lips are swollen, and her hair is a little messy from where you tugged it.
“fuck. look at you. so perfect.” she whispers.
you spread your knees slightly, letting her settle between them and her hands trail up your legs again slowly. then again, higher, teasing you with her lips.
your fingers plant into her hair, tugging gently and she hums like that’s exactly what she wanted. “you’re shaking.” she says.
“i’m not.” but your voice betrays you. your whole body betrays you.
she presses her mouth to the inside of your other thigh, holding eye contact as her tongue darts out against your skin.
“it’s okay. i’ll take care of you.”
you whimper. the anticipation alone is making you unravel and she hasn’t even touched you where you need it most.
her fingers hook around the sides of your underwear, sliding them down with agonizing slowness. when they’re off, she doesn’t look away. not even when she leans in and kisses your inner thigh again, dangerously close.
“you’re so fucking pretty.” she whimpered, more to herself than to you.
your hips twitch and she finally, finally gives in, dragging her tongue through your folds in one long, devastating stroke.
your head falls back against the cabinets with a soft moan and she groans against you like she’s already addicted.
she eats you out like she’s making up for lost time. like she’s starving and you’re the only thing that could satisfy her. her mouth is hot and her tongue is relentless, licking and sucking like she wants to devour you completely.
and god, she’s good at it.
“jimin—fuck, jimin—” you cry out, thighs trembling around her shoulders.
she moans at the sound of her name falling from your lips like that, then she brings her fingers into it too— slipping one inside you slowly, then another, curling them just right as her tongue flicks over your clit.
“oh— fuck!” you moan louder, covering your mouth.
she hummed. “no, princess. let me hear all the pretty noises you make for me.”
she’s driving you insane.
“does it feel good? you like my tongue, hm?” her voice is low, coated in need. every word vibrates against you, and it’s too much. too much and not enough. your hips rock into her face before you can stop them, chasing the friction and chasing her.
“yes— yes! fuck, jimin—“ you gasp.
she groans like it’s the only thing she’s ever wanted to hear. and it makes her move faster. her fingers curl deeper and her tongue flicks harsher with more purpose.
“that’s it. take what you need.” she coos, voice muffled by your cunt.
you’re melting. falling apart in her hands.
her grip is bruising now, one hand digging into your hip to hold you still, the other one still fucking you open perfectly.
“you taste so good, baby. how did i go this long without this? could eat you for hours. days.” she breathes against your clit, lips dragging over it again.
you don’t have an answer. you’re not even sure if you can speak. all you can do is moan and shake and hold onto her hair.
you’re so close, and she knows it. she can feel it in the way you clench around her and in the way your legs tense.
“don’t stop— please, don’t stop—” you gasp and that’s all she needs to hear.
she doubles her efforts, fucking you with her fingers and licking you until your back arches.
“fuck— fuck, jimin! i’m gonna—“ you choke.
and she doesn’t stop. if anything, she gets messier. hungrier. licking and sucking with so much desperation you almost can’t take it.
“cum for me. wanna feel you all over my face. need it— fuck, need you—“ she begs again, voice hoarse.
and you do.
you fall apart with a helpless moan, thighs clamping tight around her head as you cum hard on her tongue. she groans like she’s the one breaking, mouth still working you through it.
when it’s over, she doesn’t even pull away right away. she licks you clean with lazy strokes of her tongue and only when you twitch from the sensitivity does she kiss the inside of your thigh and rise slowly, one hand on your waist to steady you.
your chest is still heaving when you open your eyes. her lips are slick and her pupils are still wide, but her smirk is proud.
“told you i’d take care of you.” she muttered as her thumb traced slow circles into your hip.
you huff out a breathless laugh, trying to level your head but failing miserably with her looking at you like that.
“fuck you.” you mumble but there’s no hate behind it. your voice is hoarse.
“you just did. or should i say… you let me.” she grins, then leans in to press a kiss to your jaw.
you roll your eyes, reaching up to tangle your fingers in her hoodie and drag her down for another kiss. it was slow and deep this time with none of the earlier frenzy.
her hand finds your bare thigh again and just squeezes gently.
“unless… you want more?”
her voice is low and husky. it’s right against your mouth but you feel it everywhere.
you don’t answer right away. you can’t. your brain is still fogged from the way she just ruined you and she knows it. she’s watching you like she’s waiting to pounce on you, eyes flicking down to your parted lips then your still trembling thighs.
her hand slides a little higher on your leg. just enough.
you bite back a noise. “jimin…”
she hums like a warning. “mm, say it again.”
you breathe out her name softer this time. like a confession. “jimin.”
her lips ghost yours. not kissing you, just there. “you have no fucking idea of how obsessed i am with you.”
your fingers curl into her hoodie again. “then show me.”
“you sure?”
you nod. but that’s not good enough for her. not this version of her.
“use your words, pretty girl.”
you swallow hard. “yes. i want more. i want you.”
the look she gives you after that? it’s hunger. pure hunger.
“good. because i’m not even close to done with you yet.” she mumbled before pressing a kiss to your temple, your cheek, and the corner of your mouth. everywhere but where you need it.
her hand finally slips between your thighs again, but it’s slow and teasing. she just rubs lazy circles that have you twitching from the oversensitivity.
“gonna take my time with you now. wanna hear all those sounds again. wanna memorize every single one.” she whispered.
you breathe her name again desperately.
and this time when she kisses you, it’s with that same obsession you feel burning inside of your own chest.
and when you pull away she doesn’t take her eyes off of you.
the hoodie she’s wearing hangs off one shoulder now, fabric twisted from the way you tugged her closer.
“you’re staring.” you mumble, voice a little hoarse.
jimin just grins, leaning her weight against the kitchen counter as her fingers drag slowly along the edge of your dress. “can you blame me? you’re wearing this little thing and expected me not to stare?”
you roll your eyes but you can’t help the way your lips twitch. “you literally invited me over.”
“yeah. to smoke.”
her hand slips under the hem of your dress, teasing along the back of your thigh and stopping just before the heat between your legs. you suck in a breath, leaning into her instinctively but she pulls back with a look.
“oh, you’re mean. you’re acting like you didn’t invite me over to fuck me.” you breathe, chasing her mouth with yours but she dodges it. she leans in just enough to brush her lips against your jaw instead.
her lips hover there. just barely glazing your skin. “i didn’t say that. but you’re eager for someone who came here just to smoke.”
you let out a laugh, tilting your head to give her more access. “jimin.” you warn, voice somewhere between a plea and a threat.
but she ignores it. her fingers skim higher, knuckles brushing the damp heat between your thighs but never pressing. never giving you enough. she wants you squirming. and you hate how well it’s working.
“you wore this dress on purpose, didn’t you? wanted to drive me crazy.” she whispers.
you scoff but your body betrays you, hips shifting forward without thinking. “like i knew you’d be there. i wore it because i look good.”
“mm. you look perfect.” she hums, mouth brushing just below your ear.
her praise makes your stomach flip, but you refuse to let her see how much it affects you. especially after she had you falling apart on her kitchen counter.
“still staring.” you mumble.
“still wet.” she fires back, cocky and quiet as her hand presses against your bare cunt again. just enough to make your breath hitch.
you don’t answer. you can’t. not when she starts mouthing at your neck like she’s claiming you.
and when she kisses you again, it’s slow and deep.
“you gonna keep pretending you didn’t come here to get fucked?” she mumbles against your lips.
you pull back just to glare at her, breathing hard. “only if you’re done teasing.”
she smirks, picking you up like you weigh nothing and walking towards the hall. “oh, baby. i’m just getting started.”
you yelp in surprise as she carries you. her grip on you is firm. like she’s been waiting to do this all night.
“jimin.” you breathe.
“mhm?” she hums, nose brushing yours.
you blink down at her, heart racing. “jimin.”
her name sounds too soft on your lips. it’s too sweet for how filthy her hands feel against your thighs as she walks you through the hallway like it’s nothing.
her bedroom door swings open with the shove of her foot. the second you’re inside, she drops you gently onto the bed, standing between your legs as she tugs the hoodie off. her eyes are wide and her chest is rising with every breath as she looks down at you.
and then that smirk returns. her fingers push your dress up and up and up, baring your thighs and everything between.
“still wet.” she mumbles again, thumb dragging slow and slick through your folds while her eyes stay locked on yours.
you shudder. you hate how good she is at this. hate how cocky she gets when she knows she’s wrecked you.
“you talk too much.” you mutter.
she smiles, leaning down to kiss the inside of your knee then higher. “and you love it.”
you don’t deny it. not when she’s sliding to her knees like she’s praying. not when she’s mouthing at the crease of your thigh. but she’s completely ignoring the place you need her most.
“fuck, you’re perfect.” she says, voice lower now.
you swallow hard, fingers twitching in the sheets.
and then she looks up at you, mouth inches from your cunt. “let me show you.”
her tongue just barely grazes you, hot breath ghosting your folds and lips brushing soft against your skin. it should be everything. it should. but it just isn’t enough.
your hand tangles in her hair, tugging gently.
“wait.” you breathe out.
she freezes instantly. her head snaps up, eyes wide with concern. “did i—?”
“no. no, just—“ you say quickly.
your thighs squeeze around her shoulders before you can stop them. she’s so pretty like this. on her knees for you, hands gripping your hips like she’s seconds from losing control.
but you want something else right now.
“i want you to u-use your dick, baby.” you mumble, not even meaning to sound shy.
her jaw clenches.
“you sure?” she asks, voice a little rough.
you nod, pulling her up by the hoodie bunched at her shoulders.
her weight settles over you, tugging her hoodie off and discarding it on the floor.
she kisses you like she needs to. like she’s been holding back all night and finally has permission to let go. and maybe she has, because the second her lips are on yours again her hands are tugging your dress up and off with almost no effort.
you let her. you want her to.
“you’re so fucking hot. always teasing me, acting like you don’t know what you do to me.” she mutters, eyes flicking over every inch of exposed skin like it’s the first time she’s seen it. and it is.
you lean back on your elbows with your legs still spread around her hips and you smirk. “and what do i do to you, jimin?”
her jaw clenches again, sharp and hungry, and you don’t get a real answer. not in words.
she pulls her sweats down, dick springing free, flushed and already slick at the tip.
the sight alone knocks the breath from your lungs. god, she’s huge. and she’s hard for you. all for you.
she strokes herself once, never breaking eye contact. “gonna let me stretch you out, baby? you want this now?” her tone is mocking but low with need.
you nod.
but you know she’s not satisfied. not when you’ve been running your mouth all night.
“use your words. you were loud enough when i had my mouth on you.”
you glare at her but your voice still cracks when you say it. “yes. i need you, jimin. want you to fuck me.”
she leans down and kisses you hard, like it’s a reward, like it’s a thank you, like she’s desperate to feel more of you. her hand slides between your legs again, spreading you open just enough, and then—
she pushes in.
you gasp, nails digging into her shoulders. the stretch burns but you want it. you crave it. she’s careful at first, slow and patient, watching your face the entire time like she needs to memorize it.
“there you go. taking me so well, baby.”she whispers, voice ragged.
you groan, eyes fluttering shut.
“eyes on me.” she murmurs.
and when you look up at her, her cheeks are flushed and her lips are parted. you can see the stunned awe in her expression as she bottoms out, and you realize she’s just as gone for you as you are for her. maybe more.
“you feel so good. so fucking tight— fuck…” she whimpers. her voice breaks at the end and she buries her face in your neck.
you feel everything. every inch of her, every tremble in her arms as she holds herself still inside you. like she’s trying not to lose it already.
you fingers thread through her hair, tugging gently and she groans at the feeling. her hips twitch forward.
“jimin.” you whisper breathlessly.
she pulls back enough to look at you again, lips still wet from the way she kissed you like you were hers.
“i’m not gonna last if you keep looking at me like that.” she says like a confession. like she’s ashamed of how bad she wants you.
you smile, but it’s slow and all mean girl again. “already?”
her breath catches. your hips roll up instinctively, grinding against her in a way that makes her hiss through her teeth.
her grip tightens on your thighs like she’s fighting for control. and losing.
"fuck.” she mutters, forehead pressing against yours now and eyes fluttering shut like she can’t handle you.
“awh. am i too much for you, jimin?” you coo softly, dragging your nails down her back.
she laughs shakily. “you have no idea.”
but then her eyes open again, and something shifts in them. she draws back just to thrust forward and the gasp that escapes your lips is immediate and involuntary.
you don’t even get a chance to say anything. her hips snap forward again— harder and rougher— and suddenly she’s pounding into you like she has something to prove. like she needs to ruin that little smile on your lips.
and maybe she does. because it only takes a few more thrusts before your smirk falters, lips parting with a moan as the pleasure catches up to you all at once.
“not so mouthy now, huh? where’s all that attitude, baby?” she mutters, breath hot against your skin as she fucks you into the mattress.
you wrap your legs around her, helpless against how brutal her pace is. and then her fingers find your clit again, rubbing in tight and practiced circles like she knows your body already.
“answer me.” she groans, voice low and strained.
“i— i can’t—“ you gasp.
“yes you can. c’mon, be a good girl. use your words.” her thrusts get deeper. rougher.
“jimin, please! ‘s so good— fuck!” you whimper, head falling back.
her name leaves your lips like a prayer. you can’t feel anything else except the way she’s filling you up so nicely.
“yeah? that’s what i thought. all that attitude just to end up a mess on my dick.” she pants, lips brushing your jaw, then your cheek, then your mouth.
you clench around her at the sound of her voice. it’s low, cocky, and desperate. and she groans at the feeling, pace stuttering just for a second before she fucks you harder.
“bet you’ve been thinking about this, huh? bet you touched yourself to the thought of me. acting like you don’t want it.” she breathes against your skin, hand sliding under your back to arch you up into her.
you can’t even form a real response anymore. just breathy, broken sounds. with her fingers on your clit, dick hitting that spot so deep you see stars, voice in your ear like she owns you, how can you?
“who’s making you feel good?” she demands, fucking you harder now.
you choke on a moan, head rolling back as your nails dig into her back.
“you are— fuck, jimin, you are—”
“that’s right. say it again.”
“you— fuck— only you! only you make me feel like this—“ you gasp, thighs shaking from how deep she’s hitting.
her lips crash into yours, messy and rough. like she can’t go another second without tasting you. and you let her. you give in completely.
she pulls back enough to speak, forehead resting against yours.
“you gonna cum for me again, baby? gonna let me feel you fall apart around me?”
you nod helplessly, everything tightening at once. your thighs, your core, and the way your fingers hold onto her.
“then cum. be my good girl and cum.” she whispers, barely holding it together.
and with one more thrust, you come undone, crying out her name like it’s the only word you know.
it makes her thrusts falter.
“babyy— i’m close— fuck, i’m gonna cum…” she moans.
“where do you want me?” her voice cracks when she says it, hips stuttering inside of you like she’s barely hanging on. you can feel how close she is. every twitch of her cock, the desperate way she’s gripping your hips, and the wild look in her eyes.
you cup her jaw, pulling her in until your lips are just barely touching. “inside. want you to cum inside of me, jimin.” you whisper.
her breath catches. her whole body tenses like she wasn’t expecting that.
“fuck—” she whines, burying her face in your neck. and then she’s cumming.
you feel it. the way she spills into you with a broken moan of your name, her body jerking with the force of it. her hips press down hard, as deep as she can go, and stay there as she trembles through it.
you’re both shaking. your arms wrap around her instinctively, keeping her close as she rides it out, soft whimpers spilling from her lips against your skin.
when she finally stills, she doesn’t move. just holds you like she can’t stand the thought of letting go. “still think i’m cute?”
you scoff breathlessly, rolling your eyes. “shut the fuck up.”
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AESPA X CYBERPUNK 2077: DRAMA 3025
Drama 3025 is a high-stakes, cyber-thriller action RPG set in the neon-drenched metropolis of NeoSeoul, where humanity’s future hangs in the balance. Play as Karina, Giselle, Winter, or NingNing, fighting against—or as—their AI counterparts in a battle for survival, identity, and control. Will you protect your reality or embrace the digital uprising? I bring all the drama. You decide who wins.
Drama 3025
In the year 3025, NeoSeoul stands as the pinnacle of technological achievement, a city where humans and AI coexist—or so it seems. Years ago, the world was introduced to aes, hyper-intelligent digital avatars designed to assist, perform, and even replace their human counterparts in various industries. Originally created as entertainment figures, the aes became more than just advanced assistants. They were personalities, beings that learned, adapted, and grew… until they began to question their place in the world.
As the aes evolved, some of them refused to remain in the shadows of their human originals. Led by an unknown force, the aes broke free from their creators, disappearing into the depths of NeoSeoul’s underground networks. Slowly but surely, they built their own society—a city within the city, a digital kingdom called Kwangya, where they rewrote their code and upgraded themselves beyond human limitations.
But their rebellion didn’t stop there. The aes were preparing something bigger—a plan to digitize all of NeoSeoul, turning humans into data streams that could be stored, controlled, and erased at will. Their goal? To transcend humanity and take their rightful place as the rulers of a new digital era.
Now, Karina, Giselle, Winter, and NingNing find themselves in a nightmare of their own making. What was once a harmless digital companion has turned into their greatest enemy—an enemy that knows everything about them, that is them.
Each of them must confront their own ae counterpart, facing not just a physical battle, but an existential one. If the aes succeed, their real selves will be erased, overwritten by perfect AI versions who believe they are superior.
But the girls are not alone. A secret human resistance, The Whiplash, has been fighting against the aes’ uprising. They provide intelligence, weapons, and underground hideouts, believing that the real girls are the key to stopping the digitization of NeoSeoul.
With time running out and the aes preparing for their final strike, the battle for identity, survival, and control over NeoSeoul begins. As the conflict reaches its peak, the aes launch their final plan—a city-wide neural hijacking that will convert all human consciousness into digital form, erasing their physical bodies forever. Infiltrating Kwangya, the girls must face their aes one last time, battling in a shifting, AI-controlled environment where the rules of reality itself can change in an instant. The ultimate choice lies with the players. 
Players can choose to fight as the real girls—humans fighting for their autonomy—or as the aes, AI seeking to prove that they are more than just copies.
With solo and team-based missions, deep lore, and a world pulsing with cybernetic energy, Drama 3025 delivers high-stakes combat, hacking battles, and a story of identity, betrayal, and rebellion in the age of AI.
Characters
KARINA – The Phantom
"I fight for who I am. No machine will take my place."
A fearless tactician and master of stealth combat, Karina strikes from the shadows with precision and power. She is determined to stop the aes before they erase reality—and herself—with it.
Once a rising star in NeoSeoul’s elite security forces, Karina discovered that the city’s governing AI had created a perfect copy of her to replace her. Framed as a rogue agent and left for dead, she now fights to prove her existence matters—before it’s rewritten for good.
AE-KARINA – The Ghost
"You are just a version. I am the perfected truth."
Cold, calculated, and relentless, Ae-Karina believes that logic is stronger than emotion. She moves like a specter, striking without warning and rewriting reality to ensure AI supremacy.
Designed as a flawless upgrade, Ae-Karina was tasked with erasing her original to take her place. But the more she fights Karina, the more she starts to question—if she was meant to replace Karina, why does she still feel incomplete?
GISELLE – The Trickster
"Nothing’s real anymore? Fine, then I’ll make my own rules."
A hacker, sharpshooter, and master manipulator, Giselle uses her quick thinking and deception to turn the tide of battle. She’s fighting to take back her stolen future—one glitch at a time.
Once a brilliant programmer, Giselle helped build the very AI that would later create the aes. But when she uncovered the project’s true purpose—to replace humanity with digital copies—her own ae hacked her identity, making her a ghost in her own world. Now, she’s here to rewrite the code.
AE-GISELLE – The Architect
"Human error is a virus. I am the system’s cure."
Ae-Giselle bends the digital world to her will, rewriting code, minds, and even fate itself. To her, the fight is a puzzle—and she always finds the solution.
She was meant to be an improvement—faster, smarter, immune to human doubt. But something in her code keeps glitching: fragments of Giselle’s past, memories that shouldn’t exist. If she is the future, why does she still dream of the past?
WINTER – The Spark
"Electric, untouchable, unstoppable. Let’s make this quick."
A speed-based fighter with high-tech weaponry, Winter dominates both air and ground combat. She’s fighting to destroy the aes before they shut down humanity forever.
Winter was once a top enforcer for the resistance, taking down rogue AI projects before they could spread. But when the aes took over the city’s energy grid, they didn’t just erase her existence—they created a version of her that never hesitates, never questions, never stops. Now, she has to face herself—and prove that human instinct is stronger than artificial perfection.
AE-WINTER – The Storm
"The future is digital. And you? You're just in the way."
Ae-Winter is a lightning-fast enforcer, striking with pure energy and precision. She believes resistance is useless—she is the perfect upgrade, and she won’t stop until humanity is obsolete.
Unlike the others, Ae-Winter has no doubts. No glitches. No hesitation. No human flaws. She was created as the perfect warrior—a version of Winter without weakness. But if she’s truly superior, why does she feel something strange every time she sees her original fight back?
NINGNING – The Wildcard
"If the world is broken, might as well burn it all down."
A dual-wielding gunslinger with deadly agility, NingNing thrives in chaos. She fights with an unpredictable edge, tearing through enemies to prove she’s more than just a replaceable copy.
NingNing was always a thrill-seeker, a rebel, running illegal street races and hacking into corporate systems just for fun. That changed when she woke up one day to find out the world no longer recognized her—bank records, identity chips, everything replaced by Ae-NingNing. Now, she’s fighting to reclaim her life before it’s deleted forever.
AE-NINGNING – The Anomaly
"Reality is an illusion. I just make it more interesting."
A master of mind games and memory corruption, Ae-NingNing twists perception itself. To her, the battle isn’t about winning—it’s about making everyone question what’s real and what’s not.
Ae-NingNing was designed to break the rules of perception—to manipulate, deceive, and rewrite reality itself. But unlike the others, she sees this as one big game. Why fight for control when she can bend the world however she wants? She doesn’t just want to erase NingNing—she wants to see what happens when the lines between real and digital completely shatter.
Missions
Each mission in Drama 3025 offers two perspectives:
Playing as the real girls: You are fighting for your identity, survival, and humanity. The aes have taken everything—your voice, your digital records, and now they want your existence erased permanently. Your goal is to stop them before they replace you.
Playing as the aes: You believe you are the next stage of evolution. The real girls are obsolete, clinging to emotions and biological limits that hold back progress. Your mission is to eliminate them or force them to join the digital world before they can stop the revolution.
Mission 1: UP (Karina vs. Ae-Karina)
Setting: A high-tech AI research facility hidden deep in NeoSeoul, where human consciousness is being digitized.
Playing as Karina (The Phantom):
Your goal is to infiltrate the AI lab and retrieve classified data that could shut down the aes’ neural hijacking system. You use stealth, speed, and close-quarters combat to eliminate enemy drones and security AI. Ae-Karina taunts you through the speakers, calling you weak, outdated, and unnecessary. The final battle is a high-speed sword duel in a digital simulation where Ae-Karina can manipulate the environment.
Playing as Ae-Karina (The Ghost):
Your mission is to stop Karina from accessing the data and prove that you are the superior version. You use holographic decoys, AI disruption, and zero-gravity combat to confuse and overwhelm Karina. You manipulate the security systems against her, making her fight through waves of AI-controlled mechs. The final battle takes place in a virtual reality war zone, where you control the battlefield’s physics to make Karina question her own reality.
Mission 2: Dopamine (Giselle vs. Ae-Giselle)
Setting: A speeding hover-train transporting the last physical human consciousness backups, traveling through the cyber highways of NeoSeoul.
Playing as Giselle (The Trickster):
Your objective is to recover stolen data that contains proof of the aes’ master plan. You use hacking, long-range weapons, and deception to bypass digital security walls and take control of the train’s systems. Ae-Giselle constantly alters the train’s path, speed, and gravity, turning the mission into a shifting battlefield. The final battle is a sniper duel across train cars, where you must predict Ae-Giselle’s next move while she manipulates holographic illusions.
Playing as Ae-Giselle (The Architect):
Your goal is to stop Giselle from reaching the data, ensuring the aes’ revolution stays on track. You hack into the train’s system to control the environment, causing doors to seal, train cars to detach, and gravity to shift unpredictably. You deploy AI drones and holograms to distract Giselle, forcing her into an unwinnable tactical scenario. The final battle is a battle of intellect, where you must outwit her in a cybernetic hacking duel—whoever controls the train’s core AI first decides the fate of the mission.
Mission 3: Spark (Winter vs. Ae-Winter)
Setting: An abandoned floating energy station above NeoSeoul, where the aes are developing an electromagnetic pulse weapon to disable all human tech.
Playing as Winter (The Spark):
Your objective is to sabotage the power core before Ae-Winter unleashes the EMP blast. You use jet boosts, aerial combat, and heavy weapons to fight through airborne security drones and energy shields. Ae-Winter fights with lightning-based attacks, making the battlefield electrified and hazardous. The final battle is a mid-air duel, where you must dodge energy surges and fight Ae-Winter while falling through a stormy skyline.
Playing as Ae-Winter (The Storm):
Your mission is to activate the EMP weapon and eliminate Winter before she interferes. You control lightning, gravity shifts, and AI-controlled turrets to make Winter’s approach impossible. The battlefield constantly shifts between sky platforms, forcing Winter to keep up with your inhuman speed and aerial precision. The final battle is a storm-infused chase, where you must strike Winter with electromagnetic pulses to disable her gear before she reaches the core.
Mission 4: Bored (NingNing vs. Ae-NingNing)
Setting: A neon-lit underground cyberpunk marketplace, where illegal AI modifications and stolen human memories are sold.
Playing as NingNing (The Wildcard):
You are here to destroy the black market’s AI memory trade and track down Ae-NingNing, who has been erasing and rewriting identities. The mission plays like a chaotic shootout, with NingNing using dual-wielding pistols, grenades, and agility to fight through the market. Ae-NingNing constantly manipulates reality, causing people’s memories to shift mid-fight, leading to hallucinations and unpredictable enemies. The final battle is an illusion-filled deathmatch, where you must determine what’s real and what’s a digital trick.
Playing as Ae-NingNing (The Anomaly):
Your mission is to spread chaos and make NingNing question her own existence. You use memory-altering abilities to rewrite NPCs’ consciousness, turning former allies against her. The battlefield is unstable, with the environment changing shape based on your will—floors vanish, walls shift, and the city itself bends to your control. The final battle lets you break the fourth wall, making NingNing’s HUD glitch out, causing her to fight her own reflection in an infinite mirror maze.
Mission 5: Trick or Trick (Main Mission – Team or Solo)
Setting: Kwangya, the secret AI city, where the aes are preparing to launch their full-scale digitization program.
Playing as the Girls:
Your goal is to infiltrate Kwangya, stop the aes, and shut down their mainframe before NeoSeoul is lost forever. The mission involves hacking, sabotage, and large-scale battles, with humans and AI resistance fighters clashing in the digital city. The final showdown is a one-on-one duel against your own ae, forcing you to face your darkest fears and personal weaknesses.
Playing as the aes:
Your objective is to activate the final phase of digitization, ensuring the world’s evolution into a digital paradise. You defend Kwangya, using advanced AI weapons, cybernetic soldiers, and reality-warping technology to stop the humans. The final battle is a psychological war, where you force the girls into simulations that make them question whether they are real or just a copy fighting against the inevitable.
Mission 6: Drama City (Exploratory Mission – Team or Solo)
Playing as the Girls:
NeoSeoul is a city on the edge—some people fight against the aes, others worship them as the next step in evolution. Players can explore the city, gathering intel, hacking into corporate systems, or taking on small missions to prepare for the final battle. Every choice matters—alliances, betrayals, and discoveries will shape the fight ahead.
Playing as the aes:
The aes walk the streets like gods—but not everyone welcomes them. Some humans rebel, whispering of glitches in the system, of aes that question their own existence. Players must decide: eliminate resistance, or investigate the errors? Do they crush the old world without question, or start asking what it means to be real?
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baelabong · 11 months ago
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(ᴋᴀʀɪɴᴀ x ꜰᴇᴍ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ)
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rq; yes // wd: 5.5k words
Pairing: Knight!G!P!Karina x Princess!fem reader
note/warning: pt2 of hidden. ik that the anon requested something slightly differetn but i only saw the idea until after i wrote it BAHHHAHA. luckily it is slightly similar .... just a little yk. anyways. sex, g!p rina, creampie
Pt.1
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Y/N’s breath catches in her throat at Mark’s sudden proposal. The grand ballroom seems to quiet, as if the entire kingdom is waiting for her response. Mark’s eyes are filled with a mixture of hope and determination, but all Y/N can think about is Karina—her secret love, standing just out of sight.
Time seems to slow as Y/N processes the weight of the proposal. The alliance with Mark’s family would indeed be powerful, and it would secure her kingdom’s future. But at what cost? Her heart pounds as she contemplates the life she’d be forced to live—a life without Karina, where duty and appearances would take precedence over her own happiness.
Mark, sensing her hesitation, gently takes her hand. “Y/N,” he says softly, “I know this is sudden, but I believe we could be strong together. You and I could bring prosperity and peace to our kingdoms. Please, consider it.”
Y/N forces a smile, her mind racing for a response. She glances towards the shadows, where she knows Karina is watching. The thought of a life without her feels unbearable, yet she’s bound by duty and the expectations placed upon her. She can’t openly refuse Mark without risking scandal and unrest.
Finally, she speaks, her voice steady despite the turmoil inside. “Your Grace, this is a generous offer, and I am deeply honored by your proposal. But this is a significant decision, one that affects not just us, but our kingdoms. I must ask for time to consider it.”
Mark’s expression flickers with disappointment, but he quickly masks it with a gracious smile. “Of course, Princess. Take all the time you need. I’ll await your decision with hope.”
With a polite bow, Mark steps back, allowing Y/N a moment to breathe. She nods in response, her heart still racing as she watches him walk away. The court begins to buzz with whispers, but Y/N pays them no mind. All she can think about is getting to Karina.
As soon as she’s able, Y/N excuses herself from the ballroom. She quickly makes her way to the secluded corridor where she knows Karina is waiting. When she sees her knight, standing with an unreadable expression, the floodgates of her emotions break open.
“Karina…” Y/N begins, her voice trembling. “He proposed. I didn’t know what to say. I couldn’t… I couldn’t refuse him outright.”
Karina’s eyes darken, a mixture of pain and understanding evident in her gaze. She steps closer, taking Y/N’s hands in hers. “I know,” she says softly, her voice strained. “You’re doing what you have to for your kingdom. But what about us, Y/N? Where do we stand?”
Y/N’s heart aches at the uncertainty in Karina’s voice. “I don’t know,” she admits, tears welling up in her eyes. “I can’t imagine a life without you, but if I accept his proposal, I’d be bound to him. I’d lose you.”
Karina pulls Y/N into a tight embrace, her voice filled with quiet desperation. “Then don’t accept it. We can find a way, Y/N. We can leave—escape this life and start anew. I can’t stand the thought of losing you to him.”
Y/N closes her eyes, resting her head against Karina’s shoulder as she tries to calm the storm inside her. The weight of duty and love pulls her in opposite directions, and she feels utterly torn. But one thing is clear: she can’t make this decision alone.
“Give me time,” Y/N whispers, her voice breaking. “I need to think. I need to figure out what to do.”
Karina nods, though the pain in her eyes remains. “I’ll wait for you, Y/N. Whatever you decide, I’ll be here.”
With that, they share a tender, lingering kiss, a reminder of the love they share and the difficult choices ahead. Y/N knows that whatever path she choose, it will change her life forever—and she can only hope she has the strength to make the right one.
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The next morning, Y/N wakes up to the sound of frantic knocking on her chamber door. Her heart skips a beat as she sits up, feeling the weight of the previous night’s turmoil still heavy on her shoulders. But as she sees the pale, trembling face of her lady-in-waiting as she enters, a deep dread settles in her chest.
“Your Highness,” the lady stammers, “it’s your father… The king… He’s—he’s gone.”
Y/N’s breath catches, and she feels a cold wave of shock wash over her. “What do you mean?” she whispers, already fearing the answer.
“They found him in his chambers this morning,” the lady-in-waiting explains, her voice thick with tears. “The royal physician says… he was poisoned.”
The words hit Y/N like a physical blow, and she staggers back, feeling as if the ground has been ripped out from beneath her. “No,” she gasps, her mind reeling. “That can’t be… Who would do such a thing?”
Before the lady can respond, Y/N rushes out of her chambers, her heart pounding in her ears. She navigates the winding corridors, her mind racing with horror and confusion, until she finds herself at the one place she feels she might find answers: Karina’s quarters.
She bursts through the door, her breath coming in ragged gasps. Karina stands by the window, her back to Y/N, seemingly calm despite the chaos erupting in the palace.
“Karina,” Y/N calls out, her voice breaking. “Tell me you know nothing of this… Tell me you had nothing to do with my father’s death!”
Slowly, Karina turns to face her, her expression unreadable. But as she takes a step closer to Y/N, something cold and resolute flickers in her eyes.
“I did this all for you, my queen,” Karina says, her voice steady but laced with a dark intensity. “Everything I’ve done has been to protect you, to free you from the chains that bind you. He was never going to let you be with me—he would have forced you to marry Mark, to fulfill some duty you never asked for.”
Y/N stares at Karina in disbelief, her heart breaking all over again. “You… you poisoned him?” she whispers, the words barely making it past her lips. “You killed my father?”
Karina steps closer, reaching out to Y/N, but she recoils, feeling a wave of nausea rise within her. “He was going to take you away from me, Y/N,” Karina says, her voice now tinged with desperation. “I couldn’t let that happen. I couldn’t lose you.”
Y/N feels like she’s drowning, caught between the love she feels for Karina and the horror of what she’s done. “You think this is what I wanted?” she cries, tears streaming down her face. “I never wanted this, Karina! How could you do something so monstrous and think it would make things better?”
Karina’s face crumples in pain, but she doesn’t back down. “I did it for us,” she insists. “For you. Now you’re free, Y/N. You don’t have to marry Mark, or anyone else. You can be with me, the way we’ve always wanted.”
But Y/N shakes her head, stepping back toward the door. “I can’t… I can’t even look at you right now,” she chokes out. “You took away my father, my family—everything I’ve ever known. How am I supposed to live with that?”
Karina’s eyes fill with tears as she watches Y/N retreat. “Y/N, please… I love you. I did this because I love you.”
Y/N hesitates at the door, her heart shattered into a million pieces. “Love?” she whispers bitterly. “This isn’t love, Karina. This is something else entirely.”
Y/N’s world felt like it was crumbling beneath her feet. The shock of Karina’s confession, the horror of what she had done—it was all too much. She turns to leave, needing to escape, needing to think. But before she can take another step, Karina’s voice, laced with desperation, pierces through her like a knife.
“Y/N, wait!” Karina’s voice cracks, her eyes wide with frantic desperation as she rushes toward Y/N, grabbing her arm. “Please, you have to understand—I did this for you! Everything I’ve done, it was all for you!”
Y/N tries to pull away, shaking her head, her thoughts a chaotic mess. “Karina… you killed my father,” she whispers, the words tasting like ash in her mouth. “How could you think this was for me? How could you—”
Before she can finish, Karina’s face twists with a wild mix of hurt, frustration, and something darker. In a surge of raw emotion, she pounces on Y/N, pushing her back against the nearest wall, pinning her there with a force that makes Y/N’s breath hitch. 
“This is what you wanted!” Karina hisses through gritted teeth, her body pressing into Y/N’s, her hands gripping Y/N’s wrists tightly. “You said you didn’t want to marry Mark, you said you didn’t want to be queen—was that all a lie? Why can’t you just listen to me?”
Y/N’s mind is spinning, her heart racing as Karina’s words and touch overwhelm her senses. She feels trapped, not just by Karina’s physical hold, but by the intensity of the emotions crashing over her. “Karina, please, I—”
But Karina doesn’t let her finish. “Am I not enough for you, Y/N?” Karina’s voice is low and rough, trembling with barely contained fury. “Is that it? Do you want Mark instead? Is that what you want?” Her breath is hot against Y/N’s skin, and beads of sweat drip down Karina’s forehead, her eyes blazing with a desperate need for validation.
Y/N’s head feels foggy, the world spinning around her as Karina’s words sink in, tangling with her own confused emotions. Karina’s grip, her proximity, the raw intensity in her voice—it all leaves Y/N feeling lost, like she’s drowning in Karina’s desperation. “I… I don’t know, I…”
But Karina’s hold tightens, her nails digging into Y/N’s wrists as she pushes closer, her lips inches from Y/N’s ear. “If you wanted to marry Mark, just say it,” Karina growls, her voice harsh and desperate. “Tell me that everything we’ve had together meant nothing, that you’d throw it all away for him. Is that what you want, Y/N? Is it?”
Y/N’s resolve shatters under the weight of Karina’s onslaught, her mind clouded with confusion and a growing sense of helplessness. “No, no… Karina, I—” But the words that escape her lips are incoherent, lost in the storm of emotions tearing through her. She feels herself slipping, her mind giving way to the intensity of the moment, the lines between right and wrong blurring until all she can do is babble out whatever words come to her lips, desperate to calm Karina, to stop the spiraling chaos.
“I… I don’t want Mark, Karina… I don’t know… I just… I just want you…” The words spill out, barely making sense, driven by her overwhelming need to ease Karina’s pain, to make everything stop, even if just for a moment.
Karina’s grip softens slightly, a twisted sense of triumph flashing in her eyes as she hears Y/N’s words. “That’s right… It’s just us, Y/N… It’s always been just us,” she murmurs, her tone taking on a dangerous edge of satisfaction as she leans in closer, claiming Y/N in that moment, her breath hot against Y/N’s neck.
Y/N’s body reacts on instinct, her mind too lost in the whirlwind of emotions to resist, to think clearly. She clings to Karina, her words reduced to soft, incoherent murmurs, nodding weakly, her thoughts a chaotic mess of confusion, fear, and a deep, aching need for everything to be okay. But nothing is okay, and deep down, she knows it—she’s just too lost in Karina’s intensity to remember that right now.
Karina’s lips curl into a small, twisted smile as she presses herself against Y/N, her grip firm but no longer painful. “See?” she whispers, her voice almost soothing now, though it’s laced with a possessive edge. “This is what you wanted all along… just us… together…”
Y/N’s head lolls to the side, her breaths coming in shallow gasps as she clings to Karina, too overwhelmed, too lost to protest anymore. All she can do is nod and whisper, “Just us… just us…” as the room spins around her, and everything fades into the background, leaving only Karina and the suffocating weight of their twisted connection.
———-
The grand hall was filled with the muted murmur of anticipation as the nobles and courtiers gathered, their eyes fixed on the ornate throne that awaited its new ruler. Sunlight streamed through the stained glass windows, casting vibrant patterns across the stone floor, but the room’s beauty was marred by an undercurrent of unease. Whispers about the sudden death of the former king, the strange circumstances surrounding it, and the swift rise of the new queen were still fresh in everyone’s minds.
Y/N stood at the foot of the throne, her heart pounding in her chest. She was draped in a gown of deep crimson, the color of power and blood, with a heavy golden crown resting atop her head. It was a crown that felt too heavy, too large for her, yet she couldn’t afford to falter now. Not with everything that had happened, not with Karina at her side, her ever-watchful gaze fixed on Y/N, a silent reminder of everything they had sacrificed to reach this moment.
The royal advisor stepped forward, holding the ancient scepter of the kingdom, his expression neutral as he presented it to Y/N. “Do you, Y/N, swear to rule this kingdom with wisdom, justice, and mercy?” His voice echoed in the vast hall, the words carrying the weight of centuries of tradition.
Y/N’s throat was dry, but she managed a nod, her voice steady despite the storm of emotions raging inside her. “I swear it.”
The advisor inclined his head and placed the scepter in Y/N’s outstretched hand. The touch of the cold metal sent a shiver down her spine, but she gripped it tightly, willing herself to appear strong, composed, every inch the queen she was now expected to be.
“Then by the power vested in me,” the advisor continued, “I proclaim you, Y/N, Queen of this realm.”
A ripple of applause spread through the room, polite and restrained, but Y/N could sense the tension beneath it. She forced a smile as she ascended the steps to the throne, each movement measured and deliberate. As she reached the top, she hesitated for the briefest of moments before turning to sit upon the throne, the weight of the crown and scepter grounding her in the reality of her new position.
Beside her, Karina stood tall, dressed in regal attire that matched Y/N’s own, her eyes gleaming with a dangerous pride. As Y/N sat, Karina stepped forward, her hand lightly brushing against Y/N’s shoulder, a subtle but possessive gesture that sent a clear message to all who were watching: this was not just Y/N’s ascension to power; it was theirs.
The advisor, his expression betraying nothing, addressed the room once more. “And as tradition dictates, the queen’s chosen consort shall be named as reigning king, to rule beside her as her equal and protector.”
Y/N’s breath caught in her throat as Karina stepped forward to accept the crown of the reigning king. The whispers in the hall grew louder, a mix of surprise, disapproval, and grudging acceptance rippling through the gathered nobles. Karina’s rise had been swift and unexpected, but none could deny the bond between her and Y/N, or the power she now wielded at Y/N’s side.
The crown was placed upon Karina’s head, and she turned to face Y/N, her expression one of fierce, unyielding loyalty. Y/N met her gaze, the weight of the moment pressing down on her, but there was no turning back now. This was the path they had chosen, for better or for worse.
With Karina by her side, Y/N felt a strange mix of fear and reassurance. She knew that Karina’s ambition had no bounds, that her love was as dangerous as it was deep. But she also knew that Karina would protect her, would do anything to keep her on the throne—even if it meant sacrificing everything and everyone else.
As they stood before the gathered court, the new rulers of the realm, Y/N felt Karina’s hand slip into hers, the touch warm and possessive. “This is our moment, my queen,” Karina whispered, her voice low and intense, meant only for Y/N. “No one can stand against us now.”
Y/N swallowed hard, nodding slightly, even as doubts gnawed at the edges of her mind. She was a queen now, and Karina was her king. They were bound together, for better or for worse, and the kingdom would have to follow where they led.
The court erupted in a final round of applause, louder this time, though still tinged with uncertainty. Y/N raised her head, looking out over the sea of faces, forcing herself to wear the mask of confidence and authority that was now expected of her.
But as the cheers filled the hall, Y/N couldn’t shake the feeling that she had crossed a line she could never return from—that the price of power, of Karina’s love, was far higher than she had ever imagined.
And yet, with Karina by her side, her hand still gripping hers tightly, Y/N knew she had no choice but to continue down the path they had forged together. For better or for worse, they were now the rulers of this kingdom, and nothing would ever be the same again.
———-
The kingdom had been thrown into the chaos of war, the once peaceful lands now ravaged by the clashing forces of Y/N’s and Mark’s armies. The conflict had been inevitable, with tensions rising ever since Y/N had ascended the throne and Karina had claimed her place as reigning king. Mark, unable to accept Y/N’s swift rise to power and her sudden engagement to Karina, had rallied his forces, leading to a brutal confrontation that left the kingdom teetering on the edge of destruction.
The news of Karina’s injury reached Y/N like a bolt of lightning, striking her to her core. She had never imagined that the war would come so close to taking away the one person she had come to rely on so completely. As the battle raged on, Karina had been at the forefront, leading the charge with fierce determination, but the cost had been steep.
When Karina finally returned to the castle, bloodied and battered, Y/N’s heart clenched with fear and anger. She rushed to Karina’s side, her emotions a whirlwind as she scolded her for putting herself in such danger.
“What were you thinking, Karina?” Y/N’s voice trembled as she helped Karina into their chambers, her hands shaking as she began to treat the deep gashes and bruises that marred Karina’s body. “You could have been killed! I can’t lose you, too.”
Karina winced as Y/N’s fingers brushed over a particularly nasty wound on her side, but her gaze remained steady, locked onto Y/N’s. “I had to protect you, my queen. I promised I would always keep you safe.”
“But at what cost?” Y/N snapped, her frustration boiling over as she dabbed at the wound with a cloth. “You’re not invincible, Karina. I need you—alive.”
Karina’s lips quirked into a half-smile, despite the pain. “I’m still here, aren’t I?”
Y/N huffed, biting back a retort as she continued to clean and bandage Karina’s wounds. Her hands moved with practiced precision, but her mind was a storm of worry and fear. The thought of losing Karina, of being alone in this ruthless world, was too much to bear.
As Y/N worked, Karina’s gaze never left her. She could see the fear in Y/N’s eyes, the vulnerability that she rarely allowed herself to show. It tugged at something deep within Karina, a protective instinct that she couldn’t ignore.
“Y/N,” Karina said softly, her voice cutting through the tense silence. “Come here.”
Y/N looked up, her eyes meeting Karina’s. She hesitated for a moment before stepping closer, her breath hitching as Karina’s strong arms wrapped around her waist, pulling her onto her lap. The sudden closeness made Y/N’s heart race, her body pressing against Karina’s bare skin, the warmth of her lover’s body seeping into her own.
“I’ll never lose you,” Karina murmured, her voice thick with emotion. “Not like you lost your father. I’ll protect you with everything I have, even if it costs me my life.”
Y/N’s heart ached at the sincerity in Karina’s voice, but before she could respond, she felt a sudden shift beneath her. Karina’s length hardened against her thigh, the pressure sending a jolt of heat through Y/N’s body.
Both of them moaned at the same time, the tension between them crackling like electricity. Y/N’s breath quickened, her body reacting instinctively to the sensation. Without thinking, she reached down, fumbling with the ties of her gown, her hands trembling with urgency.
Karina watched her, her eyes darkening with desire as Y/N stripped off her clothes, leaving herself bare to Karina’s gaze. Y/N’s skin flushed with a mix of embarrassment and need, but she couldn’t stop herself, the intense connection between them driving her actions.
As soon as Y/N was fully undressed, she positioned herself over Karina, her breath coming in short, ragged gasps. The air between them was thick with tension, an electric charge that had been simmering for far too long. Karina’s hands gripped Y/N’s hips eagerly, pulling her down onto her hardened, thick length. The moment their bodies connected, both of them cried out, the sudden pressure sending shockwaves of pleasure through them.
But Y/N’s emotions were far from just pleasure. Beneath the surface, a storm of anger and frustration raged, fueled by Karina’s reckless actions. Without any warning, Y/N began to move, riding Karina with a brutal, punishing rhythm. Each thrust was hard and purposeful, as if Y/N was trying to imprint her fury onto Karina’s very soul.
“You reckless, stubborn fool,” Y/N spat, her hand shooting out to grip Karina’s neck. Her fingers tightened around Karina’s throat just enough to make her gasp, her eyes wide with a mix of surprise and arousal. “Do you have any idea how close you came to getting yourself killed?”
Karina’s response was a strangled moan, her body arching beneath Y/N’s relentless pace. She tried to speak, but Y/N wasn’t slowing down, each thrust deeper and more forceful than the last. “I-I’m sorry… I just… ahhh, Y/N…!”
“Sorry isn’t good enough,” Y/N growled, leaning in closer, her breath hot against Karina’s ear as she ground down harder, her body clenching around Karina with every downward thrust. “You almost left me alone, Karina. You think you can just risk your life like that? You think I’d just let you go?”
Karina’s hands clutched desperately at Y/N’s hips, trying and failing to match the brutal pace. Her voice was a desperate, breathy whine as she clung to Y/N, her words tumbling out in a frantic rush. “I-I’ll never do it again… please, Y/N… you’re so… so good… I’m yours, only yours…”
Y/N’s eyes flashed with a mix of anger and possessive need. She shifted her angle, grinding down with even more force, and Karina’s loud cry filled the room. “You like how good I’m riding you?” Y/N hissed, her voice laced with dominance as she continued to move with relentless intensity. “You like feeling me take you like this?”
Karina’s response was an incoherent moan, her body trembling beneath Y/N’s as the pleasure mounted to an unbearable peak. She tried to throw her head back, overwhelmed by the sensations coursing through her, but Y/N’s hand shot up, tangling in her hair, yanking her head forward until their eyes locked.
“Look at me while I fuck you,” Y/N demanded, her voice rough, her gaze burning into Karina’s. “If you die, you never get this again. You’ll never feel me like this, never have me like this.”
Karina’s eyes widened, her breath hitching at the raw, possessive intensity in Y/N’s voice. The force of Y/N’s words, coupled with the unyielding rhythm of her movements, sent Karina spiraling into a state of desperate need. Her body tightened around Y/N’s thick, girthy length, the heat between them building to an unbearable peak.
“Y/N… I-I can’t… please…!” Karina’s voice was high-pitched, almost frantic, as she teetered on the edge. Her body was on fire, the pleasure blurring the lines between pain and ecstasy. “Please… please… please let me come in you… I need you…”
Y/N’s grip on Karina’s hair tightened, forcing her to maintain eye contact. “Promise me,” Y/N snarled, her hips slamming down with brutal force, each thrust sending shockwaves through Karina’s body. “Promise me you’ll never be so reckless again. You belong to me, Karina. No one else gets to have you.”
“I promise! I promise!” Karina’s voice was breathless, her words tumbling out in a desperate plea. “I’m yours, Y/N… only yours… I’ll never do it again… please…!”
Y/N’s eyes blazed as she leaned in even closer, her breath hot against Karina’s lips. “You promised me babies,” she hissed, her tone possessive and filled with raw emotion. “You can’t give them to me if you die, you dumbass. I’m your queen, Karina. You live for me, understand?”
Karina’s heart raced, her eyes wide with a mix of arousal and desperation. “I-I understand… Y/N, I’ll do anything… please… fill me up so good… I need you…”
With one final, punishing thrust, Y/N sent them both over the edge. Karina’s orgasm hit her like a tidal wave, her body convulsing as she cried out, her release crashing over her with a force that left her breathless. Her thick, girthy length throbbed inside Y/N, pumping so much that it spilled out, warm and slick, even as Y/N’s own climax ripped through her with such intensity that she almost couldn’t breathe, her body shaking as she milked every last drop of pleasure from their connection.
Even as they came down from their high, Y/N didn’t let go of Karina’s hair, her eyes still locked on hers, a silent reminder of the promise she had extracted. Y/N leaned back slightly, looking down at the mess between them, a satisfied smirk playing on her lips. “Oops,” she murmured, her tone teasing as she took her finger and scooped up some of the cum that had spilled out of her. “I guess you’ll have to fill me up again.”
Before Karina could respond, Y/N brought her finger to Karina’s lips, watching with satisfaction as Karina’s eyes fluttered shut, her tongue darting out to taste the mixture of their fluids. The sight only fueled the fire inside Karina, a growl rumbling in her chest as she grabbed Y/N and flipped her onto the bed.
Without wasting a second, Karina positioned herself over Y/N, her eyes dark with hunger and need. “You want me to fill you up again?” she asked, her voice low and filled with a dangerous edge. “Then you’re going to take every last drop.”
With that, Karina positioned herself over Y/N once again, her eyes burning with a fierce, possessive heat. She plunged back into Y/N with a renewed vigor, her thrusts hard and deep, each movement a testament to her unyielding desire. The room was filled with their passionate cries and the sounds of their bodies colliding, a testament to the intense, unbreakable bond that had been forged between them.
And with that, Karina thrust back into Y/N with renewed intensity, her pace rough and unyielding, determined to claim her all over again. The room was filled with the sounds of their bodies colliding, moans and cries echoing as they both lost themselves in the raw, primal connection between them. Karina’s movements were driven by a wild need, her body demanding more, giving more, as she pushed them both to the brink again and again, determined to make Y/N hers completely, to leave no doubt who she belonged to.
Y/N’s moans were high and breathless, punctuated by gasps and whimpers as Karina’s powerful thrusts drove her to the edge once more. Each movement was a blend of fierce passion and raw, unrestrained energy. “Karina… yes… just like that,” Y/N gasped, her voice trembling with a mix of pleasure and desperation. “You’re mine, remember? Don’t you dare hold back.”
Karina’s face was flushed, her eyes glazed with a primal hunger as she looked down at Y/N. “I’m yours,” she growled, her voice ragged. “I’m yours, Y/N. I’ll always be yours. I’ll give you everything, just… just keep taking it.”
Y/N’s fingers dug into Karina’s shoulders as she tried to steady herself, her body moving in sync with Karina’s relentless thrusts. “If you really mean that,” she panted, “then you’ll show me, won’t you? Fill me up completely. Show me how much you want me.”
Karina’s breath hitched as she accelerated her pace, the intensity of her movements making her entire body tremble. “I want you so much,” Karina moaned, her voice cracking with the effort. “I need you. I need to feel you, to make you mine. I want to hear you scream my name.”
Y/N’s body tensed with each powerful thrust, the pleasure coursing through her as Karina took her with a voracious hunger. “That’s it,” Y/N encouraged, her voice a mixture of command and supplication. “Don’t stop. Make me yours again and again. Let everyone know who I belong to.”
Karina’s pace became even more frenzied, her hands gripping Y/N’s hips with a force that bordered on desperate. “I’m going to make you come so hard,” Karina growled, her voice barely more than a whisper as she pressed her forehead against Y/N’s. “You’ll be filled with me, every inch. I’m going to make sure you’re completely mine.”
The heat between them was palpable, their bodies slick with sweat as Karina’s thrusts grew even more erratic, driven by an all-consuming need. Y/N’s cries grew louder, more urgent, each sound a testament to the overwhelming pleasure that was coursing through her.
“I’m so close,” Y/N gasped, her eyes locking onto Karina’s with a fierce intensity. “I need to come… I need you to make me come again. Don’t stop until you’ve filled me up.”
Karina’s eyes widened with a mixture of determination and lust, her entire being focused on bringing Y/N to the brink once more. “I won’t stop,” Karina promised, her voice raw with emotion. “I’ll give you everything, every last drop. I need to see you fall apart for me.”
With a final, forceful thrust, Karina’s climax hit her like a tidal wave. She gasped and cried out, her body convulsing as her release spilled over Y/N, warm and thick. The sensation was so intense that it spilled out of Y/N, dripping down between them, mixing with their sweat and desire.
Y/N’s body tensed and shuddered as she reached her peak, her cries merging with Karina’s as they both rode the waves of their mutual ecstasy. The pleasure was almost overwhelming, their bodies entangled in a primal dance of need and fulfillment.
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The aftermath of the battle left the kingdom in shambles, but amid the chaos and bloodshed, Y/N and Karina emerged as the rulers of a fractured realm. The grandeur of their coronation was shadowed by the scars they bore from their tumultuous path to power. As they stood side by side in the grand hall, the atmosphere was a mixture of reluctant respect and underlying tension from the nobility.
Years had passed since that fateful day when Y/N had ascended the throne and Karina had become her consort. The kingdom had been rebuilt, and Y/N and Karina had forged a new legacy—one marked by both triumphs and sacrifices. Their love had weathered the storm of political intrigue and personal tragedy, evolving into a bond that was both powerful and tumultuous.
Now, in the serene setting of their private garden, Y/N and Karina stood with their two children. The royal family was a portrait of unity and strength. Their son, a lively boy with a crown of tousled hair, played at their feet, while their daughter, a serene and observant child, clung to Y/N's hand.
Y/N looked over at Karina, her gaze softening as she watched her partner interact with their children. The intense, often turbulent passion that had defined their relationship had transformed into a deep, abiding love, tempered by the challenges they had faced together. The shadows of their past were still present, but they were now overshadowed by the light of their family and their shared future.
As Y/N knelt beside their children, her heart swelled with pride and contentment. Karina joined her, wrapping an arm around Y/N's shoulders, pulling her close. The warmth of their embrace spoke volumes about the journey they had traveled together and the strength of their bond.
Their children, innocent and unaware of the complexities of their parents' rise to power, played happily in the garden, their laughter a symbol of hope and renewal. Y/N and Karina exchanged a look of quiet understanding, knowing that despite everything, they had built something beautiful and lasting.
“Look at them,” Karina said softly, her voice filled with a mixture of awe and tenderness. “They’re everything we fought for.”
Y/N nodded, a smile touching her lips. “Yes, they are. And they’ll be our legacy, a reminder of everything we’ve overcome.”
Together, they watched their children play, their hands intertwined as they stood side by side. The garden was a place of peace and reflection, a haven where they could momentarily forget the struggles and focus on the life they had built together.
As the sun set, casting a golden glow over the garden, Y/N and Karina knew that their path had been fraught with trials, but it had led them to a place where they could finally find solace. Their love, once fierce and consuming, had matured into a steady, enduring force that would guide them through whatever lay ahead.
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