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jimothantheclown · 7 months
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oohkay gang I'm taking a break from tumblr because I justsaw. things. and I need a break or I'm going to be sick or lose my shit
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theoldkyokodied · 6 months
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normal guys in a normal relationship (giving you a not very convincing thumbs up). macdennis doodles from this week :)
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milkman-zahhak · 3 months
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Was working on something before I forgot that I can't fucking draw.
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Yeah this is what a grown-ass adult's art should look like, this is the quality expected of someone whose been drawing since they could grasp a pencil. This measly scribble is worth 2 days of effort using all my free time.
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fuckfuck fuck i need to make more physical crafts i need to create tangible things that i can hold with my two hands and put it somewhere i can See It and think Wow. I Made That.
#finished my little rudimentary earring holder & one of two arm warmers#MORE!!!! MORE!!!!!! I NEED MORE#maybe... maybe ill go get myself a new little plant and a pot to decorate. a little guy for my windowsill#ohhh i could uh! i could make like a little scrapbook thing and put in there all of my favorite things that ive drawn....#a little egotistical Perhaps but!! on days where i feel like shit and like my art sucks i could flip through that!#and say 'huh. not too bad actually'#plus it just sounds like a fun craft. i could get stickers and stuff. washi tape. glue flat objects on. add teeny doodles#i just. i need to create more i think thats whats wrong with me lately#i feel such Peace and Joy when i make physical things#i wonder if id like book binding...#no no thats for future me who has a job and an Income to get interested in#that would be fun tho! ive always wanted to try it.#and if i do i'd Really want to do that thing where people take a fanfic and make it into a physical book#that would be so fun...#i could have my favorites on a shelf! with permission of course!#absolutely unprompted#yk when i start to feel that Despair i really just gotta think about what physical things i could create#what art things i still have to discover and attempt and enjoy#today has sucked But! i will take the car tomorrow and by fuck i will do Something#a new plant friend. yeah. i need something alive in my room#and this weekend ill go to michaels and get myself washi tape so that i can secure my posters to the walls#bc my poster tack Is Not Working!#i wonder if our printer can work on cardstock... i wonder if its been Set Up yet i havent seen her#maybe ill make some more tiny vases today. i have clay still...#OH OH i could make small amigurumi keychain things...#*spoken with clenched fists and gritted teeth* there is still so much to discover and delight in in this life#the walls in this house are bare and cold but if my stepdad allows I Can Spruce It The Fuck Up#ohhhhh crochet tapestries... i could probably do that too...#i cant wait to pick up crafts get bored two days later and drop em and i say that sincerely!
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pochapal · 7 months
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both my parents have covid (again)
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vampire-red · 8 months
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I'm objectum but only posic for stuffed animals and the like, and bc im posic abt stuffed animals im not able to, so to speak, be objectum for them, is that weird?
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b-blushes · 1 year
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i am feeling very apprehensive about it due to feeling Not Well (chronic illness style) BUT tomorrow i'm gonna pump up the tyres on my bike and do 5 very gentle non-out-of-breath-making minutes on my turbo trainer inside.... that is not even 2 songs' length i can totally do that and there is no need to be so so scared! If i can do it, then huge yippee and i can work on trying to hit a once a week routine, in which i can gradually increase the duration and intensity over time, and if i CANNOT. well then i know that i am not doing good which is also useful info to have and to tell my dr when i go soon (: I CAN DO IT!!!
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5tupid-cupid · 10 months
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Behold
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somegiantmess · 9 months
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Drawing, translating my FFCC story, working on something special related to ecology, reading books and also fictions online, starting to learn new stuff in hopes of being hired for good eventually, playing Sonic Frontiers, playing with friends online, sewing a few winter clothes, all while working and having to take care of all the daily adult stuff
Those are all things I'd like to do (minus the chores) but because it's impossible to have it all, choices must be made. As always ;A;
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😌🏴‍☠️ "Misty Steppers" update soon (not tonight but soon). I know I haven't updated this fic since July. Heh. *Sigh*. BUT REAL SOON OKAY?
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thanksvideogames · 1 year
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vesperia screenshot dump no.4: i beat the game edition :)
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mysria · 2 months
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me being reminded that mys has one of the worst deaths of the entire series in canon
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the desire to do comms vs my inability to remember that i got a message FIGHT-
#its like 'oh a message! i will respond later'#and then later never comes cause i have no damn object permanence Or working memory#then its like... what do i even say#'hi sorry i ghosted your simple question for two days i forgot you messaged me' AGH#or especially lately#i mean to do things and then i get a New piece of distressing information about the way my life is going#which then consumes my thoughts and leaves no room for anything else#ahaha thanks! ill claw my eyes out now!! wow!!! FUCK!#trying to keep up the things i enjoy is. so tough rn#but ill flounder w/o em so! hard work that i am mostly failing at but i Keep Trying#yes i wanna do comms. yes i wanna draw. yes i wanna talk to people. can i? mmmmm......#can't wait for this chapter in my life to be over. goddamn.#ive been in a perpetual state of intense stress since early childhood#but my fucking duck things lately have been taking the cake#absolutely unprompted#oh no this is turning into a vent post Look Away#well my mother called again last night and was all 'im getting you a car'#and uh. i started physically shaking while profusely thanking her (lying through me teeth)#GIRL!!! I DONT NEED A CAR THATS TOO MUCH RN!!!#she's always mentioning how the collective We are tight on money#and that rn i need to focus on making decisions and getting a job ill hold for like. a month#and then she slams this down outta left field??? thats so much extra stress i dont need right now???#now i gotta worry about parking and maintaining it and gas money i dont have And And And-#i cant exactly tell her Dont Fucking Do That bc then she'll blow up in my face and call me inconsiderate & ungrateful again#me and my stepdad dont have the fucking TIME to get one! and then she was like 'oh i can always come down to help'#please dont. do not do that. i cant deal with you in person right now that sounds hellish#anyway. case in point#cant even think about messages and stuff i Want to think about bc all this bullshit is taking up my entire mind#metaphorically slamming my face into a brick wall till theres nothing left. aaaghhahsbkjadadj#its too much its Too Much everything is so much and its too much and can i be let be for two fuckin seconds please
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waloeders · 4 months
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whoops its 3am heres a ref of jupitersavatar lets go gay people lets go 🎉🎉
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some lore under the cut!
his name is carolus actually and hes the avatar of the roman god jupiter, god of the sky and thunder! similar to other avatars that, well, aren't marc, he mostly just chills out and likes to save people every now n then with some lightning zaps.
tho he does have some powers, carolus' main thing is just travelling the world and learning about everyone and everything - especially post snap, as he did vanish during that. but jupiter didn't replace him, cuz he's nice like that!*
a year or two before the events of MK, he meets arthur in london, where he's been gathering followers, and although carolus never joins ammit's cult, he does get invited to a bunch of events, especially as the pair grow closer...
*editor note: jupiter couldn't decide who to pick, he's actually incredibly indecisive and was torn between picking another human or giving up on avatars entirely.
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lokh · 4 months
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yall i just found a star trek!ygo fic outline. i KNOW im not gonna write it. should i post it somewhere
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viriporne · 1 year
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Me and the dating sim characters that are unhealthily obsessed with the player (I have extreme self-worth issues)
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