#lams deserved a song.

[pythiaswine]

CAN I JUST TALK ABOUT HOW BAD I WANTED LMM TO LEGITIMIZE LAMS but i kept being let down over and over again like ughhhh. first he gives the Angelica relationship a whole song and subplot and yes it was great, the whole musical's a lyrical, compositional, choreographed masterpiece BUT WE AREN'T HERE TO DISCUSS THAT. we are here to talk about how his source material was biased because Chernow gave breath to the Angelica thing, as improbable as it was (especially compared to the probability of the Laurens/Hamilton relationship? homophobia.) but then picture it, I'm a young, naïve teenager, I'm very fixated on lams and history, I loved the Hamilton musical, was a Hamilton teen and that part of me is irreparably burned into my brain. then LMM drops this sneaky little tidbit like the beacon of wisdom his fans see him as bc he wrote a historical self-insert fanfic for broadway, he says the Laurens/Hamilton relationship was real. great! but he didn't actually put it in the musical and that disappointed me. And damn, okay, he had a few lines here and there in the off-broadway version that were cut but maybe that wasn't his fault or maybe he planned on fleshing it out more and had to cut it down to make it more palatable for the people sponsoring his ride to broadway, a pathetic excuse but it could make sense. For all that, I could have forgiven, forgotten, etc etc... but I will NEVER forget naïvely believing during the year the Hamildrops were released that we'd finally get a Laurens/Hamilton song. In April it didn't happen, I thought okay, maybe pride month. Didn't happen in pride month. Didn't even happen in September or October, or as a last-minute gay reveal in December. It just didn't happen at all. We even got some covers of songs that already existed without notable variations on the lyrics and it's like... bro couldn't have done the bare minimum and had a Laurens cover of Satisfied? That's the moment I was let down for real. I had truly BELIEVED that because he said himself that the Laurens/Hamilton relationship was real, he'd actually follow through on something that could be digested by the fans more than a forgotten tweet. but damn it hurt. absolutely no queer representation in a musical about Alexander Hamilton. bro. to play devil's advocate, there is no way to "prove" hamilton wasn't straight (eye-roll) but it's not like Hamilton: An American Musical is historically accurate in the least. It's embellished, fun, glamorous. It paints people in their best (unless you're charles lee lol) considering it's about a bunch of people who definitely were not kickass abolitionist BIPOC, but because LMM found it important to represent America today, he made the cast very inclusive to cultures and ethnicities of those these historical figures oppressed. so why can't he fictionalize the story a bit more? it's not even FICTION BRO it's literally more provable (and less problematic and more interesting) than the Angelica/Hamilton affair so WHYYYY. all i mean to say is, i was very let down and i can't appreciate the musical or LMM the same as I did when i was younger because now it gives me the straight-man ick. the "yeah they were gay!" for ++ points with the lgbtq+ fans but a severe lack of action. i hate that shit. real allies would say "fuck your homophobia, i'm publishing my art as it is even if i face backlash and censorship," because that's how shit gets done. it really really let me down, that's all, good night.

[laurarolla]

So, regarding Gundam SEED Freedom, I can say that if you are obsessed with ideas like canon, hard science fiction, or thinking you deserve the girl of your dreams because you were taught that you were entitled to such your whole life, you probably won't like this movie. You'll also dislike it if you think eugenics is great, or if you can't handle the occasional animated booty jammed right in the middle of the screen. If you are looking for grounded, this isn't it. Incidentally, I happen to really like this movie.

It's cheesy, melodramatic, and not even remotely subtle. However, its lack of subtlety means that issues people so clearly missed in the original shows nearly 20 years ago are placed front and center, from Shinn being groomed into a weapon by Durandal, to Kira's obsessive need to take everything on himself just making things worse. It was nice to see Lacus (or Lacoos, as the new dub decided to pronounce it for some godforsaken reason) actually show more vulnerablilty. She often lacked opportunities to do that in Destiny especially, as well as the story overall.

Things I really didn't like at all were Lacus's pilot suit, the scene with Lacus and Orphee Lam Tao that reminded me of Cross Ange, and Agnes. Just... all of what Agnes brought to the table. They finally wrote a woman in SEED that I genuinely dislike even after really thinking about it. The extra problem there is that most of her issues were also reflected in Ingrid's subplot, and Ingrid's situation was more in line with the message the movie was focused on. In regards to the villains, they were the kind of jerks that were easy to hate in a fun way, if pretty flat in most cases. Orphee was basically incel space hitler, and Queen Aura is kinda just there as the driving influence. Her story pretty much happened off screen 20 years before the plot even started. The other Black Knights were qualified villains, exactly as evil as needed, but they were not ready to deal with either Shinn's trauma or Athrun's sex drive. I will not provide further details on that.

I suppose for a movie about the value and nature of love, it's not surprising just how dang horny this movie is. Like, I know SEED actually has a surprisingly horny feel to it already, what with the shower scenes, the multiple post sex bedroom moments, the strange music video sequence in the Special Edition of the original series that included scenes of Kira and Fllay having sex while the song Zips was playing... okay, so I guess the movie isn't really off brand at all when it comes to being horny.

Overall, the movie is pretty standard Gundam fare that eventually turns into really absurd spectacle in service to a genuinely wonderful message about the idea of love, individuality, and the freedom to make our own destiny. Is it a great finale to SEED specifically? In some ways, yes, but a central theme of SEED is about the idea of how we need to move away from vengence as our response to pain and instead embrace justice, particularly the restorative kind. That bit gets a little lost in the shuffle, but overall I'd say the movie does right by the characters we first met over 20 years ago.

[highwaytothedangerzone502]

Foxtrot Alpha Alpha - Chapter 27

Pairing: Hangman x Female OC

Word Count: 2074

Warnings: Talk of death, angst

Summary: Hangman learned his lesson a long time ago to never show his true feelings when someone's words or actions hurt him. To do so showed weakness that could be exploited, and Seresin men couldn't show weakness. Of course, there was an exception to every rule, and Jake's always came in the form of women, three in particular: his mom, Juliette Kazansky, and the girl whose name he could no longer bring himself to speak. She was the girl that got away; she was his biggest 'what if' and his biggest regret; she would forever be the ghost that haunted his dreams. Jake believed that's where she'd stay, for he would surely never see her again after what he did.

Or so he thought.

Notes: This is the sequel to India Lima Yankee; I'm using the same callsign for the Female OC as in Ghost Story because I just really like it, but they are different characters; chapters in italics are flashbacks.

Also sorry for the delay in posting this (again). I just got settled into my new place, so trying to get back into the swing of updated. Also happy belated birthday to Juliette and Ghost, who both share my bday :)

Chapter Songs: Stay Blindedsided

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Ghost and Hangman left Texas the day after the funeral. It turned out to be a rough day for both of them because, after the ceremony, Jake had left the Blackwoods to grieve at their patriarch's headstone in private- despite knowing they would've been perfectly fine with his presence- and strolled through the cemetery until he came to a stop in front of a familiar marble stone inlaid into the soft grass. His body had reacted on its own accord as it slowly collapsed to the ground onto his knees. Hangman's eyes had stared at the engraving on the stone: Natalie Seresin.

He had talked to her, apologized for getting her killed, for cutting her beautiful life short. He told her of the fiasco he'd made of his life: how he'd pushed everyone he ever loved away, how he'd fucked things up with Ghost, how terrified he was to screw it up again, if the fallout would destroy him like it tried to last time. It'd come so close to succeeding before…

Hangman had told her of Michael Seresin's health issues and how Nick was on the lam; how he and Matt were rekindling their brotherhood and trying to be a family for once in their lives; how adorable her granddaughter Sophie was and what an asshole Jake had been to hold off meeting her for so long because of his anger at his father and brothers.

Ghost had found Hangman. She had silently knelt beside him, taken his hand in hers, and waited for him to speak the first word. He didn't remember what he said, but they ended up in his truck mindlessly driving on back roads for hours, sometimes chatting, sometimes not, but those silences never felt awkward, and only when they returned to North Island did Hangman's fear of losing her rear its ugly head again, telling him he didn't deserve her, let alone a second chance.

It was those thoughts that consumed him while he and Ghost sat on his couch with alcohol in hand. She had dreaded spending the night alone tonight, and Hangman was more than happy to oblige her request to stay with him for a bit. They were in the middle of watching the 2005 Pride and Prejudice, which she and Juliette adored. It'd even surpassed Ghost's love of The Notebook, and honestly, Hangman could kind of see why. It certainly had a happier ending!

"Okay, Mr. Darcy-" he began, pointing at the TV with his whiskey glass and nearly sloshing the liquid out- "or Noah Calhoun?"

Ghost groaned in despair. "Why would you do this to me?"

"Because I love you." The truth slipped out so casually, but Ghost would never suspect he meant it as anything more than platonic. She had never figured it out after all these years, and Hangman was content with the situation because it let him get his feelings off his chest without any risk of getting his heart well and truly broken by her inevitable rejection.

"That kind of question makes me think you hate me. If I had to choose…" Ghost bit her lip and then took a sip of her Bailey's and whiskey. "Darcy. I'm such a sucker for the brooding type."

"Is that why you fell for Rooster?" Hangman teased, bumping her knee playfully with his.

She glowered at him, but the hint of a smile tugging on her lips took the venom out of it. "We were both in shit emotional states, and he looked a lot better brooding than I did."

Hangman's face fell into one of disagreement. "I hold an informed opinion when I say you look better brooding. This may have to do with me having to watch Bradshaw pine for Juliette from the moment he saw her when we arrived for the training. Don't get me wrong; I get it with their history, but still, annoying to deal with on a daily basis. Especially because those lovesick puppy eyes were involved."

Ghost raised an eyebrow at him. "You staring at Rooster's face a lot?"

"I had to gauge my competition, both for the training detachment and romantically. Bradshaw wears his heart on his sleeve, and you can see whatever he's feeling. From the first night we arrived, he had his eyes set on her. I had history to contend with, and I figured out pretty quickly winning her heart was a lost clause."

"You really liked Juliette, didn't you?" The question came out more of a statement, and Hangman winced at the sound of it. "I knew you had a flirtationship, but I never realized you had genuine feelings for her."

Hangman shrugged to give an air of indifference. "It is what it is. My family isn't exactly lucky in love, except for Matt."

"I've seen the way girls look at you. You could have any girl you want. What gives?"

None of them are you. "Haven't found one I clicked with in a long time," he replied, eyes trained on the amber liquid in his glass before knocking the rest back. "You want more to drink?"

Ghost nodded and followed him to the bar, where he poured their glasses fuller than he should've. He probably didn't need more, considering the strong buzz he currently felt, so Ghost had to be buzzing as well, although if she was, she didn't show it outside of talking more animatedly. She'd always been able to hide her drunkenness well. Sometimes too well.

"Who was the girl you clicked with?" Ghost prodded. "Was it back at the Academy?"

"Yeah, but she didn't feel the same. We shared one drunken kiss, and that was it. I was actually doing it to save her from some creep." Jake bit his tongue, realizing he might've said too much. Ghost would figure out he spoke of her if he said anymore. He had to move past it. "It is what it is. Besides, I'm happily married to my job."

Ghost leaned against the bar on her forearms. "Did I know her?"

"Yeah, you knew her." Hangman hoped his short response would end that topic of conversation.

Ghost had other ideas. "Who was she?"

"I don't see the point in saying it since it's in the past, and telling you now won't change anything about it."

"Well-" Ghost began matter-of-factly- "she missed out, but I think you got it wrong about her not returning the feelings. All the girls at the Academy had a crush on you at some point. Hell, I'm pretty sure a few of the instructors did."

Hangman searched her eyes, and a certain amount of anxiety crept into his heart. She knows. She knows I'm talking about her. But why isn't she saying that aloud? Is Ghost trying to save me from the embarrassment? Or maybe... is she trying to save herself from it? 

Hangman decided to play the game. "All the girls," he echoed, straightening and stepping closer to her. "Does that include yourself?"

Ghost stood but still leaned against the counter. He saw her breathing hitch a little, giving him his answer. "Like I said. All girls had a crush on you at some point."

He took another step toward her, so close now that one deep breath from either of them would cause their chests to touch. "And now?"

Do not start anything! This is a bad idea. Abort mission. Abort! Abort! Abort! The warning bells clanged loudly in his head, but seeing Ghost's eyes drop to his mouth wiped those thoughts from his head in one fell swoop. 

"Jake-"

His name rolling off her tongue broke him. Hangman leaned down and pressed his lips to hers, soft, restrained, and questioning, giving her the opportunity to pull away in case he'd horribly misread the signs. In case he'd overstepped any boundaries.

Ghost hands found their way to his face, gentle but firm. Hangman's willpower caved at the green light she'd granted him, his arms wrapping around her torso to pull her close to him, her soft curves flush against his solid abdomen. He couldn't get enough. Couldn't get enough of the taste of his whiskey on her lips, the smell of her Jo Malone perfume enveloping him, the softness of her hair as one of his hands tangled up in it. 

"Stop." Ghost's quiet voice dragged Hangman out of his euphoria. He leaned back to look at her, wondering what happened, what he had done wrong.

"What is it?" he asked, carefully brushing a stray piece of hair from her face.

Ghost disentangled herself from his arms, leaving him feeling cold and empty. She backed away while shaking her head. "I can't- I can't do this."

"I'm sorry. I- what did I do? Did I misread-" Hangman started reaching out for her but immediately stopped when she stepped back.

"It's not y- I can't do this. We just..."

"What is it?" Hangman inquired, dreading where this was going.

The pained expression on her face only deepened. She opened her mouth but closed it just as fast, searching for the words she wanted. "Why? Why did you leave me?"

He blinked, processing her question, fearing the route he knew they were heading. "What are you talking about?"

"After the accident, when I was clinging to life in sick bay, when I had just lost my best friend, where were you?" Ghost demanded, taking a challenging step toward him, fury temporarily wiping away her sadness. "I died and came back, I waited for you, I asked Coyote where you were, begged God for you to come see me, and you were nowhere to be found. For fuck's sake, even Cyclone and Warlock visited me despite the shit they were dealing with in the aftermath of the accident to see how I was holding up. Phoenix, who I barely knew at the time, came to check on me. Coyote was at my bedside every day and tried to cheer me up even though he was reeling from the loss of his girlfriend, and you-" Ghost's breath hitched- "you were nowhere to be seen. Why?"

Hangman gulped, desperately trying to gain control of his mind and block out the horrific memories and thoughts that plagued him from that time. In a strained voice, he replied, "I thought you didn't want to see me. I thought- I thought you blamed me for the accident."

"Blamed you? Jake, I know Javy told you I wanted to see you. I even asked fucking Cyclone and Warlock to send you, but nothing! Why would I ask for you if I hated you? Why would I defend you in the trial for the accident if I blamed you for it? And I know you avoided me before the trial, how you always managed to disappear before I could reach you from across the room. So, I'm not buying it. There's something else that stopped you. What was it?"

"I- I can't-" Hangman found himself at a loss for words; the images of what he'd seen, of what it reminded him of, rendered him speechless, incapable of defending himself against the barrage of valid fury and hurt Ghost hurled at him. God, he wanted to tell her, to tell her everything, but he couldn't. Hangman couldn't bring himself even to the edge of that long, dark hole of endless despair he'd spiraled into after Ghoul's death. If Hangman did, he was terrified he wouldn't be able to pull himself out again.

"I have never needed anyone in my life," Ghost said, her voice cracking. Tears brimmed her eyes, threatening to cascade down her flushed cheeks. Barely able to get the words out, she whispered hoarsely, "But I needed you then, Jake. When I needed you most, you left me alone. Why?"

I loved you. That's why I couldn't be there. The words lodged in his throat, paralyzing fear taking control of his body.

Ghost scoffed in disgust. "Even after all this time, you still can't tell me. I should've known. Goodbye, Jake."

She turned on her heel, grabbed her purse, and exited his apartment, leaving Hangman rooted to the spot and realizing that goodbye had been final. She'd given him a second chance, and he'd blown it. She handed him the perfect opportunity to explain himself, and like the coward he was, he clammed up. 

The black hole of despair he'd escaped for years finally won as he tumbled back into it.

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[binch-i-might-be]

intermission. I'm having so many thoughts but not in the mind to articulate them

edit: it is no longer intermission. in fact I am back at the hotel room sprawled over the bed and kicking my legs in the air like a little girl. but I refuse to start this list over!

first of all, german really isn't the language for the musical, but they absolutely did the best they could with what they had

with that out of the way, let's get into my scattered stream of consciousness!

the lams is blatant and almost ridiculous. the guy playing Laurens only auditioned for the role so he could make it as gay as possible and I am CERTAIN of that. the homosexual gazing in the first song...... the fucking WAY the other guys and Laurens were whispering to each other when Hamilton first started going off and then Laurens stumbled over as if he was working up the nerve to ask him out. THEY KEEP GRABBING EACH OTHER'S NAPES??? IT LOOKED LIKE THEY WERE ACTUALLY GOING TO KISS DURING MY SHOT. HELLO

when Washington first showed up on stage I immediately went "YES DADDY" and I am not sorry!

speaking of Washington tho, he doesn't quite have the presence for me at some points. he's not as intense or consistent as Chris Jackson, but Hamilton and him are so very cute so I'll take it!

Hamilton is. SO endearing. I love him so much oh my god he's such a sweet boy he deserves the world. the actor is playing him so much younger than lmm did. he's so GENUINE. with lmm there was always this underlying weariness, he was weathered and snippy and waging a constant battle, but this one??? baby boy. such a little guy. absolute sweetheart

at the end of Aaron Burr, Sir instead of "who's that kid, what's he gonna do" they say. "what's the little one doing". can you hear me weeping

a lot of the jokes are lost or just don't hit. sad!

in helpless not only did Washington fix Hamilton's cravat,,,,, Hamilton showed him his ring all excited and then Washington PATTED HIS ELBOW as he was walking away. I'll never emotionally recover from this

also Laurens hands him the ring. they did make homosexual eye contact then. #lgbtq

when Hamilton asks for Eliza's hand, her father doesn't say "be true", he says "na gut". which is basically like saying "k". sir 😭

one thing that annoyed me a bit was that they used a lot of the formal "you". let them use the casual "you". come on :(

AT ONE POINT KING GEORGE LITERALLY SAID "LOVE WINS". GAY RIGHTS

every time Washington would have said "young man" he says "my son" instead. 5 dead 21 injured

instead of "at the right hand of the father" Burr says "in the lap of the father" and I?????

In Guns And Ships when Hamilton is leaving to rejoin the army he kisses Eliza and then :( he kisses her belly :( just kill me on the spot

oh at the end of Meet Me Inside when Hamilton screams in Washington's face he immediately ducks his head and WHIMPERS? he sounds like he's about to cry!!!! baby boy :(

Hamilton and Laurens are constantly roughhousing. constantly in each other's faces. it is very lgbt

this fucking shredded me. they changed mom/daddy/pa/pops whatever to the german Mama and Papa. not only does Jefferson say "quick, run to Papa" to Hamilton instead of "daddy's calling", this ALSO means that Philip burst into his father's office yelling "Papa if you'd HEARD the shit he said about you". you don't know real pain until you watch Philip die and hear that boy go "Mama". eternal suffering

Burr was good. I liked him! (yes that's all I have to say about him lmao)

my favourite performer was either Eliza or Angelica. they blew it out of the water

I am saddened to report that making out on stage occurred yet again! the people losing their shit over lmm maybe kissing with tongue during Say No To This would have died. I saw. tongues. I SAW them

some songs really do not work in german. the Schuyler Sisters is usually a favourite of mine but oh man does it sound rough. I didn't really understand the lyrics in Helpless but I still liked it because it's Helpless. some translation choices were wild and it took me out of it for a moment! BUT I'm very pleased to say that one line in Alexander Hamilton I was annoyed about, which was "and I simply shot him" instead of "I'm the damn fool that shot him" was changed to "I was his friend and I shot him". better!

"I'm not throwing away my shot" became "I only have one shot" and honestly I can't say I'm too mad about it at this point

"rise up" became "frei sein" ("to be free") which was a bit. ngl. cringe at times haha

Dear Theodosia hit me straight in the nutsack. I was borderline weeping over it. both Hamilton and Burr were so good in that, the text was very well translated, and oh boy does it hit different to hear that in my mother tongue. shit girls my issues came THROUGH on that one

Satisfied might have been my favourite translation out of the whole musical. god was that good. it had slightly different vibes from the original, but that made it so interesting. the imagery used was impeccable, Angelica's actress was AMAZING, and it's just. jesus fuck I'm probably coming back to that later on. genuinely that version made me tear up it was so good

honestly I would say the performers carried the whole thing. they made it work!

that's all for now folks! rest assured, I'll let y'all know if I think of anything else, but yeah! initial impressions and all that :)

[culture1234]

ILOCANO LITERATURE: THE SOCIAL CHANGE WHY THE ILOCANOS MUST APPRECIATE AND BE PROUD OF WHAT THEY ARE.

We all know that here in the Philippines are known for it’s hospitable citizens, many islands and especially the diversity or variety of every place and regions here in this country.

If we say ILOCANO PEOPLE we can see them in Ilocos Norte, Ilocos Sur, La Union, and in some parts of Tarlac, Pangasinan, Isabela, In Cagayan and there are also ilocanos in some parts of Mountain Province and they called this as ILOCOS REGION. Ilocano Literature is next to Tagalog that believed to be the richest and highly developed in the Philippines and traced back atleast in 17th Century.

Ilocano People called also as very prudent (likas na masinop o matipid) because they believe that they have a resource when they are in a situation of nothingness and need. There are also many famous Ilocano folk songs back then and still until now. One of the most played Ilocano Song is the Manang Biday, next in line is the Pamulinawen, O Naraniag A Bulan and so many that you will love it when you hear it. In terms of Ilocano Stories, one of the most acknowledged story is the Biag of Lam-Ang which is originated in the Pre-Colonial times and it tells the life experiences of Lam-Ang that reflects the beliefs of the ilocano people, loyalty and importance of family that was written and created by Pedro Bukaneg.

The cultures of Ilocanos are very different from others just like if they have feast like birthdays and weddings, many people from nearby will helped to prepare and celebrate which is their local language it is “daya or dayaan”. In terms of history of their local foods, the star of the show if they have feast or in normal days is the “igado”. It is a pork and liver sauted with green peas, bell pepper carrots and potato chunks swim in a lots of sauce and oil. In their traditions, they have so many beliefs including in a wake(lamay) and one of the most followed belief is don’t wear any shade of red color when you go to the wake(lamay) because it is bad or unlucky. We can also their UNESCO heritage buildings like the Sinking Bell Tower in Laoag, Spaniards Structures in Vigan, Light House in Burgos and many more that will mesmerize your eyes if you see it.

So you see, Ilocanos are not just rich in natural resources, they are also rich in terms of literature and cultures and we make this for a social change that the Ilocano People must Embrace the Ilocano Literature even more not just only for being a Ilocano citizen but because in this kind of very amazing and incredible ilocano literature, they deserve to be appreciated and be proud of it.

[mictlanfoto]

Second day of #hellandheaven. A little tired but the bands playing today were a must see. We found a cheaper parking spot with the locals, the entrance to the festival was faster as opposite to Friday wich was slow, about one hour. We went straight to see the #69eyes the vampires from Helsinki 🇫🇮 they sounded awesome and their energy was great, then we waited for #londonaftermidnight #LAM , sadly the sound was poor, Sean Brennan's mic didn't work, he was pissed, they didn't sound as they deserve but we were happy to hear them. Now I had to make a choice but as a metal head I decided to go to the black mass from #belphegor their performance was evil and atmospheric, I was surprised that there were a lot of people watching the show, on the other stage was #ministry I have never had the opportunity to see them and my girlfriend told me that they were amazing this time, they mocked our president AMLO, LOL. Next the ping pong between #Sodom and #lacrimosa, very nostalgic to hear old songs from lacrimosa, both bands sounded great. I checked out a pair of songs from #vreid but I got bored so I went to see #villevalo , so nice to hear #him songs and his stuff it's good as well,. We took a break ans sat in front of the stage where #covenant was playing, we were a pair of popsicles, now to see #muse , good scenario, lighting, effects and sound, overall a fully professional band. And we ended the night with a lot of cold and soreness with a band I wanted to check out since a long time #candlemass oh my freaking devil, those guys doomed excellent. And so it ended , I avoided the toilets and that made a huge difference, we could exit fast avoiding the heavy transit and it was a great day with amazing bands.

[itsnotmandatorybee]

April 17, 2023

Monday

11:24 AM

I attended a concert last night, and it has been one of the highlights of my 2023. I took the courage to listen to those songs I listened to, and some of them are actually Vlademer's favorites.

Hindi ko alam kung ba't bigla kong naisulat ito, and then I literally don't mind of reading some of his posts and stuffs, not until today when I used to read such random things about him and what he does these past few days.

'Di ko alam kung bakit hinahayaan ko pa rin ang sarili ko na maging apektado. Who is he? Why he's taking too much space in my mind and heart? He's just a nobody, a stranger that I should not be relaying to.

Don't get me wrong... I'm moving on to him. Nakakalimutan ko lang maalala minsan na naging tanga ako nang dahil sa kanya, but it's all my fault of giving a damn to someone's not giving a damn. Now, I don't know if I should embrace my pain or just let go of this negative energy.

Siguro, ito pa rin 'yung aftermath na na-e-experience ko, considering na it's summer. Siguro, mainit lang ang panahon, at mainit sa labas at tumitirik ang araw kung kaya't malungkot ako, 'di tulad no'ng nakaraan na umuulan at panatag ako dahil 'lam kong hindi ko siya maaalala—I will only think about nothing but myself.

Beforehand, sinasabi ko na ang daya-daya 'cause what I experienced is something that I don't really deserve though I have to come-up of having this mess 'cause I'm bounded to experience millions of emotion.

Pero 'yung sakit na 'to? 'Yung sakit na 'to na hindi ko maintindihan kung ba't kailangang umabot ng dalawang taon and counting... why should I have to hug this agony? I'm no longer a part of that man's story, but then here we go again, in a middle of nowhere, asking myself if I should take all of the chances that I have to take, to risk what I need to risk, and believe that I'll see him again and say sorry kahit everything's over.

This delusion of me bites my spirit to think na 'di ko na entirely makilala 'yung sarili ko, 'cause I'm not supposed to be like this kung hindi lang dahil sa kanya.

Bakit sa dinami-dami ng tao na pwede kong makilala, bakit si Vlademer pa.

I only saw him for just random couple of days. Why should I fall in love? I don't know him yet. I don't know entirely who he is, but why should I care?

Sana, umulan na lang palagi. I am individually individual when I see the glass window wet.

Vlad's making me screwed-up, and that's what I'm thinking.

[kurou3gi-blog]

After the last issue about how none of any chairs in the kwany planet of lsm… I feel like he deserved the karma by what he had done - -"

It's ridiculous when we have seen they trolled him as a tank since 2018, but they said he is the biggest shareholder with no position in the company at all.... <<Then think of how B said about him in that interview. I don't think they should send nobody to talk with the idols to get their opinions…

I felt like it was a propaganda fact war. They tried to discredit each other by round to round… <<Ok... For more clear it looks like the main theme of the reborn rich series XD If you need to learn how most of asia business culture should be with easy learning... I'm proud to present it XD

And like you can see I dislike lsm but I don't think he too greedy if think of how that glasses twin & esm dragged him to this universe as instant thanos or ironman, but end with none of the reward like he thinks he must deserve by the dealing...

I used to secretly wonder why lam set out to start gg band at that time. But now I think I already know why…

I knew this chair war game may conquest the kwany planet... But I think it's ok if this planet has been destroy, then someone from nowhere pick it up… <<Don't wake me up XD

Reset everything accept the children from ekso planet and kwany planet...

And about teacher yoo... I felt a bit disappointed, but I think I see why he chose like that... Tbh I'm not sad feeling after thinking of nowadays of their song that uses the hq voice singer like the old-school singer with useless. He should stay at a place where his students can use their ironic voices for the premiere song…

Then what the end will come... But under those kind of ceo and boards... I'm still upset about the future....

p.s. Yes, I wow to see that behind the love shot scene XD But no time to describe how I feel their reaction to each other.

[that-veela-girl]

"We Could Be The Same" is a Lams song.

[thereallvrb0y]

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[pika-ace]

I FINALLY SAW THE IN THE HEIGHTS MOVIE

HOLY SHIT

HOLY FUCKING SHIT I JUST WITNESSED MANNA FROM THE FUCKING GODS

My skin is clear, my children are fed, and my crops are thriving and I have SO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT IT

SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT! Seriously, do not read if you want to see the movie, I want you to experience this emotional ride yourselves

- I don't really need to talk about the music because, as expected, it was top-notch. Everyone was great, great voices, god-tier dancing, just good shit all around

- Songs are cut and things are changed, but honestly, NOTHING was lost so there's no need to worry. For every story element they take away, they add SO MUCH MORE with the changes they made to make up for it. It's like ITH for the first time all over again :D

- First up, Usnavi. MY GOD ANTHONY RAMOS, I AM SO SORRY I'VE BEEN SLEEPING ON YOU FOR SO LONG! I never paid him any mind back in the day because his face was just plastered all over Lams stuff (UGGGGH) so seeing him doing his own thing SEPARATE from that? I WAS ONCE BLIND BUT NOW I SEE

- The whole beach story-telling thing was throwing me off the whole time. I remember how PETRIFIED everyone was when the trailers showed that, but I had faith that there was a point to it and I WAS RIGHT!! The SECOND Sonny pointed out that green crab he painted, it was like a slap in the face, and when Usnavi started his whole 'There goes my flight' part, my cousin and I silently fist pumped in pure joy

- Also, USNAVI👏AND👏VANESSA👏AS👏MARRIED👏BUSINESS👏PARTNERS👏FUCKING👏ALL👏MY👏YES (Why did none of us think of this before????)

- USNAVI AND VANESSA GETTING A CANONICAL DAUGHTER, FUCKING YES PLEASE, PUT THAT HAT ON HER HEAD

- Next, Nina. Just...OH her voice...so soft...so gentle...I could fall asleep to that shit...

- The extra details of her being discriminated against at Stanford, just...DAMN, that shit HURTED. Best Girl doesn't deserve that shit!!!

- And her deciding to go back after learned that Sonny wants to be like her but can't due to discrimination just...BEST GIRL

- Benny just...OOZED charm, man. It almost makes me sad that he and Nina didn't play as big a role in the movie as they did in the play compared to Usnavi and Vanessa. ALMOST.

- Speaking of, Vanessa got an expanded role, HELL TO THE FUCKING YES. (She got a last name change from Otilla Garcia to Morales, but hey, her last name was just a workshop thing anyway so it's JUST not-canon enough to make changing it acceptable)

- Vanessa being the one who decided on the mural thing and getting Pete and Sonny to help just...BEAUTIFUL. That's TRUE LOVE right there

- Lin as Piragua Guy and Chris Jackson as Mr. Softee; that was the funniest meta shit I've EVER seen.

- I?? Did not expect?? To come out of this LOVING Kevin Rosario??? Like, he was SO MUCH BETTER and less antagonistic??? And I LOVED IT??

- Seriously though, getting rid of his prejudice against Benny was THE MOST WELCOME CHANGE in this whole movie (to me at least). When those two were together in the dispatch during the Blackout and helping people, that was just *chef's kiss* That was the pseudo-father-son shit I have been CRAVING for those two!

- Blackout was much less scary and chaotic than we were led to believe in the stage play; a part of me was disappointed, but the way they made it with everyone taking it in stride made up for it. It was like 'Aw dammit, blackout! Welp, bust out the fireworks and the Bingo boards, we're gonna be in the dark for a while, you all know the drill.'

- Also, lights turning back on RIGHT after Carnival del Barrio? Nice touch 👌

- Pete was SO GOOD. Favorite scene:

Usnavi, with Sonny: You're out here; who's watching the store? *points to Pete who's booking it out of the store having stolen something*

Sonny: *runs after him* PETE NO, YOU CAN'T JUST DO THAT!!!

- Age gap still seems a bit ambiguous between Sonny and Pete, so until confirmation is given, this pairing is staying EXPLICITLY in the stage version tag on Ao3 XD

- PETE PROVIDING VANESSA WITH INSPIRATIONAL MATERIALS, THAT IS A FACET OF FRIENDSHIP I NEVER KNEW I WANTED

- Also, appreciate Usnavi being MUCH less antagonistic towards Pete, just treating him as an annoying kid that enjoys getting a rise out of him rather than a vandal that's a bad influence who Usnavi WILL call the cops on if pushed.

- Daniela and Carla were REALLY awesome together and I'm DOWN for them being a couple, even though Hollywood STILL decided to be cowards about it with no on-screen kiss or mention that they were girlfriends (come on guys, it's 2021, stop hiding the gays!!)

- Abuela. ABUELAAAAAAAA. NEED I SAY MORE????

Usnavi: I wanna take you and Sonny to DR

Abuela: I'm not leaving without Sonny

Me: MY QUEEN, YEEEEES

- When I saw her lying down during Blackout and staring at Usnavi and Sonny and then started transitioning into Paciencia y Fe, my writer brain IMMEDIATELY began putting those metaphor pieces together and was like 'No...no no no no NO, don't you do this to me, DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE DO THIS TO ME-'

- Alabanza had me sobbing; no comment.

- The lotto money twist was SO GOOD??? Like, my cousin and I were VERY concerned when it wasn't brought up AT ALL, but then when it turns out she saved the ticket to give to Usnavi as a final gift after her death just...TEARS EVERYWHERE

- And last but not least...Sonny. Sonny Sonny Sonny Sonny SONNYYYYYYYYYYY! My son, my child, the light of my life, the stars in my sky, was given justice on this day!!!

- HE HAS A DAD!! IT'S A SHITTY DAD BUT HE HAS A PLACE TO LIVE!!! IT'S BETTER THAN WHAT WE HAD BEFORE AND I THANK BASED LMM FOR GIVING MY BOY THE BACKSTORY HE DESERVED!! (Fanfic writers, I expect MOUNTAINS of angst and hurt/comfort from you all with this new material!)

- RIP Smol Sonny, but that baby face of his MORE than made up for it :3c

- Usnavi WANTING to take Sonny to DR right off the bat, just...THANK YOU. That was DESPERATELY NEEDED and was even wrapped up early and neatly with Sonny saying to Usnavi 'Nah, I grew up here in NY, I have no memories of DR but YOU do, so if you wanna go, then go, I like it here.' and since he HAS A FUCKING HOME here, the worry for his well-being is GONE and it feels GOOD.

- Learning Sonny was undocumented was a PUNCH IN THE FUCKING HEART! My mind IMMEDIATELY reminded me when his dad asked Usnavi why he only paid Sonny in cash and the FACE HE MADE when Nina said that undocumented kids can't get in college just BABY NOOOOOOOOOO

- Usnavi. Using. The goddamn lotto money. TO GET SONNY DOCUMENTED. MY DE LA VEGA COUSIN LOVING HEART HAS FUCKING ASCENDED AND IS NEVER COMING BACK DOWN. DADNAVI SUPREMACY.

Do I have ANY gripes with this movie? Yes, I do.

THEY FUCKING KILLED CAMILA. I DO NOT APPRECIATE BEST MOM GETTING THE DISNEY TREATMENT, THANK YOU VERY MUCH >:/

Other than that though, this movie is a 10/10, go see it. Right now. I mean it.

[fancy--that]

17 Hamilton Questions

(because I’m bored. Also please note all of these are based on the CHARACTERS and their portrayal in the musical not the real people)

My favorite character: Either Burr or Jefferson. I find Burr very relatable as a person and he is one of my dream roles. Jefferson because of his energy and attitude and again he is one of my dream roles

My least favorite character:  Charles Lee because I just find him annoying

My favorite ship: Jamilton. Everyone knows this

My least favorite ship: Lams. It is the worst and I will die on this hill

My favorite Schyluer sister: Eliza. Now this might be controversial but I think she deserved so much better. “Oh but Angelica was in love with Alexander and she never got to tell him how she felt she’s such a good sister blah blah blah” that was only in the musical. Not real life, in real life Angelica fell in love and eloped with John Church. Meanwhile Alexander was smitten with Eliza, she married him and even though this man pursued her, he still cheated on her. And she is the reason why we have the musical in the first place. So yeah Eliza.

My favorite song: My Shot. When I am in the car, rapping with everything I’ve got. It makes me feel a certain type of way. Also I think it applies with how America is currently operating.

Least favorite song: I usually skip “What Comes Next” because it’s kinda eh

Character I’d become friends with: Jefferson and Madison. I love the Hamilsquads dynamic but I feel like the two of them balance each other out and I could have the calm one and the crazy one.

Character I have the most in common with: Burr. I could write an essay on this but I won’t

Character I have a crush on: Daveed Diggs and Lin Manuel Miranda are hot sooooo

Favorite cut song: The first version of Helpless “This One’s Mine” performed by Lin. Please listen to it it’s so great

Character I’d slap: Alexander

Character I’d dance with: Lafayette, historically he was terrible at it so at least he would make me look good.

My favorite quote: “Rise up.” (pretty much all of “My Shot” when you apply it to real world problems) - “What is a legacy? It’s planting seeds in a garden you never get to see.” Because you might not get to even see what your legacy becomes, you start it but you won’t get to see it grow, it grows when you’re gone -“I may not live to see our glory, but I will gladly join the fight.”  -”There’s a million things I haven’t done, but just you wait.” It gives me hope for my own future -”I am the one thing in life I can control, I am inimitable I am an original.”

My favorite scene: The Reynolds Pamphlet. It’s so chaotic

Song that makes me cry: Not a song but Burr’s solo part in “Non-Stop” “I’ll keep all my plans close to my chest-” that one because it’s his first hint on his descent into hopelessness and madness.

Character I would marry: Eliza because girl I can be a better husband than him

[hongkongartman-mlee]

Mind Wandering: From Commercial Radio’s ‘Music Is Live’, Keung To, Tyson Yoshi, Terence Lam And Jer To The 4 Kinds Of Luck In life And My Footsteps Behind Broadcast Drive   

 Is age the enemy of popularity? Old singers are often harshly categorized as senile, old-fashioned and unattractive. ‘Ageism’ conveniently allows the younger generations to see old people as worse than themselves and so, they self-assure.

In Hong Kong, stars especially singers are divisible into 3 classes: the stars of the months, old singers and the stars of all time. 70% of the young singers usually last for one to two years and vanish. Old singers are neglected. On the other side of the river, evergreen singers like Jacky Cheung(張學友) , Andy Lau(劉德華), Hacken Lee(李克勤) and Eason Chan (陳奕迅) have been hot in Hong Kong for more than 20 to 30 years. From a sustainability standpoint, the entertainment industry is now looking for new and younger singers who can last for 5 to 10 years, and not apparently still relying on these established stars for recycling their dazzling light.

The recent COVID-19 provided the young singers in Hong Kong with plenty of ammunition to take over the stage. Fans were unable to fly to Korea for their young K-pop idols who were also unable to come to Hong Kong to comfort the living souls. Youngsters sought domestic supply and we could see a sudden notable ‘baby boom’ of young idols locally. Among them, 4 hottest ones were chosen by the influential radio station Commercial Radio Hong Kong to create a pop concert known as ‘Music is Live’ (拉闊音樂會) with explosive mass appeal. They were Keung To(姜濤)(a cutie sweetie), Tyson Yoshi(程浚彥)(a muscular rapper), Terence Lam(林家謙)(a good boy next door) and Jer(柳應廷)(a killer in love songs). I had the honour of being invited to the concert and a ticket costed US$1,000 in the black market.

Four young singers are charming but Hong Kong being on lockdown does help their popularity tremendously. There are 4 kinds of luck and theirs is probably the ‘motion luck’. The special pandemic situation became the driving force behind their popularity and the motion propelled the process of idolization in favour of them. Some call this kind of luck ‘right timing’ and others describe it as ‘wind beneath the wings’.

There is one thing in life that we have to exclude when we plan but do include when we expect the result. It is called ‘sheer luck’. Many of us pass a test by sheer luck when questions are multiple-choice. Being a high school student, I applied for a competitive training class offered by a local television station called Hong Kong TVB and was accepted. They later offered me the job of a part-time scriptwriter after my graduation in the 80s. I was never good enough to deserve their good opinion. When I studied law in university, I counted on this part-time job to give me income. I did not dismiss the idea there should be some kind of metaphysical explanation behind my luck but I just enjoyed feeling lucky.

The 3rd kind of luck is neatly labelled as a ‘lucky star’. My friend said to me, “My husband has been my lucky star. There is no way I could have made my life through without him.”

In spite of being a lawyer, I spent the 80s and 90s moonlighting as a TV and radio scriptwriter and program host. I met too many ‘lucky stars’. They identified, encouraged and enabled my semi-professional development in the broadcasting field. These lucky stars were mentors that helped me focus my efforts by setting goals and giving feedbacks. My 3 unforgettable lucky stars are Winnie Yu Tsang(俞琤), Eileen Cha(查小欣) and Ng Sui Wan(吳雨). I could not shrug off these lucky stars and simply treated my wonderful time in TVB, Commercial Radio, Metro Radio, Radio Television Hong Kong(RTHK) and Rediffusion Television as sheer lucks. It must be special chemistry or destiny that brought these lucky stars somehow coming into my life to pave my path.

The last kind of luck has 2 complexities at its core: being lucky and working hard at the same time to hit the luck. It is sketched as ‘preparation plus opportunity luck’. By failing to work hard to get yourself fully equipped when luck suddenly strikes you, you are preparing to fail. Please always remind yourself: someday your luck will surely come but meanwhile, you need to spend your life sharpening the axe in order to catch it.

In 2008, Cable TV approached and offered me the retainer contract of being the legal consultant to their Entertainment News Channel. I asked why. They explained, “You are a lawyer but you have worked part-time in the various broadcasting stations in Hong Kong for over 20 years. We want to grab a chair and listen to your ‘enter-legal’ view without having to remunerate you on each and every occasion.” I could seize this luck because I had prepared myself and worked hard for it.

Some argue there is no such thing as luck but they admit the possibility of coincidence. For those who believe in luck, you should thank your luck to make the situation better. But, do share your luck. Bestow luck into your helping hand and let yourself be a lucky star for other people in need. Happiness will be viral.

MLee

Chinese Version 中文版: https://www.patreon.com/posts/shang-tai-la-kuo-58290685?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copy_to_clipboard&utm_campaign=postshare

Music is Live Terence Lam x Keung To x Jer x Tyson Yoshi  https://youtu.be/-t8pFlFItqw  Acknowledgement-MPWeekly

Keung To MV  https://youtu.be/f5NzXpC8tdU  Acknowledgement-Mirror

Jer MV  https://youtu.be/CYaVZ6CULkI  Acknowledgement-Mirror

Tyson Yoshi MV  https://youtu.be/CPBLEVEZzxs  Acknowledgement-Tyson Yoshi

Terence Lam MV  https://youtu.be/qWhavDVsMRc  Acknowledgement-林家謙 Terence Lam

Broadcast Drive  https://youtu.be/hPA98Ah2PsY  Acknowledgement-Happy Daily

History of Jade Channel, TVB  https://youtu.be/GXzXzXbC3Ww  Acknowledgement-張小靖 Ash

[binch-i-might-be]

smut anon: Love like you - ashe and caleb hyles mashup, is such a lams song. Could work for them both tbh.

that's so cute 🥺🥺😭

it definitely works for both of them, I think! just them going "how do I deserve you" - "no u" at each other, I love them 🥺

[femmefangirl]

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#5

Welcome to my Blog

-I am a minor

-I love to read

-I am working on a novel

-I write fanfiction

-I am Indian

-My favorite color is currently either black, grey or brown.

-I speak English

_I am pansexual

-I am genderfluid

-I move around a lot

-I live in Cuba currently

-I want to go to Stanford University

-I want to study psychology, law, English literature and maybe history

-I was born in March 20

My fandoms are

A Song of Ice and Fire/ Game of Thrones

The Umbrella Academy

Ever After High

The Grishaverse

Harry Potter

Percy Jackson

Marvel Cinematic Universe

The Witcher (Netflix)

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Rapunzel's Tangled Adventures

Disney

Pixar

Descendants

Monster High

Keeper of the Lost Cities

The Folk of the Air

Stranger Things

Merlin BBC

Sherlock BBC

Red Queen

Brooklyn 99

Hamilton

Six: The Musical

Kingsman

IT

Lucifer

Good Omens

My Comfort Characters

-Five Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy)

- Klaus Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy)

-Nico di Angelo (Percy Jackson)

-Alex Fierro (Magnus Chase)

-Carter Kane (Kane Chronicles)

-Lester Papadopoulos (Trials of Apollo)

-The Darkling (Grishaverse)

-Genya Safin (Grishaverse)

-Kaz Brekker (Grishverse)

-Inej Ghafa (Grishverse)

-Theon Greyjoy (ASOIAF/GOT)

-Jon Snow (ASOIAF/GOT)

-Jeyne Poole (ASOIAF/GOT)

-Loki Odinson (MCU)

-Tony Stark (MCU)

-Bucky Barnes (MCU)

-Pepper Potts (MCU)

-Regulus Black (Harry Potter)

-Sirius Black (Harry Potter)

-Peter Pettigrew (Harry Potter)

-Lily Evans (Harry Potter)

-Jaskier (The Witcher)

-Varian (Rapunzel's Tangled Adventure)

-Crowley(Good Omens)

-Lucifer(Lucifer)

-Ella Lopez(Lucifer)

My OTP in each Fandom

THRAMSAY

KLAVE

APPLE/DARLING

DARKOLAI

WOLFSTAR

SOLANGELO

LOGYN

GERASKIER

MAIKO

EUGENE/RAPUNZEL

TIANA/NAVEEN

WALL-E/EVE

HARRY/UMA/GIL

CLEO/DEUCE

SOKEEFE

JUARDEN

MILEVEN

MERTHUR

JOHN/MARY

THOMAVEN

KEVIN/HOLT

LAMS

HENRY/TORTURE

GARY/TILDE

REDDIE

DECKERSTAR

INEFFABLE HUSBANDS

Current Favorite Song: Prom Queen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0x03NDSGOTA&list=RD3L6nF73xjnM&index=6

10 notes • Posted 2021-10-11 00:07:24 GMT

#4

Peggy Carter is a fucking bicon!

12 notes • Posted 2021-11-12 23:20:29 GMT

#3

To make you sad, here is a sad short fic.

Sirius was supposed to be getting drunk with James, Remus and Peter.

He was supposed to use his hands to get a piece of cake, purely just to annoy Peter.

He was supposed to have tea with Andy and her daughter.

He was supposed to have fun and be 21.

Instead he was rotting in Azkaban, singing Happy Birthday to himself. Not that he deserved to do anything he was supposed to, he killed his best mates. He killed James and Lily. If only he let them make him secret keeper, maybe they would still be alive.

Maybe.

Or maybe Sirius would betray them, he already betrayed one brother, what's another brother to betray.

Sirius was innocent of the muggle killing, he didn't rat out Lily and James, but he as good as killed them.

Happy Birthday Sirius!

13 notes • Posted 2021-11-03 14:34:23 GMT

#2

28 notes • Posted 2021-10-16 00:58:23 GMT

#1

Rant(Grishaverse)

Leigh Bardrugo is a horrible piece of shit, the Grishaverse makes no sense when you think of the place and time it is based on. I am younger than her and I know more about Russian names than her. She made Aleksander part of a minority, she made him also the antagonist, are his ways a little extreme, sorta, but is he in the wrong, no. He is the antagonist but he shouldn't be. The Grishaverse makes zero sense. Why would any grisha follow Alina, they should follow Aleksander. THEIR LEADER. He made a save space for grisha. A bit of context for you people who have no idea what the Grishaverse is: people who can do magic(they call it small science) are called grisha, they are a minority, in Fjerda they are burned as witches, in Shu Han they are experimented on, in Kerch they are sold into slavery, in other places they are treated just as badly, in Ravka Aleksander made the Little Palace for grisha as children, their parents do not stay with them. Aleksander can control shadows, Alina our protagonist is boring and is the sun summoner. Alina and Aleksander have chemistry but Ms. Bardrugo would pair Alina up with her toxic childhood friend Malyen Oretsov. Aleksander created the shadow fold which is great for Ravka but it also split Ravka in two, he plans on expanding the fold with Alina's help as the Sun Summoner(which has never been heard of) but Alina doesn't want to be Grisha she wants to be normal(no Grisha should follow her). Leigh has committed culture appropriation. She has made Sasha(Aleksander) the villain but he just wants what is best for the Grisha and wants them to live lives. It seems Ms. Bardrugo has never met a minority in her life, she is white, cis and straight. No minority would want to be oppressed any longer. I am a poc, genderqueer, and pansexual. I would gladly follow someone who would help me be treated as an equal to a white, cis, straight man. As society wants everyone to be white cis het males.

EDIT: It has come to my attention that Ms. Bardrugo is Jewish and based the grisha prosecution on Jewish prosecution. This makes it much worse. Why Ms. Bardrugo, why?

29 notes • Posted 2021-10-03 17:05:11 GMT

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[ultrahamilham]

You tagged me in a thing and I had a stroke, bless you

I get all Pikachu meme whenever I see you in my dash and you've referred to me and acknowledged my existence because it is literally the best thing ever, I have a mini stroke every time

Three ships: Jamilton, Jamilams and Jamilmads (would've said lams but then it just sounds like I'm saying the same ship in three different ways lol)

Last song: Uhh, I don't listen to music much, but Ultimately by Khai dreams

Last movie: The Hunchback of Notre dame

Currently craving: Sushi, oddly enough (I haven't had it in about nine years but still, want)

Currently reading: The Da Vinci code, and about five different fanfictions

About a very late answer to your question (My family has COVID, which is shocking to hear, or so I'm told, but they're recovering and they fortunately had a mild case and no one has any history of disease so they're going to be okay! That's what the doctor said and I'm praying), Taco hell made me laugh really hard when I read it and really lifted my spirits because I remember being in not a great place when I started it but it made me smile which was like, a thing for me, and don't judge me but I think The three way was probably my favourite and I don't want to think about what that says about me but it was really because I love works that are that long (around 50k is always my sweet spot). I'm not sure if I'm remembering right and I'm so so sorry if I'm getting the title song wrong but that one Jamilton fic with uh, Gucci and fendi in the title was really fun to read ;-;

I also remeber the first work of yours I ever read was this comfort Whamilton around 1.5 or 2k where it starts raining and Alexander is on edge but George comforts him- Okay, I'm ranting now, apologies. ;-; (idk You're super cool and I want to talk to you like, normally, but you'll hateee me and I don't want that and so here)

I never really get a chance to respond as soon as I'd like, BUT I never get to and if you don't want to know/care about my life- please skip to the next paragraph thank you. So, I did end up watching Snowpiercer! I watched all ten episodes in one day which is iffy to say the least, but I'm still alive! I did love it. And I've been alright- a bit anxious with everything, but I've been giving my tests and uni and stuff. Yesterday, I was about to go to the vet when u realised about two minutes into the ride that I forgot my dog so that was embarrassing. Almost competing with the time I dropped my phone and then followed it, dropping to my knees and immediately bursting into tears (Nothing even happened to my phone!). So if you read this, thank you again.

I wanted to ask how you were doing too! If you don't mind xxx

And as for the fanfic writer asks, would you mind answering 50 ;-;

Wgjfvqkcwkh also I heard about you and Henni getting married so CONGRATULATIONS that is the most amazing, sweetest thing and in honestly so f*cking happy for both of you. I audibly awwed when I saw that post and I can't believe I just remembered.

I'm so sorry this got out of hand with how long it is, I didn't mean for it to be ;-;

-shy anon, sincerely apologising for possibly ruining your day by oversharing and/or overstepping (also with love and congratulations for you and her)

I get the surprised pikachu face whenever you show up in my ask box ;-; It always makes me happy!!!

Okay but sushi is always good. The craving comes randomly for me as well. I didn’t crave it at all when I used to make it for a living, because I got so tired of it, but now I crave it every once in a while lol it’s really good ;-;

I really hope everyone is doing okay! COVID is scary and it’s no joke. Having it before was horrible for me and I would never wish it on anyone. I hope everyone including you is okay ;-;

I’m glad Taco Hell did what I was meaning for it to do! It’s meant to be lighthearted and make people laugh. It’s based off of my life and it’s actual situations I end up in all the time. It’s quite amusing lol

I would never judge you. The Three Way is literally the one fic I am most proud of. I could never judge you. I literally go back and read it every once in a while and go like “I made that... Holy fuck...”

Oh! Gucci Not Fendi is the title. I’m glad you liked it!!!

Rant all you want! I adore that Whamilton fic ;-;

Seriously, my dear, I can promise you that I won’t hate you at all. Believe me, I really won’t. I’m probably the most awkward and annoying person anyone will ever know and I overshare like everything. People know more about me than they really should.. Lol

I care about your life, I was the one that asked you to tell me! But honestly, snowpiercer was soooo good... Like I tried to binge it all in one day but I was trying to write as well and it didn’t go over well lmao, snowpiercer ended up winning! I’m really glad you watched it!!!

That whole forgetting your dog thing is a mood. Today I forgot to turn on the food heaters and I realized it right before it was too late. Almost lost $200 worth of meat... Oops... Lmao

I do that with my phone if I drop it even if it’s okay. I just freak the fuck out and cry before I know if there really is an issue

Also I’m doing good! I decided to just lay back and relax tonight so I’m having a few drinks and I’m gonna watch random shit lol I was up for 33 hours the night before last and slept for 15 hours after. I can’t recommend doing that, especially not when you’re like 24. I’m too old for that shit.

Hell yeah I can do 50! I will give you a sneak peak at the 3rd part of the three way... .-. It will be posted on Oct 19th!!!

Here it is. This is seriously NSFW lol:

Alexander looked down at Thomas and ran the fingers of his free hand through Thomas' hair. He licked his lips as he watched Thomas work his tongue expertly inside George. "You're such a good boy Thomas, you're already wrecking him." He purred. 

Thomas let out a low moan and kept up the work, getting a little more aggressive. Alexander could feel himself getting hard in his pants at the sight coupled with George's shameless moans. Alexander looked back at George's face and grinned a bit. "Are you proud of us, Daddy?" He asked. 

George pressed his forehead against the headrest and panted as Thomas wrecked him. He tried to push back against Thomas to no avail. "Fuck… Y-yes… Yes you two did so good… Please… Please do as you wish… Whatever you choose, do it… I will take whatever you give me, you de-deserve it…" George bit out desperately.

Alexander grinned in delight at that. He looked at Thomas who looked just as excited from what George just said. He then touched Thomas' shoulder. "Alright, that's enough babe. I'm going to stretch him, then we can give him a good spanking. Why don't you undress for me? I have a little treat for you." He purred.  -END of the preview.

Thank you so much! We are so freaking happy that it’s happening. We were planning it more today! It’s so amazing ugh.

I appreciate it all the same! It’s not too long for me at all!! Don’t you worry my dear <3 you didn’t overstep at all!