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hm. after all this time I think i'm gonna take down that journal masterlist as my pinned post. I think I finally realized the issue I've been having with writing the rest of the story: basically I wrote myself into a corner by making it so that Khalan was too weak to write anymore - narratively, it makes sense, but realistically, it just made things a lot harder for me, since I didn't feel as comfortable trying to write from either Antony or Aya's POV instead.
so I'm kind of just? at that point where I don't think I'll be able to actually continue with it at all, instead of it just being a "maybe someday I'll finish it" story. but if that's the case, then I'd like to free up my pinned post for other arts that I'd want to showcase at the top of my blog :0
I'll still be sure to link to my AO3 tho for anyone who is still interested in reading anything I've written! I don't have much, and I don't have plans on sharing much of my other writing either, but the link will be in my profile description anyway.
#also haven't drawn anything at all in over a week so already it's seeming like it's gonna be a slow creative time#might need the break tho#like. mentally#but i'm hoping i can get back into the swing of things at some point#i just know personally I need to change that pinned post so it doesn't keep reminding me of the story I'll probably never finish lol#y'all can still ask me stuff about the story if you want tho :0 i honestly wouldn't mind spoiling things if anyone wants to know#text post#update#probably delete later#spectre says
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for me internet friendships are “we don’t talk all the time but I see you’re online and it makes me happy” and I really hope it’s like that for everyone
#like I know i’ve been somewhat mia#my mental health took a dive this year#I’m somewhat better!!#but I just see people here and I love them so much
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“these characters should be mentally healthy before they get together 😌” ummm no I actually think we should smash their mental illnesses together like clumps of play-doh and see what colors it makes
#they should live under each other’s skin in a way that’s weird to everyone else. actually.#also on a more serious note since this is getting notes mental illness does not preclude people from deserving love#or the ability to give and receive it#it also does not make you inherently toxic#sometimes people are just toxic anyways of course#and a lot of people enjoy a toxic ship and are relating that to this and that’s cool!#but like#if you believe that’s the only option you’re wrong buddy#people can be worse together but they can also be better#acting like a character or a person has to ‘fix’ their trauma or what have you to be worthy is. a fucking weird mindset.#but anyways!
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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f4f (fag4fag)
#im in that kind of mental state when im only capable of unfunny jokes#id like to draw something cool but eh#nothing cool about these two#billford#bill cipher#gravity falls#stanford pines#artists on tumblr#ford pines
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#ra speaks#it’s a silly joke/pun dw#we stay silly :3#edit:#woahg. that’s a lot of notes. hi everybody o/#10k. stop clenching your jaw and drink some water.#15k. eat some fresh fruit this week! I’m having kiwis tonight :]#20k. quit sitting like a shrimp it’s bad for your neck! sit up straight and do a little stretch every now and then#25k. I’m up at 2 AM but I’ll get to see the sunrise today :] if you can’t see that I hope you admire the sunset later today#30k. do something fun you haven’t done in a while. I haven’t drawn in months - I think I’ll paint a cat tomorrow :3#40k. I just slept 9 hours straight for the first time in weeks :] remember to ask for help when you need it! no glory in senseless suffering#50k. it’s been over a year since I made this post. I’ve grown and changed so much and I’m so happy I have. but. I stay silly :3#okay random edit bc PSA: don’t tell ppl to kill themselves! even as a joke in response to a silly pun!!! some of us are mentally ill!!!
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Wendy "I run this place, sucker!" Corduroy
Soos "I make my own economy." Ramirez
Stanley "I'd fire all of you if I could." Pines
#gravity falls#stanley pines#soos ramirez#wendy corduroy#wendy didn't say that but I feel like it#stan couldn't fire them because he already mentally adopt them#those are his kids
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"The gap between high-functioning and low-functioning Autistic people is too wide. This is why they need to be two separate diagnoses."
There is no gap, there are people there.
There is no gap, there are people there.
There is no gap, there are people there.
There is no gap, there are people there.
There is no gap, there are people there.
There is no gap, there are people there.
There is no gap, there are people there.
There is no gap, there are people there.
There is no gap, there are people there.
THERE IS NO GAP, THERE ARE PEOPLE THERE!
MSN Autistic people exist. Separating the spectrum is to leave us behind. Stop forgetting about us.
#far too many people act like autism is lsn autistic people and hsn autistic people and there's no in between#when in reality there are millions of people between the two who are often ignored and left behind in discussions of autism#actually autistic#autism#msn autism#mental disorders#disability#ableism#repetition#repetition cw#caps cw#nat's posting
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more people gotta try this shit where bill has not improved and will not change but he's just chilling so its fine probably. its great
#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gf nevermind all that#is this really for that? no but if its post canon bill on earth then it may as well be. makes it nice and easy to find later too#reread tbob because we just got our own (nicely water damaged) copy and i was like. i dont draw him cute enough#i will continue trying to do better#anyways stanley you are a butch woman. stanley transition now you dont even have to do anything youre already perfect#its just about the intent#every time i drew him for the last one all i could think was oohhhhhh my god you are a dyke. to me. please#in other news are there any burned out pushing-30s out there who havent drawn in years? i gotta say. i really gotta say.#get mentally ill about something its great. preferably alongside a few other people that you can use to create a perpetual cycle of insanit#gets you drawing again in no time and it feels great
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really need to look into like. things that cause the stuff that's been happening to me lately.
#my ramblings#like. mentally#more specifically stuff that starts to like. show signs in my general age range yknow.#but also idk how to like. start looking into that stuff w/o my mum finding out#and then she'd ask questions and get all doctor-y about it and i just. don't wanna deal w that in terms of. this.
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reflection
#anyways so i think samus has major survivors guilt and is a super perfectionist. The type of girl who reimagines scenarios in her mind#And thinks about how she could have done better. like ‘if i had woken up sooner maybe i could have saved everyone in prime 3’#so i think she says she doesnt know anything about herself because shes so hypercritical of her actions she doesnt see herself as a person#while also her hyper critical-ness shows how she says she wants to ignore herself but she literally cant because she has so many criticisms#oh i wanted to include the ppl from the prime 2 manga in that one shot but was like ‘i dont think ppl will recognize them’.#also lol the existence of dark samus would fuck her up SOOOO bad like it only exists bc she exists & its responsible for the gang’s deaths#okay im done rambling tldr MENTAL ILLNESS.#metroid#samus aran#loneart#metroid dread#metroid prime#super metroid#metroid series#i dont wanna tag all the games. There just those games is enough#hall of fame#gray voice
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jon needs a door and i need a fucking break from this weather uhhh
music from the..floor?? ♪┏(・o・)┛♪
#tma distortion#tma michael#tma podcast#the magnus archives#jonmichael#jondistortion#michael distortion#michael shelley#tma#tma fanart#i couldnt find full version of this song anywhere but its like#suits the occasion so to speak ksljdfkjsd#on my second run of rereading jonmichael fics#yesterday i was just sitting on the floor reading screenshots that ive made#of the fave moments from the fics...........................#thats where im mentally rn#phphph#optical illusion
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Shadowvanilla but as the liar princess and the blind prince!
Based on this official art btww

#this was partly inspired by the cake hounds description btw#I suddenly remembered the game and was like!!! Wait a minute!!!#sorry I’ve been mentally ill about them for a few weeks now ouhh 💔💔#cookie run kingdom#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#shadowvanilla#artists on tumblr#digital art#my art#art
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Consider: Silver with hearing loss
#sth#sth fanart#silver the hedgehog#blaze the cat#amy rose#shadow the hedgehog#roonies doodles#roonies comics#WHY does silver have hearing loss? because i do. obviously#im nothing if not self indulgent#me giving all my disabilities and mental illnesses to my fav characters: omgggg theyre just like me fr thats crazy howd that happen#thinking about how funny it is that silver idolizes whisper and then when he finally meets her her entire bit is that she only ever whisper#makes me laugh really hard. poor little guy </3
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Vanessa is having a normal time in the FNAF 2 movie
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#mike schmidt#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#fnaf 2 movie#fnaf 2#william afton#Vanessa having a totally normal time#she is okay and well and not losing it 🩵#I hope the gun scene we see in the trailer#is genuinely like Vanessa seeing a hallucination of her father#like totally slipping mental state#I just think that be really cool#then Mike is just there trying to keep here more level headed PFF
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