miguel's body language in the comics makes me genuinely ill. here we have a childhood abuse survivor who was absolutely fuming right before this deny any anger and immediately making himself seem smaller when accused of being upset because he's haunted by memories of a huge aggressive man who used his body as a threat. he sits down. instead of looming over people, he looks up.
dana what is your fucking problem
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Welcome Home Mini Comic: Homewarming
⚠️TW: eyecontact
[Read left to right up+down. No wierd combinations. No, I didn't look up their Homewarming clothing if you're wondering. I messed up.]
AAAAAAH oh boy the love I have for Eddie I CANNOT explain. LIKE HES SO LOVELY OUGHHHH favourite local mailman. <3
Idk if I made correct use of the image ID? I hope I did.
Hm... this was suposed to be a ramble about my guy Eddie but here, have a short fic under the cut.
He is just there. Uncomfortable. Very uncomfortable. The feeling of doom is there. Why. Why is home looking at him like that? What is going on? He wants to go home. He needs to go home. Does he have a home? He has his post office... does that count? Why is home looking at him like that. He needs it to stop. Stop. Stop it. Please. Stop. Oh? Who...? Frank? He can't talk. He realizes vaguely. His eyes go up. Frank... He needs to tell him... His vission is blurry and he feels overwhelmed. He feels... overestimulated..? He doesn't know. He doesn't feel good. Too much... he needs to go home... he needs... he...
And Frank gets it and goes to tell Wally that he wants to leave. Leave? On homewarming? Why? What's wrong? Because something has to be wrong if Eddie of all people wants to leave. So he goes check up on him. Of course he does. Barnaby close behind because... Why does Eddie want to leave? They don't know. But he isn't looking great. He is staring. Shaking. Sweating. Crying silently. That doesn't looks good.
Wally gets it. He would like to do the same. Because Home is now looking at him. Because of course it does. Just... staring. Meanacely. He feels the dread. A chill goes down his spine. Home... what did you do to Eddie...?
Barnaby, fortunately, catches up somethings off with Home. And that means Wallys distressed. So he puts a paw on his shoulder and asks Eddie. He doesn't answer. He tells him what he's going to do as he puts his arm to support Eddie and help him walk so he can go home. He is worried. Wally is worried. Frank is worried. Eddie doesn't look good. He shakes. He won't stop crying. He looks... terrified..? He tries to loose up his shirt. He needs to breathe. He can't. But he is. The others realize a bit too late that he is hyperventilating. Wally does only when he sees Eddie's legs wobble. But then he just... shuts down and goes limp. What. What. What. Why. Why. What. What. No. No. No. What. No. Wait. He can help. Yes. Bed. Bed! He needs... yes, yes! He in bed now. He better? What? What? He better? Please... He opens eyes! He better! Low sugar? More sugar then! He bring sugar. Yes. He better now?
Eddie tries to calm Wally with his words. He doesn't know what just happened. He just... sat down at that couch and suddenly was at Wallys bed, all neighbors worrying sick over him. What happened? He just... has this feeling... something changed.
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`✦ ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ not doing so hot today but i’m still going to try and get a request out!! in the meantime if you guys have any ideas/requests or even some rambles it would be great to hear from you!! need to distract myself hhhhghvjvkbknk
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I don't typically like to complain about others' interps/fanon interps but it's always bugged me the way I often see swap papyrus characterized as being a total useless layabout all the time while conversely seeing people jump through hoops to attribute just about everything they can to Sans/UF Sans/etc and point out how, jokes aside, he canonically isn't actually lazy.
I know it's mostly just a symptom of not putting as much thought/attention into characters you're not as interested in, I'm sure I'm guilty of it with plenty of them, but it's just, idk...disappointing, I guess.
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Speaking of cheap fountain pens, the dollar tree near me had some fountain pens that came with a couple ink cartridges! They're really lightweight since they're pretty cheap plastic, but the writing experience is pretty nice even if the ink leans pretty brown
ooh fun!!! i love finding things like that - im always snooping around for fountain pens in places outside stationery shops!
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been having a rough past two days and its corny as shit but thinking about skwisgaar comforting me/him being there in general helps a lot :,( i cried a bit earlier (tldr cat stuff) and after i just thought about his hand on my thigh or back and giving me comforting rubs as i let all the tears out cuz i was just covering my face bawling 😭 i feel like he’d understand me not wanting to move/uncover my face/eyes and that i just gotta dump the wave of sadness/sad thoughts out and that ill be fine once i do so.. and after that he’d hug me and tell me how its all going to be okay and that even tho its a sucky situation he’s proud of me for cleaning up all the mess that was made and waiting till i was alone/not overwhelmed with stuff going on to let it all out instead of exploding in tears immediately :,( myskwisgaar ouhhhh
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playing a fun game of roulette with our dash by not filtering out my source's tag on purpose so i can get jumpscared when someone we follow happens to reblog something relating to it
is the jumpscare /pos, /neu, or /neg? that's the fun part i have no idea
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i wish we collectively could have an honest, open discussion about how unfriendly rp spaces still are to people of colour even if they are lead by people of colour, or well-meaning whites.
like, idk, there's still like antiblack events/scenes/dialogues that take place or biases towards white/white passing characters. this doesn' even begin to cover the cliquey nature of rp spaces as is and again, how biased people are and can be even if they claim otherwise. you could have the most open, friendliest space in the world, sure, but even then, they'd still be guilty of at least either: petty gossip or snobbish rpers who think they and the characters they portray (original or canon) are better than you and yours, or hell, just cliquey, exclusionary behaviour.
also, too, usually (i've experienced this myself a lot), if you're a person of colour in an rp space, 9/10 people who are not the same race as you will do just about anything to get your approval with portrayals/creations of characters solely to appease you and not because they have a desire to branch out or challenge themselves to make a character or portray a character that's nothing like them.
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