#like the kiof stuff and now this

[sp4ceboo]

It's like Stay can't be normal for even two seconds bro what the fuck is this 🤡 2min were actually so valid for preferring to perform in the straight up apocalypse where they can just make music and have fun 😭 even radiation levels in that au would be less toxic than this clownery 😭😭

"radiation levels in that au less toxic than this clownery" THIS BRO. honestly i want to join them in the apocalypse because stay are pissing me the fuck off. like if they claim to love stray kids so much, why don't they treat them that way? why can't they just respect the boys and treat them like humans?

and poor chan oh god. they already got chan's room taken away from us, what fucking next? chan is literally the kindest soul and they keep coming for him and making him think he's the one who's done something wrong, and making someone like him think that is absolutely unconscionable, especially with how low he views himself already. i hope the boys are taking care of him and checking up on and each other because frankly the shit going down can't be good for anyone's health, INCLUDING the haters and fake stays.

like guys. pull your shit together and don't take your hate out on someone so undeserving. someone who's interactions with you are a PRIVELEGE. why would u waste it on hateful words.

[onlymingyus]

Beautiful Liar (Teaser)

pairing; kim mingyu x f!reader

genre; smut (minor dni), toxic, angst, dark content, fluff

summary; Kim Mingyu's life has always been complicated, but you just add another layer. At least he is a beautiful liar.

dark content/content warnings; mafia au, murder, guns (used/sold/bought), cops, gun dealer!mingyu, mafia boss!jun (shut up), second in command/drug dealer!minghao, lawyer!wonwoo, blood, fighting/beating, drugs mentioned, smoking (cigarettes), alcohol, alludes to alcoholism, depression/anxiety, toxic relationships, commitment issues -- best friends sister to lover, bosses sister to lover, jun's sister!reader, soonyoung, dino (chan), vernon as side characters, names eunseok and haneul used (have no connection to riize and kiof), crying, food and drink as always, mentions being sick, doctor!reader, medical terminology and medical procedure/wound described -- as always i'm certain i have missed something. if there is anything glaring send me an ask.

smut warnings; dom!mingyu, mean dom!mingyu, brat!reader, unprotected sex, rough sex, pulling out, creampie, cum on skin, cum play, cumming untouched, cumming in pants, fingering, oral (f receiving), handjob, edging/orgasm denial, degradation, pet names/degrading names, praise, impact play, pussy slapping, biting, crying from pleasure, dacryphilia, aftercare. as stated above, i am sure there is something i am forgetting. send an ask if it is glaring.   

w/c; 25.6k and some change (2.8k extra words for patreon bonus) [2.2k this teaser]

beautiful liar - monsta x

a/n; thank you to my @junkissed for proofreading for me once again, i love you forever. i hope you all enjoy this one. i missed my boy so much and i wanted to expand a bit on gyu from shut up. give him a bit of life. its not the end of some of these characters, but we will see where they pop up in the future.

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Glancing around the large living room, Mingyu glances towards you as you drop your bag onto the sofa before moving towards the floor to ceiling windows. He knew he really didn’t have to do much more for you. Yes, Jun had told him to keep you entertained, but he had done the first part. He had gotten you from the airport to the penthouse. The bar was going to open soon. 

Biting at his lip, Mingyu takes his phone from his jacket pocket and checks his messages when you glance back to look at him in the hallway, your luggage on either side of him. You could see his brows furrowed even from across the room. He had seemed so tense the entire drive from the airport and you could barely get him to open up to you. He was like a puzzle that you were dying to solve. 

“Talking to your girlfriend?” 

Your words pull Mingyu out of his haze as he reads Minghao’s text and back into the present with you. Lifting his brow, Mingyu scoffs but quickly clears his throat before shaking his head and sending a quick text back to Minghao. "No, I don’t have one. I was just letting Minghao know I had you here. Seeing if he wanted me at the loun—at work.” 

You watch as Mingyu quickly changes his wording and clears his throat once again. Stepping closer to the middle of the room, you can see the way he swallows hard and you know it’s because he’s trying to hide something from you. Smirking, you nod and gesture towards your bags before pointing towards another hallway. Mingyu’s eyes follow your hand before finding your eyes once again when you speak, some teasing in your voice. "Well, before you leave me for my brother’s shady bar, can you put my stuff in my room?” 

Mingyu feels his stomach in his throat as you mention the bar and start to walk towards the bedrooms. Groaning, he closes his eyes, feeling his phone go off in his hand, finding himself unwilling to look at it right away as he listens to your high heels click against the floor. 

So you knew about the lounge. Jun had told him you were a respectable woman. Mingyu had done his own research. Respectable was putting it simply. You were a doctor and where Jun might have lined his family’s pockets in his own way, you were like a beacon of joy for them, with your face in scientific journals and standing in front of hospitals with sick children. The lounge was so far away from who you were. 

Looking around the master bedroom, you nod before glancing back towards the door when Mingyu moves into the doorframe, only to stop and clear his throat as if asking for permission. He was not only breathtakingly handsome, but one of the most adorable men you had ever seen. You knew he worked for your brother in some capacity and in his less than desirable business adventure, but you couldn’t imagine it right now. Mingyu did not seem like the type of man to work for your brother. Then again, at one point in your life, you said the same about Minghao. 

“You can come into the room, Mingyu. What did my brother say to you to make you so afraid of me?” You smile, a small laugh in your words, as you take a step backwards to sit on the end of the bed as Mingyu puffs up his cheeks. 

Pushing your suitcases into the room, Mingyu looks down at you on the bed and he feels the image being burned into his brain as he tries not to imagine you lying back on it as he—sighing—shakes his head and lifts his hand to run his fingers through his hair. “He told me to take care of you. Entertain you while he was gone, but he also told me to behave... in not so many words.” 

Biting at your lip, you laugh once again, lifting your leg to cross it over the other, feeling Mingyu’s eyes drop to your legs before he has to force himself to look away, pulling out his phone once again to check his messages. “Behave, huh? And what does that mean? Are you bad, usually?” 

Feeling heat rising in his neck, Mingyu swallows hard, not only at the text messages from Minghao but also at your words. What were you trying to do? You were obviously testing him. You were teasing him. He should run for the hills and a cold shower. 

Laughing, Mingyu focuses on his phone, sending one last text to Minghao, pressing send harder than necessary as you watch him closely. “Who are you texting, Mingyu? Still talking to Minghao? I might start to get jealous. I thought you were supposed to entertain me.” 

Glancing at you over his phone, Mingyu sees the smirk on your lips. You were causing some intense feelings for him. He was afraid of you for so many reasons already. You were bad for his job and his friendships. You were a brat and he could tell you were having fun, seeming to know that he wasn’t going anywhere. 

Minghao: Don’t need you tonight. Jun wants you to get some shit and guard Y/N 

Mingyu: You gotta be kidding me.

Minghao: I don’t need to remind you, but I will, because she’s like my sister too 

Minghao: Keep your dick in your pants 

Mingyu: I’m not an animal

Minghao: Yes, you are. Don’t let anything happen to her 

Minghao: Understand me? 

Mingyu: I understand! 

Giving you a strained smile as he shoves his phone into his pocket, Mingyu takes a step back from you and lifts his shoulders with a deep breath. “Which room is mine?” 

You had already known that Mingyu was going to be assigned to be security for you until your brother got back, even if you had told Jun and Minghao that you didn’t need a babysitter. At the time when you said it, you hadn’t known who Mingyu was or how much fun it might be. Now you are happy to have company. 

Smiling, you slide off the bed and up to your feet, glancing around your room with a teasing smile as Mingyu lets out a breath, afraid of what you are implying. Stepping past him, you glance up at him, letting your fingers trail over his hand before moving to the door. “Follow me.” 

Mingyu’s skin felt like it was on fire where your fingers had brushed over his. He was being stupid with just a small touch, but god, you were driving him crazy. You knew exactly what you were doing; it was going to take everything in him to keep some professionalism about him during this. He was already counting down the days, hours, and minutes until Jun would be back and this job would be over. 

Following behind you, Mingyu lets his eyes move down your back and over your ass before he glances off to the side when you make a quick right turn into the room right beside yours and nod. Glancing over your shoulder at Mingyu, you lift your hands to do a quick eye to hand measurement of his height before doing the same for the bed and making an unsure sound. “You might fit, big boy.” 

Unable to stop the scoff before it starts to leave his mouth, Mingyu walks past you into the room and looks at the bed. It wasn’t a small bed, and he wasn’t that big. Meeting your eyes, Mingyu watches you smirk at him before you glance around the rest of the room and pout your lips at him. “You didn’t bring anything with you? Maybe I could take a ride with you and stretch my legs while you pack a bag.” 

You knew he didn’t have anything else with him. Clearly, he hadn’t been planning on staying, but you seemed to have known he was going to be sticking around before he did. Sighing, Mingyu scratches at his eyebrow before gesturing towards the door and giving you a strained smile. You could tell you were wearing him down. You wanted to crack him. Get to the real Kim Mingyu, not this professional mask he was wearing for the sake of your brother. 

Mingyu hadn’t expected you to follow him up into his apartment, so when you did, he could feel the heat rising in his neck and face. His apartment was nothing compared to the penthouse you were staying in or the penthouse that Jun owned. All Mingyu had was a one bedroom, one bathroom apartment in a decent part of town and he kept it pretty clean. Thank god. 

“Uh, I’ll be quick. Just—” You watch as Mingyu hurries past you into his living room to swipe a gun from his coffee table, a few bullets hitting the floor as he curses under his breath, leaning down to pick them up. “Make yourself at home, I guess.” Glancing over his shoulder at you, Mingyu pushes the bullets into the magazine in his hand before pushing the magazine into the pistol and hearing it click. 

Your brows were raised and you were watching him curiously. He hadn’t planned for you to be in his space. He had been cleaning one of his guns the night before, well before the bottle of jack, but normally people weren’t inside his apartment. Especially people who looked like you and were decent, normal people. 

Following Mingyu with your eyes, you watch as he leaves the door crack, probably to listen to in the other room as he grabs a bag and starts to fill it with various things. You weren’t surprised that he had a gun and it didn’t bother you; in fact, it made him even sexier somehow. You felt a bit safer around him knowing that he was armed, especially if he was supposed to be taking care of you. 

Looking over the books on his shelves, you tilt your head and smile at the titles. They weren’t what you would expect someone like Kim Mingyu to have. As that thought crosses your mind, you think to yourself that it isn’t fair of you to think that. You didn’t know him well enough to judge his reading habits or intelligence. You just hadn’t expected to see The Count of Monte Cristo sitting on his shelf with the binding broken as if it had been read several times. 

Pulling the book out, you hold it delicately in your hands as you flip through, reading over the words—some you remember, others that you hadn’t forgotten, having not read it in so long. What makes you smile are the notes in the margins in the same chicken scratch that you had seen your name written in at the airport. 

Grabbing a few things from his bathroom, Mingyu zips up his bag and checks his pistol before sliding it into the holster under his jacket. You were quiet in the other room and that was making him nervous. He had tried to be quick while packing, but he had no idea what to bring, so he went simple and only took what he needed. 

Turning the corner into his living room, Mingyu stops in his tracks, seeing you standing in front of his bookshelf with one of his books in your hands. You were gorgeous in the evening light pouring in from the decently large windows he had been blessed with, and you had the prettiest smile on your lips as you ran your fingers over the margins of the book. He could already tell what book you were looking at before even getting closer. It was his favorite, but that was probably easy to see, which is probably why you picked it up. It was obviously the most well loved book on the entire shelf. 

“All human wisdom is contained in these two words–Wait and hope.” You read the quote from the book that Mingyu had re-written at the top of the page before glancing up at him as he watches you carefully. Closing the book, you slide it back into his place and take a breath before offering him a smile. “Are you a tortured soul, Kim Mingyu?” 

Laughing into a scoff, Mingyu adjusts his bag on his shoulder and shakes his head. “I just enjoy the idea of revenge being fulfilled, I think.” Mingyu watches you nod and take a few steps closer to him, the air feeling thicker as he tries to take a breath only to get a deep breath of your perfume. 

“And it has nothing to do with the love story attached to it? That isn’t why you’ve read that book so many times that the pages are falling out.” Mingyu’s eyes fall to your lips as you speak and he has to force himself to look back up to your eyes before pulling his gaze away from you and towards the window with the golden light. 

“It’s just a story.” You think to yourself as you hear the words come out of Mingyu’s mouth—what a beautiful liar he is.

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[authorhjk1]

could you do a how does KIOF roleplay?

Julie

At first you found Julie's roleplaying a little off putting. You're fine with a lot of stuff, but you didn't expect her to one day randomly suggest something this taboo. Julie doesn't have a brother or sister, but you're not sure if that makes it better or not. She herself told you that she knows it is weird at the beginning, but you can see how much it turns her on. How wet she gets when you call her your sister while you nail her naked body into the living room window. How her eyes glisten with lust while she strokes your cock, admiring it as if she saw it for the first time.

"Oh my god, little brother. I didn't know you had such a nice cock."

Julie liked a lot of foreplay as well, which makes the sex itself even more real. By now you can't count the times when you were just watching TV in the living room and suddenly Julie came in, only wearing the tightest crop top that showed off her naked nipples through the fabric and her lace panties, and just kneeled in front of the TV, then took something out of the drawer underneath it and walked away again. And everytime she said something, which made it clear what she's expecting you to do next.

"By the way, mom and dad are gonna be home late today."

On the weekends, Julie even roleplays early in the morning. When you're preparing breakfast she walks into the kitchen, only wearing a shirt of yours, which ends halfway down her thighs. Then, she opens the fridge and bends down, the hem of your shirt riding up her ass so you can have a good view of her wet pussy.

"Why do you always eat my stuff? You better make it up to your sister, sweetie."

Natty

Natty always had a thing for giving you head at random times since the beginning of your relationship. Sh just loved how you always looked so surprised when she either just dropped to her knees in front of you when the two of you were alone, or when she took your hand without a word in public, just giving you a wink, before leading you to a more private space.

And since she found the succubus hairband and wings while looking for a Halloween costume last year, Natty constantly roleplays as succubus. She keeps changing her outfit, but always includes the wings and horns.

When you wake up in the morning, you're greeted by her in nothing but sexy lingerie, her lips already tightly sealed around your cock. After a long day at work, you sometimes come home to Natty roleplaying different roles, while still roleplaying as succubus. A succubus school girl, a succubus teacher, a succubus cheerleader, a succubus bride who's husband is lying in the next room, already completely drained of his cum.

But for some reason, today's outfit might be your favorite. The nun outfit is obviously a sexier version of an actual thing a nun would wear, but you still catch the wings on her back and the two balck horns, which peak out from underneath her veil. Natty even put in red contact lenses, making her look even more like a succubus in disguise.

"Do you want to know what sinning feels like?"

Belle

Belle is a princess. I think that's pretty obvious. That's how she likes to be treated during sex all the time anyway. Throughout your time with her, she's tried out very different forms of princesses. Obviously Disney princesses came first. Cinderella, Belle, Jasmine and so on. But once Belle tried out all of these often enough, she moved on.

Last week you came home to her lying on your bed, the only thing she was wearing was princess Leia's custome from Jabba's palace. She offered you her leash and asked you to be the roughest you've ever been with her. Which still doesn't mean that much since getting fucked from behind while getting her face pressed into the sheets is already extreme for her. She's just a soft princess most of the time.

Yesterday you were greeted by a Chinese princess. Belle wore a silk hanfu, which showed all kinds of light colours, making her look like a spring goddess. Flowers in her hair and a big golden hairpin completed her outfit. It was authentic, so she barely showed any skin at all, but that was completely fine with you, since it made the experience even more real.

And today another princess waited for you on your bed after you stepped out of the shower. Belle as a Pharaoh's daughter, wearing a black wig a golden hairband in form of a snake and golden bracelets on her arms and ankles. Her white silk dress was incredible thin, almost counting as see through. It showed off her body's curves perfectly and you could even see a fake bellybutton piercing through the dress.

Haneul

Haneul wasn't a fan of roleplay, until she wore something more formal once. Not a dress, but a suit. She felt somewhat powerful and strong in it and to her own surprise she made you feel that during sex that night.

She still doesn't roleplay often, but occasionally, you now find yourself face to face with your strict boss who threatens to fire you if you don't eat her out, or your school's principal who threatens to call your parents if you don't show her your cock, or once even your superior officer who tells you to fuck her hard if you don't want to get dishonorably discharged.

You usually enjoy fucking and using Haneul however you want with her being a good girl, but once in a while you do like to be the one who has to do what she says.

"And now the other one."

Right now Haneul roleplays as the hot and successful neighbor, who caught you looking at her through the window. She told you she'd call the police if you didn't do what she said. So now you place her naked foot on the floor, before your reach for the other one, still in one of her heels.

[arilevenatz]

Masterlist

🪻 Hii! Im Leven! I'm a writer who has previously written some stuff on YouTube but now I'm on Tumblr. If u write, let's be author mutuals I'm so lonely here 🥺

🫧 INFJ | Studying psychology 🥼 | Asian

🍧 Atz, Svt, Kiof, Njz, Itzy, Zb1

🌸 I respect people so I expect you to respect my boundaries as well. Please DNI if you stan lsf, illit and skz (currents are fine! 🩷) I'm very cautious about not interfering myself with their fans. Please do respect my choice!!

🎐 if u wanna talk, you can write to me in the ask box. I'll see everything. You can also ask me add u to the taglist!

Hongjoong

- Ironheart

Captain!Hongjoong x Reader

Our captain is a ruthless man. And he needs ruthless weapons to remain the king of the seven seas. And it's a bonus that he becomes obsessed with the strongest soldier of the king

Seonghwa

- Royally Bound

Prince!Seonghwa x Reader

You were always treated like a shadow in the house. Being the youngest, nobody listened to you. And you slowly stopped caring. So much so that when you were arranged to marry the Prince, you didn't care. But he was quite the opposite of what you thought he would be like.

Yunho

- Unscripted

Idol!Yunho x idol!Reader

Yunho was known for his sick performances and beautiful vocals. He also adored his juniors. But when a certain unique group debuted with a certain unique member, that adoration turned into something more. And when he realised that she was a fan of ATEEZ, he was over the moon.

Yeosang

- Chasing Shadows

Popular boy!Yeosang x chubby!Reader

You are an average student trying to live through college. Trying to gain as little attention as you can. But the world said fuck you and you caught the eye of one of the popular guys. And he makes it so obvious that he's attracted to you

San

- Ideal Trip

San x reader

You were visiting a school to give a mock test. You weren't expecting to get teleported in a parallel universe where black monsters chase you down. And surely you weren't expecting to find a man lost in that realm using you as a key for his escape

- Ruthless desire

Cruel king!San x Princess!Reader

He took away everything. Your kingdom, your family, your dignity. He even forced you to get married to him. All these days, he kept you as a captive. As a trophy he was proud of. But why did he suddenly change? And why are you falling for him?

Mingi

- By Her Side

Bodyguard!Mingi x princess!Reader

Mingi has been with you since you were ten. Growing up with people always reminding you that you're a princess made you overstimulated. But when Mingi came along, you realised that you can be a carefree child again. Why? Cause Mingi was there to take care of everything!

Wooyoung

- Heart At Sea

Pirate!Wooyoung x reader

Wooyoung was always the light of the ship. He was the man who made everyone chuckle after they had a bad day. So when he came across a girl who was even more of a sunshine than him, he felt something he never felt. But then he uncovered her past, and that unleashed the protector woo in him.

Jongho

- You are

Pirate!jongho x town girl!reader

Running into men while completing erands was not rare for you. But what happens when the man who you ran into is the very man who saves you after being kidnapped by loan sharks?

- Outscored pt. one | two

Jock!Jongho x Reader

You and Jongho were rivals—until rivalry turned into something neither of you expected. Between heated arguments, stolen glances, and unspoken tension, the lines blur. He’s everywhere, pushing, teasing, and making your heart race. But falling for him? That was never supposed to happen. And yet, here you are.

OT8

-Ateez as dark entities

Ot8!Ateez x Reader

-Whispers of Atravelle - series

Ot8!Titan Shifter!Ateez x Reader

You get knocked up and transported in another realm where you are forced to take "monsters". Except, You meet 8 princes who are very suspicious. But you are here to do a job and leave. Right?

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There are a few things and tropes I don't write or just simply can't write. As I'm exploring more prompts and understanding concepts, please understand that if u request anything and if I don't feel comfortable writing it, I'll probably ignore it or just don't write it. Please understand that, I have my own boundaries as well ❤️‍🩹

[kireilien]

hiii baby, how’re u doing ?! ok first of all, appreciate u for being u on here and blessing us with ur yummy content, i’m eating this shit up like omg <3 second of all, i wanna smooch ur face for being a writer for &team and kiof :3 and third of all hehe, i came here to share my thoughts on maki cus like hello ?? that my baby right there, anyways !! contrary to ur own thoughts about daddy/size kink maki, i think that he’d really enjoy having his girl wearing skirts with nothing underneath cause one, easier access duh !! and two !! he’s a little munch and just wants to spend most of his time if not all of his life between his gf legs and just drinking and lapping at her cunny >_< plus, just makes it easier for him to corner you into some place in the house or while outside and just simply flip up the skirt and go to town on you, telling you to keep quiet for him otherwise no cumming !!

anyways i yapped too much, but hope u don’t mind me cus i got a little too excited. alrighty then, have a good day/night girl, mwah !!

hellloooo anon i’ve been well and ty!!!!! but wait anon come back anon yap some more pls i love you so much you are so right i love everything about this 

tw/cw. nsfw content, cursing; dom!maki, sub!reader, fem!reader, race neutral reader, free use, MUNCH MAKI aka oral (f receiving), pussy drunk maki, domestic/possessive maki, spit play if you read between the lines, borderline exhibitionism, use of “baby,” rambling not much actual content lol

maki munch is 100% real there’s something i’m cooking up with maki and look. 

I AM A MAKI MUNCH ENTHUSIAST SINCE DAY ONE 

unfortunately putting aside my daddy maki agenda (no one will stop me i fear), he’d LOVE the thought of free use, it’d lwk make him feel a lil domestic like heyyy you’re not wearing panties aka you trust me heyyy what if i js fuck you to my heart’s content as you fold clothes bc we’re alone tgt heyyyy do you get what i mean. 

i can just imagine him coming home literally swamped from practice and the first thing he does? eat you out. he’s so fucking addicted to your pussy he loves the smell, the taste, the look you have on your face when he’s hitting the best spot. he’s not even doing it for you, he’s doing it for himself. homeboy LOVE LOVE LOVES munching on box he goes in a trance to decompress and destress. just lapping in your juices, practically making out with your lower lips, toying with that clit, slobbering all over your pussy, making sure he quite literally drinks your cunt up, not letting a single drop run off somewhere else, and if you try to ask maki to stop, he keeps going, this is for him, he’s keeping you down with his arms so you can’t go anywhere, looking at you with those dark eyes of his letting you know that this pussy is his and only his to use on his time HOLY FUCKKK LETS MOVE ON THIS IS GETTING TOO VIVID GUYS I CAN NOT RIGHT NOW NEXT SCENE GUYS NEXT SCENE LET US MOVE AWNNNNN

moving onto another form of free use, remember how i said it makes him feel domestic? whenever you’re doing something like it doesn’t have to be actually “domestic” ie folding laundry, cooking, cleaning that sort of stuff, you could literally be watching a movie, maki would js look at you and go, “thank god that’s mine.”

yes he would 100% go “need that” to you but

yas he would totes flip your skirt and have you take his cock whenever!!! i wouldn’t say wherever tho, i feel he’s more cautious but he would die to hold in his rock hard dick and once you walk through the door he’s already plowing into you. butttt i would say if it’s more secluded and not another person lengths away he’ll take you right there like a fucking horn dog smh. he’d take his strong hand to shut you up and make you take his cock, grunting as he’s cock kissing your cervix, “be quiet, baby. gotta take this load for me ‘kay? or else i won’t let you cum until we get home.” 

sigh. maki. all i think about is him guys. 

back 2 maki catalog

[dnd-writes]

Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Pt. 1

AO3

Tags: Non-con, this whole fic is just one whole degenerate lump of non-con, so warning all of you already at the beginning. BFH, very degenerate, unedited, Third-person PoV (cause easier that way), sex slave!Julie, sex slave!Natty, sex slave!Belle, sex slave!Haneul, sex slave!Kiss of Life, sexual slavery, sexual exploitation, contract manipulation, clothing control, slapping, punching, kicking, spitting, deflowering, anal deflowering, painal, dry vaginal sex, facefucking, cum on food, frozen dildos, I think that's all or most of it but you get the point

A/N: 1. First of all, thank you to @fillinforlater for the fic idea. Idk what the fuck happened, at first I was following the plot he laid out, then I changed this part, then I added this part, then this, then that, and I blink and all of a sudden I have this monstrosity of a fic 2. Fic has nothing to do with the song, just thought it would fit as a title 3. If anyone asks, for this fic I "changed the timeline" of KIOF's pre-debut stuff to essentially fit in June 2023, cause y'know, Haneul. 4. Part 1 cause Smite's prompt had a second part that I also want to write but it's gotten so long I decided to split the fic into two? parts.

It’s finally happened, she’s finally done it! After years of hardships and struggles Natty has finally achieved her goal of being in a K-pop girl group, the dream she once thought to be impossible now becoming a reality as she takes the pen and puts her signature down on the contract with tears filling her eyes. Some might call her crazy or an overreactor for bawling out but for someone who has gotten eliminated in the finals of not one but two survival shows, tears of joy sound like a reasonable reaction. 

Although Natty has already spent nearly a decade training, she is still looking forward to training more with her new groupmates. Even if it might take a decade more, as long as her dream comes alive, to her it’s all worth it. 

Natty expected to be surprised on her first day but she wasn’t ready to face what was in store for her. Having been a trainee for almost half her life, there’s no doubt that Natty has heard rumors about the industry, the drastic measures required to stay in form, the horrible things that happen away from prying eyes, the exploitation, the harassment. Though to her, they were all just rumors, just silly little things that people made up, little did she know that the rumors were just a teaser of what’s to come.

Natty goes through the front doors but instead of the vibrant and cheerful place she visited not long ago, the company now has a faint and eerie atmosphere. Lights are off, not a sign of any person in the immediate vicinity, it’s like the place never was alive to begin with. “Maybe I just came in at a wrong time,” she thinks as she navigates her way to her destination. Natty ascends to the fifth floor and as she makes it there, she hears subtle heavy breathing echoing along the halls. She decides not to get too curious and instead looks for the meeting place.

Natty stands just outside the door with a large smile prepared on her face, “This is it,” she tells herself as she gets ready to meet her new sisters. Her jolly expression quickly fades as she breaches the door, sitting inside are two of her three new groupmates. While very excited to finally meet them for the first time, what catches her attention the most are their outfits—both of them revealing way too much skin, a stark contrast to the jacket and jeans she has on. One of them is wearing booty shorts and a crop top cut short enough to barely cover her nipples and Natty notices that she doesn’t seem to have a bra underneath it. And all she can see on the other is a large red shirt barely making its way past her hips. 

Natty forces back a smile, trying to regain the excitement she previously had. There’s just four seats in the middle of the room all facing each other and Natty takes one of the two empty ones. It was awkward at first but the tension slowly dissipated as the three began talking, though a sense of eeriness still lingers behind. They start off introducing themselves to each other and Natty quickly learns that it’s Haneul who is wearing the crop top and Belle is the one wearing the red shirt. Once they got the awkward introductions out of the way, they proceeded to talk about random things. They start to talk about their lives now, their lives as trainees in previous companies, how the two knew of Natty in her time in survival shows. Although, every time Natty would try to talk about their outfits, they would pause and take a deep breath but then they would either play it off as if it was a normal thing or just change the subject entirely.

With no obstructions between them, Natty can’t help but notice some details with their apparent choices of clothing. Natty doesn’t know if she’s just imagining it but when she looks at Haneul’s crop top, she swears she can see a hint of darkness which she can only guess to be are areolas. Then there’s Belle who is sitting in the chair across from her, her short red shirt hikes even higher up her body while she sits down and Natty can see, clear as day, Belle’s pussy just hanging in the breeze. Natty tries to ask her about it but Belle just looks at her as if she was a crazy person.

Eventually the last member arrives, Natty somewhat expected her to also be similarly dressed which she is but the state she came into the room in was what shocked her the most. The last member arrives wearing a yellow sundress though from the looks of it, it might be a size or two too small. As she stands there trying to introduce herself to Natty, she keeps on adjusting her dress, struggling between pulling it over her chest or pulling it below her hips. But her attire is the least alarming part, her hair is all frizzled, her lipstick is smeared, and there’s drops of liquid dripping from between her legs. Natty forces another smile as all four of them start to talk together. The mystery girl introduces herself as Julie, their new leader. Julie takes the remaining seat and, similar to Belle, her dress hikes up, even higher compared to Belle’s shirt, and Julie’s pussy is visible to everyone. No one comments on it but Natty quickly sees that a pool of white is forming between Julie’s legs and it seems to come from her pussy and her butt.

Natty was right in that her first day would be full of surprises, though she did not expect to be such horrible and gut wrenching surprises. On her way home, she starts to recall the rumors she has heard over the years and after thinking back to what she saw earlier, they’re starting to become less like rumors and more like the harsh reality of the industry. But Natty brushes the thoughts aside, thinking to herself that her dream of being part of a K-pop group is being fulfilled and if it means even worse and troubling obstacles, then she will just overcome them too. She has had years of training, what’s a questionable dress code compared to that?

The next day arrives and Natty tries to remain optimistic, wearing another bright smile as she enters the practice room, though just like the day before it quickly drops. There’s a fifth person joining them that day and Natty can only assume he’s their choreographer only except he’s wearing nothing but shorts. While his toned body is in no doubt hot and amazing, given the situation and the very very prominent tent he’s sporting, Natty is deeply disturbed.

She says hi to him and then at her group mates who she has just noticed are still wearing the same outfits as the day before albeit with some slight changes—Haneul’s isn’t even covering her chest anymore, just dangling like a necklace above her shoulders; Belle’s red shirt has streaks of white all over the front; and Julie’s dress has a rip at the top as if her breasts were breaking free. Natty couldn’t even find the time to feel sorry for them as the man starts to talk to her as she comes in. “Hey, you’re the new girl right? What are you wearing?”

Natty stands frozen in place. She hasn’t gotten any sort of instructions or clothing to wear. Has she missed something? 

The man carries some papers over to her. “Did you not read this?” Natty recognizes the papers he’s holding, it’s the contract she signed. He flips through the pages and gives it to her, “See? Right here.” He points at the clause labeled “Attire” and Natty reads through the fine print. “In the company, the members should wear what is given to them or any clothing that they have. Provided that their tops have sleeves not longer than 10 cm and bottoms not longer than 20 cm.” With just her luck, she’s wearing a sweater and jeans that day. Natty couldn’t believe this, she remembers reading every detail of the contract but not once has she seen this. Natty continues to read the page and the next clause is labeled “Sex.” It reads, “The members cannot object to their bodies being touched or used by the employees of S2 Entertainment. The members must follow every order given to them, whether they are willing to do so or not. If the task is impossible to do, the members must accomplish it to the best of their ability. None of this can be mentioned to anyone outside of S2 Entertainment.” Natty could not believe her eyes, such inhuman clauses on her own contract. She hastily checks the last page and there sits her signature, bright as day. She looks at the others in disbelief but they can only stare right back at her with empty expressions.

The man grabs the papers back. “Well? The clothes we have are still in the laundry, so unless you have spare clothes with you or something, the only solution is to undress.” Natty looks at the others again for help but they just shake their heads and Julie mouths “Sorry” to her. “Are you going to do something about it or do you want me to take care of it?” Driven by fear of getting manhandled, Natty turns around and rushes to take her clothes off. Even with her back to everyone, she can feel the stares stabbing into her back. She feels so sick and dirty as she takes her sweater off and as she shimmies her pants off of her hips, she doesn’t realize she was involuntarily shaking her ass for everyone not until the man squeezes her butt.

Natty shivers in the cold room but it pales in comparison to being just in her underwear. Though it’s just the choreographer she has to be worried about, the lustful stare he gives her is enough to make her cry. Julie tries to console Natty but not a second later Natty hears a slap echo in the room, she looks up to see the choreographer in front of Julie who’s holding the side of her face.

The rest of the day goes pretty ok given the circumstances, mostly just going over the song and the choreography that went along with it, though their instructor occasionally helped himself to cop a feel while teaching and he seemed to be most interested in Natty, always focusing on her mistakes, groping and feeling every inch of her body as he “teaches” the dance.

The next day, Natty moves into the group’s dorm. “This time, it will be better,” she tells herself, maintaining that bright and optimistic perspective on life. She hopes that in the dorm it will be much funner and freeing, just her and her group mates living together and hanging out all the time. 

She opens the door and peers inside, to her surprise it’s really clean and quiet. Although she’s been very optimistic about things, deep down she was expecting similar horrors to what she has seen the previous days and seeing such a pristine and spacious living space is enough of a relief for her. After bringing her things through the door, Natty explores the place. In the living room there’s a huge flatscreen TV and a couch big enough to fit more than four people, and in the kitchen there’s lots of space available and a big fridge. Natty checks the fridge and salivates seeing lots of veggies and drinks inside, then she checks the freezer and almost falls to her knees from hunger seeing all the meat. Natty was about to slam the door shut when she notices a red dildo slightly hidden in one of the layers, she gives it a touch and confirms that it is ice cold. She blushes slightly, thinking that one of her group mates is kinky like that.

Natty hops over to the rooms, excited to see what those are like after seeing how extravagant the common areas are. She first checks on the room to the right, as she goes in she’s met with a very odd-looking room, half is very bland and empty while the other half is very decorated. “This must be my side,” she whispers while looking at the empty space. Over in the decorated half she sees Haneul fast asleep in her bed, seeing her wearing pajamas and not some skimpy outfit brings a smile to her face.

Natty closes the door gently as she makes her way to the next room. She barges through the door and immediately regrets it, the dorm which she expected to be their “safe space” away from the shit they have to go through at the company, turns out to just be an elegant looking prison. Natty was so happy about the place but unfortunately, it was too good to be true.

Natty sees three people all in one bed. Nearest to her is Belle, lying on her back and sobbing into her hands while a red dildo is shoved in her ass. Next to her is Julie and some man relentlessly pounding into her from behind. Only the man reacts to Natty’s arrival, looking over his shoulder to smile at Natty, it’s a different man, one Natty hasn’t met before. “Hi, Natty… I’m your… manager… Will you be a good girl and… pull that out of Belle?”

Natty should feel offended by such a crude question but after a week of “training,” she’s gotten to know better. Disgusted and disturbed yet Natty still drags her feet across the floor towards the three of them. “Just pull it out but do it slowly, don’t want to hurt her… even more,” he quickly adds the last part, chuckling as he does so, clearly enjoying himself at the expense of Julie’s and Belle’s pain. 

Natty glances at Belle, her face hidden in her hands, her body red and blue all over, her ass adorned with a bright red toy. She touches the base and immediately recalls her hand, it’s cold, ice cold. Natty considers herself a fool for even thinking for a moment that the freezer dildo was a kink thing, perhaps it might, but not for the person she thought it to be.

Belle’s quiet sobs turn to whines as Natty starts pulling the dildo out, the sound alone is enough to bring tears to Natty’s eyes, knowing that even though she’s helping, she’s still causing some pain. Natty continues to pull but at her slow pace it feels like it would take forever, she doesn’t even know how long the dildo is and as more inches get pulled out, the more worried she gets knowing how far it was in Belle and how much it could have hurt. 

Finally she pulls the thing out which calms Belle, her asshole closes back up, her body relaxes, and her cries die down. Natty looks at the dildo in her hand, the thing is almost as long as her forearm, she quickly throws it away and out of her sight.

Their manager turns to see that Natty has done what he requested, he gives Belle a slap on the ass and then Natty a pat on the head. “Oh nice… you’re a good girl... Natty… So here’s… your reward…” Before Natty could process anything he said or did, she feels her hair being yanked and her face quickly diving towards the bed. He makes her face to the side and starts to paint Natty in his cum. She hasn’t felt cum yet, let alone seen a dick in person, but the warmth and stench it leaves is enough for her to hate it.

“Wake Haneul up and have her clean you up, or you could just drink it all yourself, I wouldn’t mind. Just make sure to record, ok? When you’re done, Natty, meet me in my room, it’s at the end of the hall.”

And just like that he leaves, satisfied and so full of himself, while the three girls lay exhausted and broken.

Julie is the first one to recover among the three of them. “Let’s get you cleaned up. I’ll go get Haneul, he hates waiting too long.” Before Julie can step away, Natty grabs her wrist. “N-No! I’ll do it. I’ll… try to do it.”

“You sure? Alright then. My advice is just do it quickly. Hwaiting.” Julie flashes a weak smile and raises her fist for encouragement and Natty reciprocates the action. 

Julie takes her phone and starts recording. Natty sits at the edge of the bed with Belle just slightly out of the shot. Natty scoops up all the cum on the side of her face, just doing so disgusts her immensely. With most of the white liquid in her palm, she puts everything in her mouth and gulps it all down. For a second all is well but the aftertaste hits her like a truck and she starts coughing again and again. She expected to hate it but it was beyond awful. Only when Natty calms down does Julie stop recording.

“Go to his room, it’s on the left. I’ll just put this back in the freezer,” says Julie as she picks up the dildo from the floor.

“He hates waiting.” Natty repeats, with no time to rest, she gets to her feet and moves to the manager’s room. Natty’s hand reaches for the doorknob but she stops herself before she can even touch it. This time around she opts to knock instead of just barging in. “Come in,” says the voice from the other side. Natty enters the room, it looks much bigger and more grand than the other rooms, a bigger bed, a TV, a mini-fridge, it was practically its own apartment. “So nice of you to knock, you’re still dressed but that’s an easy fix.” 

She notices him ruffling through some stuff in his drawer, she tries to take a peek but he closes it before she can see what was inside. In his hands are a remote and a collar with her name on it. “We just met a few minutes ago but I think you’re my favorite already.” He puts the collar on her, tightening it so it fits exactly around her neck. “Whenever you’re here at the dorm, you have to wear this, ok? And everytime I press this button.” He raises the remote and clicks it, sending a small stinging sensation to Natty’s neck. “You have to come to me. It’s only at one right now but if you’re not here within five minutes of me clicking it, it goes up by one, permanently.” Natty gulps but with the collar snug around her neck, it made it a little uncomfortable. 

“Ok so where’s the video?”

“Ah, Ju-”

As her name is mentioned, Julie barges into the room, phone outstretched with the video ready to play.

“Ah, there it is. Thank you, Julie.” Julie hands her phone over and stands in place, like a robot waiting for her next command. “Aww, look at Belle sleeping so peacefully. Oh wonderful, drinking it all by yourself. See, I knew you would be my favorite.” He hands the phone back to Julie and she starts to leave but before she makes it out he issues one final order for her. “Julie, be a dear and get Haneul. She’s been sleeping all day, I haven’t had my fun with her yet. Actually, you know what? Now that Natty’s here, just get everyone.”

With just the two of them left in the room, he walks over to Natty. Seeing his erect dick twitching so much causes her to involuntarily step backwards and his brows suddenly furrow. “Now, now, Natty.” The sudden change in his tone and expression is enough to strike fear in her heart, afraid of a punishment she puts her foot back to its original spot causing his smile to return. 

“Sweaters. Always so annoying, I heard you’re huge but I can’t really tell with that stupid thing hiding your tits. From now on in the dorm, Natty, only wear tight tops. Oh, better yet, no tops at all. The only thing I want to see you wearing above your hips is that collar.” 

Instantly Natty’s hands start to move, getting rid of any clothing on her torso as soon as the new rule is implemented. She can see it in his eyes, hunger ever growing with each article of clothing she removes. As soon as her shirt comes off, he starts salivating. “My, oh my, you’re huge. Looks like Julie’s got competition.” Natty reaches behind herself to unhook her bra but pauses for a moment, she realizes this is the first time she would show her breasts to anyone, many have touched and played with them at the company but not one has unveiled her boobs. As her bra falls, his dick twitches in excitement. 

The rest of the group arrives. Belle is the first to enter, her legs very tired and her ass still very sore. Next comes Haneul, yawning and rubbing her eyes. Last is Julie, her head held high and her face serious, looking like a guard rounding up the inmates although she isn’t any less of a prisoner compared to the other girls in the room. The four just stand in silence like mannequins and their manager walks around and gropes whatever he pleases as if doing some inspection. 

“Haneul… what did we say?” says the manager very disappointedly. His tone shocks her awake, “I-I’m sorry,” she bows then starts getting out of her clothes. He scoots over to her and slaps her in the face. “I’ll let you off easy this time since Natty’s finally here but I’m doubling the next punishment.”

After Haneul, he moves over to Belle, whose legs are barely keeping her standing. “You cross me again, I’ll make sure you won’t even be able to walk for the rest of the day.” He punches Belle and she easily drops to the ground sobbing, he kicks her while she’s down to add insult to injury. Natty can only shiver upon hearing everything happen behind her, does she even want to know what Belle did to make him so mad?

He moves over to Julie and the first thing he does is spit on her face then he uses his fingers to smear it all over. Julie keeps her composure, just closing her eyes as he plays with her face, not flinching or whining at all. “You should thank Natty for being here, ‘cause you’ll finally have some time to rest.” His hands cup her breasts, giving them a proper feel before he moves on to a bigger and better pair. 

Finally he comes back around to Natty, the only person in the room with any piece of clothing still on. “Tell me, Natty… Have you fucked before?” Natty gulps again knowing the implications, though it was bound to happen eventually. She shakes her head and he smiles. “Oh, a virgin? So many people in that building and not one has fucked you? Well their loss, we’re gonna have so much fun together.”

“Change of plans girls, looks like I need some ‘catching up’ to do with Natty. Go do whatever you want for now, we’ll be here for a full day or two.” 

But just before he dismisses them, he goes back to Belle, still on the ground holding her side. He spits on her face too but this time he uses his foot to smear her face. “Don’t think I’m done with you just yet. Be ready for your final ‘lesson’ when I’m done with Natty. Now go, all three of you, leave.”

It’s wicked really, how sick and twisted all of this is, all the expectations Natty had, completely flipped around. Shining eyes looking up to her turns out to be lustful stares looking down, helping hands turn out to be forceful gropes, and managers turn out to be owners. Natty looks over her shoulder with tears starting to form in her eyes, though her hands remain still, her stare acts like a hand reaching out to save her from the depths of hell but alas, all Haneul and Julie could do is return similar sad gestures as they carry Belle away.

The manager locks the door as the three leave and immediately gets back to Natty, even with all the time in the world at his disposal, he wouldn’t want to waste a single second. With the rest of the group gone, Natty feels even more miniscule and useless, even more of a toy as his gaze is solely on her. He comes up behind her and fills his hands with her tits, with Julie’s he can still grasp the whole thing in his hands but Natty’s can barely be fully contained. He starts to fondle and play with her nipples while slowly moving his mouth closer to her neck.

Natty easily starts to moan loudly, she wants to keep quiet to avoid giving him that pleasure but her complete lack of experience and the resulting lack of tolerance betrays her. He sniffs along her neck, “You smell so good and your tits… so fucking soft.” He finds a patch of skin along the front of her neck and starts to kiss and suckle on it, Natty explodes into a moaning mess, shouting in pleasure as if she’s having the time of her life.

The pleasure gets cut short as his hands move down to her waist. “Sweatpants… another cock blocker. From now on, just don’t wear anything, Natty. Your body is so hot and irresistible, wouldn’t want any clothes hiding your beauty. Don’t worry about getting cold, just come to me and you’ll be warmed up in no time.” His fingers slip into the waistbands and he slides both her underwear and her sweatpants down to the ground. He’s the first one to see her tits and now he’s also the first one to see her bare ass and pussy. As much as she doesn't want to think about it, he probably will be the first dick she takes in every hole.

The manager circles Natty slack-jawed and wide-eyed as if admiring a sculpture he has just made. “Fat ass, soft and heavy tits, pretty face. You’re just the perfect little toy, aren’t you? And a virgin too, just the absolute best, if I could I would just own you forever but sadly I’ve got a job to do. Although… maybe I can have you be my roommate instead of Haneul’s, that’s probably the closest I’ll get.” He leans down and frowns at what he sees. “Unshaved, unfortunate, guess you can’t have absolutely everything but it’ll do. First thing I want you to do when you’re out of this room is get that shaved, got it?” Natty’s been unmoving and frozen in place for so long that it takes her a second before nodding her head.

The manager pushes Natty onto the bed then flips her to face him. Her full body is on display for him, each delicacy just sitting idle like food in a buffet, up for grabs at any time. He licks his lips as he considers his options. 

“Two virgin holes, which to try first? The other three bitches came here already used, so this will be a first for you and me.” He slaps his dick against her pussy, grinding on it and feeling the slight hint of wetness it’s giving off. Next he considers her asshole, very puckered and looking very small compared to the head of his cock as he pokes her with it. He licks a finger and prods inside, the way his finger barely pushes through excites him and the way Natty winces seals the deal for him. 

He lifts Natty’s legs up and hooks them over his shoulders, giving him a perfect angle to ravage her ass. He lines himself up and slowly pushes his way in, not even bothering to spread her cheeks to mitigate the tightness. Natty is already breathing heavily as she feels her asshole stretching to accommodate him. “Please,” she begs. “It… It won’t fit.”

He just smiles and caresses her cheek. “That’s the fun part, a tiny virgin asshole broken open by my cock. I’m gonna remember this forever.”

As soon as Natty’s sphincter spreads wide enough for his girth, he shoves the whole thing inside. “AHHHH!!! TAKE IT OUT! TAKE IT OUT!” Natty fires a blood-curdling scream as his cock swiftly overwhelms her. It hurt for him too given how dry her butt is but only barely, plus her cries only work to alleviate him. 

He locks her legs in his arms and her hips in his hands to keep her from moving. Her hands might be free but Natty doesn’t have the strength or the courage to lift them up. Her ass feels like it’s on fire from the dry friction between the two of them. To her, it’s like hell. To him, the fire feels like an invigorating force. 

Her anal walls hug him so tightly, it’s like Natty’s ass is begging him to fill her up and who is he to turn down such a request. Her ass is so tight, it’s practically milking him dry, any tighter and he might not be able to pull out. In just a few minutes he starts to orgasm, the hardest and fastest one he’s had with any of the four girls. He pulls out and scrambles to find his phone, wanting to cherish this moment forever. “Second load of cum and many more to go. You’re gonna be such a wonderful cum bucket, Natty, milking me everyday. You’re going to love my cum and my dick in no time.”

Natty tries to stand, to do something, anything, but her body is just worn out already, completely exhausted, completely given up. The manager, on the other hand, is the exact opposite, even after tearing Natty’s asshole apart, he’s still hard and ready for another round. This time he has his eyes set on her cherished virginity. 

He hooks her legs back onto his shoulders but this time he carries her then pins her to the wall with her wrists bound by his hand above her head. While flexibility isn’t a problem for Natty, she is now face to face with her assaulter. She closes her eyes and looks away but that doesn’t stop her from feeling his hot breath on her face. His tongue pokes out and licks along her cheek, tasting her tears and her sweat, he leaves a trail of his saliva as he travels from her jaw to her ear. “So salty, so delicious. Everything about you is so delicious, you know that? Now I’m gonna enjoy fucking your pussy, I’m gonna see just how tight you fucking are.”

Tears fall nonstop from her eyes. Natty’s sobbing grows strong as she feels his heat pressing against hers. She so badly wants to beg him to stop, to let her rest, but her voice can’t manage to form words and she knows he wouldn’t listen anyway. 

He lines himself up with her folds and in one swift motion, he pistons his cock inside. “AHHHH!!! FUCK! PLEASE!!!” her voice only manages to come back during moments of intense pain. “Oh, Natty, your cunt. Fuuuuuuck, that’s the best pussy ever.” Her pussy is heavenly, it’s so tight that it’s almost orgasmic when he penetrates her. He just loves the way Natty squeezes around him. He also loves hearing her cry out in pain, to him it’s like a choir of angels. He relishes in the feeling of Natty’s pussy, living in his own twisted version of heaven.

As he pounds into her from below, Natty’s tits bounce freely in front of him and he doesn’t waste a second as his mouth latches onto her chest, after all, a little side dish won’t hurt while he enjoys the main meal. He bites her nipples, pulling and squeezing them with his teeth, only adding more pain to what Natty is already experiencing.

The two of them fucked endlessly in that locked room while the other three finally got some rest, though they couldn’t quite live in blissful harmony as Natty’s screaming kept them aware of their situation, the walls were thin enough to let Natty’s wails of terror flood the whole dorm. While the other three girls were able to sleep through it, in the morning they still heard Natty screaming and begging, though her voice much weaker and hoarser. 

There’s just so much to do with Natty, just pure lust and adrenaline fueling the manager all throughout the night. All the positions he could take her in, all the things he can do, all the possibilities, everything that Natty’s body can offer, he takes. He fucked her all over the room, didn’t even matter how or where, he just slams her down somewhere and fucks her in whatever hole he felt fit. He fucked her face against the wall, then fucked her ass while he pressed her face onto the floor, then fucked her pussy while missionary on the floor, then fucked her ass doggystyle on the bed, then fucked her face while her head hung off the bed, then fucked her ass in the shower. Just so much cum in and on her body in the span of a couple of hours and yet he is still going strong.

The next day comes around and there doesn’t seem to be any lapse in their action. Stretching from before the rise of the sun all the way to after it set, just endless screaming of pure pain and agony coming from Natty. The only time the manager interacted with the rest of the girls was when he asked Julie to cook up a meal for them. The door finally opened again for the first time in two days as Julie brought her cooking.

“Ah, pork belly, I’m starving. Thank you so much, Julie. I see you’ve gotten comfortable without me pestering you all the time,” he says as he sees Julie wearing some pajamas. “Oh, two plates? We won’t be needing that,” he chuckles as he returns the second set of utensils as well. Just before the door closes, Julie takes a peek over his shoulder and sees Natty practically lifeless on the floor. The manager gives Julie a quick smile, proud of his own work, then locks the door.

The manager walks over to the bed and nudges Natty with his foot before getting himself comfortable. Natty, almost void of all energy, springs to life as she smells the delicious food. Natty sits patiently, silently jealous as she stares at her manager eating all by himself. He points to his dick and Natty can only sigh as she lowers her face in front of it. 

The manager puts his hand on the back of her head and Natty opens her mouth, but instead of pushing down he says, “Let’s play a game, Natty. If you make me cum before I finish the food, you can have the rest of it.”

Natty doesn’t exactly have much knowledge on how to pleasure a dick, her only experience being the one dick that’s been forced in her body the past two days. She’s already come to terms with the fact that she might not eat for two days straight but regardless she tries her best. 

Natty employs the small pieces of advice she’s heard him tell her. Even though she’s basically just moving her head along his length, judging from his moans he seems to be enjoying it so she goes faster. 

“Fuck, Natty. Fuck… I’m gonna cum…” He takes over this time, gripping the back of her head as she immediately chokes. “Don’t… swallow it, fuck.” He struggles to squeeze his words out of his mouth as another orgasm makes its way into Natty’s mouth, only this time around it pools on her tongue. She already hates cum to begin with, cringing inside whenever she would taste it but with a whole load lingering in her mouth, revolting is an understatement. She struggles to hold it all in, not just because of the taste but also because of how much he gave her, her cheeks are full and just a little more it would probably overflow. 

He holds the plate of what’s about a quarter of the total meat still left on it. “Spit,” he commands and without hesitation she opens her mouth and deposits the batch onto the plate. “Go on, everything, spit into it.” She does as ordered, mixing the remnants with saliva and spitting onto the food. He spits onto the plate as well and mixes the meat with the “sauce” then puts it on the other side of the bed from her. “Go eat.”

Natty tries to get up and walk to the other side but the manager has other plans. He grabs her hair again and pulls her across the bed, forcing her to kneel down. “Come on, eat up.” He moves over behind her and lines up with her pussy. “Don’t waste anything, when you’re done I want that plate clean.” Natty stares at the disgusting abomination in front of her and she feels even more disgusted and degraded knowing that even when it comes to food she’s being treated like a dog. Her stomach gurgles, no matter how disgusting the food may be, she still has to eat. Natty tries to look at the brighter side of things, at the very least she’s eating actual food and not some slop that looks inedible. 

On the third day of her imprisonment, Natty is completely exhausted and broken. She just lies on her back, barely even reacting to anything her manager does anymore, there’s cum on almost every inch of her body and yet she doesn’t bother to clean it. 

Julie knocks to bring them breakfast, the manager gets the door but instead of just taking the food he tells Julie to give it to Natty. “She’s not fun anymore so I’ll be going back to you guys. And besides, the company is looking for her, can’t have her here forever.” As soon as the manager leaves, Julie rushes over to Natty and tends to her. 

The manager, clearly unsatisfied with Natty’s unresponsiveness and clearly needing a release, turns to Belle for release.

“AHHH!!! Wait, no, please… I’m sorry.” He barges into her room and she immediately shrieks upon seeing him. In the short span of two days, she’s gotten used to not being around him but here he is to remind her of her place. “I promise I won’t do it again, I—” She tries to get away but she’s stuck in the corner and all she can do is sink herself further into it. He doesn’t stop or even think for a second about what he’s doing, he just walks up and punches her face, adding another bruise to the multiple he’s given her. 

“Haneul? Get in here!” he shouts at the top of his lungs. While waiting, he pulls Belle’s face to the edge of the bed and starts facefucking her, all the while alternating between slapping her tits and punching her pussy. 

“Haneul?!” he calls again after a few minutes. After cumming down Belle’s throat and Haneul still hasn’t arrived, he marches over to her room. Not really to his surprise, he finds Haneul sleeping soundly in her bed. For one second he smiles, admiring her beauty before proceeding to ruin it. 

He punches her which brings her wide awake. He tugs her hair to bring her face close to his. “Always sleeping, you lazy cunt. Maybe you need a lesson too.” Haneul screams and thrashes as she’s dragged across the floor by her hair towards Belle’s room.

The next few days and weeks go by with the members somewhat getting used to and coping with the treatment that they are going through. Lots of practicing and “training” happens at the company, mostly the latter, then their manager has fun with them at the dorm. At the very least their manager is kind, all things considered, just as long as they follow his orders, so they still get to somewhat relax at the dorm. And whenever no one is using their bodies, the girls hang out, talk with each other, and comfort each other, growing a bond and giving each other hope to carry on until they debut.

The month ends and it’s finally time for Kiss of Life to debut. The four are no doubt incredibly excited, they finally get to wear clothes that cover most of their body, finally have some time away from the perverts, and most of all, they finally get to debut and live out their dreams of being K-pop idols, though little do they know what their company still has in store for them, even in public view.

A/N 2: So if you made it here, congratulations, you're as much of a degenerate as I am :). Anyway, while part 1 is mostly focused on Natty, part 2 would likely be four "mini-fics" in one, each focusing on one member. Subject to change but most likely it would be like that

[kiofkissy]

[Closing Soon]

Now that the girls have officially apologized as well as the company apologizing regarding Julie's birthday live, I can make this post. I came to the decision that I can not continue this blog in good faith the way I used to the day the birthday live happened and so the end will draw closer.

I was a big fan of Natty since SIXTEEN, supported her in her solo career and I was a fan of KIOF since their debut due to this. I bought their albums and had even bought their 2025 Season's Greetings. I started running this blog nearly a year ago when I was really depressed and had no motivation to really do anything except run this blog for a while. I'm glad that's no longer the case, so it's easier to let this blog go now.

I seriously believe in people being able to change and grow, but I cannot see them the same way I did before. I truly thought that at least Natty, Belle and Haneul were empathetic and smart enough to not do something as hurtful as they did. I had never contributed much in fandom spaces and this was my first go at it, so although they ended up doing something awful I did enjoy running this blog before everything occurred. I'd hate to regret something just because I expected the best in someone. Although I had known about Julie's n word incident, I really thought the rest of the girls would act better but they all were involved and seemed supportive of the concept of the live. It's simply something that's hard to move on from when all of the members were involved.

As mentioned in an ask I've answered before, I'm going to let the queue run again like normal in time as I'd hate to feel like all the time I put into saving stuff to post later would be a waste. In addition to that, I'm going to password protect this blog so the posts and blog won't be seen by anyone but followers on the dashboard (unless you know the url and pw) and I'll unlock it after all the posts are done posting as I don't really want nor care for notes on those new posts. Password protecting means you won't be able to really do anything except reply to the posts to those who still follow by the way. It's seriously a lot of content so it'll take a while (months probably) for it to run out. As I've said before, I understand if people unfollow this blog, whether it was right after the racist incident on the day of Julie's birthday live, during the months in which it'll take for the queue to finish, or any time afterwards.

I always wanted to leave this blog as an archive when I finally would leave it, since even if they didn't do something as horrific as their racist live I would still have to abandon it someday. It'll be left as a public archive when the queue is done.

I will no longer post new updates nor post newer content from after April 2nd, 2025 and I will abandon this account. When all of the content I have saved has run out I'll make an official post about this blog being over. I'm leaving this post up and reblogging it a few times to let the people who follow this blog already a chance to leave asap in case they forgot they follow or whatever the case may be.

Thank you again to people who supported me before and during this time. I'll still answer any further questions or concerns before password protecting the blog, as it'll be a while before I do (I'm thinking next month or so if I don't forget).

[archeryqueen95]

It's fucking RARE for me to post anything on Tumblr because I don't like the "pushed back" from fandoms or people judging me for my dyslexia. I'm a damn introvert. All I want to say is other black kpop fans including myself are fucking tired of these groups being fucking disrespectful towards their black fans. Like, we shouldn't have to constantly remind y'all that these kpop artists DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT US!! They use us like costumes and for "cool" points to fit their aesthetic/concept. Everyone needs to start holding their fucking faves accountable for their actions. Kpop stans LOVE to ignore when their faves do some fucked up shit!! Like, I've been into kpop since 2015 and have seen some extreme SHIT!! Especially towards fans or people in general that are POCs in the fandom. They always show their WHOLE asses when it comes down to be racist or colorist. Fans also love to disregard things that are clearly wrong and they infantilize idols when they are GROWN ASS MEN and WOMEN. We shouldn't have to teach them or contact their agencies when they fuck up in public. Hell, I think agencies should even have a big ass press conference about what they did wrong instead of worrying about damaging their image in public. They didn't care about their image before they said the N word or did cultural appropriation on multiple occasions with black accents. I fear for the Black Kpop idols and actors/actresses/models in the kpop and Korean community. Because, you know they have seen and heard some crazy shit from people in their groups/careers and agencies. Also, I age at least 500 years when I see black fans that are okay with them doing it because "it made [Blank] look or sound so hot!" "[Blank] isn't antiblack because they have black producers, backup dancers, and choreographers in the company." "Don't blame [Blank] for not understanding AAVE or they didn't understand it was blackface or being colorist."

It's so fucking cringey when people make excuses for grown ass people that should know better. They have internet access over in Asia but they choose to be racist and colorist towards our people. The kpop artists that are from the U.S. or places that speak English should definitely know fucking better. Like???? Even my own hardcore kpop groups have done problematic shit before, and I always hold them accountable, and I've even taken breaks from them before. Non POCs kpop fans LOVE to talk over OUR feelings and make it seem like we are blowing everything out of proportion. No, we are holding them accountable along with the agencies their underneath. Like I don't fuck with groups that have done cultural appropriation and blackface along with saying the N word. I'm honestly not surprised that this happened to this group! Ugh, it fucking sucks because I was getting into them. But, never fucking mind. First, the Blackpink/CL stuff and now KIOF. I started stanning them last month around Midas Touch/Sticky era.

But, it's so fucking hard being a black fan in kpop nowadays. Like, it's always fucking something going on and the non-black fans always want to put their two cents in the mix of the topic. They love silencing us and tell us that we don't know about OUR culture. They also "love" to sexualize us too over in Asia. Smh! I'm so fucking tired. I'm just going to start blocking stans and groups that are like that. Enough is a Fucking Enough!!!

Here's my real reactions towards the Kpop groups getting exposed lately!!

[oraclepop]

Can you do a reading on this kcon LA situation with KIOF? 👀

kiss of life & kcon LA — tarot reading

(DISCLAIMER: THIS IS A TAROT READING. I DO NOT CLAIM IT AS FACT. READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION!!)

why kcon la might’ve decided to remove them

seven of cups, two of wands, eight of swords (reversed), queen of cups (reversed), judgement, ten of cups (reversed)

well, it seems like there was a lot of confusion and choices being sprung at kcon organisers, a lot of different opinions and chaos and maybe they were trying to figure out whether they should keep them or not - whether people were exaggerating about stuff (like giving a black ocean etc) or whatever. they felt very overwhelmed. but they were thinking about the long term consequences of it all, about how global fans would perceive the situation, they could’ve been thinking about how it could impact their brand. and maybe kcon felt like they were gonna be wrapped up in judgement or controversy if they kept kiof, they just wanted to cut ties quickly, avoid any sort of backlash or drama. now… it seems like kcon la feel like the fans are being overly sensitive, that their decision to remove kiof is a bit of an annoyed and bitter one, i’m not surprised by this at all tbh. they removed kiss of life solely for PR reasons, not because of cultural understanding or anything like that, that’s what i’m getting. kcon might feel like they were getting scrutinised and would get further scrutiny and backlash if they kept kiof on the lineup, and so they made a quick judgement call, a quick decision. they could’ve felt like the vibe of the event might have been tainted or ruined if kiof were kept, that the image of “kpop family” “community” “inclusion” etc would’ve been tainted, it was all about appearance and PR, damage control.

how the girls feel about this

the devil, eight of wands, seven of cups (reversed), seven of wands, nine of wands, the moon, four of pentacles (reversed)

damn! they might feel very hopeless and powerless, there’s this sense of shame, they feel like this situation is gonna follow them and like they’re gonna be attached to it forever, almost like it’s physically bonded or chained to them. they might’ve gotten the news quite quickly, their removal was abrupt and fast, they could’ve felt a little shocked. they definitely acknowledge that this situation is because of their their poor choices. this feeling of clarity and disillusionment has come over them. and with that feeling also comes defensiveness, they feel super under attack and blamed. they could feel almost weary, but they don’t want to give up yet, want to keep going. but the thing is, they might even still be a little confused by the whole thing, like “why are people *this* mad?”. they might fear the reality - financial losses related to the KCon situation, they could also fear a future of financial instability.

[winwintea]

no offense but i can't stand haneul either i don't care if she isn't american, she should know wearing literal cornrows is racist even though she's korean

i'm not black so i really can't say much or forgive any of the members on this situation 😭

haneul is at fault too, never said she wasn't. which is why i was asking for people's opinions on the smau stuff. like i won't ever probably use kiof in my fics/smaus in the future. but i already have them in progress with chapters already out.

haneul's kinda a major character in mlvtw so like it's hard to write her out like i can with julie in underneath the tree...

she could honestly read up on it herself + she's a public figure so it's important. but i'd also like to add that we shouldn't forget that every culture is as educated on these subject matters as other countries are! korea isn't very diverse in ethnicities like the us, uk, etc.

actually korea is like one of the most homogenous countries in the world, i think like 5%??? of the population are foreigners? i'm not entirely sure.

regardless, if someone in that setting stays in that bubble, uneducated, consuming only content that revolves around being korean or korea, they'll be basically blind to all of it. and when actually faced with the real thing, there's nobody to tell them that this is wrong.

AND BECAUSE OF THAT RACISM BECOMES SO NORMALIZED THERE??? ho my family insane, the amount of times i've been uncomfortable by some wack ass random comments about other cultures is crazy.

so saying someone "should" know is assuming everyone is getting the same information as you.

AND ILL BE SO FR WITH YOU ANON.

WHEN I WAS LIKE 6??????????????? OR 7??????????? i lowkey forgot how old i was. but my parents took me to like idk florida (before i lived here) / the carribeans. aND SOMEHOW ALLOWED ME TO GET MY HAIR BRAIDED.

first of all i'm literally korean/asian. my parents didn't know. weren't educated on it. they knew it was a hairstyle that mostly black people wore, but there were little stands that you could pay to get it braided and the pictures they were showing at the stands showed people of all cultures wearing them.

at that time 7 year old me thought they looked so cool that i wanted to try. and then my mom lowkey thought i looked so terrible she took them out the next day.

so am i at fault for basically getting cornrows? is it my parents fault? you tell me.

everytime this happens and an idol wears cornrows i think about the time i wore them and wonder if that makes me racist too... 😭😭

now obviously haneul is a public figure and she should be looking into the choices she makes. but you could also blame belle and julie more for not saying anything about the hairstyle choices and clearly saying that this is wrong since they are definitely more educated on this matter than the rest.

[connormoving]

my on repeat at current commentary* or whatever. under the cut yay :]

I Touch Myself - Divinyls

SOOOO GOOD i love this song its the latest one on the cadaver playlist its janey style. not a new song to me obviously ive known it for ages but recently its been going super mega triple extra platinum in the connor charts

Honey Bee - Gloria Gaynor

this is one of my favorite gloria gaynor songs its sooooo good... i think my top 3 r this, one you will see later, and I'm Still Yours... and I Will Survive obviously but thats a given. BUT ive only listened to her first 3 albums in full so there may be some i just dont know yet :]

Voulez-Vous - ABBA

idk what to say its voulez-vous its a rly good song. im not like Introducing voulez-vous to you you know it its good ... Stream immediately

Dark Red - Steve Lacy

^^^ STREAM i need to listen to more Steve Lacy i know a handful of his songs and theyre all good i need to become the album listener <- does not often listen to albums (madame gaynor is the exception)

Babooshka - Kate Bush

platinum this ones very huge everybody likes it so it gets much play when i am responsible for music in the car... its also just very good obvs :] weeman rly likes this song he sings it a LOT ! lets hear it for babooshka

All I Need Is Your Sweet Lovin' - Gloria Gaynor

probably my favorite gloria gaynor song to be honest its soooo good its also on the daver playlist :] janey song. i rly rly recommend you listen to this its great and i like it and i think everybody should listen to it NOW !!!

Step On Me - The Cardigans

PLATINUMMMMMM oh my god. my introduction to this song was lamps zuma phase this was one of their certified zuma songs and i got infected and its very good. its also an official janey song obviously.

APT. - Rosé, Bruno Mars

you know it obviously this one i rly enjoy AND i think its weemans favorite song at current he sings it all the time and he gets so excited when i play it for him and its adorable ...

Personal Jesus - Johnny Cash

yet anotherrr daver song this ones a cadaver proper song 2 me. its great OBVIOUSLY i dont have much to say bc its personal jesus by johnny cash like u get it .

Dream A Little Dream Of Me - The Mamas & The Papas

yet another cadaver song you may be sensing the theme i think this ones mostly janey but it might be a mixture... its good :] i rly like singing this one so yayed

i like to pump it - prodkaz

i feel like this one is a rather different vibe from everything else ive been listening to recently idk what happened its a good song though so stream

WICKED LOVE - YENA

SO GOOD i had this looping with ummm Midas Touch i believe for a while when i first started playing my dress up game. so whenever i hear it it reminds me of my dress up game. And its good like go stream naow.

VERY NICE - SEVENTEEN

this one i had like 3 days where this was all i listened to its good the saxophone (? sry. im bad at instruments) is very silly 2 me in a good way. yayed and i think the mv for this one was good... i dont actually listen to it very much but those 3 days it was very intense

Midas Touch - KISS OF LIFE

grabbing your shoulders stream midas touch . this and nobody knows r tied for my 2 favorite kiof songs and ive listened to all of their stuff sooo yeah . its rly good i like the mv i just think its excellence and needless to say it has dominated the connor charts for a while

21st Century Schizoid Man - King Crimson

the riff gets stuck in my head something fierce its rly good.... um yes :]

Reptile - Nine Inch Nails

^ my favorite nin song last i checked its also currently the only one on my on repeat which is not natural ive had like. at least 4 on my on repeat since likee. december 2023. but ohwell... But its rly good and the like. the beginning bit where the industrial sounds come in its like Sexual to me. its awesome

literally my life - aufa remix - Aufa

before you say anything sit down shut your mouth and listen to literally my life - aufa remix. like literally her life is beaches every single night messy buns and christmas lights literally her life is skinny waisted high fashion riding in the g-wagon. she literally has everything reblogged on the screen. SHUT UP!!!!!

ROT FOR CLOUT - Jamie Paige, Visualeyes

^ very good teto song 2 me :] stream obvs the only thing i rly have to comment on is that i forget abt the ending every single time and every single time im like !? when im crazeeyaiayay.

KARMA - PIXY

listen to me. listen to me closely. you are going to listen to karma. and after you listen to karma you are going to listen to villain villain is my fav pixy song (karma is second) and idm to be talking abt villain when its literally karma but GO LISTEN TO VILLAIN IM SRS ITS GOOD PLEASE !!!!! AND LISTEN TO KARMA ITS ALSO GOOD BUT SUPER LISTEN TO VILLAIN!!!!

Let Me Blow Ya Mind - Eve, Gwen Stefani

this came up in a sporcle session like 2 weeks ago and its been on loop since then omgggg its so good i need to listen to more eve bc this song is so platinum to me and i want to hear more of her...

Runaway Baby - Bruno Mars

i didnt think i listened to this enough for it to be here but here it is its good etc. but anyways the main thing i associate bruno mars with is that i had an absolutely ridiculous but at the time very scary nightmare (like woke up in tears sweating bullets absolutely terrified pit in stomach) abt him one time when i was 12 and so i feel a sense of unease whenever i think abt him even tho i legit like his music... but whenever i see him im like I remember what you did in that tower. its a long story idr if ive shared... etc.

RED HOUR - tart

I LOVE THIS SONGGG it is a cadaver song to me BUT it isnt on her playlist bc it doesnt fit the vibes/time period unfortunately... but i love itttt its very good.

Army Dreamers - Kate Bush

I need to listen to more kate bush this and babooshka r the only ones i listen to often ... i need more my only note is that i cant sing along to kate bush songs unless i do my absolutely horrible falsetto . which isnt a positive or a negative

She's Not There - The Zombies

cadaver classicccc um i actually only have this song bc of cadaver itisnt actually one of my favs or anything like this ... Itis good and all but im not incredibly passionate or anything like this. but itis good

Lay All Your Love On Me - ABBA

this song was actually the original cadaver song like ages ages ages ago its the first song that i ever thought abt in relation to her so its a special place in my heart ... it was a major influence on early cadaver development and yes. and obviously its like one of the greatest songs ever probably my favorite abba song its justttt so good. oh my god.

Kiss From a Rose - Seal

as a wise man once said ba ya ya ba da ba da da da ba ya ya. THIS SONGS GOOD its good 2 sing and i like it it went majorly platinum i think when i lived in wa and then i didnt listen for a while and then its recently made a resurgence :]

Be My Baby - The Ronettes

also on the daver playlistt for miss janey. certified classic ive loved this song like forever basically and its good and i like 2 sing it ... be myyy be my baby my one and only baby be my be my Be my baby nowwwwww ohohohoh ohhh. yk... Just like ronnie said.

Red Wine Supernova - Chappell Roan

very gooddd it gets stuck in my head i thinkk its my favorite chappell song ? but i only know her big ones like umm this and hot to go and pink pony club and casual ... i need to listen more

Whiplash - aespa

absolute certified classic the mv on this goes CRAZYYYY act like an angel some would say. thats a different song (one of weemans favorites). but anyways yes STREAM now but also i feel like if this is a song you would like you already know it so you know. but its great watch the mv :]

Nothing - KISS OF LIFE

ik earlier i said nobody knows and midas touch r my favorite kiof songs snd i wasnt lying however nothing is going platinum at current and she might be right up there with them its sooo good i dont tend to like more like. ballady (??? idk if thats how it would be described) kpop songs but this one i rly rly adore the last chorus is like the best things that's ever happened in the world basically

[emeraldbabygirl]

I feel like the only reason water bomb is a thing is so that nasty people can super sexualize female idols. Like..ok I know that the female idols that I know of like nayeon, hwasa, sunmi and hyuna and chungha are like legal and so are the members of kiof and jeewon and eunbi but like..idk like the whole jeewon situation I feel so bad for her and like with eunbi I’m surprised she went again after it seemed the last experience wasn’t too good. And I know the members of kiof are like legal technically or whatever but I always felt people were pushing the “grown ass adult” narrative on the members and that made me avoid them as much as possible cause to me they seemed very young and shit and like with jeewon she’s constantly looking uncomfortable in every outfit the stylists give her and they outta stop cause it’s creepy how the company is treating her. Idk like I just feel like female idols get sexualized even more at water bomb because they get wet and you can see through their shirts depending on the material or whatever and idk or like..idk and I’m surprised hyuna went too cause I thought both Koreans and westerners were kinda on the same page with her?? I watched a little bit of the performance and hee new song I could not understand like either something was off with the backtrack or the mic or hee singing has become shit. And I feel bad tbh because she had so many fans and she seemed so happy with hyojong and everything just seemed perfect and now things feel sad and wrong to me and I know she can do what she wants and it’s not my business but I can’t help but feel sad for her and her current situation and relationship. Idk why she would date him like she might as well date Seungri or that other guy like and why date someone who did stuff that..idk. And like she’s seen the comments I bet, why would she want to be with someone and think..idk like it’s almost like she wanted to sabotage herself and stuff. I feel like she performs differently too like it doesn’t look like she’s genuinely having fun on stage anymore idk she’s changed and it makes me sad to see such a dramatic transition. And there was a time when I didn’t like hyuna and then I started to like her and then love her and I love her music and everything and now Idk how I feel about listening to her music or just don’t like so many other artists. And I really feel sad for hyojong. Also also this post went from water bomb to hyuna and I’m sorry

[fanfiction4sooya]

THE WAY I WAS LITERALLY LOOKING FOR MORE KIOF FICS AND THEN YOUR JULIE ONE POPPED UP ON MY TL

The writing in it so good you did so well mother😞😞😞

Oh baby thank you, I'm glad you liked it 🥹💖

I feel like there's not enough kiof things in here so I took it upon myself to bring some stuff! I'll try writing more for them now that I know y'all like it 🤤

[outsidereveries]

do you think therell ever be an idol group over the age of 26 debuting any time soon? it seems like in kpop 15 is the new 20 and aside from the groups i am already familiar with theres no one too new whos in my age range. personally i would love an all singing group to debut like btob but fresher or varied in their skills but with limited dancing as im not often fussed about kpop dances. its more so that there isnt much else to music that i like and i think if kpop keeps following trends only then its missing out on all it could offer if it just stepped outside its comfort zone and did something.

even them sending blitzers over to my country didnt surprise me bc i was already familiar with the general set up of these groups and how they display their performances so they have to be similar to groups like skz and ateez for instance and do really unusual or have varied talents yet at the same time they should also be more relaxed about it bc kpop seems to be rushing x amount of groups out in short time periods to fit with the latest trends, for someone my age it eventually gets boring bc like i say they could still do so much with the groups they already have or had. yet they dont soo its like its got great premises but has such a boxed in way of going about their groups.

glad to see you back!

i asked weeks ago about something related to older idols debuting in the industry (which answer was negative) and considering their birth rate i doubt that will happen in the future unless it increases way higher than now. i see that koreans are in need of people to work various stuff and it's the same for the entertaiment companies, so unless the birth rate increase x times (as much as it's needed), then i doubt it because the companies have no choice but to catch potential trainees when they're kids, like literally.

the new generations 100% lack even vocal talent. if it was vocal stability for the 4th generation (mainly), then the 5th literally lacks the basic vocal ability (on live, everything can be edited after all), it really feels like the talented groups are so little that i can count them with my hands. again, i am typing overall for the generations i've mentioned. the choreos and synchronisation isn't even worth mentioning where the live vocals aren't even there ffs, so that's why we don't see as similar groups as mamamoo and btob. i'm seeing kiof being mentioned as the talented 5th gen group or something like that but i really believe that even if belle's really talented vocal-wise, they just don't come close and it's not the same in my honest opinion, at least compared to mamamoo and i hope they'll prove me wrong in the future.

about anything else, unless we criticise everything in the whole industry, then there won't be change about it. i'll give example with hybe. they don't try to change their tactics but instead trying to prove themselves they're right when in reality they aren't! and this isn't only in the k-pop industry but with everything. i am personally pissed that we don't talk about anything's individuality when we want to see more from it🥲

[aohisworld]

okay!! i'll type put my questions. if answering some questions will lead to a spoiler, you need not answer that question!!

so i was wondering how the songs will be performed in concerts and stuff? because for the first few albums xiuhi were not present... so they are assigned a part, or do they not perform in those songs?

and you've shown us a gist of how enha members feel about the addition, what about the fans? like what was the percentage of fans who were enthusiastic about the addition, the fans who didn't know what to feel and the fans who outright hated the change?

and do you have ideas of how xiuhi's autographs look like?

will xiuhi get any unit songs?

and last one, what are xiuhi's mic colours?

curious being anon

Me jumping for joy— I love answering questions about my ocs she’s basically my babie TEEHEE — let’s answer these questions in an organized way!

How does enhypen’s concert performances work now with Xiuhi?

So, I'd imagine them like Seventeen's concerts, I'd say different units would appear and get off of stage.

For example, The boys would be able to play their songs from before the girls' debut with them, and the girls would be able to do their songs from their sub-unit [L!ON3SS].

This gives either the girls/boys some time to relax while either group performs. Seventeen does this with their sub-units!

I'd also see them be able to take over one of the boys' spot if one of the male members couldn't perform for any reason. Sometimes they kind of just harmonize with the boys.

What did the fans think of Xiuhi's addition to ENHYPEN?

I think about ¾ of the fandom either doesn't care, became fans when Xiuhi were already in the group, or supported the co-ed change. Obviously there will be some fans who don't like the addition and would preferred ENHYPEN as a boy group, but you know, what can they do?

Honestly Xiuhi doesn't bother with the fans who don't enjoy their presence within enhypen because frankly there's nothing they can do, even if the girls understood their dislike for them, this is Xiuhi's careers, they love all of their fans, even the ones who don't want the girls in the group, but some things are inevitable.

What do Xiuhi's Autographs look like?

I actually did have some idea of what I wanted their autographs to look like! Spoiler warning, I do like Xiulin's better.

See, Xiulin's signature has a specific X, the roman numeral for Ten, that is to say, she's always 10/10, ya know? Honestly, Xiulin has a better handwriting than I do HAHAH

Aohi's signature could be interpreted two different ways, one as a star, two as a flower. One, Aohi's vibe is kind of, galaxies, stars, rockstar, out of this world-esque. It was fair to match her with a star.

Secondly, a flower, specifically a Hibiscus, in the Philippines, they're called gumamela. (goo-mah-mel-ah) Aohi's childhood home was filled with these shrubs that grew them, and she incorporated those flowers into her signature.

Will Xiuhi get any unit songs?

Actually, I do have a playlist for Xiuhi's sub-unit, but it's unifinished, despite this anyway, I'll share -> here!

Xiuhi's sub-unit is mix-up, just like nmixx, with a dash of KIOF and XG.

What are Xiuhi's mic colours?

Lavender and Mint! Lavender for Aohi's signature colour, and Mint for Xiulin's signature colour!

[snifflesandsnzes]

i want to stall about the fact that hongjoong made a lyric with the achoo !!! omg i was freaking out when it came out and when you talked about it the other day with the atiny i wanted to keep that conversation going cuz !!!?!!? tell me everything you think about this !!! dont be shy too ill be happy to read a whole book just about sneezing relating to hongjoong and ateez in general, ig we all do dont we hahaha

hongjoong is my bias and he is a bit mysterious about sneezing isnt he 💀 so he is on my number one spot in my watchlist lmao

Okayyyyyy, I have a LOT of thoughts on this so sit back and relax (lemme just casually quote bouncy, lol). Okay, so when I first became an Atiny, the only song I knew was Work (I watched the KIOF challenge, lol) so when I started listening to all of their music and watching their music videos, I came across on IOMT and I was like, "hmmm let's check this out" and then I came across THAT lyric. So, I literally lost it when I first heard that lyric and Hongjoong immediately became a bias of mine because of it, lmaooo 😭😭. Then I started all of their other content during that era, and I stumbled across the fanchant video for IOMT. Now, long story short, if you haven't watched it, it's basically a video where the members come up with their own fanchant for IOMT instead of using the staff's version like they always do. And the members coming up with fanchants for that part was kind of amazing, ngl. One of them was saying, "are you okay?" after the "achoo" 😭😭 and another one was "bless you" lmaooo 😭. So if you're into that, I highley recommend checking that video out.

Okayyy aside from that, can we talk about Hongjoong's sneeze in general? Like, he's only sneezed 3 times on camera but somehow, I'm still obsessed with his sneeze 😭. Like, some people say it's cough like but honestly, to me it's more harsh and like, idk, it doesn't sound that cough like to me. Maybe, I just like those type of sneezes, idk 😭. Also, another thing I love about Ateez (that's related to sneezing because I love a lot of things about them) is that every member has a really attractive sneeze?! Like, Mingi's sneezes are kinda hot ngl and Wooyoung?! Like that one stifle he did during a live but his usual sneezes are just failed stifles?! That's so hot to me, omgggg!! And San?? His sneeze is so fucking cutesy and I LOVE IT! And I need more Seonghwa sneezes because his sneezes are also lowkey kinda hot. Like, I usually have at least one member of a group I stan who's sneeze I don't like but surprisingly Ateez isn't like that for me, I love it!! I just need them to sneeze more on camera though. Or just talk about sneezing on camera. Like, I've seen this one live on Twitter where Wooyoung had caught a cold (I'll try to clip it or at least send the link if I can) but I just wish they did stuff like often 😭. Though it's fine, I'm happy with what I get 😭.

Okayyyy, that is a LOT of talk about sneezing, I need to go touch some grass or something 😭. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk (?)