#licensed guitar pick jewelry

[restrumed]

Never in my wildest dreams, did I think I would be announcing such a DREAM come true!!

Please help Super Kera accomplish this goal, all while snagging a Restrumed & _____ Merch Set!!!!

The link to the merchandise is in the comments!!

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[itsmadelyncline]

to: my favorite blondie today (but 26 years ago) @hvmmings​

from: your sweet sweet partner in wine.

# 1 . Decorative throw pillow cover.

since i figured a guy like you must have almost everything he wants, this year i decided to make the gifts a little more personalised, starting with a pillow that might remind you of your favorite californian girl on those times we have to go for months without getting to see one another in person. and i really mean each word.

# 2 . Morse code bracelet.

a rose gold and sterling silver bracelet with your name in morse code on one side and on the other one it says “valid for a hug”. 

# 3 . A 100% soy wax candle.

for the guy that is a light himself and proved to be that when i most needed it, have a candle that smells of vanilla. also if we are ever in australia count me in if you need me to fight a baby (almost new born) shark. it haves to be tiny tho cause their sharp teeth scare me.

# 4 .  Neck Shoulder Back Massager with Heat.

the title explains itself but it’s a little something for your tour. bet having to sleep in buses gives you back and neck-aches so hopefully this will help at least a little with that.

# 5 .  Mixtape Card Game.

In each round, players draw a scenario card from the deck, and everyone gets to stream a song they feel best fits the scenario. Example cards include "Play the song you jammed to on the day you got your driver's license" and "Righteously quitting a job, throwing a cheeseburger at your shitty boss." A game you can play with your guys on your insomnia nights or something we can play together next time we get to be in the same spot at the time.

# 6 . Make Your Own Guitar Pick Punch.

got a expired gift or credit card? a old postcard? a coke can you want to recycle? i don’t know, go wild and make your own creations.

# 7 . GIFT CARD

well, this one is actually meant to be exchanged for that friendship necklace we’ve been talking about so save it and next time we are together we will go to a jewelry and finally get those done.

love you blondie, just please never change cause you make everyone around you feel jolly. you are special and i know there have come times when you’ve doubted it but that’s only cause you can’t see yourself with the eyes your family, husband and friends see you, else you’d know just how special and unique you are.

                                                    forever your bestie, Mads.

[ackermansupremacy]

Omg hii :3 i literally cant stop reading your posts they are all just ✨chefs kiss✨, especially the warrior kids ones🥺

Talking about the warrior kids.. I would absolutely LOVE to see your headcanons about them when they are like 15-16.

Omg wait thats such a cute idea how did i never think of that lmao

^ MY BOYS!!

Gabi

Gabi brought her middle school sports talent with her all the way to high school succeeding more and more with them

She doesn’t have a part time job because shes usually so busy with school, but she does sometimes teach kids self defense

She has straight A’s and amazing talent so shes shooting for college scholarships already

For her sixteenth birthday she got an old raggedy truck

And my God shes never been so grateful for anything in her entire life

Her car is her baby

She sometimes just sits in it and vibes for hours on end and does homework because she focuses better when shes completely alone

Or she picks the gang up and they go to terrorize the employees at the 7-11 like they did when they were kids

Falco

He still has the absolute biggest crush on Gabi even though he knows shes more focused on getting a head start on building her life than boys

He def works at a movie theater and absolutely hates his job

So he ended up quitting and getting his license asap to be pizza delivery guy

Which he deeply regrets because hes always terrified when he drives

Colt taught him how and he always yelled at him which made him nervous everytime he got behind the wheel with or without him

“Okay now put it in reverse...reverse...THATS NEUTRAL I SAID REVERSE!” “sorry!”

He is the most trusted in the friend group to drive Gabi’s car

Every summer he volunteers at his local nursing home :’) and they all love him

He makes his mom so proud bruh

Zofia

She def owns an etsy shop where she sells things like mushroom earrings and custom jewelry

Her store is pretty successful so that in itself is practically her full time job

But she volunteers at the library in her free time and sometimes joins Gabi in teaching self defense

She finally succeeded in painting all the walls in her room from top to bottom

And got the little sister she always wanted :’)

Her pet fish is still alive despite living like three years past the life expectancy

Zofia doesn’t even have her permit yet because shes failed the drivers test twice

But she does have a brand new car that shes never even driven

Udo

As a teen mans is the CEO of going with the flow

He works part time at a barista owned by a family friend and he loves his job

All the locals love him and never give him a hard time and he always memorizes his regulars orders

Hes probably doing duel enrollment at a college while hes in highschool and lowkey failing his classes LMAO

He finally finished writing one of the mystery novels he started as a kid and is planning on getting it published

He also takes guitar lessons from Falco now

He doesn’t have a car but he has his license and uses his moms or occasionally borrows Gabi’s

But he normally prefers to just walk everywhere

Ughh Udo never grow up 😭

Well my lil break is over now im back on that grind 🤪

Took a long time to cope with my lil birdie going to a better place but i can hear all his brothers and sisters chirping away in their nest which made my whole day ❤️✨

[hammurabicomplex-a2]

CHARACTER SHEET.

𝖇𝖆𝖘𝖎𝖈𝖘  .

full name.   patricia carosella ríos. nicknames / aliases.   pat.   has been referred to as  la madrina  within cartel circles and law enforcement. height.   5′2″. age.   29. zodiac.   aries. spoken languages.   spanish,  english,  decent brazilian portuguese.

𝖕𝖍𝖞𝖘𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖑 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖘  .

hair colour.   brown. eye colour.   dark brown. skin tone.   a medium brown,  olive/golden undertone.   tans  very  easily,  so her skin can look darker or lighter depending on the season. body type.   fit,  very hourglass-like in shape. dominant hand.   right. posture.   good.   you can’t look respectable while slouching. scars.   a long one on her scalp under her hair,  surrounded by cigarette burns.   gunshot scar on her thigh.   a few cuts and scrapes here and there from fights. tattoos.   on her right arm;  a sun,  a knife,  a gun,  a serpent wrapped around her wrist.  santa muerte on her back.   two gods from aztec mythology on her thighs. birthmarks.   many cute beauty marks all over her face and body. most noticeable features.   pat’s more often than not looking  impeccable  when it comes to hair and makeup and clothing;  you’ll rarely see her just looking comfortable.   usually covered in jewelry as well.

𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖉  .

place of birth.   ojinaga,  chihuahua (mexico). siblings.  santiago azevedo,  half-brother on her mom’s side. parents.   javier carosella and luisa ríos.

𝖆𝖉𝖚𝖑𝖙 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊  .

occupation.   juárez cartel businesswoman.   works mainly with the logistics of cocaine trafficking. current residence(s).   a penthouse in downtown las vegas and a mansion in ciudad juárez.   she owns more homes,  but mostly alternates between these two. close friends.   román.   her brother,  even if they don’t see each other as often as she’d like. relationship status.   single,  but usually having issues with some ex.   verse dependent. driver’s license.   yes. criminal record.  spent 3 days in jail in mexico city after a drug raid while she was having some issues with her government deals.   as soon as things were worked out with the government,  she was released and the charges mysteriously disappeared.   known by law enforcement for her crimes,  but she’s not worried about that. vices.   wrath,  greed,  pride,  lust.

𝖘𝖊𝖝 & 𝖗𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊  .

sexual orientation.   bisexual.   insists she’s straight tho. preferred sexual role.   can switch just fine,  but she usually leans more towards submissive. libido.   high.   if she goes a long time not feeling like having sex assume something is seriously wrong. turn-ons.   violence,  danger,  assertiveness.   powerful older men.   specially gangsters. turn-offs.   boredom,  meekness. love language.   physical touch,  gift giving & quality time. relationship tendencies.   she’s extremely sweet and attentive with partners,  but also jealous and possessive.   can quickly turn into the stereotypical crazy bitch who tears up your restraining order and sets your stuff on fire if you piss her off too badly.

𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖊𝖔𝖚𝖘  .  

hobbies to pass time.   picking fights,  singing,  playing guitar/piano,  cocaine,  chess,  committing crimes. mental illnesses.   likely undiagnosed borderline personality disorder. self-confidence level.  dangerously high at times,  but she has her moments of very low self-esteem.

tagged by: @sleazygoing tagging: myself @hedonistique​, @streetsofsecrets (for sal), @parieur, @alreadybrcken, @noiralley (for lola), @crestazul​, @kryetar, @odairing, @crimewrought, also feel free to steal it from me and tag me so i can see it!

[dcrbyalbright]

(MILENA TSCHARNTKE, CIS FEMALE) Have you seen NEVE RAMSEY? NEVE is in HER JUNIOR year. The THEATRE MAJOR is 21 years old & is a CAPRICORN. People say SHE is EFFUSIVE, KINDHEARTED, CHILDISH and IMPULSIVE. Rumors say they’re a member of KINCAID. I heard from the gossip blog that SHE BLACKMAILS OLDER MEN ON SEEKINGARRANGEMENT FOR CASH. (Olive. ur dictator.)

ok reposting her intro ignore me

21 years old!! From Cheltenham, England originally and grew up there until she was 10 (still has a slight british lilt to her accent!!)

Her parents were wannabe hippies who missed the days of the 60’s. In their twenties, they met riding around on a bus through all of America, living on the vinyl seats and smoking weed as they traveled

Neve was an accidental pregnancy and so they left the bus life and moved in with her maternal grandparents, got part time jobs and eventually moved to a small apartment on their own

They never wanted to be parents and never saw themselves living a typical lifestyle, so Neve got the message pretty early on that she wasn’t wanted. They were never unkind or abusive, just generally uninterested in their daughter. She was like an awkward antique coffee table from your relatives, something that you aren’t quite sure what to do with but know you can never get rid of

Like seriously she might as well have been a piece of furniture to them. They spent most of her childhood in the basement smoking weed and playing The Grateful Dead while she cooked herself meals of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches

Her dad worked as a party clown and her mom was a bus driver so she got picked on a lot in school ghgfdsdfg

Has an intense and burning desire to be loved because she never got it from them!! She made up for her lack of love by throwing it in any direction she could. She’s always been pretty popular at school because she’s kind to everyone and has an ability to make anyone feel comfortable around her

She found in school that she has a fantastic talent for anything artistic. Painting, sculpture, photography, she does it all. Also plays guitar and piano!!

Moved to the US when she was 10 for no reason other than that her parents were bored of England

When she was 13 her parents accidentally got pregnant again and gave birth to her little brother Alistair, called Ali for short.

Her parents actually tried to be good parents for Ali which?? Pissed her OFF!! Like, they went to every parent teacher conference, nurtured him, were just AROUND which was heartbreaking for Neve to watch

She wanted to hate Ali just bc of this but she really couldn’t… there was something special about him and he was incredibly smart. Started reading at age two, and was a mathematical prodigy in the way that his older sister was an artistic prodigy. By age four Neve and Ali were having intense intellectual debates and she just found him incredibly fascinating, as well as kind

Loved her little brother to pieces!! When she got her driving license she volunteered to drop him off at primary school every day and they rocked out together to all her favorite songs and she taught him the words to David Bowie’s Heroes

But then the accident happened, and Neve’s life was upended. Ali was kneeling down in her parent’s driveway, out of sight as their mother was backing up and leaving the house. She hit Ali and his lung was punctured by a rib. He was rushed to the hospital but he didn’t make it.

The family split after that like a dropped snowglobe, the emotional shards of Ali’s death exploding in its wake. Her father left, unable to even hold their mother’s hand during the funeral. He blamed her for Ali’s death even though it was an accident.

Neve’s mother fell into a deep depression that she’s never shaken. Neve has an aunt in the US, named Georgina, who’s very wealthy and took both Neve and her mother in after the accident. Georgina is  now the full-time caretakers for Neve’s mother. She wanders around most days in a drugged haze clutching Ali’s baby blanket with a bathrobe on.

As soon as she could, Neve got out of the house. She applied to Yates, packed her bags and got out. She still doesn’t like to talk about her family

Umm despite the tragedy she’s remained a really kind, positive person?? Her motto is “always be a little kinder than necessary.” She’s actually super embarrassed about how much she cares for everyone dfhgfds

Is a bit inspired by Noora from SKAM in that she’s not a fan of dating and keeps her walls up!! But different in that she keeps her walls up by having sex with everyone sdfgfds

Umm kind of has too much sex? She got chlamydia last year and was most upset that she couldnt have sex for a few weeks not that she caught an std HGFDSDFGH

SERIAL MONOGAMIST she thinks every person she meets is “the one”

She loves silk skirts, perfectly manicured nails, hair ribbons, gingham, plastic jewelry, Shakespeare

Has a therapist named Maurice and she regularly shows up to his office wearing bizarre outfits just to freak him out like roller skates in what the FUCK is up Maurice do I have a story for you today

Doesn’t really drink to get drunk, but she does love drugs!! Of all kinds!! Mostly weed, but occasionally for big parties she’ll drop acid, or she’ll get high when she’s in a creative rut and needs to just go hog wild and paint sdfgfds

Theatre major! Thinks she’s the next Judy Garland

Can also get along with anyone tbh

Stubborn! As! Hell!

WANTED CONNECTIONS:

Her bandmates. She started a band her first year of uni and they play mostly die bars and pubs, but they’re together all the time. Bonus points if there’s some bandmate sexual tension??

Art friends! People who get together to create, pull all nighters working on projects, support each other through their art coursework

The Blair to her Serena. Give her a messy friend that she’s always picking up from the bar at 3 AM in her pajamas bc they called in the middle of the night and needed Neve to get them out of a jam sdfgfds

A bad influence! Someone who’s like c/mon Neve having a seventh drink fghgfds

Childhood friends from NY! Maybe people whose parents knew each other, or someone whose parents kind of took Neve under their wing bc her parents were so absent

Friends, best friend, ride or dies, friends who are like siblings to her, maybe someone with an unrequited crush on either side??

Someone she used to date but pushed them away when she started to fall in love bc she’s afraid of getting hurt!!

[wincnas]

(MILENA TSCHARNTKE, CIS FEMALE) Have you seen NEVE RAMSEY? NEVE is in HER JUNIOR year. The THEATRE MAJOR is 21 years old & is a CAPRICORN. People say SHE is EFFUSIVE, KINDHEARTED, CHILDISH and IMPULSIVE. Rumors say they’re a member of KINCAID. I heard from the gossip blog that SHE BLACKMAILS OLDER MEN ON SEEKINGARRANGEMENT FOR CASH. (Olive. ur dictator.) 

ok neve is back :)

21 years old!! From Cheltenham, England originally and grew up there until she was 10 (still has a slight british lilt to her accent!!)

Her parents were wannabe hippies who missed the days of the 60’s. In their twenties, they met riding around on a bus through all of America, living on the vinyl seats and smoking weed as they traveled

Neve was an accidental pregnancy and so they left the bus life and moved in with her maternal grandparents, got part time jobs and eventually moved to a small apartment on their own

They never wanted to be parents and never saw themselves living a typical lifestyle, so Neve got the message pretty early on that she wasn’t wanted. They were never unkind or abusive, just generally uninterested in their daughter. She was like an awkward antique coffee table from your relatives, something that you aren’t quite sure what to do with but know you can never get rid of

Like seriously she might as well have been a piece of furniture to them. They spent most of her childhood in the basement smoking weed and playing The Grateful Dead while she cooked herself meals of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches

Her dad worked as a party clown and her mom was a bus driver so she got picked on a lot in school ghgfdsdfg

Has an intense and burning desire to be loved because she never got it from them!! She made up for her lack of love by throwing it in any direction she could. She’s always been pretty popular at school because she’s kind to everyone and has an ability to make anyone feel comfortable around her

She found in school that she has a fantastic talent for anything artistic. Painting, sculpture, photography, she does it all. Also plays guitar and piano!!

Moved to the US when she was 10 for no reason other than that her parents were bored of England

When she was 13 her parents accidentally got pregnant again and gave birth to her little brother Alistair, called Ali for short.

Her parents actually tried to be good parents for Ali which?? Pissed her OFF!! Like, they went to every parent teacher conference, nurtured him, were just AROUND which was heartbreaking for Neve to watch

She wanted to hate Ali just bc of this but she really couldn’t… there was something special about him and he was incredibly smart. Started reading at age two, and was a mathematical prodigy in the way that his older sister was an artistic prodigy. By age four Neve and Ali were having intense intellectual debates and she just found him incredibly fascinating, as well as kind

Loved her little brother to pieces!! When she got her driving license she volunteered to drop him off at primary school every day and they rocked out together to all her favorite songs and she taught him the words to David Bowie’s Heroes

But then the accident happened, and Neve’s life was upended. Ali was kneeling down in her parent’s driveway, out of sight as their mother was backing up and leaving the house. She hit Ali and his lung was punctured by a rib. He was rushed to the hospital but he didn’t make it.

The family split after that like a dropped snowglobe, the emotional shards of Ali’s death exploding in its wake. Her father left, unable to even hold their mother’s hand during the funeral. He blamed her for Ali’s death even though it was an accident.

Neve’s mother fell into a deep depression that she’s never shaken. Neve has an aunt in the US, named Georgina, who’s very wealthy and took both Neve and her mother in after the accident. Georgina is  now the full-time caretakers for Neve’s mother. She wanders around most days in a drugged haze clutching Ali’s baby blanket with a bathrobe on.

As soon as she could, Neve got out of the house. She applied to Yates, packed her bags and got out. She still doesn’t like to talk about her family

Umm despite the tragedy she’s remained a really kind, positive person?? Her motto is “always be a little kinder than necessary.” She’s actually super embarrassed about how much she cares for everyone dfhgfds

Is a bit inspired by Noora from SKAM in that she’s not a fan of dating and keeps her walls up!! But different in that she keeps her walls up by having sex with everyone sdfgfds

Umm kind of has too much sex? She got chlamydia last year and was most upset that she couldnt have sex for a few weeks not that she caught an std HGFDSDFGH

SERIAL MONOGAMIST she thinks every person she meets is “the one”

She loves silk skirts, perfectly manicured nails, hair ribbons, gingham, plastic jewelry, Shakespeare

Has a therapist named Maurice and she regularly shows up to his office wearing bizarre outfits just to freak him out like roller skates in what the FUCK is up Maurice do I have a story for you today

Doesn’t really drink to get drunk, but she does love drugs!! Of all kinds!! Mostly weed, but occasionally for big parties she’ll drop acid, or she’ll get high when she’s in a creative rut and needs to just go hog wild and paint sdfgfds

Theatre major! Thinks she’s the next Judy Garland

Can also get along with anyone tbh

Stubborn! As! Hell!

WANTED CONNECTIONS:

Her bandmates. She started a band her first year of uni and they play mostly die bars and pubs, but they’re together all the time. Bonus points if there’s some bandmate sexual tension??

Art friends! People who get together to create, pull all nighters working on projects, support each other through their art coursework

The Blair to her Serena. Give her a messy friend that she’s always picking up from the bar at 3 AM in her pajamas bc they called in the middle of the night and needed Neve to get them out of a jam sdfgfds

A bad influence! Someone who’s like c/mon Neve having a seventh drink fghgfds

Childhood friends from NY! Maybe people whose parents knew each other, or someone whose parents kind of took Neve under their wing bc her parents were so absent

Friends, best friend, ride or dies, friends who are like siblings to her, maybe someone with an unrequited crush on either side??

Someone she used to date but pushed them away when she started to fall in love bc she’s afraid of getting hurt!!

[bangtanfancamp]

✨21 Questions tag!✨

Hi! I got tagged by @curly-bangtan ✨ 😭 which was so stinking nice :’) I feel like such a ghost on this platform so it’s lovely when I feel like I have friends....so let’s hop to it

1. NICKNAME: honestly, my own name (Christiana : kris-JOHN-uh) is such a handful for people to pronounce that we hardly ever get to nicknames, but I do have just a couple- Christi-mama, C. Willy, ‘Chana, poison ivy, Jean grey (ya girls very intuitive)

2. ZODIAC: Libra baby!

3. HEIGHT: almost 5’7”

4.HOGWARTS: hufflepuff (I’m told I have a lot of personality similarities to Luna lovegood)

5. LAST THING I GOOGLED: liminal space, what can I use if I don’t have a philips screwdriver

6.FAVORITE MUSICIANS: besides BTS, I love the Civil Wars, Brooke Fraser, Dodie Clark, Noah Gunderson, Sara Mclachlan, Billie Eilish, Julia Michaels, Finneas, Kesha, hillsong United and tons of others. I really love music

7. SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: lately, I’ve been in love with the acoustic versions of “la la lost you” “strange land” and “low key” by Nikki and I just fell down the Jackson wang rabbit hole so “bullet to the heart” “titanic” and “I love you 3000” with Stephanie poetry have been on heavy rotation. “Break my heart again” by finneas is gorgeous too

8. FOLLOWING: 411

9. FOLLOWERS:373

10.DO YOU GET ASKS: only when I update my jungkook drabbles 😅 which is so encouraging then, but I honestly really love interacting and I don’t get to do it near enough. I’d love to get more!!!!

11. AMOUNT OF SLEEP: 7ish hours on average? I adore sleep though.... really wish we spent more time together.

12.WHAT ARE YOU WEARING: a long sleeve mauve babydoll dress, black tights, black ankle boots, long camel colored duster, a silver midi ring with Jimin’s name that I wear on my pinky

13. DREAM JOB: I’d love to be a touring singer song writer, or a novelist who wrote only via typewriter who lives in a beautifully isolated woodland cabin with no WiFi so I just Henry David Thoreau it in nature, or a baker in a small downtown area where people travel everywhere on foot or on bicycle to have my fresh baked bread and a hot cup of coffee, or a missionary in India who helps rescue girls from sex trafficking

14. DREAM TRIP: touring the Pacific Northwest, luxuriating somewhere along the Mediterranean in Greece, sipping something cozy whilst bundled up anywhere in the UK, having second breakfast in New Zealand

15.INSTRUMENTS: just a frighteningly rudimentary amount of keyboard and guitar. I pick it up quickly but forget it almosy immediately. I am a vocalist though. I’m really passionate about singing

16.LANGUAGES: unfortunately just English 😭

17.FAVORITE SONGS: “Iris” by the goo goo dolls and “landslide” by Fleetwood Mac

18. IF YOU WERE AN ANIMAL, WHAT WOULD YOU BE? oh hands down, I’d be a rabbit. 100% gentle, smart, affectionate, needs community but thrives in the quiet, very nurturing, mates for life, playful + cuddly, self preservation is alarmingly high, is naturally so high strung they could give themselves a heart attack, big eyes and a cute little rump, delicate but strong ✨

19.FAVORITE FOOD: I LOVE FOOD YALL😭 LOVE IT. I’ll try just about anything. :)I love chipotle. But also peppermint tea, fruit smoothies, sushi, poke, milk tea, Chex mix and lots and lots of other things 💕

20.RANDOM FACTS: I am a licensed cosmetologist and specialize in doing bridal + bridesmaid hair :) I love doing intricate, romantic braids and updo styles and get to do a wedding almost every weekend while assistant teaching pre-k during the week.

Also, I am garbage at technology but have 4 different tumblr blogs. If you’d like to know what they are, you can message me. But I just separate my interests so each one feels cohesive and not super random. However, I dont have a laptop and strictly operate on mobile so I can never figure out how to reply to asks, messages, or comments with the correct corresponding account because of my homeschooled, cavewoman lack of technical skill.

Also, also, I freaking HATE wearing pants. I’d never wear a pair of jeans again if I didn’t have to. Dresses til I die! I prefer to wear as little clothing as possible 🙈 I have some autoimmune issues that can cause a lot of physical pain and I sometimes I just can’t stand tight clothes touching me. So I feel the most comfortable and most like my self in soft floaty spaghetti strap dresses that just barely skim my body.

21. AESTHETIC: I am an INFP in the MBTI, a 4 in the ENNEAGRAM and an HSP (highly sensitive person) so all in all, I am extremely driven to cultivate my personal aesthetic in its purest, most authentic form. It really heavily impacts my mood + headspace. I love nature so plants, flowers, eucalyptus, lavender and pampas grass are everywhere always. I love soft lighting- so my apartment has loads of candles and string lights everywhere. Gauzy sheer curtains. Gold and rose gold details. Soft, cozy rugs and textured pillows. Lots of DIY-art and re-done furniture that I’ve painted white. Moon + star details where I can sneak them them. Lush throws and a fluffy white duvet. Tons of windows and as much natural light as I can get. So very cozy, very feminine, very soft, very peaceful so my over analytical brain has a space to rest. That’s all my home- my personal clothing + beauty style shifts with my mood but I drawn towards whatever makes me feel most like myself- blush toned dresses, silky nightgowns, simple gold jewelry that glints in the light, lots of cozy sweaters, soft shorts, bare feet whenever possible, my natural curls or blown out beachy waves, loads of blush and a fiercely flicked cat eye. (I require eyeliner)

Tagging: @laurelevermore @thedreaming-poet @sandyfata13 @urlocalkpoptrash @chaoticneutralwriter @kimcheeeeeeeeee @jhspetitegf @hayjeon @lamourche @underthejoon @kpopfanfictrash @lorengarcia-yut @outrotearot7 @bts-luvvv @madmadmilk

I wasn’t really sure who to tag? So I just tagged a few accounts of either writers I deeply admire on this platform or super kind strangers who have taken the time to invest in my writing :) (and some people are both!) I hope your next day rocks your socks off and all your wildest + simplest dreams all come true! Have a glorious whatever it is, wherever you are.Thanks for sticking it out to the end 😅✨

[h0ldthiscat]

The letter arrives on the day she walks the length of the front porch by herself. This is how she measures time now, not in sunrises but in accomplishments: the day she can sit up without a shooting pain in her side, the day she slept through the night before, the day she sneaks a cigarette.

She sits on the porch as the car pulls up, the sun painting the lake an earthy orange in the gathering dark. Elizabeth descends the cabin stairs to help her, but the older woman waves her off.

“Something came for you,” Donna says, holding a letter-sized envelope.

Elizabeth frowns. “Are you sure?”

Donna hands the letter over, balancing an armful of groceries on her hip. There is no return address, but Elizabeth knows who it’s from. Only one person knows she’s here. A breeze whips down the narrow road past the cabin, brushing her hair back over her shoulder, and suddenly she is very cold.

“How does stew sound?” Donna asks, entering the house.

“Good,” Elizabeth murmurs, turning the letter over in her hands and following her nurse inside.

If something we really wrong he’d have signaled somehow. But they hadn’t said they’d write. She’d called the kids once, on a line with a bad connection, so it was hard to tell if they were disappointed or excited that she’d be gone for a little while. There had been joy in Paige’s voice when she realized her father was coming home. She remembers that.

Elizabeth slips a finger under the envelope flap and it opens with ease. There is his neat block lettering: he’d always been more comfortable writing in capitals, a crutch that had caused him frustration during training, even though their instructors kept saying it didn’t matter much. His confident lettering is larger than the lines on the notebook paper, probably torn from Paige’s school binder.

Her chest constricts as she thinks of what they must be doing now. Paige and Henry trundling down the stairs and coming to rest their elbows on the kitchen table, heads bent over a meal served on woven placemats. Philip with a handsome smile, proud of the food he’s made, though it will surely make Henry wrinkle his nose, despite Philip’s best efforts. She aches for him, for all of them. For her family.

There is no date on the letter, no introduction, no Dear Elizabeth. He simply begins:

The furnace had some trouble last week. Someone came to fix it but now it makes this hissing sound when the heat comes on. Henry says it sounds like there’s a ghost in the basement. His hockey team moved their practices to the other ice rink, off Williamsburg. Matthew Beeman offered to drive him, since he needs to practice for his driving test, so he’s been taking him to and from Thursday practices.

Paige keeps mentioning she wants to learn to play guitar, but when I offer to take her to the music store she pretends like I’m crazy for even suggesting it. She used to love singing when she was little. Those concerts she’d put on for us. I told her Ellen and Jackie could sleep over next weekend and I already regret it.

I like where you hung that new photo in the hallway. Was that in Boston? I don’t think Henry even remembers that trip, he was so young. God, that awful mustache I had. Why did you let me do that?

Even though it’s been weeks since you slept here I can still smell you. Your hair, your shampoo, your skin, on your pillow. I missed sleeping beside you when I was away. Those nights in that stupid hotel, that apartment. I missed you. The feel of your body next to mine. I miss you now. So much it’s like an ache. I love you.

He doesn’t sign it.

She scans the edges of the paper through watery eyes, lips pressed tightly together. But there are no markings, no coded messages, nothing between the lines. This is a letter from a husband to a wife. This is a letter from Philip.  

“Everything alright?” Donna calls from the kitchen.

“Fine,” Elizabeth answers, her throat tight.

She wants to get in the car and leave tonight, drive all the way home and sleep in her own bed, kiss the tops of her children’s heads, feel Philip’s hands at her waist. If she closes her eyes she can feel him at her bedside in that warehouse, the only thing in focus as she slipped in and out of consciousness.

Sometimes the way he looks at her makes her feel like her chest will split open.

______________________________

Paige remembers suddenly as she hoists her purse over her shoulder. “Mom--my necklace. The one you untangled.”

Elizabeth’s brow knits as she sips from one of their speckled coffee cups. “Paige, there’s no time.”

“I’m taking it with me, it’s my favorite necklace!” She puts her bag back down and heads out of the kitchen.

“Well hurry up, we don’t want to hit traffic!” her mother’s voice calls up the stairs after her.

Paige rolls her eyes as her hand trails up the banister. Her shoes scuff against the carpet in her parents’ bedroom. When she was little she’d thought nothing of their requests for privacy; plenty of her friends’ parents had similar rules. But like always, her situation had been a little different. She and Henry were never allowed to wake them up in the middle of the night. Even when she was little, she’d slept with the light on after a nightmare instead of waking them up.

She shakes her head and sighs, looking at the pile of earrings scattered across the top of her mother’s dresser. “I don’t see it!” she calls, exasperated.

Against her better judgement, she opens the first drawer of the dresser, slow so as not to make noise. What she finds is disappointingly boring: an extra pack of cigarettes, a couple pairs of stringy black underwear, stockings she hasn’t seen her wear in years, a near-empty bottle of perfume, and a few old jewelry boxes--none of which contain the necklace she’s looking for. She’s about to give up when her fingers brush against the bottom of the door and slide against a smooth, folded piece of paper.

“Paige, enough, we have to leave now!”

Downstairs, she hears the garage door open. Before she can change her mind she slips the paper into her jacket pocket and closes the drawer.

“I couldn’t find it,” she tells her mother as they hurry out the door.

“I left it right on the dresser, are you sure?”

“Yes,” Paige sighs, sliding into the backseat, crammed against her suitcase and a small stack of boxes.

“This is that discipline we talked about, Paige. If you can’t trust yourself, your own abilities, you’re not going to--”

“I get it, thank you,” she snaps.

“What’s the address again?” Philip jokes as he pulls onto the main road.

“Not funny, Dad,” Paige says.

They pass the small creek, the Lutheran Church with the big parking lot, the small white house on the corner two blocks up with green shutters. And she wishes it felt different, that it felt like something was changing, that her going to college was the monumental event it was for so many of her peers. But as they drove, as her mother stared pensively out the window, as her father fidgeted with the radio dial, she realized this was just another drive. Just another day with a secret inside of her so huge she felt like it would one day swallow her whole.

It is hours later when she remembers the letter, after she’s met her roommates Gwen and Sarah, after a mandatory meeting hosted by the over-enthusiastic resident advisor, after she collapses on her bed amidst a mess of half-opened boxes. She sees the letter sticking out of her coat pocket at the foot of her bed and she reaches for it. It is folded neatly into thirds, and the handwriting is her mother’s too-perfect cursive. Even though the paper is unlined, the words are perfectly straight across the page.

Paige reads and her chest tightens.

Dear Philip,

It’s peaceful here. Lonely. I remember when the kids were young, I’d dream about one day, one hour, one minute that was my own, that wasn’t spent changing diapers or making lunches or working. Now the silence is unsettling.

Aunt Helen is doing much better these past few days. We’re making great progress and I might be able to return sooner than we thought. If anything changes, I’ll let you know. At the earliest, I’d come home for Henry’s birthday. I know he wants that video game but I’d honestly rather give him anything else.

I feel helpless here, Philip. I don’t like that. All that time wasted and now

There’s a large gap on the page here, and when she begins again the letters are thicker, written with a different pen. Paige remembers her own journals as a child, smudged with blue and black ink, the long loops of her g’s and y’s.

I stared at your letter for hours before sitting down to write this. You know I’m not good at putting these things into words. Everything I’m thinking seems impossible to write down, but once I do, it’s only a hollow echo of how I really feel. Every moment I’m awake I’m thinking of you, and when I sleep you’re there in my dreams. It never used to be like that. I never used to dream.

Elizabeth

Paige refolds the letter with shaking hands, her face burning like that time she hadn’t knocked on her parents’ door. But this letter feels more invasive somehow, more intimate. She’s never heard her mother talk like this before.

She unpacks a box of clothes to keep her head from spinning, then goes to the telephone in the kitchen. The one in her bedroom isn’t set up yet. She dials and it rings five times, six. To her surprise, her mother says “hello?” just before the machine picks up.

“Mom,” she says, voice tight in her throat.

“Paige. Did you forget something?”

“I just--”

Suddenly she doesn’t know why she called. She’ll see her on Sunday, they’ve already set the meeting point and what she’s supposed to wear. A thin envelope of driver’s licenses with different names is already hidden away in her new room, somewhere no one will find. And if they do, they won’t think it odd that a college freshman has a couple of fake IDs.

“Paige?” Her mother’s voice is soft like it gets sometimes, like she hasn’t heard it in months. “Everything--”

“I love you, Mom,” she blurts. “And thank you. For--for untangling my necklace. I realized once I got here I’d already packed it.”

“Oh. Well that’s good.”

Paige clutches the phone cord, the maroon coils twisting around her middle finger like a snake. “I’m looking forward to getting our nails done on Sunday,” she says, making sure to use the phrase she was given.

“Me too,” Elizabeth answers.

Paige breathes, and knows she’s on the precipice of understanding something. And she hears her mother’s breathing, and she knows she feels it too.

[surveysonfleek]

1522.

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2008 was a horrible year for me. Actually, it was the best. I’ve been on a cruise before. I like chemistry more than biology. I like taking surveys more than making them. I absolutely despise the color pink. I don’t have a significant other. I get all four seasons where I live. I only shop when I absolutely have the need to. I have an older brother. I have my driver’s license. I don’t want to have kids someday. I wear more jeans than skirts. I’d rather wear sneakers than high heels.

I don’t go to church. I don’t like having my fringe in my face. I’m very much into heavy metal music. I own like, a hundred hoodies. I couldn’t draw to save my life. I’m a very good cook. I always have to look at the keyboard when I type. I’ve had surgery before. I don’t mind getting shots all that much. I’m not afraid of bugs. I love hot, hot weather! I have huge eyes and long lashes. I’m naturally very pale. I’m usually not very picky at all when it comes to food. My parents are divorced. I don’t like doing surveys, but I find myself doing them anyway. I’m addicted to Tumblr. I don’t have a Facebook account. I have perfect vision and don’t need glasses or contacts. I don’t wear makeup when I go out. I hate stores like Forever 21. I’m very much into sports. I don’t see what the big deal about photography is. Or fashion design. I don’t really appreciate art that much. Horror movies are my favorite. I don’t care if people cut in line in front of me. I don’t even remember the last time I put on a piece of jewelry. My hair is naturally straight. I support gay marriage. I have more friends online than I do in real life. My siblings are all older than I am. My significant other is younger than I am. I curse in almost every sentence I speak. I always get straight A’s in exams. I don’t know how to play any instrument. I only know how to speak one language. I don’t have my own personal blog. I’m allergic to something. I’ve been stung by a bee at least once in my life. This is the last survey I’m doing today. I have seen someone propose in public before. And they got rejected, poor bloke. I wonder if I will ever get proposed in public. Heck I don’t even know if I’ll ever get married. I know what a sake bomb is. I’ve tried it before. I’ve watched ‘Paris Hilton’s My New BFF’. ^ Ew, sad much? I think Paris Hilton is a brainless bitch. I celebrate Chinese New Year. I’m not Chinese or a tiny bit Asian at all. I have a step-sibling. I have a weak tolerance of alcohol. Are you kidding me? I can drink all night long! I want a new cell phone. I have my own bathroom. I sleep on a single bed. Nah, I have a King/Queen size bed! I think one night stands are no biggie. ^ Slut ^Prude I’ve been on a helicopter before. I’m actually afraid of heights. My date rented a limo to take me to prom. Pfft, I wish I had a date. I haven’t had my prom yet. I like clicking on advertisements. Pop-up ads are so old school. I recently took a bath. I never bother, I just take showers. My Christmas holidays were the bomb! Ugh, mine sucked like hell. I’d love to go to Japan one day. I’ve seen a ghost before. ^ I’d pee in my pants if I did. ^ No, I’d run and scream. I can write lyrics! I can, but I’m not very good at it. I would like to become a musician one day. I love finding things in sofa cracks. I know someone that’s trying very hard to fit in a stereotype. Every cup of water I drink equals to a trip to the toilet. I recently received my exam results. They were quite good! Nope, failed it all. It’s my boyfriend’s birthday today. He never gives me gifts. He buries me with them. I wish I had a boyfriend that actually spends money on me! I love him very much. The Beatles rock my world. Actually, a lot of classic rock bands rock my world. It takes me a really long while to get to sleep. I’m a personality quiz fiend. I am and have always been a night owl. I love reading Sarah Dessen books. My earphones are in my ears practically 24/7. I am an only child and that’s not because of any death. I hate school and everything else connected to it. I’ve never been in any romantic relationship. I have a lot of favorite names. And I plan to use those names on my kids. I’m reading a comic book right now. I’m listening to music right now. I memorize lyrics really easily. But memorizing stuff for school isn’t easy at all. Math is my worst enemy. I love bolding surveys. Nice and easy. I pick Guitar Hero over Rock Band. I really don’t mind being all alone.

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Survey #173

“i like the sound of the broken pieces.”

Do you get excited when you learn you have to dress up? No. What brand of hair spray do you use? I don't use that. When you were younger, did you believe you could fly? Maybe? Favorite farm animal? Pigs! Have you ever written or considered writing a play? No. Have you ever had kidney stones? No. Have you ever been sedated or put under anesthesia? Yes. Have any of your friends ever cheated on somebody? *shrugs* Pin the tail on the donkey - fun or stupid? I loved it as a kid. Still would have fun. In your opinion what is one of the ugliest cars on the road? I'm not knowledgeable on car names, but those box-looking ones are definitely up there. Have you ever been on the very top floor of a skyscraper? NO. Have you ever won anything out of one of those crane machines? Yeah. Can you remember being taught how to ride a bike? Was it hard for you? Yeah, I don't think it was too hard. How many instruments do you own/have you owned? Three: Recorder, flute, guitar. Were you ever a flower girl or ring bearer in anyone’s wedding when you were little? No. Have you ever had an ear infection? All the time as a kid until I had tubes put in, then I had one from Hell itself early this year because my former doctor was a fucking idiot. Do you own or rent your home? Rent. Are your parents in good health? No. Well maybe Dad is all right, but he doesn't look to be in great health. He's too skinny. Have you picked up any new hobbies in the past year? No. If you have a significant other, how old were you when you first met them? Like, ten. How old were they? Eight-ish. Is English your first language? If not, was it hard to learn? Yes. Have you ever worn a costume for any reason other than Halloween? Dance recitals/competitions. Is there anything you’re a snob about? I don't believe so. Are you open to trying new foods or would you prefer to stick to foods you love and have often? I'm hesitant to try new foods. Have you ever had a ‘summer fling’? If yes, did it continue when summer ended? No. Has anybody ever told you that you could be a model? No. Do you use different kinds of moisturizer for different body parts? ie. hand lotion for your hands, face cream for your face. Or do you just use one moisturizer for all body parts? No. Have you ever felt like you were someone’s rebound? No. Are you a vegetarian? If yes, how long have you been a vegetarian for and what are your reasons for being one? If no, do you think you’d ever like to stop eating meat? Not anymore, but I was for a couple months. I wish I could be one permanently; the way animals are butchered is horrific, and I don't want to take any part in their consumption. I see their lives as equal to mine. I'm not anymore for two reasons: 1.) Willpower, and 2.) my diet without meat is too carb-focused as I couldn't dedicate myself to enough vegetables (especially) and fruit. If for some reason you were were unable to get to a supermarket for the weekend (let’s say you were snowed in or something) which item would be the worst for you to run out of - toilet paper or toothpaste? Toilet paper. I mean both would be gross, but. I'd be more disgusted if I couldn't clean myself after using the bathroom, especially if, y'know. I could at least use mouthwash for the latter. Has anybody ever broken up with you over something really pathetic? What was it? Have you ever been dumped in a disrespectful way? (eg. through text, through a friend..) No, and yup. Jason broke up with me over Facebook Messenger after a serious three-and-a-half-year relationship. Yeah, pathetic. Does it irritate you when people are late for things, or do you not really care? Not really. But I guess it depends on the occasion. Is your bed against more than one of your walls? No Have you ever burned yourself while taking something out of the oven? No. I don't mess around with the oven. Have you ever made out in your room? Last time? Not in my current room. Have you ever injured yourself while you were under the influence of alcohol? No. When was the last time you were bitten by a bug? Idk. What’s the fastest you’ve ever driven in a car? I guess on a highway maybe I accidentally approached 80 mph? Have you ever had a dream where you could understand a foreign language? No. Have you ever owned a beanbag chair? I think so. Are you a fan of retro things? Y E A H Have you ever used pastels? Yeah, made a few things with them in high school art class. What’s the limit on how much you would pay for a shirt? Ohhhh idk... I'm a sucker for band tees especially. I suppose I'd be hesitant once it hits $40. Is it currently humid where you are? No. Who were the last people you hung out with? Just Mom. How many different colors have you dyed your hair? Black, red, purple. Do you feel safe where you live? Yeah. Where have you considered moving to? I'd like to move to the mountains once I'm independent. Have you been falsely diagnosed with something by a bad doctor? Lol yup. Did you know I had ADHD? :^) Have you ever had a doctor refuse to treat you? No. Are you against abortion? Not in all cases. Has anyone ever hacked your accounts before? Not maliciously. Back when it was a "thing," Megan and I "hacked" into each other's YouTube accounts to write lovey-dovey shit in our descriptions. Who is the first person who broke your heart? Dad when he left. If you only mean romantically, everyone knows who. Do you know anyone who has fought in a war? Not to my knowledge. What’s the last song you danced to? No clue. Do you tend to be self-destructive? Eh, there's a moderate chance when something goes wrong. Self-bashing thoughts are easy to let in. What religion are you? Theist. Who is the last person you gave a ride to, and where did you take them? I don't have a license. Have you ever been shot? No. What is the coolest thing you can do? I dunno. Do you have anything from past relationships? Yeah, just like, plushies. And a small jewelry box. Do you like coconut water? Never tried it, and I doubt I'd like it. I hate coconut. Do you have a Nintendo Switch? No. At what venue was the last concert you attended? Idr. Do you think stained glass windows are pretty? YES. Are you scared of snakes? No. Have you had your wisdom teeth removed? No. I have my two bottom ones, but I was told there's enough room in my mouth for them to not be a big issue. X-rays show none on my top row. Do you like hard or soft pretzels better? Soft. Has anyone ever asked for your phone number, and you refused to give it to them? I believe so. Are you ready for children? Never will be. Does it take you a while to actually get jokes? Occasionally. Have you ever bleached your hair? Yes, to get it dyed. Do you like jelly beans? Depends on the flavor. Who taught you how to apply make-up? Myself, I guess? Would you rather live in an apartment or a house? House. Do you prefer Small Business Saturday, Black Friday, or Cyber Monday? Cyber Monday, man. Which do you prefer: iPhones, Android, Blackberries, or something else? iPhone. Do you ever put fruit on your cereal? No no no ew. Are there more photos or music files on your computer? Photos. Say something about the band/artist you’re listening to right now. I'm listening to "Professional Griefers" by deadmau5 ft. Gerard Way. I have no opinion on the band (this is the only song I know), but loooove me some Gerard. What is your favorite thing about the summer, besides the the no school thing? Just swimming. Are you similar to your sibling(s), personality-wise? How so? Nope. Well, my mom's eldest daughter is quite like me. We're both more quiet people that feel deeply and suffer from bipolarity. Do you watch amateur song covers on YouTube? No, but fun fact! I got into YT because Nicole wanted me to listen to "Before He Cheats" covers with her. I found the MM fandom, and it was all over. Which YouTuber have you learned the most from? About life and such, easily Mark. As far as obscure knowledge goes, Good Mythical Morning/Rhett and Link. What is your favorite type of church that you’ve visited? Visually, Catholic. What different types of churches have you visited? Catholic and Christian. What type of church do you hate or dislike? I don't *hate* or even "dislike" any just for their existence. Who would you want to be the flower girl at your wedding? My niece Aubree, buuut considering there's a 99% chance I'll be marrying a woman, her dad would never allow it. It might even be "too far" for Ash. What group are you most active in on Facebook? None. I pay most attention to the WoW ones I'm in, but I don't really take part, especially since I'm not currently playing. Are you ashamed of anything? Yes. What were your favorite Disney rides as a kid? I think it was called Splash Mountain? Have you read the entire Bible? No. How old were you when you first dyed your hair? Uhhh however old I was my freshman year of high school since middle didn't allow dyed hair. Do you dye your hair regularly? No, sadly. ;-; Can't afford to. What is the most comfortable type of pants, in your opinion? Pj pants, man. Do you think you have what it takes to make it big in the entertainment biz? HAHA NO. Do you have a job now? If so, what is it? No. Currently going through VR to hopefully change that. List 10 favorite girls’ names. Alessandra, Josephine, Evangeline, Chloe, Evelyn, Fallon, Heather, Amani, Violet, and Ellie. List 10 favorite boys’ names. Damien, Vincent, Victor, Luther, Severin, Alexander, Aiden, Jaxson, Shawn, and Jamie. Which stereotype do you fit the most? Uhhhh idk?? Geek??? Are you thankful for social media, or do you wish it didn’t exist? I'm thankful for it. Do you think social media is beneficial? Or is it destructive? It's perfectly capable of being either. Have you ever been socially awkward? Hi, I'm Brittany. How old were you when you started puberty? Around 11? Do you think of baby names you like often? No. What health issues do you have? B O I severe social and generalized anxiety, AvPD, chronic depression, bipolar 2, OCD, PTSD, I think ADD, vertigo, inactive MRSA, severe dry mouth, the humiliating excessive sweating, carpal tunnel in both wrists, we're tryna figure out the fuck's wrong with my knees, and moderate-severe tremors. Is that it???? What are some health problems you have had in the past? Insomnia seemed to fuck off thank Christ, ear infections. What are some of the best medications you’ve ever had? The medical combo that is partially responsible for saving my life is Latuda + Lamictal. What is your favorite pizza topping? It depends on the place that makes the pizza, but to be safe, I get pepperoni at most places. Who are your favorite small YouTubers? Johny Paranormal is a sweetheart, but I don't watch him regularly. Most others I watch have at least/almost 1M subs, so I don't think you could call them "small." Have you ever made money off of YouTube? No. What was a video you watched over and over as a kid? Oh my GOD there was this guy who made a video to "Gasolina" by whoever-the-fuck and Nicole and I were obsessed with it??? Do you own a pair of fishnets? Gloves. Are you sore right now? No. Have you ever experienced depression as a side effect? Lol I'm diagnosed with it, so. Because I have bipolarity too though but was medicated for depression, my bipolar symptoms were worsened and thus sometimes depression. (Learned being on anti-depressants while simultaneously being bipolar is only destructive.) Have you ever been suicidal as a withdrawal symptom? I don't believe so. How old were you when you got braces? Idk, sometime in middle school? How old were you when you started wearing glasses (if applicable)? High school, I think?? Are you good at remembering names? NO. When was the last time you held someone’s hand? Few days back at the movie theater. A preview for a movie that took place in a psych hospital came on, so Mom grabbed my hand tight, knowing it gave me bad memories. I was all right, but. Woulda rather not have seen it. Movie looked stupid anyway. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? Earbuds. Block out sound and you hear everything so well. Could you possibly write a successful novel? I honestly feel I'm capable, but I won't. Do you have any clothes with spikes/studs on them? I have a spiked choker and a studded bracelet, but I think that's it rn. If you had to get a portrait tattoo, who would it be of? Dead serious, I want to at some point get Darkiplier's first appearance/smile above/to the side of my left elbow by a really professional artist. I'll take my stanning behavior to the grave. Do you get exercise daily? No, but I really would like a treadmill. Something easy like that. Work my shit knees, too. Which emoji would you be most apt to dress up as? I don't????? know???????? Which do you think is better, DIY costume or storebought costumes? DIY!! You can get sooo creative. Do you stay out of stupid arguments online? I try to. I'll butt in though if I feel it necessary and/or beneficial. Do you want a new phone? Why or why not? More like I need one. Drops calls randomly, restarts at random, doesn't always do what I click. What book do you think should be made into a movie? Idk. Do you know anyone with a service dog? No. Do you like babies? Why or why not? Nooooo. Annoying as actual fuck, can't properly communicate with them, needy as hell, etc. etc. I'm not at all expecting anything more from them, they're babies, I personally just don't usually enjoy them. What is something most people don't know about you? I RP. Did you earn a title in the senior class polls? If so, what? No. How many teachers have bullied you? None. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? No. Snickerdoodles or s'mores? S'mores! What is something you remember enjoying very much as a small child? Webkinz. As a child, were you a sore loser or a sore winner? I don't believe so. Did you play with siblings, neighborhood kids, or by yourself? All of those. Have you ever, or would you like to attend a gaming or comic convention? YEAH. What's your opinion on online multiplayer games? Well, I went through a WoW addiction, so I obviously didn't hate it. I tend to enjoy single-player, though. Who is the most important person in your life (besides yourself)? Sara. Do you find it easy to make friends now? If not, what makes it difficult? NO BC I FEAR HUMAN INTERACTION AND JUDGMENT. If you live alone, what would be your criteria for a roommate? I don't live alone. But let's say I did: No drugs, no smoking, female, CLEAN UP AFTER YOURSELF, and by this point, you'd probably have to be my s/o. I'm almost 23 so am more interested in working towards settling down in a place with her versus nightly sleepovers with a friend. How about criteria for a spouse, if you're single? Jfc a lot, I am PICKY. What is something you do every day without fail? Go to the bathroom when I wake up. What is your typical breakfast? Cereal or a meal supplement shake. Or nothing. Is there a TV show you watch habitually? No. Where do you usually spend most of your day? In my room. Do you usually have something playing in the background when you're home? Yup, either a let's play (only background /usually/ if I've already visually watched it and I'm just revisiting) or music. Where do you usually get your groceries? Wal-Mart or Harris Teeter. What is your favorite fruit? Strawberries. How about your favorite berry? ^ Which trait in a person do you find most appealing? Compassionate. Care for more than yourself. Which trait puts you instantly off? Cockiness. Who is an actor/actress who you dislike so much you can't watch them? No one. Do you donate money to any charities? If so, which ones? I can't currently as I don't have a source of income. If you have pets, are any of them rescues from shelters? No. Have you ever had to rely on other people's charity? When we got evicted, yes. Is there a charity you absolutely never ever will trust? There are some that I know are full of shit, but nothing's coming to mind at the moment. Have you ever donated to a cause that had a person going door to door? No. Is there a book series you're currently collecting? No. Which website do you frequent the most? YouTube and KM. Do you judge people who have their phones out all the time? If so, why? Not really... It's where we are now. Technology is truly the dominant species. If your connection goes down, what do you do? Restart the router. Is there something you wish you could do online that isn't possible yet? Sure, like uh. Oh yeah lemme fucking hug YouTubers when they hug the camera and that sort'a shit. What was a website you used to frequent that doesn't exist anymore? Uhhh... I don't know about them no longer existing. Maybe this HUGE flash game site we used to go on. Do/Did you ever have your own website? For photography I do. Have you ever kissed an ex after you two have broken up? No. When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex? It's been quite a while, actually. Are you racist to any race? No. Can you break dance? No. Have you made out with anyone in the last 2 weeks? Yes. She was ready and it was the cutest shit on Earth because she'd never done so before and had no clue what to do so we were giggling uncontrollably. Literally one of the purest experiences in my life. Have you shaved your legs in the past three days? I haven't shaved my legs since like June. 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I’ve begun to notice I have this NEED to create and build stuff.  If you have seen any of my social media stuff I think it apparent.  I do quite a bit of art stuff like drawing, painting and on occasion jewelry or clay or even wood working in my spare time. Some stuff I've made includes a longboard, a desk, a cello, and currently a mandolin. I've spent countless hours using drawing to relax and unwind, that got me to where I am. Sometimes the hardest part of the drawing is finding a decent picture. Over the years there are a few principles that I've used while drawing that apply to more than just drawing and painting. 

1. Being patient when it's not what I was expecting and not giving up when I don't like it This seems to happen to me regularly in art. I was drawing a rose in white chalk and had been working too long in one sitting. I looked up compared what I had against the picture I was drawing from and to me at that moment it didn't even look like a flower. I ran in the kitchen, grabbed a damp rag and began to wipe from the corner of the canvas toward the charcoal. I came within centimeters and stopped. I was starting to see the flower come through. Never ever had I been so hasty to completely destroy a picture before it had time to grow on me. I threw the rag on the floor, closed my drawing book, and worked on a different drawing. The next day I opened the drawing book and was surprised at how good the rose looked. My recent endeavor of learning oil paints has been the same experience. It's hard for me to wait 2-3 days for layers of paint to dry where as before with use of acrylics I had maybe 10-20 minutes of drying time. 

 My perspective in the moment may be disappointment or frustration because plans, circumstances, dreams aren't looking how I thought would look. I've got this far and it's nothing like what I thought it should be. It's the expectation gap. The gap between what I expect and reality. The difference is what I do about it. Give up, start over, or tweak it until I like it. Most of the time I struggle to see how I'm progressing but when I step back and give myself time to see how far I've come I always am thankful for not giving up.  

2. Practice makes me better 

 No matter what the context, practice betters your skill. Whether it's guitar, voice, studying, drawing, driving a car, biking, cooking, or snowboarding, you will get better over time. If I devoted the time I spend on drawings to other things I'm sure I could be much more successful at those things. (I many times get told I have too many irons in the fire and I should stop and just pick one. It seems like I could be diagnosed with ADD in hobbies. I love doing a little bit of everything). 

The hours I spend making the same little stroke for hair or stomping in my shading work gets the picture to what it is. It's practicing over and over and over again until that stroke becomes easy and natural. Practicing until I like what I see. It also gives me license to experiment with techniques and practice things I haven't tried before. Practice makes the drawing process faster. What used to take me literally 20 hours now can take me 2 hours. Every drawing is just practice and improving for the next one. I believe there are few ways you could practice drawing wrong other than just not doing it. But as with everything else in life there is usually a right and wrong way to do it (as I've found with teaching myself instruments). Practice purposely, intentionally, and the correct way at what you want to get better doing.

 3. Learn from mistakes and failures and move on 

 Yes, even with cool stuff you may see on my Instagram or Facebook--all of my well done art--I still screw it up horribly at times. Sometimes it just doesn’t turn out the way I intended now matter how hard I try (even after giving it time to grow on me). With drawing and painting it's generally very easy to erase or paint over a mistake. Drawing with pens, oil pastels, charcoal, colored pencils and other mediums that just don’t erase I find myself having to roll with the mistakes and work with it. There are drawings that I’ve got almost all the way done with and just stopped because it just wasn’t working. Sometimes it just doesn't work out. Many times instead of erasing, I just grab another piece of paper and start over or I'm able to work it into the picture so most people will not catch it. Its the failures and mistakes that I don’t allow people to see, and sometimes people get the perception that everything I draw is a wonderful perfect work of art from the very beginning. It's a process. Even my finished paintings and drawings I'm rarely satisfied with every part of it. There tends to be always something that I wish I would’ve done better with. This one is hard for me in life. I find it's not so simple to just move on from mistakes and failures. I tend to want to dwell on them wonder if I could’ve done something differently. They stay with me and I don’t want to repeat the same mistake and have the same failures so I want to avoid anything to do with whatever circumstances caused it. It's easy to say from an art stand point because my life story doesn't rest on one picture. But sometimes it seems as though my life rests on a few large decisions and it's terrifying to think I might be able to screw that up by doing or not doing something. 

 4. Take a risk

 I love a good challenge. As I've taught myself to draw I've progressed through various subject matters that interest me. From animals to people to scenery to action sports and a little bit of still life even though that still bores me. I'm always looking for the next thing to draw that will be a challenge and in that I take a great risk of it not turning out how I want. I take a risk on a challenging picture just to see if I'm able to draw it.   I control every brush or pencil stroke and even yet it might not look like what I expected. I take a risk every time I do a portrait (many times without permission, a stolen profile picture from a friend's Facebook😬) that if I show it to them will they like it or maybe just lie to my face. I take a risk, a small risk, every time I post to social media. Will I get praise or criticism? How will I handle either when it comes? I'm building a mandolin right now. Its risk is what if I mess up an angle and it doesn't play right? Well what if. I have a hard time trying not to live in the what ifs. I like to have thought of everything, every possible way it could turn out but sometimes you have to step into the unknown and confront a friend, or share something personal, or talk to that stranger. You sometimes have to do stuff you've never done before.  Its in that risk where you learn and grow.  Take a risk.

 5. Don't let criticism steal your passion

 It's hard to hear someone's criticism of something you put effort into doing. And not something that I've done haphazardly with little thought. I took time, I cared, and people don't like it or think it looks bad. Its easy to take the criticism of and few and make it personal, "these few don’t like this picture or what I'm doing, therefore I'm bad at it." It's harder to hear criticism from those I love because they're opinion holds more weight. It stings a little more to have someone close to me point out something about a drawing that's not right, other times it just frustrates me because it seems like Ive done all I can do to fix it already and nothing is working.  Many times I can already see the problem spot and people just want to point it out for the sake of pointing it out. It's disheartening to get a lot of criticism on a project but it's a drive to make it better. I admit it's easier to ignore what people are saying altogether and leave a drawing alone or I can pick out the truth about what's said and fix it. In the end they may be seeing something about it that I am unable to see. 

 Don't let people's criticism steal the fun out of something you love doing. 

  I want to be a person who can take criticism well. Allowing that trusted friend Tell me how it really is, point out the areas that I need to work on, show me my blind spots and not get offended or make excuses. This is hard! 

 6. Embrace the process 

 This part in art and music is fun, the same part for me in life is not. In art stuff it's fun to search for a picture and think of every possible way I could do it. Decide on paper size and medium. Lightly sketch it in. Take time to fix perspective mistakes. Start shading. Smooth shading, sign name. That's the process in the most basic form. Every piece is a little different based on difficulty and subject matter. Painting involves many more steps and techniques sometimes I'm not sure how to go about the process. Every aspect of music is a process. From learning an instrument, writing music, recording music, playing music live, producing music. It's something I rather enjoy doing. Using the process to create and be creative. The end result of a song is rewarding but all the middle is where you really live and find inspiration. The middle of the process reminds you why you do what you do.

 In life I don't like the process. All the beginning and middle stuff is the worst. Most of the time I just want to see the end result without wanting to spend time on getting there. And most of the time I don't even know what the process is going to look like in life. I mean with drawing I always have a fairly good idea of what I want it to look like by the end but in life the season may end up completely different. I never thought I'd be doing this, be here, have these people as friends, not be friends with so-and-so any more, all because I had no idea what the end result would be during the process I was in. Even though I so very badly want to know what the final destination would look like. I really need to learn to live in the middle of the journey better and be content with progress during the process not just a destination. #WeGetThereWhenWeGetThere

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21 years old!! From Cheltenham, England originally and grew up there until she was 10 (still has a slight british lilt to her accent!!)

Her parents were wannabe hippies who missed the days of the 60’s. In their twenties, they met riding around on a bus through all of America, living on the vinyl seats and smoking weed as they traveled

Neve was an accidental pregnancy and so they left the bus life and moved in with her maternal grandparents, got part time jobs and eventually moved to a small apartment on their own

They never wanted to be parents and never saw themselves living a typical lifestyle, so Neve got the message pretty early on that she wasn’t wanted. They were never unkind or abusive, just generally uninterested in their daughter. She was like an awkward antique coffee table from your relatives, something that you aren’t quite sure what to do with but know you can never get rid of

Like seriously she might as well have been a piece of furniture to them. They spent most of her childhood in the basement smoking weed and playing The Grateful Dead while she cooked herself meals of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches

Her dad worked as a party clown and her mom was a bus driver so she got picked on a lot in school ghgfdsdfg

Has an intense and burning desire to be loved because she never got it from them!! She made up for her lack of love by throwing it in any direction she could. She’s always been pretty popular at school because she’s kind to everyone and has an ability to make anyone feel comfortable around her

She found in school that she has a fantastic talent for anything artistic. Painting, sculpture, photography, she does it all. Also plays guitar and piano!!

Moved to the US when she was 10 for no reason other than that her parents were bored of England

When she was 13 her parents accidentally got pregnant again and gave birth to her little brother Alistair, called Ali for short.

Her parents actually tried to be good parents for Ali which?? Pissed her OFF!! Like, they went to every parent teacher conference, nurtured him, were just AROUND which was heartbreaking for Neve to watch

She wanted to hate Ali just bc of this but she really couldn’t… there was something special about him and he was incredibly smart. Started reading at age two, and was a mathematical prodigy in the way that his older sister was an artistic prodigy. By age four Neve and Ali were having intense intellectual debates and she just found him incredibly fascinating, as well as kind

Loved her little brother to pieces!! When she got her driving license she volunteered to drop him off at primary school every day and they rocked out together to all her favorite songs and she taught him the words to David Bowie’s Heroes

But then the accident happened, and Neve’s life was upended. Ali was kneeling down in her parent’s driveway, out of sight as their mother was backing up and leaving the house. She hit Ali and his lung was punctured by a rib. He was rushed to the hospital but he didn’t make it.

The family split after that like a dropped snowglobe, the emotional shards of Ali’s death exploding in its wake. Her father left, unable to even hold their mother’s hand during the funeral. He blamed her for Ali’s death even though it was an accident.

Neve’s mother fell into a deep depression that she’s never shaken. Neve has an aunt in the US, named Georgina, who’s very wealthy and took both Neve and her mother in after the accident. Georgina is  now the full-time caretakers for Neve’s mother. She wanders around most days in a drugged haze clutching Ali’s baby blanket with a bathrobe on.

As soon as she could, Neve got out of the house. She applied to Yates, packed her bags and got out. She still doesn’t like to talk about her family

Umm despite the tragedy she’s remained a really kind, positive person?? Her motto is “always be a little kinder than necessary.” She’s actually super embarrassed about how much she cares for everyone dfhgfds

Is a bit inspired by Noora from SKAM in that she’s not a fan of dating and keeps her walls up!! But different in that she keeps her walls up by having sex with everyone sdfgfds

Umm kind of has too much sex? She got chlamydia last year and was most upset that she couldnt have sex for a few weeks not that she caught an std HGFDSDFGH

SERIAL MONOGAMIST she thinks every person she meets is “the one”

She loves silk skirts, perfectly manicured nails, hair ribbons, gingham, plastic jewelry, Shakespeare

Has a therapist named Maurice and she regularly shows up to his office wearing bizarre outfits just to freak him out like roller skates in what the FUCK is up Maurice do I have a story for you today

Doesn’t really drink to get drunk, but she does love drugs!! Of all kinds!! Mostly weed, but occasionally for big parties she’ll drop acid, or she’ll get high when she’s in a creative rut and needs to just go hog wild and paint sdfgfds

Can also get along with anyone tbh

Stubborn! As! Hell!

WANTED CONNECTIONS:

Her bandmates. She started a band her first year of uni and they play mostly die bars and pubs, but they’re together all the time. Bonus points if there’s some bandmate sexual tension??

Art friends! People who get together to create, pull all nighters working on projects, support each other through their art coursework

The Blair to her Serena. Give her a messy friend that she’s always picking up from the bar at 3 AM in her pajamas bc they called in the middle of the night and needed Neve to get them out of a jam sdfgfds

A bad influence! Someone who’s like c/mon Neve having a seventh drink fghgfds

Childhood friends from NY! Maybe people whose parents knew each other, or someone whose parents kind of took Neve under their wing bc her parents were so absent

Friends, best friend, ride or dies, friends who are like siblings to her, maybe someone with an unrequited crush on either side??

Someone she used to date but pushed them away when she started to fall in love bc she’s afraid of getting hurt!!