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#cami talks#listen im on mobile rn so if you dont want to hear me complain about my life rn then dont keep reading the tags#for context#my boyfriend broke up with me 2 weeks ago#and has barely spoken to me since#it wasnt really a clean breakup either#i still really care about him or even love him#im hesitant to say love bc of everything tho#we were best friends before we started dating#and we dated for like 2 years#so logically speaking it makes sense for me to keep thinking about him right?#part of me still hopes hell come back and we can work from there#but in all honesty i dont want to get my hopes up#but then again i have no idea whats gonna happen so i cant really prepare for anything#i kinda pushed everything about this outta my head for the past few weeks#because its literally finals season and im not about to fuck up all my hard work#but my finals end tomorrow#and im afraid that all of these thoughts are gonna crash on me as soon as i dont have a distraction anymore#im just#really scared#and i have only awen to really talk to about this but i dont want to keep unloading onto them even though i know i can#im trying to connect with a few people ive lost contact with since high school so i can do something over the summer other than wallow#and be miserable#because the friends i had when i was still dating him havent reached out since#specifically one who i tried reaching out to who kept brushing me off#so that sucks even more#i just...#this sucks a lot#and its reasonable that this is taking over my thoughts#but for some reason im mad at myself for letting it bc idk why??? just ugh. this is awful.
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