#jsut share my things !!

[verved]

i need a new Situation to put the blorbos in like when i'm feeling creatively dry i just take verve and xenaut and throw them in a new au but i feel like i've done that so many times already idk what else to do w those fuckers

[todayisafridaynight]

i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive

ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is

[waldenstationed]

i know i know i keep yapping about my new bf but literally i cried this morning because he made an effort to make me laugh after i told him that i had a bunch of night terrors last night by crawling over my legs, out of bed and falling on the floor, and then proceeded to tell me that he was going to have a glass of milk but then didn't because "i figured you wanted to use the last of the milk for your latte this morning, so it's in the fridge waiting for you-"

and idk, i haven't felt that SEEN by a partner in forever, what the actual fuck

[3416]

mitch marner and auston matthews were actually meant to play hockey together, it's crazy

[marsbotz]

Saw your tag saying FSM haters come fight you. Here I am! Frankly I'm not so much of a hater as I am just of the opinion "wow this guy sure Started All This Shit" but I'm absolutely willing to hear your view of the matter if you're willing to share! Love some Friendly Fandom Discourse (it's healthy tbh) come at me bro 👊 👊 👊

HI LOL.... my personal opinion is that the FSM gets a lot of hate for similar reasons to wu (which i also think are unjustified but that's a different post). like you said he gets a lot of the blame put on him for starting everything that's to come in the show, but i don't really feel like he intended to do any harm.

the FSM was born into a war. when he was still a very young child, he was forced to choose one side of himself, of his family, and destroy the other. and so he ran away. but this world he runs to is chaotic and dangerous. and so again, he is forced to fight for the right to live in peace along with the inhabitants of this world.

but even in this new world, he wasn't safe: the oni followed him, determined to bring him back to fight for them. and after them, the overlord. his whole life, especially when he was younger, he had been fighting, or running from forces that aimed to destroy him.

i believe the FSM was incredibly paranoid throughout his life, worrying that at any moment everything would be ripped away from him. this can be seen in how secretive he was, how much of his history is hidden away. the mech used to win the war against the overlord was sealed away where it could never be found. he granted elemental powers to select people to help keep him safe. even in his death, he hid away, in a place that even wu could not find.

this paranoia carries on through his sons. he taught them both to fight, to protect themselves, when they were also very young. one of the earliest moments we see of them is them fighting with swords! and though he loves them, they are not immune to his secrecy, or his fears. when they steal the scrolls and enter the serpentine territory, he never fully trusts them again. when garmadon gets bitten and starts to turn to evil, he's desperate to cure him. and i don't fully believe that the FSM intended to make garmadon feel broken or "wrong"... just that his fear has so consumed him at this point that he can't see the damage he's doing to his children.

it's also worth noting that despite garmadon's corruption, the FSM never truly hated him. he was left to protect the golden weapons alongside wu, he recieved the same protective enchanted gi, and was left the same clues to find him after his death. it's just that garmadon was unable to see this through the corruption (which is another post).

perhaps all he did was to protect his sons. that seems to be how wu sees it, at least. because wu repeats this same behaviour with the ninja, even if unintentionally. he brings these kids into a war because that happened to him, and his father before him. maybe he doesn't even realise it's wrong. he hides things from them not only because because he's ashamed of his past (again, another post lol), but because his father always hid things from him. it protects wu, but it also protects the ninja.

i don't believe the FSM was a flawless person. hes one of many grey characters in ninjago, and to boil down everything he did to "good" or "bad" is a disservice. maybe you see him as someone who only ever ran from problems instead of truly solving them, maybe you see him as a cruel and neglectful father. and maybe those are both true. but he's also someone who always tried to fight for peace, for himself and everyone in ninjago, and someone who truly loved his sons, despite the damage he did to them both.

so that's who i think the FSM was. an immortal, all powerful godlike being, yes, but also a scared child who just wanted to live peacefully, and would do anything to prevent another war. and maybe he is, in some way, indirectly responsible for every bad thing in the show, but i think this is more of an after-effect of the countless wars and conflict. he did the best he could, and considering all he went through, i think he did alright.

[asexualjedi]

Thinking about how even if things like turn around amazingly. Best case my mom only has 2-5 years left. And like. Getting big mad thinking about how little most of her siblings has visited. Like. Especially her sister. Which she’s the aunt who broke into my home who I’ve mentioned before so this shitty behavior isn’t. Like. Super surprising. But. Shit sucks man. I hope I’m never like that to my siblings or friends.

[enden-k]

im sorry to hear people are stomping all over your boundaries, big props to you for sticking up for yourself and putting your foot down. I hope you're doing ok (/gen)

on another, hopefully happier note, i noticed your info post mentions that you self ship! I'd love to hear about your favourite self ships if you're comfortable talking about them some time?

i actually never did or had interest in this but then haitham waltzed in so hes the first and only one (this whole thing flusters me so its smth i indulge in for myself in private by reading or daydreaming or sometimes i babble and ramble about him very in depth)

(most hkvthm things i draw is just me going 'wish that was me' and drawing it LMFAO)

ohh also same w kaveh but in a slightly different way than haitham (theyre both the only ones) i want them to hold hands. i want them to hold my hands. there

[bunnyboy-juice]

this is such a silly ick ik but i find the text formatting of highlighting certain words in pink/red in horny posts so tacky 😭

[minglana]

americans when not about them

[alterumsinealterononest]

As I keep using Tumblr as my diary, y'all should know that I just figured out that part of the reason why I'm incapable of loving and accept love is because of my best friend of 8 years.

[the-acid-pear]

I do tend to find beauty in everything but sometimes things just aren't beautiful. They aren't horrible either, they simply are. To try to find beauty in everything is to hold it up to a standard that they shouldn't be required to meet. It's ok to find beauty in the world but sometimes all you gotta find is peace. We are not in heaven to require a constant state of euphoria.

[deerdeardarling]

i need a person that wont like. fully beat read my stuff. like not someone who will look at my work and be like; “yeah the composition needs work, and your spelling, and your-” and all that. i just need someone who can read my work and tell me if its good or not. like someone read it and say “yeah this is good keep going”, or “yeah this is good but take these parts out” or, “drop this and focus on another project”. like i dont need a proof reader, i need an audience reader.

[piplupod]

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[dancinghannigram]

me, looking at pictures of men who i find attractive: me: theyre pretty .... me, gets sad :(( why , idk...... me, having a revelation: holy shit

turns out i am actually not attracted to men, i was just trans all along

[enden-k]

once in 3 months i make the mistake checking the like rb ratio and considering deleting my blog and just move to twt but this will pass right hahah just like my need to pull kirara hmmmmm

[spatialapprentice]

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