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a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual · 1 year

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Like the majority of society I’m obsessed with Nimona

And I rewatched it a million times and one thing always sticks out to me

There are moments when Ambrosius is surrounded by light like a little protective bubble

That keeps him away from the man he loves more than anything

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umblrspectrum · 4 months

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i got lazy in the second panel and didnt feel like coloring or whatever bite me

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ineed-to-sleep · 6 months

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Made a whole ass piece of Astarion + my tav but I didn't like how the whole thing turned out 🫠 so I'm cropping and sharing the only part of it I'm happy with

#the lines on this man. they're scratching my brain just the right way #bg3 #astarion #astarion ancunin #baldur's gate 3 #sleepyscribble #oc.nawen #nawen didn't turn out the way I wanted her to tho 😭 tragedy of the century #but I'm tired of struggling w this I'm letting it rest #maybe I'll revisit the idea later w a different pose/composition #the idea was to have the two in some really lavish silky robes and jewelry living their best lives post game. bc they deserve it <3

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nicollekidman · 17 days

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buffy knows spike loves her during season five. buffy knows spike loves her when she comes back and seeks comfort/silence in his presence. and as she comes back to herself and tries to make peace with the fact that she’s Here Again, she still knows he loves her. and i think part of the Big Bad Grabbing The Slayer For The Darkness routine they both cling to is that it allows them to pretend this huge thing isn’t between them so they can get what they both want (someone to stay).

and like obviously buffy cannot allow herself to believe that he loves her for many reasons, but she DOES believe it, she can’t make herself unknow it even though she tries so hard. which is partially where the breakdown with tara in 6.13 comes from because the cognitive dissonance of soulless spike loving her as if he has a soul while she is so lost within herself that the only way she can reach for him is to use him (which would be fine if he was the big bad grabbing the slayer for the darkness) which is hurting him! unfathomably! but he’s supposed to be the corruption! how can he??? any of it???

meanwhile spike has watched the woman he loves be brought back as a shell and he wants to see the light in her eyes and he can touch her now and sometimes that’s enough to make her laugh but he can’t linger in those moments or she’ll go away again! so he can play the role he needs to play so she’ll stay, as if he could keep her anywhere she didn’t want to be. as if he wants her to be in the dark instead of bringing him into the light. but how could he ask for anything more when he already got her back and he didn’t even need to kill her afterwards.

and so they hurt each other and he forgets himself and asks her if she even likes him and it’s too honest and he’s asking too much (he asks for nothing) so before she can throw her life away like it’s nothing, he puts the game face on, makes himself a target, and swallows it all. and she can’t unknow. and it would all be fine except he’s a vampire and she’s the slayer and how can he just say it like it’s nothing when she needs to beat his face in just to keep from screaming.

#there’s so much with the scoobies and dawn having expectations of her that she constantly disappoints #because at least she then has something she thinks she must strive for she has clear lines to fill out #even if she knows she won’t do it successfully #spike takes her as she is and wants to love her as she is and wants her to love herself as she is #and that is unacceptable because there’s too much freedom in that and she’s so tired and so hungry and she thinks she came back wrong #if he can love her (a monster) then he must also be a monster #because if he loves her like a man loves a woman then this is It and she has to figure out how to live with #her own actions and the way she feels #it’s sooooooooooo tragic #like he looks at her and sees the sun and doesn’t want her in the dark!!!! but she’s so cold!!!!!!!!! she doesn’t want to hear that she can #still generate her own heat she just wants to feel the fire #and he can play.#he can pretend.#because he thought he was going to live forever without her.#sorry that episode is just literally fucking crazy buffy summers i love you #btvs #this is not a good post i’m not saying anything. 6.13 is just a crazy episode

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bixels · 3 months

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I'm not getting into The Giving Tree discourse...

#personal #delete later #idk i just saw a post of the “alternate ending” comic on my dash and everyone praising it as an improvement and “fixing” the original #which i kinda resent #while tulli and i was taking my nephew to a book store we walked around the kids section and found the giving tree and we read through it #and i was so stricken by how profoundly sad it is. it's not a happy story #in the end both versions tell the exact same lesson. but one flat out tells you and the other makes you sit with a pit in your stomach #and work to find the answer #i dunno it's kids literature but kids literature is important. i don't wanna discredit anyone's bad memories with the book but also i think #sometimes it's ok to make kids a bit sad and upset with fiction.#tweet that goes “what if romeo and juliet didn't kill themselves and explained to the audience that family feuds are bad”#idk you can't seriously read the original book as an adult and say it's glorifying self-martyrdom #when the final drawing of the book is of an old tired man sitting on arotting stump with his hat fallen to the ground #again i don't wanna invalidate people's feelings if they enjoy the alt version i think it's really nice too. but the original has its #purpose too. imagine if at the end of the lorax they show that the boy did it and replanted the world happy ending #wait they did that in the movie shit #i dunno i just love somber children's literature. tulli and i are talking about moomin right now and how the series ends with the moomin #family just leaving. and nobody gets to say goodbye to them. their friends have to find ways to live with the emptiness they've left behin

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hishighnesstheprincess · 2 months

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Guys I'm gonna be so fucking fr with you if this turns out to be real I'm fully giving up on these movies

#sonic #sonic movies #sonic movie negativity #scu critical #sonic movie critical #sonic critical #prin posts #sonic posting #first off time travel is a dogshit idea. second off replacing one of the few important female characters with gerald robotnik is insane #when we dont even know amy or rouge are going to be in this thing and the only important female character is one who dies #so a male character can develop. putting a man into a womans role in the story is so gross to me #if theyre going to change things this drastically i would honestly prefer it if they let maria live #so at least she and shadow can have a happy ending #im so fucking tired of these movies man. all the social issues and lack of basic respect for the stories theyre adapting is so tiring #why even make these adaptations theyre just superhero flicks at this point #and also time travel is a fucking STUPID idea bc that will just make people question why they dont save maria #or anyone else who has died. they could save longclaw/knuckles dad and tribe #hope my gerald moots appreciate his extra screentime ig. big naturals forever

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skribbzy · 9 months

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[Sketch dump]

The chokehold this man has on me is ridiculous (but ngl I'm not complaining)

#am i in love with a tired homeless man who sleeps in a sleeping bag? yes.#is it a problem? maybe.#but i love him your honor #aizawa shouta #mha #sketch #im not ashamed #eraserhead #daddyzawa #literally the reason why i live and breathe #shameless simp post

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transmascissues · 2 years

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i love you testosterone i love you voice cracks i love you bass notes i love you loud laugh i love you fuzzy mustache i love you whispy patchy beard i love you bushy eyebrows i love you hairy stomach i love you knuckle and hand hair i love you boy smell i love you bottom growth i love you new orgasms i love you big nose i love you square jaw i love you squishy stomach i love you thighs that touch i love you stretch marks i love you acne i love you acne scars i love you body heat i love you appetite i love you mood stability i love you balanced hormone cycle i love you puberty awkwardness i love you uncertainty i love you adjustment i love you transformation i love you change i love you maturation i love you growth i love you freedom i love you euphoria i love you comfort i love you familiarity i love you recognition i love you second chances i love you masculinization i love you embodied manhood i love you testosterone

#in case anyone needed a reminder that testosterone is magic and no one gets to talk shit about it around me #and to be clear all of these are very specific to my personal experience being on t #these are all things that t either gave me or increased/exaggerated in me #just my own personal love letter to the last 10 months #i was going to make a more typical post for this account #but i was scrolling through some tags i use to find posts on here #and so many of the posts were people shitting on us not people who care about us #every time i go into those tags there seems to be more and more negativity toward us from people who dont want us to talk about our lives #i was even looking in positivity tags and finding assholes #and im tired of thinking about negative things now so instead you get this #transmasc positivity #trans man positivity #testosterone positivity

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andy-clutterbuck · 8 months

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Rick Grimes - The Ones Who Live final trailer

#BUSY CRAZY DAY SORRY #Rick Grimes #*#rg #The Ones Who Live #apocalypse daddy #man no one does sad like andy still #a face #such a nice face #wouldn't be a shame if someone sat on it #omg who said that #im so tired #im not sorry #dear amc your quality still sucks #it's one thing that hasn't raised in this day and age #no one squints like the king richard #the nose™ is so beautiful

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crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington · 2 years

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they have 7 credit cards and none of them belong to them

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humans-are-tasty · 1 year

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#marshall d. teach #blackbeard #blackbeard pirates #one piece #whitebeard pirates #my art #so sometimes i think about how teach stayed on WB ship for close to 30 years #now i know he was fighting and doing his part but still he never tried particularly hard and he was basically living under his dads roof #for his entire adult life #and would have continued to do so if not for the yami yami no mi #anyway after talking with a friend it got me thinking about him as a neet so there #really loose concept and this is just me procrastinating but kind of funny i thought #neet au #about marco since someone mentioned. since he was ship dr and 1st commaner i wouldnt consider him a neet #marco had a lot of responsibilities while teach was just a regular member #so marco would be the more mature and successful older bro #anyway with this i finally drew bb with tired eye bags #like this man doesnt sleep. he should look tired as hell #i feel like im going crazy #i want to draw highschool luffy and discord mod teach having a brawl on the street

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twitchyglitchy · 1 month

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What do I have to do to get out of here? Who do I have to beg on my knees to so I can leave?

Get me out of my house

P@yPal: twitchyjayson

Current Goal: $55/$800

#twitchy talks #commissions #donations #emergency commissions #I'm broke now with my main savings that was seperated from this #Main savings was for food and bills and essentials and since I just paid my phone bill Im now broke #Every month now that this goes on I might have to pull money towards moving out just so I can keep living here #Which sucks ass and I refuse to do but have no choice #Im so tired man I'm sorry #Didnt mean to vent in the tags #Also within this and the last post I was rejected another job #It was FOR people on the spectrum who struggle with jobs and you know why I didnt qualify?#Because I didnt live in that town #Which they didnt say that when applying #I had a whole interview and it took maybe a month before they got back to me because of two emails asking to tell me no #Devastating #Theyll at least keep me on record in case closer locations are added but????#how long would that me for even a chance of it being in my town? years?#I dont have years to wait sorry

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pigswithwings · 4 months

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never go into the notes of a post that asks people to consider why they hate specific animals so much. anyways if you think a specific animal should go extinct I will explode you 😁👍👍👍👍👍

#pig originals #IM SO TIRED OF THE 'oh i totally agree with this BUT'#ENOUGH!!! ENOUGH!!! DONT YOU HAVE ENOUGH HATRED IN YOUR HEART...#'kill them' 'we don't Need them in the environment' 'they are unnecessary' You Annoy Me And I Do Not Like You.#stop... i dont get it what makes people think we have the right to kill so many animals #why are people so gleefully discussing the nonexistence of certain bugs. you can be afraid of them whatever idgaf but LORD #stop suggesting specific insects need to die i will actually GET you!!!!!! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#you dont even gaf about the environment you dont do your research on trophic levels and you dont do your research on #how important every animal is. and how much of a loss each extinction is.#AND REGARDLESS OF THAT WHY SHOULD YOU GAF THOSE ARE LIVING BEINGS WHY DO THEY DESERVE LIFE LESS FOR BEING BORN THAT WAY #IM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#youre just using your discomfort with animals to justify all of them dying? what the fuck man.

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co-dependance · 1 year

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After seeing this specific screenshot from the new episode

my only thoughts are "live sigma reaction"

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #sigma bsd #bsd sigma #bsd season 5 spoilers #bsd season 5 #bungou stray dogs season 5 #fyolai #mans is so tired of these weirdos lol #live slug reaction #live sigma reaction

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cheetahf · 2 months

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Fuckin hate that ppl are using ava tyson as an exuse to be transphobic. Yes she did awful shit but that doesnt mean u can say that all trans people are pedos or misgender them. Im so tired of transphobia man.. not every trans person is a pedo. Not every trans person is a bad person. There are weird people no matter what gender, ethnicity, etc they are. Dont boil one persons actions to everyone in their community

#ava tyson #kris tyson #tw pedophila mention #trangender #im so tired man. i just wanna live life without everyone telling me im the worst thing to come out of this world #fuck transphobes

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sophsun1 · 1 month

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Queer as Folk – 3.11: Poster May Lead to the Truth

#queer as folk #cinematv #filmtvcentral #userthing #smallscreensource #userstream #dailyflicks #tvarchive #filmtvtoday #chewieblog #usersource #cinemapix #3x11 #my man is tired of all the homophobia in his life #LET HIM LIVE

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