#life as a nervousbelieverstarfish

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

So, which one of you got caught?

[cheesyakumas]

I live to serve

Absolutely obessed with this concept thank you for bringing this idea into my life @nervousbelieverstarfish

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

Just like two drops of water

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

My Chat Noir officially entered his Mr. Bug phase

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

GO!✅

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

Make your choise.

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

What a fool I was to think that the people I trusted (not without difficulty) trusted me

Because after literal years of struggling to get a job I've yet to prove I want to, prove they're wrong in thinking I don't want to work.

And why this? Because the stupid introverted me hides with every panic attack, with every cry.

Because I prefer to express my feelings in an anonymous blog to semi-unknown people, rather than show my weaknesses openly.

What a fooI I was

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

I haven't had suicidal thoughts in years

Until tonight

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

I hate listening to music at full volume on my headphones, it literally hurts my ears, and the fact that I have to do it in order not to hear my mother yelling at my brother downstairs is awful

Plus, a small part of me is terrified of being next

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

I sleep with a hot water bottle because I can't handle being alone