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newtness532 · 8 months

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i dont want any more exams 😩

#like wasn't 6 enough?#and we still havent gotten back any grades #i mean it's been less than 2 weeks since the first one but still #jo says stuff #university update

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makingshortstorieslong · 23 days

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So, my new 'apartment' has no kitchen.

This is obviously not something I would have chosen, but it's what was available within a reasonable distance from work.

I've bought a steamer/rice cooker and an induction ...whatchamacallit... a plug-in stove burner basically. I need to get a table for counter space and then I'm good to go, washing dishes and stuff in the bathroom is okay.

Anyway. The point of this post is: I'm a boring cook anyway so this isn't a big deal to me. HOWEVER I do want to be *a little* less boring. One thing I realized at my last place is that ever since I moved out of my parents' house I've had a very limited spice cupboard. No wonder my meals get boring, I have like. Two possible flavors I can give them.

So I have a request: recommend me a seasoning!

#I do plan to like. Look for some recipes online. Maybe stuff I've made before where I skipped some stuff bc it wasn't worth buying to use #only one time #but I though this would be fun #there are a lot of good restaurants around here but I am not eating enough this past week only eating out #I need to be able to cook at home so I can eat dinner at 6 pm and then have the leftovers at 8 pm #Or for lunch the next day #and also I don't like many restaurant vegetables #ALTHOUGH this one lady has a stand in front of the supermarket selling fried stuff #and she will lightly fry broccoli - no breading just broccoli in oil - and then put some fantastic seasoning mix on it #and I will probably be getting that every time I get groceries

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americankimchi · 7 months

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wish i knew what to do with this helpless frustration i feel every time i see people vilify the jedi for their way of life when the person doing the vilification doesn't even understand them properly. it's one thing to criticize and dislike them if you have an accurate picture of who they were and what they're trying to do vs. hating them because you straight up don't understand them at all 😭

#personal #this isn't vagueposting i'm just tired of seeing it every time i go in the tags or on youtube or on ao3 #literally if you boil the jedi down to the essentials it's just #''these are psychic empath space wizards wandering around the galaxy trying to establish a higher quality of life for everyone''#a bunch of aragorns except anduril is a beaming blade of plasma #or gandalf with the ability to do backflips #the only hard rule they have is ''thou shalt not add misery to the world where you can remove it''#everything else is just interpretations on that theme #''they're cold and unfeeling and they HATED ANAKIN and BAN LOVE''#like WHERE in the WORLD are you getting this information #WHEREEEEE #SHOW ME YOUR SOURCESSSS #and don't say ''they ban attachments'' without understanding what that MEANS #ATTACHMENTS =/= LOVE #ATTACHMENTS ARE CHAINS THAT YOU USE TO DRAG OTHERS DOWN WITH YOU #YOU KNOW THE SAYING IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING YOU WILL LET IT GO? THAT'S IT. THAT'S ALL IT IS.#and where are u getting that they hated anakin do you think he'd be so torn up about betraying them all in ep 3 #if he was surrounded by people who hated him for over a decade like mans was IN TEARS #HE LOVED AND WAS LOVED BY THEM IN TURN #IT JUST WASN'T ENOUGH TO SAVE THEM IN THE END BECAUSE #CRUCIALLY #HIS ATTACHMENT TO PADME DRAGGED HER AND THEM AND EVERYONE ELSE DOWN WITH HIM #stop stripping anakin of his agency he made a CHOICE #star wars is ALL ABOUT CHOICE. THE CHOICE TO FALL IN EP 3. AND THE CHOICE TO RISE AGAIN IN EP 6.#like cmon fellas..... fellas cmon........

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soupmanspeaks · 5 months

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you ever wonder if the Glamrocks's face tracking acts up when they look at Glamrock-Freddy, like they'll look at his face, and the recognition will register as Freddy, but their systems for whatever reason or another think that there is a face overlapped on Freddy's do you think they see two small squares next to him, at his side, roughly child sized, but no one is physically there.... right...?

#fnaf #michael afton #five nights at freddy’s #glammike #crying child #elizabeth afton #i wanted to allude something to william but idk #would the glamrocks go into the sinkhole? maybe #maybe next to glamrock freddy alongside the weird overlapping face he has and the two kid height faces #there is a face tracking box next to him...standing #remember that post about the ghost hunters comin to the pizza plex? maybe the weird face tracking happens too...#im watching garret watts and Andrew's constant facial tracking anomalies inspired this post lol #anyways i really like the thought that despite being the most friendly Glamrock; Freddy has this......feeling about him #his AI was made just this year! programmed with cutting edge and top of the line technology!#then....then why does he go off script sometimes? why does he say things that wasn't programmed show dialogue?#how does he know about Mr. Afton? the killer from the 80's who committed heinous deeds?#Why does he speak as if he knew him personally? if his AI is just pulling stuff from online; Why does he speak with resentment about him?#IM SORRY I JUST LOVE THE CONCEPT!!#like just because this franchise has gotten more neon and sugery than ever; remember; lights can be blinding and sugar causes cavities #idk what that means just omg there is more horror potential than you think in the SB era of games if you look hard enough #off topic but back to freddy being a sweetie pie i think that its funny okay #freddy sasses adults okay okay but he isnt mean to kids okay maybe michael just idk; MATURED? maybe he just got some whimsy mkay?#listen if i was forced to be in a perpetual cycle of atoning for my own and my father's sins i would find any and all silver linings mkay #aw yeah this is sick i get to be a freddy mercury inspired glamrock bear WOOO #granted michael was probably tired of animatronic bands and pizza by fnaf 6 but ykkkkkkkk it.....could be worse? he could be his dad lmao #anyways headcannon michael listend to freddy mercury and this is the equivalent of cosplaying him scott told me so (trust)#tag rambles! theyre fun lol

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donnydamakkk · 2 years

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unpopular opinion: there is no point in the show in which jeid would have made sense. jj never seemed interested in him, and his feelings always felt misconstrued and misplaced. they never had that kinda chemistry.

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moonchild-in-blue · 7 months

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Btw chilled dough cookies (the remnants of last batch) are on the oven as we speak. I feel very confident 👍

#there wasn't much left so I'm making two small batches (like ~6 cookies each)#i took it out the freezer and let it soften just enough so i could scoop it up and roll it in my hands #if this works i'm gonna cry tears of joy #food tag

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sol-consort · 8 months

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And two more for my own self-indulgence

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#bi..#big #ik it's big like #5-6 humans tall maybe #oh james too for sure but like #maybe icarus just wasn't thinking big enough yk?#I'm different #the unstoppable human spirit vs the immovable DI #☆smut #☆reapers #☆drell #☆James

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secondtolastfr · 8 months

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I finally got 50k points in the runestones game and that *still* wasn't enough to max out Fairgrounds, like not even close lmao. They seriously need to rebalance these games holy shit, because if it's going to be a whole ass achievement to get 50k the least they could do is make the payout match the effort it takes

#flight rising #or like that one person who played the longest game of shock switch (i want to say it was like 6+ hours)#and it still wasn't enough to max fairgrounds lmao

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carbonateddelusion · 4 months

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Villa nd Polilla <3 he also has fangs like his mommies, they're just hidden

#doodle #doodles #oc: villa #oc: polilla #villa wasn't a good mother. if her nearly hitting an infant wasn't enough of a hint #she could've literally killed him #im not super satisfied with polilla but oh well #polilla ended up becoming super quiet. he's pretty scared of people. he wasn't old enough to remember villa #but he sees how it's impacted his mama #so he tries to be as quiet and non-problematic for her as possible even if it means ignoring his problems #my oc #oc #mari is actually a pretty good mother though even though they struggle with their mood swings #i'd say polilla is like. 6 here #mari had him pretty young (17). she and villa were both clueless teenagers #villa THOUGHT she wanted a child but quickly figured out she didn't and basically dumped him on mariposa #oc: mariposa #partner abuse #domestic abuse #child abuse

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astridthevalkyrie · 8 months

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everything you see ab being the oldest daughter is true btw why am i the family therapist AND punching bag smh

long ass depressing rant in the tags srry i got a wee bit emotional

#my dad has something going on where there's a ringing in his ear my mom has tendonitis and neck pain now #and i feel for both of them i'm goin to cvs to get the meds giving my mom massages every night talking to my dad to distract him #they're both going to the correct doctors #but just throwing it out there i have had tendonitis and chronic upper back pain for 5-6 years and no one gave a shit most i've gotten is #jokes that i'm faking it #i'm in physical therapy for my back NOW but that's bc i finally crawled out of the depression long enough to do it myself #which is fine whatever i'm 22 i should be the one making my own appointments and it'd be weird if i wasn't #but when i was 16 or 17???#being hospitalized for STRESS HEADACHES at 14 too???#who gets hospitalized for that shit and how were my parents not concerned that i at the age of 14 was #so stressed out that my head was pounding all the time #and bc i'm the third parent who has to be the only emotional safe space #i don't say anything if my sisters are rude to me bc at least they feel safe enough around me to be rude to me #i have to listen to everyone and their momma's problems #i'm in law school!!! i do not need this i'm anxious all the time!!!#and if i'm not anxious i'm depressed!!!#my therapist point blank tells me shit like 'you're incredibly lonely' or 'you have way too much on your shoulders' and it makes me CRY #the most basic fucking observations that i KNOW but hearing someone else acknowledge it and not berate me fucking sends me into TEARS #i get messages from online friends here like 'hey i saw your post you don't deserve that' i physically cannot keep my eyes dry!!#every time i have any interaction ever i am at least a little uncomfortable bc i am always trying so hard to make sure i come off as kind #and not awkward or mean #i feel like everyone around me was given some kind of how to manual on life that i wasn't #and i KNOW this is not unique tons and tons of people feel like this #i know this is the depression and the anxiety and the possible autism i'm well aware #but then every couple of days my mom gets the brilliant idea to tell me i'm rude or lazy or whatever and i lose my shit #i just wanna sleep and write fanfics in the nicest way possible i hate everyone #i will try my best to not be mean to anyone bc no one deserves it but i am angry and i am constantly feeling the hurt of my inner child #my MOTHER threw a hardcover book at my HEAD when i was ten bc i had been reading and hid the book under the pillow #what the actual fuck????#my dad's response to any and everything is to deal with it

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jeremiahthefroge · 2 months

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Oh fuck guys lmfao

When I liked Aphmau the first time I was a little girl sitting in their bedroom. Like a GIRL. I mean not really, not on the inside, I felt very much as if I had been squished into the wrong shape but I never had the words to say it and it presented as intense self esteem problems, but like, long hair and #feminism (not actual feminism the real genuine feminism came later when my brain developed past boy bad girl good) and pink and the whole nine.

And now it's eight, nine years later. I'm sitting in the same bedroom, rearranged now, home from college. I'm tugging on my goatee as I read my notes on the first 30 episodes, taking a look at what I've gathered so far. A joint sits, smoking, in an old, cleaned-out candle dish on my nightstand, next to my t gel and the skincare supplies I keep on hand nowadays. I'm like... a real person. A happy person.

But both me and that little "girl" are watching the same videos. Hearing the same story, laughing the same way. My voice is lower that hers', but we still laugh the same way. We still like some of the same music. I wish I could go back in time to argue with her about Garroth.

#jeremiahs mcd notes #mcd #i have big feelings abt me and my child self as a function of my neurodivergence my trauma and my gender #like man idr you and also i dont even share a name with you and also i feel like i never grew up but we are different people you and i #you wore femininity like a costume for your parents and your classmates #hoping it would make you finally fit in if you just acted enough like a girl #but it wasn't that you weren't “girl” enough it was the autism #they didn't know how to talk to you regardless #so when that didn't work you decided to be an edgy tomboy #and you wondered why you were so damn miserable all the time #and people slowly figured out how to talk to you #and you slowly figured out how to talk to them #and you had friends now but something was still wrong #and when all that horrible shit went down #and i grew up too fast #i realized in the process that I needed to stop pretending to be a girl #and i came out the other side with a new name and a new identity #i'm me now but it made it so that my child self feels like she's not me at all #so strange #it feels like my memories are somebody elses'#they're mine and i know that #but like #all that shit happened to somebody else #i started being me about 6 years ago and the rest of that was played by a different actor

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alibraryofconfusion · 2 years

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it's very talked about that during their explosive priesticide wedding, Lestat showed Louis the worst parts of his being - how passionate and violent he is in murder and in love. like Lestat wanted Louis to witness all that and still choose to accept him. And Louis did. but what I don't see getting discussed enough is that all the while, Louis is also showing Lestat the worst he can get. the hopelessness, the dejection, shame, the overwhelming guilt and suicidal tendencies. Idc if it wasn't intended on his part but it did happen and Lestat chose him in return, however misguided. homeboy probably thought I can fix him ("I can take away that sorrow, Louis") and made him much much worse