#lol what if i became an active mod again would that be sick or what

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

[read along with this]

DAVE: ..................... [𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝓁𝓊𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝑒]

ROSE: On the horizon of this forest path, you see a group of dark cloaked figures slowly trudging toward you. What do you do?

JOHN: my half-orc barbarian braces her greathammer and-- that's a one.

ROSE: Critical fail. Jade, what do you do?

JADE: well!! i believe in anticipation my rogue would try and hide behind a tree-- ok i rolled a one :(

ROSE: That's another... critical fail. Dave, what does your human bard do?

DAVE: [𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝒻𝓁𝓊𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝑒𝓈] active perception check

ROSE: ...That's a natural twenty.

DAVE: lets fuckin go [𝒮𝐼𝒞𝒦 𝐹𝐿𝒰𝒯𝐸 𝑅𝐼𝐹𝐹]

DAVE: i feel it in my fingers ⁽ˢⁿᵃᵖ⁾ i feel it in my toes ⁽ᶠˡᵘᵗᵉ⁾ these motherfuckers mean to harm us...........and theyve got to go

𝐒𝐎 𝐂𝐌𝐎𝐍 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐄𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐖

you picked the wrong day. to fuck around with my

TIGHT CREW ⁽ᵒʰ ᵒʰ⁾

theres no escaping it (i can perceive you) heres what were gonna do [𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝒻𝓁𝓊𝓉𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝒻𝒻]

ME AND MY BOYS ARE GONNA MESS YOU UP

JOHN: i rolled a one.

JADE: i rolled a one :(

DAVE:

FUCK

my boys are otherwise engaged. so im gonna bring it ALL MYSELF

hhey i forgot youre supposed to tell me what i see right

ROSE: Yes, thank you. Let's just slow it all down a bit. So, you notice that one of the hooded figures is a little shorter--

DAVE: 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐠𝐨

YOURE A SHORT MOTHERFUCKER AND NOBODY LIKES YOU

[𝓈𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝒻𝓁𝓊𝓉𝑒]

SHORT

everybody says "look how fuckin short that guy is" and it stops you from forming 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓯𝓾𝓵 𝓻𝓮𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓹𝓼

when you were born everybody thought that you were just a head but THEN THE DOCTOR SAID "WAIT. this 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐝 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚗 tiny ꜱʜᴏʀᴛ ᴀꜱꜱ ʙᴀʙʏ got a tiny little ɪᴛᴛʏ ʙɪᴛᴛʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ and i 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄 it"

ROSE: Your attack lands and absolutely SHATTERS the mind of the cloaked figure; perception check, please?

DAVE: nat twenty lets go

ROSE: You perceive the figure was so short because it was a CH--

DAVE: --ild. its always a kid

ROSE: Specifically the child you've been looking for for the last fifteen days game time and five days of our actual lives.

DAVE: ok im sorry i didnt know ill be better. ᵘᵍᵍʰʰfuck his bodys just lying there right

ROSE: ...

DAVE: right

ROSE: ...Yes... ...!! Don't--

DAVE:

LOOT THAT BODY

gotta 𝓛𝓞𝓞𝓣 𝓣𝓗𝓐𝓣 𝓑𝓞𝓓𝓨 𝓝𝓞𝓦

LOOT THAT BODY

gotta loot that motha𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊ᴬᴬᴬ !!! playin my flute when i 𝙻𝙾𝙾𝚃 ᴛʜᴀᴛ 𝔻𝔼𝔸𝔻 𝕂𝕀𝔻𝕊 𝓑𝓞𝓓𝓐𝓐𝓐𝓨

[𝓕𝓛𝓤𝓣𝓔 𝓜𝓞𝓜𝓔𝓝𝓣]

ＢＩＴＣＨ

[cowstiandior]

phew this rly is gonna be the first post I’ve made in like a year but. Like the others, time to pour my heart out I guess.

I’ve dealt with a lot of trauma. I’m still going through my trauma because every so often I learn things that I had no idea about whether it be because I blocked it out or just never thought about it in an abusive light. I guess, first thing’s first, to explain why a lot of this stuff impacted me in a huge way (not to say that it wouldn’t have otherwise, but.).

My biological father was emotionally and physically abusive. To me, to my sibling, to my mother and all his exe’s. He had mental illnesses that were left untreated like BPD, narcissism, and compulsive lying. When I was five, he tried to get me to believe that my mom was cheating on him with a friend of hers and that this guy was gonna steal her away. And I believed him and cried and screamed until my mom promised me that was the case. I only found out, in my late teens, that he was the one that had cheated. Constantly. Eventually they divorced and I moved with my mom to texas after the school year was finished because that gave her time to prepare a place to live for me. Unfortunately during that period where I still lived with my dad... he did a lot of things. And even though (apparently) my grandparents on my mother’s side tried to have me over as much as they could, there was still long amounts of times that I spent with my father.

He exposed me to a lot of shit I shouldn’t have been as a child. Movies with graphic violence and horror (I once had a panic attack when I lost a tooth because I thought that awful lady from darkness falls was gonna come and kill me), nudity and sex. Hell, anime that borderlined into straight up hentai. Only two years ago did I learn from my mother that she always thought my dad was sexually abusing me, but she never had the proof. And maybe she was right. Maybe he did, and I blocked some of it out. He showed me all that stuff, and I remember how he would cling to me in the bed he forced me to share with him and told me I was the only one that loved him and understood. He would buy and show me things I shouldn’t have been seeing and then told me not to tell my mother.

He once brought me over to one of his girlfriends and while I “slept” on the couch, he had sex with his gf right there in the living room just a foot away from where I was. He had only wait... what, five minutes? For me to fall asleep and didn’t even check if I had. I was facing the back of the couch so I couldn’t see anything, but I could hear all of it. I was too afraid to move or even breathe.

That on its own is a lot, but I’m sharing this to give some background into my feelings about this roleplay groups I was a part of over the years.

My first experience with rping was the alvin and the chipmunks oc community on yt. Which was a very niche thing on its own, but there were a LOT of people. It basically boiled down to us coloring over screencaps and fanart to make our ocs, make songs high-pitched and then vid our ocs using the pictures to the songs in wmm and pretending that was our ocs singing them. Some of us communicated via AIM to actually rp our ocs. At the time I was 11/12. I ended up rping with people much older than me, one of whom, the one I rped with the longest and had the greater attachment to, was 16. We rped smut with our ocs. I thought this was normal. They did it with others so why not me as well? They were popular and I was just starting out in the community, so if I did this, then I’d get more attention. And it worked. I got attention from people much older than me and I felt like I was a huge part of this community. All because one of my ocs fucked a more important person’s oc and they got together.

But eventually I fell out of it. I randomly found nondisney crossover videos on yt and began to watch them religiously. Like, really bad ones also made in wmm, but I thought they were so cool. This was way back before editors ever even dreamed of using AE to make seamless masks for their videos. I lefts the aatc group behind to try and make my own. I didn’t have much success until one of my videos blew up and I got a lot of subscribers. I still wasn’t part of what felt like a closely knit community, but I wanted to be. I made silly reaction videos of vidders getting jokingly ‘married’, I commented and liked others videos to try and get noticed by them. Because I was 13 and had no irl friends. 

Then ‘video rps’ began to be a thing. I instantly was enamored, and having experience in rping before, desperately joined. It was fun, at first! I started to connect with more people, they wanted to plot these stupid stuff ideas with me. Then the group decided to move to good ol’, fresh baby-faced tumblr. And I enjoyed that because, at the time, I thought I was a better writer than I was a vidder (news flash I wasn’t good at either of these things sdfkjdns). Somehow, after this move, I became really close with the mods. Both of whom were in the 20s while I was 14 (and just starting high school). One of them called me her ‘wifey’ and I went along with it and did the same. Because I liked the attention. I thought I was important even though, really, none of my characters except two were ever part of any large plots or got attention. They also talked about sexual things with me because my main oc was dating one of the mods’ oc. I remember them solely getting together because of ‘aphrodisiac dust’ too. 

And I’ll admit, I also kinda forced it on my side. The mod had her oc basically in a ‘love triangle’ between my and my friend meg’s ocs. Which is... honestly a Lot now that I think about it. She kept stringing us along, both me and meg being the same age too. So when I saw the oppurtunity of “hey my oc was forced to be really horny and if I get Jen’s oc to fuck mine, that would mean they’ll be together’! So that’s what I did. And it worked. And it was only way later once I really processed what I’d done that I felt like shit for what I did to meg. This adult had basically tried to get us to fight each other of this dumb fucking ship. Haha jokes on u jen, now they’re both lesbians and are dating.

Though before this, when my oc was dating another member’s, that ended... really badly when said member had her boyfriend raped by their other ocs. One the dash. With no warning. Not even telling me about that possibility. It made me feel sick. So I dropped them.

Anyways, yeah. In this rp group I was, once again, exposed to smut and sexual things by those that weren’t just older than me, but also adults. They tried to get me to turn on other people in the group. They were also homophobic which, at the time, had a huge impact on me since I was, even then, trying to figure out what and who I was.

Both mods were controlling, rude, and eventually, all of us decided to split off from them and move our ocs to a new but similar setting. This shift was lead by gansey, who became the new mod. I was also partially close to them, and given that at the time I thought they were a good writer and they were popular, I relished in that attention. I thought of them as an older sibling. But in the end they weren’t all that different from Jen and Usa, the previous mods.

Even back in TOW, Gansey had this strange fascination with cheating. Given that Jen’s oc and mine were dating, and gansey had this (understandable, at the time) hatred for her and Usa, they tried to get their main oc to be... really close with mine. Always close enough to cheating or being seen as romantic but never enough that they could apply plausible deniability to the situation. They even made this weird ‘au’ video of them together without talking to me about it. ...A lot of things were done without talking to me about it.

Their obsession with cheating even extended into TAR, where they kept hinting at one of their ocs being interest with another of mine despite Sonia being in a relationship with Shelly’s Archie. I thought, perhaps, that maybe they wanted it to become an open relationship or poly. And if they had talked about it with Shelly and I and we all agreed with it, that would have been fine. But such a thing was never brought up. When said character suddenly developed an evil demon personality, them trying to force their affection on Sonia became even more obvious. Only now the character had a proper ‘excuse’, being evil and whatnot.

Gansey really did have this weird thing for cheating, ruining other people’s ships, and also dubcon/noncon. And again, Gansey was an adult while I was in high school. These things Just Kept Happening. And even though I thought we were close at the time, I never really was involved in any of their big plots (or really anyone’s) unless it involved some of these concepts.

Eventually I started to talk a lot with Meg because we were the same age and had similar interests. This led to me talking with Shelly more and then Bonnie, Kyle, and Morgan. And I’m so grateful for that. People I had been so afraid of contacting on my own to talk to or be friends because of my insecurity due to everything else became huge parts of my life. For once I felt genuinely included and not just someone to be used by others. We came up with fun plots, character connections, etc. At this point I had both them and friends in high school. I had a place I felt I belonged. I still do. I love them so much. They’re basically family to me.

Anyways, as I got older, it became apparent there was this rift in the rp group. People being purposely excluded because they weren’t seen as ‘good’ rpers, or just because someone who wasn’t ever really active in the rp group didn’t like the other. AKA Roman hating kyle which resulted in him being excluded despite his attempts time and time again to include others lol. Obviously over the years, there wasn’t much left for me in that group outside of my friends. It was barely active anymore and outside of it interactions had become toxic. So it was understandable when Kyle and Meg decided to leave. Funny how once that happened, they only then decided to have an ‘open forum’, with everyone who was normally quiet coming out of the woodworks to bash my friends when they were no longer there.

Some of us called them out after that and left. Though not before we found out that they’d (gansey and their inner circle) been developing another rp setting called FAR (presumably the setting they attempted when they told everyone they were gonna have a 100 time-skip to shake things up, which ended up not happening bc a lot of the group was like wtf) and also added someone to the discord server that most of us didn’t know. This person had been there for months and Gansey never told us despite them being their friend. This was very upsetting because at that point all of in this group had been together for 8 years. We shared personal stuff in that discord server. Things that I’m sure we wouldn’t want strangers seeing. So yeah, a lot of us were upset!

Then Gansey and their friends dogpiled kyle for understandably being mad about being excluded and alienated. Then they dared to have the gall to message me saying they were terrible and sorry and that they’d always be there to listen if I wanted to talk.

So I talked. And what happened after that? Nada. Nothing. They never replied. They weren’t willing to face the hypocrisy of what they’d done.

In the end they had just been another manipulative adult that had only used me when they needed to. That tried to have our characters be sexual when I was just a teen.

All of you were adults. You should have known better. I admired you guys only to have that admiration used to control me. Fuck all of you. Fuck you for the way you treated my friends. Fuck you for having contributed to my trauma on top of everything else I’d experienced. Fuck you, gansey, for your manipulative ‘apology’. Fuck you for your dumb fucking poetry you thought we’d never see, comparing us to corpses and you to sisyphus.

Boo Fucking Hoo. 

You were never really sorry at all. None of you were. You’re were just ashamed you got caught on all your bullshit.

I was boo boo the fool for thinking I actually meant anything to you guys.

[micrathene-w]

My Second Sims 4 Household

Just going to say Right Up Front that if you're anti-LGBTQA, this family of Sims is not going to be your cup of tea, and you needn’t look under the cut.

For those of you remaining, this main fellas of this household are also fandom inspired. I'm not naming any names in this post; not sure if anyone who sees this will get who the inspiration was or not but... I ship it, okay? ;D

First of all, meet G. G has the Bodybuilder aspiration. He's a Bro, he's Cheerful, and he's a Goofball. I moved him into the Agave Abode in Oasis Springs, had him collect some of the more valuable fruits & flowers from there and Willow Creek to earn Simoleons gardening while he wasn't hanging out at the gym.

Then I moved B into the humble little Nookstone house I had just moved my first sim, Aislinn, out of. B's characterization is never very clear in his original canon, so I went with my headcanon-y version. He aspires to be a Renaissance Sim; he is Good, and a Geek, and a Genius. (He also started out looking very much like a little twink, didn't he?) He’s maxed out his Programming skill and earns royalties from video games and apps he’s created.

It took a frustratingly long time of me running around with one or the other of them, but eventually they met. They became friends. They stated, cautiously, to flirt a little. (Along the way, B stopped being *quite* so twink-looking because he spent half his time at the gym mooning after G.) 

Once they realized the attraction was mutual, the caution part? Kind of went out the window. Increasingly "steamy encounters" and ye olde "woohoo" followed pretty quick. B was the one to propose to G (so it's just as well he'd put on some muscle so he didn't drop the big guy when he swept him off his feet).

(...that moment when you realize your former-twink fiance can dip you now!)

They eloped and exchanged their vows immediately because the player was Not Yet Ready to tackle a wedding event lol. B moved into Agave Abode with his new spouse and left sad little Nookstone empty again. For a while. (But that's another story.)

Now somewhere during the course of all this, I was learning about Sims mods. Not just custom content to make my Sims look better (see B’s hair, above), but things that could make the game more realistic... and okay, in some ways less realistic, too. I downloaded MC Command Center and its companion mod, MC Woohoo. Among the many other things they allow you to customize in your Sims experience, the MC mods let you set a percentage chance that regular old woohoo might result in an “increasing” Sim, rather than just the deliberate choice to Try For Baby - that part was more relevant to my first sim.

What applied to these two, was the option to allow same-sex Sims to have their own children rather than adopt (or jump through hoops and maybe mess up their relationship to do a surrogacy, which had been my original plan). And also applicable, as it turned out, was the Autonomous Woohoo option.

Yup, MC Woohoo gives your Sims the chance to decide to toddle off to the bedroom even when you haven't made the choice to send them there. And these two, I swear, have used and abused that function more than any other Sim of mine. I would take my eyes off the screen for just a moment or two to answer a friend on Discord and their flirty banter would turn into a dash for the bedroom. I did not activate the "Autonomous Try For Baby" - but as it turned out, I didn't need to, for this pair.

It actually did catch me by surprise when G turned up in the background while I was playing my first Sim Aislinn... looking like this.

I changed households to them so fast I think it gave my computer whiplash and - yup. Baby on the way for the boys. I got over my nervousness about building and added both a second floor and a basement for G's exercise equipment to the Abode. G was a trooper about the whole thing, and in the usual 3 days' Sims-time off he went to the hospital and came home with their little son O. 

They both made much fuss over their baby and - when he aged up - their toddler.

Of course, once O got moved into his own room and would sleep through the night, the guys went back to their very flirty (and frequently autonomous) ways. I would mostly roll my eyes and figure out who had initiated what that time by which of them had the option to take a pregnancy test after. I didn't bother, because what were the odds of that happening again so soon? I think I had the risk factor set at all of 5%. And it came to nothing until just after O had maxed out his toddler stats and aged up into a child; the guys did what the guys do so often... but when I sent B to the bathroom after (he was, in the words of a popular Sims YouTuber, “desperate for a wee”) - in addition to the pregnancy test option, was a button for "Throw Up." 

Imagine me face-palming here.

As I told the friend on Discord, at least they took turns? 3 far more morning-sickness laden days later, second son R joined the family. Angel child O was not happy at first, but once his little brother aged up into a toddler Charmer instead of a tiny scream factory they got along much better.

Except G & B didn't even wait until R was ready to exit toddlerhood before G had a third one on the way. Baby sister C is going to be their last for now; I have switched the same-sex babies option off until further notice because these two... these two are as bad as rabbits. They would overrun Oasis Springs if I let them. My dudes, I love you dearly but this IS NOT the hundred-baby challenge okay?!

[hsj-scenarios]

Do you think any of the boys would take care of their s/o while they're sick? If so, how?

( Note: Honestly, I think all of them are kind enough to try in some way to take care of their s/o. They might not be physically able to be there, but would try and give advice. -- Mod L )

Ryosuke:

Try as you might to hide it, he picks up on these things easier than you might think. Despite his little tsundere side, he’s truly kind and considerate, so how could he not pick on his s/o’s acting differently? Ryosuke would honestly like to cancel his schedule for the day and take care of you, but if he can’t then he’ll rush out and buy some medicine. If he can, he’ll try to make a light soup for you to eat and spend the day by your side. He couldn’t care less if you were contagious. In fact, if you were, it’d be a good excuse for a much needed vacation.

Yuto:

Same as Ryosuke, he’s good at telling when something’s wrong with you and wouldn’t want you to strain yourself by doing daily activities. Still, he’s a bit clueless when it comes to taking care of someone. Take some medicine and get plenty of rest, that’s all he knows what to do with a sick person – or, rather, tell them to do. He’s also a bit more wary of getting what you have and wears a face mask for the whole day. However, he’s perfectly fine with being at your beck and call for anything you need. You need some soup? Some juice? He’ll run to the store and get it for you! Well, if he’s not working that day. If he is, he’ll have to make a night trip to the convenience store once work is finished.

Chinen:

It’s as if Chinen turned into your own mother and he’s wondering how you got sick in the first place. What’d you eat? Were you out in the cold for too long? Don’t eat that again! Bundle yourself up next time! Maybe it’s from everyone taking care of him, but he knows plenty of ways to help whatever you’re sick with. So, just get plenty of bedrest, okay? He’ll even cuddle close to you and make sure you’re comfortable. If he gets sick, isn’t it kind of cute and romantic if you’re sick together? He sure thinks so!

Keito:

Would also wonder how you got sick, though not in the nagging motherly way and is simply curious. If you were previously apart, he’d come over right away to take care of you. Or, at least, try to take care of you. The canned soup is ready and at hand with this guy. He’ll come over with a bag full of stuff, for all sorts of symptoms. And, if he didn’t bring what you need it’s time for another trip to the store.

Daiki:

If he couldn’t tell you were sick just by looking at you, he could tell by your mannerisms and simply by giving you your daily hug – you were burning up! He wouldn’t even give you a chance to argue, you’re staying in bed. If you were over his house, you’re pretty much his hostage until you recover. He doesn’t know many remedies, but he’ll get you whatever you ask for and will be your personal teddy bear until you get better.

Inoo:

The guy who couldn’t tell you were sick at all unless something obvious happened, then he’s all worried. He’ll try his best to make something light for you to eat and making sure you’re hydrated. Apologizes profusely for not knowing you were sick in the first place, he’s lighthearted as always but, deep down, he’s embarrassed that he couldn’t pick up on a change in your habits. Isn’t fazed by the gross parts of sickness, like throwing up, either. He’ll gladly pat your back or hold your hair up in the bathroom.

Hikaru:

Isn’t able to tell if you’re sick right away, but one good look at you is all he needs to notice that something’s off. Will outright question you about it and, if you deny, he’ll find some way to get the truth from you. He might even ask you to go out for a walk with him, but then freak out if something happened to you during it. Nevertheless, once he finds out Hikaru becomes your personal nurse pretty quickly. ‘You need to take this/do that’ is his method, straight up and to the point. Still, his caring has it’s affectionate moments and he’s not against teasing you even while sick.

Yuya:

It’s like something out of a drama. The moment you tell him that you’re not feeling well, he has a hand to your forehead – but is actually quick to admit that he can’t really tell if you have a fever by that alone. Aaand, that’s where the drama comparison ends (lol). When you’re not in the room, he gives a call to his mother to ask what to do with your type of illness and follows those directions. If you ask where he became so knowledgable, he’ll simply shrug and say that he looked it up.

Yabu:

He’s good at noticing the habits of other people, being Jump’s reliable leader, and noticed something was off almost right away. It’s no use lying to him and he’d rather you be truthful in the first place. He isn’t very good at taking care of a sick person, but he’ll try his best and check up on you often. Even when he’s away, he’ll send you a text asking how you are or giving advice on what you should take. He’s even asked other people what’s the right remedy to take, relaying their advice back to you.