#listen. I love Felix so I gotta make fun of him a little bit

[purplecatghostposts]

You don’t understand, I NEED to see how Adrien would pretend to be Félix for something. I need some sort of situation where Félix needs Adrien to pretend to be him for a few hours so he can get away for a while and for Adrien to at first be like, “You sure? I’m kinda rusty but I think I can pull it off!” And then for Adrien to immediately dial up the dramatics the second he’s in Félix’s clothes.

I need Adrien to exaggerate all of his cousin’s traits, being over the top cryptic, cold, and snarky one moment then a dramatic showman the next. I need Adrien to visibly be having so much fun because he’s helping his cousin by making fun of him a little. I need Félix to witness Adrien’s performance and be like, “Oh no, he’s terrible, this was a mistake—” but then be absolutely wrecked by the knowledge that NOBODY is noticing a difference aside from like, Kagami and have a mini crisis of “Is this how I act?? That’s not how I act?? How are they falling for this??”

And by the end of it Adrien is like, “Y’know, that was really fun! We should do this more often, I see why you do it all the time! :D” And Félix is just sitting there. Head in hands. Grappling with this new information.

Also just:

Adrien, pulling out an absurd amount of stolen rings out of his pockets: Also what do you do with these once you’ve got them? I might’ve committed to the role a little too much.

Kagami, nodding along very seriously: Your method acting is incredible.

Félix, staring in horror: I’m not a kleptomaniac… Am I?

[causeilikelix]

hii im the anon who sent the hard dom lixie post ,, and i totally think ur right !! i also feel after that event..hes a lil bit more touchy with u !! just to help get the point across

also idk if u take anons but just would love to be 🐹 anon if you do !! if not thats totally ok , im literally just eating up everything u post

omg hi!!! Yes, you can totally be 🐹 anon! I've never had one before tbh so welcome!!! The support means so much to me! tbh I wish I posted more lol but writers block exists.

Except for right now cause WOW

Part 2 to this ask, but it doesn't necessarily have to be read to understand this

MINORS DNI!!!! Smut under the cut! I............................ got carried away. Warnings under the cut

YES totally. Lix is already a pretty touchy-feely person so like you showing interest in him being a little more dominant and, dare I saw, possessive would really turn on the Clingy.

(banner credit @cafekitsune)

(Warnings: established relationship, dom!Felix?, dirty talk, semi public sex, unprotected sex (it's only fun in fiction), creampie, afab!reader)

This man needs all of his friends (and your friends) to know that you're his. Unless you ask him not to for whatever reason, Felix would mark you up every. time. I mean, first of all it feels amazing to have his lips on you. So pillowy and soft and the way he sucks on your neck is just heavenly!

Any time you hang out with his friends this man has his hands on you in one way or another. He's constantly back hugging you, holding your hand, cuddling with on the couch, whatever. Sometimes, he'd lean over and whisper the filthiest shit into your ear just to make you blush.

"You look so hot in this dress, baby. Who'd you wear it for?"

"I bet you'd love for me to bend you over the couch and take you right here, huh? Want the guys to see how well you take me."

"Sweet girl, I bet your soaked right now. I can practically smell you."

It doesn't take him long to convince you to either leave the gathering or sneak off to the bathroom with him. All of his dirty talk is, in fact, soaking through your underwear. That deep voice of his gets you every fucking time.

The other boys roll their eyes and turn up the music when Felix drags you back to the bathroom. The bass helps drown out the yelp that falls from your mouth the second Felix flips up the skirt of your dress to run his fingertips along the gusset of your panties. He moans into your mouth when he feels how wet you are.

"Filthy girl, I knew you were wet." He growls.

"You always make me wet." You grin at him

"Fuck," he mutters under his breath as he slips his fingers into your panties to touch you properly. You moan instantly at the contact. "Babe, you've gotta let me fuck you. I'm so hard I don't think I'll make it home."

"But the guys-'

"Don't pretend like you didn't love them listening in last time. I remember how tight your cunt clamped on to me when you heard them turn the TV off. C'mon baby, please. I need you so bad." Felix rocks his hips into yours a little and sure enough you can feel his hardness poking at your stomach. It makes your mouth water and your pussy clench at the thought of fucking him here.

"One condition." You whisper as he starts to press hot kisses into your neck. His fingers slide into your heat with no resistance and you choke back a moan.

"Anything."

"Don't pull out this time."

At this, he pulls away from you to look you in the eye. At first, you worry that he's going to pull away completely. The motions of his fingers inside you slow to a stop but he doesn't take them out. His eyebrows furrow.

"Are you serious?"

You'd talked about the risks before, and it wasn't like he hadn't done it before but it wasn't something super common in your relationship.

"Deadly serious." You gripped the back of his neck and pulled him in, "Don't you want us to go back out there to your friends, your cum dripping down my legs to show them once and for all that you're not as soft as they think you are?"

Felix's eyes darkened immediately.

"Ask and you shall receive, baby." He growled.

He grabbed your waist and roughly spun you around and bent you over the bathroom sink. Your panties are discarded around one ankle before he's nudging your legs apart. Excitement sparks through your bloodstream when you hear Felix messing with the button and zipper on his jeans.

A few moments later, something hot swipes through your folds. You moan as the head of his dick nudges against your clit a few times. He teases you by nudging your clit then moving up to press against your hole before taking it away to nudge your clit again.

You swear you've never been so empty in your life.

"Felix, I swear, if you don't fuck me right no- ah!" You let out a sudden moan when Felix finally pressed his cock into you. He suck in slowly, letting you feel every single inch. When his hips meet your ass, you moan again.

"Good girl, let them hear you. I knew you wanted to act like a little slut. You wanted me to fuck you where they could hear you, huh? Let everyone know how well you take cock" Felix moans, the noise going straight to your clit.

He always feels so good inside of you. It's like his cock was made to stretch you open. His thrusts are slow at first, getting you used to him despite how many times you've taken him. He pants against your neck and you rock back onto him.

"Fuck you feel so good, baby, your little cunt always takes me so well." Felix compliments, his hands kneading your ass and thighs. One hand circles up to brush through your folds. Your cunt clenches the second he finds your clit. "You're so tight! How is any of my cum going to fit inside you?"

You open your mouth to answer him but all that comes out is a moan. He rocks into you steadily and he circles your clit with two fingers. It isn't long before your thighs begin to tremble and the knot in your stomach pulls taut.

"Aw," he chides, "Are you gonna cum on my cock, beautiful? Come on, baby, cream for me, yeah?"

It doesn't take much else. It never does. Felix plays your body like an instrument. He always knows just where to touch, just what to say, just where to angle the head of his cock to get you to fall apart for him. You cum, squeezing him tightly. He moans through your orgasm, holding onto his own so he can ride yours out.

"Good girl," he praises, "Make a mess on my cock. When we get home I'll have you clean me up. Fuck! Pussy gets so tight when she cums."

If there's one thing Felix loves, it's feeling every single moment of your orgasm. The way your legs shake, the way your pussy quivers and tightens, the way your wetness leaves a shimmering sheen on his cock. He swears he can never get enough of you.

As your orgasm wanes, his thrusts speed up. He moans into your ear and every sound makes you clench. You wonder if you could cum again. His thrusts are quick and deep. Your pussy aches and throbs but in the best way possible. Overstimulation sparks through your veins, but part of you wonders if it's just another orgasm creeping up on you.

"Fuck, baby, I'm not gonna last. Tell me where you want me to cum. Now!" He threads a hand into your hair so he can tilt your head to see your fucked-out face. The drool seeping from your lips and your hooded eyes make his orgasm threaten to spill without warning.

"In-" A particularly harsh thrust makes you moan, "Inside. Please! Please cum inside. "

"So tight! Fuck, fuck, cumming!"

And he does. He pushes himself into you as deep as he possibly can and releases his orgasm right against your cervix. The warmth makes your cunt pulse and you reach down to rub your clit. A circle or two later, you fall into another orgasm that squeezes him to coax more of him into you.

Felix rocks his hips into you a few more times to unload every generous spurt of cum inside you before finally pulling out.

He puts his hands on your ass cheeks and spreads you open. You blush when you feel his eyes on your spent hole. You wait for the telltale feeling of some of the warmth in your cunt to slip out, but nothing does. After a minute, Felix lands a soft smack on your ass before pulling your panties back up your legs.

"Come on, I've got you." Felix coaxes you to stand up and turn back around. Your legs quiver and you hold onto him. "You held it all in, baby. Nothing's leaking out."

"Guess you'll have to give me some more to make sure it slides down my legs." You quip, even though you know you probably couldn't take more right now.

"Maybe next time, angel. This time I want you to make sure you keep every drop in there. I'll check later and if you've let a single drop go to waste, I'll give you refill after refill until you can't hold it anymore. " Felix's voice sent a shiver down your spine, "Think you can handle that?"

You're nodding and clenching your thighs before he's even done talking.

"Good girl."

[sweetracha]

No thoughts only building snowmen with felix and then him getting grumpy bc yours looks cuter

Do you Wanna Build a Snowman?

"Lixie come on! You're going to catch a cold" you said as you rounded the corner in your new home.

"It'll all melt away! Hurry" Felix sounded like a little child worried about his double chocolate cookie crunch extreme scoop of ice cream.

Who could blame him though? Felix couldn't remember the last time he had seen snow. You mentioned how badly the streets would thick over with ice and be packed with white as far as the eye could see. To Felix, this could never be a bad thing. How could it be?

You ran through a mental checklist, ensuring you were both ready for the cold about to hit you. Sure, you were used to it by now but somedays the winter bites back. Felix on the other hand was ready to run out blind to his death, the Aussie would never survive without you.

Thick socks? Check.

Warm boots? Check.

Pants with leggings underneath? Double-check

Long sleeves? Check

Coats? Check and a matching check as Felix insisted you two had to have a matching set.

Gloves? Check much to Felix's complaining 

And finally, a hat to keep your head warm? Check!

When you opened the front door, Felix dashed out with excitement. You couldn’t help but laugh a bit at the pure joy on his face. He found the thickest pile of snow in the middle of your yard, where your garden used to be, and fell to his knees. You should have guessed the gloves would have been long forgotten by now as he feels the snow melt on his bare skin. There was no way to sneak up beside him as the unmistaken crunch of packed snow sounded from under your feet. You crouched next to him and took in all his beauty. It was his first life, wasn’t it?

“Lixie baby?” You asked softly, not wanting to disturb his fun. All you got back was a simple hum to acknowledge he was listening. “Do you want to build a snowman?” You thought he was about to die from how quickly he lit up.

“Yes! We could make a cute snow couple!” His mind went running with ideas.

“Pixie, have you ever built a snowman?”

“No but how hard could it be? Animal crossing taught me everything I need to know.”

Oh how wrong he was. Felix quickly realized he had put too much confidence in his ability to build a snow person. It wasn’t meant to be a competition but he decided himself to make it one. Then he looked over at yours, almost finished while he was barely started. 

Yours was perfectly round and white.

His was lumpy and had random mud stains all over.

Yours was perfectly proportional.

His head always ended up being bigger than the middle.

Yours had arms specifically grown by Mother Nature herself.

His looked as if a dog dragged them in.

Even the face on your snowman looked perfect! Brown buttons you stole out of the craft drawer, a little carrot nose from the fridge, little pebbles curved up into the biggest smile. You even broke off tiny flakes of bark to make the freckles on your snowman! 

Wait…freckles…on a snowman? Brown buttons, a big smile, a blue scarf, a matching hat, Felix’s missing gloves, and freckles.

“Y/n!” He didn’t know what to say so he decided to scream your name to get your attention. However, that backfired miserably as you fell straight on your butt onto the cold ground.

“Felix!” You yelled back. He ran as fast as he could to save you.

“I’m sorry…I just..your snowman…he is…” 

“He is you!” Felix swore the smile you shared could have cleared the skies. “Do you like him?”

“I LOVE HIM!!!” He got up close and personal to inspect every little detail. “How?”

“I’ve had some practice” He fell for your giggle every time.

“Mine looks so…sad” Just then the oversized head rolled off and smashed into pieces.

“Maybe I can help you? I bet we could make him a real find!” Felix liked this idea much more than the competition he was participating in.

“Gotta make Snowlix the perfect man!” Felix stated as if it was an indisputable fact.

“So snowbin, got it”

The Sweetest Batch: @goblinracha @kaciidubs @channieandhisgoonsquad @comet-falls @ddyskz @jiminskies @j-onedrabbles @lixiesweetbrownie @marrivmel @caitlyn98s

[grepfrutmeat]

very messy and probably a little misheard notes from liquid mercury twitter space below the cut

the return of kyler and marter twitter space, later changed to liquid mercury (and possibly something else idk)

was kinda late not sure by how much. maybe 10~ minutes

martin is still blown away by something

-kyle says he cant wait for thing to happen (evil laughing)

-its one guy (..) suit

-talked about terrified fansong, martin really dug it

-felix felix you motherfuckwr (twf the musical

-we should make a really bad walten files musical

-we did that- “felix where are my kids da da da”

-joke twf musical

-fucking. imagine dragons okay martin.

-??? SET IT OFF WOLF IN SHEEP'S CLOTHING OKAY MARTIN

-eva mentioned about the three characters holding beer bottles together how she made a joke that its norman felix and Rory and people thought it was serious

-but rory is not real..

-martin “who the fuck is that”

-”you gotta stop listening to me. i lie” -eva

-it is now revealed lily is charles daughter

-it was so hard to keep it a secret

-accidentally mentioned on space but nobody noticed until like one person

-he dies on her birthday …

-knowing what happens to this character,

-being able to talk about “bon” is weird.

-martin loves this spectre

-g man comparisons

-martin had 2 inspirations for spectre, one being calculated how hal 9000 (i have no mouth i must scream guy??) expresses emotions like batman riddler, (the batman)

-eva made it subtler

-I WAS FUCKING RIGHT ABOUT THE BON FELIX PARALLEL IM WINNING IN WINNING

-”perhaps what i am is not as important as what i can offer you” pinnacle of bon

-handing boozoo mask to charles?

-what if bon is from the futureeeee (okay martin.)

-most of episode 4 was made a couple weeks ago lolll

-this episode is a miracle

(missed a bunch here)

-charles lines are really good

-the scene ;) the highlight of the episode

-episode 6 at his best

-progression of susan + charles va improving

-episode 6 is a turning point, traumatic event for characters one specific one.

-episode 6 gets as close as it can be to being a nightmare

-not analog horror scary, but like a chaotic nightmare that shouldn't be happen. horror movie-esque

-everything that can go wrong goes wrong, like a real nightmare.

-arin hanson nightmare. barnacles.

-episode 6 high stakes

-”bon” - fe lix (bon says felix at some point? woag maybe) , martin says he likes how bon says felix

-eva (spectre( has a monologue in 6

-episode 6 is awe some

-maritial status. divorced

-martin talks about charles divorce

-in 1974 he's divorced, recently divorced.

-his ex wife is named emily. divorced a few months before shit happens

-if Charles didn't go missing they might have resolved their relationship

-small bit talking to Emily in one episode. charles still loves ex wife but it didn't work out.

-charles close friends with ex wife but don't work as a couple

-martin says charles feels like what jack and felix could've been.

-charles is selfless,

-felix and linda split up would be better as friends cus they're not good as a couple

-charles knows this about his relationship but felix doesn't think this about his

-martin loves charles ;3

-he's already my favorite

-eva likes charles susan dynamic (i hear u)

-theyre two sillt friends having fun!!!

-dynamic war.

-(joke) “heyt guys. in the next episode. rory appears. and kills bom” “it was all a dream” “susan marries linda and Charles raises his kid and jack finds his kids. and is found” he was hiding in a box” (trumpet sounds)

-susan and charles are better friends than jack and felix

-jack and Felix don't get along as well as real friends. business relationship.

-kyle quotes jerma lolll

-felix and jack written as people that seem friendly and social but are isolated in their own ways

-jack is only entirely honest with rosemary

-felix just doesn't

-felix tries to hide addiction from jack and

-felix sees jack as someone he'd like to be, looks up to jack, affectionate to him and envious, wants to be on his good side so doesn't say anything to him. which is why jack didn't know.

-sophie jophie and jenny jophie joke…

-theyd rock paper scissors over last names

-jenny is better than sophie at rock paper scissors. lettersons.

-sophie would change to sophie Letterson like 100%

-highlight of the month was liking jelix art and everybody noticed …

-”jelix sloppy making out” “DONT SPOIL SIX” (joke)

-joke about charles looking horrified cus jelix making out in felix office lmao

-boozoos voice slightly tiny tim-ish COOL

qna part

-spectre is freakishly tall, skinny michael meyers

-spectres voice changes a lot, sometimes silly, depends on what he's saying/who he's talking to.

-spectre wont hide his motivation but he won't reveal it outright, he won't sit down and explain what he's doing, he’ll just do it.

-chris appears in photos, isn't really mentioned. Chris is someone who knows how to turn a situation in his favor, go-getter. has interesting dynamics with main characters later in series

-kyle can't wait for people to see what happens with Chris

-long way to go to show it, but chris apparently has a really cool design later on (1982)

-cant wait for people to see his role in 1982 . martin can't say why

-no correct understanding of chris but some people have very different expectations of who he is.

-chris is a silly-serious blend, similar to charles, less naive

-all they can say

-charles fact: something really fun about charles, he will always put his kid first more than anything. he brings her to work a lot (not gonna see this in series tho) everyone would play with her. dress up as pirates. :)

-felix would tell lily santa doesn't exist. LOLLL

-cant say something spoiler…

-G ROUND BREAKING REVALATION: FOR CONTEXT. Brian stells was the first human character to speak in twf. back in 2020. people would ship brian stells and sophie walten. but it was wrong angle. because yesterday. came to the realization. that brian would be into middle aged single mothers (technically rosemary…)

-brian would try to hit on rosemary??? and jack would grab his shotgun and shoot at him. okay martin. jack is a good shooter ??

-canon brian is jesse pinkman

-chris is more season 4-5 jesse pinkman.

(missed a lot)

-showstopper lore bon and banny friends but like. only cus bon wants to save face

-cybertelly would be the showstoppers lawyer

-felix fursona with glasses and suits (kyle says bon is just like felix)

-sha js rose’s fursona. rosemary is a furry.

-4,5,6

-linda only talked to susan cus they were good friends but not rosemary. linda would've told susan she was leaving.

-felix scene on the river was hardest to animate cus it was in a lighter place, but with felix its lit up middle of day

-potential actual showstopper show ?? 11 minute episodes

-rosemarys favorite character was sha. but billy if not sha, rosemary loves clowns

-ed molly fun fact: they liked playing pong. martin thinks ed would be mischievous and do pranks, between sophie ed and molly he'd be the most rebellious. molly would be more like “ed you cant blow up the school that's not right”

-molly was very behaved. best behaved walten child.

-rosemarys sister laura in season 2. rosemary doesn't like her family and doesn't really speak to her mom or sister much.

-jacks favorite drink is ramasote or wine, rosemary likes champagne, sophie likes mojito “i think drink does not just mean alcohol”

-mollys is pepsi. eds is liquid mercury. jacks favorite drink black coffee or rumcoke. jack would have a gallon of rootbeer.

[poisonouswritings]

Ahh shiz the brainworms got out again-

* worm delivers request to you*

Ahem anyways, can I request a last legacy fic with the main 3 or 4 (specifically knight wife anisa) and a s/o that somehow gets transformed into a Ilephta (probably because of Felix's spells) for like a day and how their li reacts to their s/o purring and doing the doggy foot thump (I'd be fun if s/o is like a mix between cat and dog ilephta) all while their li is torn between making felix fix their s/o and maybe they should stay this way...

Well anyway thanks for listening to my rambling but I've gotta get these brainworms back before they cause any damage!

Ps. Steve the brainworm like you and your writing!

Thank you Steve! An excellent delivery. 12/10 little FedEx dude

I do have a couple MC!Ilephta posts that I'll link here too because I should be allowed to shill my own shit sometimes for your convenience

What Ilephta Best Fits the M4

Felix With A Cat Ilephta!MC

Sage and Ilephta!MC

More Sage and Ilephta!MC

Sage Petting Cat Ilephta!MC

^also Disney Anon I was going through my asks and I saw you asked about Sage with a cat ilephta!MC a little while ago so you can check out this one!

GN!Reader, I'm not specifying which animal you are but you have both dog and cat characteristics that switch depending on the moment so do with that as you will, very minor catnip joke, The Starsworn Share A Braincell

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You have got to stop offering to help Felix test his spells.

It's a perfectly average day when Anisa and Sage return to Fathom. They'd spent the whole afternoon out chasing a bounty together, and it's been a very good reminder of Why Sage Could Never Be In The Sunstone Knights and Why Anisa Could Never Be A Griefer! They're friends but they are [] this close to killing each other. So You and Felix totally need to get in there and diffuse the situation a little bit.

And it's as they're coming in through the main entrance that they see you, laying on your back, snoozing in a sunbeam. You, their usually-human friend/partner, with fluffy ears and a fluffy tail. And when you yawn, you have fangs. Maybe you even have marks on your cheeks.

They also see Felix, crouched over you and scribbling in a notebook with a quill.

And Stella, who is batting your tail around.

When Felix does finally acknowledge everyone (which doesn't happen until Sage literally picks him up by the scruff of his neck like a kitten), he explains that he was testing a spell to improve agility and you'd offered to be his subject! And it had. Well. Unintended side effects.

It's about then that you stretch out and wake up with a yawn, fangs glinting in the sunlight and sliver-pupils widening and contracting. Your tail wags in excitement when you see your partner.

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Felix Escellun

Yes, Felix is aware that he massively screwed up. But he's also aware that you're adorable and this is probably the best he's ever screwed up, ever. So.

You two are in his study, you curled up in a sunbeam to nap and Stella curled up against your side. Cats sleep 12-16 hours a day and dogs sleep 12-14 hours a day so you nap a lot! Felix, with his perpetually terrible sleep-schedule and night owl tendencies, is more than happy to nap with you.

He wakes you up by petting you,, soft,,,

Once you're awake, it's play time! He pulls out your trusty laser pointer and starts pointing it around. You know what he's doing but your instincts refuse to let you ignore it.

(If you're in a poly with Rime then he breaks out the rest of the cat toys, and the boys team up to bully play with you.)

Felix decides that with your new superior sense of smell, you should help him hunt for ingredients for a potion he wants to try making! Also it'll take a potion to reverse this spell so like. Two-fer.

So you guys go out to the forest. He's got some samples of what you need, and he holds them out to you wrapped up in a handkerchief.

"Felix, I'm not a bloodhound! I can't" *pauses* *starts sniffing the air*

"Pardon, love, a what hound?"

*grabs his arm and pulls him along* "This way!"

"Darling, what in the world is a bloodhound!? Is it some demented sort of hellhound that goes after all the living instead of solely the damned?"

You continue yanking him along, your brain totally hyperfocused on the scent you've picked up.

You two pick your way through the forest. On the bright side his spell partially worked!! You now have cat-like agility and dog-like speed, so you're running circles around him. You have to help him across a tree-trunk bridge (you have heightened balance and we'll assume a little bit of extra strength since all the ilephta characters seem to be physically very strong) and he's clinging to you while complaining that He Could Have Just Portal-ed You Across!

Felix walking around,, trying not to trip on roots,, nose buried in his book,,, you keep zipping around him,,,, you're not used to this level of speed so you run face-first into a tree more than once,,,, he fusses over you every time (nearly dropping his book more than once) but is also trying not to laugh a bit.

He's not used to walking around so much so you'll have to stop and take multiple breaks throughout the day. If you start getting restless then he pets you and that's enough to calm you down.

Middle of hunting,, you just plop down in a sunbeam and be like 'okai nap time :3' and now Felix is dying because The Forest Is Not A Place To Sleep Because There Are Dangerous Creatures Afoot!! But Also You Are Very Cute And He Is hesitant to wake you up.

If this is after Nyacromancy then like. Like. He gets it.

Anisa Anka

Anisa has hair poofs when she's startled... you get hair/fur poofs now and suddenly she understands why you're always teasing her. It's adorable.

Firstly she's checking on you, making sure you feel okay and everything. Then she's lecturing Felix. Then she finally gets a chance to properly fawn over you. Totally gives you a treat. And kisses. And constantly strokes your hair/fur. Just generally dotes. If you're a cat ilephta then some of her grooming instincts might come out? She's a half-ilephta so I'm not. entirely. sure how strong her instincts are.

You had made plans to help her out with patrol the next day. Initially she assumes you'll not want to go, and makes plans to call in sick so she can keep an eye on you, but hey! You're up and raring to go as soon as the birds start chirping (because you tried to pounce on them). You promise her you'll try your best to reel in your instincts but Boy oh Boy you just are not prepared

The day starts out relatively normal! You both head to the castle so Anisa can clock in and give out routes to the other kni- aaand you're biting the arm of a training dummy and thrashing it around a little bit. Like an attack dog. Okay then.

Then you start batting at a butterfly. Like a kitten. Okay then x2.

The other knights are trying so hard to avoid laughing, both because they respect Anisa immensely and also because she will not be happy if they make fun of you. Annie herself is trying really hard to ignore it but is also covering her mouth to not make it obvious shes laughing.

If you're helping with patrol then I guess you should probably be wearing a Sunstone uniform? Anisa had to help you pull it on and you kept biting at the strap and tugging on it and loosening it. Poor Annie. She cups your cheeks and sternly tells you to stop and then you do a little whine because 🥺 Oh No GF Mad 🥺 and she scritches behind your ears to calm you down.

Once everyone has been given their assignments and sent off, you two can finally head out. Anisa gave you a route through the marketplace so you'll have lots of stuff to do while you're all exciteable.

Both dogs and cats have way fewer taste buds than humans do. So Anisa buys you a ton of snacks (food is her love language) and you just,, can't taste,,, most of them. Or rather they're very dull. She makes sure not to feed you chocolate or grapes or anything else that could potentially be hazardous.

Anisa is a pretty popular public figure, and by extension, so are you. So you get more than one question about what's with the sudden ears and tail. Little kids try to get you to join in their games by throwing balls and Frisbees and stuff. More than one person offers you a treat.

You guys run into Ayanna,,, she thinks it's hilarious. Teaches you some little tips and tricks about how to navigate being an ilephta.

C...ca....catnip?? You and Ayanna smoking catnip??? Anisa coming to check on you and you're both high and Anisa is lecturing her mother but Ayanna is not listening even a little

Once your shift is over, you guys go back to the apartment for dinner and to unwind. Anisa even picked up groceries so you can cook together! How considerate :) and as she's pulling groceries out of the bag she happens to put a cucumbe-

You Get The Zoomies And Freak The Fuck Out and Promptly Tear Up The Kitchen. Then Run Away To The Living Room. Then Tear That Up. Then Hide Under The Overturned Couch.

Meanwhile Anisa is standing there, hair-puffed, holding the cucmber to her chest because What In Talos' Name Just Happened

You're incredibly embarrassed, but Anisa is sweet about it. She gives you lots of headpats, scratches, and kisses until you calm down. Then you guys can clean up together and make something that doesn't involve cucumbers.

Later on, you guys are laying in bed,, Anisa jokingly rubs your tummy and your leg starts kicking,,, she thinks it's the cutest thing ever. And if you purr? She's Dead.

Takes her hair ribbon out and kinda dances it around in the air for you,, you immediately start batting at it. Which turns into biting at it. Which turns into her trying to keep you from accidentally swallowing it.

You spot a mouse and immediately pounce after it,, promptly destroy the entire apartment again,,, you didn't even catch it, it escaped out the open window,,, Anisa drags you off to bed and decides you guys will just clean it up tomorrow instead.

Sage Lesath

Okay I'm gonna get it out of the way now all the new sounds and smells are very overstimulating and you're kinda running around a lot and Sage has to keep chasing after you and one time he's holding you from behind so you can calm down and he grins and flashes his fangs and says if you don't settle down, well, he'll have no choice but to put you on a leash-

No but Sage is fucking enamoured and he's genuinely considering begging Felix to say there's no way to reverse it so you'll just stay like this permanently.

I mean not. Like. Literally because he wouldn't just do that. But if you did decide to remain an ilephta I think he would never stop smiling.

You guys head out to the tavern to start your day and pick a bounty and all, and the entire time Sage calling you his Puppy/Kitty. Emphasis on his. Now that you're an ilephta, you're able to smell exactly how much Sage has been scent-marking you. And whenever someone compliments you/is a little too flirty, Sage slyly rubs up against your back just to give you that little extra mark.

Possessive Kitty Possessive Kitty Possessive Kitty

Side note with how much I love doing jealous/possessive Sage,, like I really should just do a yandere thing at some point. It's sort of an x reader hallmark. I don't have much of an idea though so we'll see how it goes

In the tavern,, you have a drink (either alcohol or water or whatever you want) and you kinda lap at it like a dog would,, Sage thinks it's adorable

Yes he makes a joke about what else your tongue can do ;3

Okay okay okay hear me out,,, Ilephta!MC experiencing a heat,,,, ehehehehe,,,,,

Anyways, you guys have a bounty to go after! So once you've got some food, you head out into town and get to tracking. With your super-senses working together, you two are able to track the criminal down pretty easy. Now you just gotta catch up to the- oh you're already running

Sage watches in a mixture of awe and amusement as you go sprinting off like an arrow. Normally he'd be concerned about you taking down a bounty yourself, but your prey is so surprised by the sudden exciteable cat/dog/fluffy person suddenly pouncing on them and pinning them down. Your tail is wagging with pride at your catch and you look up at Sage with the cutest expression and You Deserve A Treat!! Sage promises he'll get you something after you bring the bounty in.

You spend the entire walk back staring at Sage's tail,, randomly batting at it,,, biting it once or twice,,,, Initially Sage is amused but he's gradually getting more and more flustered. He tells you that if you don't knock it off you guys are gonna have to take a detour ;)

As you hand over the bounty, the guard starts flirting with Sage. So you promptly wrap your arms around him from behind and start rubbing your face against his back to scent mark him. He's both a little turned on and also incredibly flustered about it because It Makes Him Happy To Know He's Yours.

Love bites,,, You'll be zoned out and then suddenly start nomming on him,,, tail curling around his wrist,,,,

You're sitting on his lap,, he's petting you all over,,, you start kneading biscuts against the floor/table/whatever and Sage is internally squealing,, Is this why you constantly tease him for being a cat? Suddenly He Gets It.

He brushes your fur,, You keep growling and biting the brush,, he's as soft as he can be but snags are inevitable. When you stop growling/biting, he makes sure to kiss the top of your head and praise you for being so good. Once he's done you fall back against him,, reclined against his lower stomach,,, smiling,,, and doing that slow blink things cats do when they're content,, your tail is wagging,,,,

He's so in love with you he feels like he needs to cough up a hairball.

[imagine-a-life-like-this]

All My Firsts Were With You (K.SM)

Warnings : suggestive, swearing

Word Count : 2487

Synopsis : they grew up together, practically attached at the hip. they were each other’s first kiss, first time, first love, and if it was up to seungmin, she would be his last as well.

“I think the only thing I’ll miss is you.” She smiled at her best friend, holding back the tears that wanted to fall so desperately.

           “Don’t be so cheesy.” He replied, lightly poking her shoulder. She let out a laugh that almost made Seungmin’s heart stop beating. He studied her upturned smile and sparkling eyes, wondering why he suddenly felt warm.

           “I should board now. Don’t want to miss my flight. I’ll call you later!” She hugged him quickly, and in the next moment she was gone. And that’s when he realized; he’s in love with his best friend.

           She was standing in front of him, the same smile she always had adorning her face, the same face he fell in love with. He had to pinch himself to check if it was a dream, having her right in front of him, close enough to touch. “I missed you.” He was silent, studying just how much she’s changed in the three years she was gone. Her hair was longer, and she seemed to have lost a bit of weight, but she was still the girl he loved.

           “Seungmin!” Jisung called, throwing his arm across Seungmin’s shoulders. “Who’s this?” He smiled at the beautiful girl in front of them, holding out his hand for her to shake.

           “Y/N.” She smiled, sliding her hand into his.

           “Jisung. How do you two know each other?” Jisung looked between the two of them, wondering exactly how Seungmin, the same guy who never looked at a girl, knew this absolute goddess.

           “We grew up together.” Seungmin said before she could say anything. “Nothing special. Let’s go before we’re late.” He shrugged Jisung’s arm off his shoulders and took off in the opposite direction of her, leaving her standing there absolutely bewildered. She thought they’d always be best friends, but it seems like Seungmin had other plans.

           “How did you nail that choreography that quickly?” Felix exclaimed; his eyes widened in amazement at the new girls talent. “I’ve been practicing that routine for weeks now.” He added, walking over to her with a water bottle for her to drink from.

           “It’s not that hard when you break it down. Here, let me help you.” She handed the bottle back to him after taking a sip before immediately jumping into the routine, taking it slower to help Felix.

           “I did it!” Felix yelled in excitement, catching the attention of other students using the same studio. The two spent the last hour working out the kinks of the routine before Felix finally nailed it. “Oh shit, I gotta go meet my friends for lunch.” He said as he looked at his phone. “Why don’t you come with? Unless you already have lunch plans.” He smiled his infectious smile at her, and she couldn’t help but agree, grabbing her things and following him out of the room.

           “Hey Y/N!” Jisung beamed as he saw her walk up to the table he was sitting at, Felix looking between them wondering how they already knew each other. “I’m guessing you’re a dance major.” She smiled as she took the seat across from him, Felix sitting next to her.

           “Yeah. Dance has always been my passion.”

           “Listen, I’m sorry about Seungmin earlier. He’s not good around girls.” She giggled, telling Jisung it was okay.

           “I disappeared for three years, I can’t just expect to come back and everything is normal.”

           “I swear Professor Park has it out for me.” Seungmin cut off their conversation, slamming his lunch on the table, collapsing in the seat beside Jisung. “I studied my ass off and I only got a 92.” She smiled to herself while listening to her old friend rant, happy to know that some things do stay the same. “Y/N, what are you doing here?” He asked when he finally met her eyes. His voice was cold, so different than the way he used to talk to her. It was as if they didn’t spend everyday together, experiencing all their firsts with each other, and it broke her heart more than she’d like to admit.

           “What’s wrong?” Seungmin asked her, cupping her face, and wiping her tears away. “Who made you cry?” His heart broke more and more with each tear that fell down her cheeks.

           “The girls in my class. They keep making fun of me for being 16 and not having my first kiss. It’s so dumb, but their words really hurt.”

           “Hey, look at me.” With his hands still on her cheeks, he angled her face to meet his eyes. “It’s not dumb it if hurt you.” He gave her a soft smile, wiping away another tear. “If it makes you feel better, I also haven’t had my first kiss.” He chuckled when her eyes widened in surprise. “Don’t look at me like that. It’s true.”

           She sat there, studying her best friend’s handsome face, coming to a conclusion she was too afraid to say out loud. She knew why she hadn’t had her first kiss, and it’s not because guys didn’t like her like the girls assumed. It’s because of all the guys who confessed to her, none of them were Kim Seungmin. “Would you be my first kiss, Minnie?” She pouted, looking up at him.

           “You want me to be your first kiss?” She wanted him to be her first everything, and if she was lucky enough, her last as well.

           “Only if you want. I’d be your first kiss as well, so if you wanted to save it for-“ She was cut off by his soft lips pressed to hers. The shock quickly wore off and she kissed him back, taking in the feeling best she could, not knowing if she’d ever feel it again.

           “First kiss completed.” He whispered, his forehead pressed against hers, his hand still on the back of her head. And in that moment, he not only became her first kiss, but her first love.

           “So you and Seungmin grew up together?” Felix asked her the next day. They agreed to meet up at a café just off campus and walk to class together. “What was he like as a kid?”

           “Pretty much the same way he is now, but he was nicer.” She giggled. “He’s always been worried about his grades. If it’s not 100% then what’s the point.” She quoted words he told her many times throughout high school. She remembered sitting with him while he studied, amazed at just how smart and organized he was.

           “Was he always this cute?” Felix chuckled. She quickly pulled out her phone, showing Felix pictures of the two of them she had saved; some of the pictures taken from a photo album, whereas some she transferred from her old phone.

           “He’s always been handsome, yes.” She answered, heat rising to her cheeks when she realized what she had said. Three years was not nearly long enough to get over him.

           “Are you sure about this?” Seungmin asked as he hovered over her. Both of them were breathing heavy from the heated make out session they just shared, that slowly led them to the bed they were on now.

           “You’re the only one I trust enough.” She answered. Her arms were lazily wrapped around his neck, and she looked up at him with stars in her eyes. Seungmin could get lost in the galaxy she held in her eyes, and if he’s honest, he has many times.

           “It’s my first time too, so we’ll figure this out together.” He smiled before pressing his lips to hers again, melting into the kiss while he reached under her shirt.

           The next morning, she woke up wrapped in Seungmin’s arms, a feeling she could get used to. She smiled at his sleeping figure, tracing over his face with her finger, studying each part in detail. She wasn’t sure if she’d get to see him this close again, so she was going to take in as much as she could. “You’re tickling me.” Seungmin mumbled with his eyes still closed.

           “If you’re awake, we should get breakfast.” She laughed, trying to move from his arms, but his grip only tightened, bringing her closer to him.

           “Ten more minutes. Just give me ten more minutes like this.” The feelings he thought he got over in high school were slowly returning, and he just wanted to hold her close a little longer. Mornings didn’t seem so bad when he woke up next to her. He hoped for many more just like this.

           But it was at that breakfast that she told him she was leaving. And within that moment, she was his first time, and his first heartbreak.

           She started spending more time with Felix, meeting him at the café every morning before class, and joining him for lunch, where Seungmin would ignore her existence as if she wasn’t there at all. She knew that the friendship she once shared with Seungmin was completely gone, and she knew it was her fault. If only she didn’t leave, then maybe Seungmin would still be hers.

           “Hey, Y/N, right?” She turned to face the stranger asking for her and was met with a handsome man from her dance class, the same one she shared with Felix. He brushed his long, black hair out of his eyes before introducing himself as Hyunjin. “I was wondering if you wanted to have lunch with me today? I really want to get to know you better.”

           “Oh, uh.” Before she could say anything, Felix was jumping in.

           “That’s perfect! I was just going to tell you I couldn’t do lunch today!” He winked at her. “Take good care of her, Hyunjin.” And with that, he left the room, leaving Hyunjin standing there awkwardly.

           “Looks like my lunch is clear,” She giggled. “Let’s go then.” Hyunjin picked up her bag from the ground before she could, and the two headed for a diner on campus.

           After getting passed the cliché questions, both of them started to open up more, and the conversation flowed better. She found herself enjoying his company, laughing at the stories he told her, and watching as he laughed at the ones she shared. “You and Seungmin seemed to have quite the adventures with each other.” He chuckled, taking a sip of the drink he ordered. “You talk about him a lot.”

           She blushed at the realization that every story she told Hyunjin included Seungmin. “Sorry.” She giggled, tucking hair behind her ear. “It’s just, we spent every day together growing up so all my stories include him.” Hyunjin smiled, shaking his head, and telling her it was okay.

           He walked her to her next class when they were finished eating. “I enjoyed getting to know you. Hopefully we can do this again.” He told her before she could walk into her class.

           “I’d like that, Hyunjin.” She smiled up at him. There was no doubt that Hyunjin was an attractive man, every girl at the school seemed to fawn over him, and maybe if her heart hadn’t been stolen years before, she would too. But unfortunately for her, her heart only beats for Kim Seungmin, even if he hated her. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” She just wished she could move on.

*

         “Where’s Y/N?” Jisung asked when Felix approached their table alone. A wide smile took over his face as he told Jisung about Hyunjin asking her out. “No way!”

           “She was going to say no, so I told her I couldn’t do lunch with her today.” Felix shrugged. “Her and Hyunjin would make such a cute couple.”

           “Talented too! They’d be the talk of the school.” Felix agreed as Seungmin sat down, asking what they were talking about. “Hyunjin and Y/N.” Seungmin couldn’t help but scoff.

           “As if that would happen.” He chuckled before realizing that she was missing from the table. Though he ignored her when she was around, he had gotten used to having her around again. And honestly, he couldn’t explain why he ignored her. He knew it wouldn’t help rid the feelings he’s had for her for years. They spent three years apart, and he was still just as in love with her.

           “It could. Hyunjin asked her out after class today.” Seungmin froze, his appetite completely gone. “You okay, Seungmin?” Felix asked as Seungmin threw his food back down, packing up his lunch and leaving. “You don’t think Y/N is the first love he told us about, do you?”

           “If she is, why is he so cold towards her?” The two boys sat there, staring in the direction Seungmin walked in, coming to the same conclusion in their minds; Kim Seungmin was an idiot in love with his childhood best friend.

*

         “Minnie, what are you doing here?” She asked when she opened the door, surprised to see Seungmin standing there. His hair was messy, like he couldn’t stop running his fingers through it, a habit he has when he’s anxious.

           “Please tell me you’re not dating him.” Before she could say anything, he was speaking again. “Please just tell me you aren’t dating Hyunjin.” A scoff came from her lips as she crossed her arms over her chest.

           “What does that have to do with you?” She asked, annoyed that her best friend has been ignoring her for months, but now he’s standing on her doorstep, begging her not to date someone else. Not that she could with how in love with him she was, but he didn’t have to know that.

           “Because I don’t want you to be with someone that isn’t me.” She could see him blink back tears. She could see how distressed he truly was over the idea of losing her to someone else. “I don’t have a right to say this, but I couldn’t hold back anymore! I have no excuses for how I’ve treated you these last couple months, but I’m in love with you.” The tears could no longer be stopped and flowed down his cheeks as he continued to speak. “I’ve had all my firsts with you; my first kiss, my first time, my first love, and even my first heartbreak! It’s all been you! And I want to continue having all my firsts with you. I want to have my lasts with you. I want you to be my only because I’m only ever going to want you!”

           She stepped forward, cupping his face with her hands, wiping away his tears with her thumbs before calmly speaking. “I’m not dating Hyunjin.” Relief flooded over Seungmin knowing he hasn’t lost her. “It’s always been you, Minnie. You stole my heart years ago, and no one else has had a chance since.” He wasted no time in crashing his lips to hers, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her as close to him as he could. This time, he wasn’t going to let her go.

[misslilli]

Thank you to the lovelies who are still here ❤️

Felix Felicis

MSR. AU. PG-13. | tagging @today-in-fic | read on AO3

Chapter 22 - B Is For Basketball

[ DS ]

October has faded into November, pumpkin-spiced latte has been replaced by peppermint mocha and plans for Thanksgiving break have been secured, my mom beside herself with joy that Bill Jr. will be returning from his assignment overseas just in time for the holidays.

At school, we’ve made paper turkeys for our window decorations in school, and slowly, I’m beginning to get into the holiday spirit myself. I stay late on this Friday afternoon to put the finishing touches on the turkeys, cutting out paper candy corn and taping everything to the insides of the windows that line our classroom. ‘Looks pretty good, the kids finally got the hang of cutting paper along the lines neatly.’

I exchange my heels for my gym sneakers after a long day, grab my book bag and head out, locking the door behind me. The eery calm of an empty school building soothes me and I turn out the lights of our hallway. When I look out into the school yard, I notice that someone has left on the lights in our gym and I roll my eyes. That someone might have been me forgetting after my lesson today, so I cross the yard quickly to turn them off before I head home.

When I enter the gym, though, I freeze at the top of the bleachers. The floor is empty safe for one Fox Mulder, dribbling a basketball and shooting hoops. I know I should just turn around and leave him to it, but I just can’t help watching, slack-jawed, as the muscles of his back ripple under that tight t-shirt. It’s not often that I get to watch him without getting caught, so I allow myself to stare for just a little bit longer, heart hammering in my chest.

I only realize that my hands have gone limp when my keys hit the floor with a deafening crash and I almost jump out of my skin. ‘Run! Move! Now!’ My legs are not cooperating, damn them, and I see to my horror that he whips around and spots me standing on top of the bleacher’s stairs.

“Jesus, Scully! You trying to kill me?” ‘Those damn forearms of yours are what’s killing me…’

His surprised expression morphs into a smile. “Skinner said it’s okay if I used the gym for practice in the winter. What are you still doing here?”

“Uh... I was hanging turkeys … and I noticed the light on … and I thought that I had left them on after my lesson … and yeah…” ‘Stop rambling, you idiot!’

Now he’s grinning even wider and I can tell he’s going to tease me mercilessly. In my head, I start a list of ‘10 things I hate about you.’

“Didn’t know you hang your own turkey for Thanksgiving dinner, Scully, that’s pretty badass of you!” ‘I want to smack that smirk off your pretty face right now, how’s that for badass?’

I roll my eyes at him and he has the audacity to look incredibly pleased with himself. “Have you ever shot a three-pointer, Scully?” ‘What now?’ I take a moment to contemplate what to say next.

“No. In case you hadn’t noticed, I’m only a few inches taller than a yardstick, so I guess I have found more necessary things to do with my time than fail at basketball.”

He jerks his head holding up the basketball. “Get over here, Scully.” The tone in his voice makes my skin tingle.

I’m almost 100 percent sure he thinks I won’t do it, but I won’t give him the satisfaction of backing out now, so instead of shooting him down, I walk down the stairs slowly until I’m standing in front of him. I have to tip my head pretty far back to give him a blank look and the eyebrow and smack the basketball out of his hand, sending it bouncing on the floor a few times. Now it’s my turn to smirk at his surprised expression.

Laughing, he goes to pick up the ball and I think of other things I’d like to smack as I get a good look at his backside when he bends down. “Alright sassy lady, you stand here and I’ll try to get around you to the hoop. You need to block me and take the ball from me, okay?”

We move into position and he dribbles the ball a few times. “Okay. Just don’t body-check me!” ‘Oh yes please, body-check me. Tackle me. Wrestle me down to the ground.’

“Body-checking’s for hockey, Scully, so don’t worry!” He moves suddenly, to pass on my right side and I follow, trying to get the ball out from under his hand but he turns and twirls around me and in three long strides, he’s jumping up to the hoop, sinking the ball into it with a satisfying swoosh. Color me impressed.

“You want to try?”

“There was some talk about shooting three-pointers, I think I’ll stick to that for now. Where do I start, here?”

“No, that’s the free throw line. Back there’s the three-point line. Now don’t be nervous, I know for a fact that you can take a shot. Or three…” He looks so pleased with himself at the hint, but it only makes me flash back to Halloween night. Steve. Easy lay.

Shaking the thought from my head, I take the ball he offers to me and bounce it a few times.

‘Oy that’s pretty far away from the hoop, crap. Too late to back out now, Dana.’

I move to stand at the indicated line, holding the ball between my hands and concentrating hard on the hoop, I throw it. The ball sails forward in a pathetically low arc, missing the hoop for miles. If he laughs now, I swear to God, I’ll hang his ass from the backboard.

Thankfully for him, though, he bites back the teasing and instead, moves around me to stand against my back. The hairs at the back of my neck stand up at his proximity. “Come on, I’ll show you.” Reaching his arms around me, his front pressed against my back, he holds the ball in front of my face. ‘He’s too close, damn it! Houston, I have a problem!’

He nudges my foot outward and forward a little with his and I can feel his warm breath on my neck. “Legs shoulder width apart.” Next, he takes my wrist, raising my arm to 90 degrees and places my hand underneath the ball. “Spread your fingers and rest the ball on your palm. Only touch it with your fingertips.” I swallow hard around a lump in my throat, nodding. ‘Mayday, mayday!’

My left hand is placed on the side of the ball. “Don’t grip the ball with your left hand. Now you need to bend your knees and jump.” I start to hyperventilate when it dawns on me where exactly my ass will be pressed against when I bend my knees. But his hands leave mine as he steps back and the loss of warmth on my back makes me shiver.

I jump and make my shot and while it’s infinitesimally better than my first shot, I still miss. I groan in frustration, I hate being bad at something.

“I’m just too short, damn it!” ‘If I start to cry now, I’ll hang myself from that backboard.’ Now I’m not only agitated and nervous, now I’m frustrated on top of it all.

He gets the ball back and hands it to me, a thoughtful look on his face and I wonder what he’s up to now. “Hmm… okay, let’s try something else.”

I almost jump out of my skin when his hands grab my waist just below my ribs. “What the hell are you doing?”

“Relax, Scully, I’m giving you height.” I’m feel lightheaded. “Okay, on three you jump and make your shot. 1, 2, 3!” I follow his orders and he lifts me over his head as I shoot for the hoop, my heart going a mile a minute, a faint ringing in my ears.

This is all so perfect and romantic and sexy all at the same time.

No, wait.

It’s too perfect, too romantic, too sexy, too close, too much. too soon. too many unknowns. too scary.

When he lowers me down his front slowly, I stumble forward as I regain some footing under my feet, whipping around and breathing hard. I don’t even hear the swoosh of my money shot.

Only managing to choke out a strangled “I gotta go!” before ripping up the stairs, through the doorway, into the chilly November night.

Leaning my head back against the teacher’s bathroom door, my mind flashes back to the night on Halloween, bits of conversation reverberating in my head. “Not relationship material. Hot teacher. Catholic girl. Golden Retriever. Easy lay.”

I go back in history to all the times I’ve found myself curled into a ball on the floor of my bathroom, my living room, my kitchen, in my bed. Crying so hard that no sounds left my mouth, all the pain in my chest making it hard to breathe.

I knock my head backwards into the door once, frustrated.

I’m just too broken. Damaged goods.

I wait for what feels like hours but is probably just a few minutes before turning off the lights and heading home.

----------

[ FM ]

‘Shit. You overstepped. You made her feel uncomfortable. Unsafe.’ I want to slap my stupid-ass self as I watch the doors close after her. ‘It seemed like she was having fun, what happened? Should I go after her? Does she want me to?’ After a long while I put the basketball where it belongs, turn off the lights and leave the gym in search for her. I have no idea where to look and if she even wants to be found, but the thought of me causing her pain sends me running through the dark school anyway. I stop to listen for sounds several times, but everything’s deadly quiet. I can’t find her.

Shit.

[jaeminscoffee]

Let me in. (m.)

Pairing- Lee Donghyuck x reader

Genre- Fluff, Smut, tiny bit of angst..?

Word count- 6.03k (ily I'm sorry oof)

Warning- sexual themes suggested, written horribly, slight corruption kink, bestfriend!haechan, slight possessiveness , fingering, praise kink, friends to lovers trope, cliché af. Also definitely not proof read.

Summary- When you let him in, paradise unfolded is an understatement.

(literally the first time i wrote based of a song and it was a really challenging but! fun experience so thank you for requesting this! This also gave me an idea of closing off my previous prompt as starting a song prompt..? )

➳ listen to Ooh La La La by Exo.

When i turn my head

My eyes meet yours

Once again I'm staring at you

That smile is a bit too much for me

It's hard being friends with a girl, so beautiful, so generous and giving and still not having her all for yourself. Or so was how Haechan felt. 

You were so close to him, yet so far. You always looked out for him as though he was your top priority, and that boosted his ego. You were his, to an extent. It's when Haechan thought it'd be the best to have you come over to the party his frat's throwing, wanting you to loosen up a little, he couldn't hold himself back. 

After the last bell to class rang, Haechan immediately started packing his bag, remembering Mark, his other half as you exclaimed had warned him not to be even a second late, saying something along the lines of 'apparently Johnny won't DJ for us unless we actually give him something materialistic' or something.

You watch with a wide smile, your best friend frantically reaching out under his desk to get out all books only to shove them carelessly into his bag, 

"Calm down, Hyuck. You still have 2 hours to reach there and the frat house' barely half an hour away" Haechan let out a curse having dropped around 3 of his books alongside that one pen he carries around, he turned towards you with his eyebrows furrowed.

Seeing you smile wide at him, laughing even at his misery weirdly had his heart skipping beats. It was a normality now to him. It wouldn't take a genius to guess he's whipped for you, everyone, other than you apparently knew about that. 

Filled with an ease leaving me to burn

I can't breathe when i see your eye smile 

It's like you know that's your charm

"Hey don't smile at me like that! What type of a friend are you even?" Haechan exclaimed dramatically, completely ignoring how his heart had started beating just a little faster, breathing growing just a little frantic, face heating up just a little. 

"What?? I'm not supposed to smile now?" you ask with the same exaggeration, lifting your hands up to hit him softly when he got a hold of your hand, pulling you in for a hug,

"Don't ditch me at the party, I'll be waiting, love you bye!" he said it all in one breath, patting your back, placing a peck on your forehead before leaning down and picking up his  bag before dashing out of the door. 

You stood there still, bringing your palms up to your cheeks to calm the heat down. 

It's the thoughts or prejudice that you had that friends are supposed to stay friends that had you constraining your feelings for the lad. You'd be an idiot to have a whole package of what a good, ideal man is supposed to be like right beside you but still not fall for him. That's impossible even, worse than mission impossible.

"Love you too.." you say out low, mostly to yourself as you give yourself a second to calm down before moving forward to pack your own things up, leaving the classroom as soon as you're done to go set things up before the 'party' tonight. 

It didn't take long for you to decide what to wear. Simple, a skirt and a blouse. They were your usual fit anyway and you didn't like all those jazzy, flashing, revealing clothes people usually wear to parties. A pleated white skirt that fell mid thigh, a black and white striped long sleeve turtleneck shirt which you paired with a silver butterfly pendant, ending it with  black suede boots. 

 Sandra, your neighbor ergo a close acquaintance of yours, offered you a ride to the venue, having her boyfriend DJ there. She informed you how she'd be one of the ones to serve the drinks, adorning a shocked expression when you told her you don't drink. 

"Friend's with Lee Haechan yet you don't drink? No way" the elder exclaimed, you let out a laugh, remembering the last time the said boy had forced a drink down your throat, an action he regrets till date. "He might be a heavy drinker, i think the max i can handle is either a glass of wine or a bottle of breezer, nothing more and nothing less" 

You arrive at the frat house relatively faster than usual, thanks to Sandra's amazing driving skills, but you were immediately abandoned as she spotted her boyfriend, Johnny, in the yet to fill room. No doubts you had arrived early as the boys that you recognize as Felix, Han, Renjun, Jaemin, Jeno, Yangyang, Mark, San, and three others you didn't know quite well off, were arranging the red party cups and bottles on the kitchen counter. 

You scan your eyes all around the room to locate your possible crush, well, best friend in the crowd. Eyes landing at the figure leaning against the wall towards the stairs as he spoke to Hyunjin, a white tee tucked into his usual black knee slit skinny jeans topped with a blue checkered oversized t-shirt which was left unbuttoned made him look absolutely breathtaking. Not to mention, his hair was gelled back, with only a few strands let loose to hover over his forehead. Godly. The only word that could describe him. 

Maybe you might've stood there looking at him for way too long, potentially drooling even because he should've felt your intense gaze upon himself, as he turned his head away from the long haired boy, looking all over the place mimicking your actions from before to spot the gaze, landing upon you. 

Haechan physically shudders, how could one look that flawless? He pats his friend on the shoulder, making his way around him with slow strides towards you. It's hard to keep his feelings intact when you look like that, that ethereal, and his hands to himself. That's a catch. He loved seeing you in your plaid skirts. But he hated that it's not just him who gets to see you like that. Haechan wanted you to dress up for him. Look pretty for him. Be pure for him. Be his. And maybe, just maybe, tonight he'd have enough courage to ask you out. 

Your eyes are whispering to me

It's like they're asking me to approach. 

Intoxicated by his looks, being able to see no one but him, you make your way towards him too, replacing the fangirling face with a smile that he adored oh so much. 

"Hyuck! Hey!" you walk faster stepping out of your daze, pulling him into a hug, before hitting his shoulders slightly, "Next time, learn to pick up your phone" you exclaim, pulling away not too far, having his hands rest on top of your hips as you look into his eyes. Haechan mumbled something incoherent under his breath, shaking his head subtly. "sorry sorry, my phone was in the other room and pretty sure you called me when we were checking the music systems" 

"you're lucky Sandra lives like, right next door. I was actually planning on ditching the party and just binge watch the office" you playfully nag at him, hitting his shoulder this time. You push yourself away from him, involuntarily, wanting to cherish his warmth a little longer, but that'd be sketchy.

"Anyways! How do I look?" you wriggle your eyebrows before doing a twirl, which had your skirt slightly lift up a bit, Haechan visibly gulps, stopping you with your hand, "ugly as usual" he said, sarcasm dripping from his voice. Seeing your face dim down a bit, he lets out a chuckle, "do you really need me to tell you that you're beautiful, doll?" he pulled you in again, lifting his head up when he heard sounds of gagging, a sign of disgust from somewhere around the pair of you. 

" 'do you really need me to tell you that you're beautiful, doll?' oh cut it out you filth." exclaimed a voice in a distorted manner behind you. You turn around to face a senior of yours, a close friend. "Mark!" you extend your hand out to do your infamous handshake, that lasts at least for over 15 seconds that had Haechan roll his eyes. 

"says the filthiest himself" he let out, making you snort in a not so attractive way. "Hey, at least i'm not the one flirting with my best friend here" Mark pointed out, fingers wrapped around the party cup with god knows what drink. "you flirt with anything breathing" you add, laughing as he sends a wink your way. 

"You look stunning, Y/n" "Now who's flirting huh?" Haechan said, suddenly all up his guard. "woaw, not flirting because someone would whoop my ass later, but stating facts is all i did" Mark smirked, turning back as someone screamed out his name, "well I'll catch up later, gotta blast! Byeee!" he let out hurriedly, making his way towards the back of the house.

"I'll go get us some drinks, cranberry? Or lemon?" he asked, knowing the obvious answer. "Cranberry, duh" you reply with sass to which he let out a loud laugh. 

"You got it"

Maybe you believed that it's time you break your own limits, or maybe you just wanted to seem cool to Donghyuck. Whatever the reason was had you drink more than what your tolerance allowed you to. You felt euphoric and sick at the same time. You weren't completely gone just yet, you were still sober, surprisingly. The actual surprise is that Haechan, the usually 'I'll end all drinkers carrier' type of guy, stopped at just a bottle of beer. 

Reaching out to the glass Renjun held out towards you as an offer, you felt your hands being swatted away, making you flinch slightly. 

"That's enough drinks for her tonight" he said, shoving his friends hand away slightly as you whined. "i can handle a drink more" you reply, reaching out again, "no you can't, and no you won't" he insisted, raising his eyebrows at you in a challenging way, wanting to see if you'll oppose him. 

It might've been the intoxicating liquid in your system at the moment, but staring back at Haechan had the bottom of your stomach churning. You look away with the same speed you initiated the eye contact with. 

"You're not my dad.." you mumble, puckering your lips into a small pout as you hear his friends laugh at your slight quarrel. 

"but i am your boy- best friend. And for a fact, i know you'll fall unconscious if you take another drink" Jaemin starts hooting slowly at Haechan's slight slip up.

"Tsk, whatever" you reply, rebelling against him and taking the bottle out of Renjun's hand as he stared at you, amusement clearly evident on his face. 

"Feisty. I like how you don't listen to hyuck, maybe we should be best friends" he let out, holding out his fist to fist bump yours, which you do, sticking your tongue out at your best friend. 

"Okay! Let's play, put a finger down if you have!" Yangyang suggested, eyes scanning all your faces to see if anyone's not feeling the game today. Seeing everyone do nothing but nod, he starts dictating, asking them to put up five fingers. The first person to lose out apparently has to either take shots or confess their deepest secrets. 

The first rounds went well, easy questions which made you feel bored, slight headache striking in, making you rest your head on Haechan's shoulder. Sensing weight on his shoulder, he turned his head towards the side, looking at you with concern, a glint of 'I told you' shining through the orbs. 

"tell me off later, my head hurts real bad" you mumble, soft enough for only him to hear before he could nag at you. Saying nothing else other than shifting closer to you for you to get comfortable he said, "Just sleep, I'll take you home".

The moment you close your eyes after his words, you hear Jeno blurt out the next question, it being his turn to do so. 

"put a finger down if you've ever been head over heels for your best friend", His other friends chuckle, while Jeno smirked at Haechan, too tired to open your eyes to see who put a finger down, you fail to notice Haechan put a finger down, looking down at you all worn out on his shoulder, his circle feigning disgust. 

The game was probably long done, the party might've also ended, you must've fallen asleep because the next time you open your eyes, you find yourself in your best friend's bedroom, still feeling tired. Looking outside the window, seeing it's still dark outside, you turn to the side, flinching just a bit when you find Haechan at the side of the bed, arms folded over the sheets as he rests his head on top of it. It must've been uncomfortable kneeling on the floor for that long. 

You take the chance to look at him properly, well, better than the past god knows how many years into your friendship. You take your time to roam your eyes all over his facials. Gawking at the moles adorning his tanned skin, lifting your fingers up to feather over them. Your hands then move to the scars at each corner of his eyebrows, chuckling as you remember how he got them. 

You brush his dishevelled hair out of his face, the action making Haechan stir in his slumber which had you stop your moments completely. Running your fingers through his hair one last time, about to pull your hands away from him to not wake him up you feel his hands grip your wrist, holding it in place. 

You yelp, not expecting him to be awake, "why did you stop? I was about to fall asleep" he whines out, getting up from the floor, standing to his full height which makes you shift, leaning your back against the headboard to look at him more comfortably. 

"Did you carry me up here?" you asked, voice a little hoarse as the alcohols after effects had your throat burn. "Nope, you just zapped here. Of course I carried you" he replied, masking his flustered look at how you looked, face glowing, eyes hazed and on bed. His bed. 

"Does it hurt for you to reply normally for once..?" you open your eyes a little wider in genuine curiosity 

Oh la la la, please allow me 

Oh la la la, into your imagination 

I'll go right in, so let me in

I'll dance in your eyes 

Oh la la la, the moment our gazes meet. 

Replying is hard, keeping his eyes away from your lips is hard, to stop himself from slowly leaning forward was hard too. You're killing him. The alcohol in his system did nothing more than fuel his desires for you.

It's weird, how one moment, you're whining at your best friend being a sarcastic hoe to how your breath gets caught in your lungs the next moment at the sight of your crush leaning closer to you. 

It's weird how all those thoughts of, 'friends should stay friends' were thrown right out of the window when he was now, just inches away from you, noses grazing each other.

The proximity was that where you could feel his breath fanning your lips. Now that's weird too, weren't you just having a normal conversation? 

Haechan snaps out of it, you're probably drunk. He pulls away just as you close your eyes, ready to bask in the feeling of his lips against yours. 

"I can't.. You'll forget all this by tomorrow, I'll wake you up before class, have some rest." He said, avoiding eye contact as you felt a pang of disappointment hit you. 

That night, all Haechan could think of was your slightly parted lips, eyes fixated on your lips and your slow, shallow, small breath. 

You've never felt awkward around Haechan, neither do you want to feel awkward around him, but each time you see him, all you're reminded of is how close you were to change your friendship into something else. 

On the other hand, Haechan wanted to hit himself for cowering out once again. He was so close to finally making you his. But now all he's left with is a sexual tension so thick that could be cut by a knife. He wanted you. He craved you.

It only started working him up more the day you called him over to your studio apartment for a movie night, ignoring all past events over the week. Them being, Haechan becoming a much touchy friend. He's always been a physical affection shower either ways. 

Haechan complied, arriving at your place with a large bag of Doritos. Greeting you with a huge smile, ignoring the fast beating of his heart when you reciprocate the same expression. 

"Heyyy! Missed me? I know! I missed me too" Haechan said, making his way around you quickly to hide the crimson that took place on his cheeks, not wanting you to see it. 

"I did" you say quietly, closing the door as Haechan made himself comfortable on your couch, having set the chip packet in the kitchen counter. 

He mentally took a note of your outfit, plain black shorts that were a little too short for the sake of his heart not falling right out, and a white shirt, a crop top, to be precise.

"It's your turn to choose the movie" you say, making your way towards the other side of the couch. "Monsters inc?" he answers as you whine, having already regret the choice of giving him the liberty. 

"Hyuck we watched that movie about like, 5 times, when will you get over it?" you ask

"Never so stop whining and watch the movie with me." he replied with the sass you were oh so familiar with, making you roll your eyes. 

Ah, it's going to be a long night. 

You were lost in your own thoughts, not paying attention to the movie much as you remember the night at the frat house. It's impossible to get Lee Haechan out of your mind. It's impossible because you know he has his eyes on you right now. Looking at you, oblivious to the fact that you knew of his gaze. 

"Hyuck.. " you call him out, turning to face him from your side of the couch. Haechan looks away momentarily, flustered as you caught him stare at you. He hums in response, keeping his eyes fixed on the screen. 

"About that night in your room" you start, turning completely, your body facing him as you sit criss cross. Haechan visibly tenses up, thinking you're about to tell him off for crossing the line, "Y/n, about that, i'm- i'm sor-"

"Do you like me?"

Right now, in this moment, the space between us

Is filled with this strong trembling 

Becoming a rhythm and drawing me in

Let your body move to it however you'd like. 

Haechan was caught off guard by your question, blinking, once, twice, even shaking his head to see if he's imagining things, "Huh?" he asked just for confirmation. 

"Do you like me..?" you repeated, slower, heart racing in anticipation as you lean forward a bit, waiting for his reply.

"What are you going to do if I say.. Yes?" he asked, eyebrows raised as he leaned forward a little too. You had the strong urge to want to lean back from the proximity, feeling blood rush up to your cheeks but you stood your ground, wanting to do this right here. Right now. 

"Then I'll continue what we almost started" you exclaim, the smile he loves so much finding its way onto your face.

"Will you? Really?" he asked, scooting closer to you, something about his eyes switching gazes when you lean further, making your shirt come down a bit. You nod, that's when he pulls you forward by your arms, making you let out a sound of surprise as you crash onto his side, looking at him with your eyes widened. 

"Then yes." he whispered after leaning close to your ears, you feel yourself growing hot each passing second. The position is extremely intimate. You pull away to look into his eyes, to spot any signs of all this being nothing more than just a joke. You lose it when he looks at you with a strong gaze, eyebrows slightly raised, lips drawn into a small smile, immediately pressing yours onto his after staring it for way too long.

His hands found their way around your waist, tugging at you slowly, gesturing you to get onto his lap. 

An odd smile that doesn't let on

Seeing through the curiosity driving me on

And sending a sign

You oblige, as your lips move in unison, Haechan shifted in his seat to a better position, man spreading to let you sit better on his lap all while still not letting go of your lips. 

His hands find their way under your crop top, letting his arms wander the bare skin of your back, his cold touch in contrast to your warm body making you gasp. Haechan takes the opportunity of your parted lips to enter your mouth, tongue pressing against yours making you whine. 

You pull away only when you feel your lungs practically begging for a puff of air even, tugging softly at his slightly grown hair, letting out an airy giggle at the sight of your lip color smeared at the corner of his lips. 

"That was way better than all I've imagined it to be" Haechan smiled at you, pressing his forehead against yours, pulling you closer by the hips. You look away from his gaze, "you've imagined kissing me?" you ask softly, playing with the charm hanging off his neck.

"way too many times to keep a count" he replied, placing another peck on your lips, pulling away immediately, laughing as you subconsciously follow his lips. 

He finally let's you press onto his lips once again, groaning as your teeth clash from how fast you were at finding his lips. You whimper when his hands squeeze at your sides.

You jerk forward, testing the waters as you move your lips from his lips, to his neck, peppering the skin with kisses, giving extra attention to those moles you adored that were scrawled all over his skin, occasionally nibbling at the spot you left a wet trail at. 

It's like you're telling me to open the door

To your slightly open heart and come right in

Please allow me 

Into your imagination 

I'll go right in, so let me in

I'll dance in your eyes

The moment our gazes meet. 

He sighs in content  at the feeling of your plush lips pressed against his skin, "I won't be able to control myself if you keep going, doll" you continue your ministration.  Then don't" you say, trying to sound as sultry as possible. Having waited so long to have Donghyuck as more than just friends had you desperate for any sort of contact from his side. 

You could sense his slight hesitation, maybe he didn't want to rush things, maybe he just couldn't get himself to do it, or maybe, he was just nervous.  

Should I really try making a move now? 

What should be the first thing I say? 

The moment I hesitate, thinking it over

You get up and walk away. 

You stand up, from his lap, looking at his eyes, nodding so softly that he'd miss it if he'd blink as you make your way towards your bedroom, smiling. You tug at your shirt, slowly, above your head, not daring to turn to look back at Donghyuck's reaction, a triumphant look washing over your facial as you hear him growl with that honey voice of his. 

He must've stared at your back a little too long, seeing your hair cover the top half of your torso as you turned towards your bedroom, looking at him one last time before entering the room which was illuminated with just your fairy lights. 

Even as I look at your bold back from far away

Your slow pace is telling me to follow

Girl just tell me what you like

It's like you're telling me to hurry

"she'll be the death of me.. " he ruffled his hair, before getting up to walk down the same pathway as you. 

Walking into your bedroom, Haechan was more than sure that the sight before him was the most ethereal sight he'd seen his entire life. 

You sat by the foot of the bed, adorned in only your black lace bra, the black shorts, and your hair left open in all glory. He swallows the lump forming in his throat, mood switching so fast because the boy you walked away from, Lee Haechan, the one hesitant to take it this far, was now replaced with the Lee Haechan, walking towards you with long, confident strides. 

As he comes to stand in front of you, he bends down, snaking one of his arms around your waist, pulling you up and close to his body. 

"tell me, have you been dreaming about me just the way I've dreamt about you?" he leans closer to the nape of your neck, running the tip of his nose along the unexpectedly sensitive skin up to your ears, nibbling at the earlobe. 

"Have you waited for all this just as much as i have? Tell me, princess" he rasps out as you place your hands gently by the belt loop of his jeans. 

Please allow me

Into your reality 

Not trusting your voice, you nod, wanting to feel his lips against yours once again but Haechan held onto you with a firm grip, 

"Tell me, baby. Words, those are the keys. Use your words" He moved from nibbling onto your earlobe to marking territory onto your skin that had you jerking forward, further into his body. 

I'll approach you, so hold onto me

Tell me that you were waiting

The moment i reached you

You huff out, opening your mouth the exact moment he took hold of your chin with a gentle grip, looking at your orbs with so much expectation, so much adoration, so much love, so much lust. 

"I've waited a long time too." you start 

"I waited for so long; the day in your room, during that night, I was so happy when you approached me, but then you pulled away. You made me wait enough Hyuck, please let me feel you now? I want you. No. I need you" 

You didn't pay attention to his heaving chest, or how his eyes were turning into a whole darker shade of ebony, instead, stood on your tip toe and engulfed his slightly puffy lips with yours. 

Haechan didn't deny the kiss, dying to take you quick there itself when the first sentence left your lip, but he wanted to take it slow, he wanted to show you how much he's waited for this too. How much he likes you and he wanted to make sure you felt it from each action of his. 

He urged you to move backwards, closer towards the edge of the bed, not breaking the kiss even for a second, his hands securing around your waist as he slowly bends down to place you on the quilt. 

His hands make their way back, fiddling with the hook of your bra as he breaks the kiss with one last peck at the corner of your lips. "i need you too, doll. I need you just as much as you need me, maybe even twice as much" he mumbles against the soft skin of your collarbone, tapping at your back with the tip of his finger once he had the hooks undone to pull the material away from your body. 

Shyness suddenly overpowers all lust, you bring up an arm to cover your now exposed breast while Haechan is busy throwing your clothing behind him. 

Turning around, facing you, he smiles at you, gently prying your hand away from your chest leaving your torso bare naked in front of him which had you shut your eyes with embarrassment. 

"Look at me, baby." Donghyuck urges you. 

You give yourself a second, inhaling sharp as you flutter your eyes open, looking straight into his eyes. "You have no reason to hide yourself from me" he pulls away after placing a peck in the valley of your chest. He tugs at the edge of his hoodie, pulling it over his head before discarding it behind.

"Here. Now we both are half naked" he smiles at you as you mirror his expression. 

Donghyuck wasn't all that built, he wasn't not built either. Ever since Renjun started forcefully dragging Haechan to the gym, he'd lost that baby stomach that you loved to poke at during class just to annoy him, now replaced with very faint ab lines which, you were sure you'd grow a liking for pretty soon.

You whimper at the feeling of his lips graze over hardened nipples, jolting forward when he lifts hands from above your hips to your neck where he'd previously left his mark, tracing the reddish purple/brownish skin. 

He latches his lips onto one nib, swirling his tongue around the hardened muscle, his free hand making its way south, waiting for any signs of protest before dragging the short down, shifting his attention over to the untended nipple. 

"beautiful.. " he mumbles against your wet nipple, blowing onto it later, all sensation making you feel ecstatic.

"Hyuck, I need-..need you" you choke out.

"I know, princess. But we need to prepare you a little, hm?" he lets out, voice a few octaves deeper than usual, as he finally tugs your panties down your leg, letting it slide itself onto the floor.

Haechan looks at you, expression blissful from all the attention you're getting. You quickly nod, looking at him giving him a hundred percent access to do you however he likes when you notice his eyes silently ask for consent. 

He feathers his thumb over your clit, smiling at how responsive you are to his touches. He slowly starts drawing circles onto the sensitive bud, pressing his lips to the side of your face, whispering sweet nothings into your ears. 

"Haechan!" you whine out, his words only adding to the pleasure. Experimentally, he moves his finger down to your slit, feeling your slick wetness coat his fingers making him let out a throaty sound of satisfaction. 

He did this to you. 

That had his ego boost shoot right up the roof. He let the tip of his middle finger poke at your entrance, cooing at you while pressing it inside of you. "So wet, baby. All for me?" he questions, slowly moving his wrist back and forth.

You nod frantically, "Hm? Words?" he pushes, slightly picking up the speed. 

"All for you, H-haechan. It's.. It's -all for you" you cling onto his forearm, as he coax you closer to your orgasm. "That's right baby, it's all for me" he presses his lips against your cheeks once again.

He adds in another finger when he knows you're close, speeding up even further, curling the digits in you which had your eyes roll back. 

Your orgasm washes over you with so much intensity the moment he engulfs your nipple once again. Slowly helping you ride out your orgasm, only removing his fingers from within you when you started to writhe from overstimulation. 

"You did so well doll, can you take one more?" he asked sweetly as you calmed down. That's when you realized how selfless he'd been, now looking down at the dent on his jeans which looked a little painful. 

You get up after nodding as you watch Haechan unbuckle his belt, removing the jeans along with his boxer, adding it to the pile of clothes behind him, you lean forward, "Your turn" you tell as Haechan's face contorts into confusion. 

Finally realizing what you mean, he smiles at you, pulling you into another loving kiss as he runs a hand down your messed up hair. "Maybe another time? I just want to feel you around me now, princess, i can't wait longer" 

With that, he made you lay back down, "condom?"

"It's fine, I'm on pills" you rub your hand up and down his hands that were beside you, balancing his body above yours. The thought of going raw inside you made Haechan's member twitch. 

He runs his member up and down your wet sex, coating it with your essence before letting the head poke at your entrance as it expands with each inch he enters in, the wetness making it so much easier to enter. 

He lets out a groan that sounded so much like a whine, finally having been able to feel your walls perfectly fit around his shaft. He leans down, now balancing himself on his elbows as you finally give him the go ahead sign. 

He interlocks your lips with his as he slowly starts moving his hips into yours. "You feel so good for me, doll. Fuck." he rasps out against your lips. 

He had to hang onto the last of his rationality to not ram into you, you just felt that good around him, and he felt so good inside of you. 

Haechan slowly picks up the pace, now moving a little faster against your hips as you reduce down to a moaning mess, chains of his name leaving your mouth continuously.

"Hyuck, i..I'm close" you moan out, the little sensitivity you'd left from your previous orgasm slightly striking in. Your moans encouraged Haechan to go faster.

Testing the water, he pull moves back completely to a point where only his tip's inside of you, "Yeah?"  he questioned while slamming back inside of you, making his tip brush against your soft spot which coaxed you closer to your high. 

"Yes-" you whimper, when he finally let go and snapped, desperate to chase his high. The new pace having him constantly hit the pleasure spot. 

You start clenching around his member, not wanting to orgasm before him. "Fuck baby, me too. I'm close too" 

"Haechan im.. I'm coming-" you let out a long loud moan as you feel yourself being thrown towards your edge, face contorting into that of pure bliss, as the constant clenching helped drag him towards his high. 

"Shit, Y/n" he immediately pulled out, feeling his own high wash over his, pumping the wet shaft a few more times before spurting ribbons of his essence all over your lower abdomen. He kept going until he felt himself grow soft in his grip. 

He clashes down beside you once wiping his hands down on the sheets which you most definitely have to wash the next day. 

"Don't fall asleep on me baby, i want to ask you something" Haechan lets out quickly as he finds you blinking slowly, most probably out of exhaustion. 

"I'm not.." you hoarse out. 

"I mean it when i say, i like you, Y/n. Heck, i think I'm in love with you" he starts flipping so that his back was on the sheets with you on top of him. 

"So.. Will you.. Will you be my-"

"Yes!" you reply fast, suddenly having sparks of energy flow through you. 

"you didn't let me complete my question though" he chuckles, pressing a peck onto the crown of your head. 

"Yes. I will be your girlfriend!" you make yourself a little clearer this time around. Girlfriend. His. 

"That.. Means.. You're mine?" he asks, unsure if he should ask so or not. 

You nuzzle further into his chest, tightening your grip around his bare torso. 

"I'm yours"

Now i approach you,

You and I have grown closer.

[mirohlixie]

Never Enough (Hyunlix) Pt. 4

Pairing: Felix x Hyunjin Word Count: 2.1K Genre: AU, love, dystopia

Synopsis: In a world where being different from the conventional gender and sexuality rules means death, the gay youngster Felix struggles to hide his true sexuality. He is doing well until he meets Hyunjin, an undercover hitman hired by the government to get rid of all the "different" people in hiding. The moment the two meet each other, both of their lives change forever, but will it be enough?

Content warnings: AU, homophobia, discrimination against LGBTQ+, explicit language.

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After that one day at Felix’s house, the two met up a lot more than they did before. They grew more and more comfortable being in each other’s presence and the awkward silences dissipated. It felt normal, like they’d been friends for years instead for only weeks.

They hung out at Felix’s house often, but also went elsewhere. Never to Hyunjin’s place, though. He’d come up with an excuse to keep Felix away from there, since he didn’t want him to see his mother like this. Worst case scenario, he would put two and two together.

Felix had no idea, though. He didn’t question it so much, because he didn’t want to make Hyunjin uncomfortable asking too many questions. It didn’t matter that much, anyway. As long as they had a good time together, he wasn’t going to complain about anything. He was already happy to have found a new friend.

Today they were sat in a booth at the most popular diner in town. They’d gone on a walk and gotten hungry, so decided to get a burger and some fries for dinner before heading home again.

It was pretty chill and the both of them were just talking and laughing as they ate, not really caring about the people around them. Now and then they checked to see if they were getting any weird looks, but so far people seemed to think they were just friends. Like we are, Felix thought to himself. We are just friends and we will be just that until… He didn’t wanna think about the end of that sentence. For now they were friends.

“I like this burger,” Hyunjin said, taking another large bite of the food. There was some ketchup in the corner of his mouth and Felix thought it looked adorable. Hyunjin’s face was so flawless otherwise and seeing this small blemish on it reminded him of seeing a little baby that has their food around their mouth.

“Mine’s pretty good too,” Felix commented, dipping a fry in ketchup. “I love the food they serve here, it’s all amazing,” Hyunjin nodded in agreement. He was poking at his half-eaten burger as he listened to Felix talk.

“If you think about it, life is kind of like fast food,” Felix started, not sure why he was even starting this analogy.

“How so?” Hyunjin asked, looking up at the freckled boy.

“Well, you start the road hungry and longing for the food, and then when it’s finally presented to you, you eat it fast and a lot of it, because you’re scared you won’t be able to still your hunger fast enough,” he explained. “But when you’re finished you feel gross and like you’ve eaten too much too fast. You should’ve enjoyed it more and taken more time, but you didn’t because you were too eager,” Felix concluded. “You’re eager to start life as a baby, then when you get the chance you live it to the fullest and forget to enjoy every moment. You wanna make sure you utilize every minute, but forget to cherish it. When your life is over, you have regrets because even though you had so much time, you didn’t do all the things you wanted to do, and even if you did, you didn’t enjoy them,��� he stuffed another fry in his mouth before he could say more.

“Woah,” Hyunjin said, looking genuinely surprised.

“That was dumb, I’m sorry,” Felix said, looking down at his food in embarrassment. “I ramble too much.”

“No, no,” Hyunjin stopped him. “You don’t, it actually makes a lot of sense. You’re right. People are often so scared of not having enough time that they forget to enjoy every single moment. They are so obsessed with being practical that they forget to stop and look around every now and then. Just climbing that mountain in one go without looking back, or around them and when they reach the top they realize they’re exhausted and didn’t get to enjoy the climb,” Felix’s mouth fell open.

“Woah, that was a lot more impressive than mine,” he chuckled quietly. “I compared life to a hamburger and here you are pulling out a whole mountain climbing analogy,” Hyunjin blushed a little, looking at his hands, which Felix found adorable. “I loved it.”

“Really?” Hyunjin asked, snapping his head up.

“Definitely,” Felix said. “You should write lyrics. I’m sure you’d be great at it.”

“I doubt I’m as good as you,” Hyunjin chuckled.

“Everyone is better than me,” Felix argued.

“False, you’re the best.”

“Am not.”

“Are too,” Hyunjin wasn’t ready to give up whatsoever, Felix noticed, so he frowned.

“Hmph,” he said, pushing his bottom lip forward and pouting.

“Did you just hmph at me?” Hyunjin brought out a breathy laugh.

“Seems like it,” Felix muttered in disdain, wanting the older boy to just agree with him instead of arguing.

“Adorable,” Hyunjin said, smirking a little before grabbing another fry and dipping it in the ketchup. Felix looked at him with a bit of shock. He hadn’t expected that for an answer and clearly Hyunjin hadn’t expected to say it out loud. In his hurry to move on from this conversation, he accidentally knocked over the little bowl with ketchup in it, making it splatter against his white sweater.

“Fuck,” the older boy cursed, grabbing a napkin and staring at the drops of red sauce decorating the white wool.

“Don’t wipe it,” Felix quickly said. “It’ll only make it worse!”

“This is my favourite sweater,” Hyunjin said dramatically. “And now it’s all ruined, oh no!” He pouted as he carefully dabbed at the fabric, making Felix giggle a little.

“What are you laughing at?” Hyunjin questioned with a fake-strict tone. “Are you making fun of me?”

“No, no,” Felix quickly recovered. “I’m not I-”

“This is tragic,” Hyunjin continued. “My favourite sweater is spotted with ketchup and there’s nothing I can do to save it right now. This is a disaster, Lee!” His dramatic performance made the whole situation even more laughable and only seconds later the two were wheezing.

People surrounding them gave them weird looks as they took deep breaths, trying to recover from this moment. Felix took a large sip from his coke as Hyunjin wiped his face with the napkin. His face had been splattered with ketchup too in the process and the two simply hadn’t noticed due to the sweater incident.

“Ready to head home?” Felix asked, clearing off the table by putting the trash and leftovers away. “I’m sure I can find something to fix your sweater,” he looked up at Hyunjin, hoping he’d take up on the offer. He really wanted to spend even more time with him. Just the diner and the walk hadn’t been enough, he craved more time with his new friend.

“That would be amazing,” Hyunjin sighed in relief. “I don’t think we have anything at home that could fix this mess,” he looked at Felix and for a moment the latter saw the same hopeful glace the he’d just had a second ago. He nodded and grabbed Hyunjin’s sleeve, pulling on it gently.

“C’mon, let’s go then,” they walked back to Felix’s home, in hopes they could fix the mess that was Hyunjin’s sweater at the moment.

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“You house is kind of starting to feel like my second home,” Hyunjin commented as he walked into Felix’s house. He knew his parents well enough now and the same went for his siblings. Despite being absolutely ignorant, they were pretty nice. However, he found it sad that none of them would accept their son for who he really was if they’d find out.

But then again, he used to be like that too. He used to think these moles were the worst thing ever, and yet here he was hanging out with one on a daily base. He was nice, he wasn’t so different from the rest.

On second thought, yes, he was different from the rest. Felix was far superior to anyone Hyunjin had ever met. He was friendly, nice, funny, sweet and also beautiful. He was the purest person he’d ever had the chance to encounter. That really put things into perspective. Why judge someone for who they fall in love with, when it’s truly their character that matters? Why would you want this sweet boy dead when there’s so many murderers in the world? Then again, Hyunjin was a murderer himself. Not yet, but would be soon enough.

“I’m glad to hear that,” Felix said, smiling. “It doesn’t feel weird to have your around, almost natural,” the two sprinted upstairs, like they always did. Felix’s parents didn’t even question it anymore. They were so used to having Hyunjin over. “C’mon, sit down on the ledge of the bath,” Felix said as he dragged the taller boy into the bathroom. Hyunjin obeyed and sat down as he waited for the younger boy to work his magic on his beloved sweater.

He’d been dramatic back in the diner – something he was known for – but he’d really been sad about his sweater. It was his favourite after all. Felix came back with some stuff that looked like some kind of detergent and a clean cloth.

“I’m going to carefully dab this onto the stains,” Felix said before kneeling in front of Hyunjin. This was a new position for Hyunjin and he wasn’t used to having the boy this close to him in such a way. He tilted his head back slightly as Felix leaned even closer with the cloth in his hand, slowly dabbing the detergent onto the stains. He clearly hadn’t noticed their proximity as he was too focused on what he was doing.

“Almost there,” he mumbled, taking care of the last few spots as he worked his way up to the collar, where the very last drops had reached. Hyunjin had a very hard time moving his face away and could now smell Felix really well.

He smelled amazing; he’d never smelled anything like it before. He tried to be subtle about the smelling but that was hard. One wrong move and their faces would touch.

“Gotta be more careful next time,” Felix said as he turned his face up towards the taller boy. He clearly hadn’t expected to be this close to him, as he audibly inhaled and held that breath.

For a moment they sat there, eye to eye. None of them said anything, scared of saying the wrong thing, or making a wrong move. Hyunjin studied Felix’s face. His cheeks flushed pink as his brown eyes stay trained on his own. The freckles on his cheeks and nose were even more defined than they were from a distance and his hair fell in his eyes a little. He was the most beautiful human Hyunjin had ever seen from up-close. Then, after what felt like hours, Felix averted his gaze.

“Should’ve just let you take it off, that would’ve been easier,” he muttered, cheeks still flushed. The statement seemed to have more than one meaning, assuming from the way he’d said it.

“Maybe I should,” Hyunjin agreed. “May be easier anyway,” Felix nodded and Hyunjin took off his sweater, leaving him in a tanktop. He felt a little exposed as his eyes darted around the room. When he finally calmed down a little, he found Felix’s eyes resting on him. He bit his lip nervously, as his eyes scanned the figure in front of him. When he noticed that Hyunjin had caught him, he nervously looked at his feet, his face bright red.

Felix got up from his kneeling position, getting ready to walk away, probably to get rid of the tension. Hyunjin felt the cold air hit his bare arms, feeling like any kind of warmth he’d once felt was taken from him when Felix got up.

Without thinking, or even registering what he was doing, his hand shot up and grabbed Felix arm. The boy looked up in surprise and before either of then noticed what was happening, Hyunjin had pulled him back towards him, smashing his lips against the younger boy’s.

He heard a gasp from Felix’s lips, but it was only a brief one. Quickly after, his soft lips melted together with Hyunjin’s and they got caught in a kiss that was more intense than anything either of them had ever experienced.

Felix fell down to his knees and draped his arms around Hyunjin’s neck as the latter’s wrapped themselves around Felix’s small waist.

For a moment they didn’t care about anything in the world. All they perceived was the sparks igniting deep inside them as their lips touched. It was everything and more.

[huihuiheart]

Kinktober D9: Listen Closely - Felix

Pairing: Felix x f!Reader

Warnings: Sensory play/deprivation, dom! Felix, like I’d say he gets a bit feral in this....., overstimulation, brat taming, bondage, Felix is just straight up a little shit in this, teasing, sex toys, sir kink (just to mix things up), angry sex? (kinda he’s a little pissed at the brattiness, but he also loves it so...take that however you want), Felix calls the reader kitten, dirty talk, light degradation, masturbation, spanking,mentions of squirting, implied sex (once again I gotta be a little shit and stop before we get to the good part, I’m just in a mood rn I guess).

Word Count:2,042

Tag List: @hyunsungcore​ 

You’d been caught red handed too many times at this point and you knew there would be consequences for it. If Felix wasn’t intending to intervene yet though, then it didn’t really matter to you. You planned on wholly misbehaving until Felix actually took action. Though there was an eerie amount of patience being displayed by Felix, not usually one to show restraint for so long, especially when you were misbehaving. Yet after two weeks of finding you touching yourself while listening to his voice through your phone, he hadn’t touched you at all. At least not other than chase kisses and some cuddling, and you’d fucking had it. You were ready to resort to begging if necessary, prepared for any punishment of his. You just couldn’t do without him any longer. Which is how you ended up in this position, with a vibrator between your legs and a playlist you made of Felix’s deep voice filling the room....again, just like every night this week. When you finally tore your eyes open again they met Felix’s figure leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed with a smirk.

“How did I guess that this would be what I found when I came home?” Felix’s tone is teasing as he moves to walk over to the foot of the bed for a closer look now that he knows you caught him staring.

“Hm...I have no idea.” You retort coyly before getting your own smirk as you decide to taunt back, “I’m gonna guess that you’re going to run off to the studio for some made up work now though, just like you did every other night. Let me guess...you’re afraid you can’t satisfy me as well as some little toy can sir?”

The way Felix’s face scrunched and eyes closed as he tried to control himself brought you more satisfaction than you expected. It was good to know the amount of control you still had over him though, especially when you decided to push his limits by condescendingly using the honorific he liked so much. When Felix finally meets your gaze again his eyes have darkened with lust and just enough anger that you knew there was no way he was going to leave you to get away with that tonight, which was exactly what you were hoping for.

Felix chuckles, “You know I’ve noticed how you seem to love getting off to my voice kitten. So every time that I left for the studio because of your little stunts it was to work on a special part of your punishment. Lucky for you I just finished it and brought it home though.”

You brows furrowed in confusion as you looked at him, “You worked on something there alone?” 

Felix nods with another deep laugh, “I did, didn’t think you’d want other people hearing what I made just for you.....told the guys I wanted to play around with some things for experience.” 

“Think they bought it?” You raise a brow knowing how hard it was to get away with stuff around the guys.

“For the most part, there was a little slip and someone may have found one of the clips I recorded..” Felix admits with a soft shrug, not too bothered by it.

“Let me guess....Chris?” You laughs a little as he nods in answer, “Well show me what you did then.”

Felix licks his lips, “Oh I intend to kitten, but first...what was that you said about me thinking I couldn’t satisfy you as good as some toy?...Maybe we should put that to the test tonight too? Only I’m in control now.” 

Felix snatches the vibrator out of your hands before you can argue and turns it off laying it aside, before going to the bedside table to get out some black ties. Your hands tied to the bed above your head first before moving down to your feet and tapping your ankles, urging you to spread your legs for him next. Tying each to one side of the bed, keeping you spread open for him. You can only watch as he settles the vibrator between your legs again, someplace he knows it will sit no matter what, before he’s pulling out headphones to place near the one remaining tie. 

“I think we should give the vibrator the best chance possible, don’t you?” Felix mocks slightly, “Make it so you imagine it’s me making you feel that good. Wouldn’t that be nice?” 

“Sir, I just want you.” You counter whimpering softly only for Felix to tsk you softly.

“Well maybe you shouldn’t have misbehaved so much kitten, you wanna be a little brat? Then I’ll treat you like a little fucking brat.” Felix growls out at you before he’s tying the remaining fabric around your eyes, the headphones next. Felix pressing play the same time he click the vibrator on low. 

“My little kitten thinks she’s so smart huh? Touching herself to the sound of my voice like it’s gonna get you something, well every time I find you like that this is what you’re gonna get kitten....you get to hear me touching myself to the thought of you instead of getting what you actually want.” 

Felix’s deep voice was already fucking with you through the speakers and then he had to go and add this to it. His deep moans and the way he’d grunt out little desires that filled his head as he got himself off through the headphones, about how sore he’d be sure to make your ass, how he’d manhandle you so easily due to how desperate you’d be just to cum around his cock, the way he’d feel stretching you out again. All of it almost unbearable at this point, having your vision cut off and the audio he recorded playing for you letting your mind run wild. Imagining him recording it while touching himself, then thinking about each of the things his smoky voice reminded you of or gave you thoughts about suddenly, until you had a small realization. You’d never seen Felix leave you like this....and you knew it he was at least within earshot in case a safe word was used. He heard each sound that left your mouth, even if you barely could in your current state and more likely than not he was watching and getting off to you right now too. You came once to the sound of him cumming, a low growly moan filling your senses. You weren’t done yet though as Felix moves to turn the vibrator up to the next level, as the audio kept going.

“Really kitten? Two days in a row? You’re gonna be that much of a little brat? And here I thought I’d trained you better than that. Oh well....I guess I’ll just be cumming in my hand instead of your tight little cunt again, and you won’t even be able to have a taste.”

Felix drank in your whines, not caring if it was from his taunting in the audio or from the overstimulation that the vibrator was putting you through. You’d challenged him and now you’d have to pay the price for it. You barely made it through the second recording, not without cumming twice more though. Felix turning the toy down again and gently rubbing over your quaking thighs, showing a small bit of mercy knowing you still had three more recordings to get through.

“Well day three hmm? Maybe I should have stuck around longer, could have counted up all your pretty little moans. Given you a spanking for each one. I’m sure you find this a lot more fun though, don’t you kitten? Unless....you’re ready to admit how much you love when I spank your pretty ass?” 

You feel the way your slick spreads making even more of a mess out of you and the sheets, knowing Felix knew just how much you loved spankings even if you wouldn’t fess up to that. That’s also how you recognized the fact that he mentioned the spankings on purpose. If he wanted to play though, you’d play.

“Are you counting my moans now sir? Is it gonna earn my a good spanking?” You mock, earning you a swift slap to your thigh in warning. Nothing too painful, just a little tingling sting to remind you who was in control right now. Felix rewarding the moan you make in reaction to it by turning the vibrator up a few settings. The toy drawing two more orgasms from you before the third day was done, there were two days left before you’d actually get what you wanted all week and yet Felix had already brought you to your climax five times, making you more and more sensitive. 

“Have you really not caught on to the fact that I have something big planned or are you just trying to rile me up more and more kitten?....you’ll learn after this experience pretty kitty, you’ll come crawling to me every time that desperate little pussy gets wet. At the very least you’ll know not to break this rule again....unless you want me to break you kitten.”

The growl building in Felix’s raspy voice only grows with each recording as he get more and more pissed off by your bratty disobedience and refusal to ask for what you want. Well that coupled with the fact that each day his hand was less and less satisfying compared to what he knew he’s left back at home. Your soaked cunt and bratty attitude, the one that makes him want to fuck you through the mattress every time it decides to make an appearance. Felix’s patience only winning out due to the fact that he knew how rewarding it would be punish you like he was right now. A perfect build up to what both of you had been anticipating all week long, coming down from your sixth high as the fifth recording finally begins.

“You’re about to be a very lucky kitty. I have a feeling I get the same welcome home tomorrow as I got all week, but I’m still going to give you what you want kitten. Only if you take you punishment like a good girl though, if not....well than maybe we’ll have to play this game a little longer....when you finally decide to behave for me though. Remember to thank sir for everything he so generously gave you kitten.”

Your relieve at finally being onto the final day is short lived though as Felix turns the vibrator all the way up now, wanting to push you over the edge as many times as he could before that final recording was over. Achieving three, before the day was over and he’s turning the vibrator off. Easing you back to reality one thing at a time; the vibrator first, then removing the headphones to whisper a few soft praises to you as he unties the blindfold. Next comes the blindfold, followed by him carefully untying you from the bed. His hands gently soothing over your form.

“You did so well kitten, made such a pretty little mess of yourself all for me.” Felix’s voice is still deep with lust, but its a little softer for the moment, “Still want the reward I promised you kitten?” 

“Don’t tell me you actually think I’m going to call it a night before we even get started.” You lick your lips smirking softly as your eyes rake over his form. While watching you he’d stripped to stroke himself, the tip of his cock an angry red and leaking precum, the rest slicked with a mix of his arousal and spit.

“I see there’s still some of that bratty mouth left kitten.” Felix chuckles eyes darkening again as his hands grips your hips.

“There certainly is sir. Why don’t you show my what you’re gonna do about it.” You taunt only for him to flip you over onto your hands and knees before you realize what’s even happening. Felix leaning forward, lips brushing your ear and cock flush against your ass, a smirk playing on his lips. 

“I guess it’s a good thing that I really did count all your moans tonight kitten, your ass will have a lot to be grateful for and besides that....I wanna see you squirt before I'm through with you.”

[ashren]

20-29 for Ren :)

Thank you!!!! FUN FACT i answered like the first five on mobile, the app then crashed and saved none of it :^) Anywayyyyy.... 20. Glass half full, or glass half empty?

Ren's more of a "either way I gotta clean up the glass so let get to work" kind of person now. In his past he was definitely the glass half empty type of guy, but kinda worked towards a more neutral stance in his older age lol

21. Have they ever killed anybody?

Before Halcyon, no, but he wasn't a stranger to violence. He probably adjusted to the necessity of killing in Halcyon easier than most because of that.

22. Do they have any regrets?

Yes and no. He does wish that he had done a lot of things differently when he first left home after high school. He thought he was prepared for the 'real world' but he had grown up in a very sheltered home, so he ended up falling in with a not so great crowd. Mostly petty crime to stay afloat but things escalated and he got in some real trouble.

HOWEVER that life path is also what lead him to Johnny, so it's hard for him to say he fully regrets everything.

23. What do they fear the most?

~abandonment~

24. Are they the type to gamble?

Not really, he's not one for leaving things up to chance he can help it. He doesn't really care for betting, and he's not going to gamble in real life situation either, if possible.

25. Do they have any unique skills?

Ren's a little bit of a Jack of All trades, he picked up a lot of skills during his more criminal days, but mostly, he's REALLY fucking good at being sneaky and lockpicking!

26. How do they respond to spicy foods?

Oh he LOVES spicy foods. He has his limit, but is willing to push it, usually to the detriment of his stomach later.

27. Is their living space tidy or cluttered?

Cluttered. Not dirty, but cluttered. He doesn't like things too neat because it reminds him of home.

28. How do they break bad news to someone?

Ren is SO AWKWARD with breaking bad news. He doesn't have a good poker face with bad news, so people generally know right away that something is wrong. That being said, he's a good person to have around if you need a shoulder to cry on, or someone to listen after the news is broken. He'll make the person some tea or coffee (or something stronger, if the situation calls for it), and make sure they're not alone. But. Boy is he gonna stumble his way through delivering said news...

29. Do they have a collection of anything?

I love the idea of the random shit the Captain has as keepsakes from the different quests. Some of the stuff is huge and gaudy though, so Ren does the same thing, but keeps smaller things. He also collects Tossball cards, but that's more for Felix than for himself.

[sword-of-the-writer]

Hi hi!! May i request something please? Can I have Felix (I love how you write him omg!!!!), Yuri, Dimitri and baby Ashe taking care of a sick female reader please? Headcanons of it isnt a bother. Thank you so much!!! You are doing great!!!

Tysm!!! This one was fun, sorry it took me so long

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Taking Care of a Sick S/O || Felix, Yuri, Dimitri, Ashe

Felix

- He has no business taking care of someone sick considering how much I see him overworking himself to sickness (he gets the flu every winter without fail you can’t change my mind)

- Don’t expect him to make any food... thats for the cooks to do and I’m sure that if he did make you something you might get more sick

- He would likely only bring you something like soup when its late in the evening and hes not as likely to get caught

- If he does he claims hes bringing you the class notes or something

- A bit more aware of overworking himself while you are sick and doesn’t train as much because of it (also because he’s spending time with you)

Yuri

- bruh hes bad at this highkey

- He doesn’t really know exactly how to help, but he wants to (tho he doesn’t really show it)

- Hapi probably cracks down on him like “if ___ is sick you gotta...” and tells him what he needs to do

- Soup? Ok yeah he can do that

- Spending time with you? Yeah, he can clear his schedule! (Aka the other wolves are like “yuri istg we’re FINE go visit your s/o dammit”)

- Lowkey doesn’t know what to talk about because truthfully he mostly listens to you, so he just tells you about whats been going on in abyss

- If you’re stubborn and want to get out of bed before you’re healthy he can and will stop you with force

- Outwardly yuri looks really passive but he cares!!

Dimitri

- o v e r w h e l m e d

- He wants to make you soup himself (with the help of dedue) and the gesture is enough for you not to care that it’s severely under seasoned

- Immediately relays the class lesson to you afterwards along with bringing notes (he doesn’t want you being sick to get in the way of your learning!)

- Takes notes from Mercie who advises him on how he can help you without being overbearing

- Because he has a tendency to do a little too much to help...

- Kinda neglects his lance training to spend time with you

- Dedue respectfully waits outside

Ashe

- reason #367272 why Ashe is superior husband material

- He’s making you homemade soup EVERY TIME you’re sick, and its really good soup!

- My parents made me this soup whenever I got sick before they passed away” 🥺

- Makes sure you’re not cold and lays blankets on you, takes layers off if you’re too warm, and def fluffs your pillow regularly

- Hes like your own nurse, but somehow he’s found the perfect balance of helping you and not imposing?? Like hes still keeping up with his own work

- Brings you handwritten notes for class

- Might even read you stories in the evening if you can’t sleep

[musichelan]

Stray Kids reaction: you're a tomboy but you wear a beautiful dress for the first time

i've been putting off this one for a bit because 1) im not sure how to write a tomboy and 2) it'll lean more towards the female but i wanna make it as gender neutral as possible!! i hope you can enjoy it anon!!

bang chan

he was so used to you wearing like a tomboy

and he wasn't expecting you to show up in a dress

you wanted to surprise him during one of your dates

so you picked up a pastel yellow lining dress and wear it

when chan looks up from his phone his jaw drops

you're wearing the softest dress in existance to see him

making you look softer than usual

chan blushes

you look amazing and he's ready to fight the world if said otherwise

throughout the whole date, chan will sneak a glance at you and looks away shyly if you caught him

"take a picture, it'll last longer, " you say when you caught him looking at you for the nth time

chan shyly giggles

and will actually takes out his phone and takes multiple pictures of you

the happiest and shyest boi

minho

minho didn't notice anything different at first

he takes another look when he feels like he had to

than boom

his eyes widen as his brain finally registers what you're wearing

he gulps, unsure of his actions as he gets up from the floor

"baby, what's this?" minho asks

you playfully leave a kiss on his nose, "because i feel like it"

"but you never wear a dress before!!"

"are you saying that i don't look nice in a dress?"

you turn away from minho, feigning hurt

minho quickly pulls you back into his arms, whining

"you look different, that's all! i promise! you look amazing! beautiful! ethereal!" minho throws out every word he can think of

you smile, "i'm just messing with you, min"

"y/n!"

changbin

the first time you wear a dress, changbin was shook

he didn't show it tho

he acts all big and tough in front of you, only telling you you look amazing in your dress

it lowkey hurts you a tiny bit

you want changbin to say something more

little did you know, changbin's fanboying over you behind your back

after the date he just talks about how ehtereal you look in a dress

nonstop fanboying

seriously

to the point where minho secretly records changbin's fanboying over you wearing a dress and sends it to you

with the caption "please collect him, he's being annoying"

you laugh to yourself

you start to blush when you listen to the audio minho records

it looks like the boys are going through this almost everyday

and you decide to go and collect changbin and make him tell you how he feels about you wearing a dress

by the recording minho sent you

hyunjin

to be honest, hyunjin wouldn't be much surprised when you finally wear a dress

i have this feeling where he's always pestering you to wear a dress so you can match during your dates

but you never agreed because dresses are annoying (they are)

hyunjin was happy that he finally manages to get you to wear a dress

he even has his camera ready

he squeaks excitedly when you open your bedroom door

you're wearing a sea blue dress, somewhat like cinderella's dress but shorter

still fairy-like tho

hyunjin starts taking photos

"stop taking photos!"

"i can't, you look beautiful" hyunjin sends you a gummy smile, leaving you even more whipped

the things you'll do for love

jisung

mixed reaction of changbin and hyunjin

but trust me when i say this boi will be more excited than hyunjin

and he'll talk about you wearing a dress in front of you

even praising the grounds you walk on with that dress

he'll make seungmin give you an impromptu photoshoot

cheer you on with the maknae line at the background while seungmin takes photos

jisung is more bubbly than ever that day

he's content with your threats of "never see tomorrow's sun ever again" if he makes you wear a dress again

seungmin promised to help you if it comes down to that

making jisung slightly more worried but he ignores that

jisung is sure he will cherish the photos when seungmin finishes developing them

felix

felix is just throughout blushing

he isn't sure how to react, but he knows he gotta say something

words can't express how he feels

you actually are wearing a dress today

"lix?" felix snaps out of his thoughts

he just shyly giggles before hiding his face in your neck

“you can’t avoid my question like this, lix,”  you laugh at your boyfriend’s cuteness

felix only whines more

he tugs slightly at the hem of your dress, muttering something

“what was it, lix?”

“i said, i thought you couldn’t be even more beautiful in the past, but then you look like an angle” felix says, slightly louder

you can feel the heat from felix’s cheeks

you laugh

“this will be the first and last time im wearing a dress, felix lee”

seungmin

seungmin melts when he sees you in a dress

you look like an angle walking on earth, in his humble opinion

photos, so many photos

seungmin will proudly show the photos to anyone who asked to see his s/o

he makes sure you are indeed comfortable with the dress before taking pictures

if you express any emotion that’s near to being upset with the dress

he’ll let you take it down and wear whatever you want

which almost always is one of his shirts 

but when you did let the dress to stay on you a little longer

seungmin can’t help but takes more photos

he smiles that gummy smiles of his and is overly soft

you make fun of his every soft state but he ignores it

jeongin

jeongin really can’t shut up

he just keeps up rambling about how beautiful you are

but when you actually wears a dress (a.k.a you’re picking your wedding dress)

jeongin shuts up

you look different

more ethereal than he thought you will be

with the fluffy white wedding dress taking your body so well

his brain short-circuits

no words brain empty

you have to close his jaw for him

“how do i look?” you twirl in front of him, showing off the wedding dress

chan laughs at jeongin’s dumb-struck face

“he can’t form words to tell you how amazing you’ll look” chan answers for jeongin

you giggle at jeongin’s expression

he looks dumb

“pick a sexier one, “ chan whispers, “he looks dumber when you wear those”

it’s true, jeongin looks even dumber when you show up in a tighter wedding dress

that last point from jeongin’s is on purpose, i’ve been having very hard feelings for the maknae ever since god’s menu

[maylovexhs]

everytime - THE LUCKY ONE (Chp. 25)

Author’s Note: You better work! (Covergirl!) Work it girl, do a twirl. . . You’ll get it later. Anyways happy ten years of 1D. As promised, here’s another chapter of everytime. -May 

Catch up on everytime here

August 25th, 2019.

I wanna hold 'em like they do in Texas, please

Fold 'em, let 'em hit me,

Raise it, baby, stay with me

I love it

I swayed my foot, listening to the song as I looked out the car window at the countryside.

Love game intuition, play the cards with spades to start

And after he's been hooked, I'll play the one that's on his heart

I felt Lisa poke my shoulder. I took out one of my airpods, turning my head to her.

"Huh?" I asked her.

"I got you an interview with one of Amsterdam's radio stations" Lisa said.

I turned my head back to the window, watching the weeds sway in the wind. We were driving to my Vogue photoshoot in Italy. Lisa especially flew out for it. To her and Adrian, Italy's vogue were notorious for experimenting more with shoots, being more controversial than the US' Vogue. Looking at some of its latest covers, I had to agree. As much as I felt excited for it, I felt something was wrong. Like I was missing something, or someone.  

"You did?" I asked Lisa, not surprised. "When?"

"Next Wednesday" Lisa said. "In the morning. It would be good press for your upcoming show there"

"Don't you think I get enough press already?" I asked her.

"Which is why we should appericate it while we could" Lisa said. "It's always been that way"

I took out both airpods, sighing. I put them in my case, throwing them in my bag.

"What's wrong with you?" Lisa asked me.

"What do you mean?" I asked her.

"You didn't say anything to me since we left the hotel and you're acting moody" Lisa pointed out. "Are you on your period?"

"Last day" I told her. "But that's not it"

I looked outside the window again. The field of weeds reminded me of home. There would be miles of weeds whenever I drove somewhere back home.

"I think I miss home" I said, looking back to Lisa.

"You do?" Lisa asked. "Or you miss the people at home?"

"You know what I mean" I told her. "I love touring but doing night after night, sometimes I need more than a two day break. I like going out not having anything planned for tomorrow. I really can't enjoy the moment when I know I have to leave it soon"

"Well, you toured before" Lisa said. "You knew what you were getting yourself into"

"Knew you were going to say that" I commented.

I crossed my arms, feeling somewhat frustrated.

I was just homesick. I was homesick before but never this early on tour. I just started tour less than a month ago. I expected I would miss home later than sooner, considering how I've always craved space for myself. I guess that part of me changed.

"Maybe I should fly Ali out" I said. "Or Jessie. Or Jie Lin"

"Maybe you should" Lisa said. "If Jessie wants to leave her husband for a week and if Ali wants to quit her job"

I bit my lip, feeling my hands were tied.

"I still have Jie Lin" I told Lisa.

I looked at window, seeing we were turning into a trailer park.

"We're here" Lisa said.

"Trailers? Adrian didn't say anything about trailers to me" I said to Lisa. "Did you tell him?"

"And hear Adrian's wrath about mosquitoes and the heat?" Lisa asked as if it was an answer. "Nope"

The driver stopped the car for us. Lisa got out of the car first, slamming her door shut.

"Grazie" I said to the driver as I got out of the car.

I shut the car door and looked at the set. There had to be more than one hundred people here, strange for a photoshoot. Lisa started to walk through the set as the car we were just in drove away. I followed her. A woman quickly approached us.

"Y/N" She said in an Italian accent, pointing at me.

"Yup" I said, nodding. "The Y/N"

"Follow me" The woman said, walking past us.

I shrugged to Lisa before walking after the woman. She led us to a trailer. A paper was hung on the trailer's door, my face and name on the paper.

"Grazie" I said to the woman.

She nodded to me, leaving. Lisa opened the trailer door, stepping inside. I followed her inside.

It was an average trailer, the same I've seen on movie sets. The only difference was there was a vanity table and a rack of clothes. Adrian was already sitting in the trailer, along with a blue haired woman, a blonde woman and a man.  

"Ugh" Adrian complained. "Finally arrived"

"We're right on time" Lisa said.

"Didn't you always used to say 'early's on time, on time is late and late is unacceptable?'" Adrian asked her.

"We're on time" Lisa said in a deadpan tone.

"Thanks for telling me about the trailer park" Adrian said with complete sarcasm. "Really love the weather outside"

"Enough Adrian" I told him, looking towards the two women and the man. "You must be-"

"Marinette" The blue haired woman said in a french accent, introducing herself. "Your stylist for today."

"Nice to meet you, Marinette" I said to her.

"Call me Mari" She said.

"Oh, okay" I said, nodding. "Mari"

"This is Ralph and Celine" Marinette said, pointing to the man and the blonde woman.

"Hair stylist" Ralph said in an Italian accent.

'Makeup" Celine said.

"Happy to work with you both today" I said, shaking their hands.

"I've already talked to Mari about what you would like" Adrian said. "Everything she picked has been approved by me"

I smiled at Marinette. I placed my bag on the trailer's couch.

"Can I see?" I asked Marinette.

Marinette walked over to the rack of clothes as did I. I looked through the hangers of dresses, in awe of each one. I stopped sorting through the dresses, seeing one that caught my eye. I took the hanger off the rack, holding the dress up. It was a white flowing dress with some lace black cutout on it.

"McQueen Resort 2019" Adrian said. "Had to get it when I saw it"

"I think I want to take this one back home" I said, admiring the dress.

I looked to Marinette.

"Can I wear this one?" I asked her.

"Tresses de cheveux? On pourrait rentrer sa frange" Ralph said to Marinette.

"Je pense que nous pourrions" Marinette said back to Ralph.

Lisa, Adrian and I looked to them, all of us equally confused.

"Braids" Marinette said, pointing to my hair. "For the dress"

"Okay" I said, nodding. "Braids"

"Let's start on the hair" Marinette said, gesturing me to the chair at the vanity table.

I sat down in the chair. Ralph took out my ponytail, my hair falling down on my shoulders.

"Do you want to start the interview now or later?" Lisa asked me.

"Now" I said. "Get it done while they do my hair"

Lisa and Adrian looked to each other.

"Girl, you know I'm not going outside unless I need to" Adrian said to her.

Lisa sighed. She turned around, walking out of the trailer.

"Have fun outside!" Adrian said, sarcastically.

"Shut it!" Lisa said.

Four Hours Later.

"One more photo . . ." Adrian said, dragging himself into the trailer. "One more photo and we're done with this heat and never get to see it again"

"And the less time you keep blocking me from moving, the more time we do stay here" I said, passing him in the trailer.

Marinette, Ralph and Celine came into the trailer after us. Lisa, who was inside the trailer for the remainder of the shoot, was already in the trailer. I sat down next to her, taking off the heels I was wearing.

"Your brother, Harry and Felix called you" Lisa said to me.

"How about this one?" Adrian asked me, holding up a black Gautier dress.

"If I can get into it and out of it, why-" I stopped talking and looked to Lisa. "Felix called?"

"And he left you a message" Lisa said.

"When?" I asked her. "You didn't answer?"

"Of course, I didn't answer!" Lisa said. "I didn't want anything to distract you. It was less than thirty minutes ago"

"Where's my phone?" I asked her, getting up while wearing only one heel on.

"In your bag" Lisa said.

"Can you give Y/N a minute?" Adrian asked Marinette, Celine and Ralph. "Or ten?"

"Call us when you're ready" Marinette said before leaving the trailer.

Celine and Ralph followed her out. I took my phone out of my bag, looking at the screen.

Felix(Voicemail)

Felix(Missed Call)

Daniel (Missed Call)

Harry (Missed Call)

Felix called. Felix actually called.

Felix, my ex-boyfriend and once was the love of my life, called me. We rarely talked after our painful breakup but we only called each other when it was important. The last I called him was two months ago, to tell him there was some songs on my album about him. The last time he called me was more than a year ago.

I unlocked my phone and went to my voicemails. I pressed on Felix's name and held my phone up to my ear.

"Hi Y/N" I heard Felix say in a bitter tone. "I called you, hoping we could talk. I should have expected you not to answer. I know you're probably rehearsing or doing an interview now but . . . call when you can. Bye"

I removed my phone from my ear. Adrian and Lisa, who both looked anxious, stared at me.

"What did he want?" Adrian asked me.

"I don't know" I said, feeling a bit scared now. "He said to call him back when I can"

"Don't call him now please" Lisa said. "I know you. One bad call from him and you'll be upset for the rest of today"

"Gotta side with Lisa on this one" Adrian said. "Something tells me this is going to be bad and it's not the five bottles of water in me"

"But it's Felix" I said. "He never calls me. I usually call him"

"So, what are you going to do?" Adrian asked me.

I looked down at my phone.

Felix, the person who I almost had a baby with. Felix, the person who made me happier than anyone has before. Felix, the person who I swore I would marry one day and spend the rest of my life with. Felix, who I needed to call back.

I clicked on his name, holding my phone up to my ear again. The phone rang, each beat making me dread what I would hear from him.

Was he sick? Did he get into an accident? Did he want to get back together? There was only a few reasons he could call, each could be worse than the one before.

"Y/N" I heard Felix say my name as it was the first time.

"Felix" I said, my cheeks blushing a little. "H-hi"

"Hi" Felix said.

"Sorry, I couldn't answer you earlier" I told him. "I'm in the middle of a photoshoot"

"It's alright" Felix said. "Always knew you were up to something when you never could answer my calls"

I smiled to myself. Adrian looked to Lisa, not knowing what to expect.

"So, I guess you didn't call to check up on me" I said.

"No, no, I didn't" Felix said in that same melancholy voice I heard before.

Felix stayed quiet for a few seconds, debating how to tell me his news.

"I've been seeing someone" He said. "It's serious, almost a year"

"Oh, really?" I asked, trying to sound excited for him.

I had a feeling deep down that Felix was going to tell me he was engaged.

"Yeah . . ." Felix said. "And we're expecting. She's pregnant"

I didn't say anything for a few seconds. I felt a little sharp pain in my chest.

"Umm, that's great news" I said, trying not to sound hurt. "I'm happy for you"

"Thank you" Felix said, sounding a bit hurt.

I felt my eyes start to tear up.

"Umm, I have to go. Got another photo to shoot" I told him. "Send my congrats to her too"

"I will" Felix said. "Bye, Y/N"

"Bye" I said, hanging up on him.

I set my phone down on the vanity table nearby. I looked to Adrian and Lisa.

"I take it as bad news" Adrian said.

"No, no" I said, fighting back my tears. "It's great. He's been dating someone for a year and now she's pregnant"

Adrian and Lisa looked to each other, sharing a worried expression.

"I should be happy" I said, trying to stop myself from crying. "Because if I was still with him, I wouldn't have an album out. I would be stuck at home taking care of the baby and not be on tour. I should be happy, right?"

I looked to Lisa, hoping for her to calm me down. I sat down on the couch, burying my head in my hands as I cried.

He was having a baby with someone else. I was supposed to have a baby. His baby. I knew this day would come and we both would eventually get married and have Kids with other people but now? Two years after we lost our baby. I may be oversensitive sometimes but how can someone get over losing a baby that fast? How could he move on that fast? I was depressed for a year and a part of me still is hurting from losing my baby. Hell, it even took me another year just to move on from Felix and date someone else.

She should be me. I was supposed to be her.

I felt someone sit on the couch next to me. I figured it was Lisa from the touch of her hugging me.

"I know it's hard to move on" Lisa said. "But you have to try"

"I've been trying" I told her. "As hard as I do, I'll always think back to him. Us"

"Here" I heard Adrian say.

"Take" Lisa said, putting a tissue in my hand.

I lifted my head up, seeing my tears fall onto my dress. I dried my tears with the tissue, smearing the running mascara on my cheeks.

"I'm happy for him" I said. "I'm really am and I know everything happens for a reason but that should have been me. . . It should have"

"It should" Lisa said. "You're right, it should be you but it's not"

"Nice prep talk" We heard Adrian murmur under his breath.

Lisa looked at him, sending him a death glare. She looked back to me.

"You'll be happy again" Lisa said. "With someone who truly deserves you. It's only a matter of time"

I sniffled, trying to get a hold of my emotions. I dried my face with the tissue again. I looked down on my dress, looking at the stained teardrops on it. I slightly smiled. I looked back up to Lisa.

"Thank you" I said to Lisa. "I think I have to buy this dress. I've stained it"

"You should" Adrian said. "It suits you"

I smiled at him, nodding.

"Can you tell Mari and them to come back?" I asked Adrian.

"Are you sure?" Lisa asked. "You shouldn't do anything unless you feel ready yet"

"I am ready" I told her, taking off my other shoe. "It's a hundred degrees outside. My crying could wait but they can't"

Adrian walked out the trailer. I got up, walking to the vanity table. I took some makeup removal wipes from a pack and started to remove the wet mascara on my face.

"We could quit for the rest of the day if you want" Lisa said. "I could call it off"

"I'm fine" I said. "Not that fine but . . . I could make it through one more photo. I'm lucky to be here. I'm not going to let one bad moment ruin it for me"

Lisa nodded. She was about to speak but Adrian quickly entered the trailer with Marinette, Celine and Ralph.

"One last photo" Adrian said. "Just one more"

[mymoodwriting]

Perfect Love

Bang Chan/Jisung, Bang Chan/Felix, Felix/Jisung

Genre: Yandere AU

Warning: Drugs, Needles, Chocking, Nightmares

Words: 3.1K

Chapters:

One | Two | Three | Four | Five | Six | Seven | Eight | Nine | Ten | Eleven | Twelve | Thirteen | Fourteen | Fifteen | Epilogue

Prompt: When Jisung started dating Chan it was a lot of fun, but that’s all it was and he wanted more. It was a mutual break up, or at least he thought it was. He had no idea what Chan was capable of, that is until he finally went to his house, carried into it actually. A second chance at love is entirely out of his control, and he might not have been the first of Chan’s lovers to be in this position.

 “Jisung.”

       The boy felt a hand shaking him. He rolled over, eyes opening, adjusting to the light. He soon focused on Chan, kneeling next to his bed. When his eyes landed on the oxygen mask at his side he scrambled back, smashing his head against the wall. He yelled, grabbing his head, the other merely chuckled.

 “I brought that to prevent you from hurting yourself, it’s working wonderfully isn’t it.”

       Chan reached over and gently rubbed Jisung’s head, softly shushing him. He lifted up his head to meet his eyes, reaching over to touch the side of his temple, the boy flinched.

 “Yeah, too soon for electroshock again. Don’t wanna burn that pretty skin of yours right.”

       Jisung didn’t comment on how creepy that sounded. In all honesty, if not for the mask and the fact that he was cornered, he would have been attacking Chan with no mercy, even if he wasn’t at full strength. Actually, if he could just get his hands on the mask he could turn things around, use it as a weapon. His thoughts were quickly interrupted when his head was grabbed and a needle dug into his neck.

       Out of fear and panic he grabbed Chan’s arm but that wouldn’t stop anything. His grip faltered after a moment. He felt warm, a slight fog in his mind, his head thrown back against the wall. Chan pinched his cheek, getting a smile and giggle out of him.

 “What’s… what was… that for?”

 “Changbin ordered some pizza and I don’t want you to miss out, but I don’t want you to cause another scene and possibly hurt yourself.”

 “Pizza?”

 “Yup, you should be good now, right? Will you be a good boy?”

 “The best boy.”

       They both laughed and Chan helped him up, telling him to wait by the stairs for him as he put things away. Jisung twirled around for a bit before he stumbled against the wall. He happily took Chan’s arm when he returned, the two going upstairs. They joined the others at the diner table, the smell of fresh pizza in the air.

     Chan pretty much held up a slice for Jisung to eat, he enjoyed it, things seeming normal, feeling normal, despite everything. Apart of him knew it wasn’t right, but for the time being that part was silenced. Since his focus wasn’t really there he ate without paying much attention to the conversation the other boys were having.

 “So, business must be good since you came early.” Chan said, giving Jisung another bite of pizza.

 “Yeah, just the usual. Some of your regulars need refills.”

 “Right, right, do you have a list for me?”

 “Emailed it to you.”

 “I’ll get to it as soon as I can.”

 “I can do it if you want, just need the ingredients, I know you got your hands full with Jisung right now.” Changbin ruffled the new boy’s hair. “He’s cute you know.”

 “Ay, hands off, he’s taken.”

 “How’s he doing?”

 “You know how it is, the mind is a delicate thing. It takes time to fix.” Chan gently pet Felix’s head. “You gotta dull out the edges, fill in the cracks, strengthen emotions. It’s a process.”

 “They do well under your care.”

 “They’re happy and that’s all I care for.” He fed Jisung another bite of pizza. “And they make me happy.”

 “Well, getting back to business. Jeongin tells me your working on some new things?”

 “He can never keep his mouth shut can he?”

 “No, so why did I hear it from him and not you.”

 “See, I never told him, he was creeping in my lab the other day, found some prototypes.”

 “And tried them?”

 “I stopped him before he could, but I had to explain. I was gonna tell you guys when I had something better.”

 “Well, that’s on hold now, isn’t it?”

 “I need to focus on Jisung for a while, yes.”

       Jisung leaned against Chan, whining happily as he was snuggling up to the older boy. Changbin chuckled, getting another slice. Chan pet Jisung, feeding him again.

 “Felix, why don’t you and Jisung go to the living room, pick a game to play, Changbin and I will join you later.”

 “Okay!”

 “Something we can all play.”

 “Got it, come on Jisung.”

       Felix got up and took the other boys hand, the two laughing as they went off. Chan put the pizza box leftovers in the oven and then went to the basement with Changbin. They had other things to discuss. While they worked the two other boys were looking through the games.

 “You wanna play Smash?” Felix asked.

 “I’ve never played it before.”

 “Really? I’ll teach you, before the others come.”

 “Okay!”

       The two were getting along well, Jisung getting the hang of the game and having fun. That is until things started to clear up. He hated the scene he was waking up to, video games and pizza, it wasn’t wrong in anyway. Felix hadn’t noticed, just had a huge smile plastered on his face, enjoying the game.

 “Hey, come on, you’re not just gonna let me win are you?”

 “Felix…”

       Jisung was suddenly grabbed, before he could complain another needle was in his neck. Felix paid him no mind, just looked over at Chan and smiled when he noticed him. Jisung was quick to relax again, receiving a sweet kiss on his head.

 “I figured the other would be wearing off by now, didn’t wanna spoil the fun. You two being good?”

 “Promise.” Felix smiled.

 “Good, knew you two were good boys.”

       He caressed Jisung’s face for a moment, letting the little one lean into his embrace with a soft smile on his face. Chan watched him, pleased by his actions

 “Are you gonna play with us?” Felix asked. “Jisung’s getting good.”

 “Is he now? Changbin and I will be up in a bit okay.”

 “Okay.”

 “You should get back to the game.” Chan handed Jisung his controller. “Have fun.”

 “I will.”

       Chan stuck around for a moment to make sure Jisung was okay before heading back down. A while later they joined in the game, a few hours going by as all four of them played, yelling and shoving. Changbin didn’t leave until night time, Jisung sneaking off to the kitchen for another bite of pizza when he had the chance.

 “And what might you be doing?”

       Jisung jumped, turning around with a slice of pizza in his mouth. He seemed embarrassed, but ate shamelessly.

 “If you were still hungry you should have told me.”

 “Hm.”

       Chan laughed and picked up the other, sitting him up on the counter top. Jisung continued eating, definitely feeling shy now. When he finished Chan took the chance to kiss him, Jisung eager to kiss back. The older ones lips then trailed down his neck, starting to suck on the tender flesh to leave markings.

 “Chan…”

 “Just like old times, right? Was I not showing you enough love before?”

 “You were good…”

 “And I’m going to be better, perfect for you okay.”

 “Chan…” Felix came into the kitchen, yawning. “Chan…”

 “I see it’s bedtime for someone.”

 “Hmm… will… will Jisung… come with?”

 “I don’t know, would you like that Jisung?” Chan playfully rocked the other. “Wanna sleep with us tonight?”

 “Yes please.” Jisung shyly answered.

 “Oh, aren’t you cute, isn’t he cute Felix?”

 “Very cute.”

 “Alright, go up to bed Felix, me and Sungie will join you in a bit.”

 “Okay.”

       Felix gave Chan a kiss and didn’t hesitate to give Jisung one on the cheek before heading up. Chan got Jisung down and took his hand, taking him down to the basement, having him sit on the table.

 “Today was a good day, wasn’t it. You were happy, right?”

 “Yeah…”

 “Good boy.” Chan pet him again. “You’re so beautiful when you smile, I want to keep you like that.”

       Jisung’s eyes wandered around the room, legs swinging, as Chan looked for something. The white wasn’t so scary at the moment, although for some reason he started tensing up. He only came back to attention when his arm was grabbed and another needle poked his skin. Soon enough he probably wouldn’t even feel a sting.

 “This should help you sleep, nothing but sweet dreams. Let’s go to bed now.”

       The two headed up, hand in hand, Felix already curled up in bed. Jisung ended up bundled up in the middle of the bed. When his head hit the pillow he immediately felt sleepy, Chan giving them both a good night kiss and wishing them sweet dreams. Despite everything swimming in his head, and Chan’s whispers in his ear, Jisung felt genuinely happy as he fell asleep.

 ♥♥♥♥♥

       As Jisung slowly woke up he grabbed the body closes to him, snuggling up to it. He was warm and comfy, not wanting to get out of bed and go back to sleep. He was still waking up though, and slowly came back to his senses. He opened his eyes, seeing he was hugging Felix who was still fast asleep. He didn’t want to wake him, and carefully got out of bed.

       He went over to the bathroom, splashing water in his face. His eyes lingered on his own reflection. Yesterday felt like a dream, he wasn’t all there, well, not the rational side of him. It was like all the bad things, all the bad thoughts were gone, and he could only enjoy the things around him. It was even worse considering that it all felt natural and not completely out of place.

       When he stepped out of the bathroom he realized how quiet the house was. He slowly peeked out of the bedroom, listening for any sounds. If Chan had been cooking there would have been noise from the kitchen, but the house was quiet. Maybe he was in the basement, or gone from the house for some reason, Felix said he had a tendency to leave him alone in the house.

       His mind was clear, he wasn’t inhibited in anyway, this wasn’t just his chance, but Felix’s too. There was a chance Chan was in the basement, so they’d have to move quietly just in case. He went over to the bed, Felix looked so peaceful sleeping, but there was no time to waste. He shook the other boy, urging him to get up.

 “Felix, Felix come on get up we have to go.”

 “Um… what?”

 “We have to go, get up.”

 “Go… where?”

 “Just get up.”

       Felix was rubbing the sleep out of his eyes, holding Jisung’s hand, as they went downstairs. The house was still quiet, which was a good thing. Jisung stopped at the bottom of the stairs, looking around to make sure no one else was around. He made his way over to the door.

 “What are you doing?” Felix asked. “Where’s Chan?”

 “Felix, we’re getting out of here.”

 “Out of…”

       Jisung opened the door, the morning air hitting his face. He usually didn’t get the chance to enjoy it, having to get to work and all that. When the door opened Felix pulled his hand away and stepped back.

 “No… no it’s dangerous out there.”

 “Felix, this is our chance, come on.”

 “I’m not leaving, I can’t.”

       Felix was hugging himself, stepping back, he looked terrified of the outside. He kept shaking his head.

 “Felix, we have to go!”

       Jisung took his hand and tried to bring him along but the other held his ground, refusing to move. That clearly wasn’t normal behavior, especially when tears starting pricking his eyes, meaning Jisung would have to force him out. By now he could have been long gone but he didn’t want to leave Felix behind.

 “No! Let go!” Felix started screaming. “I’m not leaving! Let go, Jisung!”

 “Sh! Felix this is our chance, please, it’s not safe here!”

 “We can’t go! I don’t want to go!”

 “Felix!”

 “What is going on here?”

       When Jisung saw Chan, apparently he had been out in the garden, he let Felix go. The other boy fell to the ground before scrambling to his feet and running over to hug Chan, hiding his face. He was comforted by the older boy rubbing his back.

 “Jisung, be a good boy now, and close the door.”

       He didn’t have to listen to that, the door was open, and Felix was keeping Chan busy, he could run, he could get away, but he didn’t. A part of him didn’t want to leave Felix, but instead of fighting, like he should have, he closed the door. Something about Chan’s words had relaxed him and he felt somewhat compelled to do what he said.

 “Alright, be a good boy, lock the door and come here.”

       He did as he was told, locking his way out and going over to Chan. As expected the other wasn’t upset, just ran a hand through his hair, tilting his head up so their eyes could meet. The usual look of disappointment on his face.

 “Oh Sungie, I think I’m gonna have to revoke your upstairs privileges for now.”

       Felix shyly glanced at Jisung, still holding on tightly to the older boy. He had been crying a bit, his eyes a little red and puffy. Most of all he looked tired, half asleep, the recent activities not really waking him up.

 “Felix, why don’t you go back to bed okay? I know you’re still sleeping.”

       Felix gently nodded, but didn’t let go. Chan chuckled, kissing his head, he told Jisung to stay put and took the other upstairs to tuck him in. Jisung’s gaze fell on the door again but he stayed where he was, not really feeling like he could move. He watched Chan come back downstairs, grabbing his hand and following him down to the basement.

       This time he was told to stay in his room. A part of him was screaming to move, to get out, to fight, he had all the advantages but something happened upstairs and his own will to fight, his own will in general, had been pushed back. Chan came back with a small pouch, not at all surprising to see little bottles of something and empty needles inside. Jisung just had the terrifying luxury of watching a needle be filled with some drug he was about to be given.

 “I really didn’t want to get here so soon, but you’re rather stubborn aren’t you, Sungie?”

       His head was tilted to the side, no reaction this time from the needle. He gently shivered when it was removed though. Chan grabbed his face, smiling, kissing his forehead before grabbing his things.

 “I’ll be back later when I finish up with breakfast okay.”

       When he left the sound of the door shutting startled him. It was very loud, it almost seemed like it echoed in the room or in his mind. He hugged his knees to his chest, feeling helpless again, every chance he had he messed it up. Maybe he should have just left Felix, he could always come back with help, but then again he’d only worry if Chan would do something to the other boy in his absence.

       The lights started flickering, causing concern. There was no window or any other source of light in the room, so for seconds at a time he was in absolute darkness. He figured it would stop eventually, that it was just a glitch. He tried to pay it no attention, but then he started to hear something, low whispers.

 “Chan?”

       He got up, walking over to the door. He called out for the older boy again, banging on the door. He screamed when he felt a hand on his shoulder. When he turned around, there was no one, lights still flickering. He grabbed his shoulder, it really felt like someone grabbed him. Another pain made him jump, he felt like something had dug into his back. He bit his lip, the pain slowly growing.

       He whined, taking off his shirt, seeing blood and claw marks on it. His eyes went wide and he dropped it, running to the bathroom to check. There were no marks on his back, he was fine, the pain suddenly gone. He took a breath, splashing water in his face. When he looked back up he saw a black figure behind him.

       When he turned around there was no one. He was panting, hand on his chest, his heart racing, the dark was probably just playing tricks on him. He stepped back into the room, grabbing his shirt, which was completely fine now. He slipped it back on, then the bathroom door slammed shut. He jumped again, when he went over to it, he tried to open it but it was somehow locked. Nothing was making sense.

 “Chan!”

       He suddenly felt hands wrapped around his neck, starting to choke him. He tried to grab his attacker but there was no one, and yet he felt like someone was squeezing the life out of him. He stumbled back, crashing against the wall. He clawed at his neck, but there was nothing there, nothing to grab. Maybe it was all in his head, but then the dark figure was before him, choking him.

       The lights suddenly went out completely, the only thing in his vision was pure darkness. Now the only sound that filled his ears were the whispering voices. He couldn’t make anything out, starting to use what bit of breath he had to sob. He wanted to scream, but there was nothing he could do as he felt himself going limp, closing his eyes was pointless, but he did it anyway.

 “Jisung?”

       His eyes snapped open, he was sitting in the corner of the room, hugging his knees. Chan was at his side, hand on his shoulder, looking at him with concern. Jisung slowly lifted his head, looking around the room. The light was fine, no more voices, and he felt fine.

 “Sungie, hey, what’s wrong?”

       Chan grabbed his face, trying to get the other to look at him but Jisung’s mind was still racing over everything that had just happened. He grabbed his throat, his hand then trailing to grab Chan’s. He looked at the other boy, he hadn’t noticed tears were building up.

 “Are you okay? I can go if-”

 “No!” Jisung hugged Chan tight. “Don’t… don’t go…”

 “Okay, it’s okay, I’m right here.”

       He didn’t know when he started crying into the other boy’s shirt. Chan gently shushed him, rocking him to the side in his arms, rubbing his back. He gave his cheek a soft kiss, cradling his head.

 “It’s alright, I’m here, I got you.”

[okskz]

Let Me Explain.

Mia + Stray Kids ft. Yeji

someone overhears mia and yeji’s conversation and is not too happy about what was said.

oof, some angst for you guys. thought of this and thought why not write it lmao

requests are still closed but your feedback means a lot to me!

[10th Member of Stray Kids]

“Oh my goodness, that was so much fun!” Mia exclaimed as soon as her and the rest of the boys got off stage.

They had just finished their Fancy stage for Music Bank. Mia was still full of energy even after getting done performing.

“You really always enjoy covering Twice.” Jisung laughed as he put his arm around her shoulders.

“Why of course! Their songs are super catchy, and fun to dance to.” She smiled.

They continued their short walk finally arriving at their dressing room. Mia and Chan instantly marching their way towards the snack section.

The tv in the room was turned on, and Itzy popped up on the screen to perform Dalla Dalla. Mia grabbed a few more snacks before making her way to the couch to watch their performance.

“Wow.” Mia gasped. “They’re doing so good.”

All eyes were glued on the tv as the performance continued.

“You ever think about the fact that you were supposed to debut with them?” Hyunjin asked randomly. “Like that could have been you up there instead of being with us.”

Mia turned her head towards Hyunjin. “Not really.” She simply said looking down at her lap, beginning to fidget with her fingers.

“Why would she think about that, I put her in an amazing team.” Chan chuckled, pushing her slightly with his shoulder.

Mia only gave him a small smile and brought her attention back on the tv. She could feel someone’s eyes on her. Shifting in her seat, she decided to shrug it off.

The performance was finally over and Mia couldn’t be more proud on how the girls of Itzy did, especially with Yeji. Out of all them, Mia was the closest with her. She even considered Yeji as her best friend.

“Alright everyone, once changed, start heading to the bus.” Their manager called out once he saw they were almost ready to leave. “And Mia, someone would like to see you.”

Mia looked slightly confused but once seeing the person standing by the door frame her face instantly changed.

“Hey!” Mia cried out as she ran towards Yeji.

They instantly went in for a hug. “You guys did so good on stage.”

“You too! The Fancy stage was super cool. You guys killed it.” Yeji said letting go of Mia.

“We’ll leave you two alone.” Chan said gathering the rest of of the boys to leave. “Hello Yeji.” He then bowed.

Yeji bowed as each member left the room.

“So how you been? The comeback was amazing by the way, congrats.”

“Ah, thank you. Mia said as the both of them sat on the couch. “I’ve been great actually.”

“That’s good to hear. I’m so ready for our comeback to happen soon.”

“You guys will do amazing, I just know it. Dalla Dalla was a hit.”

“Thank you.” Yeji chuckled, “can’t you believe you could have been apart of it.”

Mia sighed, “yeah, I do sometimes think about it.” She said hesitantly.

“It was our dream to debut together.” Yeji said lowering her head. “But, Chan took you away from me.” She then laughed.

As they continued to talk to each other, they didn’t seem to notice when the door to the dressing room slightly opened.

Changbin stood on the other side of the door listening in on their conversation. Chan had sent him to tell Mia not to take long but once hearing the topic they were talking about he couldn’t help but to eavesdrop.

He knew something was off from the moment Mia began to act different when Hyunjin talked about her being in Itzy, and now he was curious to know what Mia was actually thinking about.

“You know, there’s times where I think, why didn’t I tell Chan no when he wanted me to be in his group.”

“Like it was already confirmed that I was going to be with you guys. I don’t know why I just decided to say yes to him.”

“Why do you think that?” Yeji questioned.

Mia shrugged her shoulders, “I don’t know, I sometimes think that maybe I was just... meant to debut with a girl group.”

Changbin couldn’t believe the words coming out of Mia’s mouth. He was almost getting pissed at what she was saying.

“Just imagine if the both of us debuted together.” Yeji smiled patting Mia’s knee.

“That would have been nice.” Mia smiled back.

At this point Changbin couldn’t take it anymore. He was beyond angry. Instead of walking right in to confront her, he decided to go back with the others to not listen to what else Mia had left to say.

“But you know what, I don’t regret it.” Mia then said. “I don’t regret telling him yes.”

“You don’t?”

Mia shook her head no and gave a shy smile. “Absolutely not, I’m so happy being with them. I wouldn’t trade them for the world.”

“As much as I did like the idea of us debuting together. I’m grateful that I got to debut with them. They’re my boys, and I love them.”

“Well I’m happy, you’re happy. I can tell they truly mean so much to you.”

Mia nodded in agreement. “They do.” She said softly.

The both of them sat in a comfortable silence for a few seconds before Mia stood up from the couch. “I must get going, they’re probably wondering where I am.”

“Yeah me too.” Yeji said getting up as well. “Gotta get ready for the next stage.”

They walked out of the room, giving each other a hug. “Good luck Yeji, I’ll talk to you later.”

They broke apart and went their separate ways. Mia hurried her way to get out of the building to get to the bus.

Once finding it she quickly opened the door. “Sorry I took so long, Yeji and I got carried away.” She said getting inside and taking a seat right at the front.

Hearing no response, she turned her body around to face all of them. Not a single soul looked her away. Instead, everyone was either listening to music or playing on their phone.

“Hello?”

Still, no response.

Finding it weird that they were being super silent, Mia decided to not think so much of it and slowly turned around in her seat as the bus drove off.

The ride home was awfully quiet, which was very unusual since for the most times it’s always filled with talking and laughter.

Even when they entered the dorms, not a single word was spoken.

“Are you guys ok? You all have been very quiet.”

“And that kinda scares me.” Mia said letting out a small chuckle.

Ignoring her, everyone went their separate ways. Some in the living room, while others went to their rooms.

Now, Mia was getting worried. She quickly went to her room, and decided to get in some comfortable clothing before heading back to the living room.

Once she did, Mia could hear some chatter coming from the kitchen making her stop in her tracks.

“I just don’t understand why she would say that?” She heard Chan say.

“Oh I know, because she’s a selfish brat who only said yes to you because she was desperate to debut already.” Changbin was the one to say. She could hear how angry he was sounding.

Mia gave out a small gasp. She decided it was her time to enter the kitchen. “What are you guys talking about?”

Chan froze in his spot while Changbin threw her an ugly look.

“Why don’t you go talk to Yeji huh?” Changbin snapped at her.

She gave him a confused look.

“Don’t play the victim here, Galindo.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Is it true?” Chan was the one the cut in.

Mia tilted her head to the side. “Is what true?”

“What you and Yeji were talking about.”

Understanding what they were saying now, she narrowed her eyes at the both of them. “You were listening to our conversation?”

“Oh so it is true.” Now, Chan was glaring at her. “I didn’t want to believe Changbin when he told us, but now I have my answer.”

At this point all of the rest of the members were sitting at the dining table, watching everything go down.

“See I told you, but you guys didn’t want to believe me. Why do you think she gets all excited when we dance to Twice, she obviously would have been happier debuting with a girl group” Changbin said as he threw his arms up. “I knew there was a reason why I didn’t like her in the beginning.”

Mia could feel her stomach drop. “Instead of attacking me, are you even gonna let me explain?”

“No.” Changbin snapped. “You said what you said. You don’t want to be here so why don’t you just leave.”

Mia shook her head no as she bit on her lip. “That’s not true, I do want to be here.”

“You didn’t even listened to what I said after.” Mia could feel tears beginning to form in her eyes.

“What? Talked more crap, right?”

“No!” She cried out. “I said-“

“You know what,” Changbin interrupted her. “I don’t even wanna hear it, I’m done.” He said leaving the kitchen.

“So you admit to what you said?” Chan then questioned her.

Hesitant, she slowly nodded her head. “Yes, but I-“

Chan didn’t give her any time to explain herself as he too marched right out of the kitchen, following Changbin.

She then looked at the others as tears were now dropping down her face. “Are you guys going to hear me out?” She whispered loud enough for them to hear.

Hyunjin, Woojin, and Seungmin gave her an apologetic look until all three of them got up from their seats and left the room.

“I don’t know what to believe.” Felix spoke up. “I didn’t want to believe it but you admitting it just says a lot.” He then looked down at his lap.

“I’m sorry.” Mia sniffled.

Not wanting to be there no more, Felix quickly got up from his seat to leave as well. Minho and Jisung following right after him.

“Minho, Jisung.” She sobbed as she saw them walk away.

The both of them looked at each other then back at Mia. They did feel bad but they were also hurt, so without saying a word, they left her alone with Jeongin.

Mia could feel her heart breaking, she knew she messed up big time. But what hurt her the most is that no one was letting her explain herself.

She lowered her head down as more tears came running down her face. Mia didn’t notice when Jeongin got out of his seat until she felt arms wrap around her.

“I’m a little hurt.” He began to speak. “Like Felix said, I really don’t know what to believe right now but I’ll still be here for you.” He said letting go of her.

“Please believe me when I say that I don’t want to be in any other group but this one.” She said wiping her tears away.

Jeongin bit on his lip as he gave Mia a sad look. He gave her shoulder a pat before walking off to go to his room.

Mia closed her eyes for a few seconds, then made her way to the bathroom where she slid down against the door once closing it.

She hugged her legs, and she began to sob even more.

Mia didn’t know how she was going to fix this, especially with almost everyone hating her. But right now, she felt alone.