#jules vaughn x male reader

[teaaagan]

Bed

Jules: When you said you’re magic in bed this isn’t exactly what I was expect- 

Y/N holding up a card: Is this your card?

Jules softly: Holy shit

[bumblesimagines]

“ i feel safe with you. i always have. “

- Jules Vaugh

“ i feel safe with you. i always have. “

pronouns for y/n: they/them, gender neutral

Tap, tap, tap.

You brushed it off as your mind making sounds up or the large plant outside hitting your window. Besides, most of your friends were either still at the fair or had gone home for one reason or another. You had the shit luck of having to drive your high as shit and emotional sister home. However, Maddy had surprisingly slinked off to her room without much protest.

Tap, tap, tap.

You buried your face into your pillow and groaned. Surely, it couldn't have been Kat. No, even with her newfound confidence and style, she still hadn't gotten the courage to just up and try to sneak into your room. You considered Cassie as an option, seeing as the girl had apparently fought with her boyfriend. But even then, she typically always texted before arriving. You grew still and hoped whoever it was, either caught the hint or moved onto your sister's window.

Tap, tap, tap.

Fuck.

You lifted your head and turned to look at the window, finding a dark figure standing outside. They looked slender and skinny. Perhaps it was BB, but then you remembered how loud she'd get when ignored. You sighed heavily and rolled out of bed, sluggishly approaching the window and opening it.

…Jules Vaughn?

You blinked. You'd only spoken to the girl a handful of times and those conversations were typically about homework or class. Her phone number wasn't even saved on your phone. How the hell had she found your address or even known which window was yours?

"Hi." She spoke quietly, voice cracking. Upon further look, you noticed her glittery makeup had swept down her cheeks with tears and the grim look on her face spoke volumes. You briefly wondered if she'd been looking for Rue's house or even had gotten lost, but if she had, she would've knocked on the door or called her brunette friend.

"Uhm, come in, I guess." You stepped aside and reached out, grasping her forearm and helping her inside. You flicked on the lamp on the nightstand and faced her, curiously looking her over. She appeared otherwise fine. She still had on her pink outfit from the fair and had yet to take the pink highlights out of her hair.

"I know this is weird, but I just- I don't know. I feel safe with you. I always have and I've had... the worst night of my life." Jules explained softly, pushing some hair away from her face. You could relate in a sense. Maddy had made a whole spectacle of herself and the Jacobs family infront of a crowd of classmates and neighbors.

"Okay." You nodded and shut the window, motioning toward your bed. "We can talk about it, if you want. You can stay the night or I can call Rue and drop you off at her place."

"Thank you."

[jazzsonly]

ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴏꜰꜰ

pairing(s): maddy perez x fem!reader (no pronouns used.)

warning(s): angst? arguing? none technically. old fic meaning old ass writing.

summary: you can't understand why Maddy won't save your failing relationship

part two. (coming soon!)

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you were laid against fezco's couch while you, him, and rue shared a blunt. tv on, with a random movie blaring from it. you don't know, you weren't really paying attention. maddy was clouding your mind as she usually did.

you had your sixth argument alone this week. you were tired—you couldn't understand. everything was fine. you were fine—more than fine, you were happy. so was maddy or at least you thought because all she seemed to do was start an argument lately. the weirdest part: she'd get even more mad when you tried to deescalate the situation and understand her.

"i think jules is cheating on me." rue announced, blowing smoke from her nose.

"oh word?" fezco let out while I was hummed in response.

was that it? was maddy cheating on you? no. you held her too high to think of her doing that.

"she’a been hanging with elliot a lottt." rue dragged her words.

"maybe you should ask her..." you trail off.

“you know, communicate.”

"yea’ that's word. communication is key." you both turn to fezco.

"when have you been in a relationship?" rue asked the question you were both thinking.

"don’t worry about me—I know a little some." you snort, you loved fez. you knew if you needed anything he had you.

"yo, there's this weird ass old guy out back." everyone looked at ashtray who held a shotgun in his hands.

"fuck, man."

fez stood and turned to both of you, "y'all should head out."

you didn't ask any questions, standing up you made your way to the door. rue behind you as well, grumbling about how she was comfortable.

"you need a ride?" you asked the Bennett.

"nah I got a bike."

✬

maddy's house was on the way to yours so you figured why not stop by. you weren't in the mood to argue so you thought maybe you could get her relaxed and watch a movie.

you knocked on the door a totaled or three times before her mom open it,

"y/n?" she seemed oddly surprised to see you.

"hey mrs.perez, is maddy here?"

"yeah, she's in her room." she pointed to the familiar stairs, stepping aside to let you.

you followed the route upstairs, knocking on the bedroom door twice before peaking your head in. maddy on her bed, phone to her ear. her eyes met you face and she rolled her eyes before telling whoever (assumed Cassie) on the phone she'd call them later.

"hey—I was on my way home and wanted to stop by, hope you don't min—

"come here." you followed, closing the door behind you. surprisingly, she pulled you into a hug, after placing a kiss on the corner of your mouth.

"listen, I don't wanna argu—

"were you smoking?" she questioned, sniffing your shirt that had a light scent of weed.

"yeah, just a little." you mutter already having an idea where this was going.

"you've been doing it a lot—and you've been hanging with rue."

"i’m not on that shit, maddy. just some weed and light drinking. just to relax." you huff at her accusation.

"drinking too? what? you gonna end of like my dad AND rue?" here you go.

"maddy—"

"you’re so fucking selfish." here come the insults.

“i do it because of you!" you blurt of out, voice rising.

"me? no you do because you're fucking self and only think about yourself. god—i should've known when i found you were friends with rue and fez."

you perk up, pointing your finger. “they're good people. don’t you fucking look down on them."

you weren't normally defensive but you weren't gonna let her shit talk your people.

"look, maddy, i didn't come here for this shit. so call me when you get your head on right, bro." you stood, trying to exit of the door you came in but maddy’s hand caught your wrist.

"stay."

"i just—

"we can watch a movie." she gave you doe eyes and you contemplated for a second.

if you stay you know you'd probably argue again but there's also a chance you can be civil. but that was a 75 to 35 ratio

"please, baby."

you sigh, sitting back down.

━━━ 👩🏽‍💻

[hyubg]

Prounouns:He/Him

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You were lying on jules bed as you had your face on her stomach and both of her legs at your side as you two watch a movie in her Laptop she had her arms crossed around your neck as her hands stay on your chest for the first time in your life you felt loved in your house your dad abuse of you hitting you, insulting you, calling you things for your girlfriend jules but with jules you felt safe and loved.

You look Up and see her looking at the movie and then her eyes look down at you and she smile with that smile you fell in love with you put your hand on her cheek and bring your face to kiss her Lips sweetly —"I love you" —You say as you look at her eyes as she kiss your front face —"I love you too"— She say as you Close the laptop and push yourself Up and kiss her Lips again feeling an unexpected hornies all over your body she wraps her arms around your Big, formed back as she kiss your lips with the same eagerness you put your hands on her hips as you put yourself on top on her as you start kissing her chin as you take Deep breaths cause of your eagerness.

—"take off your shirt baby"— Jules say as she moans a little you groan as you hear her moans were like music for your ears she help you take off your shirt as she put her hand on your abs the one she loves and the warm of her hands hitting your cold abs as you keep kissing her neck now and trying to make a quickie in her neck as you take off her crop top and bra as you feel her hands making her way down to your now hard cock as she start jerking it from behind the pants you kiss your way down to her tits and kiss her nipples and lick the left one as you suck the right one.

She moans as you suck her nipple and put her free hand on your hair as she moans and move her hand Up and down you look Up at her —"you don't think i prefer maddy before you right?" —You ask as you kiss her Lips and she nods knowing you won't cheat on her you continue your job kissing and licking her nipples both of you didn't hear the front door of her House open as you two were so busy moaning and you licking her nipples as you look up at her and smile at her you put your hands on her ass as you lift her hips a little as you kiss her neck.

The next thing you know is jules tapping your shoulder as you look Up at her you see her looking at her door with a shocked face you look at the same direction seeing her father looking at both of you in that intimade position shocked you put the blanket over jules as you get up —"ahmm i'm sorry we didn't hear the door" —You say as you laugh nerveous as jules hand you your shirt the next thing you know is you're running downstairs as her father is trowing you things as you laugh —"i'm sorry!" —You say as you grab your bike and start peddeling out of the House.

[infernalodie]

Euphoria Masterlist PT.2

$ = Smut * = Fluff ! = Angst

Maddy Perez

(*) IT’S YOU - Maddy Perez x Male!reader

(!) END SCENE - Maddy Perez x Perez!Male!reader

(!) The Stone - Maddy Perez x Gn!reader

(!) DYWTYLM - Maddy Perez x Black!Male!reader

Rue Bennett

(!) Hot Soup - Rue Bennett x Bennett!Male!reader

(!) SORRY NOT SORRY - Rue Bennett X Bennett!Male!reader

(!) people don’t change - Rue Bennett x Black!Male!reader

Elliot

(! $ *) Dark Circles - Elliot x Male!reader Part One - Part Two

Cassie Howard

(! $) REVENGE - Cassie Howard x Male!reader

Jules Vaughn

(!) LIE - Jules Vaughn x Black!Male!reader

Lexi Howard

(! *) young gun - Lexi Howard x Black!Male!reader

MORE COMING SOON!

[callmekenya]

🖇️ Masterlist 2🎧 {Click the links about the gifs to watch the shows}

The Vampire Diaries

Katherine Pierce/Petrova

Katherine Pierce/Petrova

Elena Gilbert

Elena Gilbert

House of the Dragon

Rhaenyra Targaryen

Liv & Maddie

Criminal Minds

Euphoria

Maddy Perez

Jules Vaughn

Maddy Perez

Victorious

Legacies

Twilight 1, (2), (3), (4), (5),

Edward and Bella: Pt.1, Pt.2

Empire

[rosemarycovet]

characters I write for

twilight

Edward Cullen

Alice Cullen

emmet Cullen

Jasper Hale

Rosalie Hale

Bella Swan

SCREAM

(Mostly billy and Stu)

Billy Loomis

Stu Macher

Randy Meeks

Sidney Prescott

Tatum Riley

Dewey Riley

Mickey Altieri

Roman Bridger

Jill Robert

Ethan landry

Tara carpenter

Sam Carpenter

Chad meeks

Amber Freeman

gilmore girls

(chilton) Rory Gilmore

Dean Forester

Jess Mariano

Tristin Dugray

Dave Rygalski

Lane Kim

Finn Wolfhard characters

Mike wheeler

Boris pavlikovsky

Miles Fairchild

Richie Toizer

Harry potter/wizarding world

Theodore Nott

Mattheo Riddle

Tom Riddle

Draco Malfoy

Cedric Diggory

Harry potter

Ron Weasley

American Horror Story

Tate Langdon

Violet Harmon

kit walker

Zoe Benson

Kyle Spencer

Madison Montgomery

Jimmy darling

James march

Euphoria

rue bennett

Jules vaughn

maddy perez

cassie howard

lexi howard

kat hernandez

Fezco

Elliot

Nate Jacobs

chris mckay

Scott pilgrim VS. The world

Scott pilgrim

Ramona Flower

wallace wells (x male reader)

Envy Adams

Knives Chau

Kim Pine

Random

Rodrick Heffely-Diary of a wimpy kid

Patrick bateman-American Pyscho

Jesse Pinkman-Breaking bad

Peeta Mellark-hunger games

Finnick Odair-hunger games

Nanno-Girl from no where

Danny Jenner-Jeepers Creepers

Kat Stratford-10tihay

Patrick Verona-10tihay

Cameron James-10tihay

Dave Lizewski-Kick ass

Charlie-the perks of being a wallflower

jennifer check- jennifer’s body

Tim LaFlour-senseless

Robin Buckley-stranger things

glen glantz-nightmare on elm street

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[justacuteduck]

I don't care about the others.

Requested by anon

Here's the request

Jules Vaughn x male reader

Wearings: mention of transphobia.

Type: fluff

Characters: Jules Vaughn x male reader

Fandom: euphoria

Summary: Jules thinks she doesn't deserve you because she's a trans girl, but you don't care.

You were laying on your bed, next to you your girlfriend, Jules.

It was a rainy day, so you two decided to spend it in her room, you were watching a shitty reality show on her laptop, but she wasn't paying attention to it, she was looking at your face.

<<Why?>> She asked at you.

<<What do you mean?>> You asked, turning you head to look at her.

<<Why are you with me y/n?>> Jules asked, taking you hand.

<<Because I love you Jules>> You smiled, squeezing her hand.

<<But my question is why, why do you love me, there are so many "real girls" in school, girls you wouldn't be embarrassed to hang out with>> She said, now looking everywhere but you.

<<What are you even talking about Jules? You are a real girl, you're the best girl in our shitty school, and I am not embarrassed of you, I bring you at every party, I bring you every time I hang out with my friends, if I was embarrassed I wouldn't do that>> You smiled, getting closer.

<<Listen Jules, I know what the jocks said about you, I heard it, but you really care? Because I don't, I love you, and none will ever change my mind>> You said, kissing her forhead.

She smiled kissing you on the lips, cupping your cheek with her hand, as you put a hand on her waist.

<<Thank you y/n, sometimes I don't fell... right you know? But with you is perfect, I always felt right, I always feel like the other girls, and you're right, I don't care, fuck Nate and the other jocks.>> She smiled.

<<Yeah, you're right >> You smiled, she kissed you for head.

You hugged her, holding her close to you chest as she smiled, squeezing you with her harms, you stayed in that position for some minutes, that felt like years.

<<y/n?>> She asked.

<<Yeah?>>

<<I love you >>

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The next day, at school, you were searching something in your locker and a girl approached you, her name was Emma, she was one of the cheerleaders, you knew she had a crush on you since third grade, but you never liked her back.

<<Hey y/n!>> She greeted you.

<<Hey Emma>> You said, annoyed.

<<I was wondering if you wanted to come to my house on Saturday, you know, we could watch a movie or do... whatever you want, my parents aren't at home>> she winked at you, you sighed.

<<No Emma, I am sorry, I'll be with my girlfriend>> You remarked the word "girlfriend".

<<You girlfriend? You mean that guy who wants to be a girl? You can leave him at home>> She laughed.

<<HER, and shut the fuck up already, she's not a guy>> You said, getting angry.

Jules saw you talking to that girl, and she saw how angry you looked, so she came to save you, wrapping an harm around your waist.

<<Hey y/n and?>> She said looking at the jealous girl.

<<Emma.>> The girl said.

<<I was saying to Emma that we are going to my house on Saturday, since none's home>> You smirked.

<<Oh yeah sure.>> Jules smiled.

<<You know what, fuck you y/n! You could have me, why do you want her!?>> She shouted.

<<Because I don't want to be with a pathetic girl like you, sorry but I have taste>> You laughed.

Emma ran away crying.

<<Was I too rude?>> You asked, while you and Jules walked to class.

<<No, I love you for what you said>>

[6rookie-writer0110]

Could I request a male reader x Jules vaughn.

maybe reader and cassie is datingand Jules and reader hooked up at a party.

“Can we talk y/n?”

“forget about me jules”

“what if I dont want too”

then they hook up again.

“breakup with her and be with me, maybe I could get rue to join”

“okay”

bonus threesome

That didn't take long for R to say no.

[skatetome]

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Temperatures of Love (Tom!Peter Parker x Reader)

One Kiss, Hundreds of Lights (Andrew!Peter Parker x Reader)

The Beach (Peter Parker x Reader)

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Rue Bennett

Cassie Howard

Jules Vaughn

Maddy Perez

Kat Hernandez

Lexi Howard

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Smut

Anything weird (beastiality, incest, obviously step-bro/step-sis stuff, etc)

Abusive character/victim reader or vice versa

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Fluff

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[bumblesimagines]

“ why can’t you look me in the eye? ”  

“ you slept with them, didn’t you? ”  

Jules

“ why can’t you look me in the eye? ”  

“ you slept with them, didn’t you? ”  

You knew Jules well. Well enough to know something had been up from the moment she stepped into your house. Her fidgety body, the way she looked at everything but you.

"What'd you do yesterday?" You asked as you plopped down on the chair. Jules took a seat on your bed and shrugged her shoulders.

"Went to Elliots'." She answered. "With Rue, obviously."

"Yeah?" You leaned back in your chair and hummed. You'd been at the Bennetts' yesterday to tutor Gia and it'd proven useless with Rue piping in every five seconds from her spot on the couch.

"Why can’t you look me in the eye?" You asked, resting your head ontop your fist. Jules tensed, her body going still for a moment before she lifted her head to look at you.

"I was with Rue yesterday, Jules. I forgot to tell you I was gonna start tutoring her sister."

"(Y/N)-" Jules rose from the bed faster than light but she didn't walk toward you.

"You slept with him, didn’t you?" A question that didn't need a vocal answer. Her watery eyes had told you enough.

"It was a mistake-"

"Don't, Jules." You waved her off with a sigh. "Go home."

"But-"

"Go home. I don't want to hear whatever bullshit you've come up with to make yourself feel better."

[hyubg]

(She's just beautiful!)

Prounouns: He/Him

Jules vaughn x Male reader!

You were lying on your room hearing your fathers Scream at eachother and insult as you scroll on your phone trying to ignore them and the sad feeling starting to get on your gut then you start hearing heavy foot steps going to your room you door get open and you see your father angry starting at you.

You were begin dragged to the living room and then trow at the floor you look Up at you mother Who had an unexpresed face then your father grab your face hard and punch you in the face making you spit some Blood on the floor <<"This is the son i have!?">> —He yelled as he Kick you in the gut making you groan <<"a fucking loser who is in love with a guy!? This is your son bitch!">> —He yelled at your mother Who was sitting there saying nothing as he keep hitting you <<"She's not a Guy!">> —You yelled protecting your girlfriend and that make your father laugh as he hit your face as you feel your nose breaking <<"He's a goddamn boy!">> —He say as he grab you by the neck chocking you slowly as he hit your face <<"She's.....not">> —You say as your face continue getting punch like a boxing bag.

You slowly start getting Up from the door your face bleeding you grab the table behind you as you stare at your mother Who was sitting in the couch looking to her phone <<"Why you didn't say anything">> —You ask her with your voice breaking as tears start falling out of your red cheeks the only thing you recived was silence <<"Can you answer me?" Cause i'm your son">> —You say hoping your mother say something but she stays silence and you nod as you start getting out of your House almost falling.

The Sun start to fall out as you slowly walk somewhere you sit on the hard floor as the dry Blood Paint your face and you knew It you see the river Next to jules House and walk to It to clean your face.

You knock on jules House and waited as Mr. Vaughn open the door with a smile that Fade seeing the state you were <<"What happend to you?">> —He ask as you shook your head as he guide you inside <<"Some jock beat me Up">> —You lie don't telling him that 'jock' was your father you look around <<"is jules home?">> —Mr. Vaughn nod as he says she's upststairs you nod and say a low 'thanks' and start walking Up hearing the soft music inside her room you knock on the door and open It seeing jules and rue with their tongues in eachother mouth as they were naked you stay there shocked as rue slap lighly on jules arm as she kiss her stomach as she goes down.

Jules turn around and see you her eyes wide open and mouth starting to open a little <<"This isn't like it's looks like">> she says as she notice your beat Up face you laugh a little how stupid of you thinking if you defend your girlfriend in front of your father he stops doing It <<"He was right">> —You let out softly as you look her death in the eyes <<"Why you do it? I wasn't enough?">> —You ask as you start getting out of the room not wanting to hear her reasons you get out of the House as you walk across some streets your legs feels heavy and the Next thing you knew It was that your face was on the hard floor and you feel tears start going down your face.

[infernalodie]

𝐋𝐈𝐄 || 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐕𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐧

“𝘐 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘔𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘸𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯“

Inspo: Ruel - Lie Giveon - Lie Again

Pairing: Jules Vaughn x Black!Male!reader

Summary: A lie would be enough to ease the pain...

Warnings: Angst and more angst

Words: 3364

It was a breath held under the surface of the water. You could keep it for only so long before your chest heaved for oxygen. And eventually, you would have to come back up, gasping to feel the weight in your chest lessen. Judging by the look in her eyes, you could see she was fighting to stay underneath with you, wanting to savour the peace and warmth still able to be offered to her. Hoping to find the focus to hold on a little longer. She wasn’t dying, but its slow absorption of willpower was killing her. And you didn’t want to take any more days from her when she deserved so much more.

“I-I don’t want to keep you from being happy, Jules,” you whispered, fingers fiddling together. The itchiness on the inside of your nose made you aware of the tears blossoming along the brim of your eyes. “And I know I’m not who you want anymore.” Forcing a smile, you looked up at the girl. Tears slipped down your cheeks that were reddened. “But I-I understand. I won’t keep you away from living your life. I’m just happy I got to know you and be called ‘yours’.”

Jules didn’t know if it was the softness of your work cracking or her own heart hating to believe that she’d fallen out of love, but she couldn’t hold back the tears. Her lips begin to tremble, walking toward you and her hands cupping your cheeks.

She wanted to hold you forever and make you forget that this was happening, but she knew that you were smart enough to know that if she said anything else to keep you here, it would be a lie. She would be saving herself from the guilt of a lie that the two of you have been too scared to acknowledge for the past two months. Now, it was meeting the head and there was nothing else that could be done besides admitting there wasn’t much left here to salvage. And Jules hated admitting it, but she was the cause of this.

Every day you tried to make it better than the last.  Maybe it was only now you were realizing it was just wasted energy. She’d made you put up with her distance for the last two months and made you think this was your fault. 

But you thought that was the case. How couldn’t you when you had planned your life around things the two of you talked about? Making promises that were too good to be true. Moving to a small town to pursue something that could become forever. Or to just seek a better education before looking at NYU and seeing if it was in the cards for the two of you. The speed of plans you had come up with might’ve become too overwhelming for her and it might’ve made her interest in keeping something like that deteriorate into flakes of ash.

So, you had to allow her to go on and you had to accept that living this lie wasn’t going to save you from the loneliness you thought could be cleansed.

Your cold skin in contrast to her warm touch makes you shiver under her hold. Stepping closer, wanting to hold onto this feeling for as long as you could. But you knew the sooner you left, the easier it would be to move on.

So, with a shaky breath, you grabbed her hands and pulled them from your face. “I let you go, honey.” Swallowing the lump in your throat, you felt your bottom lip quiver, sniffling. “Goodbye, Jules.” You spoke with just above a whisper and were gone before Jules had a chance to apologize for the pain she placed on you.

The mornings were as normal as they could get for you. Sun peaking through the cracks of blinds, warming your ebony skin that had a cool layer that developed overnight. The bland smell of your own body odour and the chill of loneliness.

You fucking hated it.

Nothing eventful came from your mornings. Living in an apartment alone with enough open space to house a roommate kinda left more to be desired than you had once believed. But by the time you moved to East Highland, the place was already locked in and you had to live out your lease until you could look for a smaller place in the same complex. Maybe a few floors above and along the edge of the building. Preferably with a balcony so you could stare out at the stars and sleep outside. That would be nice.

You grabbed a yogurt cup from your empty fridge and sat on your bed. Humming at the taste of vanilla replenishes your energy. You got dressed and grab your phone, bookbag, lanyard, and water bottle. Locking the door of your apartment before making your way downstairs. Taking the tedious and mundane stairwell instead of the elevator that seemed to be on the brink of breaking at any moment.

It’d been nearly a year since you moved to East Highland. Moving wasn’t too difficult with the lack of belongings pledged your name of investment. Bringing only a suitcase, a dresser, a bed, one of each utensil, and plastic plates. It was enough for you

“What’s up, buddy?” Rue greeted, squinting under the glow of the sun. “I thought you slept in. I was tempted to break in and steal your fridge.”

“Why just my fridge?” You laughed, turning your head toward the other girl, smiling softly. “Also, hi Gia.”

The neglected girl smiled, giving you a friendly wave as you fiddled with the many keys on your lanyard. “Rough morning?” She asked, tilting her head as she leaned against the side of your Toyota Corolla.

“Uh, I-I guess you could say that.” You shrugged half-heartedly, forcing a smile. “But it’s a bit better with your hoe of a sister now here and you to keep her in line.”

Gia smiled, but Rue flipped your off. “Listen here you a little bottom bitch-!” Rue laughed, pointing at you.

Moving here and making friends wasn’t as difficult as you thought it would’ve been. And honestly, you jumped between groups in your class each day. Sometimes you hung out with the science geeks who made you explore your way of thinking. Then you hung out with Rue which always ended with fucking around during lunch. Lexi, Kat, Cassie, and Maddy were another group that welcomed you.

But it felt odd to have friends when you still felt so alone. Maybe it was because you knew the moment you dropped Rue and Gia off, you wouldn’t be spending any more time with anyone. You would end up sitting in your room on your phone, watching sitcoms, giggling to yourself, playing with your guitar, and smoking weed from your fire escape. And you wished you could say that you got used to the silence but there was a level of inconsistency of enjoyment with being alone.

So, you lied your way through the days and nights. Hoping that if you ignored the truth of reality things might get better. But you knew better. Holding onto something as such was fruitless in the grand scheme of things.

Driving to school, you sat silently as the two sisters blasted music out of the speakers. The sheer volume of the base made your brain rattle. But their presence was enough to bring you hope that the day might go well.

Arriving at school, you locked your car before falling the pair. Bidding Gia farewell as she jogged over to her friends, leaving you and Rue to walk in the direction of the sophomore end of the school.

“What’d I miss the past two days?” You asked, shoving your keys in your pocket, and turning your head toward your friend.

“Oh, I thought you weren’t interested after abandoning me,” Rue teased, flicking your chin. “But it’s the same as last year. We got a test in 2 weeks for Algebra, so I hope you are still smart as you were before the summer.”

She poked your forehead, making you groan, slapping her hand away. “Work offered extra hours and I need the money,” you defended. “I’m sure Principle Hayes will understand if he calls me down.”

The two of you arrived at your guys’ lockers, putting away your belongings and grabbing your needed books. “Well, I met someone at that party I think McKay hosted.”

“Finally gonna get your pussy wet?” You quipped, earning a flick of your ear.

“Nah, man. I wanna get to know her better, you know?” She said. “Her whole aesthetic is right up my alley.”

You hummed. “Well, it sounds like you’re already head over heels for her-”

“Oh, she’s right there.” Rue waved her hand enthusiastically. “Jules!”

You choked on your spit, eyes snapping in the direction that you saw the familiar flow of blonde hair just down the hall. The same ol’ abstract makeup and bright-coloured clothes that made her stand out. She looked older now. Maybe a bit more mature. You couldn’t be quite sure, but she was still beautiful.

But that’s when the questions started appearing in your head like the sight of flashing headlights. Why is she here? When did she get here? Did she even know this was the place you were wanting to move to with her? Or did she come here on purpose?

No. No, no, no, that is just the innocence of your heart still linked to the memory of her. It’s hard to imagine it otherwise, but you knew this wasn’t purposeful. And judging by the shocked look on her face, you were right in your assessment.

Hard to believe that you cried over this girl. You missed her day in and day out since you gave her a chance to grow into who she wanted. But if you’d known she would’ve ended up coming back into your life, you might’ve been selfish and kept her close. Allow yourself to live in a false reality, which in return would be torture for Jules.

It was just too much for you to even have on your mind. Leaving you to back away, brows pinching together as you turned heel and ran in the direction of the front doors. Not daring to meet your ex’s gaze once more.

And it led you driving all the way home with tenseness in your limbs. The faint twitch of anxiety, causes you to groan in aggravation. You were sat in what was supposed to be your living room. Only a piano, coffee table, and a bean bag resemble a relaxing area. A joint rested between your lips as you sat on the soft foam with your eyes closed. Chest rising and falling with an occasional stutter of an exhale, trying to suppress.

You didn’t want to cry over her. Jules didn’t deserve that. Although you love her, she didn’t deserve anything besides growth and your soft, yet, bittersweet exit in her life. If you were in a different universe, perhaps you might be open to the idea of her reentering your life. Maybe even giving the relationship one last try.

But after months of heartbreak and self-acceptance of the truth, you couldn’t do it again. It wasn’t fair to yourself and it wasn’t fair to her when you knew that you still felt things for her. All that would come from the two of you being close is you reliving those feelings and putting Jules in a situation that wouldn’t be beneficial for either of you. So, you needed to find something or do something that could definitively cancel it out completely.

Yet, the sound of your doorbell made you snap up in alarm. Dropping your joint on your sweatpants, causing it to splash ash across your joggers. “Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck!” You picked it up, taking one last puff before running to your bedroom. The doorbell rang again. “Yea’, give me a moment!” You tossed the joint out the window, exhaling the cloud before slamming the window shut and jogging to the front door.

Undoing the handle lock, you pulled the door open as far as the latch allowed it. Peeking out carefully to see Jules. You wanted to slam the door and stop there any chance of the two of you interacting. But she saw you before you could decide, smiling faintly.

“Hey.” Her greeting was soft and almost incomplete by the hesitation in her wavering tone.

Nibbling on your bottom lip, you sniffled. “Rue told you where I live, huh?” You knew the answer to the question. Rue was willing to do anything for her friends, so you weren’t surprised she would help Jules. Especially since it wasn’t hard to tell by the way she talked about Jules that she liked her.

Jules chuckled quietly, nodding. You hummed, exhaling softly. “Why’re you here, Jules?” You questioned, straight to the point. “I don’t think it’s a good idea.”

“Can I come in?” Jules asked, staring up at you with those enchanting eyes that won you over all those years ago. It was hard to deny her request, with your feelings and all. So, you wordlessly closed the door and undid the latch before opening the door, welcoming her inside.

When she stepped through, she was quick to take in everything. From the lack of furniture to the seemingly sudden chill that filled the apartment, she stepped in. It was hard for her to realize that this was what would’ve been her place as well if she hadn’t been caught up in conflicting thoughts a year ago. But that was all over now. It hurt, but Jules knew she wasn’t allowed to talk or think about the “what if’s”. She did enough thinking when the two of you made promises about your shared futures.

And she knew she was going to have to live with that for the rest of her life.

“Now, answer my questions.” Jules turned around, finding you walking around the island and opening your fridge.

“I just want to tell you that me moving to East Highland wasn’t intentional, alright?” Jules defended. “If I’d known, I would go far away so I wouldn’t hurt you.”

It hurt, honestly. But you kept a neutral expression as you pulled out a beer, using the ring around your middle finger to pry the cap open. Sniffling, you looked up at Jules, a simple and easy look of offer that she accepted with a smile. Taking the beer and taking a sip as you grabbed one of your own.

Leaning against the counter, you quietly sipped your drink. The silence slowly built with the acknowledgement that this reunion was awkward. It was expected. But it didn’t make it any easier for the two of you to try and move around it.

“It isn’t much, but it was all I could fit into the cheapest U-Haul. And it’s not like I have a lot to my name,” you said, chuckling to yourself. The entire idea of moving out of the city was your parents and the school you and Jules had been going to was shit. But it had been your parents that made you decide that you needed to get the fuck out of there before you experienced anything more that could traumatize you. And Jules knew this and was in full support and ready to embark on this unknown path with her father’s backing. He had even been willing to get a place in the same area to be there if anything happened. “But I’ll probably aim to go somewhere else when this year is up. Save up as much as I can before I head out.”

“Where do you plan on going?” Jules questioned, hoisting herself onto the island opposite to you. You shrugged, looking down at your feet. The action was interrupted by Jules placing her foot at the center of your chest. It wasn’t purposeful, but your gaze instinctively ran up the smooth texture of her leg. All the way up to the bottom hem of her skirt gave you a faint peek of what more could be under your warm gaze. And then you finally met her gaze, which was delicate. “Answer me, Y/n.”

Those same old desires slowly rose to the surface, battling with how you wished to be now. You could kick her out. You could save yourself from making a mistake in this situation. You could just ignore it and try to move around the clear intentions of her actions.

“Why’re you ignoring me?” Her question took a few moments to register, but when they did you blinked rapidly and cleared your throat. Moving away just enough to make her foot drop.

“I don’t where I plan on going next,” you said, hoping that your explanation would make her forget the hold she had on you. “It all depends on the costs. I got enough money to support the trips, but it’s securing a place and 3 months' worth of rent. I guess it just depends on where life thinks I should go.”

Jules nodded, humming softly. “Is it also because of me? Is this a sudden decision now knowing I’m here?” She asked, placing her bottle down. Hopping down from the island as she continued. “Or is it because you still feel something toward me?”

“Jules, we can’t do this,” you whispered, swallowing the lump in your throat. She placed her hands on your stomach, running over the ruts of your abs, humming in approval. She always loved your body. Your height, your structure, your ebony skin, your calloused hands, it was all something she missed near her. “Jules, we can’t-”

“Tell me a lie, Y/n,” she muttered, almost making you have to question her to repeat it. “Tell me that we’ll somehow work past our problems and that we’re supposed to be together.”

You couldn’t help the stinging of your nose appears. It felt like you were transported back to that day a year ago. Forced to relive the foul memory burnt into your brain leading to you to wonder what could’ve been done differently. How things might’ve turned out now and/or if you two would’ve lasted long enough after the move to East Highland.

So many futures are left unwritten because of someone’s heart committed to seeing them out. And you’d never blame it on her. The cards were dealt and she held them close, but there would have to be a time she played them. It just turns out that the order she played them left you discouraged to continue.

You weren’t vital to her anymore. Well, not like you used to be. Things were different now and as much as you’d like just cradle her and whisper sweet nothings in her ear, it wouldn’t be right. You’d be lying to her and yourself. And ever since she left you, you’ve left no opening for anyone to get close like she once did. She was your last and only true picture of love and you didn’t want to take that picture out of the frame. So, you’d store it away in the back of your mind to never be touched but to be remembered as to why you would allow your heart to sit idle. Waiting to find the person that made it skip a beat.

But that fulfillment felt farther and farther each day. It’s once prestigious idolization you made in your head, now a mere hollow husk of disappointment.

Much like she had done that day, your hands cradled her face gently. Your eyes take in each defining feature and cherish it. Willing to die gratefully with the knowledge that she was the last person and only person to ever be yours.

So, you smiled. One of sorrow and regret. “Lying to you would be the last thing you deserve, Jules,” you whispered, making the girl whimper, eyes clamping shut. You felt your lips wobble, pulling the girl into your chest where you pressed a kiss to her head. “We were doomed from the start, honey.”

[infernalodie]

𝐈𝐟 𝐈 𝐊𝐧𝐞𝐰 || 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐕𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐧

“𝘖𝘩, 𝘰𝘩, 𝘰𝘩, 𝘐, 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘛𝘰 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘐𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦'𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘐𝘧 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦“

Inspo: Bruno Mars - If I Knew

Pairing: Jules Vaughn x Hispanic!Male!reader

Summary: You might’ve never done the things you did if you knew it would’ve been you and Jules endgame...

Warnings: Angst

Words: 1626

When Jules first came to Highland, she never expected her first night to meet you and your friends. Parading up and down the block that she lived on singing incorrect lyrics. You, seemed to be the leader of the group, holding a case of beers that you clearly shouldn’t have had at your age. But still, you and your little band of misfits marched up and down her street. It would be a lie if Jules said she didn’t watch from her window in amusement. Well, at least until the flashing lights of a cop cruiser got your guys’ attention, causing the five of you to run from the police.

From that day on, Jules had some sort of inkling as to what to expect from her move and a new place to call her home. And when she officially met you, it was the same night she first met Nate Jacobs.

“You’re new, right?” A voice inquired from behind Jules, who was pouring herself a drink. When she swivelled around in surprise. She found the warm gaze of you, standing only a few inches taller than her, but your stature did nothing to intimidate her. If anything, it made her feel safe and the faintest tickling of butterflies in her stomach. But that might just be the goofy smile that danced on your lips.

“Jules Vaughn, a pleasure to meet you.“ She extended her hand towards you, to which you took it and shook it. Your hands were calloused, especially the tips of your fingers. Jules wondered if you did construction or something that would make your hands so rough to the touch. But you were attractive and also didn’t think that you would waste your time with a job that you couldn’t use your looks to capitalize on. “You may not know, but my first night moving here, you were parading up and down my street. Pretty loud.”

Although her words could be deciphered as frustration, you quickly picked up on the teasing tone her words were masked in. Making you laugh softly and lean against the kitchen counter with a sigh. Nodding your head with a smirk etched on your lips. A look Jules knew would make her frustrated with given time.  “Gotta live life to the fullest, but I’m sorry chica if I disturbed your sleep.” Smiling down at the girl, you playfully nudged your shoulder against hers. “Y/n Y/L/N,” you greeted before squinting at the girl, pointing a questioning finger toward her. “You want something to drink? I can make a mean drink.”

The offer made Jules smile, nodding as she handed you her red solo cup. “You from the city, hermosa?” You inquired after mixing all the liquids into her drink and handing her the cup.

Before she answered, she took a daring sip. You watched in amusement, eyes flickering down to her lips that she smacked together to overexaggerate her critique of your critically acclaimed drink. And before you knew it, she downed it and sighed, holding the cup out with a smile. “Make me a few more of those and I’ll tell you everything, Guapo.” The use of Spanish made you grin widely as you did a mock bow, making Jules giggle in amusement.

“Whatever you say, Jules.”

Jules had learned the two of you grew up in the same city but on two completely different sides. Both of you lived on two different planets in two different galaxies and two different universes. From everything you had told her, there would’ve never been a chance she would’ve never run into you. Getting locked up into juvenile detention for fighting in school at a young age and trespassing on too many properties to count- Your words, not hers.

Essentially, you were the bad boy of Highland that somehow had fallen into her path. Offering nothing but a kind and comforting smile that made her heart melt. Your personality bright and your smile brighter. The aroma of cigarettes and cheap beer that was your signature fragrance brought calm to her mind every time you were around. If she caught the faintest scent of you, she felt your presence near. And it comforted her in some way.

Things were natural and chaotic for Jules in her first few months of moving to Highland. She’d gotten caught up with Nate Jacobs and his dad. Then you were always there, willing to be the shoulder she could lean on and be a helpful source to take her mind off her problems. Willing to drive her out to the dinner in town to eat or go rollerskating. In an act of kindness, you had introduced her to Rue and your friends who coincidentally were a band, of which you were part of. Taking her out on those parades on a random street before being chased by the police. Although she hated you always putting yourself in danger to do stupid shit, you always reassured her nonchalantly. Giving her that famous smirk of hers as you would casually reassure her that you would never get in trouble over that shit.

But things were good.

But you, you were hopelessly in love with this girl that couldn’t see the signs. Either too caught up in her own thoughts or focused on Rue, who was just as thrilled to have her attention. It wasn’t like you blamed Rue for stealing your bird, but you also knew you weren’t Jules’ keeper. So sadly, you eventually fell to the wayside. Having to sit on the sidelines and watch a love blossom before your eyes.

So, as any confused and frustrated guy would do, you hooked up with girls. Some of whom you knew didn’t deserve your time and attention, but you gave them anyway. Seeking to relieve your mind from the constant hold Jules had on it. Which only prompted Jules to appear far more, badgering you over your stupid decisions. You appreciated that she still cared, but it didn’t fulfill the love you held for her.

It’d always been like this for you at least. Once a kid who grew up in a big city with nothing but time and zero fear. Willing to put your time into people that you knew wouldn’t last. Have sex as much as you wanted with whoever wanted the same. And maybe it fucked you up now because this feeling was so new to you, but you knew what it was and knew what you wanted. Yet, it felt impossible to have the one person you actually pictured spending most of your life with.

“Do you like Lexi?” The question had been enough to throw you off, nearly tripping over your feet as you came out of the bathroom. Staring at Jules, who was sitting on your bed with her phone in hand. She wasn’t even giving you the mercy of holding your gaze and not making you twitch at the rather stupid question.

“I don’t know,” you shrugged, walking over and sitting beside the blonde. Rubbing your thumb into your palm to relieve how hard you had been clenching your fists in the bathroom. Trying to find some form of confidence to ask Jules about what had been going on with Rue. This had been the first time in two weeks since she decided to visit you as she had been spending most of her time with the other girl. Leaving you on read and ignoring your phone calls. The once-tamed resentment you felt towards Rue had grown and had been gnawing at your heart. “Do you like Rue?”

That had been enough to make Jules take her eyes off her phone and snap up to you. The reaction made you purse your lips, nodding to yourself. Looking back down at your hands as you chuckled. How stupid of you. Of course, she would. First Rue took your happiness from her being a bitch all the time from her drug addiction, and now she took Jules. Not that you should be surprised either. Spent 2-years with her and helped her through the death of her father, and this is what you got back.

“You know, I actually thought…” Your lips parted, sighing as your jaw jutted to the side. “You may have liked me.”

Jules stared at you, surprised by the confession, lips parting as she tried to find the right words to respond. But the longer she was silent, the worst the feeling in your heart got. The repetitive ache that would never seize until you eventually recovered. But that wouldn’t be for a long, long time.

“I- I did, for a time-” You scoffed standing to your feet and biting your bottom lip. Jules stood up and stared at your back as she stumbled over her words. “But I-I don’t anymore- Not after I met Rue. You sleep around and I don’t know if I wanted to have a guy like that as my boyfriend. I’m sorry, Y/n.” Her phone began to ring, gaining her attention. But you didn’t have to check to know who it was. Turning around and smiling at her sadly with pursed lips.

“Better not keep her waiting,” you commented, sniffling and forcing a smile. “She’s very impatient.” She didn’t know what to say, so she gave you a fleeting glance before rushing out of your room and answering the phone call.

Leaving you a disgruntled and regretful boy, who had fallen for the wrong heart. Maybe in another universe, you may have been different. Maybe you weren’t a rambunctious and tireless boy. And maybe, you would’ve been Jules. But if you knew what could’ve been if you didn’t bring Rue into Jules’ life, perhaps one day Jules would’ve loved you.

[bumblesimagines]

"can I wear your sweater? it feels like having you close to me"

Jules

"can I wear your sweater? it feels like having you close to me"

Jules watched from her spot on the bed, one knee brought up to her chest and a pout on her face. You could feel her stare burning into your back but you ignored it, continuing to pack your belongings.

"You're gonna visit, right?" She asked once more.

"Yes, Jules." You finally lifted your head and set the bag down beside her, shoving a shirt inside. "Plus, you'll have me all summer."

"I better." She muttered, reaching forward and clutching onto shirt. She tilted her head up and you took the hint, leaning down to leave a kiss on her lips.

Discussing a long distance relationship had been difficult, especially given it was Jules of all people. Her eyes and the way she looked whenever she was reminded you'd be going away for college only told you one thing; you'd be getting surprise visits from her.

Jules took a peek into the bag as you stepped away to look through your closet some more. She pulled out brown sweater and held it to her face before setting it on her lap.

"Can I wear your sweater? it feels like having you close to me."

"Will I ever get it back?"

"No."

"Fine." You glanced back at her, spotting the gleeful smile on her face as she held the sweater close to her chest. You knew it'd be tough staying away, but you'd make it work.