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Quoting videos in essays is so much fun it looks like little Bible verses
"The brain is very good at forgetting" (Tempest, 3:19).
Like hehehe the Book of Tempest??? I don't remember that one?? girl no!! thats a TED talk!!
#i drafted this at like 12am when i just finished writing a discussion post for a course#making you all view this ig#college#mla format
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Okay 3 things
1. I was thinking about an aroace Sonic who says things that can be taken as wildly flirty/romantic but he just means them genuinely. “You have beautiful eyes, I keep getting distracted while looking at them,” not cause he’s interested romantically in them but because eyes can be really cool and pretty man I dunno what to tell you he likes looking at cool things and he thinks his friends are neat. “You’re the most beautiful person here,” because he really thinks that, he loves his friends
2. Sonic randomly dropping heartfelt genuine comments on his friends out of the blue completely blindsiding them and then moves on like nothing happened while they’re left going ?????? Bonus points if he does something immensely stupid or jerkish just before or immediately afterwards and they can’t tell if he was serious or not with the compliment (yes he was)
3. Sonic usually being so allergic to truly vulnerable moments that when he expresses something heartfelt randomly Tails thinks he’s been stabbed or something and does not believe him when he reassures him that he’s fine he’s fine he’s not dying yeesh
#KNOX ART (me)#Sonic the Hedgehog#Aroace Sonic#Rouge the Bat#miles tails prower#amy rose#knuckles the echidna#Shadow the Hedgehog#how to explain the fact that I think Amy crushing on aroace sonic is lovely. I love you but not like that and you liking me doesn’t make me#uncomfortable so you can keep doing it its okay i won’t’ ask you to get over it quickly no ones as fast as me#dysfunctional in the sense of Sonic says stuff like that without meaning it in that way and it feeds into Amy’s crush even though she knows#he’s not going to return her feelings#ALSO I DREW ROUGE!! SHE’S LOVELY!! OUGH!! I LOVE DRAWING WOMEN!!!!!#sonic dropping the fact that he views shadow in a very positive light after they’ve been at each others throats arguing for thirty minutes#multi-ship but make it mostly one-sided who isn’t’ a little bit in love with sonic romantically or platonically or anything else in between#look at him#then he scarfs down a chili dog and no one can take him seriously#drives them all absolutely insane with his nonsense#imagine hearing this dude say something genuinely heartfelt and for a second it flips your perspective of him#and then he’s telling you your eyeliner is crooked or pointing and laughing at you cause you stumbled or doing a handstand and bragging#about it and nope he’s exactly the same except IS HE?#hyper-competent sonic that leaves everyone wary of him#heartfelt sonic that makes so no one can ever quite hate him#jerk sonic so that no one can ever quite worry for him#I’m mentally ill over the hedgehog can you tell CAN YOU TELL????#HAPPY AROMANTIC AWARENESS WEEK IG THIS IS NICELY TIMED HGLKJSDLFAKS;LDJ#are we getting into ooc territory? I honestly couldn’t begin to tell you I’ve seen 3 clips of of rouge and Amy between the two of them HGLK#i forgot i wanted to do one of sonic asking shadow ‘can i hold your hand now’ and shadow looking at him like he’s insane
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On the topic of Gale being a jackass towards Katniss, anyone wants to talk about how he only got interested in Katniss when he saw Darius flirting with her? Possessive much?
#he was always a weirdo when it came to viewing katniss romantically#entitled jerk snogging people behind the slag heap all the time and then throwing a fit over darius pulling on katniss’ braid and teasing#like get outta here#and even after realizing he liked her (if we can even call it that because he explicitly said i minded as in he was just jealous)#he still did nothing to actually make their relationship progress in that way#only when he saw katniss and peeta were doing a very convincing romance on screen was he spurred into action#all that i had to do it at least once (because i now know you are capable of kissing people so i will just kiss you out of nowhere)#CREEEEEP#anti gale hawthrone#anti galeniss#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#mockingjay#everlark#tagging this everlark only because i want my everlark folks to see this ig
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secretly afab jiang cheng poll
(someone once wrote a post about a similar scenario but i cannot find it. if someone finds it please send me the link)
consider the following scenario:
yu ziyuan gives birth to two biologically female children. her second birth in particular is difficult and renders it impossible for her to have any more children. determined to have one of her children inherit, however, yu ziyuan lies, and announces to the cultivation world the birth of a son, jiang cheng.
jiang cheng is raised as a boy. only yu ziyuan and a handful of trusted maids know the truth. jiang fengmian never finds out. jiang yanli never finds out. even wei wuxian somehow never finds out.
as time goes on, various other parties discover the truth at different points in jiang cheng's life--wen chao and his men after jiang cheng is captured in wei wuxian's place, wen qing and wen ning during the golden core transfer, possibly jin guangyao as well--but, due to various circumstances, everyone who knows dies before they can spread the information. eventually, the only person left alive who knows the truth is jiang cheng himself.
jiang cheng leads his sect. jiang cheng purposefully gets himself blacklisted by all matchmakers. jiang cheng raises jin ling. somehow, for the entirety of the 13 year timeskip and beyond, jiang cheng is able to hide the truth of his body from the entire world. wei wuxian returns after 13 years of death, the present half of the plot plays out exactly as it does in canon, and somehow this specific information just never comes up. even after wen ning's return, wen ning somehow never brings it up either, because he assumes wei wuxian knows already.
then, some time after the end of canon, wei wuxian finds out the truth: that jiang cheng, who he fully believed to be biologically male, was in fact biologically female this entire time, and also that jiang cheng managed to hide this information from him all the way up until now. maybe wen ning finally spills the beans or something.
how does wei wuxian react?
things to consider:
how does jiang cheng think of himself in this scenario? as a woman pretending to be a man? as the ancient fantasy chinese version of a transgender man?
how does jiang cheng wish to live in this scenario? does he wish to live as a woman? does he wish he were biologically male?
have jiang cheng and wei wuxian reconciled?
how would wei wuxian react to learning that there was a huge chunk of jiang cheng's life he had zero idea about?
what kinds of attitudes towards women has wei wuxian exhibited in the text?
what kinds of attitudes towards women has mxtx exhibited in the text?
explain your reasoning in the notes!!!
#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#chengxian#rule 63#yanyan polls#if a lot of the options here read as Quite Misogynistic. tbh that was by design#i don't have a very positive impression of how either wwx or mxtx view women#even weird comments about background female characters aside. yanli can make her own decisions wwx mind your own business#after a certain point it stops being cute and starts becoming white knighting. and then...well. BIL-murdering. oops!!#also ig in this au wwx doesn't notice himself during the golden core transfer surgery because he was a bit distracted. you know#getting his golden core removed and all.
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The ocean splashes in accordance to the great speeds that Smilk is flying trying to catch up to the airship.
A soul piercing stare at the destination before him, with such a focused expression you'd be forgiven to imagine that he had nothing but a singular thought in his head.
Exerting as much magical power as possible he dashes around the propellers and reaches the back of the ship, planting himself firmly on the captain's balcony.
After having made it his attention finally wanes and the glare instead shifts to the landmass they had just been on. The propellers spun slowly enough to block the view occasionally but that didn't stop the glare, not even the chattering that had soon begun above him took his gaze for even a moment. Simply watching everything that he had just lost and abandoned, sailing away from everything.
The few minutes that passed could've been mistaken for hours or even days, and each silent breath he took lasted years. Surely closing his eyes for just a fraction would take even longer, to doubt that notion was foolish.
Eventually though, the conversation above them seemed to near its conclusion, in which he finally managed to break free from his thoughts for just a moment.
With a wave of his wand he-- he...
He...
Nothing happened.
Nothing at all.
It passes across his eyeline with a glow of its orb, and that is all it does.
He takes his deep breath as quietly as he can manage; the ships engines might cause enough noise to let him relax, but best to risk as little as possible on this horrid ship.
He waves his wand again, seemingly with different intention this time, and this new intention did indeed cause something to happen, the summoning of a small paper puppet appears before him, wafting violently in the wind. He quickly disperses it as the fluttering was, as paper normally does in high winds, flapped loudly. Though fortunately it seemed to bring no unwanted attention.
He stares back up to the stern, the hands of that traitor dangling off the edge.
That........ Traitor...
He takes another breath and diverts his gaze, there's no winning with dangerous impulsivity-- any more impulsivity.
With a good look around what's available to him there wasn't much to work with, but there was one option that wouldn't risk being spotted, though it's far from something he'd define as 'ideal' by any means. A seemingly decorative set of railing that went around the hull.
With an annoyed grimace he does his best stretch in the scenario given to him, and then with a moment of concentrated anticipation, flies up and immediately grabs onto the rail, immediately regretting his action but persevering anyways, clawing onto the fixture to the best of his ability. The power of flight does help, but with the ship flying as fast as it is the arms of a poet is not one you want to rely on in this kind of exercise.
But he continues anyways, utilizing his flight to assist as much as possible when looping around from the back to the side of the ship.
With spite, anger and determination the journey from the back all the way to the front is an arduous and terrible one, but that's what he gets for believing that gnat.
But eventually, as gruelling and tiring as it was, as much as his arms sting from the exertion, as much as holding even his wand became an impossible task, he made it. Fortunately for him at the front there was a spot he could recoup at, simply let the wind blow him back into the hull with no risk of falling off. watching the sun set ahead of them.
He massages his sore arms as well as he can whilst relaxing every other muscle in his body. He might be on a timer but there's no land ahead yet, he's got the opportunity to take as long as he needs until the next step of his plan.
The sky was still bright, the light blue transitioning gently into the yellow sun that shone wonderfully in the sky...
He grimaces once more and rolls his sleeves back down, getting ready to enact what he came up here for. With the mimicking of clearing his chest he then belts out a perfect recreation of a whales call, heard loud and clear across the generally quiet ocean. Immediately the pitter patter of the cookies above to check on the noise erupts: 1... 2... 4-- where he then swiftly summons a massive paper puppet, a dark blue whale, and lets it float across the water below. With the plan executed he quickly but carefully returns to the side of the ship he came from, lets the wind drag him backwards and then uses the last of his energy to fly back to the balcony.
Not a lot of time to spare-- The balcony door is of course unlocked, so that's no hurdle. He of course couldn't stay outside as he'd be spotted by any random passenger when they reached their destination, but without any ability to get smaller being inside isn't much better. As he entered he immediately got a glance through the window on the entrance's door, seeing everyone at the head looking at his creation.
After darting out of view of those filth he instinctively raises his wand once more, but realizes quickly the his thought process was flawed, and with a twitch of one eye he scans the options available to him inside.
The most ideal place to be would be a spot where he doesn't risk being spotted by anyone who's either on or off the ship and has a decent enough exit strategy that he can take advantage of quickly once the ship does dock. There are two small windows he should be able to fit himself through once the time comes, though figuring out which direction the ship will dock in is going to be a risky one. All that leaves is somehow ensuring that either no cookies enter into the room or that he disguises himself as to not be spotted... He prefers the former, a little more.
He grabs whatever looks the most like a sturdy thin object and discretely hides himself under the window, sliding it into the handle, hopefully keeping it locked enough for his needs.
After all that, it's now just a waiting game.
#waffled au#crk#cookie run kingdom#shadow milk cookie#tag for reach#pure vanilla cookie#shadownilla#pureshadow#puremilk#how'd this for un-woobifying him? /lh#mby the issue is w how ppl view him is that I really havent emphasized just how long he spent just not interacting w anyone#if you remember the design notes its around a *whole ass year* of just stalking the kingdom#but given ive found the redemption part more interesting compared to him sulking and isolated it seems like so much less time took place#so i gotta just bulk up the early game of the story ig to get across that he didnt just chill out overnight lmao#also if youre curious about what the two spells he was going to try to do ill start w the second#the second was using the eyes to discreetly look outside#but given the one power we canonically know he shared w pv is access to the other realm#and the eyes are deeply connected w the other realm#it'd be incredibly risky to use the other realm or the eyes at all in case pv was also using it at the same time#or even just the risk of finding out if he had an intrinsic sense of when it was being used#so no using that#and the first spell is me kinda just running the one thing we know to the extreme#if pv now has some of smilk's powers... why not say he took even more of his powers?#so what he was trying to do was disguise himself#a bird or a bug would be able to hide away easily w/o being caught#but it seems that too has for the moment also been taken from him#idk i dont think that extremism of a canon conclusion suddenly makes this super canon non-compliant and ruins any sense of immersion#idk it is kinda the premise of waffled anyways i hope youre not too bothered lmao
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me and my friends were discussing a dumb personality quiz thing which led to me being told that i'm "the least anxious out of all of us" and "generally very down to earth and relaxed" and that "my version of dangerous thoughts on a bender is just to make TMNT fanart" and im sitting here like
... me?
#damn i really dont tell you guys shit huh#things to talk to my therapist abt ig#i protested to being told that im not an anxious person#and a friend refuted with “oh well the most dangerous thoughts youve ever had while on adderall”#“is making new TMNT AUs”#“as opposed to ME who does X--”#and im like#ok well first of all i take a very low dose of adderall for#you know#adhd#.... which is not the same context as you were always taking it in#also that#its#thats not really#the case#goddamn is this really how you guys view me?#jesus christ#personal#vent
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frank and piper are interesting counterpoint narratives to me. both of them have relatively mundane problems compared to the rest of the cast yet their parent's domains represent the heights of human passion as defined by the series, despite piper and frank both being (outwardly) dispassionate and (inwardly) mopey. the good end of these domains is love and protection (selfless), the bad end is heartbreak and bloodlust (selfish), which both of them try to resist. they both get claimed last out of their trios and had beforehand assumed that they were the children of someone else. both also experience perceived rejection from their mortal family directly before the series begins - both express anger and hurt at being "sent away". their rejection and unexpected claiming, back-to-back, results in discombobulation for them both, and feelings of humiliation brought on by both sets of parents.
they also both go through forced physical transformations by their parents to fit an ideal they don't want. all of the characters experience issues of identity and self-esteem but i think its the most pronounced with these two in the series. neither of them really knows who they are, and are pessimistic about their own capabilities. they are also counterpoints in that they feel disconnected from their own looks - both are very self-conscious people, but, based on how they're described by other characters, piper is probably the most beautiful member of the 7 and frank is probably the least. piper is frequently harassed and objectified, whereas frank is teased constantly about his looks. he neither feels as childish as his face is nor as grown as his body is, and he doesn't understand how to move through the world. both of which are common experiences throughout puberty - suddenly being treated differently on the basis of a body that's changing faster than you want or understand.
(discourse alert) i don't have a lot to add to the piper transformation discourse except that i do think its interesting that her blessing was temporary within the book and her love interest actually self-reflected on his reaction to it and realized that he should not have told her that she looked hot in that instance. rick did reverse frank's transformation five years later and i'm curious about his thought process about both writing it in the first place and in reversing it, and what feedback he received, if any. piper's transformation was a makeover whereas frank's was a puberty, which later rick walked back with "actually frank is still going through puberty". piper's was cheesy, sure, but frank's falls so flat bc that's just not how it works. its too much of a stretch. i don't even think it was in rick's og plan for frank, maybe he just watched captain america and was like "hell yeah i should do that" and flipped a coin between frank and leo, bc again frank was already initially described as physically grown in his debut book. and i can't even talk about hazel's reaction to to it bc its not real to me and i can't read suddenly. idk frank's plotline in general was too rushed in that book and he should have gotten another pov chapter set at least bc rick was trying to do too much too fast and relied on idiocy like the transformation to support it in the place of real character work when it wasn't even necessary for anything he accomplished in the book. he could've just walked around with better posture and achieved the same effect.
#very long very rambling post sorry. i wish piper and frank actually got to interact#there's more to say about gender here but idk how to articulate it#you could argue that all members foil each other in some way this isn't the only foil for these characters between the two trios#i just think its interesting especially how their transformations are treated in the text#idk my feelings about both rick and the fandom's reaction to the discourse is complicated#a lot of fans who correctly assessed the fatphobia embedded in the plotline would be foaming at the mouth with rage#if rick wrote that percy or nico gained weight after tarturus#people have different standards for the characters they view as side characters versus the characters they actually identify with#which happens in every fandom. its not really 'problematic' but it does make their takes about 'representation' a little unserious to me#blogs that used to draw biblically accurate frank also drew 16yo percy with eightpack abs and hced frank as a big brother uwu and asexual#its the 'you look like you give great hugs!' condescension in fandom form#although fanon frank is so divorced from canon frank that its not really relevant ig just annoying
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sometimes i respond to comments on Ao3 and realize in hindsight I sound like a little wet pathetic cat. Um. Thank you for commenting I truly I feel I owe you my life but also not in a weird way!!!!!!!! Just a super casual way (I would take a bullet for people that comment on fics)
#IM SORRY IF I AM OFFPUTTING. UM. I DONT MEAN TO BE#this is my first time being alive i'm still learning#all i know is type to myself on my little google doc and then OOPS i post it#or type to myself in my tumblr tags :)#like. okay. for context on my point of view on this#i did digital art for years and posted it on twitter/ig/DA/tumblr and no one ever cared. I'd like like. two likes#so I've experienced what it's like to make art that no one cares about at all#and writing is somethign so deeply personal to me that it is like infinitely more rewarding and meaningful to have people actually like it.#like it's mind blowing and existence-affirming dude. i appreciate you#ANYWAYS
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unable to let go
something something both of these fuckers have spent so long depending on each other that they cant function w/o the other guy despite Tashi's continously worsening mental state and unhealthy clinginess and Soup's desire to explore the world and meet new people...
like the thing about soup is that she had never really been a person who does well stuck in one place for too long, but also tashi is her brother. theyve been through hell and back together and she feels immense guilt for even considering having a life outside of their little family, and also she has NOT worked through her gladiator trauma AT ALL and has been just holding everything in and trying to be a perfect caring figure despite all the anger and frustration she experiences on a daily basis...
(tashi is dealing with that too, but hes never been as good as her at hiding it, and also he has the tendency to make this stuff everyones problem - thus sidelining soups problems by accident. i think soup is kind of what tashi desperately WANTS to be, in a way. on the outside shes the 'stoic selfless caregiver' and i think tashi is jealous of that, so much so that he sometimes forgets that soup is just as much a person with her own problems and desires and flaws as everyone else)
soup is frustrated by how shes been having to take more and more responsibilities as time goes on (bc of tashis Whole Thing and buddys fear of assuming any kind of leadership position) and a part of her loathes this life and she wants to leave. i think her and zoras relationship plays a big role in her feeling on the matter bc shes NOT part of the family, shes someone new and diffrent and thats enticing... also over the years soup had built up this calm easygoing persona that zora can see through, zora is very aware of soups violent past and she is not sfraid of it, giving soup a safe space to express those more negative feelings freely for the first time in YEARS
Its very hand in unlovable hand coded but they very much love each other still and thats kinda the problem
Also putting some notes on their younger selves here bc this feels relevant to how these two ended up

#my art#my funky guys#not very happy w how this thing turned out color- and rendering-wise but the lineart is fine ig#maybe ill rework this sometime#also. felt the need to focus on soup in this little rant bc i often catch myself diluting her character to just 'chill guy who is the sane#one here' and kinda treating her as an afterthought??? which. is not good. and i hate it. it makes me feel like IM tashi... eugh#anyways i wrote this to remind myself that shes got DEPTH and that shes not just an accessory to make the others look more tortured#and so that there is someone to comfort them!!!!!!!!#soup i love youuuuuuu im so sorry..........#i think of her as almost. '''domesticating'''' herself and living in fear of ever showing negative emotions bc thats what being a gladiator#was all about... she views those emotins as Objectively Bad and Violent and shes terrfied of being what haggar made her to be.#also ughh i hatee krita.... every time i draw in krita it comes out weirdly gummy and weird.. i always overdo it.... you can propably tell#but anyway. love these two<3 weird sibling dynamics my beloved..........
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This really was our yumenosaki academy♡
#sooo baaad even if i graduate in summer theyre not giving me the diploma til end of 2024??#lets all brainstorm how i can get shu's human comedy monologue up on a poster advertising the grad show... for funsies really#its in my intro to the essay but it doesnt really have much to do with the visuals. which is what i'll need to submit for the posters#hmm well... no thatd look bad. i could go open indesign now but i dont want to i wanna go homeee#ive given up on caring about the project im just committed to the bit the target audience is me myself and its my requiem to art#but ive been telling people about my visual project and they all said theyre really excited to see it...? but it takes me months#of severe despair to get a good concept sorted out. im glad they all said they cant wait to see it... im curious myself#tomorrow ill try to play with recording it. then really lock in to the visuals#what are we thinking. digital spaceship or a real life installation?#the setting is you as the audience are an intergalactic truck driver passing by earth tuning in to the radio listening to a professor#studying humans give a talk about them. mini podcast ig? intergalactic cultural radio vibes?#you get it#so the audio is quite important but then also the setting#do i make it digital and ppl put on headphones and watch a screen?#or do i make it an installation irl#it wouldve been quite good if i made it in vr but i have 3 weeks no experience in the medium and um. well. yeah#i think it's a nice goodbye since i get to project my views on humanity through the alien and also he's a revamped version of#my first ever proper oc. carl the alien#isnt that a nice way to end this journey for now? i think so.
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I forgot how endlessly annoying the fh fandom is jesus christ
#fantasy high#yall do not treat certain characters like they are intelligent human beings who make intentional decisions or at least are played by ppl#who make them engage in certain behaviors INTENSIONALLY#it feels like yall are consistently engaging with KRISTEN AND FABIAN specifically in bad faith#for some reason ig some of yall got it into ur heads that some of the bad kids are just bad people and only view their actions thru that#lense#maybe its this like new wave of fans but fuck man are yall making this so annoying to engage with#rewatch all of s1 & 2 before you talk abt my faves thank u vry much!#thought bubbles
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sonic forces wasnt that bad you guys are just fucking mean
#bat rambles#okay it wasnt GOOD#the writing was shit ngl..#left A LOT to be desired#ESPECIALLY INFINITES DEATH SCENE WHICH DIDNT READ AS HIS DEATH AT ALL AND I FULLY THOUGHT HE JUST RAN AWAY#which would be WILDLY out of character for him#but yknow.. i had fun!!!! :D#its abiut the story you make up in your head and not the story you play <3#its honestly a pretty fun game to play and makes me wanna S rank all the levels lol#and the SOUNDTRACK#ITS SO GOOD!!!!#AAAAAAA#(the avatar making was fun too ig. viewed it more as a little treat than a big part of the game!!)#thx for coming to my ted talk
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#its so easy to fall into a judgmentive point of view when you are the outsider#i will not wish this upon anyone#though i cant stop myself from wishing someone had this much compassion for me too#that the world had this amount of empathy and righteousness to give us and each other as we all deserve#it prob wont make any sense to whoever is reading this but ig its for the better#3
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ik literally no one but me cares about this, but i’d just like to make it known that in my main canon, reilley and alistair r actually Not shit people who victim blame, they’re basically america’s dads, I’m just really bad at writing fluff LMFAO
#raise ur hand if u can only write horrific angst because writing about good family bonds makes it real and causes too many emotions for you!#like main canon ire and scotland believed her 100% and went hunting for that guy’s blood#they dont fuck around about their baby!!!!!#well HMM ok this is getting too socially consciousy but i don’t wanna say they wouldn’t do this for or believe women outside of the family#but its kinda a hard truth that people—especially in the 17 1800s—don’t really extend their anger or sympathy or support to victims or#women in general if they’re not part of their intimate circle—social or family#and its another kinda hard truth that one of the reasons people like that are only able to extend these feelings to family members or#intimates is because they have extended contact with them and are able to actually view them as human which is something they’re not able#to do with people they don’t interact with#lack of empathy? lack of necessity? superiority complex? who knows im not a scientist!#BUT ALL THIS TO SAY#finally getting back on track#i dont wanna say scotland and ireland arent like. decent guys—because they are!!—but they are definitely a reflection of the time and thus#don’t really Support women in a modern sense#its more of a possessive sense ig#you messed with Our family so we’ll mess you up
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i wish sdv and bg3 didnt have the most biphobic fans sometimes. like why do canon bi/pan characters make u so mad.
#mj rambles#its bc ppl view bisexuality as inherently lesser and a stop-off on finding ur 'true' sexuality. u can literally always be bisexual#and ppl are going to mislabel you entirely based on ur own relationship and if you dare to correct them on your own label#then ur just 'broadcasting that you're still open to other options' even though all ur doing it clarifying ur own label#because bisexuals are forbidden from calling themselves bisexual once theyre in a relationship ig#i saw ppl getting pissed off over the heartstopper chara for saying 'im bi actually' because they think hes trying to say women-#-are still an option for him. like no hes just saying 'thats not my sexuality. THIS is my sexuality and the label i use for myself.'#anyway i saw someone trying to claim that alex only has a crush on male farmers from day 1 when thats not gendered at all#male farmer just has alex telling him that he denied his feelings at first but decided to follow his heart#while female farmer has alex say that usually his crushes go away but this one just grew stronger#literally all the bg3 characters show interest in different characters that arent the player#like its not even 'ugh playersexual' when they all make comments abt each other and other ppl theyve slept with
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hhhhhhnnngh
#Chatterbomb#Reading Thoughts May Dim by themoomin and I’m on the last chapter… hhhnnngg :(#I’m like halfway through it and it’s not looking good#It’s not tagged as having a bad ending but. I’m scared#I liked knave of diamonds because when lupin was an asshole he got 3 billion kicks in the head#Now it’s very centered around sad zeni. Free my boy he didn’t do anything#This poor lonely self deprecating man… where is the zenigata has A Good Day and is loved and cherished and happy#Sadness seeping through to me. I need to find zenigata happy and healthy stuff#I finished it now and. I think it was supposed to be a happy ending?#Zenigata just uprooted his life and morals so his crush wouldn’t kill himself. Ok#I’m all for zeni doesn’t wanna be a cop anymore because I think there’s a lot that can be done with that and criticize the justice system#But it.. doesn’t usually do that#I think it was pretty solid until the last chapter and a few other things that poked out#We all have different interpretations for characters in a 50+ year old franchise but!! Some things stuck out to me yk#I feel like jigen is a bit mean in these ones!! He shows up and is always the embodiment of jealousy and I think that’s not good actually#He’s protective yeah but he doesn’t.. like.. hate zenigata.. maybe it’s just a part 2 thing and I’ve forgor but he was also silly with it#He kissed his mouth and made him chase after him when he asked for a light. I feel like everyone is a bit more mean. Aside from zeni who is#Pretty chill honestly on account of the depression I guess. He turned a lot of things in on himself and never blamed lupin (at least not fo#Long) which is? Interesting ig? I felt a lot for zeni cause honestly I relate! But the way the story went didn’t feel like a good ending.#It felt like a bad ending in a psychological horror. If anyone’s reading this take it with a grain of salt#I may be viewing zeni in rose colored glasses because. Favorite character disease or something#It’s kind of heart breaking watching this sweet confused guy get further and further wrapped around this unstable manipulators finger. And#It Even had a “riding off into the sunset” type of ending. Zeni can be sweet but he felt VERY sweet in this story. And the worst things he#Did to contribute to his “corruption” was? Sleeping with Lupin? Ok. Wgat.#Oh and. Stealing a coin from some guy on impulse because it was from his ancestor. He regretted it immediately (the episode itself is silly#And hints on him breaking laws to catch lupin which are not elaborated on#It’s an interpretation on how luzeni would work I guess but it just felt off? Idk man I’m gonna take a shower#Ohhh wait. The enemies to lovers tag was listed as “kind of?” And I was wondering how you make that “kind of”. I know now.#are they lovers? worse
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