#maggie peirce

[shelbgrey]

We're all proud of our Queen 🥹🙌💕

[liam-zor-el]

HAPPY PRIDE TO GAY DC WOMEN

[h3llofaday]

Maggie saving Derek and Meres “marriage on a post it note” made me cry so hard oh my god

[vigilxnte]

Chapter 1 Part 1

What if? TWD EDITION

Hi guys. This is Chapter 1 Part 1 of my what if series. Its main protagonist will be Rick's daughter Y/N. I'll let you all work out the rest. This is an on going series so please stay tuned. Thank you for your patience and I hope you enjoy the first part.

Approx 900 words

Negans whistle surrounded us ,like prey, as we forced our way through the tress. It was as if the branches wanted us as dead as he did. My father guided us, while i clung onto Maggie. She was trying her best to keep up, as the pains got worse. "Come on Maggie not to much further, right dad?" I reassured her as I held all her weight on my shoulders. My dad, Rick, ignored me as we all ran in a frantic panick. The faster we ran I felt my legs burn with exhaustion. As the whistling got louder I grew more with panic. Today isn't the day I accept death. Not after all we'd been through.

We turned a corner as one of negans men appeared from the bushes. It was like hunting a boar during hunting season, except we were the ones being hunted. Running in a different direction we haulted in an opening to catch out breath, looking around, searching for an escape. Suddenly the whistling stopped. I looked at my brother Carl who seem just as confused I was. "Are they gone?" I questioned, breathless to the group. they all appeared just as unsure as i did. Abruptly, lights began appearing around us, simultaneously, almost coordinated. Light peirced through my retna, almost burning the back of my skull. Squinting, I held tight on to Maggie, who too struggled for breath and vision. Behind the light I could make out 100s of men, stood by cars of which the light sourced. They surrounded us like hawks ready for the kill. But what stopped them? Between the shining lights a camper van positioned itself between group that surrounded us. Turning, I saw more crowd from behind us, some of them making their way to us, before slamming us to our knees and removing our weapons from hands and pockets. I let go of Maggie as they forced us apart placing us into a line.

From the line of men and cars surrounding on stepped forward almost giving us a once over to ensure we were alined 'perfectly'. He eyed us down one last time before he spoke "alright, we got a full boat" pausing for dramatic pause "let's meet the man" gleefully walking to the door of the camper to knock. Knock, knock, knock. Silence was all around, even a walker would have been some what comforting noise in this moment in time. The camper van's door banged against itself, as the silouette of an unknown man appeared from the hovering darkness. He stepped from the camper as his foot fell heavy to the gravelled ground. Strutting his way over to us, fitted in a leather jacket and smug grin on his face. A red bandaner positioned above the closed jacket. A hand tightly fisted a bat, covered in barbwire as it rested against the mans broad shoulders.

"Pissing our pants yet?"

Thank you for reading and make sure to leave a comment if you have any ideas I could add for future posts.

[elisiassideb1tch]

⟡ Elisia Brown/Enid Rhee Playlist ⟡

So, this is a mixture of different genres of music that remind me of my fav girlies Elisia and Enid !! And songs that I feel suit them well, or that they'd listen n' vibe to! They both have quite a bit in common imo. (not to mention they're both isfp's with trauma and trust issues-)

Also I'd like to add a TW. Quite a few of these songs are depressing (very much s1 Elisia) and contain topics such as substance abuse, self-harm, eating disorders, etc. My dms are always open if anyone wants to vent/rant/or just talk :). I love y'all, and I'm proud of you!

Anyway, I hope you all enjoy !! 🫶🏻💖

(Also, here is My Masterlist, which is still being edited and updated. It's a wip!!) °♡✧⋆

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Bea Miller - Feel Something

Cavetown - Sharpener

Beabadoobee - Tired

Slayyyter - Clouds

mxmtoon - fever dream

Billie Eilish - What Was I Made For?

Billie Eilish - TV

Billie Eilish - Bellyache

Nessa Barrett - Die First

Doja Cat - 4 Morant

Mars Argo - Runaway Runaway

Alex G (ft. Emily Yacina) - Treehouse

The Cardigans - Step On Me

Conan Gray - Comfort Crowd

Conan Gray - Little League

AURORA - Runaway

The Smashing Pumpkins - Today

Peirce The Veil - A Match Into Water

Pierce The Veil - Bulletproof Love

Foo Fighters - Everlong

Against The Current - Weapon

Linkin Park - What I've Done

Alex G - Pretend

Awfultune - redesign

Mother Mother - Arms Tonight

Mother Mother - Burning Pile

Mother Mother - Alone And Sublime

Mother Mother - Oh Ana

Frances Forever - Paranoia Party

Olivia Rodrigo - Jealousy, Jealousy

Olivia Rodrigo - Making The Bed

Olivia Rodrigo - Pretty Isn't Pretty

Olivia Rodrigo - Ballad Of A Homeschooled Girl

Olivia Rodrigo - Love Is Embarrassing

Cults - Gilded Lily

Cults - Always Forever

ROAR - I Can't Handle Change

ROAR - Christmas Kids

t.A.T.u. - All The Things She Said

Pixies - Where Is My Mind

Pixies - All I Think About Now

GIRLI - I Don’t Like Myself

GIRLI - Dysmorphia

Halsey - Gasoline

Halsey - Control

Ethel Cain - Ptolemaea

Jon Bellion - All Time Low

Princess Chelsea - The Cigarette Duet

Steve Lacy - Dark Red

girl in red - Serotonin

M.I.A - Bad Girls

Rebzyyx - Painforever

Maejor (ft. Keri Hilson) - Gamez

Twenty One Pilots - Chlorine

Twenty One Pilots - Screen

Twenty One Pilots - Car Radio

Mitski - A Pearl

Mitski - Francis Forever

Mitski - Why Didn't You Stop Me?

Mitski - Burning Hill

Mitski - Drink Walk Home

Mitski - Washing Machine Heart

Mitski - Nobody

Madison Beer - Spinnin'

Madison Beer - Dear Society

Madison Beer - Stay Numb And Carry On

Madison Beer - Effortlessly

Maggie Lindemann - Self Sabotage

Maggie Lindemann - Take Me Nowhere

Maggie Lindemann - Novocaine

Maggie Lindemann - Girl Next Door

Maggie Lindemann - Would I

Maggie Lindemann - Loner

Maggie Lindemann - Knife Under My Pillow

Maggie Lindemann - Different

Melanie Martinez - Mrs. Potato Head

Melanie Martinez - Soap

Melanie Martinez - Orange Juice

The Neighbourhood - The Beach

The Neighbourhood - Middle of Somewhere

The Neighbourhood - R.I.P. 2 My Youth

The Neighbourhood - Softcore

Paramore - Tell Me It's Okay

Paramore - All I Wanted Was You

Paramore - Thick Skull

Paramore - Decode

Paramore - Ignorance

Paramore - crushcrushcrush

Slipknot - Custer

Slipknot - Duality

Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit

Nirvana - Stay Away

Nirvana - Drain You

Nirvana - Lithium

Nirvana - Heart-Shaped Box

Nirvana - Dumb

Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You

Three Days Grace - Painkiller

Three Days Grace - So Called Life

My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay

Taylor Swift - You're On Your Own, Kid

Taylor Swift - This Is Me Trying

Taylor Swift - Seven

Taylor Swift - August

Taylor Swift - Cardigan

Taylor Swift - Lover

Taylor Swift - Paper Rings

Taylor Swift - New Romantics

Taylor Swift - How You Get The Girl

Taylor Swift - 22

Taylor Swift - Red

Taylor Swift - The Lucky One

Taylor Swift - Love Story

Taylor Swift - Timeless

Taylor Swift - Look What You Made Me Do

Lana Del Rey - Dark Paradise

Lana Del Rey - Summertime Sadness

Lana Del Rey - Cruel World

Lana Del Rey - Is This Happiness

Lana Del Rey - Flipside

Lana Del Rey - Happiness Is A Butterfly

Lana Del Rey - Get Free

Lana Del Rey - Heroin

Lana Del Rey - High By The Beach

Green Day - Brain Stew

Green Day - Give Me Novacaine / She’s a Rebel

Green Day - Still Breathing

Green Day - She

Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

Green Day - Lazy Bones

Deftones - Bored

Deftones - Hole In The Earth

Deftones - Minerva

Deftones - Beware

Deftones - Change (In The House Of Flies)

(Literally any Deftones songs. Especially off the albums Saturday Night Wrist, Around The Fur, and Adrenaline imo !! I feel Elisia would especially love and listen to Deftones, Slipknot, Pierce The Veil, and My Chemical Romance too!)

Now, here's some of my fav wlw songs that remind me of Elisia and Enid ! -`♡´-

girl in red - we fell in love in october

girl in red - October Passed Me By

girl in red - girls

girl in red - i wanna be your girlfriend

Beabadoobee and girl in red - eleanor & park

FLETCHER - girls girls girls

FLETCHER - Becky's So Hot

FLETCHER - Her Body Is Bible

FLETCHER - Suckerpunch

GIRLI - More Than a Friend

Maggie Lindemann - Love Songs

Maggie Lindemann - She Knows It

Clairo - Sofia

Dove Cameron - Boyfriend

Frances Forever - Space Girl

Clara - Girl Like You

Sarah Barrios - Thank God You Introduced Me To Your Sister

Pomplamoose - Oh, Pretty Woman

Studio Killers - Jenny

Katy Perry - I Kissed A Girl

@enid-rhees <3 @ofcutsandoffire <3, thx for helping me out w/ this! Love y'all 🫶🏻

If anyone actually listens to these songs, beware, it's very much an emotional rollercoaster- it's a wild mix of depressing songs and upbeat songs, and everything in between lol. Also, most of these are Elisia coded, so yea :⁠')

I still feel like there's more songs I could add to this list, but can't think of them atm. So whenever I find a new song, I'll update the playlist!

Divider credits: @cafekitsune

[heavenboy09]

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She is an American actress and film producer. Swank first became known in 1992 for her role on the television series Camp Wilder and made her film debut with a minor role in Buffy the Vampire Slayer (1992). She then had her breakthrough for starring as Julie Pierce in The Next Karate Kid (1994), the fourth installment of The Karate Kid franchise, and as Carly Reynolds on the eighth season of Beverly Hills, 90210 (1997–1998).

She came to international recognition for her performances as Brandon Teena, a transgender man, in Kimberly Peirce's Boys Don't Cry (1999), and as Maggie Fitzgerald, an aspiring boxer, in Clint Eastwood's Million Dollar Baby (2004). Both performances earned her widespread critical acclaim and numerous accolades, including two Academy Awards for Best Actress. She was named by Time as one of the 100 most influential people in the world in 2005.

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WELCOME!

Hi everyone, My names Cara!

                                              Welcome to my brain 

I'll start off with a little bit about me. I'm a 22 yr old female from Canada, my pronouns are SHE/HER. I’m a September VIRGO and I enjoy writing! but I will say I'm not dedicated, just a warning so posts will most likely be spotty.

I'm also new to posting and writing on tumblr so feel free to give me tips or pointers!

I’m open to writing smut but it may take a bit as I've never written smut before lmaoo.

Here's a list of kinks/fetishes I am NOT comfortable with writing:

Electrostimulation

foot/feet play

waterworks

fisting

Others may be added eventually

Here's a list of fandoms I'll write for

TV SHOWS:

THE WALKING DEAD

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES

TEEN WOLF

SUPERNATURAL 

THE ORIGINALS

CELEBRITIES:

HARRY STYLES 

THE STURNIOLO TRIPLETS [no smut]

JUSTIN BEIBER

SHAWN MENDES

TOM HOLLAND

CHARACTERS:

The walking dead

RICK GRIMES

DARYL DIXON

CARL GRIMES

GLENN RHEE

MAGGIE GREENE

The vampire diaries

STEFAN SALVATORE

DAMON SALVATORE

KAI PARKER

JEREMY GILBERT

ELENA GILBERT

KATHERINE PEIRCE

CAROLINE FORBES

BONNIE BENNETT

Teen wolf

STILES STILINSKI

SCOTT MCCALL

DEREK HALE/YOUNG DEREK HALE

LIAM DUNBAR

MALIA HALE

LYDIA MARTIN

ALLISON AGERNT

JACKSON WHITTEMORE

ISAAC LAHEY

THEO RAEKEN

Supernatural

SAM WINCHESTER

DEAN WINCHESTER

CASTIEL

The originals

NIKLAUS MIKAELSON

ELIJAH MIKAELSON 

HAYLEY MARSHALL

KOL MIKAELSON

REBEKAH MIKAELSON

FREYA MIKAELSON

DAVINA CLAIRE

You can request other characters/celebs. if I don’t know much about them then I may not accept writing for them, as I like to know about them and get a feel for personality for I can write them more accurately.

Any hate towards race, sex or how a person identifies, sexual orientation, kink shaming, or body shaming, WILL NOT! be tolerated under any circumstances, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED AND/OR REPORTED.

I want this blog to be an open and safe place for everyone apart of it and I will not tolerate anything less

[miicahs]

did you see MICAH ROBBINS at that rager last night? i think they major in JOURNALISM as a JUNIOR. from what i hear they’re (LOYAL & OPEN MINDED), but they can be pretty (ABRASIVE) too, depending on who you ask. there was a rumor going around last semester that (SHE STARTED A FIRE IN HER DORM), but it seems way too wild to be true- maybe i’ll get to know UCSB’s resident (HELLCAT) better & find out.

「 BASICS 」

FULL NAME: micah caroline robbins 

GENDER: cisfemale 

PRONOUNS: she/her 

AGE: 21 

STAR SIGN: scorpio 

BIRTHDATE: october 31, 2000 

BIRTHPLACE: chicago, illinois 

RESIDENCE: UCSB 

SEXUALITY: pansexual 

「  𝙿𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙰𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈  」 

 CHARACTER ASSOCIATIONS kathryn merteuil, captain jack sparrow, olive penderghast, mia wallace, nicky nichols, lucifer morningstar, alex delarge, fleabag 

 ( + ) TRAITS insightful, creative, innovative, quick witted, knowledegable 

( - ) TRAITS argumentative, aggressive, unconventional, unpredictable 

MORAL ALIGNMENT:  chaotic neutral 

MBTI: entp 

LIKES: vodka, cocaine, weed, dark eyeliner, 2000s emo music, guitar, true crime, knives, subverting expectations, tattoos, piercings, singing, murder mysteries, horror movies 

DISLIKES: overly bubbly people, jorts, wearing pastels, conservatives, capitalism, people who have a car as their profile pic, feeling vulnerable, james cameron movies 

 HOW THEY PRESENT TO OTHERS... dark, standoffish, and threatening. she is quick witted and has a sharp tongue. she will cut others down as a way to protect herself and avoid vulnerability. she will make morbid jokes and tends to laugh at the wrong time and at the wrong things. however, if she is not sober, then she will also try to be the life of the party. not necessarily by making friends, but by performing big gestures such as climbing on things that she shouldn't and being loud and crude. 

 HOW THEY ARE WHEN THEY'RE ALONE... she is typically researching some true crime or cult related activity to talk about on her podcast. she'll have her airpods in and listening to 2000s emo music while pouring over articles about various murders.

「  𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙲𝙴  」 

 FACECLAIM: maggie lindemann 

HEIGHT: 5'2 

BUILD: thin, slight curves 

HAIR: dyed black, mostly straight, goes to mid back 

EYES: dark brown IDENTIFYING MARKS: a scar on her left thigh 

STYLE: goth/punk/alt 

TATTOOS: canon maggie 

PEIRCINGS: canon maggie and nipples pierced 

PERFUME: calvin klein deep euphoria 

ACCESSORIES: sunglasses, platform shoes, bags with lots of pins, manicured nails 

  「  𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝚂  」 

 HOBBIES: watching horror movies, drawing, listening to music, playing guitar, singing, writing, ghosthunting, reading true crime related things, taking online quizzes 

FOOD: spicy ramen, hot pot, nachos, pizza, spaghetti, enchiladas, tamales, pho 

DRINKS: grateful dead 

PLACES: any big city 

 MUSIC: 2000s emo, rock, punk, hardcore 

SERIES: deadly women, snapped, american horror story, what we do in the shadows, unsolved mysteries, the first forty-eight, bates motel, the haunting of..., midnight mass, stranger things 

PODCASTS: my favorite murder, cult liter, obitchuary 

MOVIES: the conjuring movies, ouija 2, blair witch, the insidious movies, heathers, the craft 

BOOKS: we keep the dead close, in cold blood, nobody's women, zodiac, helter skelter, cults inside out 

  「  𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙰𝙻  」 

 EDUCATION: high school, bachelor's in progress 

LITERACY: high LANGUAGES: english 

DISORDERS: anxiety, depression, ptsd 

PHOBIAS: claustrophobia

「  BIO  」

micah robbins was born to two loving and doting parents in chicago, il. they gave micah their constant attention and in their minds, she could do no wrong 

she had one older brother who didn't get nearly the amount of attention that micah did, but he was just along for the ride 

when she was 3, they moved from chicago to new jersey because of her dad's job. he was taking over one of the main offices and it had them living on the nicer side of asbury park 

while her dad worked a lot, her mom started putting micah in pageants. her talent was singing and she won several crowns. she definitely could have been on toddlers and tiara, but thankfully it didn't come out until she was too old for it 

almost every weekend she was dressed up in glittery, sparkly dresses, covered in make-up, wearing fake teeth and hair pieces, and she had her team of people making sure she looked fabulous to walk that stage 

and she hated it. she would always resist, but her mom would win out in the end. she would say she was just preparing her for life because beauty gets you farther than anything else in this world. 

when she was 11 years old, she was arguing with her mom while they were on the way to one of her pageants. she was screaming about how she didn't want to do it and being an all around brat about it when her mom turned around to get onto her and [ TW CAR ACCIDENT AND DEATH ] didn't see the 18-wheeler swerving into her lane and hit their car. her mom died on impact, but micah walked away with several scratches, bruises, and a broken wrist 

she blamed herself for what happened. if she had just been obedient, her mom would still be there. 

because of this, she started dressing in all black as a way of mourning, and she never really stopped. that has become the wardrobe of her choice 

and she started acting out, staying out all night, hanging out with the wrong crowd, full blown rebelling to try to cope with her loss and guilt

during all of this, her dad was devastated. he didn't know how to deal with anything that was happening and turned to [[ TW ALCOHOLISM ]] the bottle to cope. 

micah watched her dad basically slip into nothingness. he lost his job, they lost their home and had to move out to the bad side of asbury 

at this point, micah's older brother was pretty much the one taking care of her more than anything, but he was young himself, so it was a case of babies raising babies 

both micah and her brother got into some petty crime to try to keep food on the table and keep from being homeless 

micah was arrested a few times, but never for anything substantial, so she didn't get too much of a record, but the police definitely know her by name 

her brother got heavier into crime, though and has had some major arrests [ wanted connection ] 

as micah got into this darker world, her interests got darker too. she was into the supernatural and true crime and all kinds of things like that. she realized that she actually loved learning about those kinds of things and doing research and looking for little known cases, so she is now studying journalism and has plans to start a true crime podcast

[amelialincoln]

Hey, could you write a story where the sisters (Maggie & Mer) care for Amelia when she struggles with early pregnancy symptoms while Link is at work? Then when Link finally comes back from work, he feels super bad for Amelia having to deal with the symptoms without him around? Thank you! I look forward to your fics daily!!!

Angel Boy

“Should I call Link?” Maggie bit the inside of her cheek.

“Don’t call Link,” Amelia groaned in response, her body convulsing over the toilet. She flushed it away shakily and leaned her sweaty forehead against the bathroom wall.

“You’ve been at that for half an hour,” Meredith called from the kitchen.

“Well if you hadn’t decided to make bacon for breakfast—” the thought sent Amelia’s face back into the ceramic bowl. Meredith entered the bathroom, ignoring Maggie’s concerned expression.

“Amelia it’s not my fault that the kids wanted their breakfast to consist of your new food aversion. Yesterday it was tomato soup, the day before it was scrambled eggs. How are we supposed to know what to make and what not to?”

“Don’t remind me.” Amelia gagged at the idea of eggs.

“Amelia, you really should have something to eat.” Maggie patted her back sympathetically.

“Stop talking about food!” Amelia snapped without meaning to. Maggie took a step back. “I’m sorry.”

“It’s fine,” Maggie sighed.

“Saltine crackers,” Meredith shrugged, her voice lacking empathy. “Helped me when I was pregnant with Ellis and I didn’t have any hot boyfriends to coddle me back to health.”

“Don’t talk to me about enduring pregnancy without the father of your baby,” she answered, glaring at Meredith. “It just wasn’t this bad last time.” Which was a lie.

“Mom, Bailey just threw his piece of bacon at me,” Zola wailed from the kitchen. Amelia heaved.

Once the kids finally headed out to meet the bus and the rest of breakfast had been put away, Amelia made her way out of the bathroom. She sat down at the dining room table and placed her pounding head in her hands.

“I’ll call Bailey,” Meredith said as she placed the orange juice back in the fridge.

“What, why?” Amelia yawned.

“You’re not going into work today.” Amelia tried to protest but Meredith cut her off. “Look, you’re malnourished and exhausted and if you really want to keep your pregnancy a secret, throwing up in the OR isn’t the move. Also do you really want Link so see you walking around like that?” Amelia shook her head.

“She’s right, Amelia, you look pale and tired.”

“Thanks guys,” Amelia mumbled, accepting a glass of water from Maggie.

“I’m just saying that a neurosurgeon looking sick and exhausted isn’t very reassuring to patients,” Maggie added defensively.

“I guess so.” She took a gulp of water.

“Hey Bailey, it’s Grey,” Meredith took a step out of the kitchen.

“We aren’t scheduled today anyways.” Maggie gave her a sympathetic smile. “We can have a sister’s day.”

“I guess.”

“Try not to look so disappointed,” Maggie laughed. Amelia motioned to the trash bin and Maggie handed it to her just in time.

“Thanks.” She took a sip of her water, swirled it around in her mouth and spat it into the bin as well. Meredith reentered the room tossing Amelia a packet of saltines.

“Eat them. I know it sounds crazy but having an empty stomach is making it worse.” Amelia sighed, tearing open the package and devouring one of the crackers. It was dry and tasteless but Meredith was right about having something in her system making her feel better. “Better?” Amelia nodded.

“So what should we do on sister’s day?” Maggie asked excitedly.

Meredith raised her eyebrows. “Sister’s day? When did I sign up for this?”

“You didn’t,” Maggie huffed. “But it’s a thing now. Right Amelia?”

“I think I just want to sleep all day.” As a rush of exhaustion hit her hard. “I need to go lie down.”

“Perfect, you can do it on the couch. We can watch a movie.” Maggie clapped her hands together. “I’ll make popcorn.”

“Don’t make popcorn,” Amelia groaned.

“...I’ll get lots of crackers.” Maggie corrected herself, both her sister’s lack of enthusiasm not managing to burst her bubble.

They were half way through this stupid romcom that Maggie had chosen when Amelia fell asleep, close to fifteen saltine wrappers circled around her. Maggie turned down the volume and ran her hands through Amelia’s tangled hair.

“He seems nice,” Maggie said over the quiet hum of the tv.

“Who?” Meredith answered, her eyes on her phone rather than the movie.

“Link.”

Meredith laughed, looking up from her phone. “I mean yeah.”

“I just don’t understand her sometimes,” Maggie motioned to Amelia. “Like all that time with Owen and then suddenly Link comes along and bam, baby.”

Meredith bit her lip. “Well I don’t think it was planned.”

“I guess,” Maggie shrugged, eyeing Amelia as she began to stir. “I just don’t want her to get hurt.” Amelia’s eyes fluttered open and she placed a palm on her forehead. “You okay?”

“Just dizzy,” she answered, trying to shake off her daze. “God I feel like crap though.” She reached for her glass on the table beside her and winced.

“What’s wrong?” Meredith asked.

“Nothing, just kind of crampy,” Amelia confessed. “I’m sorry I feel like a shit show right now just unloading all this on you guys.”

Meredith ignored her comment. “Is it that of the ordinary?” Amelia was surprised to see her concern.

“No...I don’t think so.” Meredith’s face was starting to concern her. She cursed as a burning pain lit up her lower back and abdomen.

“Amelia!” Maggie reached out to her as Amelia buckled over in pain.

“That’s not normal,” Amelia held back tears as she took a deep shaky breath. “Mer,” she whimpered.

“Let’s get you upstairs.” Meredith nodded, helping Amelia stagger to her feet. She turned to Maggie. “Call Link.”

“Should I call the hospital?” Meredith shook her head.

The blood came about a half hour later. Amelia refused to mention it so all three stayed silent about what was occurring. Amelia forced them both out of the bathroom and locked the door. Meredith left first, knowing that she’d wanted space when it had happened to her but Maggie stayed put at the door, trying to ignore the awful sobs coming from inside the room. Link arrived twenty minutes after that.

“Where is she?” He asked frantically, his eyes searching the living room.

“Bathroom, upstairs,” Meredith barely had time to finish before he was sprinting up the stairs. After a bit of coaxing, Amelia opened the door.

“I’m so sorry.” Her face was contorted in pain.

“Hey, it’s okay.” He took her small frame into his chest and tried to suppress his feelings of grief. “Should we go to the hospital?” Amelia shook her head.

“Not right now,” she pleaded. Link nodded, pushing a strand of hair behind her ear. She flinched at his touch and he dropped his hand.

“Babe,” he sighed.

“I’m sorry, I can’t—” her breathing started to quicken and she turned away from him as another stream of tears filled her eyes.

“Breathe, Amelia.”

“I can’t,” she responded, her eyes full of panic.

“Oh, babe. Come here.” Link pulled her into his chest, once again and breathed deeply until she stopped shaking. “It’s okay. I’m so sorry, I should’ve been here. This is all my fault.”

“This is not your fault. I never wanted to do this again and now here I am. I told myself I wouldn’t get attached and now...” she trailed off into a fit of sobs.

“I know,” Link sighed. “Me too.”

“I’m so sorry,” Amelia couldn’t bare the disappointment in his eyes. “I should’ve known from the beginning.”

“Amelia, there’s no way you could’ve—”

“No, this world is against me ever having children and I should’ve fucking known.” She shook her head madly. Link didn’t know what to say and instead just pulled her tighter into his arms.

“It’s okay, we can try again?” He offered. “This happens to tons of women, Meredith included, my mom had two before they had me—”

“No.”

“No?”

“I don’t want to have a baby. I don’t want to ever be pregnant again.” The pain in her eyes took his breath away. “I’m sorry, if that’s something you want but I can’t.”

Link shook his head. “Amelia, I don’t care. I mean obviously I care,” he bit his lip, trying to hold back tears of his own. “You’re everything to me. I don’t need a baby to fill some sort of empty void in my life.”

“Are you sure?” Amelia asked, knowing she’d been promised the same thing once before.

“Of course I’m sure.” He pressed a lingering kiss on her forehead. “Now let’s get into the shower.” She nodded and he tried to avoid the sight of her blood stained pants as he removed her clothing and rubbed soapy water on her until her tears dried up and he’d pushed the idea of ever being a father out of his mind.

i was in a bad mood today which kind of explains how that took auch a turn (im not comparing my bad mood to a miscarriage, i just usually write sad stuff when I’m upset) i’m sorry if this put anyone reading into a bad mood as well! i just feel like miscarriages are so common and no one ever talks about them because there’s this awful stigma that it’s the mother’s fault when it rarely ever is. my heart goes out to all the women who have gone through something like this at least once in their lifetime<3

[amethyst-bitch]

Kind of obsessed with Grey’s Anatomy the now. Also Amelia Shepherd is the best :))

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[maraudersmary]

Season 14

Idk if I’ve ever made a post about this before but how good is season 14?!?!

I think it’s one of; if not my favourite series throughout.

The characters are so good ( mer, Alex, jo, Owen, Ben, Amelia etc.) and the storylines and episodes are amazing! ‘Come on down to my boat, baby’, 14:20 ( the weed episode ) to name a few.

The ships are rlly good aswell, platonic and romantic. The sisters, jolex, omelia (their friendship), Arizona and April etc.

I just love it! So many people hate on the newer season but this is just amazing.

[dis-honoring]

I have a horrible feeling that some major Grey's plot twist will be Jo finding out she and Alex are somehow related or that they will find another way to ruin their marriage

[madebyleftovermuses]

* Richard calling the building manager smug and then saying he doesn’t like it 👌

* Amelia walked onto the elevator of drama

* Amelia wants off that elevator

* DeLuca better not get hurt

* I forgot Maggie is breaking HIPAA left and right this season

* Everyone freaking out in elevator 3

[amelia-blackshepherd]

She Likes Italian

Guess who wrote another story. This long weekend is really killing my writers block. Anyway this story was inspired by a desire me and my friend had during the last episode. Deluca basically says he is interested after finding out Maggie tried to hook him and Amelia up. But he doesn’t know her and Owen are back together.

Peirce seemed to be fighting every single decision I made and accusing me of not doing what was best for my patient, which was very un-Maggie like. I tried to let it slide as much as I could for Amelia’s sake. Plus, there was no reason to blow up at her just because she was having an off day.

Amelia’s voice rings through the OR during one of Peirce and I’s argument about what was right for my patient. I tell her that there is no obvious active bleeding, thinking she was just popping in to check on what time I might be finishing up for the night, so we could go home.

But it quickly becomes clear she is here for another reason, “I won’t keep you. I’m just wondering if I should expect anymore romantic advances today, or if doctor Link was it?” My eyes shift to her, uncertain what she means, another guy hit on her… what did she say. Are we not in an exclusive relationship like I thought. I thought that came with the strings, the strings that we both agreed to. Out of the corner of my eye I feel Maggie’s eyes on me, a look of shame from being caught in them.

Then Amelia says something about Peirce trying to ‘cram Deluca down her throat earlier.’ This is news to me, what is happening. I can feel my jealousy rising as I look over at Deluca who from what I can see of him under the mask looks excited by this new information. I know the longer I look at Deluca the more my jealous will grow, so I look back down at my patient deciding to focus on him instead.

Amelia leaves shortly after that, Peirce is shifting nervously on her feet clearing uncomfortable with the situation she has created. Then Deluca clears his throat and repeats Amelia’s words, “Cram me down her throat?”

Maggie tries to end the conversation saying, “Look we have an active bleed here. Can we focus.” Which is a plan I am all for. So, we focus on the bleed for a while and then I hear his voice again.

“So, like, when you suggested me to Dr. Shepherd, what exactly did she say.” I shake my head not lifting my eyes from the body I am working on. Peirce on the other hand, looks up at Deluca without responding to him, so Andrew continues, “Like do you think she is interested cause I mean it is not like I haven’t thought about it. Especially with all the time we spend together on neuro cases.”

My voice cuts through the air like a knife, “Deluca. How about you focus on the patient and less on my wife.” I can almost hear the growl in my own voice, so I turn my attention back to the patient, but first I scan my eyes over Maggie, hoping she can tell just how upset I am at her.

“Oh… ah, sorry Dr. Hunt. I didn’t realize. I mean I didn’t know you two were back together. I’ll be quiet now and get back to work.” Deluca quickly stammers, which to be fair technically she isn’t my wife anymore. But that doesn’t mean I want other men hitting on her or drooling over her.

The rest of that surgery drags by. Deluca doesn’t mention anything else about Amelia, which I am glad about, and I try to make things better with Peirce, but she is still acting weird. Like she doesn’t trust me, or she thinks some little thing is going to come up and I am going to go running off forgetting all about Amelia. Which of course wouldn’t happen. I am not going anywhere.

Later in the ER I see Amelia by the desk, she is talking with Deluca while holding an iPad in her hand, probably reviewing a patient’s chart I tell myself. Although I can’t help but feel the familiar green-eyed monster building inside me.

I am debating going over there, but I know Amelia won’t be happy if I march over their and get all predatorial. But I can’t help this feeling inside me as I watch her and Deluca standing suspiciously close talking and laughing. Just when I am about to head over there and do some damage control, I feel a hand drop onto my shoulder.

I pause and turn to find the new ‘Ortho God’ aka Dr. Link, standing beside me. I am sizing him up, seeing if I should view him as some kind of threat. He doesn’t seem to notice the less-then-friendly look on my face, or if he does he ignores it.

“I guess Peirce was right. She does like Italian, too bad for us eh man?” The new guy says, acting like we are pals.

He clearly doesn’t know who I am, or rather who I am to Amelia and I am just about to set him straight when something he just said clicks in my brain. “What do you mean she likes Italian… Peirce told you that?” I can hear the insecurity in my own voice and just hope this new showboat of an Ortho doc doesn’t notice it too.

“Yeah man. This morning after I walked by her, Dr. Grey, and Dr. McHottie over there.” He says gesturing towards Amelia, causing my fists to clench on instinct. “Peirce came after me and told me I should ask her out, told me she liked Italian, she meant the food but clearly that goes for who she likes to have in bed too.” He jokes again looking over at Amelia and Deluca. “But damn, I bet she is good in bed. I asked her out earlier.” He tells me, I don’t like him. Nobody should talk about Amelia, MY Amelia that way. He continues talking, clearly too busy undressing her with his eyes to notice how close he is to me killing him, “She didn’t exactly say no, but she didn’t say yes either. I think I can convince her though.” He says with what seems like his typical cocky smile.

“I think you should stop there and walk away now.” I say my teeth grinding together as I try and control myself from hitting him so hard we need to page plastics.

He finally seems to realize I am not his buddy and that I certainly don’t want to talk to him about this. “Woah. Easy there man. What do you have a little crush on her or something? I was just saying she is hot and likely very good in bed, I mean I kind of have a gift at knowing who the freaks in the sheets are.” He says so condescending and just so smugly.

I can’t take it anymore, I give him one hard shove, causing him to tumble back a few steps. “I said stop talking about her.”

He is a fighter, I’ll give him that as he is instantly closing the distance between us and he shoves me back, “Back off man. I was just making conversation. She is just some chick.”

Before I realize what I am doing I feel my fist connect with his jaw and then my other to his gut, causing him to bend over covering the areas I just hit. “She is not just some chick, she is my wife. And if you ever speak about her that way again, you are going to wish you never came to Seattle.”

Amelia and Deluca come running over, Amelia tells Deluca to check on Link, while she grabs my arm and pulls me away from him. I am still fuming when she pulls me into a nearby staircase. I am ready to defend my actions, that is until I meet her eyes and see the fire behind them. In an instant all that adrenaline and anger disappear, and I suddenly feel like a child about to get in touble.

“Owen! What the hell was that?” She asks, her tone dead steady, void of any emotion which tells me exactly how mad she is.

“I… I can explain. See he was… he said… he said stuff about you that… well he shouldn’t have been said. I warned him to stop.” I lamely defend.

Her eyes soften slightly, “Owen…” I can hear the disappointment in her voice, “Just because he said some comment about me doesn’t mean you should punch him. Now I am going to go make sure you didn’t give him a concussion or a brain bleed.” She says as she heads towards the door.

“He said you were a freak in the sheets.” I say, hating myself for repeating his disrespectful words.  

She stops and turns around, “We can talk about this later. At home.” She informs me, clearly still upset by my actions, but before she goes she turns around one more time, “And besides he isn’t exactly wrong, now is he?” She sultrily replies as she looks at me under her lashes and throws me a wink, before slipping out the door, leaving me alone in the staircase.

[who-peed-in-your-cheerios]

Hi is no one super pissed off at Dr Bailey for what she did to Meredith. I am MAD as heck, that is not Dr Bailey at all and Meredith deserved better. This was not a badass move.

[geekqueen99]

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