i propose that we celebrate gansey’s rebirths/returns from death in the same way we do jesus on easter. we can have eggs and candy on gansey day(s) as well if that helps sell the idea.
when u think abt it gansey in trc is truly a slay of epic proportions... hot rich buff teenager that acts like an elderly gentleman searching for a dead welsh king having multiple people who see him interact with his pocket eldritch horror call said horror gansey's dog and dressing if not with taste then at least a commitment to a certain aesthetic. kissed a girl one time and then immediately died like cmon now
every time i get into a new piece of media, i start drawing parallels from my own life to its characters or situations no matter how minor or mundane 😌
mannnn ive never had this strong of an urge to draw human people before now but there are some scenes from the raven cycle i want to draw sooooo bad its not even fucking funny!!!!
actually need to forcibly remove myself from my computer because the more i read abt the raven cycle the more i yearn for the kind of summer i will never really get to have again. i need to dig desperately in dirt for a treasure that might not be there and spend hours trying to get the mud out from under my fingernails. i need to swim in a creek in my clothes and run (and trip) through a field that seems to go on forever and find something mundane in a magical place. i need scraps of poetry and horrible music and inside jokes and photographs and tickets and dried flowers i can hang on my wall. i need inside jokes and complicated handshakes and laughter so hard it shreds my chest in two. all of this to say sometimes i think i need a purpose bigger than one i already have. all of this to say i dont know how to go out and find it. all of this to say i cant look because then it will be over.
THE LISTS OF THINGS RONAN CAN NEVER FORGET, NEVER UNFEEL, ARE ACTUALLY DEVASTATING? HEALING? BOTH????
[the dream thieves & greywaren]
he decides to come back to himself BECAUSE of how much he loves this life with these people even though it’s hard and awful and scary sometimes. i’m unwell.