#matty healy thoughts

[haveyouseenherlately]

pov: just a slow morning with matty

because we all need a little pick me up in the am. another quick blurb.

warning: 18+, smut, but what else is new. grammatical errors, typos.

other bf matty blurbs & rambles here.

you have to admit. one of your favourite things about matty staying the night is waking up next to him, but again, who wouldn’t like waking up being held close by the beautiful, curly haired man who madly worships you? yeah… when you lazily open your eyes and your mind starts to slowly work, you notice how he’s deliciously pressed against your back. his left arm is draped over your navel and legs are all a tangled mess, his forehead resting on the back of your neck where you feel his gentle breath escape his lips. the lack of clothes reminds you of the lewd activities from the previous night, making you giggle as you clench your thighs around his leg that rests between yours. you intertwine your fingers with his hand holding your stomach and use it as leverage to ever so slowly and deliciously start grinding against him. you continue barely rocking your hips back n forth on him, feeling yourself getting more wet by the second. a small part of you says you shouldn’t be doing this, but that’s quickly forgotten as you feel his hardening cock against you. good. you’re pleasing matty even while he continues to snooze away. your sweet boy deserves it. minutes pass and you’re surprised you’ve been able to keep the gentle pace given how desperate you are now to feel him slip inside you. we have all the time in the world though, it’s okay. but that doesn’t stop you from slowly taking your intertwined hands, placing them over your now drenched cunt. you guide his hand so his palm is pressed against you, your swollen clit ever so slightly rubbing along one of his fingers as you continue to move your hips. your bottom lip is now sore from the pressure of your teeth as you try your best to remain quiet so he can continue sleeping. but it’s not even a minute later when you start feeling his body squirm, tiny whimpers leaving his mouth as his movements grow in synch with yours. you feel his lips lazily kiss your shoulders and finally his finger starts to rub small circles against you, the permission you needed to quicken your pace and find the relief you’d been searching for.

[baby-girl-aaron-dessner]

“Poor Taylor, all she wanted to do was date a racist.” 🥺

Sorry, I can’t hear your “bitching and moaning” over the sounds of my country being bombed. Your complaints and laments over a bigoted man don’t mean anything next to the dead bodies of children in my home country that I’ve had to escape from.

Let’s get one thing clear: being racist is a bad thing.

Having to explain that to a fan base of mostly white people who are privileged is exhausting.

And hearing Taylor Swift call this a point of suffering for her is almost comical. I wonder how she would feel if she actually faced the dangers that people in the global south face on a daily basis.

[that-was-a-bit-stupid-of-you]

Stop. Stop defending taylor swift for things she did. Stop defending her for associating herself with a racist, sexist, antisemitic piece of shit, and CONTINUING to surround herself with people like that. Stop trying to make excuses and put down the feelings of poc fans during that time. Stop blaming people for holding her accountable to the words SHE said.

If you sit at a table with 10 racists, there are 11 racists at that table.

[manicsexualconflict]

you lot did not appreciate her enough

[medeas-chariot]

Adam and Ross:

And then there's George:

[tonguepiercedanyway75]

WHY HAVE I NEVER SEEN THIS PICTURE?!!!!?!?!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!???!?!!

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY, I DONT KNOW WHERE TO LOOK?! 😫😫😫😫😫 ROSSSSSSSS

[ughgoaway]

some breeding thoughts encouraged by @automaticllamacycle , this is so not a real blurb. its actually just a copy of an unhinged dm I sent her but if y'all like this I am VERY happy to discuss more...

also, I cannot write smut and wasn't trying to actually write properly, so PLEASE don't expect any quality content under the cut lol <3

18+

you're mid fuck, matty has been overstimulating you and you're just fucking sobbing from the pleasure. you can't physically cum one more time so you start begging him to cum, whimpering in his ear and clawing his back.

matty of course wants to cum in you, but he's a gentleman so he'll ask. but as soon as you whimper out "inside. please." in a meek voice with tears streaming down your wet red cheeks he's DONE.

he lifs your legs over his shoulder and starts fucking you as deep as he can go, and finally he buries himself inside you and cums. groaning as he does and you just start babbling "thank you thankyouthankyou" and of course that is just making him more feral.

After a few seconds of panting, he pulls out and leans back on his knees, your legs remain on his shoulders, leaving you perfectly on show for him. matty just stares. he watches his cum drip out of you and can see you shaking from how many times you've orgasmed.

without thinking, he slips a finger in, and you immediately shoot your head up and moan. he can't help but think about fucking his cum back into you, getting you pregnant, claiming you as his. he manages to pull his eyes from your core for a few seconds and looks at you for permission, you nod and he starts slowly pushing his fingers in. one knuckle deep to start, then two, then two fingers and soon he's furiously fucking you with his hand and using his other thumb to rub your clit.

you're basically screaming and writhing around on the bed from the pleasure, and that's before matty even says anything. "fuck. yes that's it baby, you like that? you like the feeling of my fucking my cum into you?"

this is the first time you've done cumplay of any kind, but little did matty know this was a massive fucking fantasy of yours. you're practically incoherent and can't think you just stutter out, "shit- yes- please keep going. I want your cum in me. breed me please"

matty stops for a second processing, but after a disgruntled groan from you he starts again only going harder and saying filthy fucking things. "oh you want me to put a baby in you huh? you want me to pump you with my cum?"

he moves his hand from your clit to press on your lower stomach and says "can you feel that? feel how deep I am. feel my cum being fucked back into you, you filthy whore"

thats the final fucking straw, you scream his name and gush all over his hand. shaking from overstimulation and sobbing uncontrollably....

or something idk

[alwyswnadie]

this is fucking insane

[riecaloca]

I've reached the point in my "not supporting taylor swift era" where I've gone from "I still respect her music a lot" to "Fuck her AND her music," and I think that's very sexy of me.

[haveyouseenherlately]

pov: just you and matty hanging out in a park

stumbled upon this photo and immediately thought it was soft shy bf matty coded <3

fluffy thoughts below because i’m in my feels today.

warning: grammatical errors, typos.

other bf matty blurbs & rambles here.

imagine the two of you somehow found out a few days ago that you both really, really like each other in more than a bff type of way. you are in that sort of dreamy, hazy area where you know feelings are mutual but you haven’t asked each other out (tbh you’re hoping the shy boy will get some courage to do it ‘cause you wanna know how he’d go about it (that’s a blurb for another time)). ANYWAY, the both of you find yourselves hanging out in some park during a warm summer afternoon, neither of you really speaking much but both of your gazes say it all because of how darn infatuated you are with each other. sickeningly cute, really. you are sitting down, one arm hugging your knees while the other subconsciously pulls blades of grass from the ground. matty is lying down next to you, legs crossed and arms behind his head while he stares up at the bluest of skies. time passes without the either of you saying anything, but it’s a comfortable kind of silence, one that comes from years of knowing each other better than you know yourselves. you turn your head around to look at him and notice that his eyes are now closed and you wouldn’t be surprised if he was asleep because, as we know, this boy is a certified napper. anyway, you lie down on your side, your head next to his and you cannot really help but bring up your fingers to his hair, softly playing with some of his unruly curls. albeit small and featherlight, this is the first physical contact you’ve had with him all day, as the both of you aren’t quite sure how to navigate this dreamy space of liking each other but not really being together yet… just as you wrap one of his curls around your finger, he gently opens his eyes to look at you, a smile starting to pull at the sides of his lips which never fails to make you feel all giddy and warm inside. “you’re cute, you know that right?” he lightly chuckles at your compliment, scrunching up his nose and bringing his hand to cover his blushed face but you grab it before he’s able to do so. “oh, don’t go all shy on me now, healy.” he always expects some sort of teasing comment from you when his shy side appears (cute), but what he doesn’t really expect is when you boldly bring both of your legs to rest over him so they’re now draping over his stomach. you sense his breath stop as he looks down at your legs on him, your silky cotton dress (one of his favourites) riding up and exposing your bare skin to him. he cannot help but nervously laugh and finally respond to your previous comment “you know you’re not really helping my case, right?” you know you’re not so you just hum in admission and smile back at him before you close your eyes relishing in the feeling of being this close to him. you think you must be dreaming when you feel two gentle hands rest on top of your leg, but you know this is reality when calloused thumbs start drawing light circles on your skin causing a comfortable, familiar warmth run through your body. siiiiiiiigh. you know it’s only him who cold possibly make you feel this way. this is nice, you think to yourself without realizing that you actually whispered those words into matty’s ear, making the toothy smile on his face grow from ear to ear as he cannot believe you’re (almost finally) his. he’s one happy boy that day to say the least :)

[wrestletotheground]

tiny blurb about matty ft. hand kink and size kink 🫶

smut mention but more so just suggestive idek if this makes sense but it's 4am and i'm spiralling <3

!! minors dni !!

you can't stop looking at it the entire night like a moth drawn to a flame. the chunky silver ring that newly decorates his middle finger highlights everything you already love about his hands. the thoughts you're having are far too lewd for such a respectable place, but you can't help your mind wandering.

the way his fingers curl around the menu as he reads it, drumming on the top of it as you wait to be served. once you've ordered and they're cleared away he reverts to the motion that gets you the most - absentmindedly tracing circles on the tablecloth. the way the veins protrude slightly with every movement is almost reminiscent of the way he works you - gently rubbing the same slow, calculated shapes onto your clit until you're falling apart, whining his name and begging for more.

you don't even realise that you're practically zoned out until he clears his throat, smirking at you. your eyes widen and you cough in a not-so-subtle attempt at feigning innocence. 'enjoying the view?' he asks, pointedly taking a sip of his wine to mask his cocky smirk. 'shut up, I was just- admiring your new ring,' you reply flusteredly, averting your gaze to the cutlery in front of you as if the carved handles are suddenly the most interesting thing around. he puts the glass down and slips off the ring, handing it over to you. 'c'mere, try it on, I wanna see something.'

he drops it into your open hand and already you've clocked his intentions. the silver band takes up nearly half of your palm. you wordlessly put it on your middle finger, mirroring the one he wears it on. it makes you look absolutely tiny, so much space that you could nearly fit two fingers in with no difficulty. his lips part ever so slightly when you turn your hand around and it slips off easily, rolling to a stop on the table. you lock eyes and this time any hint of smugness is gone, replaced with dark eyes and an almost pained expression. 'i don't think it fits daddy,' you say, whispering the last word just to rile him up. 'fuck,' he whispers to himself, before leaning back and looking around him, sniffling as if to push away his thoughts. it's always been known that he has a thing for how much bigger he is than you, and you're fully aware that he's already going crazy.

he shifts in his seat and brings a hand up to wipe his face, staring at you with the most fuck me eyes you've ever seen. 'baby when we get home- I'll deal with that later,' he says, his low tone changing to bright and cheerful as a waiter appears behind you with your food. you hold eye contact as the plates are placed in front of both of you, only breaking for a split second to thank them. 'what was that?' you ask, trying your best to hold in a smile as you pick up your knife and fork. 'you're gonna get me killed one of these days, if only I could just bend you over this table and- ow!' he giggles when you kick him under the table, blush creeping up your cheeks. 'shut up and eat, healy, we have all night.'

~

[tillthelandslide]

You're joking right

[chngeofhrts]

slutty little waist

[that-was-a-bit-stupid-of-you]

I don't understand, what's going on with Taylor and Matt trash being a couple? Could you explain to me?

nothing is really going on at the moment tbh, cuz they broke up a pretty long while ago, but the issue is the album (if that's what you're referring to) and taylor swift herself.

[will add sources and more stuff when I find the links and if I realise I missed something out, cuz this is a general thing based off of memory]

Context: dating history

Basically she and matty had been friends for a few years (there are rumors of them hooking up ig in 1989 era maybe, but I don't really care enough to believe shit like that). Apparently he had also been pining for her (according to stuff he said in interviews and tweets) for years, but again, you can still chalk it up to rumors if you wanna.

The thing is that post her breakup with joe alwyn, she started dating him (in like april I think) [there had been dating rumors of them since 2014 tho, and again in March 2023] and the fandom kinda got divided.

Here is the link to their entire timeline

Context: what matty healy did

Matty healy (you prolly know this) is basically racist, sexist, antisemitic, homophobic and God knows what else I have missed out or not been aware of. He did shit like doing the nazi gesture on stage, mocking asian accents, tastelessly making fun of ice spice on her race and bodyshaming her, laughing and basically confirming that he watches violent rape porn of black women on a site that is known to be highly problematic and force their actors (gender neutral) to do things they dont consent to (there was also an actress who was assaulted or something but im not informed on it). Even when he was called out on stuff like this, he accused people (who were poc, btw) of overreacting.

Context: taylor and activism

Taylor had also, in the past (lover era, and miss Americana the doc) had talked about how she had been too quiet about political issues and politics itself for too long, that she understands her influence and power in society, and that she "needs to be on the right side of history" and even specifics such as that she thinks it's spineless to go on stage and say "happy pride month" and not acknowledge the political oppression that queers in USA were facing (something about a bill or the republican party idk man I'm not american, i dont remember but i did research when i watched the doc tho). She has claimed she was gonna be clear about where she stands (many republicans had considered her to be one, and many thought she's conservative or something, but she was always quiet about it, until the lover era). However, she just stopped that activism after the lover era, and went back to being quiet on where she stands (I've seen many swifties refer to the lover era as the activism era) and hasn't spoken about anything substantial really. She did some things like post a black square with 13 hearts during blm, and stuff that every celeb who wasn't openly a pos did, but that's kinda it. Even as a self proclaimed feminist, she didn't speak up on issues such as roe v wade, or about an issue regarding drag queens despite having them in yntcd, or talking about trans/queer rights until she was in a blue state (im not an American, I just like to keep up a little with stuff in usa cuz it's always up in my face sadly, and thus i cant be specific, but anyways, correct me if I'm wrong, or if I missed something).

So even after saying she'll be vocal, she was just... not. And that's basically her on politics or giving a shit about minority communities.

Context: Fandom's reaction

Swifties were extremely disappointed that taylor CHOSE to associate with a man like this, and there were fans calling her out, and she received backlash, too.

Most of these swifties were poc (myself included) and they felt hurt that an artist that they not just supported and developed such a deep connection with, but also financially supported for years, would have such disregard for them. Not just was she dating him, but she kept saying things such as "I have never been happier in all aspects of my life" or saying "I love you" or "uk who you are" in romantic songs on the tour, which was just adding insult to injury. She also did a collab with ice spice (which was completely out of nowhere, and the collab itself seemed badly made and rushed), which fans and others speculated to be a pr cover up for the fact that matty healy had mocked her (many ppl also believed that it was too quick for it to be a pr cover tho).

Now, in the fandom, when poc swifties were calling her out on dating mh, (mostly) white swifties started harassing poc swifties for doing so, or saying that they are hindering with her happiness or some bs about it being "just a fling" (again, myself included). They said it's the same as seeing a friend get out of a long-term relationship and make bad dating choices, and poc swifties should let it go (as if taylor is our close personal friend). In a mostly white fandom, poc swifties felt alienated and sidelined.

Ofc, taylor never addressed any of this backlash, and after she broke up with him, there were articles saying that sources say (which mostly means her pr team atp) that her breakup had nothing to do with his controversies or behavior.

The album release (lyrics, references and reaction)

Now, with the release of ttpd, contrary to what most of the fandom believed, most of the songs on both the albums are believed to be (and heavily hinted on) about matty healy. These include 4 songs- "ttpd", "but daddy I love him", "I can fix him (no really I can)", and "guilty as sin?"

Ttpd, the title track, talks about mh being "a tattooed golden retriever" (wtf) and about him love-bombing her, and her pining after him, thinking about marriage and shit. But daddy I love him and I can fix him, are basically that no one supported her dating decision and she's claiming that she loves him oh so goddamn much, but more importantly, her talking about her fans' reactions. Specifically, describing her poc fans to be "vipers" and "judgemental creeps" who hate her and them being hurt as "bitching and moaning", and basically took the side of the (white) fans who defended her, indirectly. She described his racist bs as "crazy" and said shit like she could "handle a dangerous man." She also has another song, "Guilty as sin?" and while I genuinely don't give a fuck about what she chooses to do in her private life, unless it is problematic, it is about her fantasizing about being with that racist man while being in a long term relationship with joe alwyn. She sings about how she wants him and wants to be with him... in multiple ways, iykyk. Again, out of context, I love this song so much, but that doesn't erase the context, right?

She also has a song "I hate it here" where she says the following lines:

"My friends used to play a game where

We would pick a decade

We wished we could live in instead of this

I'd say the 1830s but without all the racists and getting married off for the highest bid"

And while there are many reasons why this line by itself is racist (romantisization of a time that was extremely shitty to many communities, most of which she is not a part of, showing herself to be "oh look I'm so woke I still remember the bad things even when I romanticize bad eras in history" which is something you expect from an ignorant white high schooler maybe, not a 34 y/o billionaire who claims to be well-read, etc.) but taylor swift herself saying these is adding insult to injury cuz she has shown time and time again she has no problem with racism (she kept quiet when antonia gentry, a black actress, received hate and racist threats by swifties because of a line BY NETFLIX that taylor didn't like, and she shouldn't ofc, but it wasn't the actress' fault), or associating herself with them (matty healy, for example). It is hypocritical to write something like that after writing an album about pining after a man and his "dangerousness," which is just bigotry. Way to romanticise racism, sexism, and antisemitism, taylor.

Even now, after listening to the album, she clearly doesn't like mh anymore, NOT because of his actions, but because he broke her heart, showing that she still enables and is okay with everything he did.

And that's kind of it (ig) about her and matty healy. I'm not really sure exactly which part you wanted to know, so this is just a gist of it all. Hope it helps :)

[beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff]

thinking

[tote-bag-chic]

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