#but then again i have no idea whats gonna happen so i cant really prepare for anything

[spacedlexi]

A little while ago you said that you have nuanced feelings on Clem x Louis, and I think that’s how I’d describe my opinion on the ship as well. I was just wondering, what makes you feel that way? Personally, I think they’re romance scenes are cute and sweet, but the whole situation with Marlon makes me unable to see them as anything other than friends. I think they both mean a lot to each other, but the idea that they’d want to date so soon after that whole ordeal’s a bit of a stretch to me.

putting this under a read more so if anyone even Thinks they might get upset about mild louis opinions they can move on and stay happy. seriously people take this stuff too seriously sometimes and i dont want to stir anyone up but also im allowed to have my own opinions OKAY. none of this means i dont like him or them OKAY??

okay

thats pretty much where my opinions are too

the stuff with marlon and the vote is Definitely the biggest thing that influences my opinion about their romance. i always forget just how Cruel he is in EP2 😭 like im on your side dude what aj did was wrong can we just talk about this 😭 but he votes to kick them out. like his reaction about marlon doesnt bother me, its his insistence on kicking them out that does 😔 my clem will always forgive him for it, i believe him when he says he regrets it, but its gonna take some time for trust to build again. for both of them

having only one scene between his apology and the lock in was just not gonna happen for my clem. she was mad at him for it. aj almost died because of it. she might be doing better now but she still has trust issues and her trust was broken just as much as his was. he was fine with never seeing her again, sending her and aj out to their deaths because he struggled to accept his confused feelings about marlon. that pissed my clem off shdfksd she is barely keeping this child alive let alone herself. her face when ajs kicking the wall bro she was like "its so fucking over" 😭 cmon bro look at her shes dead inside have some compassion. and he still hits her with the "i dont know [if i want you to stay]" even after aj gets shot like cmon man...... Cmon.........

and while shes waiting for louis to finally be ready to talk about what happened with marlon (which my clem apologizes for in the dorm, she does genuinely feel bad about it), her and violet are only growing closer, focusing on preparing the school together for the bigger problem. clem knowing vi has her back is a huge source of relief in everything thats going on, and that means a Lot for my clem, who appreciates the idea of having a partner she can rely on. my clem is already sure of her feelings for vi by the time louis apologizes. but she appreciates his apology, and is looking forward to being friends again, because she did genuinely appreciate his friendship at the beginning. but her heart was really truly Broken about everything with marlon and the vote and i think thats gonna take more time to heal. depending on player choice some clems might not even forgive him (some others might say he was right and that clem didnt stop it but... i do not agree with that.. like how could she have... aasim calls mitch a hypocrite for saying the same thing)

the other less important thing is just his general blasé attitude. my clem takes things seriously, but that doesnt mean she doesnt know how to have fun. she Wants to. she just Cant. she has a child to take care of first, and she cares about the survival of the group. its why my clem is looking for someone she knows she can rely on. she never wanted any of this, and she just wants a little support, someone to help take the weight off so she CAN relax. shes so tired 😭. playing with louis while aasim hunts by himself made me feel Dirty 💀 (i literally couldnt do it the first time i felt so bad AASIM WAIT UP). and while i can understand and appreciate his "there might not be a tomorrow so enjoy today" outlook, it cant come at the expense of the group. louis i feel eventually learns this, finding a balance between the two, and Becomes someone clem can rely on. but his change doesnt begin until like.. after the raiders take everyone (because we have to get through the marlon stuff first). and if you save vi, you dont get to see any of it 😔

the thing about these two problems is that, if you were to take them out of this setting and throw them in like, a modern au, suddenly these are not issues anymore. no more life or death. the stakes are a lot lower. so i can see them dating in that scenario and having fun together. they do have cute moments!! but also due to less stakes, theres less to motivate louis to change. and i think they would fundamentally just not click on their worldviews. clem while she can have fun, ultimately takes things seriously, and louis doesnt. that doesnt mean they dont care about each other, and clem definitely appreciates his energy, but its why i see them still ending up as friends instead of romantic partners (esp if vi is around IM SORRY 😭 they just Click too well for me 😔 this is why my messy au exists 💀)

i also understand this is mostly personal preference and some people might like them for these reasons 😭 but the dynamic that they have i prefer as friends personally. theyre supportive of each other and deeply care about each other, just not romantically imo. especially not after the stuff with marlon. and thats ok!!!! i see it a lot like louis' relationship with vi. not romantic. but they Love each other regardless. honestly the reason why i like clem vi and louis as a trio so much is that clem slots between them really well. louis who doesnt take anything seriously, and vi who takes things Too seriously. clem exists between them. knowing having fun is important but also understanding the weight of responsibility. she helps louis become more responsible, and she helps vi chill the fuck out. she brings balance :)

i will say tho louis' "nothing wrong with short and sweet, right?" line was cute he got me there

[crysta1ized]

as always im suffering a severe case of *clears throat* white brainrot…

so obviously i cant stop thinking abt the sheer tragedy of his character; how he was not supposed to be there, knows nothing abt these assholes’ bullshit but is dragged in it anyway. poor guy’s gonna be traumatized forever (if he even survives..)!!!

so that got me thinking: what options/scenarios does white have?

1. tan decides to intervene himself and murders at least one of them to speed up the process (which eventually leads to more chaos etc) no matter what happens next, white is now a witness. if the boys all end up dead one way or another after that, no matter what was tan’s og plan, it would be a bad idea to let white go.

from that scenario, there are now two possibilities regarding white:

tan relies on the police’s corruption (which might not even work in this case since por’s parents are hella rich and will be doing everything they can so the police can find out what happened to their son) and plans on disappearing forever and abandoning ‘tan’ behind, to be ‘new’ again. in that case, tan doesn’t harm white as he didn’t do anything to non and (with the last bit of sanity he has left) judges him innocent.

following what he said abt jin earlier, he may also consider white as part of the group, and thus as an asshole too (tho he’s well aware white wasn’t part of the group when non’s incident happened) and may want to kill two birds with one stone and eliminate him too.

2. white is not as innocent as we think he is and may harm/ kill someone later on

like many ppl here, i do want him to do a 360 and see him standing above his friends’ corpses with a bloody axe (a girl can dream!)- i really don’t think he’s aware of what’s going on with the group, non, tan or any of that shit. however he could be here for a whole other reason… pretty much like tan & phee infiltrating the group to get answers abt non, he could be here (and dating tee) to get answers abt mr keng or the whole mafia thing tee had going on? i mean white appeared out of nowhere and started dating tee just like that? i get that opposites attract and all but that seems a bit much…. i mean he even appeared not long after mr keng disappeared!! that could be a massive coincidence obviously and we still don’t know what happened with tee’s uncle but well!

following that theory, white could also want to get answers from tee or some other and pull out the gun or the knife and end up killing someone (accidentally or not). that theory does not make much sense tho ik…

3. white gets killed accidentally by one of the guys bc they’re all kinda losing their marbles (that theory is depressing af and i really hope that’s not what happens but we gotta be prepared)

please tell me if u have any other theory abt what will happen to white!!

[anzynai]

April Fools with the Octatrio

hello so i wanted to write something for the octatrio (as the title states) but a fic wasn’t working out so…. here’s some hcs((aka what my fic idea was GOING to be)) under the cut instead !!!

first of all, april fools was a completely new thing for the twins and azul. in tbe coral sea, its literally just.. april 1st and even the areas that DID know abt the day didn’t bother celebrating it

so imagine floyd and jade having the time of their life when they find that there is quite literally a day centered around messing with your friends

azul is less than amused when his own voice interrupts his speaking because of jade and floyd constantly poking his sides and tickling him when he least expects it

jade tends to be more subtle about it yet so teasy all the same “oh, what’s the matter, azul?” knowing damn well whats what

on the other hand, floyd is like “aww, u ticklish??” when he does with absolute no regard for who might be listening

azul doesn’t know which one is worse

but of course, azul won’t stand for it! he has allowed the twins to get the last laugh for way too long (or.. the twins.. get his (??))) last laugh… uh anyway)

so he starts off with jade because even though jade would definitely hint at it to floyd, he is a much easier person to find. jade.. if jade doesn’t want to be found, he will not be found. so he starts with jade since he’s not expecting it

and well, he really wont. not with tickling at least because azul wasn’t one to get them back all the time. but this time, he knew be needed to stand his ground (he just wants the twins to get a taste of their own medicine.. and maybe… hear their laughter..)

so azul calls jade over into his office to discuss about the monstro lounge and ambushes him. he is actually shocked at first that he manages to do it, but he does.. and of course, tickles him. it works out so much better than he thought. when hes done, he prepares himself for retaliation, but for some reason… jade doesnt?

later, after floyd’s basketball practice, azul does the same thing. corners him, and it seems as though he was expecting it. in fact, he wws encouraging it! “ur gonna tickle me, huh? well go ahead, im waiting!” it makes azul a little nervous but he still exacts his revenge and. floyd doesn’t retaliate either???

he finds out why later. jade had planned it from the moment azul had ambushed him. he was going to have azul let down his guard and ended up hinting at it to floyd. so basically, at the end of the night, they have both gone to azul and completely obliterated him (much to his embarrassment)

he did have a suspicion, but with the random pokings throughout the day still occurring, he thought that was all they may do. he shouldve known better (or maybe, he just kinda.. hoped it would happen again so didnt work to stop it hehehe)

anyways, unrelated to tickling, i feel like floyd wohld have more obvious pranks. like, silly string (he would have bought out the entire stock at sam’s mystery shop had he had enough money), jumpscares, the like. him wnd lilia have this sort of alliance on april fools and kinda terrorize the student body together

on the other hand, jade has more subtle pranks, but enjoys them nonetheless. they tend to be those ones that make u feel like u MAY be losing ur mind. like those mind games kindw pranks.. i cant think of any rn but uhh… use ur imagination.

azul simply does not participate. at least, not on his own accord. like he never starts it, but it has become a habit to try to prank jade and floyd back if they ever prank him. he wont admit, but its pretty fun thinking of ways to get one over on the twins. he really likes seeing the look on their faces when they arent expecting something.

still, that means he has to work extra hard since it IS the day to prank people, yk?? but he doesnt have a certain way of pranking someone, but is always proud when it works out.

once he got both of the twins at the same time by calling them to his office and leaving the door slightly cracked, but left a bucket of water on top. when it was opened, it would fall on them. he still remembers their expressions and thinks about it from time to time.

[toonie-selfships]

Smiling cruise

@wulfums, started thinkin after a day of having no or negative thoughts, can finally type something out even if its not what i originally wanted, thought id tag you. so i been ponderin for a short minute and i was like "hm yes, put smiling friends on a cruise ship and write about what theyd get up to". simple ideas like that, youre more than welcome to reblog and add onto this what Lucky64 would be gettin up to

Lucky Charms & Gwimbly would be sharing a room obvi, probably one with a balcony because everything would be paid for by Charms, this is probably after the game ceo finally dies and Charms finally gets their proper earnings of music revenue.

Charms would be up early and awake late, so barely any sleep because they're excited. In the mornings they'd stand on the balcony to watch the sunrise, at night theyre probably on top deck watching the sun set and then probably dancing through the empty decks with their headphones on in the middle of the night to burn left over energy before returning to an already asleep Gwimbly.

Gwimbly would be the sleep late, wake up late type. and probably a bed hog. sometimes hes up earlier but thats a rarity. say this cruise is like 2 weeks or something, 4 out of those 12 days hes awake early.

They'd have a table alone but it'd always be close to Allan & Whatwulfs because they like to hang out and talk whenever they run into eachother. Gwimbly and Allan probably have quiet tension from the whole hose thing, Gwimbly never really forgave him for that. Maybe Charlie, Pim & Glep are also at that table, maybe not, that'd probably depend on you

Lucky carries their headphones and autism bag everywhere they go, especially to actives, they know how crowded and loud things can get sometimes and theyre always prepared. Gwimbly also always double checks to ensure they have their stuff, hes had to be the main escort out of a situation a few times when they first started dating because Charms forgot their stuff. He hates seeing them so distressed when they thought things would be fun and fine.

Charms is usually Gwimblys drink cut off, they dont really like seeing him incredibly drunk unless theyre both shitfaced and Charms cant cut either of them off, but that doesnt happen often, best Charms' gets is tipsy from a few cocktails.

Gwimbly spends alot of time in the arcade, usually at the little duck claw machine (every cruise ive been on had one and i love them) trying to win as many unique ducks for Charms before they can win them themselves, he knows they love random bullshit like that. however gwimbly is in no way a master at it like he claims.

On land days they try to stick with the main group and/or Allan & WW (im just gonna shorten it to ww for whatwulf sometimes or just wulf, lazy like that ✌️). Charms isnt great at directions in new locations and gets stressed easy when they dont know where to go, especially on a time limit.

the two of them collect as many postcards, magnets, keyrings and pins as they can. Lucky has a rather large collection and gwimbly wants to be apart of it.

Gwimbly has definitely fallen into the pools a few times. completely sober.

the two like to spend more time in the 18+ pool areas just to be away from the rowdy kids and parents.

Charms brought their laptop and stuff to still make music since they always love making music on down times. Gwimbly is slowly learning to draw, sure its akin to a 3 year olds but hes doing his best and Charms loves everything he draws no matter what, seeing their face genuinely light up fills him with the confidence to get better.

sometimes gwimbly gets a lil too handsy outside the room but not too much to warrent trouble, he just cant help it, he tries to hold onto charms as much as possible because hes terrified of losing them to homelessness again like the day he lost them after the games fell through.

Gwimbly & Charms participate in costume nights but if its somethin theyre not crazy into then theyre kinda half assing it.

Loathsome mozzy eaters (again all what i think would happen ur welcome to change and add things)

Allan probably sleeps early and wakes up early.

ww falls asleep real early and wakes up at the same time as allan to watch the sunrise together.

unintentionally got the balcony room next to lucky64, wave to eachother often. allan probably goes inside early if he hears them getting all googly at eachother or making out.

whenever theyre not in the dining rooms theyre either at the help yourself restaurant or the fancy pay to be at restaurant because allan wants to treat ww.

allan does all the shoretour talks while whatwulf does most of the friendly first interactions.

both probably get a lil tipsy but never overly drunk unlike everyone else (excluding glep and his wife).

allan got the cruise through work most likely.

whatwulf swims the most

both of them also use the 18+ pools to be away from kids #ChildFree.

allan has never seen Charms tic before and probably thinks theyre drunk or something at first before asking them about it, hes slowly learning to get used to it and pay no mind to any unintentional noises.

wulf understands Charms' tourettes well since theyre better friends than them and allan, sometimes he'll help explain them to others when Charms cant themselves.

they def kiss at sunset on leaving day & going home day.

allan seems like he'd enjoy trivia, much like Lucky Charms, they always swap answers with eachother at the end.

whatwulf HAS to see every performance, theyre too good not to see.

whatwulf probably doesnt get sea sick as easily as everyone else due to being an aquatic-ish critter.

whatwulf is also probably a connoisseur of rubber ducks, very appreciative of them when gifted by allan.

shore days the two try to find their own way around unless its really unfamiliar and they get a shoretour.

allan makes sure they both have any autism things they need, if somehow they forget something Charms always has something similar to offer. fidget toy? sorted. earplugs? cleaned daily with interchangeable silicone or the soft foam ones for someone elses keeping.

ww is ALWAYS prepped and goes all out for costume nights, hes always matching with allan to the T no matter what!

sometimes on quiet nights they'll slow dance on the lido deck when no one else is around.

what everyone else is doin (aka charlie, pim, glep + Marge and maybe mr boss + Jason)

literally NOBODY trusts pims with directions and shit, not after Brazil.

Charlie and pim get shitfaced on the regular.

charpim share a room more in the middle of the boat, they dont have a balcony.

100% from work tickets.

glep and marge have their own room on a different floor, opposite side of the boat, balcony.

all 4 of them share a table with mr boss and jason, sometimes allan and whatwulf. pim gets along with gwimbly and no one really talks to charms that much because only allan and whatwulf really know them. pim tries to talk with lucky sometimes though to get to know them. charlie silently questions their tics but never has the balls to ask.

mr boss puts jason in the kidsclubs even though hes 18, jason fuckin loves the kids clubs because who wouldnt? i fuckin loved kids clubs.

mr boss kinda scares lucky sometimes, his random outbursts of actions scare the crap out of them.

glep and marge sometimes get a table to themselves when they want a quiet moment.

charlie fuckin hates being dragged to every single activity by pim. "pim cant we just slow down and play mini golf or something man? my knees are killing me."

pim is always first awake out of everyone in the group, he swims the most too.

charlie rides the waterslides 50 times in a row whenever he can, though hes gotta take big ass breaks between them for his pace maker.

[fictionfixations]

finally doing natlan story. been procrastinating for SO long

feel so awkward cause im like taking control of the what are they called. and i was gonna stop controlling it but then we met kachina so like-

I DONT KNOW WHICH ONES [the one i named] and AYO

wait i just realized its ayo. flashbacks to yabruh in hsr 💀

anyway i should probably mention it. but i named the one i found Dodam! I've been getting really into LCF and they're like. kind of dragons i guess (im bad at naming so i name stuff after recent media i consume) but Raon didnt feel right so Dodam! meaning "a child playing well and growing without being sick" and therefore a name wishing them to be well. its cute right :D

i wonder if new ancient names come into existence. like where they come from really. like i know they're from the past but its like.

if you can lose ancient names but you cant make new ones, doesnt that mean eventually there will be no more ancient names in existence?

mIMIMImIMiMI 'fair and square' says the person waiting to face kachina as a 2v1

also didnt YOU catch her off guard this time wanting to fight her without any warning beforehand that she'd be fighting??? wouldnt that mean if you happened to win that would also just be 'luck'? and under that same logic then you shouldnt be qualified either?

realized why this felt weirdly familiar and realized that i also went through a tournament event in hsr like a week ago. huh. like i mean i know this is main story not an event but like. still. (i streamed going through that event and it took FIVE hours. i prefer completing stuff in one sitting or it might take me awhile before i pick it back up again. im not prepared to sit here for that long so i hope it isnt that long...)

im suspicious that atea isnt going to the abandoned hot spring because she can be in hot springs again

im. im worried because. its like we just came in out of nowhere and re-decorated like. say a room in your house. like, like i dont know about you but if someone just organized and rearranged everything, i dont care if it looks better because its like. i didnt ask..??? and like for all i know there couldve been snooping! what about privacy D:< or like.

yknow how it can be messy but its like. organized mess? cause you know where stuff is. or well its general location? but if someone organizes it for you then its like where the fuck is everything ?????

like idk i feel like we're doing something wrong. same vibes as tricking furina that led to *that* trial :(

i think im wrong. thats fair ive been wrong before, like in hsr i thought yanqing was an imposter during uhhhh. wardance. ...not the event trailblaze continuance.

WAIT WE'RE BRINGING THIS BACK???? i feel like im being that person whose like 'AYO ITS ALBEDOO' during the the the summer event

om i thought she was gonna die.

i was gonna say that nevermind because characters dont die in this game. but actually its that playable characters dont die in this game

npcs die in both this and hsr, but playable characters can die in hsr so

this is so awkward at the ode of ressurection because its just really quiet. idk if its sounds or music cause i have those set low while voice is set high so shrug

also i hate that even when you go to the log it doesnt pause the voiceline. so it just keeps going on but i have no idea what they're saying cause then im not reading captions

i cant even replay it :(

oh. oH DEATH??? i should not be this excited. like kachina i love you but OH MY GOD PERMANENT DEATH. i mean inevitably we'll probably find her and save her but AYOO DEATHHHH (if you're a honkai star rail-er yknow... 4 stars can perma die so HMMMM)

the people of natlan place a lot of importance in like their archon and like the wayob (who is. kind of a god-ish. that they. look up to??? im so sorry if i got anything wrong its just a lot of words)

but so imagining wayob is a god. who the fuck are you to doubt them? you think you know better? bitch you didnt even win the fuck you mean. and clearly wayob hasnt recognized you if you're so pissed off about it. clearly you arent worth a gods gaze so shut your mouth and leave it to the people who actually know what they're talking about

like. im. so fucking bitter. like listen i dont care if they get resurrected im still treating it as if they are perma dead

dont you fucking dare talk shit about a little girl who has lost her life fighting for natlan, she is so much more capable then you are, you who can do nothing but talk shit because you were too weak to fucking win the competition. who didnt have the honor to acknowledge a loss and instead wanted to take it into your own hands and beat her in an unfair 2v1 battle as if that would make you 'worthy'

..sorry. this feels like the chiori story quest all over again cause that made me so angry

YOU ARE BLAMING A FUCKING CHILD

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ON ABOUT? ?!??!?!?

sorry let me just pull up our beloved archon NAHIDA who totally wont know a million ways to beat your ass in a fight. or well if thats unfair then how about collei when she was younger with like the fucking archon (or it mightve just been god or something) remains in her (idk i forgot what it was) but also it can attack shit and didnt it kill someone or am i remembering the manga wrong

paimon im begging you. DONT JINX IT. ITS SO SIMPLE SO PLSSSS DONT MAKE IT HARDER

LMFAO the shield disappeared as soon as we made it to land and so i got hit immediately after. if it was a second later then the abyssal thingy whatever its called wouldve hit the barrier and i wouldve been fine

adwadhausihdu not the friendship is magic 😭(not to say that its bad ive just seen it way too many times tbh, which ig is fair considering it is also a lot in like anime stuff right? and this is. well. anime girls.)

IT CLOSED?

i never got the hype over the pyro archon tbh. but you know what? that was fucking hype

is it okay though?? for like the ceiling to break and it to be exposed to the living world?????

??? no issues thats gonna cause or anything????? like

that wont mean the abyss can just keep coming back easier and faster or something like that right??

r

right?????

im

so

confused.

or wait was that more like a 'dream' in that when we left the opening we 'woke up' intact but that its still. like. hidden and not actually having a broken ceiling

oh god i dont have a screenshot but it showed paimon and the sun was just beaming its light down on her and it was so fucking bright holy shit 😭

yknow what this is fine. we literally went to fontaine while the prophecy was going ham and flooding the place so like

destruction of natlan? pleasee we've already faced something like this before this is fine

okay so the 'boundary' was prob temporarily opened up to save them but its fine we dont have an exposed ceiling. maybe. i think.

ITS BEEN. ..when did i start the archon quest?? uh. its been. SOMETHING. hours and i FINALLY got my answer

and

thats

it

ahdwuaishdah

im tired.

okay its been 5 hours

cause like i was doing the kinich test run thing and was so confused on how to play him that i googled lol

WOOOahjdwus

my laptop is not happy with genshin 💀

[canayams-art]

it's meee, the qianqing anon✨ it certainly been a while since ive been in your asks jsjdjdjd the uni has been crazy and the finals were approaching so i had to force my focus on studying instead of screaming about my faves to anyone who was willing to listen :") but now that that's out of the way for a while now because the second semester has already started, im free to go back to my deranged brainrots sjejejejjeke

OH I ALMOST FORGOT very very late merry christmas (if you celebrated) and happy new years!! 🎉🎉

im rewatching the second season of tgcf at the moment and im going crazy over the small lqq moments i missed in my first watch wjejejek he's just such an amazing character and soo 😍 i love/hate that im now restarting the angst 😭😭

SOMEHOW I ALSO MISSED THE BRIEF BLURRY SHI WUDU CAMEO AND I WAS SCREAMING ABOUT IT FOR HALF AN HOUR TO MY FRIEND!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM IN HIS FULL CORRUPTED GLORY IF WE EVER GET GHE BLACK WATER ARC ANIMATED!! he actually might be in my top three favorite characters from tgcf even if i don't talk about him nearly as much as i talk about mq

anyways. LQQ!! i know i already watched everything and i know that i know what's going to happen but man i am not prepared to go through that again! while i am EXTREMELY glad that we got to see him boil qr alive AND slice him in half, THE PAIN THE ANGUISH THE CONFLICT JWJWIEKEKKEJJE

i don't think i will be getting him out of my head anytime soon :")) im even more salty that he doesn't get a more important scenes later in the series :((

unfortunately ive been a bit brain-dead because of the most boring subjects in the world ughhh so i don't have any new lqq and mq thoughts :(( if you do pls share with me, im dying for every crumb of creativity available skkekekeke

also idk if i mentioned this in my last ask, but it makes me so happy that both you and your followers like these little lqq/mq rants 🥹 it makes me excited to share whatever new idea pops into my brain and know that there are somewhere ppl who get just as excited about them as i do

anyways, i hope you're doing well!! 😽😽

Welcome back qianqing anon!!!

I hope finals went well for you and that you’ve been able to catch your breath again. I also hope you enjoyed the holiday season!

Every time I see or think about donghua lqq I feel so grateful to the production team for depicting the way lqq feels and expresses himself so intensely. I know we all know this by now but his arc really is my favorite within the entire story,,, 🥹 It’s a shame we really only see him in the early chapters and the final ones— I genuinely think his story could easily be its own novel/extra.

Also where does shi wudu show up???! If it’s later in s2 then I haven’t spotted him yet cos I,,,,, still haven’t gotten around to finishing s2 (life got in the way of quality time in lqq land 😭). I feel you though— I find shi wudu interesting in such a way where I love his character but I also feel he 100% got what was coming to him LMAO. Blackwater arc is gonna be so wild to see.

But!! Back to qianqing lol. I was thinking earlier about the fact that lqq answers any personal communication array regardless of who is contacting him. Meanwhile mq haunts the public communication array but gives this vibe that not a lot of people have access to his personal array,,,, made me think about how mq seems like the type who always reaches out to lqq privately, knowing that lqq will always answer, but refuses to give his password in return. Lqq probably asked him once and mq probably told him something like “It’s pointless when I know you’ll answer me no matter what.” (Bonus: maybe mq finally decides to hand his password over when lqq ends up going down to the mortal realm to seek his revenge— like it’s mq’s way of telling lqq that he’s concerned but without flat out saying he’s concerned for lqq LOL)

Anyway! Please always feel free to slide into the inbox. I may be slow to reply to these but they really do make my day. The qianqing brainrot never sleeps 😂

[teioh]

venting sorry

one of my dogs passed away last month after some complications and i mourned for about a week, it was incredibly tough on me and one of the most taxing weeks ive ever had if not The Most taxing. just yesterday i had to bring my cat into the er, nothing major for now but having to sit in the same exam room and waiting a rlly long time for results about his condition brought me back to my dog and it was rlly hard not to like. keep my composure the whole time.

doctor wasnt helpful about talking to me about what was going on and hardly helped me w the process. the way he spoke to me felt so condescending saying "i really wish i had a crystal ball to predict whats gonna happen" or "its too bad you cant really have a conversation with him" like .. ok if i knew why my pet was having trouble i wouldnt be here in the first place. thats why im asking professionals... not to mention i went there bc i was worried my cat had bladder problems and the doctor neglected to tell me he had an irregular heartbeat and the nurse had to be the one to tell me while i was looking at estimates for a urinalysis. HELLO?? so im getting super pissed on top of being sad as shit and this doctor, now that im looking at chest xrays, is already talking worst case scenario and telling me to prepare to make a really heavy decision omg i was so fucking mad you have no idea. my cat is OK by the way like he is just completely normal after this, like i do not feel a sense of urgency other than taking him to his primary dr hopefully tomorrow. but like i spent soo much of my day being so pissed yesterday and i got pissed again just recalling this whole thing 😭

ive been having a really tough time mentally the last month and a half. AND physically. im not joking ive been sick on and off since the start of the year. i managed to catch like 3 different illnesses. NONE of which were covid btw im just fucked up. on top of this, my brothers been letting me know his friends pets have been passing away recently and its like. idk what the point of this should be. if its to scare me and stress me out even more abt our own pets then its working. 😭 AHHHH

[m1ckeyb3rry]

TODO THROWING HIMSELF AT Y/N LMAOOO im crying the idolization is so funny

Ok the little friendship with todo thing is funny and cute in a this-is-kinda-weird way LMAOO I’ve never seen a work that incorporates Todo as a friend of y/n this is very entertaining to read LOL

Gojo singing Taylor swift is so real LMAOOO

Ok time skip because I got lost in reading LOL but “you’re a freak” “you’re a girl” BRO??? That’s so Naoya you captured him so well but also I CANT it’s almost TOO naoya but y/n todo unlikely friendship????

Ok got to shibuya and WOW wasn’t prepared to cry!! You’d think that after reading the manga like twice and seeing everything that’s happened you’d be desensitized to the angst in jjk but NOPE!! This just brings me back to when I first read through the shibuya arc oh god Im gonna need some goofy soccer boys after this….also you know its bad when i read Kurusu as Karasu LMAOO

Ok but NOOOOOO TULLIA???? Crying fr but also seeing all the complexities and hardships y/n has to go through….all the drama and complications with the clan heads and higher ups and seeing her own decisions >>>> y/n giving up fighting makes me feel slightly conflicted ngl but that’s the nature of jjk (haha! Ha…) either way beautifully written I spent like the entirety of the day reading all this

By the photo album was the last straw HEBFLISHSS now I remember why I dropped jjk im not built for pure angst like this (also I have no idea what’s happening in the manga rn but that’s besides the point)

Ok THANK GOD Y/N IS NOT DEAD just finished and WOW that was a ride “cool story bro” indeed…ok but in all seriousness seriously beautifully crafted and so well developed I loved how each facet of y/n’s background as also touched on and delved into during the progression of the story…..I’m never getting over Gojo’s death though this just transported me back to jjk era and made me so emotional (in a good way) LMAO thank you for your service once again o7 I can guarantee you Yuta nation was well fed with this series!!

-Karasu anon

NDDJDHSHS TODO + Y/N HAVE THE BEST FRIENDSHIP i also really haven’t seen many stories where todo is friends w the mc especially not in a serious way — either he’s there as comedic relief or the mc hates him!! and while he’s def comedic relief in pi he and y/n also clearly respect one another and they have some serious moments hehe i love them sm

gojo the swiftie 😫 i do not think that man would have an eclectic music taste truly it’s whatever is on the radio for him 😭

the y/n and naoya beef is insane but i hate him so it only makes sense my girl does too!! plus she loves maki and considering what naoya has done to maki it would make zero for sense for them to get along even slightly

POMEGRANATE INK SHIBUYA CHAPTER MY BELOVED it’s like one thing after another w that chapter truly one of the most insane things i’ve written…i really liked the way it turned out though!! at least to me it fit the vibe of jjk and shibuya well without copying/stealing anyone’s storylines outright

the photo album feels like an end credits scene to me if that makes sense?? like it would play at the end of the movie/final episode of the show and it would make you cry HAHAHA it made me so emotional writing it like they’re really come so far from their first year 🥹😭💔

HEHEHE had to hit ‘em w a spin move 😈 i had so much fun making y/n as a character and expanding on her and the pomegranate ink version of jjk…she’s not complex in the sense that she’s a pretty normal person but there was a lot of thought put into her and with how long the story ended up being there was a lot of time to really get to know her and everything abt her!! she struggles a lot but in the end she somehow makes it through and even though it’s not a perfect victory because so many are dead…SHE made it which in the beginning of the series didn’t even seem likely

THANK YOU SOOO MUCH I’M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT!! hehehe best friend’s brother (otoya’s version) should be out soon so you’ll have something silly w that

[lostacelonnie]

Oooh prepare to have fun & also feed me your thoughts as you go im excited for you to have that journey. Oooh no worries i totally understand i was at my parents for the holiday & the sensory issues were real. The manga is really good fujimoto, the author, has a really nice bit of gritty style that works so well for the series that i wish had been in the show too. That said chainsaw man is still gorgeous & a good show as well. Sure aint no rush for that one end of eva is well. Very somethin. I have many emotions about that final episode & the series so far as a whole. How much anya inspired damian to actually talk to his dad, how loid talked about damian to his dad & like the love you can hear in his voice for anya and yor too in earlier episodes, how good of an adaptation of the source it is & also like. Where they end off im super excited for s2. Thank you for explaining the sernik is cheesecake so that i can agree with you as a fellow cheesecake enjoyer. Should absolutely be s tier. I have 0 idea what happens in the story except from random spoilers that make 0 sense. I just wanna see more of them main 3 gals & meet other characters. I also have 0 new years plans so ill probably also be watching stuff by myself that night

ok first of all HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! i ended up being dragged to a party by my mom and i had to hang out with transphobic ableist da boyz half the evening so kinda cringe fail. i might actually start it soon bc motivation spike!!! cant wait ngl. yeahhhh what is it with holidays and sensory issues...... and yeah that sounds v nice actually!! the show does look very pretty but idk it just wasnt for me ig. yaa i heard a lot of. Things. ab the end of eva but im still kinda looking forward to seeing it. AND YEAHHHHH I AGREE SM OUUGHGHHG. SOOSOSOSOSO EXCITED FOR S2 AS WELL. and no problem!! cheesecake my beloved. its my mission to make ppl acknowledge polands existence. and once again good luck!! i hope the spoilers were ooc enough that they arent gonna be a big issue when u head back. and what did u end up doing on nye :o?

[oknoobcom]

ARE YOU 50? SORRY, YOU ARE NOT INVITED!

I really don’t get that shit. Seriously.

In todays society, people over 50 should just retire and wait peacefully to die. Thats it. They had their chance to roll and now they have to make room for the new generation to thrive. They don’t understand this new world after all. So, if you are 50 or more, take a long vacation and prepare for the unavoidable.

REALLY ? I MEAN. REALLY ?????

Fuck no! Don’t let them make you believe that. Its a another freaking selling lie. Today at 50, you have 30 if not more years of healthy life in front of you. And with modern medicine, who know whats gonna happen.

A 50 years old dude, 50 years ago was an old guy. Literally. At 25 you were supposed to have a “real” job, 2,5 children, a mortgage and a dog.

Fast forward now to today. That’s not the case at all. Just take a look at any 50 year old dude around you. Does he look old ? Of course not. Does he look tired. Well, that depends.

Technology and modern lifestyle dragged people decades back in age. When i was a kid, 35-year-old men where really old. Old in the inside.

Look at me now. I’m 36 and i’m doing my own thing. Back then i would be a failure. No “real” job in my resume.

The Music Industry Party

Heres the deal.  Me, coming from a “music business” background i have seen this again and again. In music industry, you can’t just start at 50. You are not acceptable at that age if you are not Sting or Roger Waters or you know, someone who started at an early age and has been around for that long.

The recipe is quite clear. You have to be young, have a great body, a sharp shinny smile and maybe a good voice. This is fucking broken. Music is not football mother fuckers. You can sing and write music until your death day if you wish.

The Startups Party

And again, now with startups. Every fucking founder in the Silicon Valley dreamland has to be 25 or under. At 40 or 50, you have to have 5 companies under your belt to be qualified as an entrepreneur. The level of discrimination here is off the roof. And don’t let me start on women — age — entrepreneurship. Thats a whole different story.

What if i was a freaking accountant for 30 years and now I want to create a business on an idea i had, or a passion i got into over the years. Think of all the value a 50 year old dude brings to the table just because he has been around for 50 years. Life produces wisdom you cant buy suckers. Period.

But no. Startup-land is for kids only.

And if you think about it, the only thing that youth brings to a business is freshness (of mind and body), energy (usually consumed pointlessly) and enthusiasm. Don’t get me wrong. These are some awesome values to have, but when you are young everything else has to do with inexperience and impatience. Maybe the two most important pillars of business failure.

I get the point. If you decide to start your first gig at 50, you must be a looser. If you want a music career at 50, you are just a weird old man.

I also get the point that if a 50–60 years old dude hits a party of teenagers, he would be immediately spotted as that weirdo.

But who sends the invitations for the Startups or Music industry parties?

Things are quite different here

For music industry the ageing discrimination is ordered by the entertainment industry in general. What I’m saying is that since TV and the rest of traditional media sell easier and at a higher value the image of a young man/woman, thats what the music industry will be looking for. Otherwise they wont be able to sell. It’s that simple.

Of the other hand, the Startup ecosystem was produced from the misfits of the “regular” business cycle back in the day. People that could not imagine themselves in a cubicle for 40 hours or more a week. Those people were quite young then, since the risk of taking you own path in life, is much less when you are in your youth. People with families, mortgages and other responsibilities wouldn’t take the leap that easily.

And then it’s “Older people don’t get technology” argument. Thats a freaking lie. Try to tell that to my mother who is now a WhatsApp expert since her grand daughters photos are in there. Try to tell that to every grand mother who are now invading Facebook by the thousands since their grand-children are there.

All people need is a reason to learn technology. Yes, takes more effort for an old guy to learn the new stuff, but that’s just normal. And people do co-found companies all the time. You don’t even have to be the tech guy anymore.

Why a startup can’t be founded by three 50-years-old guys ?

Why a band of 50 years-old women can’t start writing and publishing awesome music today ?

If you have one legit answer to those questions, i would love to hear it.

So, heres the bottom line.

Shut your eyes and ears. Do what you Love. You only live once and nobody can tell you what you should or shouldn’t be doing. Follow your dreams and passions. Surround yourself with people who support you and make you a better version of yourself. Kill negativity in any form.

Be free.

ps. Here’s an awesome video from the great Gary Vaynerchuk on that same subject.

[littlemisschameleon]

.

[armin-supremacy]

pov : bunny event, but make it MC

pairing: brothers(seperate)x gn!mc

prompt: for this years event, Diavolo thought it would be exciting for MC + datables to take control of the bunny event, leaving the brothers to relax this go around.

format: headcannon

genre: fluff ¿

You bustled around, the bunny ears atop your head bouncing cutely at the very slight skip in your step. Solomon pulled through, the spell going just as planned for the event.

To say you were having an amazing time was an understatement. Though it was supposed to be work and service, you found enjoyment mingling around.

"Enjoy!"

You placed the drink down in front of the demon you had been asked to serve, practically bouncing away with a smile. "MC!"

You turned at the sound of your name with a smile, one of your ears sticking up similar to a real bunny who was on alert. You squealed in excitement and all but began to hurry over. "You made it!"

a simp

undercover tho

lowkey gets jealous at how cute you're acting with other customers

dont you fret tho

hes got it covered

oh would you look at that, hes a vip customer now

srry other customers

gotta serve luci-lu only for the rest of the event

just HAPPENS to be in the fine print of membership oops

smug ass

that power kink gonna surge

will 100% throw in teasing comments

subtly tho

you nearly miss them

will try his hardest not to lose the cool when you tease back

again, subtly tho.

we got a subtle king here, alright?

pls ask him for a carrot

he'll die.

will tease the ever living shit outta you

"no, no you blew the kiss wrong. you can do better than that, one more time-"

mans cant hide his jealousy when he sees how cute you are with other customers as well

wont hide it tbh

youre his mc so what the hell are you doing bestie?

you should be focusing on him

your first

duh

most def will watch out for you tho

dont want no demon getting any 'ideas'

makes you work for a carrot

wink, blow a kiss, speak in a cute voice, etc

dying on the inside, annoying asf on the outside

cant hide that blush tho, nice try

yesssss finally a bunbun mc

hes dying, youre so cute

has been waiting to see you like this

make the garnish on his drink/snack a heart.

do it.

he will m e l t

gets hella flustered

definitely dying

all you did was call him master ???? it was asmo's 'servicing advice'

didnt mean to tease oops

take a selfie with him

please.

he never wants to forget this

will most likely info dump on how this reminds him of an anime called 'the seven demon brothers get pampered by cute bunny waitress/waiter/etc" or somethin like that

check on him multiple times throughout the evening

let this man soak up bunny mc for as long as he can, kay?

wanted cat mc instead

jk dont worry

but thats def something he wants to see

MOVING ON

another lowkey jealous ass simp

huffy boy

give him attention now.

now.

gives lil praise

"this tastes so good"

"the ears suit you nicely"

congrats! you got a carrot!

smile at him

please.

even from afar

just a small one

he loves it.

gets ptsd when the twister mat is whipped out

you kick ass tho, hes proud.

pics pics P I C S

prepare to be devildom famous

hes gonna make sure of it bestie, good luck

shamlessly makes request after request

"mc, can you blow a kiss?"

"perfect, now say 'asmo, i love you!' as cutely as you can"-

showers you with compliments

youre so cute how dare you

tease him

he loves it

will tease back

cause why not

mans is having the time of his life ohmygod

let him feed you this damn carrot-

we all know beel loves cute, soft things

absolutely smitten

ask him if he wants to touch your ears

flash him your lil bunno tail

he loves it

def will check on you multiple times during the evening

pls dont overwork yourself

keep the drinks and snacks coming, dont ask him if he needs/wants more

just do it

he finds it so sweet

you know him so well

garnish with a heart or cute message

yay, another carrot!

compliments how cute you look

doesn't bother requesting anything

doesnt need to

youre cute all on your own

gets really happy if you blow him a kiss tho

do it again.

thats not a request.

twister mat ptsd pt 2

i love him sm but

such a little shit ohmygod

ya know how hes cannon-ingly the most cheeky brother?

exactly.

"if you can make the heart perfect, ill give you a carrot~"

you dont get the heart perfect

its still cute tho

gives you the carrot regardless

makes it his mission to see how flustered he can make you

sucks for him, cause he gets flustered cause youre a master at comebacks hehe

oh how the turn tables turn

watches you with other customers

not as jealous as Lu, Mamms, and Satan but will def make a comment

give him special treatment, hes the bby of the boys.

its law.

~~~~~~

my very first headcannon! its a bit rough, im still trying to get into the feel of writing certain formats but i hope you enjoyed regardless~

[sohcah-toa]

part 2 of the childe no explanation cuz i really need my broken heart be fixed 😪

No Explanation pt. 2

💌 pt 1 here (i recommend reading pt 1 for more context)

⚠️ angst, fluff, gn reader, rollercoaster of emotions

💬 i agree with u, i cant handle the sadness :c i actually like how this whole story turned out!!! i love it so much <3

synopsis — it's been almost a year since that happened, no traces of the Fatui everywhere until someone came to visit

word count — 4.6k

masterlist 🐋

A lot of time has passed. Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and now — it's a day before new year. It's going to be almost a year since Childe left you with no explanation.

Even though he didn't explain, you got the grasp of it because of Viktor, through a letter, but he only sent you one. Childe didn't even send you letters, not even a messenger person to tell you anything. The whole Fatui have been called, there are no signs of Fatui everywhere, they have been ordered to stay at Snezhnaya until The Tsaritsa said so. Nobody can leave. That's why you gave up waiting.

You were depressed at first, then you got mad. You're still bitter and angry even after all this time, you just can't forget about him, everywhere you go there are traces of him. Every little thing makes you remember him. But even though you were mad, you can't help but cry at night, asking yourself if he was fine, if he's eating complete meals, if he's gotten thinner, if he was taking care of himself.

You sighed while walking to work, selling food in the middle of the city "Oh, Zhongli, hey"

"Can I have another one of your specialties?" He asked then continued "And how are you?"

You start preparing his meal while talking "Doing pretty fine today! How about you?" you smile even though not looking at him, focusing on preparing.

"It's a fine day. I cannot help but feel like there's something surprising going to happen today" He said "I think you should be prepared"

You looked at him and laugh, finally putting his meal in a small plastic bag "You never fail to make me laugh you old man"

"I have no idea why you are laughing. I was not kidding" He said, you stretch your arms and give him the meal "Thank you, see you tomorrow in the new year party"

What he said made you speechless, you watched him leave while pondering on his words. Then you realized "You— Zhongli!!" you yelled "You didn't pay again!"

You sigh and roll your eyes "I swear to archons, he just keeps talking about something weird so he won't pay. I'll tell Hu Tao about this"

Once again, it was silent. You and your thoughts. While observing the busy street, you saw an orange hair. Your eyes widen, you immediately go over to that man, running as fast as you could.

"Childe!" You yell out loud with a huge smile on your face, not caring if anybody could hear "Childe!" you called again but he won't look. You grab the man "Oh" you frowned "I'm sorry, I thought you were somebody else"

You felt so embarrassed, you start walking away, walking back to your stall "What was I thinking? He's not the only person with orange hair" you clench your teeth "And if ever he was here, why would he come to me? He broke up with me" you just keep ranting to yourself, unaware of your surroundings.

"Y/n?" a very familiar voice called to you.

You turn to the voice with a smile "Beidou! Long time no sea! Get it? Sea"

She ruffled your hair "You better start working on your jokes" she chuckled

"What are you doing here? Aren't you on a long expedition?" You asked, preparing a meal for her and her crew.

Beidou nodded "Yes but it was cut short. Someone needed an urgent favor"

"Who?" You asked

"Someone from Snezhnaya" She said "I thought you'd like to know about it. Not hearing anything from Snezhnaya and all"

You suddenly stopped "Snezhnaya? Is it—?"

"Unfortunately, no. But I figured you might want and go talk to him" She said "It's not gonna hurt to try, right?"

You gulped "I-I don't know..." then you continue preparing the meal "Who was it?"

"An old man— a harbinger" Beidou continued "The fifth one"

Your eyes widen "Pulcinella"

"You know him?" Beidou asks, getting the meal you were giving to her at the moment "Well alright, go talk to him then"

"Childe speaks about him often" You say, helping her with the meals, it was too much "W-Where is he?"

"In the ship, I told them to wait for me. I thought of you first. Help me carry these back to the ship and talk to him. I have to go talk to Ningguang and Keqing about this" She said, you nod and take half of the meals.

You both walk towards the ship. You gulp, feeling very nervous, you feel weak like every bone in your body's about to break. You only know him through Childe's stories, what if he turns out to be different with strangers?

Thinking about it is making you more tense. Beidou noticed and said "Hey, you alright?"

You nod, your body was stiff "Yeah"

"No you're not" She laughed "He's a pretty nice man"

You inhale then exhale "Still .. it's been almost a year"

"I'm sorry I can't be there with ya when you talk to him" She said "Oh look, we're here"

You suddenly freeze, not able to move "What am I doing?" your grip on the plastic bags were tight "Why am I still the only one putting more effort for him?"

"Y/n" Beidou muttered, calling one of her crew to get the meals. You and Beidou gave it to them while the both of you stay outside of the ship.

"I haven't heard from him, not anything from him this whole time! Why — am I still trying?" You hold your head in frustration "Why am I the only one?!"

Beidou starts rubbing your back "I-I'm sorry, I never should've—"

"He leaves with no explanation, he forgets all about me and yet ... I'm here ... still trying to find a way" Your tears begin falling "Why am I like this Beidou?" you look at her, crying your eyes out "Why do I still love him? Why do I keep finding him in little things?"

Beidou hugs you and rubs your back, she sighs and begins talking "That's love right? No matter how long, how much it hurts, even if there's just a small glimmer of hope, the heart will never stop"

You just continue crying on her shoulders, sobbing uncontrollably "It's very hard Beidou" you sniff and wipe your tears but it just keeps falling "I love him ... so much. More than he knows and I regret not making him feel it"

"Y/n" a voice called out to you from the ship. You and Beidou break the hug, you hurriedly wipe your tears but it still keeps falling. You force a smile at the old man.

"H-Hi mister? May I ask who you are?" You keep wiping your tears, your voice breaking "I'm sorry" you sniffed, looking down, feeling embarrassed.

"You may call me Pulcinella" he said, walking closer to both Beidou and you "I'm deeply sorry to have bothered the both of you but I cannot stay long here, I have to do my business and leave immediately"

Beidou was surprised "I thought you were going to stay longer? I was about to talk to Ningguang and Keqing so I—"

"This was only a very urgent matter. I understand that you have to continue your expedition. I'm grateful for your kindness but you don't have to bother" his voice was very gentle. You finally stopped crying, but your eyes were so puffy. Pulcinella continued "Now, where was I? Right, y/n, may I speak to you privately?"

"Alright, while the both of you talk I'm going to go talk to my girlfriend" Beidou said "I'll be right back" then she left immediately.

You keep wiping your face, still pretty embarrassed. Pulcinella leads you to a small office in the ship "I apologize for the trouble"

"N-Not at all. How have you been? I've heard a lot about you" You tell him with a small smile, you still can't quite smile naturally.

He smiled too "Not so well actually. Snezhnaya is a complete mess. And Childe, oh that boy, always giving me headaches"

This has been the first time in a year that you have received news about Childe, you can't help but feel the ache in your chest but also feel hopeful. You restrain yourself "O-Oh? Is that so?"

Pulcinella laughed "He's always been stubborn. I have been sworn to secrecy so I apologize if I cannot provide you more details"

And again, your hope shattered "T-That's alright. You didn't have to. W-We don't have any connections anymore so it was a surprise that you came here and talked to me" you figured that maybe the harbingers are forbidden to talk about other harbingers outside of Snezhnaya, by orders of Tsaritsa of course, so you understand.

"Well, that wasn't entirely the reason why I came here but I figured I might as well meet you" he said "It's a pleasure meeting you and it was nice seeing you doing quite well, I must get going, I have other business to tend to. I apologize for cutting the chat short" he stands up and waits for you.

Everything happened so fast. That was it? You stand up too and follow him out "It was nice meeting you too Pulcinella. Safe travels and send my regards to — Childe and his family" you bow slightly before leaving the ship.

While walking away he called out to you and said "Patience, my dear. Everything will turn out great" and waved bye. He was a sweet old man, you wave bye to him too before going back to your stall.

"Pulcinella? Why are you leaving?" Beidou asked him "I thought your business was to talk to them?" pointing at you while you were walking away

Pulcinella scoffed "Don't be silly. I have to process papers. I have been sworn to secrecy so I cannot say anymore. Bring me to Ningguang at once"

"I've just been there!" Beidou raised her voice a little "Alright, what's the deal Pulcinella? Are there going to be Fatui hanging out in the streets again?"

"No no no, I have been sworn to secrecy, I cannot say" He answered, walking away "Come along now, I don't know the way, show me the way"

Beidou sighed "He's a stubborn old man, making my head ache" catching up to the man.

"I heard that" Pulcinella said

—

"He wanted to tell me that Childe was stubborn?" You aske yourself, walking back "It doesn't make sense. I wished I never talked to him. It just makes me— hopeful"

"Y/n!! Where have you been?" Xiangling asked, waving at you. You ran over to them, Chongyun, Xingqiu and Guoba was also there.

"We wanted your specialty" Chongyun said, eating his popsicle as usual.

You hurriedly prepare their meals "I'm sorry, I was talking with someone"

"Did you just cry?" Xingqiu asked, Chongyun nudged him, hinting not to say anything.

You were caught off guard "Oh, no no, I just got something in my eye earlier"

—

Meanwhile.

"Sir. If you do not tell me what these papers are for, I cannot help you" Ningguang said, sighing "This is the tenth time I've had to tell you this"

"I have been sworn to secrecy. Process the papers and we will be done" Pulcinella said, holding his ground

"I told you he's stubborn" Beidou laughed, seeing how frustrated Ningguang was

Nigguang sighed again "Sir. Based on these papers, you're going to live here? There are papers for valid ID's, contracts and — are you moving in here?"

Pulcinella's eyes widen "I-I have been sworn to secre— oh alright. I will tell you but do not say anything to other people" he finally gave up with a huge sigh.

"Like I said earlier, this whole affair is confidential" Ningguang said

Turns out, Pulcinella is just like Childe. Stubborn.

—

Next day. New year's eve. The Crux left yesterday, they didn't stay long at all. You were right not to expect so much.

"Oh, who am I kidding?" You plopped on your couch "I got my hopes up!! It was the first time in a year!" you sighed, laying down "Atleast he's doing fine"

You sighed, staring at the ceiling "Just when I was about to feel fine, you crawl right back in little ways into my life making it harder for me to move on" you stand up and pack your ingredients.

There's going to be a big gathering in the middle of the town. You can cook there, everybody can. It's going to be huge.

You start forcing yourself to forget again, leaving the house.

"Y/n! You're finally here" Keqing waved hi to you, you did the same "Oh— sorry I gotta go, fireworks!" she then ran.

"Keqing's always so busy" You smile at her. You saw someone familiar and run up to them "Hu Tao! Zhongli didn't pay again yesterday"

Hu Tao sighed "Oh Mr. Zhongli, he always does this. I'm sorry, I'll pay you back later"

You nod "No worries"

There were a lot of people there talking to you. It actually helped you forget about yesterday's events. The whole gathering went smoothly, you ate and drank a lot. A few minutes later and it was new year.

Everybody was busy preparing the fireworks, some went with their families. You, climb on top of a cliff for a better view. You were alone, the wind felt comforting.

You take a deep breath "Liyue, you're so beautiful at night" you can see all of the lights, the people celebrating, having fun. It felt bittersweet.

You then heard the people counting down, 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3 —

"2" You chant with them but with a silent voice "1"

"Happy new year"

The fireworks all went off.

You turn to look back, your eyes widen, your whole body freezes. The man in front of you was panting, catching his breath.

"I've been loo-king fo-r you every-where" He was still panting. Not able to talk straight "I finally found you"

The sound and colors of the fireworks surrounded the both of you as you stand in front of each other.

You stand up, everything felt unreal, you stare at the man in front of you. You walk closer and touch his face "I-It's — really you"

He held your hand that was touching his face, he squeezed it a little then gave it a light kiss "It's me"

"Childe" your voice cracked, you were slightly shaking "You're here"

You let go of his face to mask your emotions, your tears begin falling, you cover your mouth, still surprised by him. You were speechless, your whole body unable to move.

Childe's smile turned into a frown, he immediately held you in his arms, embracing you tightly "I-I'm so sorry" he pulled back and wipes your face "I made you cry"

You begin sobbing. Hugging him again, crying while wrapped in his arms. Everything felt so surreal. You still couldn't believe it but if ever this was real, you'd like to savour the moment.

He rubs your back, letting you cry on his chest. His tears started falling too but he didn't want to make it obvious. He wiped his own tears and sniffed, his eyes and nose getting redder by the second.

"Why did you leave me?" You words muffled because of his clothes, you were still sobbing loudly "Why did you leave me?"

Childe's tears were now uncontrollable, the more he hears you and realizes that you're in his arms, he can't help but sob a little "I'm sorry" was all he could say, his voice cracked, not being able to speak because he's crying.

The both of you held each other for a long time, crying your hearts out before finally letting go of each other to talk.

You sat down again, sniffing, fixing yourself. Childe did the same, taking deep breaths every second to calm himself down. He sat in front of you, holding your hand.

You're still staring at him, not able to say anything.

"H-Hey" Childe said with a small smile. His eyes and nose were so red because of crying, it looked cute.

You answer back "Hey" holding his hand back, squeezing it, making sure for the hundredth time that he was really in front of you. There were still fireworks going off.

"I'm — sorry" Childe said "It was so urgent, I knew I wasn't going to come back. I thought if I didn't break up with you, you wouldn't go out there and find happiness you deserve"

"You broke up with me but I still waited" You answer back "I waited Childe. I didn't go out there to find the happiness you think I deserved"

Childe clenched his teeth "I know..." averting his gaze "I made the wrong choice. I hope you forgive me"

You sighed "Childe. I — still love you but you're making it harder for me. After this, what? You're gonna go back to Snezhnaya, leaving me again? Leaving me with all the broken pieces"

Childe was silent for a second so you continue speaking "Childe..." you sighed in disappointment "You're just— going to leave again?"

"I'am never leaving you again" He said "I'm going to be by your side. I left Snezhnaya behind"

You gasped a little, that clearly wasn't what you were expecting "You— how about your family?"

"We're all moving here"

You stand up in shock "You what?!"

Childe stood up too, hugging you "The papers have been settled. Pulcinella fixed everything for me"

Your eyes widen "So that's why— yesterday he— Pulcinella has been sworn to secrecy, that wasn't The Tsarista? It was you?"

Childe pulled back from the hug "What are you ... you spoke to him?"

You nod

"He did?! What did he say?!"

You suddenly laugh, still feeling weak from all the crying "He said you were very stubborn"

Childe smiled and laughed a little too "I did beg him a million times" he rubbed the back of his head "I never stopped thinking of you. On how to get back to you y/n"

"What happened?" You asked with a worried look "What about the Fatui?"

He then begins telling his story.

"Signora!!" Childe ran from the port to their headquarters "You have to let me go back"

Signora was surprised "Preposterous. You think I have the power to let you go back in Liyue?"

"Yeah, what a dumbass" Scaramouche laughed. There were only the two of them in the room.

"Besides, you can't. That was the command" Signora added

Childe stormed off and ran and ran and ran ubtil he found Pulcinella.

"You have to help me" Childe said, even though it was snowing and very cold, due to all the running he's been doing, he was sweating.

Pulcinella turned to him "Come in and close the door. Calm down and sit"

Childe took deep breaths "Help me go back to Liyue, I've made a mistake!"

"I said Calm down boy" Pulcinella said, bringing him tea, he then sat in front of Childe "Drink the tea to calm yourself down"

Childe did what he was told to and then burnt his tongue "Ow ow ow!"

"Good grief. You're clearly excited about something" Pulcinella sighed "What is it?"

"Help me go back to Liyue"

Pulcinella stared at the man "That is an impossible wish"

"But you're— Pulcinella"

"I'am not The Tsaritsa. I cannot disobey commands let alone help someone disobey it" Pulcinella said, drinking his tea.

—

Childe was home, looking at the picture frame beside his bed, a picture of you. The whale origami sitting there. He never leaves without it.

"Are you doing well?" Childe asked staring at the photo "Do you still smile like this?" as if talking to you. He smiled a little "Are you eating properly?"

Then someone knocked on his door.

"Big brother! We're going to play outside, do you want to play?" It was Teucer, he went to open the door and he was greeted with a big hug, Teucer then said "Big brother, you never come out to play anymore, we always have to get you in your room!"

Suddenly, Tonia and Anthon also goes inside his room.

"H-Hey guys, let's play outside now, alright?" Childe laughed nervously

Tonia grabbed the picture frame "It's that person we saved from freezing!"

Anthon and Teucer went up to her "Oh! Yeah! That is the person"

Childe went up to them "A very special person"

—

Although always failing. Childe went to Pulcinella's every single day, begging him to do something about it, to help him. He begged for months. But even in those months, he would still find something else to do about it, constantly looking for ways to leave.

"Boy, you never give up, do you?" Pulcinella sighed "Ponder about this. Only Fatui are not allowed to leave the country. Although, if it were me, I won't take that path"

Childe left his place in dismay "Does that mean— I have to quit?"

—

Childe was in his room again, where he spends most of his days staring and talking to your picture "What would you do in this situation y/n?" then he laughed "You did come here on a whim which was still crazy" he smiled, feeling pins and needles on his chest.

Then someone knocked "Someone is here to see you" it was Tonia who told him that. Childe lazily went out of his room.

"Viktor" Childe was surprised "What are you doing here?"

Viktor immediately went inside the house and locked the doors. Childe told the kids to go inside their rooms because it's probably a Fatui matter.

"I can't help it anymore" Viktor said "The guilt is killing me"

"What did you do?" Childe asked with a sigh, he did not have time for this.

"I was the one who smuggled y/n so they could come here"

Childe's eyes widen. He had time for this "What?! I mean— what were you thinking? That was so dangerous, they could've been put in jail"

"That's what I was worried about these past few months. I don't know if they got back to Liyue or in jail. I know you would kill me if they were in jail. I was worried"

Childe sighed "I want to send them a letter but I'll put your name in it. I want to explain everything"

"Why?" Viktor asked

"They're stricter with harbingers" Childe said "I've written a letter for them every single day since I was here, I couldn't send it"

Viktor looked at Childe, he never knew Childe was down bad for you "Jesus... alright send a letter using my name"

—

For months, Childe prepared the proper files, went through a thousand procedures, went through hundreds of places. Not able to eat and rest properly, he took care of every matter needed to go back to you as soon as he can.

One last thing needed was for the papers in Liyue to be fixed before he leaves. Childe couldn't leave because he was waiting for other contracts to be fixed in Snezhnaya plus the law, so he begged Pulcinella again and again to go for him. Pulcinella had the power to still go out of the country despite being a harbinger as long as he comes back after a day.

"I'm almost there" Childe was speaking to the picture frame again, packing his stuff. He made his whole family pack, surprisingly, they were excited to move somewhere else.

And now back to the present.

"Childe..." You muttered "You quit the Fatui? Are there consequences? What about your family? What about—"

Childe held your hand "Y/n" then you stopped suddenly "I'll tell you everything, alright?"

You nod, your heart beating in your face "O-Okay"

"There are consequences to leaving" He said "I can never return to Snezhnaya and if I leak any sensitive information they will — do something about it"

You gasped a little "Childe!"

"But I regret nothing!!!" He yelled out in the open "I regret nothing, got that? I would rather be here than anywhere else in the world!!"

You smile "How about your family?"

His heart was pounding at the moment but he tries his best to keep his cool "They'll arrive tomorrow, I just left as soon as I can to see you"

He sighed "I'm sorry I couldn't bring you to Snezhnaya myself" he frowned "Anywhere with you is home y/n. I'm prepared to leave everything just for you"

"Ajax. Anywhere is home with you too. I'm glad you're here with me" You know it was selfish of you to even think that, Childe left everything just for you "I love you. More than you could ever know"

He touched your face using both his hands, wiping a tear on your face. He pulled your face closer to his, your noses touching "I love you so much y/n. You make me crazy. I missed you so much"

You close your eyes and laugh a little "I missed you too"

You finally felt his lips above yours, after a whole year, you're finally with each other again. The kiss was passionate and you never wanted it to end.

—

You were walking hand in hand in the streets of Liyue. It was almost 2am so there were no other people walking out and about.

He kissed your cheek so suddenly "Sorry, I couldn't help it"

You giggle "Then" you kissed his cheek too "Revenge" then you were in front of your house but before you entered, he stopped you.

"Oh right, I have to give you something" he then put his hand in his pocket and got something out, it was a whale origami, just like what you made for him but in a different color. Then he also got out his whale origami that you made. He reCh his hand out to you, giving you the origami with a different color "Here, this is your lucky charm"

"You made this?" You asked and he nodded "Childe, you got my gift to you. You still have it"

He smiled sheepishly "Well, it's the kids and I'm glad they did. It's what kept me going" you hugged him again, kissing his face over and over again making him laugh.

"You're so adorable" He said, you then open the door, both of you going inside.

You enter your room while he followed, he was blushing so hard "Childe? I know just where to put this little thing" you put it beside a picture fram with his face on it.

He grabbed the frame and smiled "You have my picture?"

You nod "I just couldn't take it away. That's what kept me going but .. in secret" then Childe put his origami beside yours "Cute"

"We're so alike" Childe laughed to himself, looking at the frame and origamis.

You raise an eyebrow "What do you mean?"

His face turned red again and he smiled nervously "N-Nothing"

He then began speaking again "If you tell me ten years ago that I would quit the Fatui now, I would have never believed it" he laughed out loud

You laugh too "And if you tell me ten years ago that I would love like this, that I would love a Fatui Harbinger so much that it makes me go insane, I would have never believed it too"

Suddenly, everything felt lighter and brighter. All the heavy feeling was gone, there were no troubles in your mind. With Childe by your side, you feel like nothing bad is ever going to happen and if something bad ever did happen, you will be with Childe.

Morning arrived, you laid side by side with Childe embracing each other in bed. Afraid that the other's going to be gone when morning arrived.

Rays of sunshine flowed inside the room, shining on the two whale origamis that was side by side. It's a new year and everything is going to be different.

end

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bruhhhhh what about a drabble in which y/n is a little TOO drunk and jimin and tae cant handle her after they brought her back to her apartment so jk the mf king comes to beat her ass 🥊🥊🥊 ( and he is like able to shush her and shes intimidated by him ) 😏✨🤭

A part of Mutual Help series!

pairing: mh!jungkook x reader

warnings: explicit language

word count: 1.9k+

a/n: I hope you’re enjoying these!! please let me know what you think about it and if I should write more of them x

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You’re not the one to usually get fucked up.

With friends like Taehyung and Jimin, you’re usually the one looking after them and calling them a cab so they get home safely. They’re the wild ones that love to party, talk to other women and spend the night making out with them, if not inviting them to their apartments for a casual hook-up.

So, when the time comes and you tell yourself to “fuck it” because you’ve to loosen up and release all the tension from your new job and the responsibility that comes with it, you’re the one that needs to be taken care of.

However, even though you’ve planned to drink a little more tonight than you usually do, you haven’t planned to get fucked up at one of those nights where Taehyung insisted on going to a club. Again.

To be honest, you’re not sure what he likes about clubbing that much. You don’t like it but you go, because it’s always fun with your friends. But there are other factors that make you literally go “nooo” when someone proposes to go clubbing. Like all the people, sweaty people, that don’t know anything about personal space. Some of them probably carry perfumes, most of them being women because you could always smell the mix of different perfumes whenever you’d enter the restroom. It’s not a nice smell though. It makes you vomit and especially when you’ve had enough.

Not mentioning all the intrusive guys who are drunk and just looking for a vagina they could fuck.

It sounds as if you’re going clubbing often, but you’re not. If it weren’t for your friends, you’d barely go clubbing because you’re not the type to want that on your own. It’s not usually your idea to go, if ever. But everything seems fun with your friends and honestly, you feel comfortable enough to go with them.

Friends, who probably find you very difficult and annoying at the moment as they’re trying to make you sit on the small bench in your corridor.

“I hate clubbing,” you mutter drunkenly at them, laughing when Taehyung gets on his knees in front of you and tries to grab your ankles to take off your heels.

“We know, you tell us that every time you get wasted.” Taehyung mutters, ignoring the way your mouth falls open in disbelief.

“Taehyungie,” Jimin scolds him, getting on his knees as well to help Taehyung who seems to have trouble with taking off your heels.

Giggling through the entire time, you’re suddenly reminded of something when you look at the two men in front of you, seeing nothing but the top of their heads. “I got two men on their knees.”

Taehyung looks up, cocking his brow at you and finding you extremely annoying as you’re laughing to the point your shoulders shake. Jimin chuckles, nudging Taehyung with his shoulder as he breaks out a grin before they finally get your heels off.

“Kook, we’re taking her to the bedroom!” Jimin calls out to Jungkook who must be somewhere in your apartment. You can’t remember where he went.

“Oooh, sounds… exciting boys!” you joke, your voice resounding in your apartment.

Jungkook chuckles at that, currently in your kitchen preparing you a glass of water and pulling out painkillers from one of the cabinets. You’ll need it for sure. There’s a lot of commotion coming out of your room, something about taking off your make-up which makes Taehyung groan loudly. Jungkook doesn’t fight off the amused grin, only because now Taehyung finally understands how annoying he’s being when he’s drunk. Or at least he hopes he understands.

Jungkook pulls a coke out of your fridge and pours some for himself and for the guys, knowing they’ll have to wait until you fall asleep so they can go. Honestly, Jungkook wonders if one of them should spend the night just in case you get sick. Which you probably will because he hasn’t seen you this drunk in a while. You mentioned something about work when you first entered the club and had your first drink. However, Jungkook wonders if the problem lies somewhere else and that is Heaven. Or whatever his name is.

You’ve been dating for a while and it’s been only over two weeks since you mentioned the relationship isn’t what it used to be. He can smell a break-up in the air and he wonders if you got drunk because it either already happened or you know it will. Maybe he’s just overthinking this. Maybe you just wanted to have fun and get fucked up like Taehyung and Jimin do on a daily basis.

“Jungkook!” Taehyung suddenly yells, the door being opened before they’re loudly shut, Jimin’s soft but loud voice heard for a second.

Jungkook straightens up, ready to make a way over there but before he can move, Taehyung already storms into the kitchen. Face read and annoyed as he looks out of breath, as if he was fighting off a—

“Demon,” Taehyung breathes out, “Y/N is a freaking demon when she’s drunk.”

Jungkook laughs, “She’s just drunk, Tae.”

“Yeah, and she just slapped me for apparently pressing her eyes too harshly when I tried to take off her make-up because she can’t go to sleep without taking it off. God, that woman is a nightmare when she’s drunk!”

“It’s not like you’re a dream when you’re drunk,” Jungkook murmurs, earning a huge glare from Taehyung who keeps his mouth shut because deep down, he knows he’s just as bad.

“Go there! She’s your responsibility right now!” Taehyung exclaims loudly as Jungkook rolls his eyes and puts his body to a move as he brushes past Taehyung.

He barely gets to hold the doorknob before the door is being pushed open again and exhausted Jimin makes eye contact with him. “Great, you’re here!”

Jimin is out of the room and quickly joins Taehyung in the kitchen. Bastards…

Jungkook warily makes it into your room, looking around and barely noticing the flying pillow aimed at him. He catches it at the last minute, frowning at you as you’re standing at the corner of your room next to your closet, still wearing the dress that you wore to the club.

“What was that for?” Jungkook exclaims, watching you drunkenly and messily walk towards your bed before you take another pillow. Before Jungkook knows it, it’s thrown in his direction all over again and he catches it effortlessly and stomps his way over to you.

You’re screaming as if he’s about to kill you, trying to get away from him by jumping onto your bed and getting off the other side.

“What the fuck are you doing?” Jungkook asks, trying to get you from the other side but for a drunk person, you’re quick and make it out of your bed while standing in the middle of the room.

Jungkook stands there, watching you with narrow eyes for a moment. You do the same thing, stumbling a little. Jungkook uses the moment of surprise and he rushes over to you, not giving you any time to react and even when you try to, he gets a hold of you.

“What the fuck,” Jungkook groans when you trash in his arms, “Calm down, you need to get to bed. You’re going to hurt yourself, you damn woman.”

“No!” you whine, gasping when Jungkook lifts you up while his arms are wrapped around your waist, tossing you to the bed.

“Stop it,” he scolds you in a warning, pointing his finger at you which makes you slouch your shoulders in defeat. “What’s the matter?”

“I wanna go clubbing!” you pout, slapping your hands beside your sides like a bratty kid which makes Jungkook roll his eyes at your behavior.

He hears Jimin and Taehyung peeking out behind the door, watching the scene in front of them with curious and amused eyes. Jungkook glares at them but they just grin at them, silently telling him “See?”.

“You’re acting like a brat, Y/N,” Jungkook comments, sitting on the edge of your bed as you dramatically gasp. “And you’re drunk. You wanted to go home just a few minutes ago.”

“Yeah?” you ask, holding your head high as you’re fighting off the pout again. “Well, I wanna go back. I changed my mind.”

“You can’t just change your mind,” Jungkook shakes his head, “You’re already home.”

“You’re no fun,” you comment, tossing yourself on the back as you stare at the ceiling. “I don’t wanna be alone here.” you almost whisper, not really sure why you just admitted that all of a sudden.

Just a minute ago you were having fun and wanted nothing but be alone.

“We could stay here…” Jungkook reminds you softly. It wouldn’t be the first time.

“Can you? I think I’m gonna throw up once I fall asleep.” you admit, causing Jungkook to laugh a little. You sound so innocent and child-like. If you weren’t wearing that tight dress, he would actually believe you’re a kid for a moment.

“How about you change your clothes and put some pajamas on? We’re gonna set the couch and stay the night.”

“You’re not gonna fit there!” you whine, “Can you stay here with me?”

It wouldn’t be the first time you guys share a bed, but ever since you started dating Haechan there weren’t many opportunities to do that, nor were you looking for those opportunities. You’re not sure how he’d like that and just out of respect, you and Jungkook mutually understood you should tone it down even though nothing ever happens. You’re friends.

“You sure?” he asks, raising his brow. You might be wasted but you can still think logically, which couldn’t be said five minutes ago.

“Yeah,” you nod eagerly, “Can you rub my back though?”

Jungkook laughs, Jimin and Taehyung join too who are still watching the two of you and how easily Jungkook has handled you. “Deal, but be in bed in your pajamas once I come back. Or no back rubbing.”

“Yes, daddy.”

“Y/N!” Jungkook screeches, standing up as he looks at you in annoyance. You’re such a brat, you know he hates being called that and you’re still teasing and annoying him even in your current state.

Taehyung cackles and Jimin joins too, not being able to hold it any longer as Jungkook rushes them out of the door to give you the privacy. Once Jungkook makes it to your room to check on you, you’re patiently waiting for him and his back rubs patting the spot next to you. God, he thought you’d fall asleep.

But he joins you, rubbing your back just like he promised until you fall asleep so he can take a shower. Jimin and Taehyung are already sprawled on your couch, talking a bit before they fall asleep too. And when you wake up in the middle of the night, Jungkook holds the bucket for you until you fall asleep again, silently apologizing.

The next morning, Taehyung doesn’t forget to remind you what a pain in the ass you were which causes Jimin to scold him while Jungkook glares at his older friend. But you easily tell him to fuck off, reminding him all of the times he was the one being annoying and a pain in the ass.

Jungkook doesn’t fight off the grin he gives you. You can take care of yourself, maybe not entirely when you’re wasted but you can easily handle Kim Taehyung.

[onovnii]

I love ur writing :) could we see something with the brothers finding a gn!MC frustrated bc they can't sleep? thank you!

# mc cant sleep

feat. mammon , leviathan , satan , asmodeus , beelzebub , belphegor x gn!mc

summary. how the brothers react and help mc sleep!

cw. fluff , swearing

author n. this took a bit but here you go !! ^^

maybe it was to the new environment or the endless shenanigans the brothers were up to during the ‘day’ but something was keeping you up. no matter how much you toss and turn, flip the pillow over to the ‘cool’ side, you just couldn’t sleep!

the tiredness in your body and your brain refusing to just shut off was a contradicting feeling and quite frankly, it was getting annoying. frustrated, you got up from your bed and thought what other way than to go to your favorite demon for help?

mammon.

▸ knowing he never fucking locks the door, you walked your candy ass in there.

▸ expecting to see him asleep, you were surprised to just see mammon lounging around in his room.

▸ both of you gave the other a questioning look, the answer already clear but apparently had to be asked anyway.

“mc?? why’re you here? …couldn’t sleep huh? yea, i get the feelin’”

▸ mammon rubbed the back of his neck with a sigh.

▸ he got up from his seat on the bed and walked up to you

▸ he asked if you wanted help sleeping

▸ you said yes (a little embarrassed) but after hearing that, he’d bring you over to the bed and cuddle you :(

▸  you were laying on top of him with his arms loosely around you.

“ya know, back when my brothers were still little— especially the twins, they’d have trouble sleeping too.”

▸ he’d start, hands either be mindlessly playing with your hair or the hem of your shirt

“so whenever they did, most of the time they’d go to lucifer. occasionally though, they would come to me for help. you wanna know what i did?”

“i would hold them just like this til’ they fell asleep. some of the more needy ones would ask me to sing for em. you ain’t gonna make me sing, are ya?”

▸ mammon said that last part with a lighthearted laugh.

▸ you asked him to continue talking, his voice having a calming affect on you.

▸ happy to know his method is working, he’d tell you selective stories about his brothers, himself (though they were obviously exaggerated), or mundane things that happened in the devildom.

▸ you ended up falling asleep in his arms with a small smile.

▸ mammon felt he was falling in love all over again 😣

leviathan.

▸ you texted him asking if he was awake before heading to his room.

▸ you already knew the answer but it was your way of letting him mentally prepare before barging into his space

▸ a few minutes went by and you got a response.

‘uhh yea. what’s up lol?’

▸ you smiled at that, knowing levi had a habit of adding “lol” to the end of his sentences so he appears somewhat nonchalant. (the reason he takes so long to answer is bc he’s overthinking his response T_T”)

▸ you ask if it’s okay if you come into his room.

▸ levi responds with something along of lines of “yes” and “wait at the door”

▸ anyway, you make it to his room and softly knock.

▸ the door makes the ‘click’ sound and you let yourself in.

▸ levi’s shly standing behind the door. awkwardly looking at you and his messy ass room

▸ he lets out a nervous laugh when you notice the state it’s in

“o..oh mc… haha… i wasn’t really expecting to see you tonight…sorry… i can clean up!— if you want i mean..uh-“

▸ you’ll never get over how cute he is when acting so awkward..

▸ you tell him its fine and mention your little problem.

“are you sure it was a good idea to come to me of all people?? …n-not that i’m upset or anything.. im glad you’re here and all it’s just…i dont think i’ll be the biggest…uh…help…”

▸ you kiss his cheek and say you came here because you wanted to see him

▸ cue levi malfunctioning 😔😔

▸ levi brings you over to the set up in front of the tv, giving you a spare controller

“w-well… when i cant sleep, i tend to just…do something until i get tired. maybe you should try it too? don’t worry, i’ll um, stay with you…”

▸ both of you end up playing a relatively easy and calm game

▸ it ends up making you even more tired

▸ after your fifth yawn, levi offers to call it a night.

▸ agreeing, you snuggle up to him (he silently freaks out :)

▸ unsure of what to do, levi drapes one of the blankets laying on the floor on you.

▸ he knows his room tends to get cold and he doesn’t want you freezing…

▸ it takes a bit of courage, but he kisses your forehead and tells you goodnight.

▸ ends up sleeping beside u <3

satan.

▸ you were usually hesitant to knock on the fourth-born’s door. especially at night

▸ you never knew if you were going to interrupt something really important or something of mild interest.

▸ either way, satan always welcomed you with open arms so you figured it should be fine…probably

▸ after knocking, you heard some shuffling from the other side

▸ once open, satan was surprised to see you standing there awkwardly

▸ though, he figured out the reason relatively quickly.

“…can’t sleep? haha, thought so. come, i think i can help.”

▸ satan has spent a few nights reading about human behavior and habits.

▸ while he struggles with sleeping himself, he understands his needs are a lot different from yours.

▸ instead of going by book though, satan offers his own sleep method.

“reading calms me, it’s why i like it so much. something about a good story can really put you in a good mood. i actually have a few books i tend to read before bed, what if i read them to you?”

▸ satan calls you over to his bed, cleaning it and getting all the books off beforehand (surprising.)

▸ he has you on his lap, cuddled up to his chest.

▸ he begins to read a lighthearted story.

▸ because satan is using a sweet and rather hushed voice, it leaves you feeling weirdly calm

▸ not to mention that satan always has the lingering scent of coffee beans for some reason, which only adds to the drowsiness youre experiencing

▸ barely paying attention to his words anymore, you ended up nodding off.

▸ when satan notice, he chuckled lightly before wrapping his arms around your body

▸ kissed your forehead and said goodnight.

▸ it was the best sleep both of you had tbh

asmo.

▸ coming to asmo is one of the better ideas.

▸ he always knows what to do

▸ though, you were scared you were going to interrupt his sleep…you know how he gets about his sleep….

▸ yes, asmo was a little upset to be waken up, not bothering to put any clothes he just opened the door as is

▸ but when he saw you at the door, his frown quickly became a smile as he pulled you in

“mc! what a lovely surprise! what brings you here— oh! i know, you couldn’t wait til the day to see me right? aww, i missed you too-!”

▸ after kissing your face a bunch, asmo puts on one of his robes and asks why you’re really here

▸ you tell him you cant sleep and he has a concerned look on his face.

“oh no… that’s not good. you humans need your sleep, dont you? hmm…ah! i know just the thing. come close, i wont bite”

“i’ve heard that when you can’t sleep, it’s sometimes caused by stress. let’s relieve some of that tension, hmm?”

▸ asks you to take off your shirt (he wont try anything. pinkie promise)

▸ after he tells you to lay flat on your stomach, he begins to massage your back.

▸ honestly, you weren’t even aware you were so stressed…

▸ it was probably due to the fact you’re a human constantly surrounded by demons.

▸ either way, asmo knoowsss how to work with his hands.

▸ he seems to know every spot that needs the most attention without you having to point it out

▸ with his help, you end up feeling much more relaxed than before.

▸ it doesn’t help that because his hands are so soft, it leaves you feeling airy and like you have butterflies in your stomach.

▸ you didn’t even realize the noises you were making

▸ asmo took it as a sign of it working and was very giddy about it.

▸ after it was all said and done, he gave you your shirt back.

▸ asmo offered to sleep together ^^

▸ not wanting to leave him just yet, you obviously said yes.

▸ now you have a very happy demon in your hands.

▸ cuddling with asmo is one of the best feelings anyone can experience

▸ despite his hands wandering, he keeps it innocent.

▸ hands moving up from your thighs to your sides,

▸ caressing your cheek to gently playing with your hair.

▸ something about his touch made you even more tired.

▸ happy to know he helped, asmo fell asleep shortly after you.

beel.

▸ when you came to beel, he was one of the more sympathetic brothers.

▸ he understood not being able to sleep for one reason or another

▸ his being he was just too hungry and his hunger pains kept him up.

▸ since beel has experience with this, he offers the method he uses.

▸ which is food ofc 🙁… offers to make you something to eat, hoping it might help.

▸ figuring it wouldn’t help to try, you agree.

▸ beel remembers belphie off-handedly mentioning that humans sometimes consume something warm to help relax them.

▸ beel has made tea before, the calming type for lucifer or satan who both suffer from terrible sleep habits.

▸ he has also made warm milk for his brothers before (levi 😯)

▸ he asks which one you’d prefer.

▸ whichever you chose, he makes it for you.

▸ his urge to take it himself was subsided by his need to help you. that need was stronger than any urge he’s had.

▸ anyway, once he gives it to you, beel asks if you’d like to sleep the rest of the night with him.

▸ agreeing, bc who wouldn’t, he smiles at this and picks you up

“don’t worry, you can just fall asleep on the way if you need too. i’ll take care of you, okay?”

▸ being held by beel is one of the most loving feelings you could ever experience.

▸ when carrying you, he’s careful with you.

▸ the affect of the drink begins to take effect as he takes you back to his bed.

▸ the warm feeling being spread around your body is enough to make your eyelids heavy.

▸ when in bed, beel lays you ontop of him.

▸ occasionally kissing the crown of your head, you eventually fell asleep in his arms.

▸ he thought you were so cute…

▸ you’re more than likely smaller than him in comparison

▸ he feels happy to be relied on, especially by you

▸ sleeps happily knowing you came to him

belphie.

▸ the best and obvious choice.

▸ not even bothering to knock, you made your way to the attic where you knew he was there.

▸ best way to wake up belphegor is to tickle him.

▸ the sudden feeling is enough to wake him, (even though he’s aware you’re there already)

▸ he is grumpy at first, but seeing you turns his face into something more neutral

“…huh? mc? why are you here? …can’t sleep? hmm, i see. well, come here then.”

▸ makes space for you next to him

▸ once you’re cuddled next to him he uses his power to make you feel sleepy.

▸ doesn’t tell you this , but you know.

▸ belphie usually sleeps with his demon form out, too lazy to maintain it

▸ so his tail, the soft part, is laid on you.

▸ he’s careful with it though, because of the prickly barbs

▸ for the most part, you don’t mind.

▸ it doesn’t take long for you to sleep

▸ but belphie takes the extra step and controls what kind of dream you’re having

▸ he does have the power to intrude and talk to you there, so he kinda abuses it 😒

▸ you end up having a happy dream about the both of you going on a date.

▸ belphie’s happy you trusted him enough to help. he hopes you’ll come to him again…

▸ its a good excuse to hold you so close like this.

[dr4cking]

BIRTHDAY SMUT

Birthday Boy.

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y/n look up at the clock hanging on her bedroom wall. its 12am sharp, confirming the next date has arrived, which means that it's June 5 now.

she was feeling excited and nervous as she finishes wrapping up the present that she will give to one of her best friends, draco malfoy.

they had been best friends for long years, it started in 2nd year and became inseparable since then and now they both are already graduated.

as they grew up they often flirted with each other, always got jealous when the other see another person.

they both knew that they always wanted to be 'more'. the sexual tension between the two is becoming too hard to ignore, but they were too scared to ruin their friendship.

she stood in front of her mirror, taking the last look at herself. she decided to dress up, it was a special day after all.

she wore a dark green satin dress because draco's favorite color is green and paired it up with silver heels. she had decided to put black lingerie underneath her dress incase 'it' happens.

she had asked her parents to let her stay in malfoy manor today so she can celebrate draco's birthday. and because their parents know each other too, they let her stay there.

she swishes her wand and in a second she was apparated to malfoy manor hall, it was really dark but she still managed to found his bedroom, she knocks softly on his door not wanting to wake his parents.

the door opened, revealing the blonde-haired guy who stood straightly with a genuine smile on his face.

draco is wearing his usual black suit which always making him look hotter than he already is.

she feels her heart will going to jump out of its place at any second when she cant take her eyes off of him.

"you came," he said as he greeted and taking her hand in his guiding her in. they both sit at the edge of his bed.

"of course, i wouldnt miss my best friend's birthday, making sure i was the first celebrating your birthday." she laughed softly making draco chuckle.

"you look so beautiful in that dress, love. green really suits you.”

draco once again take her hand in his and brought it to his lips and kiss it, making her cheeks heated at his action and the nickname he just called her.

"here, happy birthday draco." she placed the gift in his hand.

his eyes lit up and he immediately opens it, making y/n getting more nervous waiting for his reaction.

"oh merlin! this is so cool y/n!! i love it so much!"

he took out the black ring that had a snake symbol carved in it from its place and put it on his ring finger, taking a look and admiring it.

"i’m so glad you like it, draco! i wasnt sure what to get you then i remembered you've been looking at this ring when we passed the store last week"

"thank you so much y/n!! you dont have to do this i appreciate it so much, you're the best thing that ever happened to me, love."

he pulls her by her waist and kisses her forehead, thanking her.

no one has ever treated him like the way she does and he's so grateful to have someone like her in his life.

"aww stop it draco or i will cry in front of you now" she laughs, nudging his elbow making him laughs too but he suddenly stopped and looking at his lap.

"whats wrong, dray? are you okay? did i do something wrong?" she asks worriedly tilting his chin making him looking up at her.

"i'm afraid that i have to say this, y/n..” he takes a big sigh looking into her eyes.

“what is it? tell me i wont judge, draco”

“i- i think i’m in love with you, y/n. no! i know that i am in love with you, i have always been."

he inhales deeply and broke the eye contact, looking anywhere but her eyes, knowing his sudden confession would make him lost her this instant.

"draco, look at me" y/n said as she tilts his chin again making him look at her.

"oh god.. i’m sorry y/n i shouldnt have said that! i was just- its just i- i cant hold it anymore y/n. i need to get this out of my chest and now look, i just ruined us"

"oh draco.. you're not ruining anything, quite the opposite actually, you just made the right move, i'm in love with you too, idiot, always have been."

she chuckles and cupped his face in her hands, pressing both of their foreheads, looking at each other causing a shy smile to appear back on his face.

he tilted his head and wasting no time to smashed his lips on hers, kissing her passionately, showing her how much he loves her which she gladly returned with the same passion.

he put one of his hands on her throat and the other on her waist pulling her closer to him, she wrapped her arms around his neck and tugged softly on his hair making him moan into the kisses.

as the kiss turning into a full makeout, he lays her down to his bed, resting both of his hands on the side of her head still kissing her hungrily.

his suit already thrown out on the floor and her heels too. she snapped back to reality and realizing what is gonna happen then flipping their position over and now she is on top of him straddling him.

"let me do all the work draco, today is all about you, wanna make this special and a night to remember, let me make you feel good, love."

she slowly grinding against him after earning eager nods from him, both of them let out a moan at the feeling.

then she gets down and started to unbuckle his belt, kissing his growing tent and palming him through his trousers causing him to squirmed under her touch.

getting excited she pulls his trousers and boxers down, throwing them somewhere as draco's hard swollen cock sprang free and standing tall in front of her, begging for attention.

she moans at the pretty sight, licking her lips, craving to feel him. she runs her fingers around him and placing soft kisses on his inner thighs before going up to the part he needed the most.

draco let out a throaty groan when y/n finally take his hard cock in her hands pumping him, his body jolted out as he feels y/n kitten lick his tip, his hand founding its way to her hair.

she looks up to him with innocent eyes who already watching her movements, she smiles and took his balls in her mouth making draco instantly moan her name, his other hand gripped on the sheets.

then she pulls out to rest her jaw and lick a straight line on his cock from the base to the tip then going all in, his cock feels so heavy and full in her mouth, draco is already a moaning mess.

"fuck y/n- feels so g-good.." her name repeatedly left his lips like a prayer as he keeps moaning her.

she bobbed her head up and down at a steady pace, hollowing her cheeks and pulling draco deeper each time she suck him.

"yes y/n, just like that, fuck.. feels so fucking good"

she swirls her tongue around his length, sucking on his tip and taking him back inside her mouth again, her hand pumping the rest of his cock that she couldnt fit in her mouth at the same pace making sure that part got pleasures too.

he bucked his hips accidentally making her gagged and choked out, saliva dripping off her mouth and eyes watering.

"shit i’m sorry y/n!" he said as he watches her struggling.

"do that again, draco."

y/n replied as she took him back inside her mouth, and hand still stroking his cock. draco groaned and buck his hips again, making her gagged and moaning at the same time, the vibration sending him near to his high.

she noticed his cock twitched in her mouth and begin to suck faster and deeper, her hand move to his balls and massaging them helping him reach his high.

he let out a low scream of her name as he shots his warm liquids down to her throat, his legs are shaking. y/n moaned and pulls him out showing draco that she swallowed all of his cum. he smirked and mutters a 'good girl' to her.

"how was it, draco?" she asks him smirking as she slowly sat up and straddling him again.

"fuck.. you have no idea y/n.. that was amazing, the best i ever had" he replied as he still catching his breath.

she smiles at him and takes off her dress slowly showing draco her black lingerie. his pupils widened at the view in front of him.

"god y/n.. you are insanely gorgeous, you look so hot in this lingerie, darling. are you preparing all of this for me? planning all of this cause you know this is going to happen, yeah?"

his hands are now roaming around her body, admiring her in every way he could. she blushes and nodded, taking her lingerie off of her showing draco her full body making him embarrassingly moaned at the view.

she starts grinding her now bare cunt on his still hard cock, earning a soft whimper from the boy under her. his hands instantly gripped her hips helping her grinding faster, her wetness now coating his cock.

"now enjoy the ride, mr. malfoy" she said as she lifts her body and pumps his cock lining his tip against her lubricating it with her juices making both of them groaning at the sensation.

she sunk down on his cock, filling her up in a perfect way. its like their bodies fit together and were made for each other.

they’re moaning each other as draco is fully inside her. she paused and take a few seconds to adjust to his size.

"mhm.. fuck- you're so big draco.. fill me up so good inside"

she starts bouncing up and down, resting her hands on draco's chest as she picks up her pace, throwing her head back and screwing her eyes shut in pleasure.

"you're so tight y/n, wrapping my cock so tight, taking me so well" draco praises between his moans, his hands gripped harder on her hips helping her bouncing faster.

"do you like how i ride you, dray?" she leaned into his ear, blowing her hot breath and biting his earlobe making him shuddered.

"y- yes mommy" draco's breath hitched as y/n suddenly going faster, her walls now hugging his cock very tight.

she let out a groan hearing draco called her 'mommy'.

placing her lips on his jawline, licking it then going down to his neck, sucking hard as she found his sweet spot causing draco to moan his raspy voice into her ear, turning her even more.

y/n starts to give him her lovebites and marking him as hers sending butterflies to his stomach.

she put her hand on his throat, choking him lightly while her other hand toying with his nipple, making draco whine. pulling her closer to him and captured her lips on his to muffle his moans.

she broke the kiss and screaming his name out loud as his cock nearly brushing her cervix and hitting her g-spot.

"shit.. you feel so good inside me dray"

she rolled her hips faster on his cock, her tits bouncing up and down in front of him and he caught her nipple in his mouth and buried his face on her breasts, enjoying the warmness.

"ah- you feel so good too, fuck- never felt this good mommy"

his breath got stuck and he feels his cock twitched inside her indicating both of them that he was close, y/n seems close too as she bites her lips feeling the coil in her stomach tightened.

"cum for mommy, baby boy"

y/n rolls her hips and bouncing faster, tightening her grip on his throat.

and that was it for draco, he moans her name out loud not caring if someone might hear as he spilled his cum inside, filling her to the brim, ropes of his warm cum shooting inside her.

y/n cant help but cum all over his cock at the feeling of his cum shooting inside her nonstop, her walls clenching and squeezing hard on him.

both of them are a mess, legs shaking, vision blurry as they were on cloud nine, she rolled her hips lazily to ride out their orgasms before collapsing on top of draco, both panting heavily.

"fuck you have no idea how long i've been wanting to do that, love" draco said softly as he caressing her cheeks pulling her in for a sweet loving kiss.

"happy birthday, draco." y/n broke the kiss smiling at him tiredly, giving lovely kisses all over his face.

"best birthday ever, thank you my love for everything. i love you so much..” he kissed her lips one more time.

“i love you so much too, dray.”

those were the last words they spoke before both of them drifted off to sleep with a smile on their faces.

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