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#like . sobs. that song is really Something
flickerintwilights · 1 month
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on the road to hell
#hadestown#art#my art#tag ramble as promised:#firstly#i’ve been thinking about redoing this as digital art#(like - mostly the same but cleaner and with some of the details fixed) and probably will if i have time#because i like this composition a lot#but! for now i am oddly happy with how this turned out despite being traditional art/watercolor (no undo button. sobs.)#and it Is a noteworthy day for hadestown with lola tung and lillias white departing#(this is Not meant to celebrate them specifically - i used the obc as reference not them - i just think it’s a nice day symbolically)#so i thought i’d put this out. whatever. yknow.#oh a second thing i will say is that this was a great excuse to check out the slime tutorials on youtube#i spent like 9 or something hours on this :/ so. plenty of time to have things on in the background while i was working. we love slime#thirdly! two things i feel like are worth mentioning rq for Symbolism:#wait for me reprise (intro) originally having wedding procession imagery (from anaïs mitchell in working on a song)#is what first made me desperately want to put the flower/petals on the edges (it still fucking haunts me)#though it was a solid composition choice in general i think#and i mean. clearly the carnation should be prominent. it’s the carnation. from hadestown.#i don’t think the wedding procession reference comes across the way it turned out but that was the first thought#NEXT ouroboros. the snake devouring its own tail (i legitimately forgot that this was why i first drew the rattlesnake that way but#fundamentally i really did just want its tail and head to point to each other lmao)
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sleepanonymous · 7 months
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Do yourself a favor and take a seat for this one fam 👍
I fell upon a point The axis of the spectrum To bathe in abstract joy Or die without direction
Determined steps we take But please, for goodness sake We’re not gonna make it out alive
I sit for wasted days and toil in desperation To weep beneath a sky of fractured indication Let faith lead you down But please, for goodness sake We’re not alive; we’re just getting older
I would help you, but I can’t Seems that time got the upper hand To live yet never understand Is there a purpose?
But you look like heaven crashed on your shoulders And you look like heaven crashed on your shoulders And you look like heaven crashed on your shoulders And you look like heaven crashed on your shoulders
But you look like heaven crashed on your shoulders (Do we) And you look like heaven crashed on your shoulders (Deserve this) And you look like heaven crashed on your shoulders (Do we) And you look like heaven crashed on your shoulders (Deserve this)
Live by the subordinate belief That we are more than this we live By the subordinate belief That we are more than this we live
Okay so you guys are just gonna have to trust me on this one. This came from an(other) anon source since the link on Way Back Machine is dead. This was published to Ves's YouTube channel on July 15, 2012. The description said something along the lines of this (basing it off memory, it's very loose):
I wrote this song about the idea that humans have evolved beyond our means. We suffer implications due to our sentience and awareness of our world, which leads us to questions we cannot answer. Animals are programmed to fear death but they probably aren't aware of its inevitability, where humans most certainly are, but are totally powerless to stop it.
Update on this song as of December 2023:
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Two different Anons provided me with more background info. The first screenshot is the original description that Ves had (he also worded things in a much better and more Vessel way than I did lol). The second screenshot is copy+paste text from the lyrics portion below the description. I updated the lyrics to reflect the text.
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marshmallowgoop · 2 years
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i wanna drive all night
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matilda the musical making me feel shrimp emotions
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distant-velleity · 5 months
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jackdeu and 8?
quick note: i'm actually gonna do everyone a favor with this one and not use 8 bc the corresponding song's content is... concerning aksjksjfd so i went with 18 instead:
I can’t stop, I don’t want to stop Make sure to cool it down so you’re not burnt!
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“Ah—”
Deuce’s hiss of pain and regret has Jack immediately glancing up from his homework, his ears twitching in alarm. “What happened?” 
Miserably, Deuce looks down at his instant ramen as he fans at his mouth for a second, lips parted and tongue hanging out slightly. “S’hot,” he says quickly, and ever-so-eloquently adds, “Real spicy.”
“…Blockhead.” Jack reaches across the table and pushes Deuce’s plastic water bottle over to him. It earns him a rushed thanks. “I told you not to add the whole packet of flavoring. And, don’t you know to blow on hot food to cool it down?”
“Well—” Deuce uncaps the bottle and chugs half of it in record time. “Idia-senpai gave it to me for my birthday, so I didn’t want to waste it…”
Jack has half a mind to reach over and wipe the little drop of water dribbling down from the corner of Deuce’s mouth. Instead, he controls himself and just sighs.
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1980ssunflower · 1 year
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nuzzles my face against my baby ryan 🥺💖
#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸#tape entry circa 1980#SILLAY MODE ENGAGED#FACE OF A MAN WHO HAS JUST PISSED OFF MIN HFDJS#OOOO my baby ;w;#i miss him so so fucking much i like. literally had a breakdown abt how much i missed him a couple days ago ghdfjk#full on sobbing abt how much i love and miss him and need him here holding me#i really want to be vulnerable w him and wrap my arms around him as bury my face in the crook of his neck#oh god id do anything to hear him... i want to hear his beautiful wonderful angelic voice... IM TEARING UP AGAIN#everything about him... its so wonderful... him and my min-gi own my entire heart#id do anything for them... i love them...#thinking of ryans voice makes me tear up from how much i love and miss him...#i want to hear him tell me how talented i am and he knows ill be able to do all the things id like and be something great#that he knows im destined to be a rockstar and we all will get to be rockstars together :'-]#i want him to play w my hair while he talks to me and runs his other hand over my body caressing me#id like to hear him sing to meee#maybe we'll put on a record or just listen to a tape and sing the songs together#id also like for us to play some guitar together :-]#ive been making progressing again on this song last night that i had to put off w stuff + surgery#and i feel like ryan would be proud of me :'-]#but just auh my heart is so full i just love my baby more than there are stars in the sky type of thing#i want to take in his scent and be comforted by it and his presence and how im being held against him#holding his pretty face in my hands and looking into his beautiful dark brown eyes#smoothing out his hair and tucking any loose strands behind his ear#kiss his pretty hands... just all over just hold it to my face as i keep planting little kisses all over#on his finger tips where his callouses from playing guitar are eheh#anyways aouh ( blasts thunder road by bruce springsteen while thinking of ryan and me )
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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months
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During the 2020 shut-in era, I basically only listened to Coldplay and god the amnt of emotional nostalgia I get from listening to their music is so
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#the first 3 albums only btw 🥰🥰#theres some songs i rly like from their other albums#but nothing has the gut punch of their first 3 for me#and i listened to them a lot while developing my main oc ship#so listening to these im like SOB SOB ECLIPOIR SOB SOB SOB#i even drew art of them w the lyrics....#but now these songs are my go-to ship coded songs#so ofc listening to them now my brain is subconsciously trying to apply them to vettonso....#tho something i think is very funny is how this music is pretty basic right? not a bad thing!!! but like very well known normal music#but of course when i listen to it im making these over dramatic animatics in my head to them#and once i looked at the lyrics explanation for a song cause i was curious#and the reasoning was something super boring related to chris martin's marriage and it ruined the song for a bit LMFAO#i cant be thinking abt them in that context okay 😭😭 theyre the songs thsy form the tapestry for basically every ship i have#blah blah blah typical catie moment of 'i dont listen to these songs in the NORMAL way' calm down...#anyways getting emo as always over this music sob sob sob#I just love that music can instantly transport you back to a specific time in your life or a specific thing#i think I also was into rainbow six when i listened to this music mainly 😭😭 so now ofc theyre popping into my head#also my god: Spies would be such a good Bond song and i refuse to believe they didnt write it w that in mind ;;;;;#maybe i should put more thought into what songs of theirs i could apply to vettonso...#i really need to make a playlist for them sometime :D#catie.rambling.txt
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volinare · 8 months
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i called out... like right before my shift too. i am truly a monster. like they're going to have to find someone to cover my trucks. i just can't. like yesterday wasn't even that bad and i've been having fun, i enjoy the job i enjoy working and i just.
#like i put up with deep open sores on my ankles for this job. theyve only just now healed#and that didn't drive me to quit#but the last week has just been. like i didn't even go in that much because i hurt my knee last week and monday was labor day#my knee is fine now and i'm fine but i like had to leave early on tuesday because i was about to start fucking sobbing#and my brain was like . going joker mode.#i feel like. i have failed.#well actually i feel like a failure but i'm going to try and not be a bitch about this#i just want to have a job i keep and that i can go to while still like... feeling okay. and this is certainly not it#i guess i still had hope that this was... sustainable. because it was fun and easy#and really i'm being a baby like im not injured or anything#god being a quiter used to be so much easier before i like. realized i was doing that thing#that greg does in school in crazy ex girlfriend#he sings a song about it#like 'well i failed cause i didn't try'#and now im like. i tried. and i still weh weh weg#im also quitting before i like worked my self to the absolute bone and for some reason that makes me feel like i actually didn't try at all#do you think that black and white thinking is autism or bpd? vote now in the comments#i feeling like carving something pretty into my skin#wehhhh i made this whole post hoping to feel better after i vented but i still feel bad#i hope i die in my sleep#and the timing you know? the timing like this is just so fucking embarrassing but i dint fucking care#like congrats you got what you wanted there was a retard within 2 feet of you and now there's not
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ehnrat · 1 year
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i was also lookin up the full versions on the KHR songs and i saw that ponycanon uploaded one of my fav endings 3 weeks ago and HRMMMMMM
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fandom-took-my-sanity · 9 months
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punisher (album) by phoebe bridgers is so dana scully coded
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carcarrot · 11 months
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who up crying in their latte
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july-19th-club · 2 years
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one thing i really dont like in tv shows is when a scene carrying important or emotional dialogue gets a musical score with lyrics that are noticeable, because then i get too distracted by the song and it undercuts the drama too much for me to really appreciate it like i’d like to
#it's corny idk#like put your little song choice at the end credits if you have to but for me. for me? songs dont go in high drama scenes UNLESS#a) it is a musical b) it is an instrumental piece c) it is the kind of genre that permits songs with lyrics in high drama scenes#like a mixed-genre or comedy piece that can work#in a straight-up-and-down science fiction drama it's just distracting and makes the work feel less polished idk how to explain it#like. like if the characters are having emotional reunions or departures or being ripped from one another by Circumstances .#and it's NOT like......a romance (another genre which supports that device) or something. it just comes off different and it's distracting#i shouldnt have to hear a lady breathily saying words while you guys are sobbing into each other's arms or whatever#songs in drama shows are for: establishing setting . character intros or montages or dialogue-less action scenes. UNLESS you really want to#like highlight the action's impact then once again it's good to go no lyrics or even no score. and like....diegetic stuff#idk i make hugelong character playlists but i know i wouldn't put like.#heartache of goodbye by jayne trimble over a scene with emotional dialogue about saying goodbye it's too much! too on the nose#we dont need it spelled out for us. i'd put crow river waltz on at a volume SO low that it's only noticeable when they're not talking#and then later viewers would go 'what was that incredibly plaintive sound i heard then?' and look it up and find good old leo kottke
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caruliaa · 2 years
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JUST LISTENED TO THE ALBUM. HOLY FUCKING SHIT.
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astrxealis · 2 years
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"scream all you like, your gods can't hear you" -> "scream all you like, the gods can't hear you" -> "scream all you like, no one can hear us" -> "scream all you like, 'cause we're all mad here"
akfbeiwhkdn OBSESSED w scream's lyrics ... so good fr. and the way it moves from 'you' to 'us'/'we' and with the context and themes in the song and the story. yeah. yeah.
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚#'Buried alive In the coffin of who I used to be'#i think . i think uh#not sure what i was/am thinking but 'scream all you like your gods can't hear you' is one of my favorite lines from ffxiv for sure#+ ivalice raids :] <3 and a lot of endwalker and shadowbringers#and there's heavensward ... tbh i can't rmbr quotes from stormblood that well rn SOBS#oh wait i remembered some rn :O love them too <3 okay i can't rmbr for arr tho T___T#'still bound to the flame that i bear' lahabrea !!! the whole song. him and athena. gods#'No release (Rescue me) From this empty waking wonderland (Rescue me)'#the 'rescue me' is so good whahwuwgiebid i love the whole prison cage chains thing going on#pandaemonium almost feels like a. weird unreal dream at some times bcs it feels somewhat k*inky it's hilarious#but it's also really dark. and i love it#themis is making me go CRAZY. lahabrea is. he's really interesting#eric deserves better but it's almost a bit funny how babygirl he is sobs but yeah i want the best for him#athena is so interesting (+ I LOVE ALL THE GREEK REFS SM)#she's interesting bcs the idea of love is debatable w her... which of her feelings were true?#maybe she did all she did out of love for her son even with what she did. but it doesn't excuse her actions#it's all so interesting and i'm scared and excited to see where the story will go!!#i was going to say something else as well but i forgot SOBS#but yeah it's funny how lahabrea did the Thing and did the thing but Super. and that his coworker wanted to do it with him too#and a lot of the fanbase feels the same LMFAOOOO dilf T___T ......#and theres eric who is your friend and that is his dad . oh my god#anyways i love pandaemonium especially themis bcs i am so obsessed w him#i think its cool they took inspo from that evan/gelion guy! i want to watch evangleion even more now#bcs i have been exposed to it ever since i was much younger thanks to my super cool family but it's a crime i haven't properly watched#anything except for the op and a bit of the first episode#also want to get into castle/vania like i mentioned b4! all thanks to ffxiv for furthering my wants for thwse mwah#and for introducing me to evane/scense <3 it is a crime i have not learned of them sooner#sorry i'm born in 2000s T___T <//3 i would have loved them growing up listening to mc/r and etc hehe
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katsa-calming · 2 years
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Guys i finally finished space and just finished coming off the livestream girl help im crying
#it feels super nostalgic because were back to dissecting and watching something together as a community again and getting friends involved#theres references and styff that date back to well date#and to wkm with the music like are you kidding????#the reason it took me so long is i pulled my friend into it#and i made her watch the whole shelf of marks projects beforehand for reference and everything#and she watched all the game theorys and stuff so we were watching it over zoom and the wkm theme started and we both just paused and looked#at each other and just let a few tears loose?#it was a moment#and she somehow hadnt seen/heard space is cool#so the new one came on cause thats the decision we took and i actually almost started sobbing dude#that song means so much to me because it signifies the community so much#it hits just as hard as all the way does to me in a way#i get really teary when something nostalgic plays so it came on and suddenly i was in sixth grade again watching something#on a crappy computer where i could delete my history because my mom didnt approve of me watching someone who swears#it was such a good moment for me#it took me back to just reading the theorys back when wkm had just come out and i was reading some weird fic and i ran into someone#mentioning something about a murder mystery and i went on a whole journey finding it and watching it#its so cool to see mark do something first this huge and second this absolutely mindblowing project that means so much#i could ramble for hours but these are long enough#iswm#in space with markiplier
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ickadori · 7 months
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++ 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐘
[summary] wrio’s spouse winds up in prison. special treatment ensues.
[cws] gender neutral reader. fluff.
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“What you did was incredibly stupid.”
“I’d like to think it was very brave, actually.” You quip back, lips pursed as you turn up your chin. “You should be proud of me, really.”
“I should be proud that you got yourself thrown in prison?” You don’t have to look up to know that Wriothesley is sporting an incredulous expression. “Did they knock your head around a bit before bringing you down here?”
“You’re acting like I murdered someone.” You finally meet his gaze, and you resist the urge to sink down into your seat at the clear disapproval in his eyes. “All I did was—”
“Break into the Opera Epiclese and destroy government property.”
“That’s such a trumped-up charge!” You huff and roughly cross your arms over your chest, eyes narrowing as you think back on the charges that had been slapped down onto you by that damned archon. “You trip in the dark and accidentally fall into the oratrice and all of a sudden you’re a criminal. Hmph!”
“Yeah, exactly. It also doesn’t help that you broke in—”
“—I left my bracelet in there after the trial! Was I just supposed to leave it behind and potentially lose it forever? The condition of the lost and found in that place is downright terrible—the guards pocket all the good stuff.”
“You could have bought another one.”
“Not like this one.” You look down to the gray bracelet encircling your wrist, and a warmth spreads in your chest as you gently twist it around, finger rubbing over the messily written engraving on the inside of it. “This was a gift.”
“Hardly.” He sighs, and your eyes flick up to watch as he runs his hands through his already messy hair. “It’s just scrap metal I bent up and welded because I couldn’t buy you proper jewelry back when I was a prisoner.” It’s his turn to look at the bracelet.
“You were so creative back then.” You smile a bit wider. “I remember you used to have something new made every time I came to visit you. What was that one thing you made? The one that we painted together?”
“The ballerina music box.” He groaned, looking a bit embarrassed, and you snapped your fingers.
“The ballerina music box!” The ballerina was a bit oddly shaped, and the box had sharp corners on one side and rounded on the other, and the song the box played was distorted and sounded more creepy than relaxing due to some disfigured cogs, but you loved it nonetheless, and had even sobbed in thanks when he had first presented the gift to you. “I love that little box.”
“It looks like a child made it.”
“A child in the throes of eleazar, yes,” you nod, and his mouth opens a bit in surprise before he huffs out a laugh. “But I still love it… because you made it.” You give him a sweet smile, and you can see him soften up before your very own eyes; broad shoulders losing that rigidness, lids lowering, crease between his dark, thick brows disappearing.
“You’re tryin’ to butter me up.”
“Mhm,” you nod. “Is it working?”
“Not at all, jailbird.” He gives you a smile of his own, and despite the clear sarcasm in it, you can’t help the little flutter your heart does at the sight. “No special treatment for you.” So he says, yet he had placed a cup of tea down for you the moment you were brought to his office, and had even tried to inconspicuously nudge the basket of cookies in your direction, pretending not to notice when you reached for one. “Spouse or not.”
“What a mean man.” You slouch down in your seat. “I treasure the gifts that my lovely, amazing, strong, handsome, and so so so incredibly smart husband gives me and what do I get in return? A criminal record and unfair treatment! I’m suing the entire nation the moment I’m free!”
“Yeah, yeah,” he waves his hand in the air as if fanning away the conversation, and now it’s your turn to huff. “For the few days that you’re here, you’ll be working directly with me in exchange for coupons.” He takes a slow sip of his tea, adams apple bobbing as he swallows, before gently setting the cup back down onto its small plate. “I’ll make your first job real easy to get you in the swing of things.”
“How kind of you.”
He just barely contains an amused smile. “Very. Now…” He shifts in his seat. “Give me a kiss.”
“I’m married, Your Grace.”
“I’m sure your husband won’t mind. Kiss. Now.” He taps a finger against his lips, and after a moment you stand up and round his desk, hands finding his shoulders as you bend at the waist so your noses brush.
“My husband is a very good fighter, by the way. When he finds out you twisted his spouses’s arm like this, he’ll pummel you.”
“I can handle him.” A hand snags you by the waist, forcing you down into his lap, and you only have time to let out a quiet yelp before Wriothesley’s lips are on yours. The kiss is slow, sensual, and it brings a warmth to your cheeks and covers you with a bashful cloak when he pulls back to let his eyes roam over your face. “I’ve gotta say… your husband is a real lucky guy to snatch up someone as cute as you.”
“Hmph. Seems like you’re trying to butter me up now.”
“Is it working?” He presses his face into your neck, his lips pulling into a smile against your skin, and you have to fight back one of your own.
“Not at all, jailbird.”
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