#lame i know

[kya-kya-kya]

Girlhood is a spectrum✨

[somethingsarentinteresting]

[icycoldninja]

Just constructed a stylus for my touchscreen and of course the first thing I have to draw is this dude. I know it's shit, I just felt the need to post it. Maybe I'm a better writer than I am an artist lol.

[someguyiguess]

What’s your favorite airliner

I dont know much about commercial flight but I do like the 747

[localrobosexual]

i think i just. need to come to terms with the fact that there's a very, very high chance that i'm just straight up aromantic at this point. but instead of this being a joyous thing like when i discovered what asexuality was for the first time and everything clicked and i Understood, this one just. makes me sad

honestly this post right here really sums it up best. I don't think i've ever felt more othered and alienated than trying to come to terms with the fact that it's looking more and more like i may be just straight up aro.

which is extremely odd to me because normally I wouldnt give a shit!! i wouldnt!! i'm super secure in and proud of my asexuality and u would think that it'd be the same with coming to terms with being aro!! but it's not!! and i'm just confused and sad and frustrated abt it!!

i honestly think it may be because I have some friends that are like. either currently dating someone that I'm also friendly with, and/or are actively seeking a romantic partner right now. And will tell me about shit and the people they're seeing or things their partner does and it feels like there's something wrong with me because I just. Genuinely do not understand. I don't get it. I don't get the appeal of trying to find a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner. I keep thinking along the lines of like "why do you keep trying when you've had so many dates and guys fall through? what could you possibly be looking for that makes that worth it?" and apparently the answer is. romantic partnership. that i just. don't understand. I feel like a teenager again, when my acquaintances and whatnot at school or when i used to go to a church youth group would talk about their crushes or guys they were into and/or pursuing, and I felt like there was something wrong with me because I didn't understand what they were talking about, or what they were feeling. I've never had the desire to find a partner, or get married, or even be like. in a poly group even, if that'd be an option. none of that appeals to me

there have only been two times in my life where i tried dating, thinking that maybe with those people i was feeling what other people were describing as crushes and whatnot, but both times those feelings completely went away after like. a few months. and i'm pretty sure there is a label for that, for losing feelings after someone reciprocates, but i'm not really big on microlabels and I honestly just don't care enough to unpack that tbh. it's not that deep and i dont want it to be that deep

i know that there's nothing wrong with me. i know that i'm not broken, i'm not unfeeling, i'm not an (forgive the chicle term) emotionless robot or whatever, but at the same time i just. feel so left out. Romantic partnerships are always apparently gonna be held to a higher standard than my personal relationships with allo friends and it sounds really selfish of me but it does hurt a little. just because i don't understand. and I never will. and I say that all the time, like, "straight people are wack" when my straight coworkers talk about their relationships or just even straight up telling my friends that i dont understand the appeal of dating around. Ofc i'm happy for them, and wanna support them, and get a kick out of playfully teasing them about flings and bad dates but at the same time i just. man i dont even know. this sucks. it sucks. i don't know how to navigate this and all i'm left with is just feeling sad and empty and othered

[amberlink]

Jeopardise will be a little late! I am currently experiencing a migraine that has cost me significant portions of my vision and also I have to work both my jobs today. But it will be up!

[saengak]

I'm still thinking about that restaurant called eggslut.

There should be one on Dorin. Just saying.

[goldenpinof]

Drop your favorite dnp head cannons that you have no proof of other than the fact that you just really want it to be true

2022 Christmas together in forever home (i mean, i'm only 90% sure)

engagement in Japan in 2019 (either Phil proposed or it was a mutual decision)

they are actually actively planning to adopt a pet that is not a fish

[fruitcakebro]

There seems to be a recurring theme of all Minecraft goat men being supposedly evil, and my Minecraft skin is a goat. As such, if you cross me I will devour every single one of your socks, and force you into a lifetime of frozen misery.

[imightgetbetter]

Us: has literal boyfriends

Also us: I'd only trust this random singer guy to drag a knife across my body

and what about it!

[inspiteallthedanger]

omg you're posting new fic tomorrow!

I AM! I'M SO EXCITED.

I've also been writing India, Actually too today. It's going to be raining in fics soon.

[sadlesbian69]

What's the point?/It's just words

I wouldn't miss it for the worst.

Is it for the worst?

I think that I'm getting worse.

But you would only say,

"I care."

But you'll never really care.

[maipareshaan]

Its Cas's simp day

[the-most-inglorious-black-hat]

No he didn't, because I am dumb as hell and I couldn't process what he said-

Your Inability To Process What He Said Does Not Mean He Did Not Say What He Meant. Though, That Is No Fault Of Yours. A Purebred Of………My Fathers Race Are Rarely Able To Experience Sexuality In The Way Humanity Does. Humanity Is A Beautiful Thing, Able To Feel And Grow, Able To Be Free And Die While Races Like My Fathers Typically Are Not……So Three Dimensional.

Love Is Rarely Perceived Or Valued In The Same Light As How Humans Express It. Love Is Not Even A Word In His Native Tongue Nor Is Sexuality. Reproduction……That Is A More Complex Matter. Reproduction Is Not Sexual, It Is Through A Essence Of His Own Being And The Spawn Are Meant To Serve. The Closest Idea To The Act Of Marriage Are These Specially Designed Contracts Between Higher Being And Higher Being, Though It Is Not Out Of Love And It Is……Very Much Different. That Is Simply The Only Example I Can Provide For You, Dear And Even Looking Back, I Have Spoken To Much On This Matter.

[smute]

Ellena Savage, Blueberries

[lameleelee-blog]

Playing around with new Ai effects..