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cozylittleartblog · 5 months

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if star wars was pitched for the first time in today's entertainment industry it would be turned down. and so would any other thing that's currently a "big IP". where do idiot executives think the IPs come from to begin with???

#entertainment industry #animation industry #hollywood news #not art #this isn't common knowledge to most people so it's my mission to let people know just how bad it is out there #if its original its not getting picked up. if it does get picked up somehow it'll be cancelled by the second season.#unless its a shitty celebrity nepo project or the gazillionth generic Edgy Adult Animated Comedy with the fugliest art style you've ever se #n. how do we Great Chicago Fire all of hollywood. anyone got a cow and a lantern? we can do it.#maybe TWO cows and TWO lanterns #god the industry makes me sad. especially the animation industry its basically fucking dead #it literally IS dead actually. like. we lost cartoon network guys its over. indie is the future and the only future i guess #do you know how many animation folks are out of a job rn??? nobodys fucking hiring there aren't any jobs to begin with #nothing good will be coming out soon. i fully expect the animators to strike this year #capitalism kills art the CEOs are minmaxing profits to the extreme etc etc burn it all

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cream-and-tea · 10 months

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oh boy ohhhh man there nuclear-waste-facility levels of toxic family dynamics happening in my google docs rn

#me. planning for burn the stars: yeah apollinaire’s home was super mega fucked up #me. writing some of said home life: HEY THIS IS SUPER MEGA FUCKED UP #i need to really flesh out two of the main royal families in burn the stars so i was doing a bit of writing to try and figure out some #of the dynamics i’ve been turning over in my head w apollinaire’s family #(specifically her relationship w her siblings because that’s alllll kinds of messy but i don’t have a very clear grasp on it)#(well i guess i do now. but yknow)#and let me just say: YIKES #also alphonso el belrose i want 2 kill you with a hammer oh my god #(<- me about my own character that i created and wrote myself)#wip: burn the stars

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ayrennaranaaldmeri · 1 month

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working on a gifset and can i just say phia saban the ACTRESS THAT YOU ARE:

the sharp fucking turn when he's like wubuwbwu its a lieeee, the withering looks she gave him. it was excellent.

#tbd #anti helaemond #i guess sorry lol #full offence but i would just throw myself into the godseye if helaena looked at me like that #anyway listen the show is trash and yeah x sucks and y sucks but like i know she channelled all the energy for this one #l'm so bitter about like the lack of helaegon and even saltier bc tom and phia tried to get scenes #they fucked like the worst moment of these two chars lives and didn't even let them share in a loss that only the two of them could fathom #but man i felt it here she was channelling it here ok that's all i can say #it was sooooo you come onto my balcony after you tried to kill my husband and now u try to lie to meee????#will anything come of this? no because condom and hiss are trash but like i am sorryyyyy for enjoying this but i'm not #it's all nonsense but i'm willing to take my CRUMB!!!#but yeah like to be clear: it's frustrating that she's relegated to this no taste for flying shit and i hate it so much #genuinely a disgusting thing to throw in there for a char who canonically loved nothing more than flying on her fucking dragon #bc if they are so determined for her to not wanna burn people there is literally everything to gain and nothing to lose #by having her fly around on dreamfyre just as a show of strength or scouting or anything #and faux feminist sara piss i'll never forgive you for your gross writing #like fucking hate show clownmond so much but like yeah she is his only option i agree #but i'm just going to enjoy this in isolation bc it was so cathartic after rr and a*mond continued to torture a fucking bedridden aegon #and an entire season of his fam treating him like shit #hotd spoilers

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soup--champ · 1 year

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every time that I see someone say that q!pac and q!mike deserved to be thrown in prison or say things to try to minimize the severity of q!foolish's actions I want to gnaw the legs off of a chair.

#qsmp #soup speaks #PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JUST LET MY BOY FOOLISH BE EVIL #i say this with so much love in my heart for him: he fucked up and i want to see him crash and burn SO bad #i want to see his betrayal arc happen #without people trying to excuse all of his actions #like dude even he knows what he did is fucked up and he did it anyways #just let my boy be a dick without trying to justify it #its so much more fun that way #and dont even get me STARTED on the 'they would've gotten arrested either way' thing #its the principle of it man #the difference betwene being arrested by the eldritch creature imprisoning you and being arrested by your FRIEND whom you TRUST #ugghhhhh #discourse #i guess #im having so much fun watching this arc play out so far and then i look at twitter and part of my soul dies

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i-appear-misssing · 2 months

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I just had the horrible thought that I need to fall in love because having devastating crushes on beautiful, competent, authoritative women that I desperately want to please is exhausting and I need it to stop

#this one is straight so there's no room for delusion which is good #but my burning need to be her most favorite is eating me from the inside #it IS making me better at my job though #.......i mean i think so but what the fuck do i know #on friday night amongst the grueling psychosexual chaos that ensued a very smart guy that I LOVE said to me #i have no doubts you're gonna be a great psychiatrist actually #i traded a month with him to have another month with her #he's a phenomenologist she's a psychodynamic....ist? rival theories #I don't like most of psychodynamic theory.......so far #but i love the way she works and i can see how well it fits with her manymanyMANY patients and goddamnit i love personality dosorders #so i made the choice to go with her yes and im very torn casue i LOVE that guy and i wish i could become his friend like my bff from my year #also.......kind of dumb of me since I'd only soend two days a week woth her and the other three with very scary ladies #but I've been in scarier situation i can manage #and god when she praises me (silently obv she's only been forward about my merit ONCE and i almost pissed myself like an overexcited dog)#the endorphin rush is........man #but yes i need to work on this.......idk how to define it. closest i can get to explaining it is professional sub space #with strong aspects of praise kink #pathetic is what it is really #but hey if it makes me study harder who fucking cares right #I'm gonna be the smartest most intuitive fucking bitch amongst my peers so if I can't have her (them) carnally then goddamnit #I'LL HAVE THEIR PRAISE AND RESPECT AND ADMIRATION AT LEAST #........I'll be normal again in a week or two i just need to get over these next couple of days of....idk. inflammation i guess #yeah it's just like an infected wound right now #angry red throbbing hot pain #i know the drill it'll be better in a couple of days you just need to not freak out and let it do its thing #it's nice to be mature-r about emotional impulsivity and the shame that comes after an episode of deregulation #it really doesn't have to be a big deal even while it still feels like it #it still hurts but it's like......hour three of a tattoo. it's a bitch but you know it's gonna be over eventually and wriggling won't work #the only thing left to do is enjoying it all while it's happening or trying to #I don't think I'm doing a great job but what're you gonna do right

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enlichened · 3 months

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i love love love how much charon HATES the lone wanderer SO much for it but still insists that they hold the knife. very compelling to me.

#like obviously sometimes it leaves a bad taste in my mouth. ari hates it she wants him to burn the contract and say what he means #she does NOT want to hold that knife #but hes not fucking ready for that i guess so he's just gonna hope she dies and shes gonna be fucking annoyed by it #ori (ari twin). i sorta made to romance that man. but charon is not a project to fix and both of them deserve better than to think that #but it leaves me in such a place.#fallout blogging #personal /#anyhow this post isnt about charon romancing its about. how fucked up his whole thing is GNSDFLSDHF #and ari and him will both be pissed off forever until they die #its only a little bit applicable but im ALWAYS thinking abt dont let me love by dreamcar #if you hold the razor i will guide your hand....

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mashmouths · 1 year

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florence welch shouldn't be allowed to write songs bc what if i listen to one and it punches a hole in my chest. no for real what do i do i'm bleeding out in my kitchen.

#category 5 'the bomb' moment jesus christ florence. she let it burn but it just had to be done!!!#i've been listening to this song for a good 30 minutes and crying to different lines like i'm putting emphasis on every word in a sentence #every time i repeat it. are you all fsmiliar with that post.#maybe i should be concerned that any amount of academic engagement and my mental health collapses for several hours. fuck it we bawl <3 #happy eating dinner in tears tuesday i guess #tea this song is ripping me to ribbons how could you do this (introduce me to a song that i love)#this post does not reflect my beliefs i am very happy that florence welch makes music but like. warn me next time.#yes i've heard this song many times before tonight i just didn't expect it to hurt me this badly <3 #a post #sorry ignore me being tired reduces my emotional tolerance to that of a toddler #it's just. when will someone tell me to come here baby and tell me something awful and true that only they could know and think my hands are #the most beautiful thing they've ever seen. florence how could you do this.

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the13throseii · 5 months

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Man I can't. I'll watch a movie and be like "that was pretty enjoyable!" And then like 90% of people online are like "THIS MOVIE KILLED MY PARENTS IN FRONT OF ME"

#whyyyy is the kfp fandom so melodramatic about 4. y'all need to calm down #i'm not saying it was great but holy fuck some of you are overreacting #'it ruined my nostalgia!' okay sounds like a skill issue to me. you really just let petty things ruin your fond memories like that?#have you all just. never been disappointed by canon before? like you have no immunity to it? man. get well soon i guess #seriously though never ever convince yourself that a franchise can do no wrong.#no matter how good the previous stuff is it is literally impossible for a series to *never* disappoint you at all #you can not put media on a pedestal. that's how you get people acting like a poor writing decision personally #burned their crops poisoned their water supply and delivered a plague upon their houses #granted i'm biased because in all my life I think I've only ever left like. 5 movies total feeling genuinely angry #i admittedly have very low standards when it comes to 'hate'. but i still think internet critics are being over dramatic most of the time

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zoroshonkingbazonkadonkas · 6 months

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this song comes on and manages to catch me off guard every single fucking time

#like wow i guess i'll just let the power of 1000000 suns just burn me away to ash and bone now?#Spotify #this album oh my fucking god #harry i love you.

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chronicbackstabbingdisorder · 9 months

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I just want to self destruct so badly right now, there is something so deeply broken about me as a person and I don't know how to explain that to anyone because I've masked and lied about like... my entire self for so many years of my life that I actually don't know how to express the truth, and I don't know how to do it without scaring the fuck out of everyone. I don't know how to navigate this at all without burning every bridge in the process.

#idk i'm just destroying my body instead i guess #my arm looks like it was mauled by a rabid animal i haven't gone a day in weeks without either cutting or burning #i have to fight myself very hard to not get totally wasted and fall back into the binge drinking #i keep looking for a peer support group that involves no therapists but i can't find shit #like i can't go back to therapy i fucking can't i'm afraid it would kill me or get me institutionalized this time #i don't know what to do #vent #oh and i'm worried that the constant venting is annoying/upsetting to people but i don't know what else to do #if i let it sit in my brain i'll get worse

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muddlemore · 9 months

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Roach apologists i applaud you for having more courage than the marines because tonight i have become the biggest threat to your kind. Your sworn nemesis. There was a fucking german cockroach on my pillow and now i will never hear any of you out ever again. I cant even tell if im joking

#insects tw #i am literally so upset i didnt even react #i just threw my pillow off the bed and killed it and now i want to shave my head and scrub the floor. burn my mattress #its a miracle im even laying down but im sleeping backwards #resting my head where my feet go.#i dont know where the fucker came from or how long its been here #let alone how long it was IN MY BED #and of course now im paranoid #currently suffering from a case of the buggies like never before. my leg hairs feel like bugs rn #what the fuck would have happened if i hadnt gotten up to pee. i feel sick #the worst part is that i went to chug my water to prevent attracting more. there was a dead ant in my cup #sleeping with a shirt for once cuz my back is so hyper ticklish that even laying flat it felt like theres roaches on me #literally my best bet is that this roach came from the boat earlier #guess im purging my room tomorrow. cool #vent

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#i was supposed to spend the last 2 days prepping and relaxing for the start of this big project tomorrow #but ive spent thr last 2 days frantically coding as fast as i could and focusing v hard to get a lot of bullshit done #and ive fixed things since yesterday. the changes i had to make were too too bad bc the thing that went wrong was so fucking weird #but it should be okay by tomorrow. knock on wood. but this does mean ive done fuck all to prep for tomorrow #so we r winging it bby. ugh. just gotta fucking pray that everything goes ok. pls let nothing b broken and let everything seal properly 🙏#i was also supposed to meet with my boss today. probably for her to make sure i dont fuck up this project but apparently their safety hood #was having an emergency... whatever that means. so im sure shes having a week as well. and im free to fuck everything up for everyone #ugh. im so. theres a certain point in burning out where youre not really in pain anymore. you dont really feel anything all your joy and #hope dissolves away and u just exist to be useful. and i feel like its easier to maintain that than trying to b happy #i do not advise that bc its a fucking miserable. wasteful way to live but i dont really have time to try for anything better #god. i really hope my measurements friday dont take a full 8hrs. i dont know if i can handle that. literally i would have stay intensely #focused with my brain being Interrupted every 5min so i can manually record data points. its gonna b agony #so that fun. but maybe it wont. maybe itll be great and fun and ill have a wonderful time. seems unlikely but ya never kno #lets not think abt the fact that having to rush all this is preventing me from being able to do all thr other bullshit i need to get done #to prepare for the future. future? what future? hard to imagine from the bottom of this pit im digging myself #sigh. in a few months i can leave this place and never come back. soon but not soon enough #lol i was literally crying listening to cold play earlier bc idk thats the type of music my parents would put on at parties in summertime #so it evokes a v specific mood. which is i guess me hiding away from ppl at parties haha #back when i didnt have to worry abt things so much and i could just listen to the frogs chirping and watch the fireflies #oh god. now my boss is asking if i reached out for help tomorrow. no. lady i would rather drink bleach than have to direct an undergrad #tomorrow. its 10pm im fucking tired. just let me be sad. did i reach our for help? no my brain is on fire #tomorrow is gonna b a long day ugh #unrelated

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noisy-weasel · 2 years

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I finally decided to try out obey me and I instantly got hooked and have been playing obsessively for like the past week but I've finally hit a hard wall at like chapter 10 and yeah nothing to possibly do about it except incredibly slowly level up my cards so that sucks I feel like it's gonna take a long while before I can play main story again

#obey me #i mean i was expectinf to hit a wall p soon bc f2p gachas always do that #let you play practically endlessly for a while to hard gate you suddenly so youll spend money #but did suck to actually happen #gacha games burn in hell btw ☺️#the bigger problem imo is cards level so absurdly slowly #like 1 levelup from even as low as 20-21 takes a metric fuckton of spamming battles bc yoj literally only get 200-320 xp per battle #oh and the helpful quicj clear thing? nope doesnt lvl cards just your player lvl #was super loving pjsekai bc they didnt do that shit your cards level at such a perfect rate per song imo #yeah tho i literally refuse to gamble bc i know i always lose so it really does suck seeing all these good games be gachas #like id supremely prefer to spend 60$ on tbese gachas like obey me and pjsekai but fuck me i guess

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oglegoggle · 2 years

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Weird double emotion of lonely and longing & too mistrusting of others to really even want to attempt to date now (if ever again tbh)

#this is goggles #just tired of relationships that make me feel like I am the sun to them when really they’ve lit me on fire and are burning me up #so they can in a way pretend to be tragic Icarus who flew too close #I continue to feel like a MPDG to the people I date #like I’m eccentric and handsome and dreamy and fun yeah #But I am not always my best traits #and often I have weird and tricky needs that nobody I’ve been with has really be able or willing to accomodate #I know that I’m very very hard to love at my most raw #it hurts so much to warn someone of this and they insist that they can in fact love me when it’s hard #but then when my hard time love times roll around whoopsie doopsie guess you were right after all #and just I put a lot of work and effort into my relationships desperately wanting to milk even a tenth of the effort in return back out #and I’m tired of it #I’m tired of putting work into others who think I’m some perfect dreamboat who is going to swoop in and fix their life #I tired of putting work into people who won’t put the work into me #couldn’t even schedule fucking counseling for us immediately after his evil cat slashed my literal eyeball #pathetic slob an absolute manchild a sorry excuse for a partner or a son #I sure as fuck felt like a crazy hybrid of partner and dad to him as much as I tried to convince him to do his chores and do them right #this isn’t even the first time that this shit has happened don’t know why I keep letting it #I’m the nameless love interest in your back story that was sooooo dreamy and romantic and good in bed that you dream of him for life #the one you fantasize about when you’re inevitably having problems in your 23 year marriage decades down the line #think about what ever happened to him and wonder if you could’ve made it work #but I’ll be long long gone #you won’t know whatever happened to me or if you could’ve made it work #you’ll go back to your unhappy marriage and tell yourself it’s what you deserve for fucking it up with me #me? I’ll have probably asphyxiated on my vomit or something by then ol’ Jimi style #because let’s be real I’m probs gonna lose grasp on my little Habit eventually #it gets worse and worse with each major trauma I endure #I need the traumatic experiences to stop please I am so so tired #may solitude in the Parks give me peace #may peace give me detachment

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tar-mairons · 2 years

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sorry if someone already said this but do y’all think with essek being a part of the teaser. we’re gonna see his beacon shenanigans happening concurrently w early m9 shenanigans.

#like they didn’t even put cad in the teaser #idk how i would feel about that tbh like #on one hand more essek is always good and he IS part of the m9 #and so i do think it would be interesting to dig into the behind the scenes stuff that draws them all together #but on the other hand i just love how it played out in game #’who is this guy? oh let’s get to know him! oh we like him :) aw fuck betrayal… okay actually we’ll die for you’#but also also i guess that slow burn would not work with how fast paced like tlovm is #we shall see!!#but it just really struck me that essek was featured and not cad #so that tells me… well. what i just said.#cr

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didsomeonesayventus · 2 years

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on one hand I get no joy from KH fanfic anymore on the other oneshot of Sora finding out Young Xehanort made it to Squareville and pinning him for some questions on what the he*k is going on

#katie rambles #an idea briefly inspired by the sketch nomura made awhile ago for DR stuff I think? the umbrella #because I think someone pointed out that despite the blur it looked somewhat like a known landmark over in japan #and (gestures to xehanort's DR comments about needing another life to observe The After of his plans)#but this would require me knowing what's going on #and there is no god damn way im even going to be close to an answer on what's going on #it would be neat if the lil guy is there in 4 + they have some banter over coffee like Normal People but talking about Very Not Normal Thing #(with maybe just a bit of subtext:tm: if you squint i guess)#(for old time's sake yanno)#but like idk. im burned. im tired.#and im not really interested in whatever meta tripe 4 is gonna introduce #it feels so. not kingdom hearts #i think it's really gotten too wild for its own good now #we're launching out of the heartfelt and digestible ruminations on friendship and how it's a vital source of happiness and support #and how it's basically a human right to have a healthy place of community and belonging #and going into just whack ass multiverse whatever that just. idk it bores me #and idk if they can really do it in a way i care about when everything leading up to 3 got shoved in a fucking trash can #like whats the point of following and theorizing if they're just gonna ignore it just to be contrary! for an unearned surprise!!!!!#like fuck man i want to like this series again but 4 has got miles to go before impressing me #old man yells at cloud in tags yada yada let people enjoy the series + 3 wasn't bad whatever im grumpy

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