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heartorbit · 2 months

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find another role, carry on the show

#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change #i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny #take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time #isat #siffrin #siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles #i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute #Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation #tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #sasasap #sasasa:p #WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt #and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター #Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well #all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning #Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god #EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION

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uncanny-tranny · 7 months

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I recall saying this before, but it bears repeating:

There could be a billion trans people in the world and it still wouldn't be a bad thing because being trans is not a bad thing. Even if the rate of people discovering they are trans is "disproportionate" to trends from decades ago, that is not a bad thing. In fact, it's a natural consequence for there being more trans people being able to stay alive, and, overall, being able to live in a slightly more tolerant world. You'd only see that as a bad thing if you actively didn't want trans people to either live or live a life that facilitates wellness.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #like even with there being more OPEN AND OUT trans people there are still more cis people by volume #even in my high school with three trans girls and three trans guys (including me) and a few NB people...#...there were still a THOUSAND cis kids going to school with us. imagine complaining when cis people are still 'dominant'#i don't know what my secondary school's population is because it's a big campus so you can deal with high school stats lol #like thank gd we are beginning to live in a world where the trans population CAN grow #i want there to be more trans people. because trans people will continue to be trans #we will continue being trans no matter what laws you put into place. no matter how dangerous you make the world for us...#...we will continue to be trans whether or not you approve. and that's fucking beautiful. i want us to live. i want us to eat well.#i want us to not worry about anything in this world. and that's going to happen one day. it will happen just like the sun rises each morning #if that is a threat to you then that is your own fault - your own self-destructive and sad thoughts about people and our world #and that is not my burden to carry - i have my own.

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elvyn · 3 months

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doodles some of my favs from One Piece because after two years I'm finally almost up to date with this anime😭

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dotpyenji · 7 months

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🩷 happy Valentine's Problematic Rabbit day

#dragalia lost #dragalia #orion dragalia lost #chelsea dragalia lost #orion dragalia #chelsea dragalia #This isn't ship art I just like these two.#i think they would be a hilarious duo but i dont see it romantically #orion would hit on chelsea and she'd go 'screw off i already love luca'#and he'd go 'whoah...a thousand pardons. i was unaware luca had a lover...what a lucky man he must be!'#then she'd whip out the canon 3 Hour Luca Presentation #and he'd actually listen #orion is weirdly supportive of other ppl's relationships just look at his reaction when like #eze and euden went on a 'date'. or when addis was on a 'date.' he didnt even know who addis was #but yeah if relatively sane characters like cleo & sarisse enable chelsea #then i think orion would too #chelsea lets him stick around bc hes one of the few dudes whos unironically supportive #yes ive thought about this a lot LOL

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zorosdimples · 2 months

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knowing i should take a step back from tumblr for my own wellbeing vs. being emotionally attached to this app and the people on it

#tumblr would be tumblr without me—as would the self ship community. it’s silly for me to feel so invested this Thing that is just that:#a Thing. it can’t give me the love or care or satisfaction with life that i’m looking for. i’ve been hiding on here—escaping reality.#because it’s fun to live in an imaginary world where i’m everything i want to be. where i’m the main character.#but in doing so i’ve been neglecting the ugly parts of my real life; the pain and hurt and harsh realities.#over the past couple months it has become apparent to me that i tend to put too much trust and effort into people #who have neither the capacity nor the desire to reciprocate.#so i just look like a fool in the end. (this isn’t about anyone here—just a pattern of behavior in general.)#at the end of the day #having thousands of followers on tumblr has no impact on my real life. if anything it makes me feel more isolated than ever.#because it’s yet another arena where i feel like i have to carve out my own space; i’ve never been good at taking up space.#anyway i suppose i’ll take the weekend away and see how i feel. i’ve had a lot of shit happening irl that has been so horribly difficult.#so maybe getting through all of that will help me feel more comfortable on my own blog again.#if you read this all i’m so sorry. i’ll prob regret posting my heartfelt thoughts in the future but at this very moment i don’t care.#self preservation be damned.#please support ficsforgaza; i’ll still be helping aleks over there because it’s one of the few places where i feel useful.#okay i’m done now. i’ll see you later. i wish you all so much love and nothing but the best.#tw personal

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codakk · 1 year

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dave "the only touch i know is my older brother's violence" strider and jade "i've long forgotten what the touch of another human being's felt like" harley both being lonely best friends struggling with their touch starvation but maneuvering through it and healing from it with each other's guidance and company

#xi #davejade #dave putting up walls to hide his starvation from everyone else #jade softly knocking at the walls hes put up and waiting for him patiently until he feels ready to let her in #even if waiting a thousand years for him meant letting her touch starvation grow hungrier and consume her completely #dave finally letting jade in but bit too late and now jades been left waiting and starved for too long. she just misses the warmth of a hug #dave hating the sight of his best friend so... sad and weak and tries to awkwardly hold her even if he doesn't know what a real hug is like #dave tentatively reaching out for jades hand for a few moments before his own starvation gives in and pulls her in for an abrupt embrace #its awkward. very. dave hugs jade with his elbows pointed out weirdly and with his hand hanging in the air not knowing where to rest itself #but once jade hugs back by looping her arms around him and pulling him close all the tension disappears between them and it feels just righ #just. the thought of both of them being just right for one another. willing to sacrifice themselves for each other.#your honor i love them

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goldiipond · 1 year

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[shoots bolt upright in bed] i abandoned my girl

#skye's doodles #stuck by sudden urge to draw my olivia again its been one thousand years .. . imiss her #thisgames still so dear to me icant believe its gona be 3 in a few days. i have something in mind to draw fr that but we will see <3 #man its been so long since ive drawn olly he just looks like ray to me now. i never thought i'd get a new emo boy ..#paper mario the origami king #pmtok #paper mario olivia #olivia pmtok

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whom-to-kill-whom-to-let-live · 1 year

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An angry tiny creature Knives and a very confused Legato (ﾉòᗜó)ﾉ

#[Art]#Legato Bluesummers #Millions Knives #I've seen so many tiny creature Vash and a few Knives #but barely any that feature Legato (╥﹏╥)#so I took it upon myself to jump on this bandwagon #Imagine poor Legato has never encountered tiny creachure Knives and this is their first meeting #something angers Knives and Legato happens to be the closest acceptable perch #so Knives can have a proper view of what he's attacking #Knives poofs up and launches a thousand blades at which point Legato is like OK ITS MASTER KNIVES #or something I didn't think too hard about it #listen I just thought it'd be funny ok #on completely different note #from the bottom of my heart FUCK drawing faces and SCREW trying to draw acurate hands

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420faggyactivities69 · 9 months

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Lately I've been finding myself snacking mindlessly on homemade Christmas treats throughout the day and it's making me feel sooo good

As I made the treats myself I know exactly what's in them and let me tell you - they're almost entirely made just out of pure sugar and butter

And yet I can't help but stuff myself silly with them, absentmindedly reaching into the big box full of these fatty sugary snacks I have in my drawer, popping them in my mouth one by one until I eventually run out

And then I get all surprised that I'm starting to spill out my clothes 😅

#they're so good though #and they don't make my tummy hurt even though I'm shoveling down a thousand calories just in few minutes 😩#i don't really like the pain after a big stuffing but these?#god Christmas treats are making me blow up FAST #my tummy is starting to spill over the waistband of my boxers and its some hot #queer feedee #queer feedism #soft feedism #wg kink #trans feedee #wg text #wg thoughts #gaining weight on purpose

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months

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If you became super rich and could design your own house, but could only add THREE unnecessary/random/expensive home additions (like how people will have bowling alleys, movie theatres, closets with museums of shoes, car display rooms, spa rooms, wine cellars, etc. in their mansions) - what three would you choose?

#I think I would have: an indoor pool (but like heavily customized with a faux weather system so I could get the feeling of swimming in #rain or fog or snow etc.). a very small arcade consisting only of skee-ball and DDR machines. and an old Library Room with authentic #historical furniture/interior design to store old books/tapestries/study room equipment/whatever other antiques I'd collect. It'd be #like some fully intricate movie set or something that would feel completely like stepping into another world/time.#Though I might would trade out the arcade for a roller skating rink.. i DO love skating....#And I wouldve put rock climbing gym because I love indoor rock climbing but.. as I understand it they have to change out the rock things #on the walls every once in a while so that you can have new routes and it doesnt get boring. and I'd rather have an activty room thats like #self sustaining and doesnt require me to hire some person to come switch things around once every month. Otherwise I would #totally do that instead.#I'm also personally not counting ''craft'' type stuff like having a pottery room kiln sort of thing because #that doesn't count as 'unnessecary' to me. since stuff like that would not at all be just a hobby I 'happen to #do sometimes for fun'#but would definitely be a career sort of thing. Like if I had the money for a fully stocked sculpture room and and a sewing room #with a good machine and etc. then I would literally be professionally selling pottery and designing clothing and etc.#so I wouldn't count it as 'just a random side room I dont need' etc.#The same way that if I played tennis professionally or as a very intense hobby that takes up most of my life/time #then I wouldn't count having a tennis court in your house to practice in as 'unncesscarry' etc.#wow that is the worst I have ever spelt that word ghbjh #Un Cess Carry #ALSO would obviously have an underground bunker of some sort with food and emergency supplies which also does not count as unnecessary to m #since it's literally like... survival.. And I thought most health organizations literally reccomend that even #the common person has a small 'go bag' prepared in their house. and like an evacuation plan in case of fire or other things #It WOULD be an unnecessary rich person thing to have a full on undergRound village or something stocked with 9000 guns and #whaetever. but I think just a basic emergency room with basic supplies could still be counted under the 'not unnecessary' requirement.#Like I would say that a sprawling courtyard of flower gardens and fountains and hedge mazes that takes up like a hundred thousand #dollars a year in maintenance would count as one of the three 'unnecessary and expensive' things. But having a small garden in the #back yard with a few planters in a little greenhouse or whatever would not. The 'excessiveness' of the thing matters lol #ANYWAY!!!#Just curious what other peoples Three Main things would be... hrrmm

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brattylikestoeat · 3 months

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Never in my life would I have thought that gator was white…..

Good ol country boy. Played football at university of Florida. Meet him when I went to Naples one summer by myself.

Went to a bar, wasn’t old enough to drink. He bought me a drink, asking me if I was watching the game, I wasn’t.

He got his nickname for two reason. He played for the gators and I’m very anti gator football. I’m a Georgia bulldogs girl 100%. So I always teased him about it.

He and Chez existed at the same time and honestly what a time to be alive. I got the best of both worlds. The streets with chez and (idk how to phrase this) a spoiled life with gator.

We got along real good until I learned he had twins and was a widow. His wife had passed away.

I was too young to be a step mom plus I was already taking care of my niece and nephew and my little brother. My mom was a full time drunk.

Gator is literally a big teddy bear, soft spoken, kind, tall, lumberjack built. Has a great relationship with his family. Literally live 5 houses down from his parents (they help with the twins).

He asked me to move in with him and I just couldn’t handle it. That ment lesving my family, and I couldn’t do it. Funny enough I cut my family off a year and a half later.

By now Donald and TG are in the picture. Donald is coming in strong, TG is coming after me heavy.

I just drifted away, out of sight out of mind type thing. He was in another state, and I didn’t have to deal with him. Plus he respected giving me my space. If I said I didn’t want to talk he wouldn’t talk.

But he always let me back in. I said all that to say this.

I fuck with who fuck with me. Whatever man treat me better, is the winner and I don’t care what color he is.

Black men don’t pursue me the way other men. And I’m not gone force it. Why would I chase after someone tolerating me when it’s men out there who put the whole heart into cherishing me?

#also his family is just dope #more liberal than I thought a southern family could be #all boys so his mom love when a girl is around #his twins are adorable and I talk them every few weeks #I feel like I’ve lived a thousand lives #I can fully say Gator and Chez were the last men I loved #and I kinda love Ted now but it’s choppy with the sister shit

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faunandfloraas · 3 months

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I still can't get over how bad the lighting and colouring is in some of the magazine shoots and the fact they actually go ahead and publish the pictures looking so unfinished like that

#like ive already talked about the white washing 10 thousand times you guys know i dont like the white washing #but even outside that so often the pictures are like. blown out bright all over #or they'll be weirdly dull and yeah sometimes either of those things can be purposeful #but not in any of the shoots lately- like ive never seen an overly bright white pic and thought it was an interesting aesthetic choice #i just went ? and you published it like that??#its kinda funny bc the few mags they had back in 2018/9 i feel like not only whotewashed them less but also just like. looked professionall #edited #like sometimes i make edits for fun and i think the og pics are nice on their own #but frequently its not that at all im like Oh no that needs editing genuinely lol #like its just wild sometimes when you look at some of the pics up close

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aparticularbandit · 5 months

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Someone said there wasn't a lot of Frieren fanfic and I looked and there's barely 250 total on AO3 and now I'm like.

I have a Frieren plot bunny.

I could write a Frieren fic.

(Bandit. Finish. The rough. Of OAFC.)

#musings #bandit #what can i say #i also love writing immortal characters grappling with the mortals they love aging and dying #that's how i used to write elsa! actually!#and i just #hm #want to explore a few things mayve #*maybe #and the idea of - i love how the story grapples with #seeing how the people you knew and loved get smoothed out into legends #and all of the realisms of them jusr #*just #disappearing #of frieren living in those woods for a thousand years #knowing she was meant to kill the demon king #but forgetting how to fight until himmel reached out to her and dragged her out #idk i just #someone else on a post was talking about frieren and fern #and raising the mage who will one day be able to kill you #being the mage raised knowing that one day you could kill your elven master #thinking about flamme begging frieren to kill her #how THAT is the image that frieren used to see used against her by demons #but we think about that #and we don't think about how himmel also #told frieren to kill him too #flamme begged frieren to kill her because the fake is aware that flamme would tell her to do that #just #thoughts idk

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lemongogo · 1 year

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vash w this hairstyle is literally so cute.. .. wolfwood matchies or smt T__T

#litearlly dont talk 2 me i saw the knives panel again and smashed everuthing inmy room and set myself on fire #am i wrong 4 thinking that he shouldve had a little more time.am i wrong for thinking this guy.having lived in terrible fear #his whole life 4 what he thought could happen 2 him. to his brother. DID happen 2 his sister #should be able 2 experience some happiness and comfort for once #like yeah the guy killed hundreds of thousands SUREE ok.AND??? let the guy breathe a little #BAHAHA no i think i do still agree w the ultimate ending of him using the last of his energy 2 generate that apple tree #its sweet and i do like the sentiment it was just. Too.soon after it was literally right after #and im like coughing and hacking and wishing.that he and vash couldve spent those few months living (somewhat) peacefully #and secluded.before everything that happened #i guess there is a bittersweet tinge to knives dying before vash woke up / could say gbye but idk.i just grieve 4 this guy #even if a clean redemption isnt like #feasible in a sense U KNOW!!!!!!! but then again i dont think. satisfying endings have to be clean cut and perfect #like he doesnt have to be redeemed i think. not everyone needs Redemption as it exists in its current form #&& i do think that even after all he did.comma.he wasnt entirely wrong?like you cant rly blame him 4 rejecting coexistence #based on the way plants have historically been treated (assuming he also telepathized with exploited plants after the great fall)#though not to say that his decisions/methodology is right ykwim #and i know yeaa yeaa there was a lot of hypocrisy in how he used the other plants 2 amass power #ok this is literally getting too convoluted there r so many conditional aspects to this but long story short i do thnk he deserved.#a little something at the end;______; even if just 4 me to see art of them together post-final arc .#< me dragging my knuckles in the sand w open wounds or smth #sry vash post turned into knives sadblogging EHAHEHA but its like the nature of this^ guys life anyways LMAO #trigun spoilers #trigun maximum #trigun #vash

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pipskippy · 5 months

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theres something abt suzaku and lelouch that makes for really nice atmospheric dreams for me i think it’s a big part of why cg has stuck with me lolll. very fitting actually bc i originally watched it because i kept having dreams about it and got curious…

#it’s interesting to see which things i get into end up being inspiration for memorable or atmospheric dreams…hxh for example i have many #fond dreams of from back when i thought about it more often and deeply and 999 i have a few dreams that stuck with me that are mostly about #the plot or events of the game rather than the characters like usual #as well as being about pretending i don’t know everything about the characters and events to blend in with the cast lolll #but dungeon meshi which i like about a thousand times more than cg hasn’t had that many great dreams so far #i can only think of one that’s really stuck with me although i have definitely had dm ish dreams and i remember them #maybe it’s just because i only read it about 3 months ago now but still it’s interesting to me #pip speaks #dream diary #oh btw the one that stuck with me was basically pov you’re kabru working as a server at a cafe where they arrange desserts in front of you #and having to figure out whos order was whose based on observing the guests. it was very fun like the restaurant video games i used to play #and senshi was the owner of the restaurant giving kabru tips since he was new #i wish i could share the vivid dream/good dream memory ability bc whenever i talk about it ppl are like yeah i don’t dream or #i don’t dream about characters i like. and i really like when it happens so i want more people to be able to do it. sadly i have no idea how

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parkeryangs · 7 months

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my parents are putting my dog down tomorrow

#vent #but #im a thousand miles away and i CANT DO ANYTHING and #its been a long time coming -ive had him since i was 6 - but im not just upset im honestly angry/frustrated #he took a turn for the worst LAST APRIL and my mom texted me basically after the fact bc they thought they were gonna put him down then #but he was put on a new medication bc i was going to be back for the summer soon so it was just to 'hold him over' til then #then a few times over the summer i asked when we were going to put him down and everyone got upset with me bc he was 'fine now'#at christmas my grandma said 'this is probably the last time you'll get to see him'. jesus christ #now i dont get to say goodbye bc my family was too selfish to follow through on THEIR words #god.

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