#kin rant

[legendsoffandoms]

Okay so like I’m a fallen angel right? That’s a thing.

I’m pretty sure my name was Onyx, and that I lost my wings (and by that I mean they were torn and ripped down to like a few inches off my back)

But like I want a god to “worship” idk if it’s just the angel urge to worship someone, but I want to be apart of a god’s following.

Not like in the angel way, even if I know that’s what I would have originally wanted, but more of in the way I want a god who is worshipped and that I can join the following but not be a “follower”

I don’t want to be holy or anything like that again. I do want a god, but not to worship. Just to have, and sometimes follow the rules. I want someone to follow and annoy because I won’t comply like angels should.

I lost my holiness long ago, and don’t care for it back. I want to playful piss of my god, and play pranks on the normal angels. I want to laugh and play with other fallens from the same following.

I want a community based on a god and the followers. I want people who I use to relate to, and people who I currently relate to. I went a home. I want the little of what’s left of my wings to be taken care of by my peers. I want to be home with others like me….

Man, what’s the point of having my wings if I can’t even feel they properly stretch out?! I can’t fly! They’re torn too much for them to fly.

:( I wish I could I miss flying, but my wings aren’t big enough anymore

Man am I glad I don’t remember my falling though. That’s gonna be a painful memory when it comes, but for now I think I’m fine with not knowing.

[theelven-forest]

How am I to deal with all these memories, all these feelings, shifts both phantom and psychological, the likes, the hates, the urges to do hobbies i no longer can so?

How am I to deal with handfuls of lives stuffed to the brim into one body? How am I to live feeling torn apart longing for any of the places better than this one that I once called home?

Im hanging by a thread trying to manage eons of sorrows, loves, neglect, hatred, trauma, and emotions into one lifetime. Im at my tipping point, how am I to hang on any longer when even just one memory of one life I’ve lived brings me to tears. I cannot cope with this heartache much longer all I wish is to return home, to any of my homes but this one.

I do not wish this sorrow upon anyone. I feel for you, my friends and kin, if you do and know there are more out there dealing with sorrows much like your own.

[manyeyedandmanyhooved]

Kin Memory #1

(Tw animal death)

I have wondered how I ended up hear in this world, sometimes I feel like my soul was displaced and just landed in the closest body. I believe I may have been hunted. Living as a strange being in the English country side and leading lost travellers into my realm between realities. I suspect that the people of the small towns and villages that I wandered near may have begun thinking of me as a bringer of death and so they hunted me down. It wasn’t often that I manifested physically enough to be killed but I do believe I was eventually shot down by a few hunters who had been perusing me. I do miss having my ethereal form..🦷👁🦌

[future-foretold]

Person who did this art piece:

ふたえ https://www.pixiv.net/users/22466022

I love you so much Naib 💙

[future-revised]

Artist who did this wonderful art

I've found the Naib of my dreams, but I don't know if he's a kin because I have a feeling that he might just be my Naib since every time we roleplay, he would trigger good memories. In fact, we first met because of Cursed Pharaoh and Lunar Phase

PS. I kin Eli's White a lot more. Then the next one is Lunar Phase

[extendedsoundsfbrutalpipemurder]

i wrote this becuase it's true now shut up /lh

fandom narrator is basically silly skrunkly old man in love with stanley who is very nice and cares abt his protag

right okay and then canon

me in the canon 💀💀💀💀

SELF OBSESSED

MANIPULATIVE

I LITERALLY ONLY CARE ABOUT THAT GUY IF IT BENEFITS ME

(i'm better now, i'm not as bad as before, but still not a fan of the kid)

christ, stop idealizing us.

[watchmenanon]

"Noah did nothing wrong"

He did something wrong. Actually, he did multiple things wrong. He shared propaganda and debunked lies to his million of followers. He helped to dehumanize Palestinians by spreading those lies to the point that his racist remarks were shared by the occupation that has been very vocal about their intent of destroying every piece of Palestinian life and culture. He supported Amy Schumer after Martin Luther King's daughter Bernice called her off for using her father to defend her racism and hatred towards Palestinians, Arabs and Muslims. He sided with Ben Shapiro about endorsing the genocide of Palestinians, even if he's one of the biggest bigots and homophobes in USAmerica.

And this is only a tiny percentage of the things he has done wrong in the last months. The Pinkwashing and Islamophobic for Noah brigade can try to infantilize him all they want, deflect all they want and ignore the context surrounding his like to that awful post and the stickers he helped to spread but it doesn't change the facts and the facts say that he's racist, islamophobe, homonationalist, zionist and a privileged white cis man.

[killedbythedog]

i don’t like how people use the term “lone wolf” . you think a wolf CHOOSES to be alone ? you think a wolf can survive without a pack , to love and hunt and actually live ?? if a person is truly a lone wolf , they went through something pretty bad and ended up alone , they didn’t go out of their way to be completely by themself . use a different term .

[wonder-worker]

Wild how we know that Elizabeth Woodville was officially appointed to royal councils in her own right during her husband’s reign and fortified the Tower of London in preparation of a siege while 8-months pregnant and had forces gathering at Westminster “in the queen’s name” in 1483 – only for NONE of these things to be even included, let alone explored, in the vast majority of scholarship and historical novels involving her.

[bluespiriteddragon]

More AI art complaints

Ok, so now that I have been looking for decor for when I eventually move out and when I looked up dragon stuff, I keep finding AI generated stuff on Amazon. It pisses me off for multiple reasons! These AI generated dragon items are disgusting, ugly and unethical!

Now, to my fellow dragons, let me tell you how I identify AI generated dragons

Inconsistent number of wing fingers. Above is a dragon who has 6 wing fingers on one wing while they have only three on the other

2. Asymmetrical horns, this one is usually the biggest dead give away due to the head being the main focus. Usually the horns aren't even, not to bash dragons who have horn defects, but as seen above this dragon is also growing an extra horn, which might not be healthy. In addition the ear fin is completely missing on the other side of the head

3. Weird anatomy, as you can see the hind legs have weird proportions and one of the front talons has an extra talon, as well as the wings not being a consistent size. This can also include weird uneven scales

Just wanted to offer a talon out to help my fellow dragons, this makes finding dragon decor hard for us since the otherkin and therian communities also tie into art communities, and seeing our art being eaten up and spat out like this is upsetting. Support artists, only by from artists, avoid amazon for dragon paintings and screw AI

[theelven-forest]

Between House of the Dragon, playing Dragon Age Inquisition, and playing Skyrim. I miss home so much it hurts right now. I just wanna go home to the forests and large castles, fantastical beasts and the sorts.

[meirimerens]

the pathologic Kin is largely fictionalized with a created language that takes from multiple sources to be its own, a cosmogony & spirituality that does not correlate to the faiths (mostly Tengrist & Buddhist) practiced by the peoples it takes inspirations from, has customs, mores and roles invented for the purposes of the game, and even just a style of dress that does not resemble any of these peoples', but it is fascinating looking into specifically to me the sigils and see where they come from... watch this:

P2 Layers glyphs take from the mongolian script:

while the in-game words for Blood, Bones and Nerves are mongolian directly, it is interesting to note that their glyphs do not have a phonetic affiliation to the words (ex. the "Yas" layer of Bones having for glyph the equivalent of the letter F, the "Medrel" layer of Nerves having a glyph the equivalent of the letter È,...)

the leatherworks on the Kayura models', with their uses of angles and extending lines, remind me of the Phags Pa Script (used for Tibetan, Mongolian, Chineses, Uyghur language, and others)

some of the sigils also look either in part or fully inspired by Phags Pa script letters...

some look closer to the mongolian or vagindra (buryat) script

looking at the Herb Brides & their concept art, we can see bodypainting that looks like vertical buryat or mongolian script (oh hi (crossed out: Mark) Phags Pa script):

shaped and reshaped...

[caninekin-culture-is]

canine culture is feeling uncomfortable without body hair/shaving because, bro, that's my fur- 😐

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[sleepynweepy]

Hello , fellow Ace Attorney fans !!! I'm sure you're all very devastated about Sebastian's— or should I say Eustace's ?— canon name !! I know I was really upset too , BUT ! ! !

I came up with something that won't erase the canon name but won't erase the FAN name too !

(POSSIBLE SPOILERS FOR AAI2 ?)

Sebastian Eustace Debeste���Winner .

You're wondering one of two things ; A– Woah ! or B– That's stupid . But no matter what , I want you all to listen to my reasons behind it ! I'm sure you'll like it . . . maybe . All I can say is that Sebastian is someone that I relate to VERY , VERY highly , so I'd love it if you could listen .

Sebastian = His first name , given to him by his mother . Blaise didn't want this to be his name , but it was the first and last time the mother chose for herself . In the end , she won him over ... just barely .

Eustace = His middle name . The name that Blaise wanted to use . And since he was denied it , he settled for Eustace becoming the middle name . . .

Debeste‐Winner = A combination of the mother's and father's last names . Debeste being from Blaise , and Winner being from his mother . Blaise originally just referred to Sebastian as Debeste and gaslit him into doing the same , but after case 5 , he started calling himself Debeste‐Winner .

I hope this can become a name that MIGHT be used , even by just one more person . Feel free to critique me !

[devildarlindumbass]

(Tw fatass rant on my personal opinion on batdr and biggest annoyance with it that I think about forever)

Forever thinking about how the bendy games were meant to convey a theme of how seeking perfection and trying to erase mistakes always resulted in the worst

Alice going mad seeking a 'perfect' cartoon face, Sammy spiralling and leading himself down terrible places in search of returning back to his 'perfect' human body, Overall Joey creating monsters and harming the entire studio trying to create 'perfect' cartoons, Wilson trying to make his perfect cartoon character and attempting to harm Audrey in the process and ending up dead himself, ect. (Even in smaller cases like Jane wanting her character getting into the butcher gang to go 'perfectly' and presumably killing herself to get her way somehow)

And batdr seemed to have an excellent setup to follow this theme, with exploration of the ink demons abuse, In the studio despite being nonhostile being rejected for not being 'perfect', and growing aggressive when rejected and hurt- and then batdr follows off of this, how hes experimented on and tortured into being 'perfect', how despite the cartoon form is visually appealing and the desired perfection, it is quite literally achieved through torture and subduing.

The ink demons speech towards Audrey is very clearly projecting, and is explicitly with the line "You're a mistake, a monster, like me." He's ashamed of himself, but only because that's what he's been taught. Regardless, he feels powerful and truest in that form, and the cartoon form just isn't him, even if it's what was desired or expected of him, it causes harm.

And then after they team up and use the end reel, starting everything over after defeating Wilson (and his torture machinery), prepared to do the cycle right, what form of the demon do we see?

... Ah.

Gotta love being marketable (internal screams of agony)

Anyways I just find it interesting how after all the themes stressing how seeking perfection no matter the cost is BAD and HURTS they switched it around at the end. I think it was purely for the omg cartoon so cute hype because there doesn't seem to be much else reasoning to just do that as the ending to wrap up a story trying to follow this theming.

Anyways I have probably ranted about this before.

Tldr: personally (personally) I want to kick the child

[lacedp0rcelain]

// slight vent

It really sucks that most of my irl friends/family probably wouldn't support me for being otherkin. They can barely even stomach the idea of xenogenders and neopronouns.

Alot of you will be probably be like

"why don't you just stop being their friend?"

but it's just not that simple. They are great people, but just so uneducated when it comes to more obscure identities. It makes me feel kind of alone, like they will never truly know me.

I hate living in the south.