#tw trust issues

[rhmis-user-2020]

How does Marcellus act towards Kiera and Catalina?

Marcellus knew the whole of Corona was having problems about becoming a victim of a crime spree. The royal guards struggle to find and capture the criminal responsible, having ex-thieves Eugene and Lance step in and use their expertise to do so, themselves. After successfully apprehending the two criminals responsible, Eugene and Lance present them before King Frederic and the Captain of the Guard. Both are shocked to see that the criminals are two children and contemplate how to punish them as they cannot imprison them. The king comes up with the idea to have Eugene and Lance take the two under their wings, and help them reform to become upstanding citizens. The girls are named Angry and Red shortly thereafter, and though Red quickly grows fond of Lance, Angry is resistant in trusting either, especially Eugene. Desperate, Eugene takes the girls to meet Rapunzel, believing she'll be able to change the two for the better, as he believes she did for him. Red quickly warms up to Rapunzel, even speaking for the first time. Though Angry silently rebukes Red's decision to let her guard down, she, too, slowly starts to enjoy the time spent with Rapunzel and her chameleon, Pascal. That night, Eugene and Angry have a serious talk about why being a thief is wrong. Angry starts to explain the situation between herself and Red that they don’t want to steal, they are just trying to run away from someone, but falls asleep before she can mention the Baron. After Eugene leaves, Angry wakes and gazes through the bedroom window into the cityscape. As she does so peacefully, she spots a familiar shadow creeping through the streets and returns inside fearfully. The next morning, Princess Rapunzel's tiara appears to be missing while Angry and Red are nowhere to be found. Thanks to Cassandra, Eugene and Lance are able to track them down, only to find that they've been captured by the Baron's men, led by Weasel. Eugene and Lance offer themselves in exchange for the girls' freedom, which Weasel accepts. The two then return to their hideout, where Angry hastily prepares to leave Corona. Red, however, believes they should return, as Eugene and Lance are the only people to have ever looked out for them. Though hesitant, Angry agrees, and they two rush back to assault Weasel and his goons, freeing Eugene and Lance in the process. Eugene then offers the girls a chance to end their lives as thieves, though they genuinely don't appear to be interested in doing so just yet. Eugene nevertheless promises to be there for them when they're ready. Back in Corona, Eugene and Lance are reprimanded by the Captain for allowing Angry and Red to leave free. Eugene also takes responsibility for their crimes, though the guards find that all the stolen riches, including Rapunzel's tiara, have been returned, much to the delight of King Frederic, who declares that Eugene has nothing to atone for. Also left behind was Red's flower, and after ensuring that the treasure was found by the guards, Angry and Red board a hay-wain leaving the kingdom, to continue their travels. The three met Marcellus when Marcus joined the trip with Rapunzel and her friends, and soon. Interacted with each other as Marcellus was still going through the Varian's villain arc. The three soon became friends and during Varian's redemption arc, the three shared some things with Marcellus more often than not became close with him even with Varian around them. Marcellus still wants to trust Varian after years but the villain arc of Varian is the problem that is unable to deal with, Marcellus isn't going to hate him just dislikes how he acted in the past when Varian was with them. He just wants to share some details about winemaking with them and Varian who is now going to be with them the whole time enjoys hearing him.

Kiera just huffily sighs at the fact Varian is still with them.

Marcellus offers her a reason to trust Varian cuz he is no longer the villain Varian from before and is not the same but at the same time, still isn't sure if Marcus can trust him yet again. As Kiera and Marcellus are sharing their beliefs on Varian. Yet, Catalina still is concerned about the boy with albinism and Varian's downfall and difficult relationship after the events of Varian's villainy.

Varian is still trying to act like how he was before his villainy.

But Marcellus will give him a nervous smile and shrug it off, pretending to just not worry too much about someone's past cuz he once saw it in the past. Catalina reassures Varian that he would have to take time to trust him again, and Varian just accepts it as Marcellus needs some time to get used to him.

[achillez-on-pawz]

Vent.

I fucking hate everything.

I hate my parents

they promised me they'd bring me to the craft store today

they fucking PROMISED ME.

NOW THEY TAKE BACK THEIR PROMISES.

BECAUSE I WAS EATING FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY WHEN THEY WANTED TO GO.

I AM TO BLAME

FOR EATING.

I FUCKING HATE THEM

THEY RAISED MY FUCKING HOPES

I SHOULD'VE KNOWN NOT TO BELIEVE ANYTHING THEY'D SAY

MY LAZY ASS DAD WON'T WAKE UP.

AND YET HE WAKES ME UP.

BECAUSE I'M LAZY.

[technicallypleasant]

Girls love girls, Senju Kawagari hc's ♡♡♡

Hi there! This is mainly a self-indulgent post. No one requested. If you want to, feel free to request! :)

Content warnings: F! Reader, ??

She's kind of brash at first, having trust issues that you'll turn on her like her brother

When she warms up to you, she's sweet, like, really sweet

Loves to pat your head. She always does this, *loving* your fluffy hair

Does it absent-mindedly

One time, you guys were in a serious meeting with Brahman, and she kinda just.. did it

People were questioning it

Now this, no one can change my mind on this

LOVES hugging you and laying her head on your boobs

It doesn't matter what size. She just wants to do it

...Unless you specify you're uncomfortable with it

10/10 would show you off to her friends

"Hey, that's my gf!!"

I don't think she's the jealous type (?)

Would just snicker if someone were to try and hit on you

Don't take her not being jealous for her not having trust issues

If you let them hit on you for too long, she'll get worried

REALLY WORRIED

She cares a lot about you

Cuddles

Lots of cuddles

She really, really wants to lie her head down on your boobs when you two cuddle

Feels like pineapple on pizza is gross but doesn't care if you eat it

Definitely protects you if anyone tries to hurt you

She's not a (previous (?)) gang leader for nothing!!

My first hc list! Hope it was good.

..Let me know, though!

That's all, bye!

[cartooncadet666]

Lil things

So the last two things I posted was the short lil comic about Skeebo's family issues and the au's that he has. I don't mean to give Skeebo unnecessary trauma and depression (even if it's kind of fun to draw and write about it) but there were a lot of questions about why he acts the way he does. Some said maybe he had issues at home or if his jealousy of Pac was getting to him, in my opinions and headcanons, some of the "villains' in the show aren't really 'villains', he's listed as a 'minor antagonist' so I was just overthinking some background.

I had a talk with some of my friends, family, and my little brother who hates Cylindria for no reason, about his character and a few of them said that he's just a guy who acts like an asshole because he's insecure. My brother said that: "bullies do their things out of anger, jealousy, or insecurity. Jealousy is obvious, we can all see it on his ugly face, and he definitely shows traits of insecurity of releasing his true self which was probably something about his relation with art. He doesn't want to tell anyone because of his so-called reputation and he doesn't want to look weak, he bottles something up inside that destroys him to where hurting or insulting Pac is just like stabbing himself, but that's my theory, a FILM THEORY."

It was always the same response, Skeebo was either keeping something bottled up that he would never release or he was insecure to the point where Pac's happiness made him jealous. That's why the au's are even there in the first place. Depression and insecurity can lead people to different possibilities that hurt them or someone else, the S**cidal, Fate, Outed, Sweet and Sour, Soul Meadows, and Demon Bait au all show signs of over-controlling depression just possessing Skeebo.

But there was one response that was different from everyone else's, and it was from my MOM:

"This is for your story? Your main focus is this bully character?"

"There's something that's wrong with him mentally, he doesn't act like any of the fictional bully characters I've seen, he's different, I can't tell if it's depression or insecurity driving him it's interesting."

"Maybe he's not the true one."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, what if he's peer pressured into bullying Pac-Man, or maybe he was bullied before."

I have never really been bullied but I've been studying it since fifth grade, peer-pressure could be a possibility since Skeebo works off how he looks to his environment, insecurity, or being bullied before, that was EXTREMELY new to me, it follows off of trauma from bullying and it causes people to change so they wouldn't get hurt again! That's where his insecurity and depression could come from, he went through the same thing that he's doing to Pac but he doesn't recover from it, because he doesn't know how to ask for help, I'M OVER THINKING THIS, SKEEBO YOU'RE KILLING ME HERE DUDE, STOP MAKING ME OVER THINK WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH YOU.

[problematic-talk]

i feel so stupid...

of course i'm not special, why would i be?

no one has ever loved me, but i always end up falling for them when they give me attention.

how can i be so naive?

i don't feel stupid. i am fucking stupid.

i don't like attention, and yet i crave it. i hate being touched, yet i crave being hugged tightly. i don't believe in words, yet i end up believing every single thing i'm told.

fuck... why am i like this?

[hatsampixie]

Raya’s message in RATLD: Ah yes, even if a person emotionally abuses, betrays, stalks, harasses, and manipulates you into destroying the world and breaks your trust several times, you should continue trusting them.

It is a message that should not be shown to kids.

[just-luxx]

Honestly I don't know if people like me. At all. I need to stop gaslighting myself into thinking they do.

Now please don't ask if I'm okay. I am. And you don't care anyway.

[rhmis-user-2020]

Facts about my rta OC - Part 2

The RTA fan character's design is actually inspired by BBC Merlin. Cuz of the medieval fantasy outfits, cloaks and scarfs.

He is one of the second unofficial disabled characters in the Tangled franchise, the first being HookFoot.

Marcellus's phobias are often either Phonophobia (Fear of sound), Haphephobia (fear of touch) or Atelophobia (Fear of imperfection).

The main reason why Marcellus is alive is cuz of him surviving in the infirmary with just soup after the horrific incident and the arrest of his parents. The guards quickly took him to the infirmary, and cleaned up his wounds after he was placed in the bed and put in a hospital gown (Or infirmary gown) and bandaged his amputated leg and parts of the injury up, cuz of Marcellu's immune system quite weaker than people beyond his years.

Marcellus got used to people lying to him that rumours about Varian won't be trusted by him until he seeks for himself.

Cuz he was born with albinism, he does have the struggles that every person with albinism endured. Bullying, teasing or unwanted questions about their appearance, eyewear or visual aid tools. 

He often has vision problems, as well as photophobia (a.k.a eyes that are sensitive to light), strabismus (a.k.a "Lazy eye") and nystagmus (a.k.a back-and-forth movement of the eyes). As Varian will often read him the instructions or give him goggles or magnified goggles if needed, but Varian isn't mad about it.

Marcellus would often brush Varian's hair since it relaxes him sometimes. But can also, relax Varian. Nevertheless!

He does often refer to Varian as just "Varian" or "Var".

Cuz Quirin adopted Marcellus and he took him into his custody. Because of official and legal adoption by the king of Corona, granted Marcellus the name "Adopted son of the leader". Since then, the leader's son often would follow Marcellus around to guide him or help out not just be his science partner.

Marcellus does occasionally talk with the pub thugs, as well as Eugene and Rapunzel. Plus he does communicate with Cassandra, Lance, Kiera and Catalina as well as Varian and the rest of the townies as well as outside of Corona.

"Young warrior" is often used as a nickname by Cassandra but also by Adira in some circumstances.

Marcellus actually hates Mother Gothel and most of the Zhan Tiri followers and maybe Andrew and his friends.

Nigel is often critical of Marcellus as he often referred to him as "Whitey" and often says "He stands out from everyone" cuz of his skin. Which Marcellus slightly dislikes him but as to accept it as he is the royal advisor of the king.

Xavier does teach him blacksmith skills for him to learn one day in the future but much like alchemy, the boy often fails at it by accidentally having some of the blacksmith tools fall but would however use the goggles Varian offered him. But, Xavier does occasionally see it.

Hector referred to him as "the kid with albinism" but once he found out he was adopted by their friend, he soon changed it to "Quirin's kid with albinism".

Marcellus enjoys reading but because of poor vision. He often just dips through the pages, browses, looks, glances, leaves, flicks and skims.

The bullies often call him "four eyes" cuz albinism is often associated with poor vision.

Varian does, however, protect him from all of this and vice versa.

Marcellus changes the meaning of alchemy, often doing the same thing as Varian but adding his flairs to it like mathematical alchemy.

Part 1 of the facts about my rta OC

[ojiro-s-hellish-site]

Just liked the fan art/shirt comic made so I wanted to post it:

The user who made it⤵

And the art piece itself⤵

[venting-town]

I don’t like being connected/“intimate”/intimate with anybody

I only do it for them 99% of the time. Because I want them to be happy and feel loved and cared about

“ Why don’t you do it for yourself then???? “, you may(?) ask

Because I don’t want to. There’s more reasons as to why ( a lot involving trauma, if not the majority ), but me not wanting to us reason enough.

If it’s not or whatever ( or still IS enough ), oh well or whatever etc ig idk

If I WERE to “ do something for myself “, it would be for me to COMPLETELY separate myself from ALL beings/non-beings/etc and just ?????? ( idk how to think or describe it but anyways )

But no. I’m trapped because I “ love/care “ too much, and others will be sad/angry/upset when I want to stay alone

And I’m NOT SAYIMG ITS THEIR FAULT!! They’re ALLOWED to be upset that I don’t want to be around anybody, including them!!!!

It’s not inherently ( or at ALL ) their fault that I don’t want to be around any/some/etc them!!! I still love them/exhausted of them/lackthereof/etc in general!!!

And no, it’s NOT just the beings I’m exhausted of! I’m exhausted of emotions, no emotions, same, similar, different, opposite, no balance, unbalance, balance, etc!!!!! Of energy and what!!!!

Im tired. Idc if it’s “ positive/negative/neutral/mixed/etc “. Lacking or abundance or whatall.

I’m SO TIRED!!!!!!!

[nervousbelieverstarfish]

What a fool I was to think that the people I trusted (not without difficulty) trusted me

Because after literal years of struggling to get a job I've yet to prove I want to, prove they're wrong in thinking I don't want to work.

And why this? Because the stupid introverted me hides with every panic attack, with every cry.

Because I prefer to express my feelings in an anonymous blog to semi-unknown people, rather than show my weaknesses openly.

What a fooI I was

[svic1d4l3z]

the real question is why am i so stupid lmfao??…like trusting people is the stupidest thing i’ve ever done im my life, it only gets you hurt, truthfully.

[crimsonlyre]

What happened with Everyday Life?

Some of you may still be here from the time when I was writing my web serial, titled Everyday Life of a Modern Witch/Everyday life of a Bloodsucker when I went by TheWiseVixen.

I wish I could say that I just stopped work on it because it went off the rails, or that I lost inspiration, but I’m afraid it’s much deeper than that.

That was certainly a factor! Indeed, I DID start to realize that the story was suffering from a lack of storyboarding, and a lack of vision. But more than that, was that the only reason that story was even getting written is because I had a hell of a cheerleader on my side. He was a really awesome person, who had been my best friend for well over half a decade. I loved and trusted him in ways I didn’t trust many other people, even my fiancee.

That was a huge fucking mistake.

Over the years we’d known eachother, he had done alot to gain my trust. To the point that he convinced my fiancee and I to move in with him, even though it was something we both knew was a HORRIBLE idea. He was my fiancee’s ex, but we were both convinced that maybe it could work out and be somewhat comfortable. Understand, we’re both trans, and both extremely broke. We took the opportunity because if we haven’t? We would have been homeless. I had just lost my job due to a disability, and was having issues with Social Security and the government ‘losing’ my id in the mail. That’s another story.

This really good friend of mine was fine, at first. But my fiancee and I started to notice some weird things about his behaviors. He’d constantly self depreciate himself in the shower, which we could hear from our bedroom in the hall. He rarely laughed, and often took efforts to hang out with me and exclude my fiancee. I was stupid, and I never noticed that this was happening. That? That was entirely my fault. Eventually, when a wedge had been VERY firmly driven between myself and my fiancee, he decided it was a great time to take advantage of me. I was in an extremely emotionally vulnerable state, and when I told him ‘no,’ he did not stop. I don’t need to go into any more detail than that, I think, but I think that it goes without saying that EVERYTHING that he had EVER been involved in with me, especially anything that was ever positive, was NOT positive any longer.

I haven’t been able to write any stories since. I’ve struggled to find the motivation to do ANYTHING that I used to like to do, because everything had become infected by Him. After this happened, my other best friend decided to take his side. They were dating at the time and, when I told her, I was met with disbelief. I don’t remember the specifics of that interaction because, honestly, the fact that she didn’t believe me and decided to stay with my abuser instead of hold on to our friendship REALLY damaged me. I’ve only just started to allow myself to heal from this. It’s been years since, and I hope this might be a sufficient explanation to those of you who may have been curious about the project. This is alot of TMI. I’m really sorry about this, but I just had to put this somewhere other than DMs with people who’ve never experienced anything like this. Since then, my fiancee and I have gotten to a better place. We’re both going to University, and things are going REALLY well. Finances are still rough, but we’re happy, and that’s what counts.

[faeriekit]

Health and Hybrids (XXVI)👽👻💚

[I can't remember the original prompt posters  for the life of me but here's a mashup between a cryptid!Danny, presumed-alien!Danny, dp x dc, and the prompt made the one body horror meat grinder fic.]

🖤Chapter navigation can be found here🖤 Click to browse previous updates.

💚 Ao3 Is here for all parts 💚 (now featuring mediocre mouseover translations, only available on a computer)

Where we last left off... Danny has another hashtag breakdown! Diana helps mediate. Stinky Dad and the Alien Guy observe.

Trigger warnings for this story:  body horror | gore | post-dissection fic | dehumanization (probably) |  my nonexistent attempts at following DC canon. On with the show.

💚👻👽👻💚

“His control over his emotions slipped during the interview,” J’onn sighs, hovering alongside Bruce as they carry down the hall.

Bruce grunts. He isn’t quite capable of complicated speech yet. The teenage alien crying, too scared to let even the internationally-favorite, universally beloved Wonder Woman hold him without screaming…a person he already knew would take care of him…

J’onn continues, nevertheless. The thin privacy of his mind aside, Bruce has always appreciated the Martian’s understanding of Bruce’s oft-shifting moods. “His memories of his home and his family were tied up with extensive pain. I would continue under the assumption that his human family turned on him after discovering his nature—there may have even been collateral damage to others around them at the time.”

Bruce breathes in. Bruce breathes out.

“He thought himself akin enough to humans to be betrayed when he was seen as an 'other'. He knows that he is far from home, he knows that he has been targeted for his non-human traits and abilities, and he has reasons to think that he may not return again—what they are, I could not tell, but the sentiment was clear. This escape was purposeful, as was commandeering the vehicle he used to do so. He is alone. He is scared.”

“Known or unknown threat?” Bruce growls, not quite up to elongating his bite into a full sentence. J’onn is more than skilled enough to skim lightly over the words, and match them to Batman’s pointed fury.

“Our patient is familiar with the threat. I could not recognize the insignia or acronym from his memories, but they had enough resources to keep him captive and alive—without food or water. Likely, for a lengthy amount of time.”

Bruce’s near-running stride slows to a stop. J’onn, ever-patient, floats to a standstill beside him.

“No food,” Bruce confirms, just to make sure he heard correctly.

J’onn nods.

“No water.”

“There was an alternative method used to keep him alive, although the details weren’t significant to him in his flashback. The method may have been possible due to his minor healing ability, or something unique to his species.”

No food, Bruce thinks. No water. Kept alive as a function. Worried that he’s meant to be used as a weapon, kept in isolation, afraid of what humans in uniform might require of him for help.

This isn’t just torture. It is, specifically targeting a half-human entity, entirely purposeful dehumanization.

Of a child.

Of a child.

Bruce inhales. Bruce exhales.

This is not something that will be solved short-term. He has to keep an eye on the long-term goals for this teen—safety, recovery, reassurance, and reintegration.

Doable. All he has to do is break larger goals down into reasonable steps.

“Update the pediatric psychiatrist that Dr. Martin referred him to on the details.” Bruce’s demand comes out as flat as it gets. It is hard, when he’s stressed, to make his words hit with any intonation. Everything he forces out is precise. To the point.

J’onn nods. “I will.”

“This is personal medical information, to be accessed only on a need to know basis.”  

J’onn floats slightly higher, something relaxed in his face. This is a significant gesture, meant to remind everyone involved that this is a child, not a resource, and not a mission to be solved. This is a patient. “Understood.”

“If you pass this on to Diana, do it in person. Minimizing documentation…” Bruce falters. There isn’t a strong, authoritarian way to phrase how he feels about being someone to store clinically cold information about a boy who had likely been imprisoned, if not actively experimented on, if not actively tortured. How he needed to minimize behaviors that would exactly model what was done to the boy by his captors.

A smile flickers over J’onn’s expression. It’s suitably fleeting, but it comes and it goes—and it’s extremely polite of him to emote so visibly for Bruce’s sake. He makes sure to project his appreciation as best he knows how—blindly, without a telepathic sense to know what J’onn will and will not see.

“Understood, Batman.”

Bruce grunts.

They split at the end of the hallway, each dedicated to their own tasks.

J’onn will inform the medical team of what triggers may affect their patient’s long-term recovery and the quality of their stay. He is a thorough and patient coworker, and Bruce is grateful to have him on his side.

Bruce, in the meantime, has a favor to ask of Alfred and Dick on their way back into Gotham; more importantly, this is a favor he has to ask of Alfred’s employment-provided Costco card.

*

There’s something new in Danny’s room.

He transfers himself into the wheelchair to look at it, scrambling down the bed the way the physical therapist taught him to—the new thing isn't at bed height, but it is pretty low, and it has a door that he could probably reach from seated height or standing.

The square thing’s door swings open.

Inside are…little water bottles. Canned juices. Those mushy fruit-filled bars, and something so obviously wrapped in a yellow Fig Einstein wrapper that even the gibberish non-English is super clear.

There’s a bunch of things. Just. So many; and all in a few different types, too. The whole thing is filled with so many choices.

…Huh.

There are disposable straws in the door. Danny has to borrow a nurse’s ID card to open the can tab in the end, and his unwrapping of a straw is more than a little shaky, but Danny takes his medication with a mango-pineapple juice blend instead of his usual cup of water, and he’s perfectly fine with that.

[wigglybunfish]

Can we name Mizu's cat "Chunks" It just seems suitable. Bahahahahahahha.

Yes, yes we could

[mil-hoples]

Once you care you're fucked