#liam layne smut

[lovelytsunoda]

indecent exposure // liam lawson

summary: some men should not be allowed to buy gag shirts when they go to vegas. liam lawson is not one of them. or, the liam face-sitting fic i've been ruminating on for months and never wrote.

pairing: liam lawson x female! reader

warnings: 18+!!! SMUT!!! porn with very minimal plot if i do say so myself. lots of double entendres for common police charges (disorderly conduct, indecent exposure etc.), liam refers to himself as 'agent lawson' and makes us all cringe with laughter. the actual face-sitting portion of the fic is really only a few paragraphs at the end lmao the foreplay was too fun with all the cop jokes-

author's note: somebody should take both my library card and every british detective show in existence away from me because this is what happens when i watch too many episodes of anything with a hot detective in it. never mind the fact that i binged lauren layne's new yorks finest series last year when i was snowed in and my classes were cancelled for almost a week

there was nothing that y/n loved more than coming home from a long day at work and taking her dress pants off. and her high heels, and her bra. typically this would be followed by a pint of ben and jerrys and a few episodes of 'grace and frankie'. sometimes it would be followed by a feel good eighties movie, or by her boyfriend ordering takeout and ravishing her while they waited for it to arrive.

all of these were good options, as far as y/n was concerned.

"hey babe!" liam shouted, darting across the hall from the small gym space they'd set up, to the master bedroom. "look what i found in the closet...jesus. you look gorgeous." he stopped in his tracks, eyes fixed on his goddess of a girlfriend as she stood in front of the gilded mirror next to the walk-in closet.

"you saw be before i left for work." she laughed, taking out the small diamond studs in her ears. they were a gift from liam for their anniversary. "all i've done is take off my slacks and bra, and undo my shirt a little bit."

but it wasn't the lack of pants that was getting liam all flustered, nor was it the way the collar of her silk work shirt dipped down just a little too far, the hem not quite long enough to cover the area where thigh met ass.

no, it was the black prada glasses that delicately framed her eyes. the eyes that had so captivated liam from the moment they met.

"if you ever decide to get contacts, i'm leaving you. seriously."

he wasn't serious in the slightest.

"the way you look in those glasses should be a crime. you're gorgeous, babe."

facing him, she laughed, hands on her hips. "i thought you threw that shirt out!"

she groaned internally, looking at the tight-fitting black cotton shirt that liam was wearing, and the cracking white vinyl lettering over his heart. fbi. a gag gift he had bought in vegas. it was too tight despite it's age, hugging each and every one of liam's muscles far too tight, and looking deceptively erotic when paired with his dark blue jeans.

"so did i! isn't it great?" he grinned like an idiot, spinning in a little circle to show off the writing on the back.

female body inspector.

who the fuck came up with these things? on any random guy in the street, she would have gagged at the vulgar implications of the words. on her boyfriend? she only rolled her eyes.

"there's a reason it went missing in the move, babe."

liam shook his head, ignoring her words. "ma'am, i'm special agent lawson from the federal bureau of investigations. i've received a complaint about disorderly conduct on the premises. and now that i'm here i might have to upgrade that charge to indecent exposure, little lady."

"you're such a fucking idiot." she giggled, looping her arms around her boyfriend's neck before kissing him softly. "i love you."

"love you more." he rasped in between kisses, his hands travelling underneath the hem of her shirt. "what do you say the two of us make a case for disturbing the peace?"

"if you make one more cop-related come on, i'm walking out that front door and never coming back."

liam flashed a shit-eating grin, raking his bleached blonde hair out of his face. "so does that mean you won't consent to a frisk search?"

"i will humor you this one time." she laughed, taking a step back. "take it away, agent. but you do realize that the fbi don't get to make disorderly conduct calls? that's a beat cop's job."

"i seem to recall that you have a right to remain silent?"

she winked, undoing another button on her shirt, the fabric falling away just enough to give liam a glimpse of the soft flesh of her breasts. "and i don't recall being read my rights."

"hands against the wall, feet shoulder width apart, you beautiful smartass." liam laughed, waiting for her to turn slightly before playfully swatting at her backside. "then i can read them to you."

the wall was cold against her palms as she got into position, listening half-heartedly as liam attempted to remember the american miranda rights. he got about as far as 'you have the right to remain silent' and 'you have the right to an attorney' before he gave up.

"you know what, this isn't that serious. fuck the right to remain silent, you have the right to remain sexy as fuck. how about that." she could hear the playful annoyance in his voice, and couldn't help the smile that broke out across her face.

there was the liam she knew and loved. not one to mince words, even in the bedroom.

his smooth hands were a welcome presence on her body, travelling up her legs, over her hips and up the sides of her torso. torturously slow, his warm hands dipped underneath her shirt, taking her breasts in his hands, her peaked nipples between his fingers.

heat rose to her skin, adding a rosy sheen in the halflight. she sighed under his touch, her head dropping back to rest on liam's shoulder. liam smiled fondly, one of his hands reaching for hers, the other dropping to cradle her waist.

"you're beautiful." he hummed, kissing her neck gently. "i hope you know that."

this was a side of liam that only she ever got to see. on the outside, he gave off frat boy energy: the hair, the way he carried himself. the way he spoke. but just under the surface, was a man who was wrapped around his girlfriend's finger. one who loved shamelessly, and with his whole heart.

pulling away from the wall, the turned in his hold to face him, tangling her hands in his hair and kissing him deeply.

"if you can get that shirt off without tearing a stitch, you can keep it."

liam beamed, breaking from the embrace to scramble for the hem of the worn t-shirt. he had almost gotten it over his head when he heard the first few stitches begin to pop, fabric getting stuck by his shoulders.

"fuck!"

"need some help with that?"

"i think i'm good!"

somehow they ended up on the bed, both half dressed and pent up. she was soaked through her thong, despite her earlier attitude towards the t-shirt and further proving the point that her lover looked good in just about anything (or nothing, for that matter). she was needy, every nerve in her body reacting to the way liam's tongue probed her mouth, the way his hands touched her body. the way he moaned when she pressed up against the bulge in his jeans.

"babe," he mumbled in between kisses. "do you trust me?"

she cocked an eyebrow, brushing his bangs out of his face before looking down at him "should i be worried?"

"do you trust me, yes or no?"

"of course, li. of course i trust you."

liam nodded. "good. so sit on my face."

she paused, almost as if her brain was sending up error messages. she knew this day would come. liam lawson would eat pussy any which way. truthfully, she was shocked this day hadn’t come sooner.

it wasn’t that she didn’t want to. of course she wanted to.

“babe, how will you be able to breathe? I’ll suffocate you.” she protested, reaching for his hand. “I don’t want that on my conscience.”

“sweetheart, it’s okay. you won’t hurt me. and if-god forbid-I do suffocate, trust me on this, I wouldn’t want to go out any other way than with your thighs on either side of my head.”

and with that, liam took her hands in his, and guided her towards where he needed her most. she looked down at him with a soft smile, running her fingers through his hair.

"i love you." she whispered, moving her hands to the headboard and beginning to lower herself down to meet her lovers tongue.

she inhaled sharply as she made contact, liam's plump lips mouthing at her pussy, her grip tightening on the wooden headboard.

"i've got you, princess." liam's voice was muffled, but his words were reassuring as he ran a hand up and down her thigh. "just ride my face, darlin'. use my tongue to get yourself off."

feeling bolder than she was when she first sat down, she began to grind on liam's face, his nose bumping against her swollen clit with each movement. every bit of friction, every swipe of liam's tongue drove her wild, was like setting fire to her nerve endings.

"oh sweet jesus, god." she whined, fighting the urge to close her thighs together around liam's head, focussing on the way his hands gripped her thighs in a bruising way. she looked down at his face and moaned again, seeing the pleasure mapped out on her boyfriend's features.

"oh, i'm in heaven." he moaned, pulling her down further to plunge his tongue inside of her, rapidly flicking it inside and out.

her eyes rolled back as her hips bucked, grinding against the tip of his nose as one hand came down to clutch at his hair. tears of pleasure pricked the corners of her eyes as she cried out his name.

"liam- right there, oh my god, keep doing that." she whined, trying to move her hips faster. liam's face was soaked, the entire bottom half coated in her juices. there was so much of it, running down the sides of his cheeks and soaking into the pillowcase behind him.

she felt so good she could barely see, screwing her eyes shut. her pants and whines became closer together and more high pitched, the movement of her hips more frantic as she chased that feeling, that high.

"are you going to cum for me, baby?" liam asked, pulling his face away from her. she continued to drip onto his face, and he opened his mouth wide, catching some of her slick on his tongue. "come on my face. please, i want to be drowning in it."

and how could she say no to that?

she could barely keep her shoulders straight as she resumed her motions, fingers gripping liam's hair to keep herself steady. his hands grasped desperately at the flesh of her ass cheeks, squeezing and massaging as one of her own hands came up to grasp at one of her tits, teasing the peaked nipple between her fingers.

"oh god, liam, i think i'm coming!"

"i've got you, i've got you. just breathe-"

his last word was cut off with a moan as she began to gush, coating his face in her release. his moans were muffled by the weight of her body, but they were no less loud as he set about licking her clean.

her legs felt like jello and her body like mush as liam tried to sit up, easing her body back so that she was sitting in his lap, wet core right over top of the massive bulge in his jeans. liam was certain that if she moved at all while she was on top of him, he'd come in his jeans. totally spent, she slumped against him, resting her head on his chest.

he leaned down to kiss her sweaty forehead and she scrunched up her face. she looked adorable in her fogged-up glasses with her messy hair. and liam couldn't stop his heart from melting as she reached for the box of tissues in the nightstand and began to clean up his face.

"that was incredible." her voice was soft as she cleaned him up. "i had no idea you could do that."

"don't give me all the credit." liam laughed, playfully nipping at her fingers as she moved to wipe his mouth down. "you played a very large part in why i'm still hard right now."

she laughed, a big smile on her face as she looped her arms around his neck and leaned in to kiss him softly. with his large hands holding her in place, they kissed again. sweet, chaste and soft, with no intention of it leading anywhere else.

at least, not this early in the evening.

TAGS:

@magnummagnussen @httpiastri @libraryofloveletters @cartierre @lorarri @userlando @diorleclerc

[laynefaire]

Skin on My Skin (2593 words) by Layne Faire Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: One Direction (Band), Nobody Is Listening - Zayn Malik (Album) Rating: Explicit Relationships: Zayn Malik/Liam Payne Additional Tags: Smut, pure unadulterated smut, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Blow Job, Oral Sex, Rimming, Anal Sex

Summary:

Damn, I could get lost in a heartbeat Damn, I can't get over your body Can't take my eyes off you, baby Let me love you, baby

Let me touch you where you like it Let me do it for ya Give you all of my attention Dive into that ocean of your love, oh Let me show you just how much I want ya

Written for Zayn's Albums Fic Fest, Round One

Base on the song prompt "Sweat" from Nobody is Listening

Much love to the fest mods and the other writers. You can find the entire collection here

[maloleysweekender22]

‘Clinging to the Past Siete’ A Divorce Series

Italics= flashbacks/memories

Parte Siete

It’s been a week since I decided to give Shawn another chance to make this right. The guest room is full of my clothes and a few baby clothes Aaliyah couldn’t help but buy during our trip to Baby Depot. A teddy bear onesie catches my eye while folding the clothes into piles. The front of the onesie reads ‘mommy’s and daddy’s teddy bear’ I gush at the sight and turn it over and see a little Pom Pom as the tail.

“Y/N?” Shawn appears at the other side of the door peaking his head inside. I stuff the onesie in a box closing the lid. I wipe away my cheeks in case I cried. I’ve been a bit more emotional and cried when I saw a half eaten chocolate bar on the counter this morning.

“Come in” I tell him which is no use as he’s already sitting in the bed. Shawn’s hand is under my oversized sweater caressing my small baby bump. He pulls me to stand in front of him placing both hands on my stomach.

“Hey little beans! Daddy can’t wait until you get here. Mommy’s coming back home little beans that’s exciting ain’t it. I’m going to show you how to play hockey, sing, strum a guitar-“

“Shawn sorry to cut your talk with little beans, but what if their girls” I tell him running my hands though his messy set of curls.

“I’ll play tea party, watch princess movies, and wear tutus” he says moving my shirt up to place a kiss on my bump. I stay silent as he stands up and tells me he’ll be at house finishing a few touches. I only nod an Okay as I resume packing stumbling upon our wedding photos. Sitting down on the bed I open the book and flip through the pages. We stand smiling amongst our family members enjoying the sun rays at the reception. A photo falls in my lap one of Shawn and I at the alter hands intertwined as he reads a speech. He insisted we do a small speech before the officiant starts the ceremony. I remember because I had tears falling and Shawn tried so hard not bring me into a kiss.

Walking down the aisle with my dad felt so surreal. As Shawn waits at the other end, my my heart just stops beating for a minute. The sun hits his face giving a angelic look. The tuxedo he wears outline his muscles just perfectly. His hair is moved to one side giving him a more professional look. I can see his hands shaking as we are making our way towards him. There’s a few gasps and “how beautiful” being said as I make my way down the aisle. My dad squeezes my hand as we are a few steps away from Shawn. Shawn’s eyes hold a few tears that he let flow when I stand directly in front of him.

“Mendes I know you’ll be a wonderful husband to my little girl. If anything yo do breaks her heart consider yourself gone” My Dad warns as he place any hand in Shawn’s. Shawn only nods and says ‘ he won’t dare break my heart because I’m the most precious thing that has ever walked into his life’ I tear up a bit at his words smiling gently as the priest commences.

“We are gathered here today to celebrate one of life’s greatest moments, and to cherish the words which shall unite Shawn Peter Raul Mendes and Y/N Y/L/N in marriage. Marriage is the promise between two people who love each other, and trust in that love, who honor each other as individuals, and who choose to spend the rest of their lives together. This ceremony will not create a relationship that does not already exist between you. It is a symbol of how far you have come these past few years. It is a symbol of the promises you will make to each other to continue growing stronger as individuals and as partners. No matter what challenges you face, you now face them together, and no matter how much you succeed, you now succeed together. The love between you joins you now as one. Now the Bride and Groom would like to present a few words of love to one another.” The officiant says turning to us both with a smile on his face. Shawn turns around and gets a piece of paper from Matt.

“I probably should have memorized my vows. I can memorize a 3 minute song, but not my own wedding vows” Shawn says earning laughs from the our family members and friends. I giggle at his words before his clears his throat to start.

“I didn’t fall in love with you, I walked into love you, with my eyes wide open, choosing to take every step along the way. I do believe that we were made for each other, but I also believe we choose the things we do. I’d choose you a million life times, in a million different worlds, and a million different versions of reality. I’d choose you. I will look and find you to keeping on choosing you to be the one I love forever and always.” Shawn says squeezing my hand tears in his eyes.

I let go one of his hands to wipe away my tears from his beautiful words. From my peripheral vision I see the a few women dabbing their eyes with a tissue and men giving Shawn a thumbs up.

“I don’t know how I’ll be able continue after such heart warming words like Shawn’s because as you can see he’s the singer between us both.” The audience laughs at my words giving me a newfound confidence. “I’ll try even though the amount of love I have for you can’t be explained in words” Shawn looks at with pure love and adoration as I speak.

“I love you. The love you’ve shown me the years we’ve been together is beyond anything my childhood self could dream up. It’s heart warming, genuine, and fierce all at once. I love you because nobody has ever given me the love that you have given me and you are the only one that could love me this way. At the same time your love has taught me what I spent so long searching for within my own self. I feel like everything in my life has led me to you. All my heartbreaks, choices, and regrets. I wouldn’t change anything from my past because I might never have met you. I love you because your simply you my love” I finish my voice cracking at the end. Shawn bottom lip quivers as I finish my speech bringing me into a hug. The officiant asks us if we’re ready to continue on with the ceremony in which we both nod pulling away.

Placing the wedding album in the suitcase and head down the stairs. Manny gives me the keys to his car to drive down to Shawn’s and I’s house. It takes over an hour to get as the snow starts to fall heavily. As I park in the drive way the house looks dull no trace of anyone living in their. Stepping out of the car I pull my winter coat tighter against my body and notice an unknown car parked by Shawn’s Jeep. The light on the outside turns on as well as the one in the living room. I’m outside of the door ready to knock when I see Shawn buttoning up his shirt and a woman behind him.

She kisses his cheek as she gathers her stuff and box from the table. She says something to Shawn causing his cheeks to blush. He pulls her into a hug as she goes to pull away before I have a chance to turn away get in the car the door opens. I freeze in my spot as they open the door not noting my presence.

“She’s coming back today…… I hope she likes it” Shawn tells her while slipping on a coat.

“Shawn she will! Trust me, okay. Just call whenever you need help with anything” She says giving him another hug as she turns she spots me. “Oh…” Shawn appears beside her looking at me.

“I knew you’d ruin your chance again” I tell him staring into his eyes.

“No! Y/N wait please let us explain!”

“Y/N let Shawn explain!”

“There’s nothing to explain to think I actually was willing to give our marriage another try. And you don’t ever say my name again! I hope you have fun with each other because Shawn we are finally over” the ring I slipped back on this morning falls into the snow covered ground as I make my way to my car.

“Shawn go get her!” The women shouts and I hear footsteps quickly approaching. My feet move quicker, I open the drivers door before it’s slammed shut. Shawn stands with his hand on the door preventing me from reopening it.

“Shawn get out of my way!”

“No! Not until you hear me out. That’s Lucy and I know you don’t want to hear her name at the moment, but you’ll thank her soon”

Shawn tell me a he points to Lucy.

“Yes I will thank her for showing me what kind of guy you really are. You didn’t even finalize the divorce before sleeping around. I’m such an idiot to believe you.!” I yell at him trying to open the car door.

“Dammit Y/N!! I’m not cheating on you! I wouldn’t do that after finally getting you back. Come with me” Shawn sees that I don’t move and grabs my hand pulling me back to the house.

“Let go Shawn Peter Raul Mendes!” Shawn stops once I used his full name. I’ve never used it unless we were having a terrible argument.

“Please, you can still hate me, but please see this before coming up with your own conclusions” I pull my hand from his and signal him to continue. We walk into the house where Lucy is waiting by the stairs. She smiles gently at me as she ascends the stair case. I follow her and Shawn hesitantly as they walk down the hallway. We stop at one of the guest rooms the door closed. He thanks Lucy as she leaves.

He opens the door pulls me inside the room. I stand in the dark watching Shawn’s silhouette turn on the light. Adjusting to to light I see white and black dressers lining the wall. I turn to my right and see a white cribs. My hand runs over the rim of the crib feeling a feather like blanket. The coverings adorning the cribs are a neutral colors yellow and gray. A small bears propped up on the side. My hearts warms at the sight seeing a rocking two rocking chairs in the corner of the room. He thought of everything……

Diapers disposable and cloth sit on the changing table along with a receiving blankets for the change in climate. The outlets in the room are covered except one that’s in between the cribs which is occupied by a teddy bear nightlight. A nine cube organizer that holds a bunch of toys and a few burp clothes. Something makes noise in the room startling me.

“Baby Monitor Sorry” Shawn says turning it down and placing it on the dresser.

“Y-you did all this?” I ask him as I grab one of the teddy bears hugging it to my chest. He stares back at me nodding grabbing the other bear.

“I had help from Lucy….. She works with new parents and showing them the necessities of a nursery. Also with explaining the do’s and don’t’s of things. I met her at the store while browsing through the maternity section. She’s married by the way with three little ones” Shawn explains to me as he sets the teddy bear back down. “I know what it must have looked like with me buttoning up my shirt and her being here. We didn’t do anything besides build the nursery. I cooked a welcome home meal for you and Lucy saw how nervous I was. I took a shower to ease my nerves as she ran to the store last minute to by flowers. I promise, I wouldn’t do anything to jeopardize my second ch—“ I cut him off my hugging him.

“I’m so sorry Sh— Don’t Be Sorry if I was you and you were me I would have thought the same thing Y/N” he kisses my lips before I have a chance to apologize. We stay in each other’s embrace for a while before walking to the stairs. Passing his built in home studio I see a picture frame on his desk. I walk in a notice the ultrasound picture.

“How?”

“Aaliyah made a copy for me to keep” He day wrapping his arms about by my waist. I lean back into his chest staring at the picture. “Well get through this Y/N” Shawn says.

“I just can’t help but Cling to the Past” I whisper back to to him. He spins me in his arms so we’re face to face.

“I won’t do the same mistake again. I love you and I will continue to love you. My insecurities shouldn’t be keeping me from loving you here by my side. I’d choose you over and over again” Shawn states kissing me with passion. My arms wrap around his neck pulling him closer to deepen the kiss.

We pull away a few minutes after completely breathless staring into each other’s eyes.

After a few months of heart breaking constant worries, I can safely say I got my husband back. The Shawn I fell in love with since we started dating.

[lululawrence]

lululawrence's May 2022 Fic List

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May is always wild and crazy, and this year it wasn't any different. Despite that I was able to read a decent amount, and there were some great fics in there, including some very long fics that won't be able to be included until June's list because I'm not quite finished with them hehe Because of that, this month's rec has several shorter fics on it, which are a favorite of mine as well, so I hope you're ready to indulge yourself in some short and fabulous fics!

The podcast for April's list just posted last night and May's is also now available! I hope you enjoy the double new episodes.

As always, be sure to show your love and appreciation for all of the hard work our fandom authors have put into their fics with kudos, nice comments, and (when applicable) reblogging their fic posts!

portrait of a vampire by Anonymous (7k, NR, Harry/Louis, vampire Louis, artist Harry, historical fic, kind of?, it's definitely it's own universe where vampires are accepted to an extent and such but it's hard to explain, anyway there's lilo friendship that is so lovely and Louis just wants to know what he looks like and, i just loved this fic so much okay?)

you fit me better by @hershelsue / docklands (4k, E, Harry/Louis, A/B/O dynamics, alpha Harry, omega Louis, laundry, it all revolves around laundry, in both meanings of the word if any of you were around long enough ago to understand that reference lolllll, scenting, strangers to lovers, smut, all the good stuff in a perfect little quick reading package!)

She's Never Been One to Stay At Home by @becomeawendybird / QuickedWeen (3k, G, Harry/Louis, girl direction, pirates, cross dressing, historical, based on Pirates of the Caribbean, or at least one scene from the first film lollll, arranged marriage, kidnapping, lady pirates, ohhhhhh listen if all of this hasn't been enough to win you over to this fic, then just take the leap anyway because this fic was *chef's kiss* perfection)

We’ll Call This What You Like by @tommokat / tommokat (9k, M, Harry/Louis, 1D Song Fest fic, girl direction, friends with benefits, pining, mutual pining, idiots to lovers, hahaha, friends to lovers, some really really excellent WLW smut for all y'all who need that out there lol, this fic just... whew, but at the same time was so fucking cute too haha it had it all and i loved it)

us two by @wadey-wilson / wadey_wilson (4k, G, Harry/Louis, bedtime stories, mythology, kid fic, the narrative style of this fic was so incredibly unique and interesting, and in a way it was like there was a story within a story, like there literally is a frame narrative, but it's done so differently from most frame narratives, it's hard to explain but it's glorious and incredibly effective and so beautiful, it made me cry it touched me so much, it's a really beautiful and wonderful story)

Cake Date? by @sadaveniren / SadaVeniren (3k, M, Harry/Louis, soccer coach Louis, baker Harry, flirting, fluff, hand jobs, and cake, hahahaha that's the fic and it is perfectly sweet and cute and fun, it is such a nice short happy read)

About Bloody Time by Missyoualwaysyou (2k, NR, Harry/Louis, canon compliant, pining, reading fic on ao3 about themselves, friends to lovers, smut, it's one of those fics that feels so perfectly nostalgic as you read it, and it encapsulates so much of the silly headcanon fun we used to have back when i first joined the fandom, down to the idea that maybe the boys not only read fic but wrote it too, it was a lot of fun and of course ended in some smut, such a fun fic to read)

The Only Pain in Pleasure is the Pleasure of the Pain by @laynefaire / Layne Faire (HisDarlin) (11k, E, Zayn/Liam, tattoo artist/shop owner Zayn, tattoo artist/shop owner Louis, rich Liam, lilo friendship, zouis friendship, matchmaker Louis, chaotic Louis, pining, mutual pining, pain kink, smut, semi-public smut, more like it's smut in a public place but it's closed so still private-ish?, hahaha anyway, it's HOT and such a great story, i love the way it's written, omg it's just yeah it's so good lol)

Only Hate The Road When You're Missing Home by @magicalrocketships / sunsetmog (49k, M, Liam/Louis, famous/non-famous, exes to lovers, kinda... it's complicated lol, uni student Louis, non-famous Louis, famous Liam, roommates Niall and Zayn, sad Louis, making up, healing, hurt/comfort, marriage, angst, like omg holy hell so much angst, i cried a lot reading this fic, but also a happy ending!, and the healing felt so real, like they didn't just fix one thing and have it be all better, or assume it would be alright, they really had to work for it and kept apologizing, and had to keep talking it out etc, it was so incredibly perfectly done, i loved it so very much)

The Glory Hole-idays series (parts 4 and 5) by @uhoh-but-yeah-alright / yeah_alright

Hallelujah! He is Jizzin' (3k, E, Harry/Louis, Zayn/Louis, Liam/Louis, Niall/Louis, established Harry/Louis, Louis works a glory hole, this is his Easter Special and omg I about died lmaooooo, I love this entire series so much you have no idea)

Rimadan (786, E, Zayn/Louis, references to Zayn/Harry/Louis, this is a private session to allow Zayn to continue his celebrations, basically just really really sexy zouis smut lollll)

subverting expectations by @disgruntledkittenface / disgruntledkittenface (3k, M, Harry/Louis, girl direction, famous/famous, actress Louis, model Harry, met gala, semi-public sex, it's just a lot of flirting and excellent sexy times for these ladies in the bathroom, followed by the hope for something more hehe, and I loved every moment lolllll)

[allwaswell16]

This is a fic rec of canon Ziam fics as requested in this ask. If you enjoy the fics, please leave kudos and comments for the writers! You can find my other fic recs here. Happy reading!

❤️ Live a Thousand Lifetimes by Layne Faire / @laynefaire

(E, 57k, future canon, exes to lovers, miscommunication, anxiety, depression, angst with a happy ending, vineyard, bed and breakfast, horses, horseback riding, smut)

With the whirlwind about to begin again, Liam re-evaluates the last ten years - the fame, the money, the people who changed his life forever - and the person who walked away.

💛 and you take me the way i am by orphan_account

(E, 54k, canon, fake/pretend relationship, friends to lovers, domestic fluff, smut)

Pretending to be boyfriends for a weekend isn't the worst idea he supposes. Liam is horribly wrong.

❤️ not even a landslide or riptide could take it all away by we_are_the_same / @so-why-let-your-voice-be-tamed

(M, 49k, canon divergence, sex tape, alcohol abuse, hurt/comfort, depression, therapy, angst with a happy ending, friends to lovers, personal growth)

When Liam gets outed via sextape, his whole world collapses around him.

💛 silence and sound by carissima

(M, 28k, canon, TMH tour, tour bus, jealousy, angry sex, smut)

the one where Zayn's jealous of Louis and Liam's closeness after Liam splits up with his girlfriend and it takes them a year to figure it all out.

❤️ even lovers drown by ieatravioli

(NR, 24k, canon divergence, injured Zayn, hurt/comfort, amnesia, smut)

Zayn wakes up with amnesia, forgetting five years of his life and the most important person in it.

💛 I learned how to love, 'cause you taught me how by flamboyo / @chrysopon

(M, 10k, canon, established relationship, hurt/comfort, angst with a happy ending, alcohol abuse)

the aftermath of Liam’s naked photoshoot (+ some months later, when he has another photoshoot, but this time under his own terms).

❤️ Love You More by taecheeks / @zipplekink

(E, 10k, canon, five times fic, marriage proposals, smut)

the four times Liam tries to propose and the one time Zayn beats him to it.

💛 i wanna save that light by sarcasticfluentry

(E, 7k, canon, daddy kink, hurt/comfort, smut)

Liam takes care of stressed, upset Zayn after the paps mob them at LAX.

❤️ Your Touch, Your Skin, Where Do I Begin? by justyrae

(E, 2k, canon, emotional hurt/comfort, body worship, smut)

Zayn never expected Liam to be so upset about one little comment.

💛 Quiet Ones by YesIsAWorld / @louandhazaf

(G, 956 words, canon, poetry, stream of consciousness)

Zayn remembers Liam.

[blue-eyes-tattoos]

Here are my favourite fics written in 2020! ✨

(Obviously there’s tons of great 2020 fics I haven’t read yet)

Pt. I = everything over 20k words

Sorted by word count. Hope you enjoy!

📔 Mine Would Be You by crinkle-eyed-boo | @crinkle-eyed-boo 115k

(E, Larry, Exes to Lovers, Artist!Harry, Writer!Louis)

Louis returns to New York City five years after he left it – and the love of his life – behind. He didn't intend to see Harry again, but fate has a funny way of pulling them together, whether they like it or not. After making a begrudging truce, they both start to wonder: Would it be so bad if history repeated itself?

📔 Have Love, Will Travel by kingsofeverything | @kingsofeverything 97k

(E, Larry, Friends to Lovers, Road Trip)

Rather than spend the summer working at their desks, Louis and Harry are given the opportunity to crisscross the country together in a tiny camper, filming their adventures for a YouTube series. It soon becomes obvious to their viewers that there’s something more than friendship between them. Eventually, they figure it out.

📔 You’ve Got My Devotion (Hate You Sometimes) by lucythegoosey | @harryrainbows 95k

(E, Larry, Canon Compliant, Exes/Enemies to Lovers, Fake Relationship)

Harry and Louis are forced to fake-date after an old video from when they were dating emerges.

📔 The Murmur of Yearning by MediaWhore | @mediawhorefics 93k

(M, Larry, Historical AU, Slow Burn)

Four years ago, Harry Styles was forced into a marriage of convenience to enrich and ally both his and his promised's families. The sudden, and slightly suspicious, death of the Marquess of Haxshire, however, brings great disturbance to Crescentfield Hall and, as his late's husband's closest male relative, Harry unexpectedly finds himself the head of a family he never felt he belonged to.

📔 Nothing But You On My Mind by nonsensedarling | @absoloutenonsense 84k

(E, Larry, Enemies to Lovers, (modern) Royalty AU)

Louis Tomlinson is a PR manager hired to improve the image of royal bad-boy Prince Harry Styles. Unfortunately for him, that means being faced with the Prince's constant innuendos, incessant dirty jokes, and relentless flirting. Louis just wants to make it to Princess Gemma's coronation; once she's crowned Queen, his contract is up and he never has to see the Prince again.

📔 Untamed Hearts by Layne Faire | @laynefaire 69k

(E, Ziam, side Larry, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Mutual Pining)

It could have been the heat of the summer sun; it might have been the silvered sheen of an early harvest moon. If he dug deep enough, Liam could find every reason ever needed to explain away what happened. In the end, though, it all came down to two meddling friends, a touch of Prince, a bit of Keats, and the moon over the ocean. Its a recipe for disaster. Or love. Probably love.

📔 Live a Thousand Lifetimes by Layne Faire | @laynefaire 58k

(E, Ziam, very minor side Larry, Canon Compliant, Future Fic, Exes to Lovers, Farm)

It’s 2025. After secretly writing and producing their first album in ten years, One Direction is weeks away from releasing their first new single and announcing a world tour. With the whirlwind about to begin again, Liam re-evaluates the last ten years - the fame, the money, the people who changed his life forever - and the person who walked away.

📔 The Recklessness in Water by LarryOn 51k

(E, Larry, Enemies to Lovers, lifeguard!Harry, unemployed!Louis)

Louis Tomlinson is miserable. He's stuck on a family vacation at a lake cabin in New Hampshire when all he wants to do is bemoan his sorry existence and wallow in his sweatpants. As if the humidity and mosquitos weren't bad enough, he becomes the singular target of an obnoxious lifeguard named Harry.

📔 Need So Much Of You by lululawrence | @lululawrence 47k

(Not Rated, Larry, Canon Compliant, Fake Relationship, Friends to Lovers)

The would-have-been canon compliant, fake relationship, friends with benefits, friends to lovers fic where Louis wonders if this thing going on with Harry is going to break him or change everything for the better.

📔 We Can Take The Long Road Home by pinkcords | @pinkcords 46k

(E, Larry, Strangers to Lovers, Road Trip)

Harry and Louis fall in love down the coast of California.

📔 Caves End by jacaranda_bloom | @jacaranda-bloom 40k

(E, Larry, famous/non-famous, Farm)

The one where Harry has lost his future, Louis has lost his past, but maybe together, they can find a way through the dark.

📔 Say It Back by wordsnnotes | @quelsentiment 40k

(T, Larry, side Ziam, Strangers to Friends to Lovers, College/Uni AU, Asexual Character)

Harry doesn't know what he wants; Louis is too caught up in his problems to care about what he wants; Niall knows perfectly well what he wants, and that's to be everybody's best friend and comic relief; Zayn thought he knew what he wanted until he's reminded of the past; and Liam has come to terms with the fact that it's okay not to know what you want sometimes.

📔 Until by allwaswell16 | @allwaswell16 38k

(E, Larry, side Shiall, famous/non-famous, Enemies to Lovers, Farm)

Rural Eagle County, Colorado wasn’t the type of place to find a famous musician or actor. At least not until songwriter Louis Tomlinson showed up with pop star Niall Horan to visit his uncle’s horse ranch, and they just happened to find themselves next door to a reclusive former movie star.

📔 Love Moves Like The Sea by flamboyo | @chrysopon 33k

(M, Larry, Friends to Lovers, Pining, Sharing a Bed)

Spending two weeks in his uncle's old house by Lee Bay beach is not Louis' ideal holiday, but sadly is the only one he can afford this summer. Spending those alone with Harry, his best friend who he has spent the last five years in love with, may make everything a little better, though. Away from everyday reality, alone somewhere that makes you forget your past and gloss over your future, maybe it's time for two friends to finally explore what they haven't said (but felt) for years.

📔 If Love Was Easy, They’d Call It Hockey by drowninshallowwater | @drowninshallowwater 28k

(Not Rated - there is smut though, Larry, Hockey AU, Friends to Lovers, hockey player!Louis, doctor!Harry, feat one of my favourite bands in a supporting role)

The one where it takes a broken collarbone for Louis to get back what he lost, even if it is seven years down the road.

📔 Sunflower: Vol. 1 by ourownstrings | @ourownstrings 27k

(M, Larry, side Ziam, farmer!Louis, florist!Harry, Misunderstandings, Grief/Mourning, Depression)

“Real farmers love mornings.” Louis hated that sentiment. But then he wasn’t a real farmer. He just got stuck in the family business and drags himself to the farmers market where he put on his best sunny sales pitch. That is until he meets the new flower vendor. The flower boy who is even wearing floral-patterned clothes as he sells bouquets. Suddenly, Saturday mornings are the highlight of his week.

📔 Walls Are Just Walls (You Are My Home) by logogram | @et-y-etc 26k

(E, Larry, famous/non-famous, Friends to Lovers)

After being injured in a hiking accident, musician Harry and his bodyguard are stuck on the trail with no cell service, no supplies, and with nightfall coming. Louis, who’s a wilderness first responder, comes across them, gives first aid, and calls for a rescue.

📔 A Road To Something Better by taggiecb | @taggiecb 25k

(E, Larry, writer!Louis, mayor!Harry, Friends to Lovers)

Louis Tomlinson, famous romance novelist, has just had the rug pulled out from under his feet when his boyfriend leaves him without notice. What's the most appropriate response to this? Move a thousand miles away and seclude himself in a tiny lake town, of course. But nothing is as he expects it to be in the very best way, especially not the handsome mayor of McAll, Idaho.

📔 You Burn so Bright You can Blind Somebody by heartmeetsbreakx | @heartmeetsbreakx 20k

(GA, Ziam, minor side Larry, Friends to Lovers, Mutual Pining, YouTuber!Liam)

Liam is a popular YouTube vlogger and sometimes Zayn is his cameraman. Liam's subscribers start analyzing their relationship and it changes everything.

[half-lived-series]

Liam: Top

Memphis: Very top

Godward: Guys, stop. This is dumb and immature. We have so many better things to do, and you're really not sensing the urgency of this situation.

Layn: I don't know, I think he's a power bottom.

Godward: STOP GUESSING

[jacaranda-bloom]

Monthly fic rec showcasing some of the fics I’ve read this month, and let me tell, you there have been a lot -  partly because I’m reprioritising my reading again and partly because we are being inundated with an avalanche of amazing fics at the moment. So yeah, be prepared for a fairly sizeable list under the cut.

In this instalment, there are fics from @sunflowrsix @kiddleau @metal-eye @flamboyantommo @icanhazzalou @sadaveniren @crinkle-eyed-boo @lululawrence @beau-soleil-louis​ @homosociallyyours @kingsofeverything @crazyupsetter @laynefaire and @allwaswell16.

Thank you to all the writers for sharing their wonderful talent with us. Please don’t forget to leave kudos and a comment if you enjoy their work. 💜

💜 an entire desert in our hourglass by tofiveohfive

@sunflowrsix Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 19k

# Pre-apocalypse, angst with a happy ending, hurt/comfort, post break-up, getting back together, anal sex, alcohol.

The world is ending. Harry comes over.

💜 bloodsport by tofiveohfive 

@sunflowrsix

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 40k

# Friday Night Lights AU, angst, post break-up, getting back together, underage drinking, anal sex, American football.

“You know how our next game is against the Cardinals, right? You remember how vicious those guys can get. I wanted us to come up with some plays, maybe work on a block from the left—”

Louis stops when he hears a chuckle.

He doesn’t think he’s said anything particularly funny, so he turns to Harry, waiting for an explanation.

“‘S funny, ‘s all.” Harry throws his finished bottle somewhere near the other discarded ones. “This is the first time you’re talking to me in eight months, and it’s still about football.”

💜 Half A Million Strong by kiddle

@kiddleau Part 1 of the Woodstock Series

Harry/Louis | Mature | 51k

# Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Famous Harry, Non-Famous Louis, Historical, 1960′s, Woodstock, Coming of Age, Recreational Drug use.

Louis Tomlinson is a young writer for a relatively new-on-the-scene rock magazine called Rolling Stone. His assignment is to fly across the country to cover the highly anticipated Woodstock Music and Art Festival. Armed with a notebook, audio recorder, and a camera, Louis just needs one big interview.

Harry Styles. A new name in rock music and a future name in rock history. His first album sold tens of thousands and his interviews attract audiences across the country. He has the poetry of Jim Morrison and the stage presence of Mick Jagger. And after seeing him perform at the festival, Louis is willing to jump through hoops to put Harry on the cover of Rolling Stone.

💜 Gather No Moss by kiddle

@kiddleau Part 2 of the Woodstock Series

Harry/Louis | Mature | 50k 

# Friends to Lovers, Famous Harry, Non-Famous Louis, Historical, 1960′s, Pining Tour bus, Coming of Age, Recreational Drug use.

Music journalist Louis Tomlinson will do just about anything to get a story he’s passionate about. Including spending a week on tour with the hard-to-manage rockstar-in-the-making Harry Styles. In the late 60s, every long-haired kid thinks they can make it in music, and Louis’ job is to figure out what exactly makes Harry so special. That is if he can get him to put down the bottles and guitars to answer a question truthfully.

💜 Caught By The Sun by metal_eye

@metal-eye Tumblr Fic Post Part 1 of the Caught By The Sun series

Harry/Louis | Mature | 19k

# Cabin AU, Summer Romance, Young Love, Skinny Dipping, First Time, Idiots In Love, Symbolic Thunderstorms, Bonfires.

He came every summer. It wasn’t even a question. Harry and his parents—one step, one real—picked up their lives, packed it into a car, and drove long enough to land at the ends of the earth.

The cabin had been in his family for a hundred years. There was no TV, no phone, no computer, no radio. There were decks of cards and plastic deer and marbles. There were skis and leaves and a treehouse.

And then there was Louis.

Or, Harry and Louis meet every summer at the lake.

💜 Somewhere Where You’re There by metal_eye

@metal-eye Part 2 of the Caught By The Sun series

Harry/Louis | Mature | 4k

# Cabin AU, Timestamp, Nostalgia, Blow Jobs, Boat Sex, Lake Sex.

The greatest luxury, in this new part of their lives, should have been time. It stretched at varied intervals with no attention to what the real world might find convenient. Hours yawned like horses’ mouths, stretching backwards in the effort of seconds. Except that Harry couldn’t help feeling like he’d missed out, somehow. That he needed to hurry. They’d been denied their formative horny years. Something had to give.

A Caught by the Sun timestamp in which they are both lazy and horny, and some things get resolved.

💜 Members Only by kikikryslee

@flamboyantommo Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Mature | 14k

# Gyms, Boxing, Awkward Flirting, Mutual Pining. Locker Room, Semi-Public Sex, Smut.

“Well, I’m gonna go work out now, so…” Harry said, his voice trailing off. Louis nodded. “Yeah, yeah, go ahead. Go get, uh, you know, strong and buff.” What? Louis wanted to die. “Um, thanks?” Harry said. “Um…” Without another word, Harry walked away from the desk. Louis pinched his thigh – hard – hoping that was some terrible, awkward nightmare that he might soon wake up from. Or, the one where Louis works at Harry's new gym and neither one of them knows how to hold a coherent conversation with the other.

💜 I’d Still Dance With You by kikikryslee

@flamboyantommo Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Mature | 57k

# Age Difference, Louis is 28, Harry is 21, Mutual Pining, Angst, Student Harry, Ad Exec Louis, Slow Burn, Smut, Bottom Harry, Top Louis.

“Well, I’m gonna go work out now, so…” Harry said, his voice trailing off. Louis nodded. “Yeah, yeah, go ahead. Go get, uh, you know, strong and buff.” What? Louis wanted to die. “Um, thanks?” Harry said. “Um…” Without another word, Harry walked away from the desk. Louis pinched his thigh – hard – hoping that was some terrible, awkward nightmare that he might soon wake up from. Or, the one where Louis works at Harry's new gym and neither one of them knows how to hold a coherent conversation with the other.

💜 Naked and Proud by kiwikero

@icanhazzalou Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 19k

# Farmer Harry, Songwriter Louis, Small Town, Organic Food, Summer Romance, Lust At First Sight, Pining, Smut.

The town itself is tiny, as evidenced by the ten minutes it’s taken Louis to drive the entire thing. There’s not a single recognisable brand in sight—no Tesco or McDonald’s or even a bloody Starbucks. Lining the streets instead are mom and pop stores with names like ‘Jerry’s Burgers’ and ‘The Market Basket’ and…

“'Naked & Proud?'” Louis almost slams on the brakes at the outlandish sign, the name written in a seemingly innocent font, words curved around a large cartoon peach. He can’t help turning into the carpark, easing the car into a spot next to a beat up truck.

He isn’t sure what to make of it. Surely it isn’t a strip joint or sex shop, not with the families and little old ladies going in and out of the establishment. Some kind of nudist hangout, perhaps?

And, oh, God. Did Louis’ mother accidentally send him to live in a nudist colony?

In which Harry runs an organic store, not a nudist colony, and Louis doesn't know whether to be relieved or disappointed.

💜 Paint The Sky With Stars by kiwikero

@icanhazzalou Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Mature | 63k

# Titanic AU, Strangers to Lovers, Happy Ending.

On 10 April 1912, Harry Styles boards the finest ship the world has ever seen. Still grieving the death of their mother, he and his sister are being sent to America to live with a callous uncle who cares more about his business connections than family. Harry prepares himself for a long, disappointing voyage alone in his stateroom.

Louis Tomlinson has borrowed and saved, and finally has enough to purchase a Third Class ticket to America. With all of his belongings in a single ruck sack, he boards the Titanic filled with hope for a brighter future. Never one to sit still, he can’t resist exploring the massive ship, and soon goes sneaking into First Class in a stolen steward’s uniform.

By a twist of fate, Louis finds himself in Harry’s stateroom, entranced by the most attractive man he’s ever laid eyes on. He keeps returning day after day, even if he doesn’t understand what it is about Harry that continues pulling him in. That’s all right; Louis has a week to figure it out, and Harry is plenty willing to help.

Except they don’t have a week. They have four days. Because on 15 April, their entire world will be turned upside down.

Or, the historically accurate Titanic AU with a happy ending.

💜 Just For Tonight (I can be yours) by SadaVeniren

@sadaveniren Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 43k

# ABO, Alpha Louis, Omega Harry, Prince Harry Styles, Secret Relationship, Arranged Marriage, Mpreg Harry, Smut.

Harry, prince of Cestrescir, has been betrothed to Ludvic, prince of Yorvik, since birth. He'd accepted a loveless marriage as his duty to his country, until an accident threw him in the path of a gentle alpha.

💜 Live A Thousand Lifetimes by Layne Faire (HisDarlin)

@laynefaire Tumblr Fic Post

Liam/Zayn | Explicit | 58k

# Exes to Lovers, Angst with a Happy Ending, Farm Setting, Vineyard, B&B, Horses, Smut, (check full tags).

It’s 2025.

After secretly writing and producing their first album in ten years, One Direction is weeks away from releasing their first new single and announcing a world tour.

With the whirlwind about to begin again, Liam re-evaluates the last ten years - the fame, the money, the people who changed his life forever - and the person who walked away.

💜 Mine Would Be You by crinkle-eyed-boo

@crinkle-eyed-boo Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 115k

#  Exes to Lovers, Artist Harry, Writer Louis, Angst with a Happy Ending, Time Jumps, Smut.

Louis blinks his eyes open, his eyelids fluttering as the room swims around him. He takes several gulps of beer once he confirms that he’s definitely not hallucinating, that the very first portrait Harry Styles ever painted of him is hanging on that wall.

Louis stares at the wall, his heart jackrabbiting in his chest as he realizes that there’s not just one painting of him, there’s five, the portraits lined up like they’re some sort of storyboard depicting the rise and fall of his deepest love. His greatest heartache. A pain that cut him so deep that he left the fucking country, severing all ties with his life in New York, now suddenly surrounding him as if he’d never left.

Fucking shit motherfucker fuck.

Louis returns to New York City five years after he left it – and the love of his life – behind. He didn't intend to see Harry again, but fate has a funny way of pulling them together, whether they like it or not. After making a begrudging truce, they both start to wonder: Would it be so bad if history repeated itself?

💜 Own The Scars by crinkle-eyed-boo

@crinkle-eyed-boo Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 115k

#  Friends to Lovers, Drug Addiction, Coma, Rehab, Intervention, Recovery, Therapy, Tomlinshaw (Larry Endgame), Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Smut, (check full tags).

“But I don’t belong here,” Louis insists. “Why do you say that?” James asks. “These people are all drug addicts and alcoholics,” Louis shrugs. Something sparks in James’ eyes. “And you’re not?”

Louis has never felt like he was good enough: for his stepdad, for his life-long best friend, for the life he's supposed to want. After an accident that nearly costs him his life, Louis' parents send him to rehab where he’s forced to face his demons. On the long and difficult road to recovery, Louis must confront the truths he’s been avoiding about his future, his relationships, and his sense of self-worth. Because before he can love anyone else, he’s got to learn how to love himself first.

💜 Fiction Romance by orphan account

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 18k

#  Strangers to Lovers, Blind Date, Punk Louis, Student Harry, Smut.

Harry has a type.

He likes older, sophisticated, mature men. Well-educated men. Men with life experience and passion for arts and social causes. Men who are established in their careers, who've sorted their lives out.

Niall knows this.

And so Harry can't understand why he's sat here opposite Louis Tomlinson.

💜 If Only We Wish Hard Enough by lululawrence

@lululawrence Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Not Rated | 5k

# Peter Pan Fusion, Louis is Peter, Harry is Tinkerbelle (except he’s the same size as Louis), Friends to Lovers (no smut), Flirting, Pining, Fluff.

Before Harry let Louis know he was there, he gave himself a moment to just admire him. Truly take him in.

Today, Louis was wearing one of his soft, simple green dresses that in many ways resembled the ones fairies often wore. Harry loved when Louis wore dresses. They showed off Louis’ waist and thighs more than any of his other outfits, and Harry loved that about them.

“You know I can hear your wings fluttering so you aren’t fooling anyone,” Louis said before turning and looking over his shoulder.

Or the five times fic where Louis is Peter Pan, Harry is his best friend Tinkerbelle, and it takes them awhile but they figure things out.

💜 I Can’t Do This Alone (Sometimes I just need a light) by Only_angel_28

@beau-soleil-louis Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Not Rated | 8k

# Strangers to Lovers (no smut), Meet Cute, Doctor Harry, Tattoo Artist Louis, Hurt/Comfort, Grief/Mourning, Loneliness, Touch-Starved Harry, Flirting, Fluff, Hopeful Ending, (check full tags).

“Harry,” he says after another contemplative moment, “can I hug you?”

It’s been...well, Harry doesn’t actually know how long it’s been. Less than an hour, probably, but already Louis says his name like it’s safe in his mouth, and now he’s opening his arms like Harry could be safe there too.

“Please,” Harry nearly sobs, and sinks into him the way butter melts on toast. It’s an apt metaphor, really, because what Louis is giving him is as essential and sustaining as a loaf of bread to a starving man. His basic need for physical affection is as vital as his need for sustenance, for sleep, and he can’t believe he’s allowed himself to ignore it for so long.

Or: Harry is having a rough time. Louis is the kind stranger who makes him smile again.

💜 You Make Lovin’ Fun by homosociallyyours

@homosociallyyours  Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 110k

# Girl Direction, Strangers to Lovers, Polyamory, Cruise Ships, Silver Fox Louis, Daddy Kink, Age Difference, Smut.

Harry is a 28 year old travel writer at a gay magazine who gets the assignment to go a lesbian cruise. She figures it's a nice chance to have some fun in the sun, but she's not expecting much else-- even if her partner and best friend are both encouraging her to hook up with someone while she's there.

When she locks eyes with a gorgeous silver fox from across the room, she starts to think she could've been wrong. There are lots of things standing in the way of anything real happening with her and Louis, but that doesn't stop them from falling for one another. True love isn't always easy, but they do make lovin' fun.

💜 As Deep As The Sky by swallowsmateforlife

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 12k

# ABO, Strangers to Lovers, Alpha Harry, Omega Louis, Smut.

A passed-out omega on the bathroom floor isn't exactly what Harry had in mind when he thought about taking a cute boy home. The idea of leaving Louis there, vulnerable and unresponsive, weighs guiltily at Harry's conscience. Turns out it's the best decision he'll ever make.

💜 Someone To Fly Home To by kingsofeverything

@kingsofeverything Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 35k

# Exes to Lovers, Divorce, Older Harry/Louis (in their 50s), Pilot Louis, Teacher Harry, Smut.

Louis. 55 year old pilot who wants someone to fly home to. Harry swipes right.

💜 Ghost Note Symphony by whoknows

@crazyupsetter

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 96k

# Proximity Curse, Blood and Gore, Supernatural Elements, Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn, Smut, (check full tags).

Louis is on tour when he first hears about it. It’s all over the news – Harry Styles Attacked By Fan runs in headlines for days. It’s not even just the gossip rags, either. Actual journalists are covering the story. It would have been impossible to avoid hearing about it. Technically, Oli is the one who tells Louis about it, but it’s not exactly being covered up. Harry doesn’t answer Louis’ text asking if he’s alright, but that’s not really surprising. They haven’t spoken for months, and it’s been a lot longer than that since they’ve had a real conversation. The sting of the text going unanswered is still there, less painful than it might have been a few years ago.

It’s not that it’s easy to forget about, exactly. Louis has a whole life outside of One Direction now, though. So Louis goes on with his life, figuring that if Harry was seriously hurt he would have heard about it by now. He might currently be in the same country as Harry, but being on opposite sides of it puts enough distance between them that putting it in the back of his mind is easy. There’s nothing Louis could do, even if he thought Harry might want him to.

That’s why everything that happens next comes as a complete shock to him.

💜 Soaked In The Blood Of Angels by whoknows

@crazyupsetter

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 41k

# Creatures AU, Vampires, Incubus, Dubious Consent, Blood and Violence, Smut, (check full tags).

The boy looks drugged, caught between a man who’s almost twice his size and a girl who looks like she wouldn’t even break a sweat snapping him in half despite her small stature, eyes closed and mouth open as he pants, arching up between them almost as if he’s trying to escape.

Normally, Harry would ignore it and continue on his search for someone to drink from, someone who wouldn’t mind his sharp teeth and rough hands. He’s seen plenty of boys like this one, ones who picked the wrong playmates, and if he stopped to rescue every single one of them he would have died from thirst a long time ago.

This one, though. There’s something about this one, the sheen of his bright blue eyes as he blinks slowly, looks around as though he doesn’t know where he is, the weakness of his hands as he tries to push the girl off of him and make his escape.

💜 Say Something by kingsofeverything

@kingsofeverything Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 105k

# ABO, Alpha Louis, Omega Harry, Age Difference, 50 Year Old Harry, 28 Year Old Louis, Insecure Harry, Unplanned Pregnancy, Lawyer Harry, Theatre Manager/Actor Louis, Hurt/Comfort, Smut, (check full tags).

At fifty years old and recently divorced, Omega Harry Styles isn't interested in dating. When his doctor suggests a heat and rut matching service, he signs up out of necessity. It’s the only use he has for an Alpha in his life.

Twenty-eight-year-old Alpha Louis Tomlinson aims to change that.

💜 Until by allwaswell16

@allwaswell16 Tumblr Fic Post

Harry/Louis | Explicit | 38k

# Strangers to Enemies to Lovers, Famous Harry, Non-Famous Louis, Actor Harry, Songwriter Louis, Cowboy Harry, Farm Setting, Smut.

Rural Eagle County, Colorado wasn’t the type of place to find a famous musician or actor. At least not until songwriter Louis Tomlinson showed up with pop star Niall Horan to visit his uncle’s horse ranch, and they just happened to find themselves next door to a reclusive former movie star.

[ao3feed-larry]

Wine Not?

by abrighteryellow, allwaswell16, catfishau (dinosaursmate), crinkle-eyed-boo (KimmieRocks), disgruntledkittenface, FallingLikeThis, FullOnLarrie, jaerie, Justalittlelouislove, kiwikero, LadyLondonderry, Layne Faire (HisDarlin), lululawrence, momentofclarity, phdmama, QuickedWeen, Rearviewdreamer, red_special, SadaVeniren, someonethatsfunny, taggiecb

Louis’ Wine Dive is a bar run by the people for the people. Wine Styles is a boutique tasting room that caters to a more highbrow clientele. When their worlds clash on a beautiful Charleston street, one of these owners may find that an ounce of pretension doesn’t stand a chance against a pound of perseverance.

Words: 20704, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: One Direction (Band)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Niall Horan, Zayn Malik

Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson

Additional Tags: Wine, Hate to Love, Enemies to Lovers, pretentious harry, Smut, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIC!

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[lovelytsunoda]

and they were roommates // liam lawson

summary: when holly leaves for a week long vacation and says shes giving her brother her room, y/n is less than thrilled. until she realizes that holly's brother is super hot.

pairing: liam lawson x female reader ( best friends brother trope, roommate trope )

warnings: pure smut. this is filth. enjoy yourselves my little f2 hoes <3

author's note: im so going to hell for this, if i wasn't on my way there already. i just needed to get it out of my drafts.

when holly lawson told her that instead of having the apartment to herself for two weeks, that her brother liam would be moving in to 'housesit', y/n y/l/n was very very upset.

i mean, the whole reason she had answered holly's ad in the new zealand classified's during her first week at uni was because she'd wanted a female roommate and the single-sex dorms at her school had already filled up.

not that she was neccesarily opposed to sharing an apartment with a man, but it was the fact that this situation would place her in the home of a man she didn't know.

"you'll be fine!" holly had insisted. "liam is a sweetheart, and i won't be gone for very long."

"you're leaving me with some strange man who could be a serial axe murderer for all i know."

she knew that liam lawson wasn't an axe murderer. but he was a high performance athlete, and that had to count for something. he probably had girls throwing themselves at his feet at every waking moment. every time he left his house, most likely.

so when liam moved in, her expectations were low. lower, actually. and she had good reason for them to be that way.

yes, he was a fairly tidy roommate. they never argued, he always pulled his weight around the house.

but every. goddamn. night.

every night she heard him and his woman of the day, going at it through the walls. she'd be lying if she said that listening to his husky bedroom voice and his breathy moans through the wall didn't turn her on even in the slightest.

but he was holly's brother, the f2 hotshot.

as hot as he might be, he was so far off limits that she couldn't even see where the limit was anymore.

it all came to a head one night when she was sitting in her bedroom, the headboard pressed up against the wall that she shared with liam's room. she had a glass of prosseco in one hand, a paperback lauren layne novel in the other as she sat nestled underneath the covers, naked aside from the silk robe covering her slender frame.

with the sweet alcohol coursing through her veins, and the salacious words inked on the page in front of her, she found her hand drifting downwards, fingertips warm against her skin as she began to touch herself, soft pants leaving her lips, head tilted back.

she was so lost in her own pleasure that she didn't hear the knock on her door, only snapped to attention at the sound of liam's shout.

"y/n! i'm running to sainsbury's, do you need anything."

she was startled from the shout, withdrawing her ahnd and dropping the pocket-sized paperback to the floor, she scrambled to pull her robe back over her body, tripping on the cotton sheets as she tried to cross the room.

and when liam pushed the door open, concerned for her safety after hearing the thumps from his side of the door, y/n was mortified to learn that she had forgotten to lock the door.

"y/n?" liam was confused as he crossed to where she was. "what happened?"

"nothing, i'm fine." she sighed, face still pink and body still buzzing as she reached for her book. "my foot got caught in the sheets."

"let me help." liam insisted, beating her to the book, his eyes widening when he saw the title. but with a book called 'frisk me', you get that reaction a lot. and when he took in the rest of the features in the room- the glass of prosecco, the silk robe, the pink tinge of her skin-, he put two and two together. "were you touching yourself to a smutty book?" he grinned. "jesus christ. if you were horny, all you needed to do was ask me to help you out."

her breath caught in her throat as liam gingerly reached forwards, tracing his thumbs over her hardened nipples as she bit her lip to stop from moaning.

"if this is crossing a line, just tell me to stop, y/n." liam said slowly, almost gently as his warm hands continued to set her body on fire.

"liam," she breathed out. "kiss me."

and that's exactly what happened next, a kiss that was as hungry and needy as the parties involved as she dropped her robe to the carpet, liam tugging his own t-shirt over his head.

"on the bed, all fours. let me treat you right, fuck your needy body the way it deserves, babygirl."

and that's how she found herself with her ass in the air, her face pressed against the cotton pillowcase (screen printed with tiny red hearts, no less), with her roommates hot-as-hell brother thrusting his impressive cock in and out of her core, leaving her wanting more and moaning in pleasure.

liam had cut right to the chase: her fingers had already done all of the heavy lifting for him, courtesy of the lauren layne novel lying forgotten on her carpet.

"fuck, you're so wet." liam breathed. "i bet you've been thinking about this ever since i moved in, huh? do you ever touch yourself when you hear me fucking other girls? do you wish it was you?"

"don't flatter yourself, lawson." she managed to breathe out in between moans. "i'm not that desperate."

liam chuckled. "you're doing so well for me, babygirl." the kiwi groaned, gripping her hips harder and pulling y/n back onto his cock. "god, you really are so needy. don't worry, i'm here now."

"oh, god!" she whined underneath him, clutching at the sheets in pleasure. "liam, please! harder, harder!"

the driver was all too happy to oblige, the room filled with the sounds of skin slapping against skin, the wet sound of liam's thrusts, and y/n's needy, desperate whines as she chased her release.

"liam, oh my god, i-i'm gonna, oh god!"

"come on this cock, babygirl. yeah, that's right princess, come for me like a good fucking girl."

as her high crashed over her, she could have sworn she felt her entire body go limp as the adrenaline subsided, all of her energy leaving her as the arms that held her up buckled underneath her. she rolled over, pulling the blankets around her body as she looked up at liam who was still kneeling over her, trying to get his own breath back.

"it's a shame you're only staying until holly gets back. i feel like we've wasted your entire stay by not doing this sooner."

"holly didn't tell you?" liam's voice was husky as he leaned down to kiss her. "her flight got pushed back by a few days."

he grinned at the girl underneath him.

"we have all the time in the world"

[maloleysweekender22]

‘Clinging to the Past Cuatro’ A Divorce Series

MASTERLIST

Uno    Dos     Tres   Cuatro

I’m packing my bags with my clothes and a few things Aaliyah bought while I stayed in the hospital for the night. I’ve noticed that when she leaves the room to go make a phone call the doctor comes in. Doctor Harmon his medical tag read. As my hand reaches to grab the hairbrush someone’s throat clears startling me.

“I’m sorry, Aaliyah said something about you needing some help” Dr. Harmon says as a nurse comes in wheeling a wheel chair.

“Aaliyah sometimes exaggerates a bit. I’m fine thank you though. I’ve scheduled an appointment for two weeks from today.” I tell him as I zip the bag up waiting for the rest of the Mendes family to arrive.

“Yes, Martha has the appointment scheduled for 2 in the afternoon.” He tells me as Manny walks in followed by Shawn. Manny looks at me “I tried to stop him look,” which I only nod to.

“Well Ms. Y/L/N, Martha has your discharge papers at the reception desk. Hope you feel better and any complications call the hospital. No worry or concern will ever be left unattended. Good by Mr. Mendes” Dr. Harmon says towards Manny and steps out walking across the hall.

“It’s Mrs. Mendes, not Ms. Y/L/N” Shawn tells him before he sets foot in the other room. Dr. Harmon turns around looking confused.

“I’m sorry, Aaliyah told me it’s Ms. Y/L/N. I’ve read through Ms Y/—Mrs. Mendes’s files” he corrects himself while receiving a glare from Shawn. I roll my eyes and I give a ‘Are you kidding me look’ and Shawn shrugs his shoulders. “As I was saying she didn’t have any indication of carrying the Mendes name. I’m sorry for any inconvenience this may have caused” he tells us before walking away and entering a room with a little girl. I smile as the little girl’s face brightens as Dr. Harmon gives her a lollipop.

“You have something for the doctor now?” Shawn hisses through his teeth knowing his dad went to the restroom before the whole fiasco started. I scoff and continue walking making my way to the elevators. “You know it’s true that why your walking! Running away from your problems Y/N!” His last statement makes anger course through my body. I turn around quick catching him off guard.

“NO! Unlike you I face my fucking problems. I talk them out with my significant other. Who’s the one that away? YOU not me! Who’s the one that thinks marriage is too much commitment? YOU not me! SO DO NOT DARE FOR ONE FREAKIN SECOND THINK IM RUNNING AWAY FROM MY PROBLEMS! I DID NOT STOP LOVING YOU, you stopped loving me” I say whispering the last part. Shawn’s face falls realizing the extent of his damage. “Shawn, I’m done. I’m tired of all this, I’m drained emotionally and mentally tried to wrap my head around the fact my husband of two years, who’ve I dated for six years all of sudden wants a divorce. I think of that night/morning and it is a nightmare that keeps haunting me. The papers are signed my lawyer will be in contact with your lawyer in the next few days. Until then refrain from contacting me. Bye Shawn” he stands there taking all my words in, Manny lays a comforting hand on his shoulder. Tears cascade down his face, my heart shatters at the site. But what he did is unforgivable, now I have to worry about our my child’s well being.

Light jogs are heard behind me making me halt my walking. Manny’s by my side with the duffle bag and Dad smile etched on his face. As I enter the car I find that it’s empty.

“They’re riding back home with Shawn” Manny says turning on the radio. Driving away from the hospital ‘Everybody Hurts’ by R.E.M. starts to play. I look outside towards window rain falling down

The combination of both song and rain make me tear up. The songs seems to go on forever making relive memories that I’ll always treasure. My heart aches thinking if the sweet moments I loved with my now ex-husband. I had high hopes for Shawn and I’s

future. It hurts knowing there’s no future left for us after he signs the papers making it official.

Manny enters the highway and ran starts to fall harsher against the window making the car jolt to the side. I clutch onto the middle console at the sensation. Manny looks to me giving me a reassuring look while he drives a bit more slowly. The drive seems fine even though the rain and wind move the car. I spoke to soon in an instant the car jolts swirling into the next lane. Manny tries to regain control of the wheel with no such luck. A car horn is heard behind us before we are run off the ride by the same car.

I let out a sob while clutching my stomach. The seat moves back along with Manny’s and the air bags go off once the car bumps into a tree. Because of Manny quick thinking the airbag misses me by a few centimeters. A voice is heard, but seems distance and my ears are ringing nonstop.

“Y/N!”

“Y/N, honey are you okay?”

“Honey. Tell if your okay?” I finally make since of Manny’s words. He stares at me waiting for me to respond, but I stay silent watching the airbags slowly deflate. The car has an emergency respondent button which gives our exact location to first respondents. He presses it and waits for a bit as a man approaches the car. Manny makes conversation with him waiting for the ambulance to arrive. The sirens are heard which causes me to let out a sigh of relief.

The passenger door is swung open by a disheveled Shawn. His fingers make contact with the belt buckle unlatching it from my body. Shawn pulls me out giving me a bone crushing hug as he shudders in fear. Hands tangling themselves into my hair. He mumbles. A few words pulling away kissing my forehead.

“I thought I lost you! Dad called after it happened. Hearing the phone call and some regrets everything that’s happened between us that I’ve caused. Y/N give me another chance to make this right…..” Shawn tells me keeping eye contact while intertwining our hands together.

This is what I’ve wanted from him the last few weeks even the day he left. I smile up at him, but as soon as it comes  it fades.  Why? Why until now….. I’ll never know unless I give him a second chance to make things right, but am I really ready to give him another chance? More specifically am I ready to even have in my life at all.

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[maloleysweekender22]

‘Clinging to the Past Seis’ A Divorce Series

Italics= flashback/memories******

“Believe me, trust me, and come back home with me.”

Believe how am I supposed when I believed him when he said forever and always when he proposed. Believe you won’t make the same mistake again after getting back together. Trust his words. Trust takes time to build during a relationship, especially one which has been broken. How can I trust him when my heart is at stake along with my child’s. I don’t doubt that he won’t be there for them, but trust is something you don’t play around with.

The night was like any other Shawn had his arm wrapped around me as his Dad added more wood to the bonfire. Shawn asked me to move in with him two weeks ago seeing as I kept making trips back and forth from Illinois to Toronto. I told him that I didn’t want to move in yet until later referencing to marriage.

“Baby?” Shawn whispers as his family takes turns telling ghost stories. I laugh in response when Aaliyah burns her marshmallow.

“Yes, Love?” I tell him turning around in his lap to look at him. He has a gleam in his eye and a cheeky smile on his face. Manny disappeared along with the rest of the Mendes family and my family behind them. A illuminated path is seen trailing down to the a beautiful garden. Shawn motions me to stand up and follow his lead. He wraps an arms around my waist pulling me flush against his chest. An arm grabs my hand intertwining our finger together. My hand instinctively rest on his shoulder awaiting his next moves. He sways us gently to breeze blowing before twirling us in slow circles. Little did I know we were dancing our way down the illuminated path towards the garden.

“I’m good at this dancing thing” Shawn’s states before falling backwards with me in his arms. I giggle hysterically as I see he tripped over nothing on the path.

“So good love! You tripped on nothing” I tell his kissing his lips while standing up. Shawn dusts himself off as I do the same.

“Oh shush you!” Shawn says in a teasing warning tone. “Close your eyes Y/N” I comply to his wish and close my eyes. Shawn hands wrap around my eyes to make sure I don’t peek. He guides me down an unknown path and the scent of roses, daises, and lavender fill my nose.

“Shawn?”

“Hmmm”

“If your going to kill me this will be the best murder to be televised on tv” I tell him jokingly as he stops. “I can hear the reporter now….. ‘We are standing right here at Toronto’s most beloved garden. It’s a normal day for the Mendes and Y/L/N family or so they thought. Both Families presumed their Y/N Y/L/N would have a nice walk with her boyfriend. The families encountered Shawn Mendes burying his dead girlfriend’ body in a bed of roses under the moon’ oh Hollywood would make you more famous then you already are my love” I finish my fake news report.

“Well it would be a beautiful way to die, right? At the hands of your boyfriend” he says in a serious tone laughing evilly. I tense under his touch which only makes him laugh more.

“Okay I take that back Shawn. It won’t be a good way to die” I tell him.

“Can’t kill you just yet, but if I did it would be with my love” he whispers in ear nibbling on it. This sends shivers down my spine. I feel his hand remove from my eyes and I take it as a signal to open them. My eyes open to such a beautiful sight. The flowers are trimmed in a specifics way to spell words. I move closer and read ‘Will you marry me Y/N?’ My hand covers my mouth as I let out a small squeal of excitement. Tear leave my eyes as I turn around being met with a kneeling Shawn. He looks up at me seeing my reaction smiling.

“I didn’t fall in love with you, I walked into love with you. It’s been six years with you by my side and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I still remember when you niece came up to me and told me you had the worlds biggest crush on a guy named Shawn Mendes. I remember telling her ‘oh really.’ And the rest was History and look where we are now. I love you forever and the the love I hold for you will never fade not as long as we live and even after death. Y/N Y/L/N, will you make me the happiest pop star on earth and marry me?” He sheds a few tears while asking me the question.

“yes, yes, yes, YES, a million times yes!” I shout before launching myself at Shawn. He falls backwards and the ring falls some where in the grass. I kiss him passionately as he holds me tight caressing my back. He reaches behind him and grabs the fallen box holding the ring. Shawn slips it on my ring finger sealing it with another passionate kiss.

“I love you Shawn Peter Raul Mendes”

“I love you Y/N Y/L/N”

The memory brings tears to my eyes recalling the it. I stand in the very place he proposed to me watching the moon disappear on the horizon. The crunching of the snow is heard from behind me knowing it’s Shawn.

“Do you think it would have been easier if your love for me faded?” I ask him rubbing my arms to keep warm. My gaze never leaving the moon as it starts to rise.

“Because I think it would….. it would make it so much easier to forget about you completely. Moving on would be an easy task. But I can’t because these feelings for you are buried deep inside me making it hard. And worst of all knowing you still love me, Shawn. What do you want from me? Because honestly I don’t know what you want at the moment. You tell me you were afraid of waking up one morning and seeing me gone. Then you do the exact same thing to me and expect me to welcome you with open arms. This is not some fan fiction story Shawn. You’re playing with my emotions here and let me tell you it isn’t fun!”

“I know that this isn’t some story Y/N! I want is for us to get back together and make this work. It’ll take time but I need you. I know what I want and have always wanted and that’s you” Shawn says standing directly in front of me. I avoid eye contact looking anywhere but him.

“You have a funny way of showing it Shawn. I’m done. I want this over with Shawn! I need some one who believes me when I say ‘I won’t leave you’. We have twins on the way and I think it’s best if I go back home.”

“No! No! NO! You won’t go back home, you’ll stay so we can work this out. I want us to work through this rough patch Y/N” Shawn pleads with me.

“I don’t think you understand the meaning of a rough patch Shawn! A rough patch is an argument, this” pointing between us “is a end of a relationship. You filing for divorce is you giving up compl—“ my words are cut off by Shawn’s lips on mine. He pulls me closer to him trying to deepen the kiss, but with no luck since my lips remain unmoving.

“Dammit Y/N! I gave you time! I gave you space! All I want is to have my wife back in our house making me meals, giving me cuddles, baking together, playing board games, and passionate kisses during commercial breaks. Why can’t you give me that? I know I did wrong, but I want to make things right, Y/N will you let me?” Shawn says looking my eyes making it hard to look away. I can see his eyes turning glossy making give in.

“I don’t know Shawn” I finally tell him as he intertwines our fingers together.

“Baby, I’ll make this right even if I spend the rest of our marriage proving it I’ll make it right. I want us, and it’ll take time but I hope to gain just a small amount of your trust. It may not be all of it but I’ll take anything I can get because I caused this rift between us”

I slowly nod and Shawn looks at me before I nod again. Pulling me into an embrace whispering ‘𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 you’s’ into my hair.

“Okay! Okay” he says as he pulls me up from the ground twirling me in the air. I feel a wave of nausea hit me at the moment. I tap Shawn’s shoulder repeatedly until he finally sets me down. I turn away from him heaving as I feel the vomit coming up. Shawn grabs my hair into a make shift pony tail.

“It’s okay let it out….. it not like I haven’t seen you does this before” Shawn says rubbing my back. I stand up again after the heaving stops.

“If this is going to work Shawn I need to know what your thinking at times. Tell me when you feel insecure. I don’t want to wake up again to find you gone and divorce papers on the night stand. We are in this marriage together and we’ll work on issues like a couple should.” Shawn nods pulling me back into his arms. I feel a trickle of water fall on my cheek and look up. Shawn bring into my hair and his body shaking due to the sobs. I hope giving him a second chance is worth it.

[allwaswell16]

This is a fic rec of One Direction fics where a character is closeted with a woman or in a relationship with a woman at some point as requested in this ask. You can find my other fic recs here. Please leave kudos and comments for the writers if you enjoy the fics! Happy reading!

-Larry-

Hold You Now by @solvetheminourdreams

(M, 131k, ex-fwb, British Louis, American Harry, PR specialist to freelancer Harry, hurt/comfort, angst with a happy ending, consultant to recruiter Louis, travel, Louis/ofc, slow burn, flashbacks, pining, lack of communication, no cheating, mild smut)

Three years ago, Harry Styles said goodbye to communications consultancy firm McQuiston Worldwide, leaving a life of travel and agency PR behind.

Baby Heaven's in your Eyes by @theboyfriendstagram

(E, 120k, private school, punk Harry, innocent Louis, Louis/Eleanor, drugs, alcohol, first time, smut)

a sixth form!AU where Harry is the fucked up bad boy with too many problems, Louis is the perfect rich boy with too much money and their schools are right across from each other. They meet at a party and that’s the last (and maybe the only) thing they need.

Back From The Edge by sincewewereeighteen

(M, 113k, famous/not famous, famous Harry, not famous Louis, actor Harry, slow burn, closeted Harry, fake relationship, pining, strangers to friends to lovers, falling in love, fluff, sex)

the one in which Harry is a closeted actor who needs to do a PR stunt during his break, only he wasn't counting on falling for his beard's best friend. It gets messy.

The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea by @kingsofeverything

(E, 109k, cheating au, Louis/ofc, sexuality crisis, beach, surfing, older Larry, divorce, miscommunication, smut)

Louis’ life is steady and calm, moored by his marriage, and tied to his hometown, but after a chance encounter with another man, it’ll never be the same.

somewhere in between lightning by jassy117, nauticalleeds, shiningdistractionwrites / @nauticalleeds

(E, 99k, Love Island au, exes to lovers, reality show, pining, summer, baker Harry, law student Louis, sexual tension, happy ending, smut)

A summer gone wrong (or very right) when, under Liam’s persuasion, Louis finds himself drunkenly applying for Love Island, and getting accepted.

Follow Your Arrow by Anonymous

(E, 78k, high school au, ot5 friendship, multiple povs, Harry/Taylor Swift, Southern au, football star Harry, friends to lovers, coming of age, pining, slow dancing, sexual tension, slow burn, angst, happy ending)

It's senior year and everything is about to change.

That’s What I’m Here For by @taggiecb

(E, 46k, farm au, farmer Louis, older Louis, age difference, boss/employee, small town, sexuality crisis, fluff, angst with a happy ending, grief/mourning, Canada, hurt/comfort, silver fox Louis, demisexuality, smut)

Louis needs help running his business but has no idea where to even start looking.

Secretly Dating by reader_chic_2

(M, 46k, fake/pretend relationship, homophobia, closeting, football player Louis, photographer Harry, fluff, internalized homophobia, smut)

the one where Harry pretends to date Lottie so he can hang out with her brother behind the backs of their homophobic parents and issues eventually arise.

You'll Be My American Boy by @headscarvesandtattoos

(M, 44k, uni au, study abroad student Harry, student Louis, American Harry, Harry has a girlfriend, flirting, angst, cheating, fluff, enemies to friends to lovers, cuddling, smut)

the one where Harry's an American studying abroad in London and Louis ends up showing Harry more than just London

Thunder Only Happens When It's Raining by Phillipa19

(M, 37k, canon, TMH tour, closeting, Louis/Eleanor, infidelity, jealousy, teasing, coming out, smut)

maybe Harry had decided to stop letting Louis run away.

a perpetual sunrise by moonshinelouis

(M, 31k, historical au, 1950s, married Louis, closeted Louis, road trip, internalized homophobia, sexuality awakening, angst, fluff, flirting, happy ending, no smut)

Louis Tomlinson lives the archetype of a successful man: he has a big white house, a gorgeous wife, and adorable daughters.

Up by Thingssicant / @sunflowervolh

(M, 26k, Up au, movie adaptation, old age, homophobia, adventure, fluff, angst, minor character death, happy ending)

Louis Tomlinson thought he had everything he wanted.

Until You Remember by Throwthemflowers

(E, 21k, small town au, teacher Louis, pianist Louis, engaged Harry, Harry/Taylor, amnesia, mythic elements, smut)

Louis thinks his pining is in vain until he discovers that all may not be as it seems....

-Ziam-

BIGB 'verse (series) by Layne Faire (HisDarlin) / @laynefaire

(M, 20k, Zayn/Liam, Zayn/Perrie, canon, closeting, angst, emotional hurt/comfort, smut)

Sometimes, there is no easy option, no right choice.

finally it's our time now by imstephtacular

(M, 7k, Zayn/Liam, dom/sub, dom Zayn, sub Liam, fluff, light angst, emotional sex, smut)

the one where Liam’s a closeted playboy who secretly likes being dominated by Zayn.

[allwaswell16]

This is a fic rec of One Direction fics where pubes are appreciated by characters in the fic as requested in this ask. If you enjoy the fic, please leave kudos and comments for the writers! You can find my other fic recs here. Happy reading!

-Larry-

rather be sad with you (than anywhere away from you) by @coffeehazza / ohsailor

(E, 145k, uni au, roommates, hurt/comfort, depression, homophobia, angst with a happy ending, mental health, friends to lovers, fluff, smut)

Have Love, Will Travel by @kingsofeverything​ 

(E, 97k, road trip au, friends to lovers, co-workers, summer, national parks, camping, RV, YouTube, falling in love, hiking, swimming, secret relationship, smut)

A Small Matter (A Matter of Trust) by @kingsofeverything​

(E, 18k, secret relationship au, Grindr, strangers to lovers, teacher Louis, teacher Harry, pov Harry, hook up, tiny penis fic, jock straps, kissing, rimming, smut)

Only Thing That Can Quench My Thirst by @eyesofshinigami​

(E, 6k, kink exploration, pubic hair, facials, blow jobs, rimming)

Sour/Sharp/Salty/Sweet by @homosociallyyours​

(E, 5k, girl direction au, tattoo artist Harry, kink, fingering, face sitting, fluff, smut)

sensitive to pressure by @gaycousinlarry​ / momentofclarity

(E, 4k, hockey au, famous/famous, player Harry, player Louis, secret relationship, locker room, body worship, dirty talk, sweat, smut)

come and lay down your shoulder by HappyPrincess

(E, 4k, canon compliant, sickfic, pwp, fwb, pining, touring, hotel sex, fluff, smut, overstimulation, dirty talk, light humiliation)

Let's get physical by @kerasines​  

(E, 3k, alien au, alien Harry, science fiction, hair pulling, first time, pubic hair, smut)

Clean by orphan_account

(E, 1k, pwp, dom/sub, dom Louis, sub Harry, shaving, fingering, riding, smut, bottom Louis)

-Gryles-

Initial Conflict by @theyellowgrassgrows​ / SeraphStarshine

(E, 3k, Harry/Nick Grimshaw, canon, established relationship, Love Island, shaving initials into pubes, dirty talk, smut)

-Hazoff-

Feeling it Out by @louandhazaf​ / YesIsAWorld

(E, 4k, Harry/Jeff, locker room, sexual confusion, self-discovery, semi-public sex, fwb, smut)

-Ziam-

Live a Thousand Lifetimes by @laynefaire​ / Layne Faire

(E, 57k, Zayn/Liam, canon, future canon, Pennsylvania, farm, vineyard, exes to lovers, miscommunication, anxiety, angst with a happy ending, horses, smut)

[laynefaire]

Live a Thousand Lifetimes

(57775 words) by

Layne Faire

Chapters: 9/9

Fandom: One Direction (Band)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: Zayn Malik/Liam Payne

Characters: Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Quinn the best dog ever

Additional Tags: Future Fic, Canon Compliant, To a point, with liberal headcanon applied, Exes to Lovers, Miscommunication, Anxiety, References to Panic Attacks, References to Depression, References to substance abuse, References to Alcohol Abuse, References to Rehab, Smut, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, farm, Vineyard, Bed and Breakfast, Horses, Horseback Riding, on actual horses you pervs, Quinn earns his own tag, Karen Payne is a BAMF, the music industry sucks, simon is a snake

Summary:

It’s 2025.

After secretly writing and producing their first album in ten years, One Direction is weeks away from releasing their first new single and announcing a world tour.

With the whirlwind about to begin again, Liam re-evaluates the last ten years - the fame, the money, the people who changed his life forever - and the person who walked away.

Written for @onedirectionbigbang​ Round 3

with artwork created by the lovely and talented @haztobegood

[lululawrence]

lululawrence’s June 2020 Fic List

Click here for previous months’ fic lists.

It’s that time again! Time to celebrate the creators in our fandom! I was able to get much more reading done this month and I loved it. Here are the fics I read in the order I read them since the last 28th Appreciation Day. 

If time allows, I’m hoping to start my monthly podcast up again in July, so fingers crossed that will happen! I miss talkig about why I loved the fics I was able to read and hope you’re excited for the return of the podcast too.

Many of these fics are still anonymous as part of the @1daboficfest ​, so please especially be sure to show those anonymous creators some love! You can ALWAYS show your thanks to the authors by leaving (nice) comments and kudos.

It's not what it looks like... by @kingsofeverything / kingsofeverything (FullOnLarrie) (3k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Phone Sex, Wanking, Masks, Flirting, Hilarious and Hot)

lord knows i've tried (can't get her off my mind) by @choface / whensheflies (4k, M, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Girl Direction, Catholic School, High School, Flirting, So Great)

Hear My Train A-Comin' by @fallinglikethis / FallingLikeThis (1k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Meet Cute (but the author calls it a Meet Sexy and... she’s not wrong), Semi-Public Sex, Wanking, Such a Delicious Fic Snack)

Us, Me, We by @homosociallyyours / homosociallyyours (2k, E, Harry/Harry, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Recreational Drug Use, Wanking, Humor, Selfcest, I just.. really don’t know how else to explain so just please read it lol)

live show by @hereforlou / hereforlou (3k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Established Relationship, Video Chat Sex, Basically, Dogs, Like... they’re one of my favorite parts even though they’re so minor, anywayyyyyy)

Missed You Like Crazy by @beanno28 / Beanno28 (2k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Established Relationship, Canon Compliant, Sex Toys, The visuals in this omggggg)

Those Hometown Lights by @louandhazaf / YesIsAWorld (3k, E, Liam/Louis, Wankfest fic, Friends to Lovers, Video Chat Sex, Getting Together, Gosh I LOVED this so much)

Never Say Never by @haztobegood / haztobegood (3k, E, Gen, Wankfest fic, Girl Direction, Roommates, Object Insertion, Exploration, Never Have I Ever, This fic was so innocent and so dirty haha, I loved it)

Camboy on Lockdown by @reminiscingintherain / reminiscingintherain (3k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Camboy Louis, Lockdown Fic, Daddy Kink, Yep mmhmm)

You Drive Me Wild by @jacaranda-bloom / jacaranda_bloom (5k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Driver Harry, Rich Louis, Wanking, Mutual Pining, The promise of more after the end of this is delectable)

Ink on Your Fingers, Ink on My Skin by @laynefaire / Layne Faire (HisDarlin) (2k, E, Zayn/Liam, Wankfest fic, Tattoo Artist Zayn, Liam just wants to adore him, lolll, For real though I loved how Liam was so familiar with Zayn’s art)

You Called (I Missed It) by @absoloutenonsense / nonsensedarling (4k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Wanking to innocent things, Like inane voicemails, and Instagram Photos, That’s All I’m Saying, and there’s some excellently witty humor)

This Might As Well Just Happen by @londonfoginacup / LadyLondonderry (3k, M, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Established Relationship, 2nd person POV, Self Insert Fic, Bodyswap, Humor, I cannot emphasize enough how much you MUST READ THIS FIC)

First Moments of Freedom by @jaerie / jaerie (2k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, A/B/O, Omega Harry, Non-Consensual Body Modification, Just... Please read the tags on this one first)

Bite My Lip and Close My Eyes (Take Me Away to Paradise) by @canadianlarrie and @mizzhydes / Canadianlarrie (canadianlarrie) and MsHydeStylinson (4k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Roommates, Pining, Shower Wanking, Getting Together)

Sounding Off by @jaerie / jaerie (2k, E, Harry/Louis, Wankfest fic, Established Relationship, Sounding, First Time, Yep dunno what more to say lmao)

Rose Pink Omega by Anonymous (12k, M, Marcel/Louis, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Omega Louis, Alpha Marcel, Omega Harry, Styles Twins, Roommate Harry, Camboy Louis, Getting Together, This fic is so reminiscent of 2012 fics in the best way, I loved it)

No Friends and An Empty Heart by @maelstromroots / Maelstrom_Roots (36k, E, Harry/Louis, Fleabag AU, Priest Harry, Cafe Owner Louis, Depression, Anxiety, Angst, Feelings, SO MANY FEELINGS, Sadness, Loneliness, Mentions of Suicide, Sex Addiction, This makes it sound like a horribly depressing fic, But it is SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL, and I cried the entire way through it)

When Tomorrow Comes by Anonymous (11k, E, Harry/Louis, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Omega Louis, Alpha Harry, Uni, School Project, Alpha Nesting, True Mates, Strangers to Lovers, Niall the Accidental Wingman)

Shadows Come With The Pain That You're Running From (Love Was Something You've Never Heard Enough) by Anonymous (51k, E, Harry/Louis, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Secret Omega Harry, Alpha Louis, Miscommunication, Secrets, Angst, Surprise Heat, Canon Divergent, The pain was so real fam omg)

how will you know if you never try by @musketrois / musketrois (B_kate) (11k, NR, Harry/Louis, Ace Louis, Drag Queen Louis, Photographer Harry, Anxiety, No Smut, Ace Drag Queen Louis was everything I could have ever hoped for I just cannot express to you fully how much I love her)

Confessions of a Fabricated Alpha by Anonymous (18k, E, Harry/Louis, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Alpha Louis, Secret Omega Harry, Famous Harry, Phone Sex Worker Louis, Strangers to Lovers, Read the Tags, Worldbuilding, Their relationship in this fic was so cool to watch grow, I wanted to punch pretty much all the powers that be that surround Harry in this fic lmao)

Home (It's You) by Anonymous (28k, M, Harry/Louis, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Alpha Louis, Omega Harry, Neighbors, Enemies to Lovers, Miscommunication, Mutual Pining, Hurt/Comfort, No Smut, I loved how protective Louis was in this fic)

Tastes like Strawberries by Anonymous (5k, E, Harry/Louis, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Alpha Harry, Omega Louis, Nesting, University, Heat (kinda), Accidental Texting, lmaooooo it makes sense in the fic okay)

We Both Got Nothing to Hide by Anonymous (44k, E, Harry/Louis, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Alpha Harry, Omega Louis, Nesting, Roommates, University, Pining, Mutual Pining, Friends to Lovers, Surprise Heat, Mating, Louis’ secret nest in this fic had me wishing I had a wardrobe large enough to create a nest like his tbh)

strawberry lipstick state of mind by @hazloveshisboo / Hazloveshisboo (15k, E, Harry/Louis, Girl Direction, Cam Girl Harry, Baker Harry, Teacher Louis, Mom Harry, Secrets, Communication, I loved how their relationship developed and changed)

If you let me be your man by Anonymous (5k, E, Zayn/Liam, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Alpha Liam, Omega Zayn, Scenting, Meet Cute, Early Heat, Nesting, Soulmates, I loved the worldbuilding in this one, It’s short but so great)

Unplanned Circumstances by Anonymous (9k, E, Zayn/Louis, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Alpha Zayn, Omega Louis, MPreg, Accidental Pregnancy, Spy Zayn, One Night Stand, Open Ending, The author has plans for a sequel so pray with me this happens cause I wanna know how it all comes together!)

Promise Me You Won't Run Away by Anonymous (23k, E, Harry/Louis, A/B/O Fest fic, A/B/O, Alpha Harry, Omega Louis, Prince Louis, Knight Harry, Childhood Friends to Lovers, Exes to Lovers, First Time, Secret Relationship, This fic was such fun to read!)