#last thing about this at all im so fucking tired

[shakespearean-dream]

TW!!! — blood, scarring and mild body horror ahead 🥲

benny’s turn!

before i start i wanna clarify i hesitated a bit on posting this because lovely mutual @vor-leser just posted his benny interpretation (go look at it and follow him btw), and idk if we like mind melded or smth but our human benny’s are super similar LOL. i damn near scrapped the whole thing out of fear someone would get mad at me but i Would Not be able to start over and get this done ever so this is as good as we’re gonna get. 😭 my apologies niko love u /p

this has been like a full 7 days in the making 😭😭 the art block that i felt coming on while doing ellen and ted hit me like an optimus prime sized semi truck this week along with a depressive episode so i definitely appreciate that happening and i am not upset about it at all! /s i’m totally good so don’t worry or anything /gen, mental health is just weird and i also wanted to explain the gap in my posts 😔

i do not know how to feel about this drawing if i’m so fr with you; i’m proud of myself for AM-ified benny cause i think i got the slowly rotting from the inside out primal freak energy down pretty good, but on the other hand this feels kinda empty?? i usually have a lot more commentary squished in here but i think my brain’s a little fried 🤦‍♂️ i love drawing me some beautiful buff men though so drawing normal ben was familiar territory. however his wack ass haircut i gave him is his punishment for being a PRICK!!! go sit in the corner and think about ur actions benjamin.

like ted n the rest of the sillies i’m not straying too far from canon with his personality, he’s an ass and a murderer and a hella smart dickhead who desperately needs to be punished by the universe (thank you for that one AM). hot take i did not like his “redemption arc” in his game scenario and i don’t think with how he was throughout the entirety of his life (and also throughout the game, main example his inner dialogue) he would actually go out of his way to help the kid because he means it??? n prove he changed to the guys he killed cause he means it??? i dunno maybe AM torturing him made him have a main character “omg i’ve been in the wrong this whole time!!1” moment like the game suggests i’m just not buying it 💀 i’m sure it’s just cause bennys scenario couldn’t be too long and they couldn’t fully flesh him out which i won’t fault the game makers for. i’m a steven universe fan, i know what time constrictions can do to a plot and redemption arc 😭 looking at you white diamond…

his wife n kids are up top and they’re kinda neat to me— i was considering the hc that part of the reason manya (his canon wife) left him is because she realized she was a lesbian which would be funny as fuck considering benny’s also One Of Them Queers 😭. i think during the brief times he was home and able to parent his daughters they got really scared and tired of him, one because he’s just a very threatening powerful and overbearing man, but also because i feel like he would’ve been on their ASS about everything. grades, extracurriculars, friends, wardrobe, this guy was micromanaging his family to an annoying extreme (ofc because of his perfectionist complex). he probably loved manya and the kids in his own weird way, but it was more contractual to him than any real personal relationship. maybe he inherited that from his own parents?? i doubt he ever talked to them after he moved out.

that’s about the end of my thoughts on this fucker. 🥲 funny storyyyy i just remembered i have laundry to finish so im gonna go do that, lord help me. thank you for reading all this if you did!!!!! we’re over halfway through so who do yall want next? wanna save AM or nimdok for last? i’ll see u guys later :]]]

[vladahexx]

Megumi x reader

TW: NSFW

You were gojo’s younger sibling, it wasn’t bad. He was overprotective but you would constantly get spoiled by him. Even though he would sometimes act like a child he still cared for you. Megumi was also close with you, he would hang out with you a lot especially at your house. His visits were so frequent that you started noticing his clothes in your closet. Megumi was usually cold with everyone else, but with you it was different. He would let you cling onto him, play with his hair and sit on his lap. One day, Gojo came back home with Megumi. They were both very exhausted from a mission. Gojo decided to wash up so he went to the bathroom, Megumi lazily sat down on the couch beside to you. You had just finished reading a book, so you set it down and looked at Megumi. “Y/n..” *He spoke, his voice was raspy and tired. With the last amount of energy he had left, he pulled you onto his lap. He buried his face into the crook of your neck. Your hands wrapped around his neck, gently caressing the back of his head. Megumi let out a small whimper, he wrapped his arms around your waist and closed his eyes. It was obvious he was exhausted, he looked like a small kitten that was close to falling asleep. His eyes were practically shut and you could feel his soft breaths on your neck. As some time passed, he fell asleep. During his sleep he would occasionally tighten his arms around your waist and mumble something in his sleep. After about two hours he started to wake up. He lifted his head from your neck and looked at you, he looked very adorable when he just woke up. “How long was I asleep for?” He asked. “About two hours..” You replied. His hands went under your shirt, onto your sides. He traced small circles onto your skin. “Im sorry if it was uncomfortable.” He said and leaned his head back onto the couch. “It’s okay, you were tired.” You smiled softly at him. “I missed you, so fucking much.” He looked into your eyes, his gaze was serious. “I missed you too.” You replied. Megumi took you off his lap and placed you on the couch so that you were laying on your back. He climbed on top of you and pinned your shoulders down. “You don’t understand what you do to me. Whenever you do something basic like stare at me with those pretty eyes I immediately want to take you right there.” He spoke, his voice was deep and hoarse. “You don’t know what you do to me.” He leaned down and pressed his lips onto your neck, kissing you gently and then later on nibbling on your neck leaving a few marks. The only thing you were able to do is moan as he claimed you. “Tell me that you love me.” He came close to your ear and bit your earlobe causing you to let out a gasp , he was careful so he wouldn’t cause you any pain. “Say it.” He demanded. “I..love you.” You said. He pressed his lips against yours and started kissing you, the kiss was passionate and full of hunger. Just when you thought that this kiss couldn’t get any better, he deepened the kiss and explored your mouth with his tongue. As he kissed you, you let out a few moans. As he heard your moans he would get even more passionate with the kiss, he knew that you wanted this. As he pulled away, your breathing was heavy as well as his. He bit on your lower lip and nibbled gently. Your hands went up to the back of his head and held him. He pulled away and looked at you. Megumi lifted your shirt up slightly, exposing your stomach. He stared to place kisses onto your stomach, they were soft. As he continued kissing you, you took your chance and decided to tease Megumi. You placed your hand on top of his head and pushed him down to your intimate area. “Are you sure?” He asked as he began to take your skirt off. You just nodded. As he took your skirt off he gently traced his finger all over your sensitive clit, it would cause you to twitch. He took your panties off and now you were left all bare. “Lift your legs up.” He commanded. You listened to him and lifted your legs up so your feet were still on the couch, giving him access.

His tongue started licking your clit, with his hands he held your inner thighs and spread them apart so he could have full access to you. He lifted his head from your pussy as he felt you were getting tight. He traced your clit with his index finger before putting it inside you. As he put his finger inside you, you let out a moan. His finger moved very fast, going in and out of you. “See how tight you are for me?” He asked and then he put a second finger in. “Take it all in for me.” He spoke, his voice was low. “M-megumi..~” You moaned his name out softly, your hips bucking involuntarily to his touch. “Look at you, such a good girl for me. Taking my fingers in.” You rolled your eyes back at the praise and felt your climax coming soon. Your pussy clenched onto his finger and you arched your back. “You close, angel?” He asked and kept fingering you. “Y-yes..” You replied and soon enough you climaxed. A wave of pleasure washed over your body. Megumi took his finger out of you and dressed you up. He went on top of you again and whispered into your ear. “See how easily I can make you cum?” He smirked slightly and kissed your forehead. “Such a good little girl.”

[atthebell]

My understanding is that roier was just doing a bit as a pedantic lore nerd and ☝️🤓 actually'ing cellbit's ass about the timeline??? Like "sorry you can't be bobby's dad he was dead very much dead when we married 😔 stick to the timeline".

It's very usual for roier to conceal his feelings with a silly act, and as I was not watching from his pov it's harder to tell how much he meant by that comment, but the moment felt so silly to me I don't know why my dash is like this kk

yes lol everyone is taking it way more seriously than it needs to be which is what always happens

yeah i just rewatched the clip and like. my guy is not that pressed i think he does just view it as a matter of timeline and the fact that cellbit didn't have the chance to be bobby's dad, if that's how bobby and cellbit felt about each other. so no one knows, and no one can know, if that would've been their relationship. and also roier has called richas his son before plenty of times so, again, it's really just more a matter of the timeline for him and also making it clear that jaiden will always be bobby's other parent and was there the whole time with him.

also the fact that bc bobby is dead, he can't really decide for himself what that relationship is, so roier is speaking for him in this case and saying that's not something cellbit gets to determine. which he's right about! cellbit can consider bobby his son in that way, because to him, regardless of bobby's death, he means a lot to him and being married to his dad makes him his kid. but that doesn't mean bobby would have felt that way, so roier wants to make sure that decision wouldve stayed with bobby.

idk i think some people are being like "bobby's ORIGINAL two parents were jaiden and roier, so cellbit wasn't a part of that dynamic" and it's like. families are not all little math problems and stepparents and extended families and shit exist. like i think people get way too nuclear about it, but that's maybe just my opinion and how it works in my family. roier seemed, imo, to be talking about the timing. he literally says it's because bobby died before they got married, and cellbit didn't know him long enough for that to be their relationship. its not about the actual logistics of their relationship had bobby lived. i do not think he would've had an issue with cellbit saying that at all had bobby lived; again, he has called richas son many times. but since bobby's dead, that's not really on the table to him, and i think that's fair. people making it about anything beyond that are kind of being stupid, i think, and i think anyone saying he was mean or whatever to say that to cellbit are also stupid. yes, cellbit was probably hurt by it, but he's a grown ass man and he knows how to take a boundary and stick to it. he'll live. it was not even an argument, and he understands why roier feels that way.

idk it's not worth talking about anymore beyond this i think everyone is blowing it out of proportion and it's just making me tired

[liauditore]

[asmr boyfriend voice] woof woof bark bark

[ra-vio]

semester is almost over. im dying

[palms-upturned]

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[ff2-soda-pop]

I'm starting to question if I should even bother with the stupid paper.... I'm probably just gonna fail anyways lmao

[itsbrucey]

Need to cement myself as the Darryl Wilson mutual otherwise it'll all have been for nothing

[nabaath-areng]

It's funny how my psychiatrist and psych nurses are all so supportive about my as of yet undiagnosed physical issues and do their best to keep those in mind when we discuss my care. Meanwhile GP and qualified doctors either tell me to "not compare my googling to their medical degree" or go all "yeah EDS sounds quite likely actually but there's no point diagnosing that since it cannot be cured anyway"

[hmsmilkbone]

I am sorry. I have so much work, and I am very pregnant so I just don't have time to respond to stuff on here as much (or draw, really.) Hoping I can get into a schedule soon which allows me to paint and chat more :(

[toastsnaffler]

ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.

[dbphantom]

you know if you guys voted for stretch armstrong i probably would have shut up a lot sooner tonight

[jawnjendes]

wowwwwwweeeeeeee

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

learned another lesson of don't judge a book by its cover today

so i signed up for this one thing that's like, social work, in a way, not gonna get into specifics, but that first meeting was today to get it all cleared up n stuff. and there were professional social workers there explaining everything who're gonna be going along with us bla bla bla, and with one of them i was a little wary bc, white old man, you know, though he was really nice with older people it's always a bit tricky to figure out if i can tell them i'm genderqueer?

anyways, i didn't get myself to say my whole "not a girl so he/she/it idc" stuff when we introduced ourselves but i did write my name tag as "biscuit (he/she/it)"

and then later during a break, this guy (?) asks me if, personal question but if he may ask, if my parents are or were punks too. so we get talking about that, apparently he hangs out with various punks (i could def hear that in his speech once i knew tbh) and stuff, and then he notices my name tag.

and then. And Then. he and the other social worker who was sitting nearby like, asked a bit about my gender, listened to my rambled explanation of how i just don't feel like a girl anymore, and they both understand that essentially i'm just me, and the man is like "so your gender is just human" which, yeah :D

and then he goes on that if he could, he'd have his id just say "human" as gender bc really that's nobody's business but his own. and then makes a joke abt how having a rainbow flag outside his house in a small village with conservative farmers is An experience, like when someone asks if he's "gay now" and he just responds "haven't i always been?" and they stare at him in shock

and i, for one, could not he happier. now, mind, i have no idea if he's queer or an alley or just plain cool as fuck, but i know i feel very safe there (the entire group was super chill actually) and his stories are like. fucking superb

also he went to my school so that really just proves how superior it is

[angeltism]

If I see one more being acting like the term fp is just a word for ywour bestie or partner or whatever I am going 2 throw a chair

[hecksupremechips]

Girl like. The reason he said "this is how it should be" and faced death with a smile....is cuz he wanted to die. For 2 years he sat there thinking he was worthless and deserved to die. If he hadn’t be shot, his death would’ve been suicide, he was fully planning to die in a gutter somewhere undetected. When saying "this is how it should be" hes literally saying "don’t cry because I’m dying, my death is a good thing actually because I fucking suck and you are better off without me". I don’t think that’s badass even slightly, it’s actually really sad and really shitty. Shinjiro is so convinced that he deserves to die and hates the idea of anyone giving a shit about him because he literally can’t wrap his mind around the idea that he will be missed when he’s gone, that his death is a bad thing actually. And his last words were meant to be comforting because he fully did not intend for anyone to be there when he died, he intended to die alone, so he says them as a reminder that he’s not worth crying over

Personally, if it were me, if I was holding my dying best friend in my arms who was deeply depressed and suicidal and he said "this is how it should be" uh. I wouldn’t admire him for it??? Like am I losing my mind when I say the way this game handles Shinji is bad or is anyone else seeing this too 😰