tagged by @thnksfrthmmrs to do this thingy and i need inspiration so dear God may typing this inspire me
favorite color: okay so like. it is a tie between purple, grey, and yellow and depends on my mood, but when asked to pick One singular color, i always say grey because it’s the most comforting color to me lol
currently reading: ... fanfiction lol. haven’t been reading a lot lately because i want to write as much as i can before school starts again and i die lol
last song: ... the. the photobooth song, side by side, from the mlp eqg special “rollercoaster of friendship” because. because today is rarijack day,,,
last series: i started spy x family and am Obsessed. literally love it so much - i’m on episode ten! but i am also rewatching ninjago and i am on s8 of my rewatch so things are about to get Depressing, and then i have also been rewatching seven deadly sins starting from s2 ep4 for whatever reason and i am on s4 ep11: the hateful cannot rest lol
last movie: ... the. the mlp movie 2017,,,
sweet/spicy/savory: i mean depends on my mood but usually spicy like. come on besties spicy. i love hot things So Much.
currently working on: hahahahhahahha so much. itadori week, my nanami fic, thinking and planning for gen week, a couple ts oneshots i didn’t finish in time,,, friendship bracelets and letters,,,
tagging anyone who wants to do this MWAH now inspiration please come *grabby hands*
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missing linc // chapter five
series masterlist
pairing: ceo!dad!steve x reader
word count: 1730
chapter summary: reader is shocked when steve and tiana show up to the daycare together, seeming more like a couple than they ever have before.
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notes: would love to hear you guys’ feedback from this chapter heheh.............
You could not be more excited as you sat on the rug of the toddler classroom with Linc, waiting for Steve to come pick up. The boy was happily stacking some of the big, soft blocks on top of each other to form a tower, abruptly knocking it over with a swift movement of his hand while maniacally laughing, then starting all over again. Your heart felt full from watching him and from knowing that you and Steve were about to set up your first date. Well, perhaps it was a little more casual than a date, but you still preferred to call it that considering he had confessed his own feelings for you, too.
However, when he and Tiana walked into the room together holding hands, your mouth almost dropped open.
“Hello, Y/N!” Tiana chirped, sounding much more energized and bright than usual. You cleared your throat, standing up as Linc jumped to his feet as well, toddling to his parents. “Hi, Tiana. Steve.” You gave him a subtle quizzical glance but to your surprise and dismay, he was avoiding eye contact with you. You felt crushed. What had happened during the short time since you spoke to him on the phone?
“Hi there, my cutie pie!” Tiana leaned over to scoop Linc up into her arms, standing close to Steve as she lifted the baby up towards him. “Wanna give Daddy a kiss?” Linc gladly obliged, puckering his lips and letting out a “mwah” sound towards his father’s cheek, a giggle escaping his throat. You saw Steve smile at that, but you could tell he felt uncomfortable. “Hey, tiger. I missed you today,” he spoke gently, leaning over to kiss the little blond’s head. You watched as Tiana casually held onto Steve’s arm with her free hand, a smile on her face as she looked at you. “Oh, Y/N, we wanted to ask you if you were available this upcoming weekend. Steve rented a cabin in the mountains for us, and we’d love if you’d be able to look after Linc while we’re gone?” She squeezed her husband’s arm with a loving expression as she gazed up at him, continuing, “We figured we’d take advantage of the one week he doesn’t have to travel for work!” Steve nodded with a slight smile, though remained silent.
Now you were beyond shocked. What the hell had happened here? Was David not a part of the story anymore? You were quiet for a bit too long, but quickly spoke up upon realizing this. “Uh, yeah, I’m free this weekend. I can come stay with Linc and watch the house for you guys.” Why were you agreeing to this? Part of you thought you were absolutely insane, but honestly, you were doing it for Linc. No matter what happened between you and his parents, you loved that boy, and so you would happily take care of him when needed. “Great! That is so nice of you, thank you so much.” Tiana smiled, and you noticed her nudge Steve. The businessman cleared his throat, adjusting the collar of his suit. “Yes. Thank you, Y/N.” He sounded practically robotic, but Tiana was still full of smiles. “We’ll see you tomorrow! Thanks again!”
You watched as the two turned around and exited the room, their beautiful toddler bouncing and laughing in Tiana’s arms, your heart practically breaking hearing the echo of their footsteps gradually become more faint. That was supposed to be you walking out with Steve and Linc.
Dejected, you started to gather your things, waiting until you heard the front door of the building open and close before exiting your room yourself.
“You took that way too far.” Steve looked to Tiana with a slight frown as he put Linc into his carseat. “You’re acting like we’re getting back together. Like we’re fixing this relationship. You know that’s not what this is about.”
“No one was stopping you from saying anything,” she replied casually, shrugging her shoulders. Steve rolled his eyes, buckling Linc in and leaning forward to kiss his forehead before closing the car door. “You were trying to rub it in. You wanted her jealous. And I’m going to explain everything to her in private, especially about this weekend trip. But talking to her in front of you and your lies is a waste of time.” Tiana blinked, suddenly looking hurt as she turned around to open the passenger door.
Noticing this, the CEO sighed as he went to open the driver’s side and getting in. He was stressed. He needed to explain to you as soon as possible that nothing about that scene was what it seemed like; for God’s sake, he wished he had just told you everything the night before, but he hadn’t thought it necessary-- he hadn’t even known Tiana would suddenly bombard him with insisting she come pick up Linc with him. He ran his hand through his blond hair in frustration but forced himself to stay composed.
“Let’s just make the best of this weekend, Ti. One last weekend and it’s over.”
FLASHBACK: LAST NIGHT
“No. No, absolutely fucking not. Are you-- God, I cannot believe you, Steve, are you fucking serious?!”
Steve was shocked. He blinked a few times, wondering if she was suddenly going to laugh and tell him she was just kidding. When she did not, he stared at her incredulously. “I’m sorry-- so you’re allowed to have a boyfriend, and I can’t take a girl out to eat?”
“She can’t know about our situation, Steve! That’s the whole reason we’re even still here and in this marriage, we have to make sure people don’t-”
“No, Tiana, you have to make sure people don’t find out. You’re the one who’s so fucking obsessed with covering every single flaw and blemish of this goddamn relationship. I’m trying to take accountability here, I’m trying to make up for what I-”
“You can never make up for what you did, Steve!” Tiana raised her voice, cutting him off with hurt in her angry eyes. “You’re going to have to live with what you did for the rest of your fucking life, and there’s no fucking getting out of it! You tore my damn heart out, Steve! Do you realize that?! You’re not just allowed to do things for me, to let me have my relationship and live in this house, and act like it’s making up for your mistake because it’s not!”
“Alright. Alright, fine.” Steve said with a heavy breath, fists clenched, jaw clenched. “You’re right. But does that mean I’m never allowed to find anyone else again? How is that fair?”
“I don’t want her to know, Steve.”
“She already does know, Tiana. She saw you. She deserves a full explanation.”
She looked livid now. “Why does she deserve that, Steve? Do you even fully care about her? You just fucking met her, Steve, let’s be real-- this is all about your fucking cradle robbing kink, isn’t it?” Steve’s jaw dropped. “My what?” Tiana rolled her eyes, clearly not fazed by his reaction. “Don’t act like I have to explain. You clearly have a thing for the barely legal ones, don’t you? Is that why you don’t love me anymore? Am I too fucking old for you, Steve?”
“First, can you stop making me sound like some type of pedophile? Second, it’s not about age with Y/N, Tiana. It’s about connection. Yes, once upon a time me and you had that. But you can’t fucking act like I’m the only one who fell out of love here. Even before Linc came along, there was no hope for either of us and you know that.”
“And that’s why I tried so hard!” she blurted out, tears running down her face. “I tried to be the best mother I could be for him, the best wife, I was trying, Steve! Even after everything you did! You’re the one who just gave up!”
He barely bit on his lower lip, feeling both frustrated and guilty at the same time. A combination that had been haunting him ever since the day Linc was conceived. He had to admit, she had him there. He did just give up. When he had felt the loss of connection and intimacy with Tiana, not only had he simply let it be without fighting for it, but crushed her entire heart and being on top of that.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry, Tiana, I don’t know how many times I can tell you that. But I don’t understand why you still want me after everything we’ve gone through. When you’re in a relationship with another man. I’ve told you I’ll give you however much money you want in the divorce, I’ll even let you have this house.” He stepped closer to her, looking down at her intensely yet helplessly at the same time. “Why can’t you just let all of this go? Why can’t you let both of us move on? Think of Linc… do you really want him growing up in a household like this?”
She was still sniffing, but seemed a little softer. Was he getting to her? Was she finally seeing his point, after nearly two years?
“Do you really think she’ll want you after she finds out what you did?”
Steve blinked and barely bit his lip. “Well that’s why I need to explain everything. I-- yes, there’s a chance she may hate my guts and will never want to see me again. But I can’t hide everything from her anymore, and I don’t care if that means exposing myself in the process.”
“Can’t you give me one more chance, Steve?” she suddenly asked, and he had never heard her sound so heartbroken before. “Just-- please, or if anything… one last weekend together. Just the two of us.”
“You keep looking for something that isn’t there, Ti…” he muttered, but he couldn’t help but want to give in. One weekend. One weekend to end this thirteen year relationship on a good note, even though it could be argued that it had really ended almost two years ago.
“Fine. One last weekend. And then you move on from this. We get a divorce.”
She was quiet for a while and he could tell she was beginning to tear up, though she finally whispered, “And Linc?”
“I take him. You can come visit him whenever you want, he can stay with you on weekends. I’ll ask to work from home instead of having to travel every week.”
He saw her stiffen, her teeth pulling at her lower lip. He felt bad, but knew that even she knew it was technically fair.
“I love him like my own son, Steve.” She whispered softly, her voice barely cracking.
“I know. I know, Ti. He is your son. He might as well be.”
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Alright friends let’s do this! Top ten animated movies as tagged by @nicelytousled!!
This is in a very loose order-
1. Spiderman: Into the Spiderverse
I mean! The animation, the characters, the soundtrack, the voice acting. It’s pure perfection. Also Miss Gwen Stacy kicking butt in teal pointe shoes is the best thing I’ve ever witnessed.
2. Inside Out
I’m a sucker for anything that imagines the mind as this fun little world where wacky adventures happen. And when an animated movie can help you understand what’s going on in your own head? *mwah* So beautiful.
3. The Little Mermaid
The OG in my head. It’s everything I could ever hope for at any age. One of the main reasons I dye my hair red. The songs all slap. I know this might be sacrilegious but I cannot wait for the live action version because I know Halle Bailey will blow it out of the water (pun intended).
4. Toy Story 2
Please infer from above who my favourite character is and why. I’ll give you one guess. Other than that though, we have “When She Loved Me” the most heartbreaking song ever created, Woody being patched up AKA the most satisfying scene in all of cinema, and some of my favourite scenes just in general.
5. The Princess and the Frog
I saw this one in the theatre with my grandparents, which as far as I know is the first that ever happened, so it holds a very special place in my heart. Also I just love Tiana and I wish I could visit her actual restaurant.
6. Tangled
So you think you can cast Mandy Moore and Zachary Levi and get away with it? Well I mean, you can and it’s obvious why you would do so. The songs slap so hard and I was delighted as a short-haired brunette youngster when she became a short-haired brunette. Has the best tiara I said what I said.
7. Toy Story 3
It’s about the toddlers being adorable little monsters, Ken’s closet, growing up and moving on but allowing yourself to hold onto just a bit of your childhood, and scarring young children everybody with the incinerator scene. The first time I cried in a movie theatre. The only ending of the Toy Story movies, a hill I am willing to die on.
8. The Lego Movie 2
Oh. Oh ho ho ho. When I tell you the movie made me feel things no movie about Legos should make a (then) 17 year old feel. I have been the little sister who just wants to play with their older brother. It hit me right where it hurts. My brother did hug me when we left the theatre, so you know. I definitely didn’t cry. Who would do that.
9. Leap!
This list could not go without a ballerina movie. I can’t watch it unless I’m in a stable mental state because it makes me miss ballet with an intensity I cannot explain. She just wants to dance! Though you shouldn’t do it on precarious rooftops.
10. Ponyo
I have only watched this movie once, when I was a kid. I do not remember the plot, not even a little bit. However, I think about it all. the. time. If that isn’t a mark of a great movie I don’t know what is.
Tagging:
You! Yeah you!
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