#k thats 5 bye

[mysteriouspercentage]

happy aapi heritage month, loving and friendly reminders

stop erasing pacific islanders or i'll rip out ur spine

asians outnumber pacific islanders by millions and more often than not this month gives CRUMBS to pacific islanders and it's honestly, transparently anti-indigenous at this point.

pacific islanders are melanesian, micronesian, and polynesian. these identities are not homogenous or interchangeable, but are deeply historically connected.

filipinos are not pacific islander and we are not discussing this further

(i am not pacific islander so if anyone from that community wants to add more friendly reminders onto this post, pls do 💛)

east asians are not the only asians

despite being the face of "asian-ness" in the us, there are actually more countries in asia than south korea, north korea, japan, and china.

celebrate southeast asians !

celebrate south asians !

celebrate west asians !

celebrate central asians !

celebrate north asians !

there is so so much diversity in the pacific islander and asian experiences worldwide, and it's well past time we celebrate all of the facets of our identities

celebrate indigenous asians !

celebrate asians who aren't mixed with white !

celebrate dark-skinned asians !

end the diaspora wars !

we need to stand together in community as we face down the capitalist, imperialist, white supremacist machine. uplift each other, and hold each other accountable, always

[solarpunkani]

Ok fuck it you know something I've never really quite understood about part of the Leftist vs Liberals debate on voting.

So so so many people act like its either-or. Like you're either dedicating your entire life to voting and promoting politicians and phone banking or whatever, or you're a True Rebel waiting for The Uprising to Come and Solve Everything.

But like. In my experience. Me voting is just me kinda go 'which person seems kinda good? Which one at least sucks the least? ok lemme go vote.' and then its anywhere from 30 minutes to an hour tops of my life. And I still have plenty of time to do Stuff and participate in Conversations about Other Important Things. And also you can admit and acknowledge and understand that the system As Is kinda sorta really sucks ass, but also still admit and acknowledge and understand that at this current point in time we are still living in the suckass system and do something to alleviate the suckass At Least A Little while also working to bolster/create/advocate for Other Systems.

I guess just like. it's not a black or white thing. Between 'top 500 volunteers for a specific politician/voting office/etc' and 'absolutely positively not voting at all' there is a gray area called 'vote and then just do other stuff'.

[noisemastter]

hi sccers. pokes you with a stick

hi uh . i dont have anything funny to say here . uh . hm .

[mymelodymia]

I love it when you do that! Dad!Tony stark x daughter!reader

Summary: you're an actress filming a emotional scene, tony's used to this, Peter definitely isn't 🫤

Warnings: crying, emotional madness, little talk about your acting character dying, peter being a emotional wreck,

A/N: so I wanted to make a fic where Y/N is an actress and a emotional scene comes on and tony's used to it because he usually stays until the end of your shift, but he brings peter this time, and peter isn't used to this, so all the emotions come rushing in.

+•°+*°•++•°+*°•++•°+*°•++•°+*°•+

your cast had just finished a scene where they find a video on your laptop, your character is dead btw '-' they were all taking 5, when you saw your father on the phone, slightly hearing his conversation

"Well if your bored just come in........yes thats allowed why do you think im here?" You giggled slightly from his sudden frustration,

"Who was that?" You asked him smiling

"Just the kid," he said messing with something in his phone, looking nervous for some reason, you walked over to the burger king bag which was your lunch, and took out the half eaten burger, then noticed something weird, your 2nd burger was MISSING.

You snapped your head up, jaw agape looking at your father who had accepted defeat in shock, anger, disappointment, betrayal as he laughed at you peter walked in, he waved to you awkwardly, (haha classic peter) you waved back then continued to stare down your father.

"Why is my second burger M.I.A??" He only laughed as you hit him playfully, when you heard your director call you, you shouted

"One sec! That's my queue, gotta go, hold it together kid" you whispered that last bit, knowing what would come from it. 😈

+•°+*°•+

As gemma (other character) opened the laptop where you had made a video before your tragic death, you were now shooting said video, (here it comes be ready people!)

"Hey, so, some things are about to go down, and i just wanted to say that your gonna be okay, you'll heal, everything will be okay, I'll go knowing i was loved, and i just wanted you to know, that i love you, and it'll be okay, mm-k bye." Gemma was sobbing about this, (so was peter)

and when you heard a loud "CUT!" Everybody started clapping, this was the season finally, the air was filled with "yayy" and "whooo" and "lets goo" lots of that,

when you walked toward your father and your best friend your dad engulfed you in a big hug, while peter was boo-hoo crying over here 💀

When you pulled away from your father and turned to your best friend and saw his state, you immediately went in to comfort him, hugging him, him holding on as tight as possible, sobbing into your shoulder, you cackling at his sudden vulnerability

"OH MY GOD! ARE YOU OKAY!?" you said in between your laughter

"YeAh, i just reAlly love y0u" he said sadly, you rubbing his back to try and calm him down, after a few moments of you comforting him, and trying to hide your laughter, failing miserably 💀

"Are you okay?" You asked seriously this time,

"Yeah, yeah im okay" your dad was smiling and nodded hid head in direction of the main door. You cracking jokes and cracking that whole way home. Peter squeezed into the middle seat, in between you and your father, constantly getting hit by verbal crossfire.

[svquence]

⋆ ★ “cat shaped clouds”

✿ pairing! lee minho x gn!reader ✿ genre! fluff ✿ wc! 0.7k ✿ warnings! none

❀ A/N ! another req! sorry for the inactivity i kinda lost motivation and things have been happening lately. hope you guys enjoy! love u. (i rushed this im at school as im writing this bare w me) (this sucks so bad oh my god)

———————————————————————

College wasn’t the most fun thing for you, not that it was bad or anything, but it was boring. It can’t be so fun to learn so much information at once and to sit down for so many hours on end without talking to anyone, can it?

It’s not like you can leave either because you have absolutely nothing to do anyway, so might as well sit down in your class and pretend you understand what’s going on there. Your friends were also busy with college themselves and especially your lover, Minho, had his schedule packed. So, you really had nothing else to do.

As you sat in your seat, tapping your fingers on your desk, you noticed that your phone started buzzing with notifications. And so you checked, thinking that you’d have some random notifications popping up, you notice that your boyfriend’s name sat on your notification screen. You missed him, which is why you didn’t waste a single second on checking his messages. Quite literally, he was spamming you.

Minho 🤍

hey

hey

hey

hey

wyd

hey

okay bye

You giggle as your eyes lay upon the “okay bye” message, he was clingy and he hated admitting that. So cute, you thought.

heyyyy

sorry i was in class :(

don’t ignore me now

k.

You quietly chuckle at you both and the childish behavior you two have. It’s what makes it fun! Overall both of you are still young.

you finally answered

are u still busy?

i mean i am in class so..

but what’s up? i can make

some time for you

great come outside

im waiting for you.

WHAT???

HELLO?????

Your mouth formed an “o” knowing that he was busy yet he was outside? You were in the middle of a course though. Still, you wait 5 more minutes until the course is over, take your bag and sprint outside excitedly yet kinda confused. The shock hit harder when you saw your boyfriend waiting for you outside. For some reason, you really thought he was joking.

He takes your hand in his. “Hey, sorry for stealing you, but i have something prepared for both of us, if you don’t mind, of course”

Without even letting you speak, he starts dragging you somewhere. “Not so patient are we?” you say. He laughs.

Stuck in your thoughts and feelings, confused and yet very excited, you didn’t even realize that you reached a park, more specifically one that was mostly grass, and that your boyfriend already laid down a blanket for the both of you.

He pulls you to sit down and you do. Surprisingly, your lover also pulls you in his arms. He’s not the romantic type usually, but its been a while, he missed you and you did too. He used his actions to show you how much he really did miss you.

However, you were kinda hungry and he knew that, which is why he prepared some food for the both of you. It’s adorable how considerate he is of you. Thats why he started laying down the foods from the picnic basket he carried all the way there.

As you both were eating the foods he prepared, you were talking with eachother, until it all fell into comfortable silence. After you finished eating, you laid down together, staring at the clouds. He was so excited when he spotted a cat shaped cloud! To you, it was so adorable. And so he started rambling about his day and mostly about what his cats did for the time being you two weren’t together.

He was honestly most comfortable with you and you loved that. You loved him. And as he was speaking, you were just staring at his features, those you loved so much. This day alone showed you how much he cared. And you appreciated that, a lot.

When you had to part ways, you really didn’t want to. But he promised you that tomorrow would be another day for you two together, if you didn’t mind the steal, of course.

[lavender--fairy]

HEYYYY SOOOOO THIS IS A SUCCESS STORY SORTA BUT SO IVE BEEN MEDITATING LATELY AND AIMING FOR THE VOID AND SHIT (I know not to put it on a pedestal but I think it’s okay to have a favorite method whatever you want to call it meditating is my fave) ANYWAYS BITCH SO IVE BEEN WORKING ON MEDITATING AND FOCUSING BETTER I WAS STARTING TO GET FRUSTRATED BECAUSE FOCUSING CAN BE HARD SOMETIMES ESPECIALLY IF I HAVE ENERGY ANYWAY ANYWAYS SO IVE JUST BEEN TELLING MYSELF I GET IN THE VOID LESS THAN 5 MINUTES NO MORE THAN 5 MINUTES AND I GET IN HOWEVER (I’ve been trying to lucid, sleep paralysis, meditating and waking up in the void I always wanted to have sleep paralysis and lucid I bought this nasty ass tea that helps with lucid lmao) WELL SO I HAD A VOID SUBLIMINAL ON WHILE I SLEPT IT JUST SAYS THE AFFIRMATIONS FOR ME ANYWAYS SO IM SLEEPING RIGHT SOMETIMES I AM HALF CONSCIOUS HALF SLEEP KINDA LIKE LUCID BUT SO IM ABLE TO SAY AFFS OR CHANGE THE DREAM BUT I STARTED TO SAY “I am in the void” AND MY BODY STARTED SHAKING BUT LILE I THOUGHT IT WAS MY BED AT THIS POINT IM AWARE BUT I TRY TO NOT FREAK OUT I KINDA WAS PAYING ATTENTION TO WHATS HAPPENING AND THEN IT STOPPED AND THEN I SWITCHED YHE AFF AND SAID IM PURE CONSCIOUSNESS NOT ATTACHED TO ANY REALITY ANDDDD THEN I STARTED SHAKING MORE AND THEN I FELT LIKE I WAS BEING PULLED AND THEN I REMEMBER I SAID “ooo shit I’m finna get my dream life Periodt💅🏽” LMFKEK LIKE I GOT SUPER EXCITED AND STOPPED AFFIRM AND THEN I WAS STILL KINDA AWAKE BUT STILL SLEEP AND A DREAM WAS ABOUT TO START BUT I WOKE MYSELF BECAUSE WTFFF LIKE I FELT LIKE I WAS IN THE MOVIE EXORCIST WHY TF WAS MY SHIT SHAKING🧍🏽‍♀️ANYWAYS IMMA TAKE A NAP LATER AND DO IT AGAIN IMMA JUST TRY NOT TO GET EXCITED AND PAY ATTENTION TO WHATS HAPPENING. ALSO SORRY FOR GRAMMAR IM TYPING THIS RIGHT AFTER I WOKE UP AND IM EXCITED AND THATS LITERALLY THE ONLY PERIOD I USED IN THIS WHOLE THING SORRY AND CAN I BE 🪩ANON BUT IF THATS TAKEN I WANT 🍄 IF THOSE ARE TAKEN JUST GIVE ME A RANDOM K BYE I LOVE YOU (I’m telling a few of my other fave bloggers just in case you see this again)

hey butterbean!! LOVE THAT FOR YOU OMGG, I KNOW YOU GOT THISSS !! AND YOU BETTER TELL ME THAT SUCCESS STORY WHEN YOU GET BACK CAUSE YOU GOT ME ALL EXCITED !! alsooo welcome to the fam my lovee

[theswiftheartsystem]

New comments on the fdc post!

Hiiiiii so my name is Star, never posted, here, may never again, we will see ;) anyway:

UNSPECIFIED POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER. AND BEFORE YOU SAY THATS NOT IN THE DMS-5 NEITHER IS C-PTSD also another comment pointed out how therapist label clients like this. YES. YES THEY DO. THIS IS A FAIRLY COMMON PRACTICE.

Ignoring the false information, YES THERAPISTS AND STUFF CAN TREAT YOU FOR DID BEFORE DIAGNOSIS. A lot of systems even choose to not be diagnosed even after seeing a psychologist because of the stigma which people like this cause. Also you get mad at systems for knowing too much information about DID, but then get mad if they make a mistake in wording and you deem it as wrong?… yeah ok

Including this one because it’s funny that we are gray on the faker spectrum of real to fake. #proudgraylevelonthefakerspectrum

anyway, I find this very funny, like I’m incredibly dumb, and this is somehow dumber then I???

K bye <3 -Star

[markdelonge]

bff's with Mark and Tom...

idk why i didn't add travis to this, i'm sorry

...

request? no

contains: mentions of smoking & drinking, i think thats it

summary: being best friends with mark & tom includes....

...

• you're probably way younger than them

not way too young, but young. like you're 2 / 3 years younger than Tom

• code words only you three use

you guys have code names for certain people and things so when you're having a conversation in front of other people, they won't know who/what you're talking about

• there's been two separate times where you've convinced both Tom and Mark to let you do their makeup.

• them picking out your outfits when you're having a hard time.

• you dressing just like them

• prank calling people

you three decided to prank call the people that work at the boys' label but it didn't work.. they recognized Tom's voice when he whisper-yelled at Mark for saying the wrong thing.

• drinking / smoking with them

• waking up to calls from them

like if you're staying in the same hotel as them, when they wake up, they call your room and don't stop until you wake up.

• there was once they had convinced you that you had slept in and they only had 30 minutes to get ready/everything out of the hotel room and into the bus.

• late nights at the studio with them

• no one's safe once the three of you all enter a room together.

• on tour, you and Tom's bunks are right across from each other

sometimes at night when you two are the only ones up, you'd shine a flashlight and just talk from your bunks. sometimes you'd talk yourselves to sleep, sometimes you'd talk too much and wake up somebody else.

• getting "lectured" by Mark

Mark is more protective of you than Tom is. Since you're so much younger than him, he sees you as a baby sister and he wants to keep you safe.

• taking them with you to go shopping

they always wanna tag along so you won't be "lonely" but they always cause chaos, like the time Tom made the theft alarm go off because he had forgotten about a hat he had tried on, or the time Mark dropped a bottle of pepsi and it exploded all over the aisle.

• going on tour with them

they didn't ask you to go on tour on them, no, they barged into your apartment one night and told you to pack because they were "taking you on a trip".... That "trip" ended up being their tour.

• being mistaken for their "kid"

there was once you all went out to eat and the waitress had thought that Mark and Tom were together and called them "a cute couple" and then said that they had a "beautiful child" referring to you.

• betting on everything

like:

"i bet you 5 dollars Tom is gonna break that lamp" Mark whispered to you as you both watched Tom on top of the hotel nightstand, trying to kill a bug on the wall.

"he's not gonna-"

next thing you know there's a loud crash and darkness takes over the room.

"you owe me 5 dollars."

• sleepovers!

!! you guys paint nails, dye each other's hair, watch horror movies, order pizza, forget that you had ordered pizza and get scared when there was a knock on the door

• lots of horseplay

• doing festive things for the holidays

halloween came around and you guys went to the pumpkin patch and did the maze. when you were in line, you three had fought about who was going to be in charge of the map which soon annoyed the person in front of you and they insisted that the oldest one would be in charge. that was a mistake. Mark had led you guys to all the dead ends, you started the maze at 4 and didn't get out until 8.

• uh i think thats all i got.

k bye

[jollyimposter]

Had a burst of writing about Jophiel (A character I made to be Gabriels sister)

I got these questions from a website tho so please bare with me

1.How old are they?

-About….17, the drawing I did makes her look older tho

2.What gender are they?

-Female!

3.What is their romantic/sexual orientation?

-I wanna say Bisexual

4.How tall are they?

-5’7 or 5’8

5.What do they look like?

-A cloud!…That is oddly human like-

6.What are their defining features?

-I guess her hair? Or eyes! Or smile

7.Does their name have a meaning?

-Yes, it came from the Archangel named Jophiel as well

8.What family do they have?

-Gabriel Updike

9.Do they have a good relationship with their family?

-Yeah absolutely with Gabriel! Well, except for [redacted]

10.Are they poor, middle-class or wealthy?

-Hm…Eh, wealthy, Gabriel would share his finances with her

11.Do they look up to anyone?

-Her big bro of course

12.Who is their best friend?

-Rosemary

13.Do they have any enemies?

-Literally no one has the heart to argue with her

14.Who is the person they hate most in the world?

-Probably [redacted]

15.Do they have any love/hate relationships?

-Nah

16.Have they ever fallen in love?

-MULTIPLE TIMES, but its usually just a casual crush she doesn’t actually do anything other than fawn over them

17.Are they a good shoulder to cry on?

-Yeah she was

18.Are they well liked?

-YES

19.How do they handle being complimented?

-She gets flustered and more confident, she also always compliment the person back

20.Are they an affectionate person?

-Really affectionate, whenever Gabriel is stressed she usually cooks his favorite meal (which is beef with green onions) and goes over to his house (or cooks the food in his house) and gives him the food and occasionally wraps a blanket around him and hugs him

21.Can they fight?

-Yeah, pretty well actually, girl has to protect herself

❄︎□︎□︎ ♌︎♋︎♎︎ ⬧︎♒︎♏︎ ⬥︎♋︎⬧︎ ⬥︎♏︎♋︎🙵…

22.Would they ever purposefully hurt someone?

-Eh nah, she doesn’t really like violence

❄︎♒︎♋︎⧫︎ ⬥︎♋︎⬧︎ ♒︎♏︎❒︎ ♎︎□︎⬥︎■︎♐︎♋︎●︎●︎

And yeah thats all I have! I might make a post for HER HER, but this is all I can make k bye!!

✋︎♎︎♓︎□︎⧫︎

[carli-meows]

Thrill Stars - Deranged Myme Crewe

2 in the morning, midnight snack, camera action

whos eating what; thats the big time question

a sound by the window, probably just a stray cat

worse, it's me with red eyes; brandishing a spiked bat

the camera cuts, im somehow in your house

you barely noticed, munching cereal in your mouth

i bump an end table, you turn and im not there

the phone ringing makes you jump, goosebumped your hairs

you're munching and chatting, unaware of your doom

im upstairs crackin windows, tping your washroom

you hear me, you rush up the stairs and fall on your butt

and down them... what the fuck (CUT)

you can't have your victims falling down and dieing before you get to them, dahling

makes you look rubbish, go take 5 we'll film a different scene be hasty, back in 10 ok? ok bye

my turn, take two, no more fuckin around

scary lady silent kayti, killer jyester like a wicked clown

it's a frat party, and lookie a myme with a chainsaw

cheap beer battered minced meat for all of yalls

i go to kick the door down, i think i skipped leg day

oh, it's a pull not a push- fuck it, anyways

revved it up like clowncar hand crank and what do i get

a pile of dead bitches but my bandana not blood soaked yet

im not the killer? the killers locked in here with me

im getting frantic with it, where this scaredy bitch gottsta be

and there i go, getting dissed off again, i get no respect

amateur actor on the WRONG SET

Ah lookit whatcha done did now you gone and fucked up all our shit cmahn gett outta here

some one get this broad off my fuckin set god damn it ray, can you do that for me THANK YOU god lee

i pull up with a double barrel, bottomless ammo

im here to pop bitches, and atomize bone marrow

with my fuck around find out kinda attitude

these are bean ball bullets, you're better off catchin, dude

whose what, and who's where?

in this warehouse ass building? i can smell em in there

my target is some directors and a crew

this bottomless clip gettin this work in too

i kick down the first door that i saw

closed my eyes and stared blastin like Buck BcCaw

when I open my eyes everyone was dead

oh shit the fuck k and süks doin in this big ass shed

we were THIS close to making bank dawg cmon man, i was gonna ace this take

nah mate, ya form was all kinds of crooked, it's a slasher not a thriller, fucko, wouldve been lucky to get a 20 spot, truthly

[bruiisedpetals-a]

long NON RP RANT — about work bc the audacity!?!??!   tldr: a girl who had applied and interviewed and confirmed her trial shift to be a barista last week and was V EXCITED so we cancelled another person for her trial .... showed up, said hi, chatted a bit, had a look inside, then said she was going for a walk to look around the area bc she isnt a local, and within 5 MINUTES (literally. five) ghosted, disappeared, text my boss and said “yeah nah bye”, and left me alone handling the whole place.  cue endless work for me w double the usual customers, and a shift that lasted three hours longer that it should have bc of the ghosting.

rel context: i work in a small coffee & bagel place, two people on one shift: one on coffee & point of sale and another to be the cook, we also have two online food delivery providers so we take orders in person and from two apps + i’m a barista and have line cook kitchen prac & experience so am actually a ‘cook’ ig?

so i mentioned in my post when i was half asleep yesterday that i had a new person coming into my workplace for a trial today, so i stayed late to prep for weekend trade + restock stuff, and came in early to set up everything just in case. we were v busy yesterday with food as it was so i had a lot to restock, and w mothers day tomorrow everything needs to be topped up more-so. that a lot of work by itself to be honest but manageable in between cooking, esp when you have an extra set of hands when its quiet to help.   look if you have seen any cooking show you might see that set up, prep and pack down take THE LONGEST ok.

 — our permanent staff consists of me and K, we have two other locations so we get help from Z and J, and they can usually cover the shifts that K and i can’t  (eg. K can’t do saturdays, i cant do every 3rd tuesday)  but they manage other locations so they are not available without prior notice.       so basically the only person who was available to work today was me, even my boss was busy moving house w his wife, 4mo and two under 8yo’s. —

this morning i’m at work at 7am, turn on things etc, set up my cooking stuff, open the coffee machine, nothing crazy. at abt 7:45am im chillin outside having a coffee and a smoke and someone walks up and it turns out to be the trial girl. we chat a bit etc, i show her inside and the machine    (she’s a barista and i’m the cook on shift)     —   i say that i just heard from my boss myself, bc she had spoken w him earlier that morning, and he’s on the way and should be here within 5-7 mins   ***technically we open at 8am but i was waiting for my boss but had checked the time to keep track & i had just text my boss back so i saw the timestamp***

so at 7:59am i head inside after i finish my smoke and she’s going to have a look where i told her there is free close parking for next time bc she took the train, at 8:04am my boss walks in and goes “WOW IT’S 8:04AM AND SHE’S NOT HERE lmao” (he did not yell it he’s a g - that’s just how i knew what the time was alksjfhg)     and i go “no she’s just having a look down [street] bc of the parking i literally saw her a few mins ago” and proceed to open the doors etc.  meanwhile i see my boss on the phone calling her, after a moment he comes over with a Whole “i cant fkn believe this” Face on while he’s on the phone.  i’m thinking “??? i hope trial girl didn’t get lost in these lil crossover streets damn”

(it’s 8:07am, from now the customers start. they DO NOT STOP until at least 11am, it was at least double the normal turnover of profits during that time so thats ur ref for how BUSY it got)

boss goes “ur not gonna believe this” and show me the mssg from trial girl who basically has said “hi i went to ur shop, and i had a wander around the area and its just not good enough for me so i’m on my way home”. she’s GONE. in those five minutes. she got up, lied to me, and was at the nearby train station leaving. boss is floored and i’m like !>?!??!?!@#!#?who IN THE FK does this?!?!? but the customers so *professional me is present rn*

between her and boss there’s a little back and forth (text, she wont answer any calls) where he literally pleads with her bc there is NO ONE who can come in an assist me and she confirmed yesterday and she WAS HERE, she continues to be like “mmmm well ik that we discussed this and i said that i would be here and its been set for days and i applied LAST WEEK etc. but... no sorry im going back to bed” and then blocks him.

& this whole thing takes place between

7:59AM — 8:07AM.

i was there from 7am - 4:35pm  / my usual saturday is 7:45am - 2:30pm

WHO DOES THAT. WHO IS THAT UNPROFESSIONAL. WHO??? WHOMST??? SHE WAS SO FKN RUDE I WAS liVID. LIKE. why LEAD us ALL ON. we all need to make a living do U THINk he can afford to lose a whole day of trade?? he’s got a whole FAmILY and his wife cant work rn bc she’s just had their 3rd child.   i live PaYCHECK to PAYcheck.  like this is life this isnt a game????   you are 29YRS OLD why cant u act grown 

[belovedcherie]

HI i keep wanting to send u asks BUT I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO SAYYY uhhh let me search up some get to know u questions

1. what makes u laugh the most?

2. what’s one song that’s stuck in ur head rn?

3. whats ur fav holiday and why?

4. do u like rollercoasters or not?

5. what’s smth (or a few things) that bring u comfort? like an item, series, character, etc

OK ILY BYE

bro when i saw this i went 🥺🥺 HI KADE !!

DW U CAN LITERALLY SEND ME ASKS ABOUT ANYTHING. AND I MEAN ANYTHING !!! u could legit just send me "........" or something and i'd be like thats so true ur so right man

BUT TY FOR THE QUESTIONS LEMME ANSWER THEM HEHE (BEWARE I RAMBLE ...... A LOT ☠️......)

uhhh my friends i think?? i would say like. watching shows or reading manga BUT when i watch stuff with my friends its always 100% funnier 😭😭 like one time my friend and i were watching bubble and (spoiler !!!) when the bubble girl WITHERED AWAY we were DYING like WE COULD NOT. BREATHE. if i watched it by myself i probably wouldve taken it seriously and be sad but i was in tears (of laughter) instead

2. if i answered this yesterday when u sent it it wouldve been tondemo wonders but 😔 rn its beautiful monster by stayc!!

3. CHRISTMAS BABYYY i love love love christmas sm omg. im ngl i could give u a cheesy answer and say "i love spending time with my fam and friends and just being together its such a fun time #livelaughlove (is that the order?? #livelovelaugh? #laughlivelove?? help) BUT TBH I JUST RLLY LIKE GETTING GIFTS LMAOO (i do ofc love the family togetherness and stuff tho. but i gotta be honest... the gift part is my fav </3)

4. IVE NEVER BEEN ON ONE 🙁 ppl around me seem to dislike them but i'd love to go on one one day 💔💔 especially being so up high and then going so fast WHATS IT LIKE HOW DOES IT FEEEL (someone pls take me to an amusement park one day im begging🙏🏾)

5. OOO um i think i have a few things uh

anime 💞💕💖💗💓💘 watching my fav shows literally changes my mood in an INSTANT its kinda crazy (if i had to name some then k-on, cardcaptor sakura, bnha or hq even tho i havent watched em in a while, mp100, kny, lovely complex.... THE LIST GOES ON FOREVER FR)

also manga duh. if u couldnt tell by now i am a Big Nerd™️ (pls read ao no hako or skip to loafer i am on my knees and sobbing)

COMFORT CHARACTERS HOW COULD I FORGET !!! i rlly rlly rlly rlly liked deku and hinata in 2020-21 they were my whole personality 😇 rn i think ive calmed down a bit but. theyre still vv special in my heart (if i had to choose one rn i guess it'd be syaoran from ccsakura?? hes just so ADORABLE)

for items i'd say maybe ... stuffed animals..... theyre just rlly cute okay i still have a bunch from my childhood 😔

AND FINALLY!!! you (ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ.ﾟBAHDGJS BUT FR THO I LOVE TALKING TO U SM IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY !!! tysm for the questions mbd for talking so much 😭

[janedoe-ing]

rating all the guys ive liked before ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ ❀

~ *mr*n (darjah 1) = 8/10

tbh since its my first childhood crush so it was so cutesy and innocent type of love so im rating this high. never really talked to him pun actually, once had an encounter when i was pulling my stone heavy beg tarik onto this giant ass stairs when i was going home and he offered to help me!!! cute kan.... but he was holding another girl's hand also during that time so 😅😅 kinda soul crushing for a 7 y/o but hidup ni keras dik...... also his dad was a friend of my dad so... yeah....

visual purposes: normal boy, chinese looking, botak in a way there's some spikey hairs growing if that makes sense

~ first (darjah 3) = 9/10

rating him the HIGHEST bcs he was the best and the most painful one. i feel like i talked a lot abt him earlier when i made this account. we literally are so close and in sync with each other it's insane. i can definitely say he's my soulmate, not kidding. never met somebody so close to him until now. but hes an ick now thats for sure after stalking his account. his physicals is obviously different than when i knew him as this scrawny tall kid. his attitude might've changed too. never heard from him again since our mothers had an argument and decided to stop being friends with each other. that's the most devastating part of it, the fact that we never had the chance to say good bye or even articulate anything. i always wonder what we could've been if we never got separated. i have his socials, but i don't think i have the guts to actually text him and tell him who i am. he might not even remember who i was, and maybe i was just a girl who happen to be apart of his life, for a little while. but he was one of the biggest things that has ever happened to me. it's always has been like this. i was never apart of something much.

~ n*s**m (darjah 3) = 5/10

honestly i liked him for quite a short time and mostly bcs he was my ketua kelas and nothing more. he grew up to be annoying tho i remember him asking me details about my facial treatments but in a weird way. so it ICKED me. (this was back in 2019)

~ *n*q* (darjah 4) = 7/10

I GOT TASTE OK BABES FOR THIS ONE!!!!! HES TALL AS HELL!!!! archery kid, pengawas kantin, handsome among our batchmates, in the first tier of classes (one of the smartest classes) like ????????? a total snatch ok.... but hes annoying tho from what i could remember but in a normal way like how boys are at that age....

~ *mr*n (darjah 4) = 6/10

ok this is so funny bcs the guy above is his fucking bestfriend and i decided to like him after that LMAOO but to be fair i liked him bcs he liked me first so macam.... KJSFNJKFSJK visually that time hes normal-cute but now hes scarily hot like KJSBDJKBK but not hot HOT, its like 'oh hot' type of guy when ur friend asked u if he's hot or not.... and he's weirdly famous for some reason now... but anyways...

~ *q*l (darjah 5) = 4/10

i feel like this is more of a fling rather than a crush tbh bcs ??? i can't remember shit about him... boring.... other than he's tall as hell..... yikes..... he's 180++ now so imagine being tall at 11 y/o..... have the looks back in primary but now he's just meh. boring. next. unkept looking in a way??? like bro shaving exists!!!

~ *zz (darjah 6) = 1/10

wtf babi bcs wtf is this HAHAHHA THIS IS LIKE ONLY FOR A FEW DAYS KOT OR A WEEK AT MOST bcs i remember making jokes ABOUT him and sitting next him but thats all 😭 maybe that's what got me to the 'feelings' LMAO ITS SO FUNNY............

~ h**k*l (darjah 6 - form 2) = 5/10

prolly my first crush that has ever exceeded more than 3 months bcs ??? and the cringiest moments of us were when we were at our langkawi trip???? i was delusional as hell thinking im THAT bitch to kinda woo him abit but when i looked back at those pictures i looked like shit bro..... WHAT WAS I THINKING WEARING RED LEGGINGS WITH A LOW PONYTAIL AND A MATCHING WHITE BLOUSES WITH MY OTHER GANG MEMBERS.... WTF????? AND A BLUE KNAPSACK TOO?? THE HELL????? they said the devil wears prada but i would say that devil wears knapsacks ok!!!!!! #kingkylie era btw so i was smiling in a weird way, like in a way trying to do the 'duck lips' so..... funny..........

also it icks me A LOT when he started getting overly attentive at my number of followers.... like every time i tried to make a conversation he'll go 'oh dia kan budka hot ada 1k followers' like ??????????? the hell??????????? also that receding hairline and that big ass forehead deserves criminal time babes bcs wtf!

~ *p*n (form 2-4) = 2/10

caused me the most embarrassment and quite some pain (weirdly) bcs i took our situationship like a cinta monyet kind of era, so it shouldn't hurt as much but weirdly it caused me quite some pain and trauma...... maybe bcs i was cheated too!!!!!!!! his ugly ass GLOWED EVEN DOWN-ER!!!! thats what u get as kifarah babes for cheating on me!!!! also heard that he got cheated by his ex that he cheated on me with!! karma is my boyfriend!!!!!

most well known 'relationship' too among our batchmates and thinking about this back made me wanna stab myself 100 times and twist the knife around the wound bcs why was i SO STUPID.......... also he was VERY PUSHY in making us official like ??? chill ???? (obviously we didn't bcs i have commitment issues)

honestly idk wtf did i saw in him like ???? the visuals are obviously out, his personality is compensating for it i guess.... not so much after our 'break up' that's for sure 💀 he's an ick to the society now like i literally stalked his socials a few days ago bcs it happened to pass by my account and he started rt-ing things about sex and drugs and cigarettes in public like ????? make a fake account or something pls like i don't wanna know that you like to eat your girlfriend's ass....

personally, i would never handle that type of embarrassment and cringeyness and disrespect... so... that explains a lot.....

~ curly fries (form 4) = 2/10

tbh just a stupid camp crush and that's all... we exchanged shirts and ties and stuff but nothing more... also he's a fuckboy and kept getting uglier the more i see him.... also curly hair is not a good look on u babes personally so nope.............. i feel like i only 'liked' him for a month? BYE ok i just remembered we had called each other from public phones sial wtfffffff ok but thats all (other than the cringey moments from mfls that i still remember rn) 😭😭

~ ch*ng (form 4) = 2/10

more like a fling tbh maybe bcs i was bored, and tbh hes just a rebound... felt so bad for this but it is what it is KSJBDKJ but we kinda are each other's rebounds... so... that makes it equal... i guess.... also we met through auni, which makes this funnier bcs she literally tried to matchmake us like cupid or sumn 💀💀 i think it went for 3-4 months, and he BARELY tried to keep up so NOPEEEEE + hes not even my type other than tall so... YIKEs.... also... hes a kelantanese.... walking red flag who....

~ plushie (degree) = 5/10

ongoing pain tbh but we roll!!!!!11 hes so nice and etc but the thing is..... HES GAY SIAL.................. so obviously stopped liking him bcs why would i wait for somebody who won't even see me 😭😭 plus we're close so that makes it weirder.... and he didn't know abt me liking him, so basically he did all these things and shit and sending me mixed signals, and i have been delusional this whole time!!!!! good to know!!! time to move on!!!!!!!

[bleutectic]

ive been working SO much lately that literally the second i get a day off i feel guilty for not working. GREAT!!

[leeminho-s]

41-49/ ∞ random gifs of minho

[missnotbrave]

hehehhe i lurk in the depths of the night ignoring my sleep schedule and instead gathering knowledge and putting together messy thoughts in my head like a little fucking gremlin