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KIM MYUNGJUN/ MJ - LOVE PURPOSE

WARNING: DETAILED SMUT SCENES AND FOUL LANGUAGE AHEAD!

AUTHOR’S NOTE: I am sorry it took me for a week to update because I have other things to do and this is my first smut fanfiction for MJ and I hope you will all like it my beloved readers!

Characters: Reader - Y/N (female) x MJ/ Kim Myungjun

L/N (insert your last name/surname)

Y/N is an office worker together with her friend named Jerin. In their company, every fifth month of the year they always awarded who is the best employee in every department then Y/N and Jerin decided to check in their bulletin board outside their department office and they saw it was…

“Kim Myungjun a.k.a MJ is the awardee again? I am tired of seeing his photo every fifth month in our bulletin board!” Y/N said as she sighed and Jerin slightly laughed at her.

“Why? Do you also expect that you will receive that award and beat MJ?” Jerin asked.

“To be honest, I am still expecting because I know that I didn’t make any mistakes in our work and I am always early going to work. I don’t know why I am still not receiving that kind of award,” Y/N said.

"We all know that you are a great employee but I bet you didn't know that much about MJ, right? He is the most sociable employee in our department. Probably the other superiors kept voting him as the best employee is that aside from MJ being excellent in doing his job he is very sociable and he kept helping the others too because he has so much expertise," Jerin said and Y/N just sighed.

“Gosh! I wish I could have those kinds of attributes like him. You know, It’s hard for me to mingle and talk to other people if you don’t know them at all,” Y/N said.

"I know! But I am impressed that it's really easy for him to communicate with other people that quickly. Also, I heard MJ is very popular with other departments too and even the CEO said he is so happy to have him in the company," Jerin said.

"Oh well! I will not be surprised that he will have a quick promotion to be in the higher position," Y/N said.

“I think so! Let’s go back to work,” Jerin said and Y/N nodded. As they went inside their office, suddenly MJ is about to go out there office and…

“Hi Y/N and Jerin!” MJ said as he suddenly winked at Y/N and she was surprised but then Y/N and Jerin just smiled at him and he left the office.

“Oh! How did he know my name? We even don’t talk to each other,” Y/N thought and Jerin noticed she stopped walking and…

“Is there are problem Y/N? or are you just thinking why he winked at you?” Jerin said as she slightly teased her and Y/N glared at her.

"No, I am not! Also, I never talked to him and I am just surprised that he knows my name," Y/N said and Jerin laughed at her.

“Probably he just saw your name somewhere like in the documents or he just overheard it. As for my case, he knows my name because I kept giving some documents to him,” Jerin said as she smiled.

“Well, I think so! We really should get going and finish our work,” Y/N said and Jerin nodded as they just went back to their working stations. As for MJ who also checked the bulletin board, he smiled brightly because he is again the best employee then someone approached him and it’s his friend named Cha Eunwoo who is in another department and…

“Congrats again MJ!” Eunwoo said as he smiled at him.

“Thanks, bro!” MJ said as he smiled back.

“You really deserve a promotion in that case because you were always the best employee of the department,” Eunwoo said and MJ chuckled.

“I still have many things to learn, okay? Also, I am just doing my best too,” MJ said.

"Oh! I see! Did you hear that someone tried to beat you for being the best employee?" Eunwoo asked and MJ was surprised.

"Nope! But I don't mind if that person will be the next best employee since I think also some other people deserve to be the best employee because all of us here are doing our best to get recognition," MJ said.

“Oh! I agree with you! The name of that person that was also nominated for being the best employee is L/N Y/N,” Eunwoo said.

“Oh! The beautiful lady in our department,” MJ said and Eunwoo just smirked.

“I am so surprised at your words MJ. But does it mean you already like her?” Eunwoo asked and MJ smiled.

"To be honest, I liked her since I was in college but at that time, I am in my senior year and Y/N is in her junior year," MJ said.

“Oh! I see! That’s why she didn’t really know you at all,” Eunwoo said.

“You’re right! I am just happy that I got to work with her in the same department,” MJ said as he smiled brightly.

“But why didn’t you make a move already to her?” Eunwoo asked.

“I am just waiting for the right time and also, I don’t want her to be uncomfortable because I still didn’t talk to her at all too,” MJ said.

“Oh! I see! Good luck bro! I have to go and congratulations again!” Eunwoo said.

“Okay! Thanks again! Have a nice day!” MJ said as he smiled and Eunwoo nodded and he left him then MJ just went back to his working station. While Y/N is working she suddenly remembered something and she approached Jerin.

"Jerin, I wanted to ask you if you have already had a roommate in your place?" Y/N asked.

“Yes! I live with my older sister. Why?” Jerin asked.

"Oh! Okay! I just think I should look for a place to rent that is near our working place because I am easily getting tired of being home at late night in my place," Y/N said.

"Wait! I have some flyers of apartments that you can check out. I got these flyers because before I also search for a place to live but I didn't have a chance to check them out because my older sister let me live with her. I hope these flyers will help," Jerin said as she gave the flyers to her.

"Oh! Okay! Thanks, Jerin! I will check them out this weekend," Y/N said and Jerin nodded.

FAST FORWARD….

It was Saturday and she tried to call the numbers that were in the flyers but some of them told her that the apartment is already occupied and as for the last flyer, she tried to call it and finally, someone told her the apartment is still not occupied and it was just a few minutes away from her working place. Then on the same day, she decided to check out the apartment and…

“Good afternoon! Ms. Y/N, I am Jinwoo and I am one of the lessors of the apartment. Let’s go and I will show you the apartment you will move in,” Jinwoo said and Y/N nodded and she followed him. As they went to the apartment, Y/N checked the room and other parts of the apartment…

"Wow! I am surprised it's already fully furnished and yet the monthly price is cheap," Y/N said.

“So, Ms. Y/N are you going to occupy this apartment?” Jinwoo asked.

“Yes! I love the interior and I think I will don’t have any problems when I go to work,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“That’s great! Let’s go to my office now and you can transfer your advance payment via online bank transfer and I will let you signed the contract there,” Jinwoo said and Y/N nodded then both of them went to the office and signed the contract and after signing the contract, Y/N told him that she can move in tomorrow.

“Are you sure that you can move in tomorrow? But you told me earlier that your place from here is far. I can help you get your things,” Jinwoo said.

“Are you sure about that? You will really help me? But how much should I pay you?” Y/N asked.

“Yes! I am willing to help you and you don’t need to pay me for helping you. Just send me the address. I know it will be hard for you to find other people that can help you get your things from your place,” Jinwoo said as he smiled.

“Oh! Okay! Thank you very much Mr. Jinwoo!” Y/N said.

“Just call me Jinjin since you will be one of our tenants in this building and I can consider now you as a friend too,” Jinwoo said as he smiled and Y/N blushed.

“Okay! I will send you the address today. I have to go and thank you again, Jinjin! See you tomorrow!” Y/N said.

“Okay! No problem Y/N! Have a nice day and Take care! See you tomorrow!” Jinwoo said and Y/N smiled and nodded then left his office.

THE NEXT DAY….

It was the day where Y/N will move into the apartment and as Jinjin promised her, he really helped get her things and went to the apartment. But as they arrived in the apartment, they suddenly saw someone loading their stuff and as they walked closer Y/N recognized and it was…

"MJ?" Y/N said and MJ turned around and looked at her with a surprised face and…

“Y/N? What are you doing here and who is he?” MJ asked.

"I should be the one to ask you that question because I am one of the lessors of that apartment and why are you here? Y/N signed the contract yesterday to move in this apartment," Jinwoo said.

“Why does he act likes he is Y/N’s boyfriend?” MJ thought and he smirked.

"Wait for a second! You are not the one who I talked to last week and I signed the contract first. Also, the name of the lessor that I talked to is, Rocky,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised.

“Are you serious?” Y/N asked and MJ nodded. Then Y/N can’t look at him.

“Oh! You mean you talked to my friend. We should check that out and settle these things first,” Jinwoo said then Y/N sighed and nodded. MJ is only looking at her but…

“I didn’t expect Y/N will be here,” MJ thought. But Y/N was just quiet and didn’t talk at all. As they went inside the office…

“Rocky, it’s great that you are here!” Jinwoo said. Then Rocky looked at MJ and…

"Good afternoon MJ! You are supposed to move into the apartment, right? Is there a problem?" Rocky asked.

"Ummm… Rocky, I want to talk to you first," Jinwoo said and Rocky nodded and they left MJ and Y/N for a moment and…

“Y/N, I know that we don’t talk to each other in the office but I wanted to ask you if you really need the apartment?” MJ asked and Y/N slightly looked at him.

“Yes, I am! Because my place is so far and I always reached my place already late at night and I am tired of it.” Y/N said.

“Oh! I see! To be honest, I don’t know what was going on between our signed contracts. Let’s just wait for them,” MJ said and Y/N nodded. Then in a few minutes, Rocky and Jinwoo went back to them and…

"I am sorry MJ and Y/N for the inconvenience. Rocky suddenly forgot to put your details in the system that made me think that it's still not occupied. But I can see that you two already know each other and I think it will not be bad that you two can live in that apartment since there are two rooms. But that was only my suggestion. I'll leave the two of you first so that you two can just talk about it for now," Jinwoo said and left them again to discuss about their decision. Then Y/N and MJ looked at each other and…

“Y/N, you can take the apartment. I will just find another place to live,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised but…

“I think there is a purpose that I met MJ today and that is, that he can help me to be the best employee and somehow make me turn into a sociable person,” Y/N thought and she suddenly shook her head and MJ was confused at her action.

“It’s really okay that you can have the apartment. I can really find another place,” MJ said.

“No! You can live with me because I want you to help me on something I wanted to achieve to," Y/N said and MJ was shocked.

“What? You will let me live with you? Also, what do you want to achieve?” MJ asked.

“Yes! I will let you live with me. I wanted to be also the best employee in our department,” Y/N said and MJ chuckled.

“I see! Okay! But I will try to help you okay?” MJ said as he smiled at her.

“Okay! Thanks, MJ!” Y/N said and MJ suddenly winked at her and Y/N blushed. Then that time, Jinwoo and Rocky went back to them and…

“We already decided that both of us will be living in that apartment,” MJ said.

"Gosh! I hope things will turn out to be okay and I will achieve being the best employee," Y/N thought as both of them smiled.

“Okay! That’s great! There will be no problem at all,” Jinwoo said and all of them agreed. As Y/N and MJ helped each other to place their things inside the apartment…

"Y/N, do you have food preferences you like? I will treat you for dinner tonight," MJ said. When Y/N looked at him, she saw that he is shirtless and she blushed madly but MJ didn’t notice that she stared at him for a long time because he keeps scrolling and searching something in his phone and…

"Damn! I didn't expect MJ will have a perfect upper body!" Y/N thought as she suddenly bites her lip but she suddenly stopped thinking lewd thoughts about him and…

“I just don’t like spicy food and the rest will be okay for me,” Y/N said as she smiled.

"Okay! I will order now," MJ said as he smiled back and Y/N blushed and gulped. As time goes by, their food for dinner arrived and Y/N helped MJ to get the food and set it on the dining table and when they are about to have dinner, Y/N can't continue eating her food because…

“Umm… MJ, I think you should put on clothes first. It’s kinda distracting,” Y/N said and MJ smirked.

“Really? Are you distracted at my body?” MJ asked bluntly and Y/N gulped.

“You’re right! because to be honest, I haven’t lived in yet with a guy. You know what I mean, right?” Y/N asked.

“Oh! Okay! I understand, Y/N! Wait for a second!” MJ said and Y/N nodded. Then after few seconds, he went back and Y/N was still kinda distracted because…

"Gosh! He is in a sleeveless shirt and his arms are really muscular! I should just continue to eat my food he might get the wrong idea," Y/N thought. After they finished their dinner, Y/N volunteered to wash the dishes but…

“Y/N you should relax now. I will wash the dishes tonight,” MJ said as he smiled and Y/N blushed.

“Are you sure about that? You already treated me for dinner then you will also wash the dishes?” Y/N asked.

“It’s okay! I insist! You can relax now,” MJ said and both of them smiled at each other. Then Y/N just went to the living room and started to watch her favorite shows. But as time goes by, when MJ was already finished washing the dishes he already saw that Y/N already fell asleep and he slowly looked at her while still sleeping and…

“It seems she is really tired. I should just carry her into her room,” MJ thought and he just carried her bridal style and placed her in the bed and put a blanket on top of her.

"Good night Y/N! You are really beautiful!" MJ said in low voice and he slightly smiled. Then he just turns off the lights of her room. The next day, both of them went together in the office and some of their officemates are looking at them confused then when Y/N was about to go straight to her working station, MJ suddenly held her hand that made Y/N blushed at his action and…

"We will go back home together too, okay?" MJ asked as he smiled at her and Y/N nodded and smiled back. Then as soon as MJ already went to his working station many of his teammates went to him immediately and asked questions about Y/N. As for Y/N who is also in her working station, Jerin and another colleague named Sanha approached her and…

“Did we just see it right now that you and MJ come to the office together?” Jerin asked.

“You should just share to us that you are already dating him,” Sanha said and Y/N just can’t stop blushing.

“We aren’t dating and we are just friends,” Y/N said and Jerin smirked and Sanha slightly laughed.

"Are you sure? But why did he hold your hand? and suddenly he tells you something. Also, Sanha is right you should share it with us," Jerin said and Y/N sighed.

“I am telling the truth that we are just friends and I know you two will get the wrong idea if I say that we actually living in an apartment,” Y/N said then Sanha and Jerin were surprised.

“What? How did that happen?” Sanha asked.

“I will make the long story short, okay?” Y/N said then Sanha and Jerin nodded.

“On the day when I will move in the apartment, the lessor didn’t know that MJ signed first the contract and suddenly we had a discussion if one of us will take the apartment or just live together but we just decided to live together instead,” Y/N said.

“Oh! But who suggested that you two live together?” Jerin asked.

“The lessor suggested it and I also thought that it will not be a bad idea because I can seek help from him to be the best employee,” Y/N said.

“Oh! That’s a good decision though. But we can feel you two will be very close to each other,” Sanha said and smiled at her.

“Not only be close to each other. Also, we will not be surprised that they will fall in love with each other and they will be in a relationship,” Jerin said and Sanha agreed but Y/N blushed at her words.

“We should just start working and someone might scold us,” Y/N said then Jerin and Sanha nodded and went back to their working stations. As for MJ who is busily working, someone sends a message to him in their web portal and it’s Eunwoo.

THEIR CONVERSATION…

Eunwoo: Hey! I saw that you are with Y/N. Are you two already dating?

MJ: No! We are just friends and to be honest, I am so sick of that question because many of my teammates keep asking me about that.

Eunwoo: Oh! I see! So, why the two of you are together going to the office?

MJ: We live in the same apartment.

Eunwoo: What? Are you serious? I thought you two are not dating but living in one apartment? I am confused.

MJ: Eunwoo, it doesn't mean that if I live with a woman I am already dating her, okay? There was just a little problem that happened yesterday when I moved in. But both of us just decided to live in the same apartment.

Eunwoo: Oh! Okay! But it means you are happy that you will see her every day?

MJ: Of course, I am! I will always take care of her too and I will try to help her achieve to be the next best employee.

Eunwoo: Wow! You really have good helping hands.

MJ: Yup! Since she’s with me now and I will help her as much as I can.

Eunwoo: I hope Y/N will fall in love with you.

MJ: I hope so! But let’s see what will happen to both of us.

Eunwoo: Okay! I have to work now! Have a nice day!

MJ: Have a nice day too, Eunwoo!

END OF THEIR CONVERSATION.

After MJ had a conversation with Eunwoo, he just smiled and…

“I will make Y/N mine no matter what happens!” MJ thought and he just went back to work. As time goes by, it was already their lunch break and both of them just had lunch with their friends instead.

While they are in the pantry, Jerin and Sanha saw MJ that…

"Y/N, MJ keeps looking at you and it seems he is going to give something to you. Here he comes!" Jerin said and Y/N was surprised when MJ approached their table and he smiled at her and her friends.

“I wanted to give this to you,” MJ said as he gave her a bottle of cold coffee and Y/N blushed.

“How did he know it’s my favorite? Oh well, I think it's only a coincidence that it's my favorite coffee,” Y/N thought and she just smiled at him.

“You shouldn’t have bought me this coffee because you already treated me for dinner last night,” Y/N said then while they are still talking to each other, Sanha and Jerin got giddy.

“It’s no biggie, Y/N! I hope that coffee will energize you for working today,” MJ said.

“Thanks, MJ!” Y/N said as both of them smiled.

“I have to go and probably my friends are waiting for me,” MJ said and Y/N nodded and MJ just left them.

"MJ treated you for dinner last night, huh? That's so sweet on the first day of you and him living in the same apartment," Jerin said.

“I didn’t expect that even though you two don’t talk here in the office at all. You two will be close to each other quickly,” Sanha said as he smiled.

“He treated me for dinner last night because he insists and also, I think because of the problem between our signed contracts,” Y/N said.

“I doubt that was only his reason that he treated you for dinner,” Jerin said as she and Sanha teased Y/N.

“Just stop it you two! Let’s just finish our lunch and we should finish things up,” Y/N said then Jerin and Sanha just laughed at her. As time goes by, it was time for them to go home and someone approached Y/N’s working station and it’s MJ.

“Are you ready to go home?” MJ asked.

“Yup! Let’s go! By the way, Jerin and Sanha, I have to go now! Bye guys!” Y/N said.

"Okay! MJ, take care of Y/N, okay?" Jerin asked and MJ slightly laughed.

“Don’t worry I will take care and protect Y/N,” MJ said as he suddenly wrapped his arms around Y/N’s shoulder and she was surprised at his action then Sanha and Jerin were surprised too but just smiled at them.

“Why do you sound like you are Y/N’s boyfriend? Is there something that we don’t know about the two of you?” Sanha asked and Y/N suddenly glared at Sanha but MJ didn’t notice her but when he was about to answer Sanha’s question.

"We really should get going MJ. You can talk to them some time," Y/N said.

“Oh! Okay! We have to go bye!” MJ said then Jerin and Sanha nodded and they waved goodbye to them.

"I can really feel that MJ has already feelings for her and he will not play with Y/N's heart," Jerin said.

"I think so too! Also, he can make Y/N be the next best employee of our department," Sanha said and Jerin agreed with his statement. As for Y/N and MJ who already got home and already changed into comfortable clothes they had dinner and watched their favorite shows and…

“I suddenly remember that you wanted me to help you become the best employee, right?” MJ asked.

“Yup! I will be honest with you that I envy you so much because you keep getting the recognition and I think that I also deserve it because I have perfect attendance, I am a punctual person, and don’t have any mistakes in doing my job until now,” Y/N said as she sighed and can’t look at him and MJ was kinda surprised how Y/N being so honest to him.

“I understand how you feel Y/N. But I don’t know if you will be able to do the things that I do to be the best employee because I can see that you are not sociable at all and you are an introvert, right?” MJ asked.

"Yup! I am an introverted person," Y/N said.

“But if you will give a try to be more sociable in many ways you can also gain more friends too and also, aside from being punctual, having a perfect attendance and not having mistakes in work you should try to mingle with other people but of course, you should mingle with those people who are just good influence to you so that, when you needed help in work they will be able to share their knowledge to you and you will be able to improve on your job and also, you will be more confident be a helping hand to others,” MJ said as he smiled brightly at her and Y/N blushed.

“It means you are now included to my list who are the people that gives me good influence,” Y/N said as she smiled back.

"Of course, I am! Also, I will never put you in danger. Just be careful always. Because not all people are the same. But I suggest sometimes you should try also going with your teammates like when they planned a get together so that they will know that somehow you aren’t hard to talk to and they will discover that you are friendly. But!” MJ said.

“But what?” Y/N asked as she looked at him.

“But still, it doesn’t mean that you should always follow them on what they want. You can always say “NO” if you already know that it’s out of your limit because if you keep saying "YES" but you are already out of your limits it can put you in danger. Remember that okay?" MJ said as he looked at her seriously.

“Okay! No worries I will put that into my mind and thanks for all of your advice. I am glad that I had the chance to have this kind of conversation with you,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“Me too! I really hope you will be able to gain more friends,” MJ said.

“Don’t worry I will try my best to communicate with others too,” Y/N said.

“That’s great! We should go to sleep and we still have work tomorrow,” MJ said.

“Okay! Good night MJ!” Y/N said.

“Good night and sweet dreams Y/N!” MJ said as both of them smiled at each other and went inside their rooms.

FAST FORWARD…

It’s been one month since Y/N and MJ live in the same apartment and somehow Y/N starting to be more sociable that made MJ happy for her because Y/N is becoming more confident to approach other people and also, thanks to MJ's advice to her. It was already Friday and at that time, Y/N sent a message to MJ and it says…

“MJ you can go home first, I will join later my teammates for a drink in the bar, - Y/N”

When MJ saw it he chuckled and replied…

"Okay, Y/N! Just don't drink too much, okay? I will just wait for you in our place- MJ"

“Don’t worry I will go back home safely and I will not drink too much - Y/N”

“Okay! Have fun later with them! - MJ”

“Thanks! Take care and be safe when you go home later - Y/N”

After exchanging messages with MJ, Y/N didn’t know Jerin is looking at her and…

“Just don’t drink too much, okay?” Jerin said as she read one of MJ’s messages and Y/N was startled at her sudden appearance behind her and Jerin laughed at her.

“You know, I will not be surprised that you two will be dating and he’s very caring about you,” Jerin said.

“It’s normal that both of us taking care of each other since we are living in the same apartment and also, you know he is helping me to be the best employee. Did you already forgot?” Y/N asked.

“Well, you’re right! But as I can see whenever both of you going home together it’s like you two are very sweet to each other and sometimes, the look of your eyes to each other have spark and MJ looks like your boyfriend rather your friend only,” Jerin said as she smiled at her and Y/N blushed.

“Let’s just not assume things, shall we? Let’s just go back to work and have some fun later, okay?” Y/N said and Jerin nodded and smiled at her. As time goes by, it was already time for Y/N and their teammates to have some fun in the bar and MJ went home first. As Y/N already in the bar…

“You should have made MJ join us tonight,” Jerin said.

“He can’t because he’s kinda busy too,” Y/N said.

“Are you sure about that?” Jerin asked.

“Yup! Also, I forgot to tell you that I won’t be staying here for a long time because I don’t want to get drunk and I will be going home alone and it’s dangerous,” Y/N said.

“Why don’t MJ pick you up here?” one of Y/N’s teammates asked and Y/N chuckled.

“I don’t want to bother him and he just went home and probably he is now resting in our apartment,” Y/N said.

“Okay! If you said so!” one of Y/N’s teammates said and smiled at her. As the drinks arrived at their table, one by one took their drinks, and sometimes, they play games but there was one time, Y/N keep losing where the consequence that she should drink her alcoholic drink in one shot that made her drunk and Jerin kept telling her to stop but Y/N was really stubborn and suddenly Jerin had an idea of calling MJ. As for MJ who is still waiting for Y/N to come home, he suddenly received a call and he answered it.

THEIR CONVERSATION…

MJ: Y/N! Are you going home now?

Jerin: I am sorry. This is Jerin, Y/N’s friend. I think you should pick her up here in the bar.

MJ: Huh? Why? Is she drunk?

Jerin: Umm… Yes! I didn’t expect that Y/N will be very stubborn when she is drunk and it’s her first time to drink with our teammates.

MJ: Oh! Okay! Give me the name and address of the bar then I will pick her up.

Jerin: Okay! Thanks, MJ!

MJ: Okay! I will be there few minutes.

END OF CONVERSATION.

Then as soon as Jerin sent the address of the bar to MJ he went there as soon as possible and as MJ reached the bar and he saw that Y/N is now asleep near Jerin and he sighed.

“I am sorry if we made Y/N drunk and I think she really had fun joining us for tonight,” Jerin said.

“It’s okay I understand. I will carry her in my back instead,” MJ said and Jerin nodded while the other teammates are getting giddy because of MJ being sweet to Y/N and…

“I envy Y/N so much because she has already a sweet boyfriend,” one of Y/N’s teammates said and MJ just chuckled.

"We should get going now, guys! Bye!" MJ said while he was still carrying Y/N in his back.

“Okay! Take care of Y/N!” Jerin said and MJ nodded as he smiled at them. Then MJ placed her in the front seat and he slightly inclined the chair and when he was about to drive he looked at her and…

"You had too much fun, Y/N!" MJ said as he slightly laughed at her. As they reached their apartment, he carried her going to her room and laid her in the bed, removed her shoes, and just put a blanket over her but when he was about to leave her, Y/N suddenly pulled MJ close to her that made MJ surprised and…

“Don’t leave me please!” Y/N said as she still in a drunken state and MJ blushed but when he was trying to get rid of Y/N’s hands to him, Y/N suddenly hugged him more and wrapped her legs around him and MJ was so shocked.

“Shit! It seems I will not be able to get out of her side tonight but the sleeping position is kinda weird,” MJ thought as he just tried to sleep with her but as time goes by, it was already 1 am and MJ can’t still sleep beside her because her legs are wrapped around him and he suddenly realized Y/N’s top was unbuttoned that made MJ gulped at the sight of her breast and he can feel that he is getting hard and…

“Shit! I shouldn’t have seen that!” MJ thought but as Y/N suddenly moved against him…

“Fuck! Stop that Y/N!” MJ said in a loud voice and Y/N woke up because of his voice and that time she was already sober up and she was surprised that she actually hugged MJ tightly and pulled out from him.

“Shit! I am so sorry MJ! I just sober up now,” Y/N said as she gulped when she saw that MJ was now already hard against his pants and MJ noticed her reaction.

“See what you did to me?” MJ asked as he smirked and he suddenly kissed her hungrily and Y/N just responded to his kiss and while they making out, MJ went above her and kissed her neck then MJ’s hands went to unbutton her top and cupped her clothed breast that made Y/N moan into the kiss and he successfully slipped his tongue inside her mouth and dominated the kiss. Then suddenly they stopped and MJ's eyes stared at Y/N full of lust and Y/N just blushed.

“Strip now, Y/N!” MJ said and Y/N just obeyed him and MJ continued to stare at her in every move she made and he is just becoming more turned on and when Y/N was already naked he licked his lips and…

"Shit! You are so hot and sexy, Y/N!" MJ said and Y/N just blushed at his remark. Then MJ suddenly removed all of his clothes and when MJ was now the naked one…

“Oh shit! He has a perfect body!” Y/N thought and suddenly bite her lips.

“Like what you see?” MJ asked as he smirked and he suddenly pushed her back in the bed and attacked her neck again that made Y/N moaned his name softly and MJ bit and sucked her neck harshly that made a visible hickey on it.

"You are now mine Y/N!" MJ said as he whispered in her ears and licked her earlobe and Y/N just moaned. Then MJ's lips went to her breast as he licks and bites her nipple that made one of Y/N's hands went to his head and caressed it and slightly pushing more to her breast and MJ just smirked at her action. Then MJ ran his tongue between her breast and he left wet kisses on her stomach, belly button, and to her thighs. MJ suddenly spread her legs widely that made Y/N conscious and MJ felt it.

“Y/N, remember you are beautiful and sexy for me. Don’t be insecure and I will really prove it to you at this hour,” MJ said as he winked at her and Y/N tried to smile but she gulped the sight of MJ being between her legs and when she was also about to talk, MJ’s tongue suddenly dived into her core and he licked and sucked it harshly that made Y/N’s head laid back into the pillow and gripped the sheets and moan his name loudly.

"Keep moaning my name babe! You look so hot!" MJ said as he continued to eat her core wildly and he decided to put his hands around her thighs and pulled it more to his mouth and his tongue got more access inside her core and Y/N almost screamed his name because of MJ's tongue doing its magic into her core and…

“Shit! Like that MJ!” Y/N said and MJ just smirked. But as MJ continued to eat her wildly...

“Fuck! If you keep doing that you will make me cum!” Y/N said.

“You can cum anytime for me babe!” MJ said. Then after a few seconds, Y/N cum onto his mouth and he sucked all of her juices that made a slurping sound in the room. MJ suddenly stood up and…

"Wait for a while I will get a condom in my room. You can rest for a second," MJ said and Y/N just nodded and trying to breathe normally and MJ just went to his room and get a condom and went back to her room then he put the condom onto his cock and went above her.

“This is your first time, right?” MJ asked.

“Yes!” Y/N said as she blushed and can’t look at him and MJ cupped her face to look at him.

“Don’t worry I will be gentle to you. To be honest, I like you and I love you for a long time, Y/N,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised.

“I like you and I love you too MJ!” Y/N said as both of them smiled at each other.

“Are you ready? We can just take our time if you want,” MJ said.

“No! I am ready! I want you too so bad!” Y/N said and MJ smirked then he suddenly kissed her lips passionately and one of his hands went to his cock and inserted it into her core slowly that made Y/N moan loudly in the kiss and when they pulled out from the kiss MJ suddenly saw that Y/N’s face is in pain and…

"Did I hurt you that much?" MJ asked with a concerned voice.

"A little but don't worry I know I will handle it and will feel pleasure later," Y/N said as she bites her lips trying to bear the pain she felt and MJ suddenly sucked her breast again to make her distract from the pain. But when MJ was already fully into her core, Y/N already adjusted and suddenly stared at him.

“Move now MJ!” Y/N said and MJ smirked.

“Sure babe! You can tell me if you want me to harder and rougher!” MJ said as he suddenly gripped her waist and thrust his cock to her at a fast pace and Y/N eyes closed and gripped MJ’s arms.

"Fuck! You are so tight, babe!" MJ said as he suddenly changed the pace from fast to a harder and rougher pace that made Y/N arched her back violently and throw her head back and moaned his name loudly.

"Shit! You are so fucking hot seeing you like that being a moaning mess!" MJ said and he suddenly hugged her body close to him that made his cock go deeper to her and continued at a rougher pace that made Y/N screamed his name because his cock hit all the right places inside her and her hands were also on his broad back as she dug and raked her nails that will surely have red marks on it.

“Oh shit! Feel so good being deeper to you!” MJ said as he bit Y/N’s earlobe and he keeps whispering sweet and dirty things to her that made Y/N crazy. But as time goes by MJ still can’t stop being rough to her that made Y/N oversensitive at her core and…

“Oh gosh MJ! I am about to cum! Shit!” Y/N said.

"Cum with me, Y/N!" MJ said as he continued to ram his cock to her and in a few thrusts, both of them cum and MJ's body suddenly rested for few seconds above her and Y/N hugged his body that made MJ smiled and…

“I don’t want this to end,” Y/N said and when MJ was about to get out from the hug, Y/N hugged him more even though his body is still above her and…

“Me too, Y/N! I don’t want this to end but I don’t want to suffocate you underneath me. I should get up and remove the condom first from my cock,” MJ said and Y/N just laughed and she stopped hugging his body. Then MJ pulled out his cock that made Y/N slightly moan from his action and he removed the condom and threw it in the trash bin near the bed then he went back to lay beside her and looked at her.

“I am so happy that you are now mine because since college I already like you,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised.

"Since college? You didn't become my classmate that time in any subject," Y/N said.

"I know but that time I am in my senior year and you are in your junior year and also, I didn't have a chance to make a move to you that time because you know, senior year have so many things to do especially thesis and other requirements since I am already a graduating student that time and also, our class schedules are not on the same time," MJ said.

“Oh! Wait! I kinda remember you now because you are the one who keeps hosting events in the university, right?” Y/N asked.

“Yup! You��re right! They kept choosing me to host the events because they really know me that I am good at hosting and I am active in some extra co-curricular activities,” MJ said.

"Oh! I see! Also, I remember you are known to be the Mr. Sociable in the university too because I heard almost in every year level of the students you have some friends including professors in other departments. That time, I thought that you look like a politician or whatever public figure it is because you are very popular in the university," Y/N said and both of them laughed.

“To be honest, I never joined the student council because it’s not my cup of tea. I just really like entertaining other people. To be honest, I didn’t expect we will work in the same company and I will meet you again after few years I graduated and I am so happy that I have you now, Y/N,” MJ said as he smiled and Y/N blushed as she hugged him and MJ hugged her back.

”Me too! I think our decision to live in the same apartment is not a bad idea at all and also, I thought that my purpose for you to live with me is that only you can help me to be the best employee but…” Y/N suddenly was cut off when MJ kissed her lips quickly and…

“But instead it became a sweet and loving purpose to us,” MJ said as both of them smiled at each other.

“You’re right! We should sleep now. Good night and I love you MJ!” Y/N said.

“Good night and I love you too so much Y/N!” MJ said as hugged her close to him and kissed her forehead and both of them went to sleep. As they continued to be a loving couple, Y/N finally achieved to be the best employee but sometimes, MJ is really protective and he also joined Y/N whenever she joins a get together with her teammates to make sure that Y/N will not be drunk again but Y/N understands it and their relationship is a sweet and loving one that made her teammates more envious of them.

끝 THE END

Thank you for reading my one-shot smut fanfiction

for Astro’s MJ!

Stay tuned for the next member! :)

고마워요 여러분! (Thanks, Everyone!)

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kpoptrashlord-007 · 3 years

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Devour;; KMJ

Word Count;; .8k

Genre;; Smut

Pairing;; Myungjun x Fem!Reader

Summary;;

It was meant to be a night shared between the two of you, just the two of you, but Myungjun's stuck on a call. You take matters into your own hands - rather literally.

Warnings;;

Light smut, exhibition a little?, light masturbation (fem), dom/sub dynamics

Request;;

Hi 👋🏻 I saw your post announcement about making drabble :) Can you please make drabble for Astro Mj with the prompt: "Bite your lip once more, I dare you" and "what you gonna about it, stud?" It's so hard to find Mj smut story tbh :( And I really wanna see it bcs he sunshine but I know he has some dark side. Thank you. Have a good day <3

Notes;;

I had another request that had the “bite your lip...” prompt so I tweaked this one just a little. I hope you still like it!

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With a sigh, you looked around the hotel room. Dusk painted the walls in deepening oranges and yellows. White sheets crumpled as you shifted, crawling up the bed until your back pressed against the headboard. There was a chill in the air courtesy of the ajar balcony door so you covered your bare shoulder with the sleeve of your silk robe that had slipped down to your elbow.

Myungjun was still on the same call he had been on for the past twenty minutes. Here and there he would check on you with a quick glance, all the while smiling that contagious smile of his before leaning back against the balcony railing, but it had been a hot minute since he had acknowledged you.

Impatience gnawed away at your obedience, slowly ebbing it down until you found yourself slipping out of the tangle of sheets that once promised relief. Sexual tension still hung heavy around you and you followed your desire, eager to have his touch return to your burning skin.

Once you reached the glass barrier separating you from Myungjun, you hesitated. You didn't want to interrupt his call, but you had booked the room to spend time together free of all other distractions and he seemed rather distracted from you right now. That simple fact caused a small pout to break out across your face.

He looked back just as you lifted your hand to knock so you instead pulled the door shut, earning a confused look from your partner. With the sole desire to have his attention on you and only you, you let your arm fall back to your side. As it fell (and with the help of a little shimmy of your shoulders), your robe followed. Slipping down the smooth expanse of your body, it pooled around your feet.

Myungjun's line of sight also followed.

When his gaze travelled back up, taking pause to observe the shape of your body now that you were bare of all clothing before him, his eyes burned bright. Despite not being able to hear him, you saw the way the words stumbled from his lips as he responded to his call, nodding in agreement to whatever so-called important business he had prioritised over you.

There would be consequences for breaking the rules, for leaving the bed when he had told you to wait and for touching yourself without him, but in that moment you didn't quite care. Not when your body ached for him to finish what he had started, having left you high and dry on the edge of an orgasm to answer his damn phone.

One of your hands squeezed your breast, pinching the nipple and kneading the skin a bit rougher than you typically did, while the other traced patterns up and down your thigh. It tickled, the sensation sending a shiver through your body. A soft moan bubbled up in your throat and you made sure to exaggerate the way your mouth fell open, empathising your pleasure in gestures rather than with sound.

Your eyes fluttered shut when you trailed your dancing fingers toward your clit. You didn't need to see him to know that his eyes remained glued to your form. When you began to rub circles on the sensitive bud, your knees shook. Excitement trembled deep within every joint of your body. Being watched sent electricity jolting through you, the thought alone fast returning you to the precipice of your high.

A deep vibration broke the silence of the room and your eyes snapped open. Gentle buzzing from atop the nightstand caught your attention and you reluctantly abandoned your little show in favour of checking what was no doubt a text from Myungjun. Your phone's screen illuminated the darkness that had descended since your tease had begun and artificial light crept up the length of your body the closer you approached the source.

In the time it took you to collect the device, the balcony door slid open. A cold breeze caressed your body, leaving goosebumps in its wake before the chill of the night's air was once again trapped outside. You chuckled to yourself when you read the message:

Keep going, I dare you

"What are you going to do about it, stud?" you called out, dropping the phone back down and swivelling on your heels.

His hands were on you before you had a chance to find your balance and he pulled you into his embrace, his toned arms wrapping around your waist. While his jacket had long since been abandoned, the soft cashmere of his shirt tickled your skin as he slid down your body inch by inch, placing chaste kisses along the way. Without you realising, he had transitioned you from the nightstand to the bed and you soon found yourself tumbling back into the sheets.

"Sweetie," he said, honey dripping from the lips now hovering above your cunt. The words teased your anticipating heat with each exhale and you bit your lip to hold back a gasp. Every ounce of desire ignited within you. Your body quivered just from his proximity, let alone the anticipation of his punishment.

"I'm going to devour you."

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binunus · 3 years

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needy | mj (m)

a/n Y’ALL MYUNGJUN GIVES OFF GOOFY BESTIE ENERGY BUT HE’S EQUALLY A HOT MOTHERFUCKER SO I HOPE YOU GET SOME MMM GRR BARK BARK FEELINGS FROM THIS LIKE I DID

{request: Hii! I hope you are well! :) I was wondering if you could do a Scenario about the reader and Mj from astro smut like the reader just wants attention but Mj is just too* busy* but when he finally gives in, he's kinda pissed off because you're being a brat and he's kinda harsh when you know...but at the end he is super sweet and makes sure the reader is okay. Idk if it makes sense but yea. Thank you 💕💕}

→ pairing: bf!myungjun x fem!reader

→ genre: smut, fluff at the end

→ warnings: this is basically a pwp like i just got right into it mm, choking, spanking, reader calls myungjun sir !!!, slight degradation, unprotected sex (cover your stump before you hump kiddies), rimming??? anal fingering??, semi-public?? sex?? practice room sex, mirror sex

→ word count: 1.7k

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Your POV

You stared at your boyfriend with a pout, sitting at one end of the practice room with your arms crossed and legs hot. You’ve been wet for the better part of an hour now, wanting nothing more than for your boyfriend to finish his extra dance practice so that he could fuck you senseless in the comfort of your home.

To be fair, you sorta knew what you were getting into. Watching Myungjun dance always somehow turned you on, he just looked so sexy when he was focusing, especially when he brushed his sweat-filled hair back to get a clearer look of his movement in the mirror.

But you promised him you would behave. He needed to get this new routine down and he didn’t want any distractions from you while he was in the zone.

“Junie, how much longer?” You whined as he took a little breather, resting his hands on his knees. He panted, giving you a smile as he stood to stretch, “Almost done bub, promise. You only have to hold out for a little bit longer.”

He knew that you were aroused, you always were when you watched him practice. Believe him, he would much rather be in bed with you right now, but that was for after he finished this practice.

You leaned back against the chair with a sigh, pursing your lips together as he played the music once again, starting over with the routine from the beginning. Good things come to those who wait, but unfortunately for you, you hated waiting, especially when you were so turned on you could die.

Ten minutes turned into twenty, which turned into thirty, and by the hour mark, you couldn’t just sit still anymore. Myungjun was still practicing, completely forgetting about you and the passing time as he poured his all into the routine.

Subtly, you inched your way closer, Myungjun noticing your movement immediately in the corner of his eyes. “What are you doing?”

“I’ve been sitting for almost three hours, just wanted to move my legs for a bit.” You answered simply, hands behind your back. “Carry on.”

“I’m almost done,” He reminded you, to which you nodded passively. “Bub, are you upset?”

“No,” You shook your head, “I mean, you said you were almost done an hour ago, but it’s fine.”

“Bub,” Myungjun sighed, approaching you, taking your hands in his, “I’m sorry, but I need to ace this routine by tomorrow. I appreciate you waiting patiently for me bub, I really do.”

“You’ve been working hard until now, I think you deserve a little break.” You said encircling your arms around his neck. He chuckled, hands finding your hips as he kissed you quickly on the lips. “My break will be when we’re back home.”

He tapped you lightly asking you to let go, but you weren’t going to give in easily now that he was in your vicinity. You tightened your hold around his neck, lips moving along his jaw as you pressed your front to his. “y/n.”

“Take a little break, Junie.” You whispered between kisses, not minding the salty taste of his sweat as you began to suck on his neck. Myungjun bit the inside of his cheek, the feeling of your lips on his skin stirring some movement in his pants. He released a breathy sigh, letting himself indulge in your actions for a bit.

In a sudden, you pulled away, sneaking a hand down to give the front of his pants a squeeze before you turned your back to him, walking to the side and taking a seat against the mirrors. Your boyfriend gave you a baffled look, “Carry on with your practice, Junie.”

You smiled innocently at him, a teasing lilt in your voice as you noticed the growing hardness in his pants. Myungjun returned to his dance practice, but you knew it would only be a matter of minutes until he gave in, once he grew hard, his restrain practically disappeared. Your next actions were planned out strategically, your eye contact never straying from his as you spread your legs unashamed, hands resting at the base of your inner things.

Just as you expected, Myungjun only lasted one more run through before he stomped up to you, pulling you up roughly and pressing you against the mirrors. You squeaked in excitement as he stared at you intensely, leaning in until your foreheads were touching. “That was a dirty move, princess. I can’t focus now because of you.”

Instead of responding, you connected your lips in a searing kiss, your hands immediately slipping under his shirt to feel the expanse of his skin. Myungjun held you tightly against the mirrors as he ground his hips into yours, making you feel the outline of his bulge with every movement. You keened, moaning into his mouth as your nails scratched against his abdomen. “Can we go now?”

“No,” He said gruffly, his hand slithering up your body and wrapping around your throat, his fingers pressing into the sides of your neck. “You just couldn’t wait a little bit longer so I’m going to fuck you here right now.”

You whined as he flipped your body around, your cheek pushed against the mirror as Myungjun hastily pulled your leggings down, your ass bared out in the open of the practice room. You braced yourself, palms on the mirror to hold your weight as he delivered a harsh smack to your bottom, the sound ringing loud and clear.

Your body jolted with every spank, eyes shut tightly as the sting quickly morphed into pleasure. Myungjun groped your ass firmly, cursing at the red imprints that his hands made after every strike. Your cunt was absolutely soaked, your slick trailing down the inside of your thighs. This, of course, didn’t go unnoticed by your boyfriend, the male cupping your heat as he spread your legs further apart. “Shit princess, you’re dripping on the floor. You wanna get fucked that bad?”

“Yes sir.” You panted, jutting your ass back in desperation, “Please fuck me.”

Not letting another second go to waste, Myungjun pulled down his pants to let it pool around his ankles, lining his tip up with your entrance. He ran his length up and down your folds only once before pushing in, letting out a groan as your walls enveloped his cock. You screamed as Myungjun immediately thrusted at a merciless pace, not allowing you any time to adjust to size, not that you really needed it anyway.

Your hands balled into fists, focusing on Myungjun and Myungjun only. The sounds heard in the practice room were obscene, the skin of his pelvis slapping against your ass bouncing on the walls.

You didn’t even bother to mask your moans, too lost in the pleasure of Myungjun’s cock fucking you against the mirrors. At a particular hard thrust, your legs suddenly caved in, causing his length to slip out as you dropped onto the floor.

Without giving you a moment to breathe, he swiftly got onto his knees and entered you again, this position giving him more leverage as his thrusts were more precisely aimed, battering the deepest parts of your cunt.

You moaned as Myungjun spread your cheeks open, his thumb probing at your second entrance. Immediately, you clenched the hole, ears ringing as he let his spit dribble onto the cleavage of your ass, using it as lubrication before he pressed his thumb into your tight hole.

Your mouth opened in pleasure, panting as your muscles adjusted to his thumb, the added intrusion only making your walls tighten around his cock. God, you felt so full.

Myungjun started fingering your ass in time with his thrusts, cursing as you moaned his name like a mantra. His free hand harshly pulled at your hair, your neck straining as he forced you to look up at the mirror.

Your cheeks flushed at the sight, your clothing disheveled as Myungjun pounded into you from behind, sweat covering his face in a light glowy sheen.

“You like this, princess? You like getting fucked where anyone can walk in and see how much of a filthy slut you are?”

“Yes,” You groaned, throat raw from all your screaming, eyes threatening to close from Myungjun’s intimidating stare.

“Yes what?” He gritted his teeth, letting go of your hair as he delivered another spank to your ass. Your head fell forward, leaning on your elbows as you responded to him. “Yes sir.”

“That’s right, princess.” He said lowly, keeping his thumb plugged in your ass hole as he started ramming into your cunt. His pace was bruising, the two of you nearing your highs.

You let out a high-pitched scream when his fingers reached under to rub at your clit, your vision turning spotty as the band of your orgasm quickly snapped. Myungjun groaned as your walls fluttered around his cock, the grip your cunt had pushing him to his impending release.

His hips didn’t relent as his seed spilled inside of you, fucking you both thoroughly through your orgasms. You moaned in sensitivity as you felt his cock pulsating, your body collapsing onto the floor when he pulled out, your limbs skin to jelly.

Myungjun sat back on his palms, trying to catch his breath from your quick little fuck session. After about a minute or so, your boyfriend stood and pulled his pants up before going to the table to grab a couple of tissues. He returned to where you laid glued on the floor, gently wiping the mixture of your releases from your cunt and ass, “C’mon bub.”

He helped you onto your feet, making a noise of surprise as you leaned onto him for support, legs still weak. “You okay?”

“Mhm,” You nodded, still feeling the after effects of your orgasm as you hazily tried to wear your leggings again. Myungjun laughed, holding you up by your waist as he pressed a kiss to your temple, “Are you gonna practice again?”

“I think I’ve had enough practice for today.” He smiled fondly, walking you both to your things. “I can fine tune it tomorrow with the guys. For now, I think it’s time for us to go home.” ____________________________________________

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key201303 · 3 years

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jaehyunhour · 4 years

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better with you | yoon sanha

best friend!sanha (ft. eunwoo)

hanahaki disease is a disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. it ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only; strong friendship is not enough), or when the victim dies. it can be cured through surgical removal, but when infection is removed, the victim’s romantic feelings for their love also disappear.

summary: you and sanha have been friends since you were young, and naturally you developed feelings for him. you thought the feelings were reciprocated, but that you never labeled your relationship in fear of ruining your friendship. what happens when sanha starts to fall for a girl in his class and you suddenly start choking on flowers?

3.5k words.

a/n: this is the longest thing i have written, and the first fic i am writing for astro so i hope you all enjoy!

despite not being able to recall many of your childhood memories, you can still vividly remember the day you met sanha. you were in different classes at your elementary school, but one day while waiting for your parents to pick you up sanha asked you to play with him. you slid down the double-slides together, ran around the playground holding hands, and he even picked a flower for you to take home. ever since that day, you guys were inseparable. your parents expected you to get married, and you honestly did too. you don’t know when you started to have feelings for your best friend, only that you’re madly in love with him. and you knew he had to love you back, because you had never coughed up any flowers. you were sure that one day you would label your relationship, but for now you were confident in your feelings due to the lack of flowers.

“where do you think we’ll be in ten years?” you ask sanha suddenly, reaching for his hand and staring up at the stars. you lay on the grass in the backyard of his parent’s house, stargazing and talking about your future. sanha was never one to think so far ahead, but you were and he entertained the thoughts you had. he intertwines your fingers and sighs.

“hm, ten years? hopefully we’re married by then.”

content with his answer, you don’t ask more and continue looking at the stars. now it’s his turn to ask a question.

“did you know that dongmin started coughing flowers recently?”

you freeze. “petals, or whole flowers?”

“whole flowers. stem and everything.”

the air is thick with fear, and you have to try to stop from crying. as selfish as it may seem, you hope sanha never puts you in that position. you wouldn’t know what to do.

“oh wow,” you say quietly. “i feel so bad for him.” but that could never be us, right?

“we should get you home before your roommate gets upset,” sanha says.

you let out a laugh. “cats don’t have a sense of time, i’m sure mine will not get mad that i’m home late. are you going to spend the night?”

“i can’t, i’m going to come back and stay with my parents. they miss me a lot.”

when sanha dropped you off at home, you lay in your bed and thought about dongmin. you wondered if you should reach out and offer an ear, but realized you aren’t that close with him and wouldn’t even know what to say. you push the thoughts to the back of your mind and roll over in bed, your cat hopping onto your bed and settling next to your head. you’re sure a good night’s rest will get your mind off things.

you woke up excited the next day to see sanha again. it hadn’t even been a full 24 hours since you’d last seen him, but ever since you met you quickly grew accustomed to seeing him at almost all times of the day. you practically lived together, you sleeping over at his apartment often and him sleeping at yours on the other days. him not staying over was rare, but you understood that his family had just as much of a right to see him as you did. once you arrived on campus and got to your first class, you saw sanha was already there. and he was talking to another one of your classmates. you said hi to her and sat next to sanha, who quickly turned his attention to you.

“do you have a lot to study for?” you ask. “i have a take home exam for my sociology class due on thursday and i want to get it done today, do you want to meet at our table in the library at the end of the day?”

“oh, uh, actually, i can’t today. i was talking to yeji and we’re going to hang out after class! we have a project together for our astronomy class.”

“ah, alright. sounds good. i’ll miss you though,” you say.

before he can say anything back, your professor walks in and begins class.

and that’s when it began. while you sit in the library working on your sociology take home exam, there’s a consistent tickle in your throat. you try to clear your throat multiple times and drink water, but it doesn’t seem to go away.

to: sanha ♡

hey, is your throat hurting? mine is killing me and i think i’m getting sick because i didn’t wear a sweater when we were outside yesterday lol

from: sanha ♡

nope, i feel fine

sorry can’t talk much i’m in the middle of working with yeji

see you later!

at first, you don’t think much of it. sanha’s immune system has always been better than yours, and you’re not surprised that you caught a cold from being out in the cold for a couple hours and he didn’t. the sore throat is persistent, and lasts two weeks. you went to the doctor, thinking you somehow had strep throat, but the test comes back negative. it’s a painful process, realizing your best friend and one true love is starting to fall out of love with you.

you aren’t concerned until sanha tells you he has a date with yeji. in that moment, you felt your heart drop to your stomach but you don’t show it. you tell him to enjoy himself, and that you’ll be here if he wants to hang out after. but when you see his location at a carnival, and you cough up your first few petals, you ignore all of his texts and calls.

to: sanha ♡

sorry, i just don’t feel good lol i don’t want to get you sick

he accepts this excuse, and leaves you alone knowing you will give him the green light to come over once you’re feeling better. except, you don’t start to get better. the less time you spend with sanha, and the more time he spends with yeji, the more petals start to come up. it’s difficult to go through everyday life while coughing up petals when you least expect, the process making your throat raw and your chest hurt. you sit on the couch, staring at the white walls of your living room and feeling like the room is getting smaller. a small part of you, deep down, knew that if you and sanha never established your relationship that there would be a day in which you started coughing up petals. but the majority of you never thought you would be in this position. you never thought that you would pull out your laptop, and begin looking at doctors who accepted your insurance to get the flowers removed. would you be able to live with yourself if you went through with it, and lost all your feelings for sanha?

after a few days of coughing up petals, you let sanha come over to your apartment. he said he couldn’t spend the night because he had to wake up early to go out with yeji, but that he wanted to come see you since you’d been sick for so long. you and sanha sat next to each other on the couch, catching up and talking about the latest dramas you’d been watching, your classes, your family. every time he mentioned yeji, you cleared your throat and tried not to alarm him. if he knew you were starting to cough up petals, he would be concerned and demand to know who was hurting you. and you don’t think you have the heart to tell him he’s the one who’s hurting you.

it works until yeji unexpectedly calls him. he answers right there in front of you, and begins talking to her. for a second, he’s so absorbed in the call that he forgets he’s at your apartment and you’re sitting next to him. it’s not until you begin coughing uncontrollably, multi-colored petals coming up and out of your throat into your hands, that he realizes where he is. “oh my god, i have to call you back,” he quickly tells yeji and hangs up. one of his hands comes up to your back and pats it like you’re a baby that needs to be burped. and the other meets your hands to help catch any petals that your hands can’t hold.

“how long has this been going on?” sanha asks, once your coughing fit is over and your hands are clean.

you think for a second. you’d already lost track of how long it’d been since the day your throat started hurting. “maybe a month? i don’t really remember.”

“does it hurt?”

you nod. “at first, your throat just hurts… and then you start coughing up the petals and it hurts really bad, it gets hard to breathe and then eventually you cough up stems, i guess.”

“who’s hurting you?”

“i don’t want to talk about it,” you respond, hoping he doesn’t press it further. you sit in silence for a few minutes before sanha starts to speak again.

“dongmin found a really good doctor and got the surgery, if you want to talk to him about it. he seems happier now.”

“i don’t know if i can bring myself to getting the surgery.”

“just think about it, i’ll send you his number. i have to get going though,” he says. and with a pat on the head, he’s gone. and your left to sit in your living room, hoping that there’s no more coughing for the night.

the thought of the surgery scares you. you don’t know if you could ever forgive yourself if you went through with it, and lost all feelings for sanha. you think maybe if you just spend more time with him, and selfishly take him from yeji, that you can reverse this. that you can make him fall back in love with you, and you’ll stop coughing, and you can be together again. you’re met with the unfortunate reality when you wake up two weeks later, and run to your toilet and begin coughing up petals and stems. you sob while bent over the toilet, finding it difficult to breathe as you cough everything up while sobbing. you’re able to go back to your room and grab your phone quickly before having to return back to the bathroom. while you sit on the ground next to your toilet, you dial dongmin’s number and sob into the phone.

“hey, are you okay? what’s going on?” dongmin says when he answers and hears your cries.

“please come over,” you whisper.

and surely, 20 minutes later dongmin is knocking on your door. his face is etched with concern as he sees your messy hair, dry lips, and red eyes. “is there any particular reason you called me and not sanha?” he asks, taking his shoes off and following you deeper into your apartment. right as you get to the outside of your bathroom, you stand with your back pressed to the closed door and ask: “did the surgery hurt?”

“not really,” he shrugs. “they put you under so you don’t really know anything that’s going on, and you're a little loopy when you come out. but the after care is a struggle, and you basically need another person to take care of you at all times. why do you ask?”

you open the door to your bathroom, and let him see for himself. there are petals, pieces of stems, and even thorns all over the floor of your bathroom and on the toilet. he gasps when he sees them.

“did sanha do this?”

you nod and begin to cry again, and dongmin brings you to your room and gets into your bed next to you. he lets you cry for hours, holding your trembling body, not minding the flowers and stems that rise from your throat and land on his torso. he has been in your position, and he wishes he had had someone to hold him while he cried. at one point, you stop and are able to collect your breathing.

“do you really feel better with the surgery?”

“honestly, no,” he sighs and you shut your eyes, trying not to begin crying again. “the worst feeling in the world is looking at yerin and knowing that i’m incapable of ever loving her again. and she doesn’t know that she was the reason i got the surgery.”

“what do i do?” you sniffle.

“i don’t know, honestly… there’s no winning in this world. we’re destined to always hurt.”

dongmin’s words rang through your head in the following weeks, and you debated what you should do. you met with the doctor who had performed his surgery, and he walked you through the process. it wasn’t as scary as you thought it would be, and after careful deliberation you made the appointment for your surgery. dongmin promised to take you there, wait for you, and pick you up, but you ultimately decided he couldn’t be the one to take care of you after. you couldn’t put that burden on him.

sanha came over the day before your surgery, per your request. you thought about what dongmin had said, that the worst feeling is looking at his loved one and knowing he’s incapable of loving her again. it tore you apart inside to hear that, but you invited sanha over once more so you could remember what it was like to be in love with him. although the constant need to cough was painful, you take note of how quickly your heart beats when you make eye contact with him. you take note of how his slender fingers feel between yours when he holds your hand. you take note of the way his lips press into the top of your head when he gives you a goodbye kiss right on top of your head. sharing these intimate moments with sanha feels so wrong, but so right. you know he’s no longer yours, that his heart now belongs to another girl, but you can’t help but latch onto the last bits of intimacy before you never feel them again.

as expected, dongmin is with you every step of the way through your surgery. he takes you there, sits in the waiting room, and drives you home afterward. what you don’t expect is for sanha to be at your front door just a few days after your surgery, carrying bags of groceries in one hand and a cat food in the other.

“surprise!” he calls out, walking past you into your apartment and beginning to put everything away. you couldn’t protest even if you wanted to, because the doctor had you on strict voice rest. sanha was sweet to come visit you, he made you food while you sat on the couch and watched tv, made sure the cat’s litter box was clean, and made sure you were fully stocked on the essentials so you could avoid having to go out often. but it hurt you to see him walk around your apartment, doting after you, and to not feel the usual pang of electricity run through your entire body when you saw him.

it took everything in you to croak out “sanha, go home,” with tears in your eyes. he looked at you with wide eyes, shocked to hear you speaking.

“you’re not supposed to be—“

“go home,” you repeat, the pain in your throat coming to be too much and forcing tears to fall down your face. sanha nods, understanding you want to be alone and leaving your apartment without another word said.

that day marked the end of your friendship with sanha. you avoided all of his texts and calls, and eventually he gave up. it hurt to see years of friendship go down the drain, but you knew that it would hurt more to keep him around knowing he was the reason you had to go through with the surgery. his relationship with yeji only grew stronger, and you were happy for him.

in the same time you lost sanha, you gained something new. dongmin made sure to check on you regularly, making sure you were recovering on track and had everything you needed. even after you had recovered from the surgery, he never stopped. you quickly fell head over heels for him, enchanted by the passion he puts into everything he does and the way he genuinely cares for you. dongmin wasn’t afraid to tell you how he feels about you, confessing his feelings on a drunken night in your living room and kissing you when you told him you liked him too. he spent the night that night, and every night after that, and four years later he was still living with you. you loved getting to wake up to him every morning, knowing that he loved you just as much as you loved him.

one morning, you wake up to the sweet smell of dongmin’s cooking. you walk into the kitchen to see him at the stove, cooking breakfast for the two of you. he hears your footsteps coming into the kitchen and doesn’t need to turn around to know you’re staring at him.

“stop staring,” he says, holding back a smile.

“i can’t, i’m just so in love with you.”

“gross!”

“you’re gross!”

“there’s mail for you on the table.”

you walk over to the table to see a rose gold envelope with your name on it, and no return address. confused, you open it and your stomach drops at what’s on the inside.

beloved guest,

we formally invite you to accompany us on june 20th at 5 p.m. to celebrate the beautiful matrimony of yoon sanha and hwang yeji. please rsvp no later than april 5th, with your name and the amount of guests you intend on bringing.

thank you.

your name is written on the bottom, with a +1 next to it.

“what is it?” asks dongmin.

“a wedding invitation.”

“wedding? who could be getting married, we don’t have very many couple friends.”

“sanha and yeji.”

he stays silent for a moment.

“i’m going to contact the planner and say we’re not going, their phone number is right here to rsvp.”

“you’re really not going to go?”

you shake your head. “having to go through all the coughing, the surgery, the recovery… it was genuinely traumatic for me, and i don’t think i could compose myself around them. i want him to have a happy day.”

so you text the wedding planner and tell her you won’t attend. and things are okay for a few days, until there’s a knock at your door. not expecting any gifts, you’re confused as you walk to open it and even more confused when sanha stands in front of you. he’s grown up, but still has the exact same eyes as the day you met on the playground. you slip your shoes on, not wanting to let him into your shared space with dongmin and step outside to speak with him.

he’s straight to the point. “why aren’t you coming to my wedding? i know we’re not as close as we used to be, but you’re really not going to come to my wedding?”

“i can’t come, i’m sorry.” you can’t lie to him and tell him you’re busy, it’s so far in the future that you can’t even make up a lie as to what you could possibly be doing.

“what happened to us? why did you shut me out?”

you sigh. “sanha—“

“i just want to know if i did something wrong. if i did something wrong, and you hate me now, just tell me so i know.”

“you broke me, sanha,” you start. before he can question you, you continue speaking. “i thought we were in love, but then you started seeing yeji and i started coughing up flowers. and it just kept getting worse as you got closer with yeji, and i just knew i couldn’t live my life like that.”

“i-i was the reason you got the surgery?” he says quietly, not being able to wrap his head around the idea of hurting you.

you nod. “you know, dongmin said this to me before i had even made my decision to get the surgery, he told me that the worst feeling in the world is looking at your loved one and knowing you’ll never be able to love them again. and when you came to take care of me after the surgery, and i didn’t feel anything for you anymore, i know that i couldn’t keep you in my life anymore.”

“i see.”

“i’m sorry, sanha. i hope you and yeji live happily and have a great marriage, and that you never have to experience what i went through.”

“what about you?” he asks. in that moment, you see dongmin walking up the street and towards your apartment. he gives you a bright smile and you return it. he’s careful to not interrupt the conversation you’re having with sanha, and watches as you speak to him.

“i think i’ll be just fine,” you say.

and with that, you never saw yoon sanha again.

#astro #yoon sanha #astro smut #astro scenarios #astro angst #kpop smut #astro fluff #cha eunwoo #kpop #kpop drabbles #kpop scenarios #astro au #lee dongmin #park jinwoo #park minhyuk #kim myungjun #moon bin

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astrohawritings · 4 years

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(Step) Mama-Bear Stength

Rating; Fluff?

Warning ⚠️; Mentions of a car crash.

Word count; 1.3K

Member; Sanha x Reader

Prompt; based on "Ordinary people do extraordinary things". Also this idea may have reminded me of my mama bear @kesmonsterwrites

“Good Lord,” Y/N grumbled. “Just when I thought today could go no worse.” A sigh followed the muttered words, the young woman dragging a hand through her messy hair. The nursery was way too messy for her liking, and yet she could not for the life of her find a place to start. Should she start with the blankets over the arm of the rocking chair, neatly folded and waiting to be put away on their rightful shelf? Or the cute little onesies freshly washed and sitting in the clothes basket? She might have chosen one of those choices on any other day, but today she chose to clean up the mess on the rainbow patterned baby sheets in the cot. Another sigh, and she began to strip the tiny bed, grimacing at the mess as she dropped the sheet on the ground near the door, along with the exceptionally soft, blue blanket. Y/N searched through the drawer for a set of sheets that caught her fancy. Tugging a fitted sheet with a peach pattern out of the drawer, she turned to see her boyfriend, Sanha standing in the doorway.

“Hiya. How’d you go?” Y/N asked, sending him a small smile as she walked over to the crib. “Was Skye hard to dress?” She questions over her shoulder, making sure the sheet was tight on the mattress then straightening up again, checking the fit with her eyes. She was well aware of the risks of a baby as young as the 5-month-old relaxing in her father’s arms and lazily watching the process. Her little face, Y/N noted as she turned to face the both, barely showed signs of her wailing from moments earlier. “I mean, she’s not feeling well, so tougher than usual,” Sanha chuckled, smiling down at the baby in his arms. “but then again, she is a baby and they tend to move around a bunch anyway.” Skye mumbled some gibberish, her tiny, chubby limbs flailing around and weakly hitting Sanha's shoulder and upper stomach. Y/N laughed her soft laugh, moving forward to gently adjust the small, white top reading ‘I found my prince, His name is Daddy’ in gold, glittery font. A pretty, rosy skirt matching a floral bow in her light brown hair. Pink, slightly-above-ankle length socks kept her shoeless feet warm. Leaning down to gather the messy bedding, She moved past Sanha, calling an explanation over her shoulder. “I’ll pop these in the wash, then let’s go for a walk.”

The weather was characteristically warm for the middle of spring, when the sun wasn’t that strong. Y/N pushed the stroller, slipping easily into conversation with Sanha as they walked. The walk was going well, up until a woman sauntered over, filling Y/N with a sense of uncertainty. Skye also seemed to be put on edge by the woman, letting out a nervous murmur. “Hi, Sannie!” The woman trilled, barely sparing either of the other females a glance. “How are you, honey?” Sanha visibly flinches, but for the sake of appearances accepts the hug offered- or rather, almost-forced- to him. “I’m alright, Abby, thanks.” He replies curtly, stepping over toward the stroller protectively. The woman then seems to notice Y/N and Skye. Abby crouches in front of the pram, smiling fakely at the child. “Ah, yes. Hello there...” She pauses, looking up at Sanha. “What did you name our child, Sannie?” Abby asks, placing emphasis on ‘our’. It took everything Y/N had to not roll her eyes. Sanha sighed, rolling his eyes and sparing his girlfriend a glance. “Skye.” Abby gasped sarcastically, straightening up. “Really cute.”

She then glared at Y/N.

Not speaking, she turned away, pulling her phone out. Talking into the phone, she laughs shrilly, and Y/N flinched, pushing the stroller away before the high-pitched noise could upset Skye, and the young girl began to cry. 'I'm going to put her back in the car.' She mumbled to Sanha as she passed. Sanha could only nod in agreement, having the same idea. Finding the car again, Y/N busied herself with moving around the car, readying the vehicle to put the baby back in. she could ear footssteps approaching as she put Skye in her car seat, carefully buckling her up. Assuming it was Sanha, she ignored him, ensuring Skye was secured properly. Once Sanha had put the pram in the back of the car, they set off, intending to head to another park. But before they could get too far, the car was thrown sideways, both back wheels trying desperately to stay on the road. The car stopped with a jolt as soon as the other door was pressed into a metal pole. As soon as everything had settled and it had clicked for Y/N, she turned in her seat, not thinking to check on herself.

Skye’s wails filled the air, and from what Y/N could see, she was unhurt. A quick glance told her that Sanha was not hurt either, just stunned. Leaping from the car, Y/N ran around to the back door closest to Skye; which was seemingly the less damaged door. Tugging at the handle did nothing, and the door remained stubbornly shut. Skye’s wails were seemingly growing louder, and it was putting Y/N into a Mindspace somewhat like tunnel vision. With a sudden bout of “Mama-Bear strength” or hysterical strength, she ripped the door open, only and solely focused on getting Skye out and making sure she was okay. She could faintly hear the other driver apologising to Sanha, explaining that their brakes had failed.

Sanha, though curious as to why he had been hit so harshly while going at such a slow pace, was more worried about his partner and child, stared distractedly over the driver’s shoulder, watching as Y/N snapped at a few people to clear a space for her to put the car seat down, humming quietly to Skye. Sanha, who eventually escaped the other driver, joined her, watching nervously. Looking around, he was reassured by the sounds of approaching sirens. He caught Abby standing at the back of the crowd, looking on uninterestedly. “Good riddance,” He thought. “The last thing we need is to have her hovering around in such a scenario.” As he finished that thought, the ambulance arrived, paramedics jumping out and starting to do their jobs, checking over both Sanha & Y/N, but finding nothing out of the ordinary. They found no injuries on Skye either and allowed them to leave. Well, after they had spoken to the police officers on scene, that is.

Wanting to go home and be together, Y/N, Sanha and Skye caught a taxi home with promises of having their car towed to be repaired, though neither of them believed it could be fixed.

Somehow, Y/N mused, just somehow, cleaning up after Skye earlier was preferable to what had happen in the past hour or so. Even though Skye wasn’t her biological child, and that Abby had practically dumped Skye on Sanha when she was born, she treated Skye as though she was her very own child, which, she pondered, is probably where the “Mama-Bear strength” came from.

Skye, well, little Skye had forgotten, mostly, about what had happened. Maybe. She looked like she had, but then again, she was 5 months old. She was happily bouncing on her butt in her little play pen, closely watched by both of her parents.

Sanha was simply happy that both his girlfriend and his daughter were okay. He was still shook up, unbelieving that his car had been hit. As a result, he clung to Hailey’s side, almost fearful that if he didn’t; if he wasn’t close, that something would happen. And he couldn’t - he wouldn’t let that happen ever. To either of his girls.

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hvllevator · 4 years

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MAIN MASTERLIST

Please don’t copy or repost my works anywhere. I worked hard to make these and that will be highly unfair.

Please be patient when making requests. Understand that I don’t always have time to create stories.

guide : (♡ — fluff) (✿ — angst) (☾ — smut)

(♕ — fave) (∞ — one shots) (✎ — drabbles)

『 SCENARIOS/DRABBLES 』

Eunwoo

moonlight ♡ ✎

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love-kazin · 4 years

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Writings - ASTRO

- Kim Myungjun/MJ -

none yet

- Park Jinwoo/Jinjin -

Friends?

- Lee Dongmin/Eunwoo -

none yet

- Moonbin -

none yet

- Park Minhyuk/Rocky -

none yet

- Yoon Sanha -

none yet

#masterlist #astro #kim myungjun #mj #park jinwoo #jinjin #lee dongmin #eunwoo #moonbin #park minhyuk #rocky #yoon sanha #astro scenarios #astro fanfic #astro smut #astro fluffy #astro angst

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leehestia · 1 year

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Updated, Upcoming works for: ASTRO (as of December 31, 2022)

Authors note: I may have given up on some because wtf i can't finish it it's been rotting in my drafts for months so yeah

MJ / Kim Myungjun

-none yet

Jinjin / Park Jinwoo

- none yet

Cha Eunwoo / Lee Dongmin

- "just trust me, please."

Pairing: Idol!Eunwoo x NK Spy!Reader

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Plot: Pre-debut Eunwoo falls in love with his childhood friend Y/N but he was not aware of her family's origin. She suddenly disappeared, making Eunwoo sad. Years later, Eunwoo became a successful idol and actor, and suddenly Y/N comes back into his life, not knowing once again about her secret.

Authors Notes: Inspired by Doctor Stranger!! Also north korea pls dont come for me i have a life to live

Moonbin / Moon Bin

- Secret Life : Series

Pairing: Idol!Moonbin x Soloist, Idol!Reader

Genre: Romance, Showbiz

Plot: Series about two idols going through a lot to keep their relationship.

Rocky / Park Minhyuk

- none yet

Sanha / Yoon Sanha

- "i'm not sure..."

Pairing: Sanha x Reader ft. Eunwoo

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Plot: Sanha denies his love for Y/N, but then later realizes it through jealousy.

Authors note: IT WAS A REQUEST BUT MY DUMBASS LOST IT IM SO SORRY BUT DW IM WRITING IT BESTIE!!! ♡♡

- "sanha, just shoot me."

Pairing: Archer!Sanha x Artist!Reader ft. Manager!Eunwoo

Genre: Romance, idk

Plot: Y/N is an artist and Sanha's manager, Eunwoo commissioned a portrait of Sanha on the shooting line. Along the way, Y/N seems to fall in love with Eunwoo, and Sanha tries to help her.

Authors note: Inspired by Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo :) AND YES IM AN COMPETING ARCHER AND I WAS JUST BORED SO I WROTE A FIC ABT ARCHERY 😭

- My Boss Yoon Sanha

Pairing: Boss!Sanha x Personal Secretary!Reader

Genre: Smut

Plot: Sanha is a young multi-milionare, who runs a huge gaming company, but is a huge baby and has trouble taking dare of himself (aka a spoiled brat from the start) and hired a personal secretary. She put up with his ass for a year until she finally had enough and made him iykyk and was the dom

Authors Notes: WHAHAHAHHAAH NO COMMENT

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Yeah thats it btw dont come for me i swear im ot6 its just that sanha is easier to write 💀

#astro #astro x reader #cha eunwoo #mj #kim myung jun #lee dong min #park jinwoo #jinjin #moonbin #rocky #park minhyuk #yoon sanha #sanha #kpop #x reader #hestia loves astro #deez nuts

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dirtykpopsnaps · 3 years

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Here’s the request for MJ!

#dirty kpop snaps #kpop snaps #dirtysnaps #kim myungjun #kim myungjun smut #astro mj #astro mj smuts #astro #astro smut

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monstaless · 5 years

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Astro Masterlist

All Members

Nothing yet

Park Jinwoo (JinJin)

Nothing yet.

Kim Myung Jun (MJ)

Nothing yet.

Lee Dongmin (Cha Eunwoo)

Nothing yet.

Moon Bin

Timestamp: 6:27

Park Minhyuk (Rocky)

Nothing yet.

Yoon Sanha

Nothing yet.

Masterlist

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arohaspice · 5 years

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Can’t Take It Back

Kim Myungjun x Reader

Genre: Angst / Fluff Warnings: Swear words, Kissing, Implied love-making Word Count: 1k

Summary: Your love for your best friend MJ has permeated your relationship causing it to fall to pieces in a split second. Facing your friend is too hard leaving him wondering what he did to make you distance yourself.

a/n: this is pretty terrible and short but it’ll be multiple parts. i’m sorry. it’s my first kpop fic too so pls pls be nice fbdsjkfbgjkadgkj

You fucked up. Like, colossally. It was supposed to stay in your head, not make a hasty exit off your tongue and into the steamy bedroom air. The look on your boyfriends face after moaning Myungjun's name, you knew there was no coming back from it. He was already tripping over himself as he struggled to get his clothes on and make it to the front door. Even as you begged with red-rimmed eyes and tear-soaked cheeks, practically hanging off his arm to anchor him in your apartment, he wouldn't forgive you. Nothing was going to stop your ship from capsizing in the tidal wave you caused. And you didn't blame him for not trusting you. MJ was your best friend, you spent a lot of time with him. Of course he'd assume the two of you were fucking behind his back, but that couldn't have been further to the truth. Myungjun didn't know your true feelings, nor would he ever. Your now ex-boyfriend sputtered off hurtful but well-deserved words before slamming the door on the way out. The shaking apartment felt like the walls were folding in one by one until your knees couldn't fight against the crushing gravity. You slumped to the floor, drowning in your tears, feigning any attempt to find land.

"Have you heard from (Y/N)?" MJ asked Jinwoo, slightly anxious that you hadn't shown up yet. The older man was fidgeting in his seat, tapping his chopsticks on his plate. He sent you several messages, even called but there was no reply. You weren't one to bail or forget about plans and if you were going to be late, you tended to at least text. But there was nothing which left him with a big fat worry hanging over his head.

"No, I tried calling her," Jinjin answered, checking his phone on the off chance he missed a message in the last 3 seconds. Moonbin overhearing the conversation, let them know he hadn't gotten anything either. The other boys checked their phones and no one had received a word from you -- all of them frowned slightly knowing this was very unlike you. Myungjun's stomach was turning despite the facade of ‘I’m fine’ he wore. This was supposed to be a celebration, he wouldn't ruin it. The server brought them more meat and all the boys praised as they piled it onto the grill. MJ was just picking at his plate, mind intently focused on you and all the reasons why you would've ditched them. Maybe you were sick, or perhaps something worse happened. Abruptly, Jinwoo's phone started vibrating wildly against the wooden table which made the group all turn their focus and hush their voices.

"(Y/N)," Jinjin answered quickly, hopeful that you were okay and perhaps on your way to the restaurant. That optimism was crushed though when he heard your small, nasally voice. It sounded like you had been crying.

"Hey, Jinnie, I'm sorry. I'm not gonna be able to make it out there tonight," you replied as confidently as you could. But Jinwoo could hear the sadness. He looked over to MJ who was practically hanging off the edge of his seat, wondering and waiting for some information, his lips encouragingly upturned.

"Are you okay?" Jinjin asked and MJ immediately straightened at the question, his lips forming a neutral line. He was ready to rip the phone from his friend's hand and talk to you himself. Why hadn't you chosen to call him first? He double checked his phone to make sure there was no missed calls and suspicions were confirmed. It was strange you picked Jinwoo over your closest friend but he wasn't jealous -- right? Besides, you were friends with all of them, who cares who you called, as long as you were fine.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just sick. Sorry, have a good dinner." You were about to hang up when Jinjin asked if you wanted to talk to MJ. The speed at which 'no' flew off your tongue shocked both of you. Jinwoo looked to Myungjun and shook his head, making the older man sink in distress. You always wanted to talk to him, why did you suddenly want to evade him?

"Okay, hope you feel better." Jinwoo ended the call and promptly addressed his hyung. "She says she's sick. She definitely sounded sick."

"Sick? Do you think that's why she didn't want to talk to me?" Myungjun worried. "That's probably why. I'll bring her the soup after." His smile slowly returned, still worried but relieved you weren't seriously injured.

The rest of the dinner went by smoothly, MJ doing his best not to worry and to make the other members laugh. They shared stories and food and roaring laughter and when it was all gone, everyone except MJ headed back to the dorms. He placed an order for soup from the restaurant and headed towards your apartment, hopeful his nice gesture would get you to talk to him.

MJ had been standing at your door for 5 minutes. You could hear him knocking loudly, practically trying to beat it off its hinges. "C'mon, (Y/N), I have soup and medicine for you. Open up, please. The neighbor’s are gonna complain!" Myungjun knew you were inside, he saw your car in its spot. His voice was so loud and at times shrill, you couldn’t stand to listen to it much longer. He was right, the neighbors would complain. You groaned and tossed off the duvet before grumpily sliding off the edge of the bed. MJ could hear the soft pitter patter of your bare feet against the hardwood floor and then the door flew open to reveal a disheveled mess. "Ah!" He couldn't help but chuckle at your hair which stood out at odd angles but then his eyes settled on your red, tear-stained face and he halted his laughter. His heart hit his stomach. “Are you --”

Deftly, you clutched the soup from his hands and effectively cut his words off. "Thank you, I'm really sick so you should go."

MJ could still feel the iciness in your words as the door locked shut in front of him. You barely even give him a chance to say anything before you stole the soup and whirled the door closed. He stared at the panel for a minute before his senses flooded back to him. “Your welcome,” he muttered to the air around him before turning on a heel. There was a sting in his chest. Of course the two of you had arguments before, no friendship was perfect. But this was different, you were shutting him out. And the worst of it was he didn’t understand why. Recent interactions with you played on a reel in his mind as he mulled over the scenes and tried to spot anything he might’ve done to upset you. But everything was routine as far as he could remember -- he couldn’t recall doing you wrong.

He sulked the entire way back to the dorm. On his walk back, he sent you a text but it was fruitless because you didn’t answer. When he crossed the threshold of his apartment, he ran into Eunwoo who was quietly reading on the couch.

“Any luck, hyung?” the princely man asked, his eyes bright.

MJ shook his head, continuing past him, heading straight for his room.

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college bf!mj

a/n AH !!!! THE ANNOUNCEMENT OF THE ASTRO COMEBACK ???? APRIL 5TH ??? WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVE LOVES !! i genuinely...do not know if I will be able to survive this month bc of them.

(also i tried to get this posted on mj’s birthday but I’m so sorry a lot of shit happened and I had a ~bad mental breakdown~ and it’s just been rough out here but that’s a story for another time if any of you lovely beings wanna know hehe)

→ genre: fluff, smut

→ tw: mentions of cheating (in past relationships)

→ word count: 4.9k ____________________________________

KIM MYUNGJUN !!

A LIVING REINCARNATION OF THE SUN

this is gonna be so cute i just !! love him so much???

has his own apartment, but he honestly stays over all of the boys’ places so much that...he barely sleeps at his apt

major: vocal performance

his voice is literally honey

can probably sing higher than some sopranos in his major

so friendly, everyone who meets him loves him

mj just has a way of attracting people and making people comfortable around him

in short, he is – of course – the moodmaker

can turn anyone’s frown upside down

he’s down?? for like everything

an adventurous spontaneous type

has...probably failed a ged ed class once or twice before...

he’s not stupid okay! he just doesn’t really care about the classes that has no connection to his major

like will he ever apply calculus in singing? probably not

oh but professors can’t hate him, even if he just messes around during class

he’s just so kind and likeable

loves his boys aka astro

will literally do anything to make them smile, even if he’s had a rough day

as long as his boys are happy :’) he’s happy :’)

now how do you meet myungjun??

he’s in an acapella group on campus

he just has to be alright

he was the only freshman that got in during his first year

that shows how good he is :*

a tenor in the highly competitive co-ed group

spoiler alert, he convinces sanha to join, but that’s for college bf!sanha

myungjun is what me and my friends like to call: the solo whore

and it’s not bc he’s greedy for solos, he’s a real team player

his voice just happens to sound the best for most solos your group has??

you’re also in the acapella group

im not giving a voice part bc then that would put you in a binary category

so soprano, alto, tenor, baritone, bass, you pick love

anyway, you and myungjun were chosen to sing a duet for one of your competition pieces

and it was the key emotional piece so you and him had to be on your A games

you and myungjun were friends ofc, you had to be some sort of friends with everyone in your acapella group

but you never really hung out with him outside of rehearsal

well until you got this duet together

and you weren’t worried about it, mj was so fun and nice and an amazing singer, you had no doubt these extra practices with him would be a good time

and you were right! besides singing, you actually got a chance to get to know him and how goofy he really was

you’re pretty sure you always had an ab workout whenever you hung out with him bc of how much he made you laugh

about a month away from competition, you and myungjun were like best buds

literally a chaotic, iconic duo

the chemistry you two had during your duet was spectacular, your voices highlighted and bounced off each other very well

but! your leader had a little critique

“y/n, myungjun, that was great but...can you guys pretend to look...like in love? I get we’re all friends here, but if you can’t convey the emotion of the song in our performance, what’s the point? This goes for everyone, this is a song about how much you love your partner and would give them the world, we need to show that in our eyes and movements, even if you’re just singing ooh and woah for like 10 measures.”

you and myungjun decide to stay after rehearsal and practice the emotions you guess...

your leader had a point, good singing could only go so far

and for the first time, myunjun was a bit...? awkward??

you: alright so how are we gonna pretend to be madly in love with each other

he chuckles and shrugs: honestly I don’t know, look at me like I’m your boyfriend or something??

you: well, I hate my last boyfriend so that probably wouldn’t be a good idea

myungjun offering you a high-five: I hate...well I think I hate...my last partner too so at least we have that

you: how do you think you hate your last partner? are you not dating anyone right now?

he gives you a smile and like you notice it’s forced?? it’s not genuine or bright like the one he usually gives

mj: no I’m not dating anyone...my last relationship sorta traumatized me I guess.

you: ...how did it traumatize you...? you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to myungjun

mj: ah *awkward laughter* well...I was sorta going through it my senior year of high school, stress from graduating and what to do with my life and all that shit, you know? I dated this person since my freshman year and I guess my mental health got the best of me during that time and they couldn’t handle it. We were planning on staying together throughout college and do long distance but I found out in the summer before starting college that they fucked my high school best friend behind my back...when I confronted them about it, the answer they gave me was that I was too down and preoccupied with my worries to notice about my partner’s needs...pretty fucked up right?

your jaw dropped, your eyes were bulging out at his story

you: myungjun what the fuck??? what college do they go to? I’ll pull up right now and beat their asses, I don’t know scream in their face or something! That’s fucked!

he’s laughing a little: thanks y/n, but it’s alright. You know, maybe I was too caught up in my own problems that I ended up neglecting my partner’s needs...I guess that’s why I’m always just trying to be carefree and fun now.

you: that doesn’t justify the fact that what they did to you was wrong. you should have never gone through that myungjun, it’s not your fault that you were going through it mentally, your partner should have been there to support you and understand your struggles, not cheat on you with your best friend. ugh I’m pissed for you.

mj: I appreciate it y/n, but yeah love’s sorta a hard subject for me.

you nod in understanding

mj: well! that’s my traumatic breakup story, it’s only fair you share yours

you laugh: you’re right. Well I was dating this guy right when I entered college, met him at the freshman orientation, completely hit it off. I was so in love with him, we dated for about a year. And then last semester he broke up with me out of nowhere, said he wanted to focus on school and himself and that he needed a break from dating. I found out two days later that he started dating one of his suite mates and that on the night he broke up with me, they fucked. So love? also something hard for me.

mj: aww look at us both unable to find or relate to love because of past relationship traumas.

you hit his shoulder laughing: you’re such a headass

mj: I’m kidding! anyway, I’m sorry you went through that too y/n. it sucks and your ex is a dumbass for breaking up with you. Do you still have feelings for him? w-wait, you don’t have to answer that, was that insensitive?

you: you’re fine haha. Um...well...sometimes when I overthink things at night, I do miss him and I wonder what the hell I did wrong for it to end so abruptly because I was honestly really happy with him, but then I wake up in the morning and I hate him again.

mj: you did nothing wrong y/n...and if you need to call me at 2 am when you’re overthinking and need some badass confidence knocked into you, I will be awake.

you smile and give him a hug: thanks myungjun...you know the same goes for you too?

mj: hm??? what do you mean??

you: you don’t always have to smile around me, especially if you don’t feel like it. Don’t repress your mental health, huh? It’s bad for the soul to bottle it in. I’m not gonna force you to share your darkest fears with me, I’m just saying that if you feel drained and wanna talk about it, I’m here to listen

myungjun pouts a little bit, he’s really touched?? it’s hard for him to share his troubles with others

like as much as he loves astro and is close to them, he doesn’t share his down sides with the boys as often as he should bc he never wants to burden them

myungjun just always thought it was easier to suppress the bad feelings and put on a happy act

but he couldn’t deny the weight lifted off his shoulders after telling you about his breakup

and maybe it was because your energies were on a different level lately, but he found it so?? easy?? to just vent to you after that

until competition, the two of you worked on faking like you were in love (basically imagining that each other was your favorite actor/actress or whatever, something like that)

it was good enough for the group to believe it lol

but what about the judges and audience hmmmmm

anyway, fast forward and it’s competition day!!

myungjun introduces you to his best friends aka the boysss aka astro

they come and support him for his competition ugh we love

you’re like smiling and hyper when you meet them

...has myungjun been rubbing off on you???

you: it’s so nice to meet you all! myungun always talks so highly of you

astro: huh?? you’re lying, myungjun hyung complimenting us???

and then they start messing and friendly bickering with each other and yes they’re teasing mj

you’re laughing bc it’s so cute?? you can see in their eyes and their smiles how much they really care about each other :’)

also astro, probably jin or eunwoo, maybe rocky: we’re sorry if m hyung has driven you to insanity these past few months of rehearsing

you just laugh as myungjun hits them: myungjun’s actually been like my partner in crime lately, so we’re all good :)

*cue the boys exchanging looks with each other*

you perform ah ha ha

alright, you were so used to thinking that myungjun was...idk kim soohyun or something bc mm chef’s kiss his acting...to get into the emotion of the song

but then during the actual performance you saw him as myungjun and like all the hard work and extra practices and late night talks came in full force and you were just...singing to him

and you notice how...handsome?? and charismatic?? myungjun really is...and the little sparkle in his eyes when he’s performing like...wow

and after your set, you’re just like shit, what the fuck was that??

your group doesn’t win though, you place second!

but you and myungjun get awarded best solo/duet of the entire competition

astro: ;)

your acapella group: ;)

the judges: ;)

alright so im a firm believer that if myungjun had feelings for someone, he would straight up tell them like balls to the wall full fucking send

after competition, the routine of school comes back. you occasionally hang out with myungjun outside of rehearsal

by occasionally, I mean once a week hangout with myungjun (and astro bc they started inviting you to their dinners)

and then one night – at midnight – he calls you like out of pocket and his tone is like completely serious

you’re a bit scared?? like: myungjun...is everything okay? did something happen?

mj: y/n...can I ask you something?

you: yeah, of course

mj: do you still think about your ex?

you: o_o um...honestly no, not really...why?

mj: well, if I’m being honest. y/n, I have feelings for you. And i’m not asking you to like me back or give me an answer straight away, but I just wanted to let you know. If you don’t think about your ex anymore, and if you think you’re ready...maybe you can consider thinking of me??

mmmmm kim myungjun you slick flirty dog grrr bark bark

and you know how he can just talk, and talk fast, so you’re still in the middle of processing this and he just goes on like

“sleep on it, y/n. I’ll see you soon for rehearsal, okay? good night”

like you don’t even have a chance to respond to him bc he just hangs up the phone

you think about it, of course you think about it, you’ve been thinking about it ever since competition

having feelings for myungjun has always been in the back of your mind since then

like did you notice that when you hung out with him, your heart would flutter if he said something sweet?? or if you two were a bit too close to each other?? 100%

but you didn’t know if either of you were ready for another relationship so it’s just been put on the back burner

at the next acapella practice, you find that your cheeks just flush whenever myungjun looks your way

the rehearsal went a bit??? weird?? like even your group noticed that there was a bit of a tension between you and myungjun

but of course, he goes up and talks to you after rehearsal ended and he’s like: hey...I’m sorry if my confession made you feel weird, I didn’t mean for that at all. If you want, we can just forget about what I said and stay friends!

you just facepalm like: myungjun you idiot, I’m acting weird because I like you too. God, you know maybe the boys are right, maybe you need to shut your mouth for a little bit

and he whines like: hey!

but then he realizes what you said and he gives you the brightest smile: you mean it?? you like me back??

and you’re like shyly smiling now: yeah...I do...but do you want to take the next step?? I mean...do you think you’re ready for another relationship??

he gets like serious and he grabs your hand: not gonna lie, I don’t think I’ll ever be fully ready after my last one...but if there’s someone I wanna try it with, it’s you.

:’) kim !!! myung !!! jun !!!

dating myungjun?? the best thing ever

the cutest boy alive honestly

he has so much cute and goofy in him already with just friends and strangers

but with you, it’s increased tenfold

even you start to act cute and goofy after dating him

petnames?? bub and bubby

myungjun is not serious about a lot of things, but he is very serious about his feelings for you and your relationship

y’all take things at your own pace and he !! values !! consent !! even if it’s just like making out

he just doesn’t wanna mess things up with you :’)

the type of boyfriend to sing you to sleep ah !!! his voice is heaven alright

will be extra about pda in front of the guys to make them grossed out

and yes you get embarrassed, but myungjun’s too cute to scold

you get used to a lot of second-hand embarrassment dating him and being friends with the boys

but it’s just so endearing, you can’t even fight it

will swing your arms together when you’re out just walking

screams he’s so cute

you don’t really fight bc communicating with each other is one of the biggest things in your relationship

like if a disagreement or a situation comes up, you two are mature enough to talk it through and work things out bc you both already been knew what it’s like to be in a relationship that didn’t have full transparency

you do jokingly bicker about small things though (like think about how astro fights)

but he always ends fights by scooping you up in a hug and showering your face with kisses

loves kissing your nose

just imagine: you and myungjun cuddling and he just kisses your nose and you scrunch up your face and he just laughs and kisses you all over and you two end up giggling

will do anything to see a smile on your face, it’s the greatest sight to him

alright we been talking too much about how cute myungjun is

he’s also a hot motherfucker alright

the most attractive when he’s singing in your opinion

you know how charismatic he is, you’ve seen it first hand during rehearsal and performances

he’s very good at hiding his horniness, especially in public

but phew when you two are in private and myungjun’s in the mood

you can tell bc his eyes just get hazy and he immediately just starts kissing your neck

a very passionate lover, will prioritize your pleasure over his

sex with myungjun can go from being sweet and sensual, to fun and playful, to hot and exciting

by that...I mean that he is down to try every kink and position you can think of

as long as both of you are okay with it ofc

he’s one of the kinkiest members in astro im convinced

blindfolds? bondage? ice cubes? wax play?

you want it? you got it

he’s not into feet though, i apologize to my foot fetish lovers

his favorite position is actually missionary

myungjun loves being able to watch you and to see how good he’s making you feel

in missionary is when he feels the most connected to you, it’s just a passionate position

and yes he’s very vocal, so you betcha he encourages you to be vocal as well

will try to mess with you in a sense where say you two are hanging out with the guys, he’ll touch you and challenge you to not make a noise

and then he’ll snicker and wink at you if you even let out a peep

he’s a tease !!! like will edge you until you’re on the brink of cumming at least 3 times

myungjun has pretty good stroke game alright

very fluid with his hips, idk he just knows all the right spots to hit

praise...kink...that’s the tweet, need I say more

he’s into hair pulling !! both ways !!

okay hear me out...myungjun fucking you and pulling your hair until your screaming and then after you both cum, he’s like: you hit a high f earlier bub! I almost wanted to harmonize with you but–

you: myungjun are you serious!

sex with him would always just be a fun time, like he’s hot and grrr it feels so good but there’s always a bit of laughing and joking around in the process

like he will tickle you before he puts his cock in you just to see the switch of you laughing to moaning

alright but shower sex?? he’s into that

and just the acoustics of both of your sounds in the bathroom?? it’s so filthy he loves it – and it’s easy to clean up afterwards

you bet that after any performance with your group, the two of you have sex, even if it’s just a quickie in an empty practice room or whatever

no shame, will kick the boys out or announce “we’re going to fuck bye!” if you or him get too horny in the middle of a hangout

im just gonna throw this out here...you and myungjun...mile high club

(your group competed in an acapella competition and the flight there...it just happened)

all in all, myungjun just wants to make you happy and feel good and smile, even if you two just finished an intense sex session

let’s get into the deep stuff though, you are the only person myungjun is comfortable with to not show a smile all the time

even with the boys, there’s always a small part of him that wants to just push through and be optimistic just so that they won’t worry

but with you, he knows that it’s okay to be sad and to be vulnerable :’)

when myungjun cries bc he’s upset :( fuck you cry too

he loves when you just hug him and stroke his hair when he’s stressed

very showy about your relationship, not bc he’s braggy, but bc he just wants to show the world how happy you make him and that he’s in love <3

the boys are so happy to see their eldest in love :’)

they don’t show it around each other, but they’ve come up to you in private and say sweet things like

“you make myungjun hyung so happy, he always brings joy to everyone but you bring joy to him, thank you”

im !! getting !! sentimental !!

the day you found out myungjun was in love with you was the day you met his parents

‘twas a bit spontaneous

his parents came to see one of your group performances and myungjun’s like holding your hand and leading you somewhere after you get off stage and he’s like “bub! these are my parents!”

you end up getting dinner with his family and yikes you were hella nervous, you were not expecting on meeting his parents right after your performance

not gonna lie, you thought he was leading you to the car for some post-performance sex

but they adored you, his parents could see how much you meant to their son ugh I cry

anyway, the L word

as you’re finishing dinner, myungjun’s all giddy and just like

“I’m so glad you came and watched mom and dad, the timing was perfect too! I wanted to introduce you to y/n for a while now and have you meet the person I love.”

and his parents are just smiling at you and saying how they’re so happy to finally meet you and how you have an amazing voice and to take care of myungjun and you’re !!! just !!! blushing !!!

as soon as you both got in the car after saying goodbye to his parents, he’s just like: hope I didn’t surprise you too much bubby, I didn’t know my parents were coming to watch until like an hour before we went on stage

you just give him a little smile: I was a bit caught off guard, but it’s okay. Your parents are so sweet, I see where you get it from bub.

myungjun: I can tell that they love you already! well of course not as much as I do, but with time I know they’ll come pretty close

and you’re blushing again, it’s the L word: do you mean it myungjun?

myungjun: that my parents love you?? of course–

you: no, bub...that you...love me?

myungjun: yeah...unless you don’t feel the same way–

you: myungjun! no, of course I do! I just wasn’t expecting the first time to hear it was with your parents

you two are laughing, ugh this man

after your giggles subside, he leans over from the driver’s seat and he just cups your cheek and pecks your nose: I love you y/n, thank you for reminding me what love feels like

you: I love you too myungjun

and then you two are just like sharing a sweet kiss in the parking lot of the restaurant before starting the drive back to his place

do you and myungjun make duets together for fun and post it?? yeah probably

you are the luckiest dating myungjun, the living breathing embodiment of serotonin and love

even when you two are older and out of college, he still gives you the same affection and attention and authenticity ugh he’s just amazing

im so sorry this was late but happy belated to our happy virus <3

3-12-21

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