#life has no meaning

[snakewh1sperer]

I’ve come to make an announcement: Azul Ashengrotto’s a bitch ass mother fucker. He pissed on my fucking wife. That’s right, he took his octopus fuckin' dick out and he pissed on my fucking wife, and he said his dick was THIS BIG. And I said “that’s disgusting!” So I’m making a callout post on my tumblr dot com: "Azul Ashengrotto, you got a small dick, it’s the size of this walnut except WAY smaller." And guess what, here’s what my dong looks like: PFFFFFFFFGJT. That’s right baby. All point, no pillows, look at that it looks like two balls and a bong. He fucked my wife so guess what, I’m gonna FUCK THE EARTH. THATS RIGHT THIS IS WHAT YOU GET, MY SUPER LAZER PISS. Except I’m not gonna piss on the earth, I’m gonna go higher. I’m pissing on the MOOOOOON! How do you like that, CROWLEY? I PISSED ON THE MOON, YOU IDIOT! You have twenty-three hours before the piss d r o p l e t s hit the fucking earth, now get out of my fucking sight before I piss on you too!

[the-ephemeral-ethereal]

It was previously a question of finding out whether or not life had to have a meaning to be lived. It now becomes clear, on the contrary, that it will be lived all the better if it has no meaning. Living an experience, a particular fate, is accepting it fully.

from The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus

[bangnie]

idk what to do with my life now that ao3 is shut down for so long

[yeahiwasintheshit]

[dangkst]

It's all in how you look at it.

[milkdreams-official]

Today, I want to k*ll myself, so so bad.

[keep-your-distance-shes-a-psycho]

I hate when people ask me: hey what's on your mind

Bitch believe me you don't wanna go there

[socially-awkward-hippie]

And after many years of giving fucks I give no more fucks about it.

[sherlockig]

sometimes i wonder if you all know that fiction is fiction which means it can mean what ever the fuck you want

[number1milfloislover]

Did not kno that Sewerslvt fucking retired.... ☹️😞

[coldgladiatortiger]

My llife is nothing.

You can't says N word Because if you says, you will explode.

[ambrosiagourmet]

I think one of the biggest tragedies of Laios & Falin and their relationship is how much his actions impact her life. But like. Specifically how much they WOULDN’T impact her life as much if they weren’t both stuck in such a shitty abusive situation.

This part of the Falin-tries-makeup daydream hour comic is what got me thinking about it again because truly it just... it seems like such a like an offhand comment that I'm sure Laios didn't mean to be cruel or anything. That's just like. A little kid not thinking about what they are saying. ESPECIALLY when the kid in question is Laios.

But man they depended on each other SO much as kids. Too much. It really feels like they didn't have any other source of positive reinforcement, or anyone else to share themselves with. So of course an offhand comment like that has a huge impact on Falin.

Or this little bit from one of the flashbacks:

This tears me apart. Do you think it tears him apart to think about? I think it does. I think Laios holds every small failure to care for Falin against himself.

And then there's the Bigger stuff. The way that him coping with his own trauma ended up impacting her.

Like his interest in monsters. Like him going to find a ghost, and accidentally revealing Falin's magic to the whole village in the process.

Like him needing to leave. And leaving her behind.

He shaped her life so much, and he carries so much guilt for it. And again, there should have been other people there to help. The same things that made Laios need to leave home are the things that made his leaving so hard on Falin. She ate alone after that. She shouldn't have had to eat alone just because Laios wasn't there.

She was 9 when he left for school, and he was 11.

Nine. And Laios feels like he failed her because he didn't stand by her through this better. As an eleven year old.

Both of these kids deserved so much better from the world.

[sanjarooni]

I am just an animal

If there is a god they do not care about me

And if there is no god then I am truly free