#last time using that for a whole probs💔

[loveriotss]

Hi! I've been seeing your profile for a while now and I liked the idea of ​​requesting a headcanon about Shinsou's best friend with gn!reader, the reader is similar to Shinsou in terms of personality but a bit more sociable and sarcastic, maybe the reader is in class 1A? Thanks!

HIM AS YOUR BEST FRIEND ⸻ hitoshi shinso

INCLUDES — gn! class 1a! reader, platonic relationship, fluff, crack, headcannons WARNINGS — swearing

main masterlist — mha masterlist ༊*·˚

you and shinso have the type of friendship where y'all know way too much about each other so a friendship breakup is out of question because no way you're gonna let him walk out alive after all that he knows. (/j)(i think)

he is still very secretive.

trying to gain information from him is a whole ordeal and you feel like jumping up and down in happiness when he tells you something at his own will.

but he will tell you at the most out of pocket times and acts as if it's not a big deal.

"i've started training with your teacher now . . . might even join the hero course." "WHAT."

also a loner who is surprised.

honestly you gave up on trying to get him to socialize for a while but after the sports festival you didn't give him an option to say no when you dragged him to dorms for a joint movie night or a mall day with your classmates in an effort to push him to make some new friends.

fights with him annoy you the most because no matter how big or small the situation is he does not give a flying shit so it's like arguing with a ghost.

however if it's a serious situation, he will apologize if he is at fault.

but if you were ever to do something that is your fault trust he won't ever let you live it down.

"give me some." "nuh uh, these are my chips get your own." "remember when we were seven and you fractured my finger in that one playground-" "UGH LEAVE ME ALONE IT WAS AN ACCIDENT AND I SAID I WAS SORRY!" "you should give me a chip." "shut up big back." "remember when you pushed me off a bunk bed and i almost broke my back-" "JUST TAKE THE ENTIRE BAG AT THIS POINT."

if something is bothering him he won't tell it to you verbally but you'll know when he randomly calls you over to some secluded place to listen to his music tapes in silence.

now if you're wondering whether he'd tell you what was wrong is completely up to him and his mood (annoying little shit 💔).

he's not the biggest fan of your class at it shows 😓.

"what do you think of this outfit? it's our first time going to the movies as a class i don't wanna wear something goofy and stop giving me the side eye hitoshi." "how can you willingly hang out with them? they're so odd." "oh i'm so sorry your highness i should have taken your advice and stayed at home playing that game you're obsessed with." "IT'S A GOOD GAME." "mhm sure, a good game indeed so good that you almost broke your phone while playing it." "the dress to impress voting is rigged." "you're just ass at it." "you look like an ass."

yeah that's not gonna stop any time soon because of how determined the two of you are to get the last word in.

NOTE — last request done gangalang!!!! i'm not gonna open up my reqs just yet because i'm starting exams soon and i don't want anyone waiting really long for their reqs to be completed because of how busy i'll be 😓😓. will probs open it around beginning of next month?? idk i'll see.

©loveriotss — all rights reserved to me. please don’t try to copy/steal my work. please do not use any of my ideas/translate my work without my permission.

[dioslesbianwife]

mehehehe i have returned for more i absolutely ADORE your writing ive reread everything multiple times😭💕but but but the children (me) yearn for diego angst,, so like hear me out (and this is going to be a long one) diego x vampire!reader (shocker) but because of their vampirism they couldnt help him during the fight with valentine and had no way of knowing he had died in the fight so they wait for him by the finish line (out of the suns way cuz its in broad daylight) and they see alt diego and just KNOW somethings off before even seeing the new stand so they end up confronting him to keep him away from the corpse parts only to nearly die then alt diegos like “ur vampirism is too powerful to waste so you should join me” and reader lowk considers it but before they can even do anything the whole interaction with lucy happens and reader sees original Diego’s severed head and like thats sooo fucked up they left my girl in THREEEEE pieces 💔💔 like it makes me so sad that we never get to see diego have a proper death despite how he clawed his way up the social ladder but yapping aside reader is the one to bury him and give him a proper death💔 ANYWAY THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK SORRY THIS IS LIKE HYPER SPECIFIC BUT ITS BEEN MARINATING IN MY HEAD FOR SOOO LONG!!!! - the one and only 🦇 anon :3

lol hiiii 🦇! i'm so happy u love my fics and stuff!! and no prob this is a cool request, even tho i absolutely love SBR, i feel like the last chapters went by a little fast and wish we got to see more of alt diego and the end of the race and stuff (and my goat pocoloco taking the W), anyways yes i can write u some good ol angst haha hope you enjoy and thank you for requesting :3

You couldn’t join him. You wanted to, but the sun was high, and your vampiric skin was already hissing under a veil of shadows.

Diego knew you couldn’t be there. Still, he gave you one last smile before the final stage of the race.

“Wait for me,” he said, adjusting his gloves, voice low. “I’ll come back. Always do.”

You’d gotten used to the way he never said goodbye. It felt like a curse in hindsight.

So you waited- back in the alleyway just off the finish line, out of the sun, nerves pounding like a war drum inside your cold, unbeating chest.

And when he finally appeared… something felt wrong.

Not the way he walked. Not his face. No. Those were the same.

It was the silence in him. The different smile. Like he was a stranger wearing Diego’s skin.

You stepped into the sunlight. Just briefly. Just enough to grab his wrist and yank him into shadow.

He flinched- not at the contact, but at the audacity. This Diego didn’t expect you to know.

“What are you doing?” he asked in Diego’s voice, tilting his head.

“Who are you?” you whispered, fangs aching with grief. Your nose brushed his shirt. His scent was wrong.

And that was when it hit.

This wasn’t your Diego. This was a counterfeit stitched together by fate to mock you.

You fought him- blood, claws, vampiric fury- but he was faster, more refined, like he’d trained for a thousand lives.

“You’re strong,” he murmured, holding you by the throat, admiring the way your body refused to give in. “It’s a shame to waste power like yours.”

“Join me. Your Diego died. I didn’t.”

Your heart cracked like glass.

You nearly said yes. Not because you believed him, but because your grief made you stupid.

Then Lucy. Then the head.

Diego. Severed, tossed aside like nothing. Like a dog.

Your knees buckled, and your scream echoed.

You ran to him, clinging to what was left of him- his corpse in your hands, still faintly warm.

“I’m sorry,” you whispered, pressing your forehead to him. “I should’ve burned for you. I should’ve died beside you.”

You didn’t leave him in that hellscape.

You crossed the country in shadow, digging a grave beneath a sycamore tree where the sun would never touch.

You laid him down like he still held thoughts and dreams.

You gathered his bones where you could, sewed flesh to flesh where it was possible. Not for resurrection. But for peace.

You kissed him. “You mattered. Even if they forget, I won’t.”

You carved his name into the stone. 

Diego Brando.

Your Diego.

The man who fought tooth and claw to become someone, and made your unbeating heart race.

You never smiled the same.

But you kept a journal. A tribute. The full truth of the race and the man no one knew beneath the brim of his cap.

Sometimes you dream of him- holding your hand under moonlight, telling you it wasn’t your fault.

You wake up alone, every time. But his scarf still smells like him. And some nights, that’s enough.

Other nights, you whisper his name into the stars. Hoping maybe, in some universe, he hears you.

[blaccchknislost]

I went to go see the pjsk movie with my fam (i dragged them there) and OH MY TOYA IT WAS SO GOOD!!! in that one scene that was on a trailer where toya dropped his bread, the whole theater started laughing their asses off (also every time tsukasa yelled or laughed)

I also took my lightsticks to use during the aftershow (i was one of 5-7 people who took them to use) and it was so fun omg😭 i got to interact with this other fan after the aftershow cuz we were both pouring out souls into swinging our lightsticks (plus when the commissioned unit songs played, we both were vibing and acting like it was a concert fr, and i used my akito n toya nuis as lighstick substitutes heheh)

it was such a cool experience; so sad that today the movie is having it’s last showings💔 (in the u.s.)

(more yapping under the cut)

I also asked my family what their fav characters are, so here it is heheh..

my mom: “the one with the lil stars in her hair” (An Shiraishi)

my dad: “uhh… I liked the one with the cat” (Saki Tenma) (was that a spoiler?😢)

rat (sibling) #1: “I LOVED Nene” (they also play pjsk [i got them into the game])

rat (sibling #2: “I liked the cat” (i think that might be a itty bitty spoiler idk. its jst a cat tho)

also, I wanna try going to animate in Los Angeles tmrw so I can get some vbs merch🤤🤤 (also the cds ofc) for my vbs (*cough cough* TOYA *cough cough*) ita bag I plan on making soon :p

like vro… THE PJSK STUFF THEY’RE SELLING THERE RN IS SO COOL AND ITS PROB NEVER COMING BACK; ITS NOT A WANT, ITS A NEED

[celestie0]

ellie please save me from molecular biology, this subject is becoming my NIGHTMARE im not even kidding at this point 😭

- that italian med student blah blah, i think im comfortable enough to say my name lool i’m kiara, nice to meet you ellie 🫶 hope ur okay and i send you lots of love <33

+ just wanted to ask you.. which are your favorite taylor’s songs? i’m really curious, hope it doesnt bother you <3

aw hi kiara!! that is such a pretty name :”) thanks bb for the love, i graciously accept! and aaaaaaa i’m sorry ab the molecular bio lolol this is me w histology….and yet for some reason i’m seriously considering path for specialty 💀

oh my god my FAVORITE TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS?…… you’ve opened a pandora box my love

there was once a time i was like in top 0.001% of her listeners in spotify 💀💀 although i dont really listen TOO much anymore (still listen to lots of blondie but i used to straight up ONLY listen to her haha)

ok imma have fun w this since u asked, i’ll name my top three from each album:

debut:

1. teardrops on my guitar

2. mary’s song

3. our song

4. honorable mention: i’d lie

fearless:

1. the way i loved you!!!!!!!!!!

2. tell me why

3. fearless

4. honestly this is so hard i ❤️ fearless

speak now:

1. mine!!!!!!!!

2. the story of us!!!!!!!!

3. last kiss pls help me this is so hard i wanna name all the songs 🤣

red:

1. honestly red is my all time fave ts album i just have to say all of it 😭😭😭 but some of my up there faves are ATW 10 MIN!!!!!, state of grace (both vers), RED!!!!, i almost do, the lucky one, sad beautiful tragic, the last time, COME BACK BE HERE!!!!!!, she cooked so hard w this album idk

1989:

1. style

2. how you get the girl

3. all you had to do was stay!!!!!!!!

reputation:

1. getaway car!!!!!!!

2. dancing w our hands tied

3. delicate

lover:

1. daylight….. 💔

2. cornelia street!!!! (reminds me of ihm sm)

3. miss americana

folklore:

1. ugh my 2nd fave n there’s just SMMM but some of my faves are CARDIGAN!!!!, the last great american dynasty, exile, this is me trying, BETTY!!!!!, invisible string, hoax (reminds me of zuko from atla so bad lol), SEVEN!!!….honestly the whole album idk 😭 oh also PEACE!!!!!!!

evermore:

1. also too hard to pick. my faves are probs gold rush, TIS THE DAMN SEASON!!!!! (was sooo sad she took it off the set list by the time she got to LA for eras :”)), coney island, IVY!!!!!!!, EVERMORE!!!!!!, RIGHT WHERE U LEFT ME!!!!

midnights:

1. high infidelity

2. wouldve couldve shouldve

3. you’re on your own kid

ttpd:

1. the black dog

2. chloe et all

3. loml

4. honorables: clara bow, robin, peter

hope this answers 😭😭 although i’m SURE it does 🤣🤣 what are your faves!!! lmk!!!

[littlecheeeseman]

Hi hello I just wanted to let you know that you are so unfathomably based for liking yuzuei and eiritsu. They are two of my fave Eichi ships and they are so underrated despite the dynamics being FASCINATING GAHHHHH

Hope you have a lovely day <3

OMGGG HIII EIYUZU AND EIRITSU TRUTHER I GET IT SM THERE SOOSOSOOSOS UNDERRATED I'm about to have a yapfest

Eiyuzu was one of my first enstar ships I am so obsessed w them being an eichiP who also knows 5 yuzuruPs doesn't help HSJEJW

I HAVE LIKE NO OTHER EIRITSU ART UNFORTUNATELY💔 that's my first time drawing ship art of them, I'd prob be stuck all year drawing eiyuzu BUT LIKE that happened last year w rinhime I drew SO MUCH rinhime last year I wanna branch out to other ships (planning to draw izuleo soon and I have a junmako in my drafts) but rn EIRITSU it's less popular I need to preach about the ships w like 5 fans

And for eiyuzu what I love about them is that I feel like I can express there dynamic in a way where I can use things that I'm good at (shapes and colors) and like for the eiyuzu drawing I WAS SOOOOO LOCKED IN I made a whole playlist for it me an my eiyuzu playlist against the world

ANYWAY FOR THAT DRAWING IN SPUSIFIC I'm using this moment to preach about my eiyuzu Anthems like the main inspo for that drawing came from the songs my finest hour and gone both by the Sundays AND LIKE I just accoste there music w eiyuzu SM my finest hour is my eiyuzu anthem so is bungalow by the wild strawberries and love me not by ravyn lenae OMGGGG I AM SOOOOOI NORMAL

I put to much thought into my drawings 👼🌸

I also have this same thing going on w the Eiritsu drawing idk eichi ships unlock something in my brain that make it go boom with ideas everytime I draw an eichi ships I run to my friends DMs and start yapping about my inspo an all that jazz I feel so smart

[starjxsung]

hai bb <3 ive missed youuu! i hope you’re doing so well.

i’m glad you received a lot of support from the neighborhood and that you raised awareness as well. it’s heartbreaking that these things happen and people get away with them more often than not </3

i’ve been bed rotting a lot lately. this semester was so stressful that i gained like 30 pounds bc ✨stress eating✨and i have not been able to lose them bc ✨pcos✨ (oh the things we have to go through as women </3). and i can’t handle looking in a mirror or thinking about outfits for lolla or lolla in general (only minho falling in love with me will break the curse😪) but i manage it through rewatching comfort shows and reading feminist literature that discourages my perfectionist needs.

i’ve never rewatched kingdom entirely soooo new bedrotting material👀 thanks!

rhodes island kitten sent me!! he/she’s doing so well but the mom is ever so protective and won’t even let me touch him/her anymore😪 (she only likes men)

the kitten interview is my new comfort skz content is2g. i love seeing non-cat parents handle kittens. it’s hilarious. everyone struggling and lee know just like “yeah i live like this”. channie was so good with them too! petition for cat dad! chan fr. and the claws!! my cats used to do that so much and at that age they don’t really have too much control of them so it is not for the faint of heart. i felt for them 😂

i haven’t preordered the album yet😪 and probs won’t order it until after lolla bc i have no self control either and kinda went off with my spending on baby stuff for my nephew (who’s due in a month btw such excitement! much scary!) and ateez comeback (kpop doesn’t help my finances).

i looooove your junhan pc aesthetic! i didn’t know you liked xdh🥹🥹 im waiting for my album to arrive bc i preordered it with some other things that weren’t in stock but it just shipped out🥹 i shall update on my pulls✨

take care bb! i love youuuu🫶🏻 i hope you have the best week ever!

MY ANGELLLLLLLL 🫶👼💘❤️💞 it’s so good to chat with you on here again I’ve missed you so so dearly

THE BEDROTTING…. IS SO REAL………… last week I genuinely woke up at 6pm and I thought I just napped or something for a good minute bc I was like there is no way I just slept the entire day away. There was in fact a way bc it was literally just 6pm and I lost my entire Saturday 😍 this bedrot slay

NAURRRR not the kitten who only likes men !!!!???.?.?.?.?.?..? PLSSSS my cat at my parents’ place is so particular to men for some reason and I’m like. GIRL. STAND UP. GET UP. Luckily Momo hates everyone so she’s kind of feminist in the “I only fw my mother” kind of way. Also side note she has so many fans in my apartment complex now and there’s a family with kids who look for her every day to take pics of her in my window 😭😭 she naps in my window all day long when I leave it open while I’m working so the whole neighborhood just ADORES her lol it’s the cutest thing everrrrrr

The amount of times I’ve watched the skz kitten interview. oh my fucking god. Jisung’s little “say something to the world” HWLELPPPDLDKKFDJ I genuinely cannot pick who’s more cutie between them 😭 Chan never struck me as a cat person but in hindsight he gets along with everyone and everything so. makes sense 🫶😭 and Minho is just Minho ofc

IM NGL I only preordered to get a signed album and it wasn’t until after I checked out that I realized I bought the regular ones and then the signed ones sold out 😀 I was like. Oh. Oh! Ok. My wallet is CRYINGGGGG but at least it’s preordered???? LMAO 💔💔💔

I bought my first xdh album a few weeks ago and I’ve been dragging my jh pcs around like a ghost child with their haunted victorian doll oh my god I am OBSESSEDDDD WITH HIM 🤞I also got so many xdh posters with it for some reason so I finally caved and hung all my big ass pob posters in my room and it fully looks like a kpop store in here now LMAO 🚶‍♀️YES update all your pulls !!!!!!!!! I’m so excited 👼

ALSO THE SKZ MEME PLEEAAKKXKXKDKEK SOOOO FUCKING REAL the way my sister texted me the shinee version of that meme this morning 😭😭 I love you bb I hope you have the best week !!!!!!!!!!!! 💓💓💓💓🫶🫶🫶

[thebellearchives]

I’m responding so late but we have sooo many common interests!! I have love for the arts but music is definitely what I’m most passionate about. I also picked up the guitar for a while but I’m such a baby about the pain so I stick to other instruments 😭

If you’re comfortable with it, I’d love to hear about which song inspires you if you’re still interested in writing my req (no pressure tho ofc)

I also speak some Spanish, and let me tell u, that’s definitely an accurate representation of how every inumaki stan came to be💀

Are you planning on reading the jjk manga past the current point in the anime, or are you watching it first?

Okay that’s was a lot of typing that’s all for now. 💜Take care of urself, hope u have a great day!!

aaa i love when that happens! you find someone on the internet that you just know you’d get along perfectly! but yes i know what you mean 💀 i’ve been playing for 10 years and i’m still not used to the irritation on my fingertips after hours of playing lol, probs bc i’m not constant 💔

and yeah sure i’ll put it in the a/n then! your request is almost the last one so it’s taking a while to get there, but id obvs never skip the chance to write for inumaki my beloved 😭🖤

hah, the texts after that are me screaming about him speaking normally for the first time and going “yeah i don’t need anything else that’s my boyfriend” 💀

yes i was hoping to read the whole thing! it’s just taking me too long and considering the 2nd season is already airing i don’t think im gonna catch up quickly

sending good day vibes back to you friend 🫶🏻

[atlasmothsilove]

ATLAS INFODUMP SPEEDROUND GO!!!

1. who is/are your comfort characters)?

entirety of wondersho, Reki Kyan, Hatsune Miku

2. lighter or matches?

Matches. Lighters scare me a lil

3. do you leave the window open at night?

No. Too lazy and loud

4. which cryptyd being do you believe in?

Bigfoot and Nessie. they're prob just chilling

5. what color are your eyes?

Brown technically but i'd say black yea

6. why did you do that?

im evil

7. hair-ties or scrunchies?

Neither. my hair is too short

8. how many water bottles are in your room right now?

three. i forgor to take them downstairs and theyre all empty

9. which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?

i domt like coffee (when i get i usually get it hot)

10. would you slaughter the rich?

yes what type of stupid question is that

11. favorite extracurricular activity?

karate (its the only one i havent dropped out of)

12. what kind of day is it?

eepy 😪

13. when was the last time you ate?

likeee an hour ago??

14. do you love the smell of earth after it rains?

yes 🤤

15. are you a parent? (all answers qualify)

ex parent 💔💔💔 i had to give away my fish 🥲🥲🥲

16. can you drive?

I cry right after but yea for the most part!!!

17. are you farsighted or nearsighted?

no

18. what hair products do you use?

uhh this one cvs shampoo idk

19. imagine we're at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?

i kinda suck at it but sure!!!

20. do you say soda or pop?

soda

21. something you've kept since childhood?

this one cat beanie boo

22. what type of person are you?

Bloom says: Silly stupid lil guy /aff super fuxkjnb talented and the best pillow (you are made of melitonkn istg)

GF says: silly little critter (can and will wield godlike art powers to strike terror into the hearts all), i need to beat you up and swing you around aggressively/aff

🥹

23. how do you feel about chilly weather?

Im constantly cold but i love jackets but also i have oretty bad seasonal depression so it all kinda cancels out neutral

24. if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?

looking at the veiw and/or blasting music and/or peoplewatching. If ur Ari then we are kissing

25. perfume/body spray or lotion?

Lotion! Cetaphil 🤤

26. a scenario that you've replayed multiple times?

got kissed goodbye on the cheek and i giggle snd kick my legs whenever i think of it

27. about how many hours of sleep did you get?

two hours last night i think (i was reading atla fanfic lol)

28. do you wear a mask?

not a whole lot anymore

29. how do you like your shower water?

i need to be boiled alive

30. is there dishes in your room?

not anymore 🥳🥳 the last ones were there for two months

31. what type of music keeps you grounded?

Mikumikumiku just any super guitar heavy or hyperpop jpop song actually

32. do you have a favorite towel?

no

33. the last adventure you've been on?

iii dont remember :/

34. is there a song you know every word to by heart?

a lot of them 😭 like basically every english song in my 28 hr playlist + the kaguya openings + deep coma

35. what's your timezone?

EST

36. how many times have you changed your url?

none. i love atlas moths

37. someone in your life, other than a relative, you've known for 10+ years?

uhhh nooo i dont thinkso?

38. a soap bar that smells good?

any sandalwood soap 🤤

39. do you use lip balm?

i forget but i always have it in my bag

40. did you have any snacks today?

hello panda cookies 🔥

41. how do you take your coffee?

uhh idk. Bru instant coffee w a lil sugar and a lot of milk 🔥

42. an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?

twitter. dare i say its more godforsaken than this

43. what's your take on spicy foods?

yummi (through tears)

44. you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?

my dad

45. can you remember what happened

yesterday?

i drew and played minecraft and i played piano and i played rythym game and i drew and got carpal tunnel and i read fanfic and i slept

46. favorite holiday film?

santa paws

47. what was the last message you sent?

talking to bloom "im doing the thing i need answers as well" for this post 😭

48. when did you first try an alcohol beverage?

i thought the whiskey on the counter was sweet tea when i was sick and couldnt smell and i took and entire gulp

49. can you skip rocks?

yea!

50. can i tag you in random stuff?

SURE!! im not a huge fan of tag chains tho but evrything else is fine!

TAGS. UH IDK IF U WANNA CONTINUE THE CHAIN GO FOR IT!!! @ EVERYONE

here’s weirder asks

who is/are your comfort character(s)?

lighter or matches?

do you leave the window open at night?

which cryptyd being do you believe in?

what color are your eyes?

why did you do that?

hair-ties or scrunchies?

how many water bottles are in your room right now?

which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?

would you slaughter the rich?

favorite extracurricular activity?

what kind of day is it?

when was the last time you ate?

do you love the smell of earth after it rains?

are you a parent? (all answers qualify)

can you drive?

are you farsighted or nearsighted?

what hair products do you use?

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?

do you say soda or pop?

something you’ve kept since childhood?

what type of person are you?

how do you feel about chilly weather?

if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?

perfume/body spray or lotion?

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?

about how many hours of sleep did you get?

do you wear a mask?

how do you like your shower water?

is there dishes in your room?

what type of music keeps you grounded?

do you have a favorite towel?

the last adventure you’ve been on?

is there a song you know every word to by heart?

what’s your timezone?

how many times have you changed your url?

someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years?

a soap bar that smells good?

do you use lip balm?

did you have any snacks today?

how do you take your coffee?

an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?

what’s your take on spicy foods?

you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?

can you remember what happened yesterday?

favorite holiday film?

what was the last message you sent?

when did you first try an alcohol beverage?

can you skip rocks?

can i tag you in random stuff?

[moonlight-alexia]

It will never be true and I’m not the one lying bubs 🤨💔I thought you said you wouldn’t lie to me :/

You in general just make me happy sweets 🫶🏽 stopp that’s acc made me smile you’re so cute I love thattt 🥹 I love anything and everything you send me :)) it’s okay just one of them days + cramps don’t help so :/

Just customers being absolute dicks and my colleague doing fuck all and me having to run the store by myself when it was the busiest it’s ever been - just a bit overwhelming but it’s okay I’m home and one day to go :) thank you for asking that meant a lot 🫶🏽

Luckyyy I wanna call in too but promised my girls I’d come 😭 but that bad?? What happened to the old ones? (Last I remember, one left?) - jaw pain? How comes love? But I’m sorry you can’t sleep, is there anything I can do?

Plss all the pictures are so pretty and the koala is so cute stop (not as cute as you though) - I have some I’m probs gonna send later that I think you’d like :)

Thank you angel - all my love cuddles and kisses for you too 💋💋💋

sorry that’s a lot I just realised 😭

but i’m not lying to youuuu >:( so it’s clearly you lying! 🤨

aww well i’m glad that i can make you happy 🥺 you always deserve to be happy babes 🫶🏻 i love sending you things and showing you stuff! and i know you love anything nature related! it’s been raining here a lot! you would love it 🫶🏻 supposed to be rainy all week too! aww i’m sorry, how are you feeling today?? 🤍

oh i’m sorry :( that sounds horrible and yeah super overwhelming and draining as well! there’s not much you can do either when things like that happen! i hope you can have a better day today though! 🫶🏻 of course, always here and wanting to listen if you ever need to let anything out 🤍

awww hehe yeah i called in so now im only working one 5 hour shift this week! much nicer than what i’ve been doing. but i didn’t want to work with the new manager bc last time i worked i hadn’t even gotten in the door and wasn’t supposed to start before he’s already complaining to me about things, and even complaining about all the staff and how ‘he’s the only one who’s doing anything around here’. as if he said that to me when 5 of us worked on a whole department relay the week beforehand and stayed until late every day to get it done 😭 but yeah things are very different. the company thought it’s a good idea to put two completely brand new people to the company, that’s only had two weeks training prior, to come in and manage our store. our assistant manager is doing more than the store manager is atm. but yet our store manager is the one complaining about different things but not actually doing anything about it 😭 i’m sorry! that was a lot! things changed so fast though!

hahaha no no! the koala is definitely way cuter than me! don’t lie! eee yes please! i always like anything that you send me anyway! no matter what! 🥰🫶🏻

don’t say sorrrryyyy you know i don’t mind how long things are!

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Wow. Just WOW!! Ugh I don’t even where to start with part 8 it was just that good!! I know last part I mentioned I wanted to see Harry’s POV and now that we got it… IM HEARTBROKEN OMG IT FEELS LIKE IM BEING THE ONE IN HIS SHOES! Him calling his MOM and her sending reassuring texts :( omg my everything hurt for him! And then him using that comparison of the left/right hand that was written so well I gasped!

And omg the way she was so smart by leaving clues meant only for him and her note saying she was basically confident that Harry would find her 😭 AND SHE MEMORIZED HIS NUMBER😭 honestly she’s such a real because I can barely remember my own lol and her little note to him Omg😭 at this point I had tears forming!

Now my heart was POUNDING towards the end because of how he was trying to get her back and away from the man! And no matter how painful it was to see how he shot her it was a really smart move! Her saying she would have no one if they killed Harry💔 and then he saying “with you” to having a beautiful life with him💔once again my heart was shattering for the 100th time! And him using all the cute little nicknames 😭😭💔💔

This part though still so beautiful written legit ever was so beautifully written even if it was mainly angst but I feel like angst/conflict is always needed in order to move the story and I always think you do it so well! They way you write every emotion is so AMAZING like you describing heartbreak or love or anger or anything you do it so well! This chapter felt like something I was watching and yet living in it, if that makes any sense lol THIS WAS GREAT AND I NEED TO KNOW NOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT! I LOVE IT CANT WAIT FOR MORE!!!-💜

I spent a solid 10 mins on my right and left analogy and I thought it was bad and this is the second compliment I’ve gotten on it 😭😭😭 I’m glad you liked it 💕

All the hints I left throughout the last 7 chapters I tried SO hard to keep all this stuff a secret from everyone it was exhausting HAHHAHA I think I didn’t emphasize how smart she is but a biochemist she’s like probably way more brilliant than I ever could be so I hope it came across that she really was like three steps ahead of everyone.

I know it was like machine gun fire of pet names but when I got the idea for this story this was the first section I wrote and he used all those names and idk I melted a little tbh. Imagine being treated so delicately and called such sweet things 😭 idk I’m rambling about my own stuff 🙈

I feel like I’ve probs told you before I actually struggle/get nervous writing angst/conflict. I feel like all my conflicts are very similar and boring (I’ll admit this one is VERY different than my other ones) so I was def worried this would all sound ridiculous.

It means so much to me that you send me notes like this and say such nice things 💕 I do believe I’ve grown as a writer and I’ve gotten better at this whole describing emotions thing hehehe

Thank you oh so much (sorry you have to wait so long!)

Xoxo

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Maybe I am a woman hater or w/e these Esra apologists are saying but I literally cannot defend her here?????? I cannot see “both sides.” I can’t believe people are saying Ozan marrying Cagla in the first place is good enough reason for her to hide a child. And in any case it wouldn’t matter if the parents don’t want to be together, a child’s relationship with it’s parents should be independent of that unless the parent is abusive. I’m gonna lose my mind.

Hey hey <3

Ooooo! Firstly, let’s unpack all this hate Ozan is getting for marrying that woman 🥲! Ugh, it upsets me so much bc people fail to see his point of view.

Ozan didn’t know how shady that woman was. From his understanding + experience, she was always someone that was there for him + and helped him in his time of need. For the first time since he had known her, did she ask for his help as a friend … and the only time he agreed was when the boundaries were put in place … boundaries that he REITERATED a trillion times to her and esra.

Like yes, that woman was in love with him, but she herself acknowledged knowing that Ozan isn’t in love with her + he said this to her face. But the image that she portrayed to him was that she was someone he could trust + someone who respects his decisions +understands that this is FAKE! So he probs thought she would respect his boundaries and do what needs to be done when he asked. She obvs didn’t. And when he saw her true colors … he dropped her ASAP!

Ozan is being trashed and demonized for being a good friend to that woman. It’s unfair … bc if circumstances permitted … most of us would do anything to protect our friends! :(

Secondly, with regards to esra … I’m so conflicted.

On the one hand, given her parents reactions in episode 15/16 when they realized she was alone with a married man + the fact that Ozan was a married man when they conceived … she was probs worried about their reputation … and the fact that it could ruin ozan and make c*gla look like the victim + c*gla could have put her and atlas in harms way. So she probs did it to protect her baby.

On the one hand I whole heartedly agree with your sentiment … it’s honestly so cruel and vile to separate a child from their willing and able father … and that too for possibly your own reasons 🥲 it’s even more vile to replace the child’s father with a man who has been nothing but disrespectful towards you and has made it his life’s mission to hurt your significant other. It’s cruel to the child and cruel to his father … especially the child when he finds out that he was manipulated into calling someone dad and his Mum purposefully separated him from his real dad … who is an amazing man.

Even if it is fake or a game …. letting your child call their fathers worst enemy dad … nah! 💔💔💔 if it is a game … I hope she corrects him ASAP!

Also, I really love how you articulated your last few lines about a child-parent relationship being independent! You’re absolutely so on the money with that!